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Wednesday, April 6, 2016

Very Sad Night

This is going to be a rare event, a 3-post day! I haven't done one of these since 2006. But tonight I received some horrible news!! I first heard it on my other Facebook account, which is why I use that account in the first place! I don't always see everything in my usual Facebook account. But one of my friends has passed away! I am literally in tears tonight! She was such a sweet person. One of the most loyal and friendly people I've ever known on Facebook! I liked her a lot! Her name was Lisa Follen. I've done PCs with her many times before and she always seemed happy. Even her words seemed to smile. I liked that about her. She never bad-mouthed about anyone, she was loyal, she was from Australia but she was not a Yatesfag. No, she was one of the nicest, kindest, sweetest people I've ever known! She was unfortunately a very rare kind of person. I'm going to miss her!

At first I was saying "NOOOOOO! Say it's not so!!" I even went to one of the messages she left me on my other Facebook account and cried "Please tell me you're still there!" almost like a baby sitting beside a parent who is not there. Or like a friend by her best friend's bedside, trying to get her to wake up, but she won't. I want it all to not be true. I want someone to tell me it's not so. I'm still waiting. I don't even have any idea what happened. Why is she gone?

Ya know this kind of thing always comes up. Why? What? How? Why Lisa? Why couldn't it have been one of those stupid radicals instead? They wouldn't be missed. Not by me anyways. What happened to her? What snuffed her from this world? How did it happen? When did it happen? I'm not even sure of that! I only just heard about it today. It shouldn't have been her! But you know that's the way it always is. It's never the radicals and assholes who die first. It's always the nicest, kindest, gentlest people who has made an effort in this world to make everyone else smile. That's why this world is going to hell in a handbasket! All the good people are leaving here first, leaving nothing but the bad people. I kinda hope I am next. I don't want to be in a world like this anymore. If the radicals and assholes are going to be all that is left here, then I've had it with this world! I hate this place. Oh well, let's not separate "radicals" and "assholes"! They are one in the same. Radicals ARE assholes!!

My only comfort in all this is knowing that Lisa is now in Heaven, chatting it up with Michael. I hope she is having fun up there. I hope they are enjoying drinks together. I hope he is serenading her happily up there as a great friend would. Though I am down here, wiping tears from my eyes, I do hope she is happy. And I will do this one last time just for her. Lisa, this is for you...

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GOD bless you! Thank you for being such a loyal friend. RIP and give Michael a kiss from me again.
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