Well, I've been going in and out of Youtube and putting up videos of myself, and I get the nasty comments about how I look in my videos. Which I do expect! I mean, I put my videos up, I'm showing myself to the world, I can expect to get both good and bad comments. I'm not afraid of them, believe me! But what is so annoying is when an offending person leaves negative comments saying "You're fat" or "You're ugly", or some kind of comment like that, and I go to their channel, and they don't have a single video or picture of themselves anywhere on that channel! I personally think no one has a right to say anything like that to anyone unless they have the guts to show their own face on the internet. Otherwise, what's your point? You're just making yourself look like an idiot! I put my videos up on YouTube, I now have over 80 videos! So I had the guts to put my face out there. And I know I am ugly!! LOL! For me, it's commonplace. I don't care if someone says it. Disgusting now, I think that's a matter of opinion. You can't really and truthfully say I am disgusting unless you've actually met me.
One time on one of my videos I made a comment to someone that haters have got to hate, no matter what. Someone said, "Not unless everybody hates you." I told him that fortunately that hasn't happened. I admit that I do expect that too. Anyone who speaks their mind as loudly as I do should expect some persecution from haters, and I do. But at the same time, I have quite a lot of friends. I'm not "popular" and I really do not care to be! I mean, I've seen what happens when an innocent person gets in with the "popular crowd", they become arrogant and flaky, showy and stuck-up, they can suddenly go from being someone I like to someone I don't like. I don't want that to happen to me. Popular people expect too much from people they call "friends", and I like to live my life the way I always have, and have people who will always like me for who I am. Popular people never really have "friends", even though they may seem like they do. The people that they call "friends" are simply just people that they agree with all the time, and that they can throw away when that person makes the mistake of taking a different direction that the popular person doesn't like. See, I don't want that in my life, so I tend to block the "popular people" and ignore them. I've blocked a couple on Facebook that I have some mutual friends with, and I am not completely finished yet! In the end, the formerly innocent person either changes, or gets hurt by the "popular" people. And their change is never for the better. I've honestly never seen someone who started out like me; innocent, with few friends (but are very pure and true friends), that has got in with the "popular" people and remained the same as they were before. I can honestly say I have NEVER seen that happen! They always change! And they always change into something not good. First comes the change, and then comes the hurt. Don't say it can't happen to you, because I assure you it will!
I have friends who have hundreds of friends, and I'm fine with that. But they are not what I refer to as being "popular". That is, they are not the typical "popular" people I've known who are stuck-up, and think the world revolves around them. They are actually very down-to-Earth, gentle, kind, innocent people. They don't forget or reject the "little" people like me. hehe! By "little", I mean what the "popular" people consider "insignificant". There is nothing really special about me. I'm not attractive, I don't wear make-up, I'm not rich, I'm not friends with INXS, never claimed to be, although I do know the last time I met Tim, he recognized me. Doesn't mean I am friends with him though. Not unless he says so. LOL! I don't have hundreds of friends, I don't go many places outside the USA's west coast, I'm just a pure, innocent woman who just says what is on her mind. I do original videos, I don't take many pictures, I'm not that bold or gaudy like some other people are. I don't stand out much in a crowd unless you're looking for a fat, ugly old hag. I won't say I am stupid, as I know what I know. I believe what is stupid to one, may be wise to another. I only think trolls are stupid, as they never have anything intelligent to say.
There is one person on Facebook that in all logic I should block. The only problem is I like her dog. LOL! I don't like her, but I like her dog. LOL! Looks like a shih tzu. I have a few mutual friends with her, she seems to only like people who have hundreds of friends, and she's probably the most judgmental person I ever met in my life. I generally ignore her posts, except when I look at the pic of her dog, if she has it up. I have a special knack for that! LOL! I don't read some peoples' posts, but I do look at their profile pics. Usually only if they have pics of dogs on them, because there aren't many INXS fans who have dogs. Most of them have cats, and almost always tabbies. Not worth looking at really. I personally think tabbies are ugly. Tabbies are about as close to seeing a truly ugly domestic cat as I've ever seen. Except maybe those pixie bob cats and those savannah cats which I think look absolutely hiddeous! I like siamese, and ONLY siamese. Well anyway, when I see another INXS fan who has a dog, it's almost like a valuable buried treasure, so I don't block them unless they get to be too much. Even if I don't like them. I just do what I can, totally ignore their posts, and just look at their dog. hehe!
One of the reasons I don't like this person, she says everybody who she doesn't agree with is "being unreal", or is "insincere". UGH!! I think everyone on the planet is truly realistic and sincere, except her! She's one of those types that will aggressively tear down a common person in order to defend celebrities. I don't like that type of person at all! They are unrealistic! Celebrities are the last people on Earth who need protection from insults and others disliking them! They should be able to handle that stuff. People bad-mouth Timmy all the time, I don't jump in to his rescue and tell common people to shut up for saying that shit. Well, I used to! But after a chat session with Timmy, he was asked what he thought about people saying that INXS were losers for recruiting a new lead singer by way of a reality show, and Tim basically said he didn't care. So I said if he doesn't care what others say about him, why should I. But I must confess, it does hurt me a little to see anyone talking shit about Timmy. I usually just chalk it up to it's only their opinion and forget about it. What matters is that I am always a fan of his, and I think he is beautiful inside and out! Even if I don't like this new album. But that has nothing to do with INXS, unless they really are becoming a rap/RnB band!!!
Well, another season of Hell's Kitchen is over with, and Nona won! She was the last person I expected to win. I actually thought Sabrina was going to win! But she was eliminated weeks ago. I think chef Ramsay thought her attitude was too bad, she was immature and all. But that type usually wins. Not where Hell's Kitchen is concerned I guess. The two finalists were Russel and Nona, and Russel wanted so much to win. But Nona won! I'm actually glad she won and not Russel!! Russel is such a sore loser! While everyone else was cheering (even Sabrina) and congratulating Nona, Russel was downtrodden and sad and cursing because he didn't win. He didn't even have the good sportsmanship to congratulate Nona in her win! A very sad, sorry excuse for a human being!! Honestly though, I think Russel didn't stand much of a chance, I think Vinni sabotaged him. Vinni too was a sore loser, and he was still holding a grudge against Russel because he said that Russel put him under the bus when he got eliminated. Geez!! Take it like a man! Stop being a baby!!