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Wednesday, June 29, 2011

First Month

Well, I have nearly completed the first month of my new life, and I am doing well. I will be getting my own internet this Friday, so I will be able to get on here more and more. More posts for here and my Metazoic blog! I can continue the Family of the Week on there. Well, I like Montana, it's a nice place, but the heat bothers me!! One of the residents in this apartment complex told me it gets up to 90 degrees here!! Fortunately my apartment has air conditioning. But ya know that dries out my hands quicker than anything! It's getting to be annoying.

When I ordered my cable/internet package, the dispatcher and I got to talking for quite a while. She is a native Bozemanite, and she told me about some of the things to do around this town. I will admit it now that's not something the dispatcher should have told me about, but I enjoyed listening about the different things to do here. She also said the people here are so incredibly nice! That's something I can definitely vouch for. The people I have met here so far, most of them have been very nice people. It's definitely a very far cry from Washington State! There, 9 times out of 10, the people are rude and snippy. Here, it's exactly the opposite. 9 times out of 10, the people you meet here are very courteous and friendly. The only thing that bothers me here is the heat, and the fact that I have to stay in my apartment with the air conditioner running to get out of that heat!

Well, this weekend, heat or no heat, I need to get the rest of my things out of storage. That is a necessity. Last time, to put my things in storage, I had to work like a pack mule! Believe me it was not easy! Especially placing my bed in a 10x12 foot storage garage, among all the other things I have that I had to put in there too. Well, I will be busy this weekend, all weekend, but I will try to get some posts put up.

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Made it to Bozo-Town

Well, here I am, now a Bozemanite. For the time being. We had a couple of 80+ degree days here and I hated it!!!! The air conditioner in Anna's apartment, where I am now staying temporarily, does not work! Makes me mad that they know all about it and are not doing anything about it! Well, my apartment is ready, and I should be moving in very soon. I hope! If I don't hit anymore snags! Fortunately the air conditioner in my apartment works. That's good too because I told everyone if it didn't, I would not sign the lease! That was one of the pretenses that I agreed on to move into this apartment in the first place. If it hadn't worked, I was going to take my things and move back to the coast where I have natural air conditioning. But I don't really want to move back to Washington. I'd like to move to Seaside, where I'd still have the ocean at my doorstep, but also have more shopping choices when I need it.

It was a tough move out here! I mean, we rented a big 17-foot u-haul and I've never driven a truck before. Let alone one that size! Towing our car all the way out here on a tow-dolly attached to the back of the car. That added about another 8-9 feet to the back of the truck! And was that truck HUNGRY!!! It ate up about $100 worth of gas! But really, that $100 carried us pretty far. In a 800-mile trip, I only had to fill up about 3 times. Not too bad for a truck that size. On the way up here, I was stopped by a man near Moses Lake who noticed our car's wheels were not on securely enough. So he stopped to help me put them on the right way. I wasn't too sure I had them on right, but he helped me fix it, which was nice. :) He was a professional truck driver, so he knew what he was doing.

Well, now that I am here, I have some things to do. I need to get my own internet, and I don't exactly know when that will be. May be next month. In the meantime, I need to get everything situated. I am still trying to get used to this altitude! I spent the last 10 years at sea level. I'm rusty in the mountains now. I find myself having a rather difficult time breathing. When I hold my breath, it hurts now, and it's never done that before. Well, Anna said I was not going to get used to it here overnight. It's going to take a while. But I will say one thing, I'm about 20% better now than I was when we first got here. But anyway, I won't be able to get on much, so the posts on here and my Metazoic blog are going to be fewer and farther between. But I will be back!

Friday, May 27, 2011

A Little Late In Coming

This is a late blog post, we went to Mount St. Helens this year. As usual, the mountain was in good splendor! I always love going back there. I even went down to the Toutle River, just like I did when I was a little kid! I found an area along the highway where I could just climb down and get onto the bank of the river, and I did that, and went down and walked along the bank for a little bit. It felt like I was a little kid again! I even made a movie. I tried to find the area where we grew up at, but the town has changed and it was hard to find. But I do remember the Toutle River ran right behind our place! I sure do miss it when we don't go there. Imagine how it's going to be once we get all moved to Montana, which is next freaking Wednesday! We will be on our way there, so I will be offline for a couple of days. Though I am going to try and get the internet going at my new apartment there once I get moved in. Apparently it's being worked on. Well, we will see. And we'll see how long I last in Montana! Coming back from Mount St. Helens, we took the coastal route. Anna also wanted to go to Portland for dinner, so we did, and came back by way of the coast. We went through Seaside, and I fell in love with the town again! When I come back from Montana, I will not be moving back to Ocean Shores, or even Toutle. I will be moving to Seaside! I love it there! It makes Ocean Shores look like a ghost town!! I love Toutle too, I'd have liked to move back there as well, and be near Mount St. Helens, and the area where I was born. But I think I want to try for a change of scenery.

Montana is so underdeveloped it's not even funny! They do not have any casinos nor nothing there! But they do have a mall. That's about it. The mall is not even really that big. Though it's bigger than this one. Let's see how long I last there in Montana. Ma thinks I'll love it so much I'll want to stay there. But I don't know. Anna said it gets so dry there, she had to keep rubbing her hands with moisturizing cream. That would SUCK to have to do that every night!! Well, I do know that when I get to Montana, I will have to stay with Anna in her apartment for a while, so it's going to be a little crowded in there. But Montana is a pretty place, I will hand it that!

Well, one thing I can tell you I brought home from Mount St. Helens is a very bad cold! I am still in recovery! I am hoping to feel completely better by next Wednesday, when we have to go. I want to get a very early start on the road. There are some places I would like to stop and look at before we head out of state. Some places I have enjoyed over the years. St. Helens was just one of them. But it was a lot! Like I said, I love it there! Just like I love it here at the ocean. Which is why I think I would like Seaside even better than Ocean Shores. The big task is to find an apartment or rental home that will allow me to have both my dogs. We will see though.

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Less For More

I am really cursing this recession. I think it is because of this recession that everyone is cutting corners so tight, it's difficult to breathe! Anna and I went to the ice cream parlor yesterday, and I ordered a sundae. I don't get many chances to have ice cream, so this was a real treat. Well, when I told them I would like to have some whipped cream on my sundae, they told me that it would be 50 cents extra. I said OK, then make it a lot! OK, I accepted the 50 cent extra charge for whipped cream, that was fine. Well, I got my sundae and they gave me 2 quarter-sized spritzes of whipped cream. The first thing I said was I wanted a little more cream than that. They told me that was the regular-sized spritzes they give. I asked "This is what I am paying 50 cents for?" So the young lady took the sundae and added another spritz of whipped cream. I was happy, but if I had gone with the original layout she gave me, I would have been ticked off paying 50 cents for that! I wouldn't have minded paying maybe 20-30 cents extra for spritzes that size, but 50 cents was a LOT for that!! That's why I was upset!

Seems now whenever you go to a restaurant or some place like that, you get charged more and more and receive less and less. Yet now when you are paying taxes, you have to pay so much more, yet wages seem to be getting smaller! Either that, or normal wages just are not stretching as far as they used to! This is really beginning to suck! And what the Hell is Obama doing about this?? Gas is now over $4 in many places. A few places still have it for under $4, but very few! Because of that grocery shopping is Hell on Earth!! It's just so wrong! I haven't had a raise in 3 years now. Yet the costs of everything is going sky-high! We are about to move out, and I am beginning to believe this may not be the best time to move out because of the rising gas prices. UGH! This makes me so mad! And what makes matters worse is Anna wants to go to Mount St. Helens and to Oregon, and I really don't think we can because we are going to have to save what money we have for the move. We are renting a huge truck to haul our items away to Montana, and the gas for that is going to be heck to pay for! Those big rigs only get like 8 miles to a gallon! We will have to fill up several times on the way to Bozeman.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Fat People At Walmart

Yesterday morning Anna and I went to Walmart in Lacey, we needed to get some groceries, and that is where we typically go. When we get there, we start off at the produce aisle. I needed to get some things to make my potato-leek soup, which everyone here loves. We had just picked up some leeks, and I needed to get some potatos. Anna stood by the cart, while I crossed the aisle to pick up a plastic baggie to put the potatos in. As I was crossing the aisle, this mega fat woman paused in front of me, and gave me a dirty look, so I returned the look back at her. I then reached the bags and as I was pulling one off, that fat woman walked by and first of all I can tell you she STUNK!!!! She smelled just like she had shat on herself just as she was standing there in front of us. Second of all, I heard her mutter under her breath "fucken get your ass out of my way." I just laughed at her, she didn't even have the guts to look me in the eyes when she said that.

What she said did not bother me. Her attitude bothered me very much. Because fat people already have a bad reputation for being just like her. She is the exact picture of what people think of fat people. She smelled bad, and she had a bad attitude. I wrote about this in Craigslist's Rants and Raves. I'm a fat chick myself, as is Anna. I have nothing against fat people. I don't hate on this woman because she is fat. I am hating on her because she gives decent fat people, like me and Anna, a bad name. We take baths, we don't smell bad, and I am always nice. I don't pick out random strangers in a grocery store, or anywhere, and just be rude to them. I always try to be nice to everyone. The only people I am hostile to are those that deserve it, the ones that start it with me first. And if this fat woman was upset with me because I gave her dirty looks, then she should have thought about that before she gave me those looks. You can't give someone who doesn't know you dirty looks and not expect to get them back.

Unfortunately, it is fat people like her that everyone judges all other fat people against, and that is very calamitous. And all it takes is one bad fat person to alter the minds of the masses. This was how I addressed this woman on Craigslist. Though I really don't know if she will read it or not. But I got several personal responses about it.

Fat Chick At Walmart (Produce aisle)

This morning my sis and I went to the Super Walmart in Lacey, we were in the produce aisle, as we had just got started, and this mega fat woman came up and was going to drive her cart between us. Well, I had to get a bag of potatos to bring home to complete my potato-leek soup. Well, this fat woman gave me a dirty look and I returned the look back at her. Then I allowed her to go through, while I got a bag to collect my potatos. As she passed by, for one thing I could tell you she STUNK!! She smelled just like she had shit her pants, right at the time she was standing in front of us. Then I heard her mutter under her breath as she walked by "Fucken get out of my way!" She didn't even have the decency to look me in the eyes when she said it, and probably thought she was saying it at a volume that I could not pick up.

What she said did not bother me, but her attitude. I have nothing against fat people, as I am a fat chick myself, as is my sister. But it's fat people like this woman that gives decent fat people like me and my sister a bad name!! I see fat people like her and it reminds me of why there are so many out there that hate fat people, and judge us so harshly. Girl, if you are reading this, please do us decent fat girls a favor and take a shower! Stop going to public establishments smelling like you just took a dump on yourself!!! Then do something to work on that attitude of yours! Fat people already have a bad reputation for being bitchy! Us decent fat folks don't need a bad fat apple like you to reinforce that stereotype and make it worse! Get a job! Get laid if you can find someone who will lay with you in spite of your bitchy attitude. And if you are just pissed off at people because you've been bashed by fat haters, then either learn to accept it, or do something about it. Like me, I'm fat and I never stop smiling! Besides that I am always nice. I even let you go without kicking your butt because I preferred to laugh in your face than let you ruin my day. But every action you put out there, defines you as a person, and whether we all like it or not, in the eyes of others, it defines all fat people!

Thursday, May 5, 2011

"Return The Snake!!!"

Oh boy! Today's first episode of Judge Judy kept me on the edge of my seat! A mother and son were suing a friend and her son for the return of a snake that the other woman was asked to take care of. At first, it looked like the first little boy was not going to get his snake back, and he started crying right there in the courtroom. The mother kept looking at her little boy with sorrow in her eyes. She kept trying to convince Judge Judy that she tried to contact the other woman to get her child's snake back. But Judge Judy was not going to hear about it, and said she should have sued the other woman sooner than a year later, and that the other woman's own child was already attached to the snake. I began to tear up for the little boy who was the original owner of the snake, because he was obviously attached to the snake. But Judge Judy is always fair. She asked her bailiff to escort the first child out while they continued.

Judge Judy turned to the other mother, who was holding the snake, and told her that if she wanted the money that the first mother owed for her taking care of the snake, then she had to return the snake to it's original owners. Otherwise, they could keep the snake and get no money. The second mother had a hard time figuring out which she wanted more, the snake or the money. Just then a commercial break came on. I sat here chanting "Return the snake! Return the snake!" I still felt bad for the first little boy. At the same time, I also knew that if the first mom had filed a police report when she could not get ahold of the other mother, that at least could have provided some proof that she had made some attempt to get the snake back! The police themselves could not do much, but the report would have provided some proof that she at least tried.

Well, when the commercial break was over, we finally heard that the mother decided to give the snake back to it's original family. I was so happy! Everybody in the courtroom audience also cheered. I could not wait to see the little boy commenting at the end of the show. He was so happy, tears were still in his eyes, and he was still trying to catch his breath, but in between sobs he said "Thanks Judge Judy!" With the biggest smile on his face. I'm glad he got his snake back! The other mom can get her own kid his own snake. I'm sorry he was attached to that snake, but the snake belonged to the first little boy. It's one of the best cases I've ever seen on Judge Judy, with one of the best endings. I knew she would come through, and not let that little boy down. Gotta love Judge Judy!!! Even though she does not care for snakes. Hey! That's understandable! Some people don't like snakes. But others, like me, do like them.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

The Internet = Serious Business?

I get this a lot, when I am quoting what people say on the internet. On one video thread on YouTube, I was describing people who threaten others over the internet, and the person I was speaking to told me he does it because "it's fun". He then proceeded to imply that people who take what others say on the internet so seriously are idiotic. Um, excuse me, whether it is on the internet, over the phone, or face-to-face, threats are not acceptable! I take threats seriously, unless I happen to know the person and I know they are kidding. But I cannot afford to not take any threat seriously. People can laugh and scoff because I do, I don't care. But I take all threats seriously, whether they are delivered on the internet, or to my face. Wouldn't you? If not, I might suggest you read up on how many people have actually carried out threats of violence that started off as "simple little innocent comments on the internet".

I remember back in 2005, someone who I once considered an internet buddy turned on me because I said her chihuahuas were very poor quality and should be kept only as pets, and not bred. She was a teenager on my old chihuahua forum, and at one time I did like her, and I wanted to help her because I thought she wanted to do the right thing by the breed. We had been e-mailing each other back and forth, on and off for about 2 years prior to this "break-up". I didn't tell her that her dogs were very poor quality chis until early in 2005, when she got a chi puppy from a pet store that she named Chloe, and I said it looked more like a GSD puppy, not a chihuahua. Well, that pissed her off, and she got belligerent. I told her not to take it the wrong way, but she still insisted that she had the perfect specimens of chihuahuas (all Taco Bell lookalikes). I realized that it was partly my fault! I should have told her on day 1 when she first wrote to me that her dogs were poor quality. But I was trying to be subtle, and ease it into the conversation when she would become a little more comfortable with me. Unfortunately I found that did her more harm than good. Well, she got belligerent, and I admit I got a little bit belligerent (though my aversion was nowhere near as bad as her's as I always try to remain professional and tolerant), and she started cussing and talking shit about me and my sis, and she also started calling in some of her cronies to come to my forum and tell me what a rotten, cruel person I am, and blah-blah-blah. Then she got cynnical, and taunting, and so I banned her from my forum. I also wrote about it on my chihuahua blog the next day, telling people to watch out for this person.

Well, like 2 days after I wrote that blog, I got an angry message from her on my MSN Messenger, saying "The police are on their way and I have every intention of filing a police report if you don't take that blog down!" and again, blah-blah-blah! LOL! Oh yes, I was laughing at her! Then she called my home. Anna answered the phone, and said that this person sounded really angry, and was telling me she has a police report filled out and a case number, and all that BS. I kept telling Anna to hang up on her, but she wouldn't. Then I said "Well, if it'll get her off my phone, I'll delete the post!" so I did. She wasn't satisfied with that, and wanted to end the buddyhood with me by saying "Yeah, you're a responsible breeder alright, living in your little trailor with your 2 fucking dogs! Good bye!" and hung the phone up! LOL! I didn't delete that post as any favor to her, I'd have kept it up if she hadn't called and screamed in my sis's ear! I deleted it to get her the f*** off my phone! She was annoying, she had an annoying voice and everything. Well, I wrote a follow-up story telling my viewers why I took that post down and mentioning the very "classy" quip she gave me as her closing argument. Well, the next day I heard from her again in an e-mail. She was telling me she had called the police on me, and was now threatening a lawsuit against me, and telling me that the police said I cannot talk about her or her dogs. She did apologize for her closing argument over the phone the day before, so that was why I took down the follow-up post. That was a favor in turn for her because she said she was sorry. But, I also decided to do some research of my own. I spoke to a sheriffs deputy, and he told me that there was no way she could sue me, or have me arrested unless I made threats of physical harm to her. Since she was out of luck in that department, because I never make threats over the internet, and everything I said about her was true, and it was all on my forum for everyone to see, I found out I never had to delete any of my posts, because they qualified as free speech. She had the option to ignore me.

I truly believe that same person came into the Pluba forums under the name Mcgillicutty, lied about her age, lied about her being a man, either that or lied about knowing me, just to be an anonymous asshole. One way or another, she LIED! Which is not unusual for this person. I totally doubted she even got the police to accept her complaint for any other reason except to maybe just get rid of her and to get her to stop annoying them with such petty bullshit! I mean really! What police man, in his right mind, is going to give a rabbit's ghost of a shit what I say about her dogs??? My father and one of my cousins are police men, and I can tell you, they wouldn't care! But you notice, even the sheriffs deputy I spoke to said that you can be arrested for emailing threats of violence. I kinda think the reason Mcgillicutty did it was to get me to threaten her on the forum, so she really could get me in trouble. If that was her ambition, it didn't work. I don't believe in making threats I have no intention of carrying out. Doesn't mean I didn't wish I could slap her face raw, it just means that I don't believe in making threats over the internet. I don't think it's "fun" at all. It makes the person posting the threat look like a low-class dumbass.

I think people who make threatening comments over the internet are fulfilling some kind of twisted fantasy to "get even" with society in general. And unless you know the person on the other side of the screen, how do you know that person won't in some way carry out those threats? You never know! That person making the threats could be in a position to hire a hitman to hunt you down and kill you. You really cannot tell if someone will or won't do that. That is why I take every threat seriously. I don't care about people calling me names and stuff like that. But when someone says somethings to the effect of "I want you to die" or "You need to die" or "I'm going to hunt you down and shoot you" or anything to that effect, I take those as threats. It's not funny, and it's not cute.

I think I've really learned how to laugh at some people. I came home from a long day, to find someone who calls herself ifartinhats has sent me a video response to my Fat People Suck video. They claim they are right and I am wrong. LOL! I watched their little video, and it was hilarious. They were just a couple of teen and preteen girls, calling me "you big, fat bitch" and responding to every little thing I said in my video. I accepted their video response, but deep inside, I think they might be vegan fanatics. Not quite sure just yet. I need to do a little more research on this user. If I find she is a vegan fanatic, down her video goes! I'll add it to my favorites though. LOL!  I thought it was funny, how they were calling me every name that deals with fat, and making comments about me being fat, and blah-blah-blah. To me, it just goes in one ear and out the other. :)

Monday, May 2, 2011

Bin Laden is Dead!!

Great news! For the time being. Bin Laden has finally been killed. Though a lot of my buddies are saying not to celebrate too long, because it won't be long before someone more powerful takes charge of Al Queda. While I cannot get away from that possibility, I say let's live in the moment! We've waited long enough for it! We cannot think about the future just yet, now we need to relish the present. Once the celebration is over, then we can think about the future. I know this is not completely over. That would be hoping for too much! But I'm going to bathe myself in the victory that is now ours! Justice has been served for those who were killed in the 9/11/01 disaster!! Those people can finally rest in peace. I know Eva stated she lost a dear friend in that disaster (just don't ask me what the person's name is!) I don't even know if the person was a man or a woman, but I do know that person, along with thousands of others, can finally relax in their places in Heaven, knowing that the one who caused their fate has been dealt with. An eye for an eye!

Celebrating aside, I also cannot help but wonder what will happen next? I remember after 9/11 happened, those associated with the attackers said they were going to target 7 more major US cities. Seattle might be among those that are next. No doubt Washington DC might also be among their future targets. I would also say Los Angeles might also be a target. Of course here, I am just speculating, I have no clue what is going to happen next. Just saying this is what the attacking countries were saying after 9/11, and listing some major US cities that could become potential victims. Watch out! There are no major cities though in Montana. I don't think Montana will become much of a stop for Al Queda. There's not even an air port.

Well anyway, I hope it doesn't happen at all. But we just cannot afford to celebrate too long. While I do not agree with the way the message was sent by some of my buddies, I know we have to think about what is going to happen now that that jerk Bin Laden is dead. Well, I am faithful to my friends, but a lot of peoples' feelings were hurt by those who were attacking America. This is why I don't discuss politics that much. But this was a big thing in the news, and we've been waiting so long for this moment!

Saturday, April 30, 2011

My Personal Pet Peeves

Here is a list of my personal pet peeves. This week I've encountered some that are completely unbearable!

1. Eastern USA baptists churches. They are more like a cult! I swear they have the same idealisms!! One family seems to have become infamous, because the mother, Shirley Phelps, is so sick and twisted, she pickets everything, even soldiers who died in the war and being buried, she calls it "worshipping the dead" and says everyone who attends that funeral is Hellbound. I'm glad my church isn't like that, and I found out that not all baptists are like that. Just the ones on the eastern half of the US. While in my church, we sing about GOD's love and compassion, they sing about GOD's hate and wrath. They stand on corners, holding picket signs that say "GOD hates fags", and "GOD hates America" and they scream and shout to random people "GOD hates you!" and "Sinners will all go to Hell!" Their ideas are over 2000 years old. They seem to have forgotten that is why GOD sent Jesus here, to die for our sins so that people who commit a sin can be forgiven. And the fact that they use the word "fag" still in reference to gay people, shows how ancient their ideas are. They believe they are perfect, and that no one in their circle of friends and relatives in their church will be going to Hell. They have no right to judge anyone! Only GOD has that right. They can't even preach HIS word right! And I cannot get over how immature this Shirley Phelps is! When I saw her smug, pathetic little grin on a video, I just wanted to slap her HARD!! Don't believe me? Here's one of many videos with her. She is the woman, and don't be fooled by that big grin. Behind it is an evil person, and she's not grinning because she's happy! She's grinning because she's a smug little pussy-ass bitch.

I actually got some pleasure out of seeing her and her stupid cult get their butts kicked by Anonymous! And I don't usually agree with everything Anonymous does. Small wonder Phelps is the way she is, you should see her father. And the worst part is the kids are already showing as much hate as their mom does. They are also getting victimized for it, they have no friends in school, and I saw in one video where someone threw a cup at one of their children (a 7-year old boy) while they were standing out protesting a fallen soldier's funeral. The teenage girls laugh about it, but it's a kind of laugh that says they are more hurting inside. A young teenage girl spoke out against the Westboro Baptist Church because she said there is so much hypocrisy (I agree with her), and her family disowned her because she said that. They don't care, they'll disown their own kids, and be happy when any of their kids die even the 'good' ones, and other such horrible things. Want to see more videos of Phelps in action and hear what other evils she relishes? Go to Youtube and search for "Crazy religious lady" or search her name.

2. People who talk about these mongrel dogs as if they are purebreeds. I see it all the time! I see people getting online and say "My (insert first two syllables of one breed here)poo (or "doodle") is the best dog in the world, and I want to meet other owners of [afore mentioned mixed breed] and see if their dog acts the same as mine!" Your dog is a MUTT!!! There is NO definite character for mutts. Not even if they are mixed with the same breeds. You might find one who acts like your dog, but it's not likely. Case in point, when I was a kid, 2 neighbors of ours had sheltie/beagle mixes. Must have been acquired from the same BYB, but anyway, there they were. One was sweet and lovable, but she was a wanderer. The owners could not get their dog to stay in their yard even with a fence around it. The other one was more cautious of people, and prefered to stay in his yard, even when he was outside their fenced-in back yard. Mixed breeds have no distinctive personalities, and it really irks me when people talk about them like they do! If they want a dog that is going to have a distinctive personality, get a pure breed dog, then you know what you are getting!

3. This royal wedding going on. Who gives a shit if some wimpy, mousey man is marrying some stuck-up, fugly, skanky whore?! I sure don't!!

4. When you try to help someone and they absolutely refuse it, or throw it back in your face, while at the same time playing the martyr! Example: my ma is back to being friends with Nancy. Nancy is a wonderful person, so don't get me wrong on this. But she was working on a job where they treated her like shit. Finally, the man gets in her face one day, about a month ago, and tells her to get out, she's fired. Nancy felt very threatened by this person. But, now she's got no job, no money and no food. Her last paycheck is all gone now, she could not even get a birthday gift for her granddaughter, and she has no one to lend her money. Well, ma tried to give Nancy some helpful advice. I told ma to tell Nancy about a temp agency that always managed to keep me busy! Anna too! But no, Nancy does not want to go with them. She has a thing that she only wants to go with temp agencies that will put her on jobs where they will treat her like shit. She loves playing the 'woe is me' role. Ma recommended Nancy get on welfare and foodstamps, and she said Nancy kicked like a steer when she recommended that! Ma gave her the option, do you want to eat or don't you? Nancy said she doesn't want to go about it that way. OK then! So ma is through giving Nancy advice. Now, Nancy has asked ma to lend her $60 to cover her rent, and ma cannot give it. She doesn't have it. Nancy might lose her house, and everything. I feel bad for her, but if she won't take ma's advice, what can she do? Ma told me about a refrigerator that she sold to Nancy several years ago, and Nancy was supposed to pay $125 to ma for it, but she never did. She doesn't even have that house or that refrigerator anymore. Nancy is a good person, too good! But she has never been known for intelligence! She's very set in her ways, and again, she likes people to feel sorry for her. She likes that feeling so much, she will go to any lengths to get that. I'm the kind that likes to do things for myself. I only play the "woe is me" part for my videos, and only because people think it's funny.

Well, those are my personal pet peeves.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Ma Is Pissed!

I knew she would be! She's angry because I bought that ticket to the INXS concert in Woodinville. Well, I got another application for a damn apartment, but to be honest, just looking at the kind of people they say will get rejected, I can honestly tell you I don't think I am going to get accepted! For one thing, I've never had a rental under my name before. I always put the rental agreements under my sis's name. She's older! They also state that I cannot have lived with a family member for the last 2 years. I've been living with my sis. I think that's a dumb reason not to accept someone into their apartments! I may have read it wrong, I dunno. I need to contact this place and ask them to set me straight on this! Moving to Bozeman is looking less and less possible right now! But I have no choice! If I could though, I would pack up what I can and just move myself into one of these new apartments out here in Ocean Shores. There's some that they were going to turn into condos once, but now they are allowing people to rent them as apartments. I wouldn't mind moving in there, I was going to anyways when they were selling them as condos. It's either that, or seek a roommate and share the expenses. Until Anna can get established in Bozeman, or where ever the Hell she plans to move to once she graduates.

I would like to have moved to Westport, but the decent apartments there will allow you to have cats, but no dogs. That too sucks!! I don't want no fricken cat!!! Cats are the most useless animals on the planet! I don't know why humans domesticated them! You can't really eat them. You can't ride them. They don't herd sheep or cattle. They don't show you they are happy when you come home from work. They're USELESS!!! Not saying they're not cute, I'm just saying they are worthless animals. There isn't anything a cat can do that a dog cannot. I've even heard a dog say "meow", and sounded just like a cat. A cat can climb trees, and most dogs cannot. But if I want a pet that will climb trees, I would get a monkey! Monkeys are so much better at climbing trees than cats are, and are so much more graceful! There's nothing a cat can do that a dog cannot, but there is plenty a dog can do, that a cat cannot. If it weren't for dogs, we would not have civilizations. We would still be living in caves, and have almost no technology. That's how important dogs are to humankind. Dogs and horses were actually the original building blocks of our societies. Just as vegans see no real point in humans eating meat, I see no real point in having a cat as a pet.

Speaking of vegans, I must say, they are at it again! LOL! I've closed the book on the subject of veganism, but they keep wanting to go on and on and on with it. Like I told you, some of these vegans are simply annoying! I must say one good thing about them, when it comes to persistence, they are the champions of the World. Too bad none of them are very persuasive. I saw a video put out by jpmetz on YouTube. She's one of the uber-popular people of YouTube, she has tons of subscribers (though I admit I am not one of them), but those who are subscribed to her seem to love her. Well, in this video, she talks about eating meat. We've been doing it for hundreds of thousands of years and we always lived just fine! Of course the fanatical vegans hate her for that video, because she sits there and munches on a turkey leg and talks about eating meat being good for us. She says everything in a sort of sarcastic way. Anyway, I favorited the video. I just like her attitude on there, and I love how the fanatical vegans shit talk her. But she says "Screw you if you don't agree with me!" LOL!! Well, I learned today that some other fanatical vegans have posted my videos to their Facebook pages. I said fine! Let them do it, that's what the videos are there for! I got like 4 personal responses today. Two of the people were very nice, one was a dumbass, and I informed him that he's been blocked. The other, I'm kinda unsure about. I got some bad vibes from her message, but she was not really all that hateful. One of the nice people was the one that informed me that my videos were receiving a lot of negative responses. I told her they are just fanatical vegans, and I never listen to the fanatics. I still say how I live my life is nobody's business but mine, and what I eat is nobody's business but mine.

I'll tell you, I will bend my way of thinking and give up my dietary choices once the vegans....
1) pay my bills
2) pay for my groceries
3) Tell me why my Vegas lived, while his brother died
4) Tell me why my Groucho died
5) Tell me what the Hell is so special about keeping cats as pets

Once I get vegans doing all that, then and ONLY then, will I allow them to tell me how to live my life. You know, they say animals are self-aware. I still totally disagree with that. Omnivores are the smartest group of animals there are. Look at all the animals that are considered most intelligent, most, if not all, of them are omnivorous. Yet, I see dead raccoons on the road all the time! I'm seeing them now more often than I see squirrels. If animals are so smart, and so self-aware, don't you think by now raccoons would have learned that cars are dangerous? I don't even see as many dead rabbits as I see raccoons. And cattle. Cattle are among some of the stupidest animals on the planet. They are totally not self-aware! Someone on that video thread said she grew up on a cattle farm, and said cattle are so dumb, they will actually allow themselves to get shocked by their electric fence several times a day. I believe it too! LOL! Cattle are incredibly dumb animals. But regardless of that, a prey animal is a prey animal. And besides that, they taste GOOD!!!!!!

Well, honestly, I have bigger problems to think about than some fanatical vegan shitheads hating on my videos. They are the LEAST of my concern now. I may have to make a rough decision that is going to get me in a Hell of a lot of hot water!!! I can feel it now! It may not even work out. That kinda scares the Hell out of me! A lot of it will depend on if I can get ahold of someone at that apartment complex in Bozeman. Sure hope I can! As for the INXS concert, well, we'll just have to wait and see what happens.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Earth Day or Panther Day?

Everybody is somebody. Somebody is everybody. LOL! Starting off with a little philosophy there. I love it! Well, yesterday a lot of people went to see this movie "African 'Cats'", and I heard about some of those people on the Craigslist pet forum. I didn't go to see it! I'm not going to spend my money going to see a stupid movie like that! Not that I don't like Samuel L. Jackson. I just hate panthers. The previews even sucked! I told the curious that I wasn't ever going to see that movie, because I knew I would not like it. Well, one person, who calls herself rusticdiamond, I think she's a newbie on that forum (I've never seen her before), posted a thread that she asked who's idea it was to say lions are related to cats, because she said they don't look like cats. I agreed with her. I don't think lions look like cats at all. I always said they remind me more of collie dogs. I look at a collie moving, and I swear it's just like a lion's movement. I added "I still think lions are ugly anyway. Not saying that collies are ugly dogs, I'm just saying I don't like lions." Well, after I wrote that someone who calls herself kittenmittons said she's never heard anyone say lions are ugly before. She was cool about it, and I get that all the time. I just told her they are ugly to me. I added that I hate tigers too, and in fact the only large felines I like are snow leopards.

In another thread, there was a discussion about tattoos. Someone posted a picture of some tattoos that had something to do with animal rights and liberations. One of the tattoos said "Eye Hate God". Well, one poster said she didn't like that tattoo, even though in the panther thread, she was the one who admitted to being an atheist. My comment to her about that tattoo was "Doesn't that say something about these ARAs? It tells me that they are very disturbed people to say they hate GOD." Kittenmittons had no idea what ARA means, so I told her. I told her that they are all nuts, drawing back on the memories on both my and Katrina's lives and families being threatened by ARAs and fanatical vegans. I was kinda posting on 2 threads at the same time, the tattoo thread and the panther thread. Kittenmittons at least was cool about me not liking lions and tigers, so I was cool with her. She asked me at one point what my favorite animals are, and I told her. I said I like virtually any animals except large felines and spiders. Both for different reasons. I'm terrified of spiders, I'm disgusted by panthers. In the meantime, on the tattoo thread, I was also talking to her more in depth about ARA groups and fanatics thereof.

Kittenmittons and one other person, called herself Seabiscuit, were shocked that I said panthers are disgusting. Again, I get that all the time. As long as they were cool with that, I was cool with them. And they did understand that I have a right to my own opinion. They were curious as to why I thought panthers are disgusting. I cannot really answer that, because in my eyes, they just are. I think it's all that flabby skin on their butt and belly that flaps when they move. Reminds me of a person who spent their entire lives being fat, and then lost the weight too fast, and now has all that extra flesh flapping around. I know if I lose weight, that's what might happen. LOL! I dread it, because it'd look disgusting!

Well, just then, rusticdiamond comes back and sees my posts against lions and other panthers, and she gives me an attitude, saying things to the effect of "You have no taste" and "lions have WAY more charisma than a collie dog!" and "tigers are cute and beautiful animals" and "Lions have charisma where most people are corrupt!" Basically she was pissed off because I don't think panthers are 'pretty', and she was just being a total douchebag. I said to her "Maybe you are the one with no taste." I went on to tell her that I am not going to see "charisma" in an ugly animal just because she sees it. I'm not going to say I like lions just because she likes them. I told her IAGH (it ain't gonna happen) because I am my own person with my own mind. Then rusticdiamond went to the post where I said panthers in general are disgusting, and started yelling and bitching about that. She said things to the effect of "That doesn't even make sense", and "you don't like them just because they are big?" and the remark that most interested me was when she said "Are you this bigoted about people too?" Right then I knew rusticdiamond must be one of those ARA fanatics! Any time you see someone equating how another feels about animals to how they feel about people, you know you're dealing with a fanatic!! I just said "OH boy! Now the truth comes out! I get the feeling you are one of those ARA fanatics I mentioned below. Well, this will be my last post to you, because I want NOTHING to do with fanatics! Unless they're INXS fanatics!" And that was it. That would be the last post I ever make to rusticdiamond.

Ironically, back in the tattoo thread, Kittenmittons made a comment about how bad PETA is, and she had no idea other animal rights groups were like that. I answered "Oh yes, I see it all the time! The fanatics all have the same idea that if you don't live your life the way they want you to, they threaten to kill you and your whole family!" I felt that if I had gone any further with rusticdiamond, that kind of attitude would come from her very soon! Or something similar. She was PISSED!! LOL! All because I do not like lions and tigers. People like that make hating panthers so much easier, and every argument they give me because I hate panthers, only makes me hate them even more! I said it before and I will say it again, I think people who try to defend panthers like that are imbecilic! What has a panther ever done for them? I think I can blindly answer that... NOTHING!!! I've never heard of any panthers doing anyone any favors, or defending them from anything. So what is the point in people like rusticdiamond getting so pissed off because I hate panthers? No particular reason. I think it only shows how insecure rusticdiamond really is. People get angry when they have no control. Especially apprehensive and irrational people. And I refuse to be controlled. Therefore people like that feel the need to argue with me in an attempt to get me to feel the way they do about something. It's bad that people are like that in general, but that's human nature I guess.

Poor Little Me!!

LOL! I once Googled my name and there was a site devoted to me where someone had posted a picture of me (that apparently had been taken down before I got there) and it had that caption under it. I think I know who that was the work of, but I'll get into that some other time. Anyway, I did it. I shouldn't have, but I did it. I bought my ticket for INXS's next concert in July. And I must have been out of my fricken mind!!!! I knew I was not supposed to do that! But I did it anyway :( Normally, you would not see me with a frown on my face after just having bought INXS tickets. I'm usually glad to be going. But this time, I keep asking myself "WHY in the vast universe did I buy those damn tickets!?!?!" I knew I wasn't supposed to! I should be saving my damn money for the damn move to Bozeman!!! Why did I buy tickets for the concert to INXS?????? Yeah, poor little me, or stupid little me, take your choice!! Now either one would suit me well. I had no business buying that ticket!

I wasn't even going to! The sale started at 10AM this morning, and I woke up a little later than that. I figured all the good seats would be gone. So I said to myself, "Well, it's just as well. I need to save my money for the move anyway." Later on, about Noon, I got a little curious if there were any good seats left. So I looked. Once I found out I could get nearly front-row seats on Timmy's side, there was no stopping me!!! It was like a drug! I had to have it! You might even say I blacked out. By the time the lights came back on, I was out $95. Then I was like "Ohhh SHIT!!!!!" Why oh why did I do that???? Talk about things that are total bottomless money-sucking vacuums; cars, rental homes and INXS top the list. All I can say is, this had better be one hell of a concert!! I'd better not see that damn Nikka Costa there!! I hate her!! She sucks dirty tiger balls!! I know there won't be any of my meeting with the guys, although I would love to again. Actually, I would love to do a video interview with the guys myself! But I have the feeling Timmy is going to look at me with disgust. LOL! If he does hate me (because of the things I said on here about Kirk) I don't really want to know it! That's why I don't actively go out and meet celebs. I don't want to know what they think of me, because I am such a shy and quiet person. Although I have met several celebs in my day, most of them was when I was a kid. You can get away easily with being quiet and shy when you're a little kid! But if you're an adult and like that, people tend to think you're psychotic. And I just don't want to know the person whose pic I admired in magazines thinks I'm psychotic. LOL!

The one I would really LOVE to meet up with again would be Andrew. I love Andrew!! He reminds me so much of a big, cuddly teddy bear!! And the last time I met him, I was so engrossed on how hot it was in my surroundings, I'm afraid I didn't appear very friendly to him! I've been kicking myself about that meeting ever since! I just shoved my book at him and told him to sign. It shouldn't have gone like that!! But it was like 200 degrees in that room!! I was sweltering! I just wanted to get out of there. I'm sure he doesn't remember it, but I do. And I have felt like shit about it since then. That was back in 2006. Well, regardless of such, I will be bringing my video camera, and making a video of the concert. So, stay tuned to my YouTube channel! I'm going to do it like I do all my videos, in the form of a movie. Except it'll be just me, the dogs, and INXS. Yes, I may have to bring my dogs with me. Unless Anna will agree to babysit them while I am away. I think I am going to title it "Timmyfan and INXS in Woodinville". Or then I may come up with something more creative. But then I should let people know I will be at an INXS concert there. The concert is apparently being held in a winery. I hate wine, so I don't think I'll be sticking around to try any. I can imagine the setting to this concert will be like that of a bar scene, with a bunch of inebriated and rowdy fans all around me. I might be the only sober one there. I'm not as worried about the concert it's self as I am about all those drunken fans driving home, or wherever they will be staying. That's going to be the thing to worry about. I have to try and make it back to Montana somehow the next day.

I am still, in some ways, not looking foreward to moving to Bozeman. And after 3 nosebleeds yesterday, triggered by the cold, dry air, wild ragweeds in the backyard, and already faltering sinus allergies, I'm not quite sure anymore if I do want to move to Bozeman. But now, I can't back out. Due to circumstances beyond my control, this cannot be undone now. The proverbial wheels are already in motion, and cannot be stopped. If I just keep thinking about the good of moving to Bozeman, I will get through. At least there, I will be close to shopping and malls. I heard the Gallatin Mall is quite impressive. But this may be my very last chance of getting to see INXS before they retire. LORD knows they won't come to Montana! Timmy didn't even know the state exists! No hope of them going there for a gig. So, I have to come back here to see them. But I am dearly going to miss Ocean Shores!

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Is Atheism True?

Well, last night I went on a Youtube frenzy, watching videos and all left and right. I came across a video by theAmazingAtheist, and well, as his name implies he is an atheist. He is constantly being picked on by another user who calls himself Shockofgod. Shockofgod openly admits he used to be an atheist, but not anymore. He admitted the one thing that converted him was that he was asked by a priest if he can prove that atheism is accurate and correct. He couldn't so BOOM! He became a christian. I have nothing against Shockofgod, he's one of my YouTube buddies in fact. But there is a flaw in that question, which he now asks all kinds of atheists if they can prove it.

TheAmazingAtheist is a guy, I have no ties to him. But he is quite a smart fellow. He said something that I've been waiting to hear someone say all along to Shockofgod's question about proving atheism is true and accurate. TheAmazingAtheist said no, you cannot prove atheism is true. That's not the question. He said that the burden of proof does not fall on atheists, it falls on christians. I finally told Shockofgod last night that atheism cannot be proven, just like GOD's existance really cannot be proven, because both are intangible entities. Both beliefs are based on nothing more than pure FAITH. Both are different levels and varieties of faith, but it's still faith. It can't be seen, you cannot take a picture or video of it. It's like saying can you prove love exists? No, I can't prove it exists, because you can't really take a picture of it. It's something that you just know is there. I cannot prove GOD exists, and I generally don't try to. I get people all the time saying "GOD is a fake!" But I don't let it take away my beliefs, because I happen to believe GOD is NOT a fake. I have actually felt HIS presence before. I cannot explain it to a non-believer, it is impossible. I can only tell how I became a believer.

I became a firm believer in GOD when I was bullied, by people I thought were friends, to a point where I felt I had to lie to get them to like me again. Made me feel ugly inside! That feeling did not go away until I said a prayer to GOD, asking HIM to forgive me for that lie and feeling the way I did about those former 'friends'. I was not even a believer in GOD then, and it was my very last resort, but it was the one that worked the best! I was amazed that even though I had alienated GOD for so many years before then, HE still listened to me and answered my prayer. I felt that burden literally lift right off my shoulders. For 6 months before I carried that feeling around, I had horrible belly cramps, I was sad and miserable all the time, crying a lot, I'd lost so much weight, I got down to a 95-pound weakling! I basically retreated to my room and stayed there. I was a mess! Then I said that prayer and everything changed. And I'll tell you, I haven't felt that way since then! Well, except for a time just after Groucho died, but that was for a totally different reason! Anyway, that was why I became a believer in GOD. Within minutes after saying that prayer, I was all better! I lost that dreadful feeling in my belly, I was eating again, smiling, socializing, I came out of my room, I was happy again. I was me again! Atheists will say that wasn't GOD's doing, but I said it was. It had to be. It could not have been anything else! Because it happened immediately after I said that prayer, whereas for 6 months previously, nothing else worked! I tried everything from diuretics to lighting candles, to talking to friends. No one knew what was wrong with me. They could not help. But GOD did. So I am a firm believer now, and no one can make me think otherwise.

Yes, all that because of a little lie. But to me, any little lie is a big lie! That's why I don't like lying, and I don't like liars. Now, I don't believe in Hell. LOL! I use the word a lot, but I don't believe in a big, firey pit where you're thrown in to be burned and tortured for all eternity. I think when someone speaks of Hell, I more envision your soul just being sent back to Earth to try again in another body. The world nowadays is an even bigger Hell than any biblical description I've ever heard! Anyway, I like Shockofgod, but sometimes he is so annoying! He talks and talks about how atheists have to prove atheism is true and accurate, and that there is plenty of proof that GOD exists, yet he never provides any proof himself of how GOD exists, except to keep asking atheists if they can prove atheism is accurate and correct. In order to hear his proof that GOD exists, you have to visit his website, and I have been there before. His site has all kinds of anime (crapime) pics up, a bunch of frames, jumbled links everywhere, but nowhere can I find the link with his proof of the existance of GOD. I want to hear his side of the story! His website is very hard to understand and navigate. And I am not a fan of radio talk shows anyway. I'd like to see him do a video on YouTube about what he thinks makes the existance of GOD accurate and correct.

Well, on another note, I found out INXS is coming to WA state in July. Tickets are actually going on sale today! They will be playing at some winery in Woodinville. I want to go, but I can't because in July, I will most likely be in Bozeman still getting settled!! But it may be my one and only chance to see INXS perform again before they retire. I've gotta get a ticket!!!! I miss Timmy so much I am willing to risk it!! He is looking so handsome now too!! I'll just have to pack my dogs in the car and get my fat ass back to WA state and see these guys!!! :Os

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

If You Would Become Famous

If you could become famous, would you rather it be for something you are good at, or something you are not so good at? The reason I ask this, I seem to be getting famous among vegans and vegetarians. The problem is, I have nothing to do with the subject, except for an occasional rant about PETA. IF I am going to become famous at all, I'd rather it be for the things I love to do, like drawing and writing cute stories. Of course I know the vegans are just using my image to promote veganism in a way that says "Do you want to look like this fat chick? If not, then go veg today." I wouldn't be the best rep even if I was vegan! I just look like this naturally. The only thing going vegan would do for me is pale up my skin, and I don't want that. I'm happy being a sub-hispanic with darker tones.

Well, one of my friends on YouTube is doing a podcast, and has asked me to join him in a discussion about the pros and cons of veganism. I guess he wants to do the discussion about the pros of veganism, while I do the cons. Not sure. I told him I would be happy to do the podcast with him. I know I had the option to say no. I just noted that I cannot do it right now. It'd have to take place some time after I move. Preferably after I have all moved in and settled. I'm not sure how soon I can get back on the internet there in Bozeman, but I told him sometime around late June would be a better time. I already said yes, and I am a woman of my word. I'll tell you though if Ingrid Newkirk can get on television and show her ugly beak and not be embarrassed, then I guess I can too.

This guy says we are never going to agree on veganism. I told him that is fine. I have a lot of friends that I don't agree 100% with their lifestyle, but I still like them because they are my friends. I don't have a problem with vegans. I just hate the fanatics! See my last blog post about how to tell a fanatical vegan. The world would be a better place if they just didn't exist, but they do. There are fanatics about everything from being vegan to celebrities. They put money in the pockets of the very things they are fans of. So, can't live with them, can't live without them, I guess. Now, I can never become vegan, I enjoy a steak and a chicken breast every now and then far too much for that. I'm not an everyday, shovel-it-in-by-the-pound meat eater. But I confess to really enjoying it. I also adore cheese too much! Though I do think sometimes dairy products are pointless. We are in fact the only creatures that drink the milk of another species. So I will agree that is not natural. The reason we do enjoy milk I think is because it makes us feel like children again. It gives us a kind of high because it is laced with endorphines and seratonins that make us feel good. A human child can suckle for as long as it wants. I've seen kids 10 years old still suckling from their moms! It feels good, and it strengthens the relationship between the mother and child. I think we drink cattle milk as adults as a sort of continuance of this comforting behavior.

Then there is the taste factor. There are some veggies I totally refuse to put in my mouth! I can't stand broccoli!! I hate cabbage! I absolutely abhore brussel sprouts! I'm totally disgusted by avacados! And these things all contain essential nutrients that the only other source is animal proteins. Meat tastes much better! Don't think I haven't tried to like those veggies, because I have! I would not be saying I don't like them if I haven't tried them before. I always believe in not dissing anything until you've tried it. I tried broccoli several times, and hated it each time!! I just couldn't get to like it at all. Brussel sprouts taste exactly the same as broccoli to me, and I hate them just as much. Another thing you could not pay me enough to put in my mouth is mushrooms. I hate mushrooms! They're a fungus. Like athlete's foot and ringworm. That's all I can think of when I think of eating mushrooms! I refuse to eat them. When I found out that Boca Burgers are made from mushrooms, I didn't want anything to do with them anymore. That was back when I tried becoming a vegetarian back in 1997.

Honey is said to be sweeter than sugar. You know I never believed that! I don't know if it is because I am allergic to bees, or not, but honey has always tasted bitter to me! Honey is indeed made up of vomit from a bee. A lot of people don't know that, but it is puked up nectar. Honey is another thing I cannot learn to like. I've tried and tried, but I just cannot like the stuff. Eggs, I absolutely adore!! I remember Yourofsky referred to them as "hen periods". LOL! Chickens don't cycle like we do. Well, like humans do. We bleed, an egg is produced internally, it happens once a month usually for about a week, and then it's over. With chickens, the cycle is totally different. They don't bleed, but they do produce eggs. For them, it doesn't happen once a month, but can happen at any time. I don't think there's anything wrong with eating "hen's periods". When cooked, they taste good! And they are full of beneficial vitamins and proteins, such as Choline, which cannot be found in sufficient amounts in any vegan foods. Choline is very important in brain and eye function. The best source of this nutrient is in fact beef liver.

One of the things that really makes me hate vegan fanatics is they believe just because people eat beef, chicken and pork, that we also eat human babies. Every time I hear (or see) a vegan say that, I just want to slap them! Or give them a good-ass poke in the nose! That is an antagonistically stupid remark! Eating a cow is life. Eating a human baby is cannibalism! It's stupid that they would even think of designating that eating a cow is the same as eating a human baby! Female lions don't eat their own cubs. Dogs don't eat their own pups. Why would they think a person who enjoys a mixed diet would eat their own babies?? That's the hippy morale talking. Hippies always want everything in life to have a reason that satisfies them. But like Katrina said yesterday, not everything in life can be explained.

And have you seen vegan men? They're skinny wimps!! Even the athletic ones are wimpy! Not saying that that is a crime nor nothing, but if I am going to look at any athletes competing in sports, I'd rather see a guy that has some meat on his bones. These wimpy vegan athletes look like they'd break at the slightest touch! I was on a thread on YouTube last night and someone was talking about athletic vegans. I said "I'll bet none of them weigh more than 150 pounds. Put those skinny wimps in the ring with Mike Tyson* or George Foreman and they'd be going down!" LOL! Makes me think, I remember MsPearlsGirl saying that her vegan boyfriend would not touch me if I were in a tree and he were drowning in a sea of piss. Having seen vegan men at their maximum, I wonder was that statement supposed to make me feel bad? LOL! Her boyfriend is probably a skinny wimp too. No doubt about that, in fact. My former boyfriend could probably kick his ass! I'm sure of it! He was not a vegan, and he lifted weights that weighed more than those vegan athletes! I don't want a twig who's been eating fungus and dirt all his life anyways to touch me! I'd slap him shitless if he did! Right in front of MsPearlsGirl too! Then I'd slap her shitless for giving him the idea of touching me!

*To make a correction, Mike Tyson has admitted to being a vegan for the last 2 years. Still does not change my mind about vegan athletes. 2 years is nothing. But give Tyson a few more years, and he'll turn into a skinny wimp too. I saw a picture of him from March (last month) and he's already beginning to look kinda bad. Sad, really!

Sunday, April 17, 2011

How To Tell A Fanatical Vegan

OK, I know I said I've closed the book on this subject, but yesterday I found a video on YouTube that I had been looking for for a while. This guy brings up some very good points! So I favorited it, so I will always have it! This guy obviously did a great deal of research.

Of course if you go to that video thread, the vegans all hate this guy, because he really debunks their beliefs. But I say Hey! If Gary Yourofsky can do it, then so can this dude. He brings up a lot of interesting points. For one thing, the vegans all argue that living a vegan lifestyle will make you live longer. But this guy points out that only ONE true vegan has ever lived into his 80s and 90s. Vegans say that there are no heart attack victims that are vegans. Well, this guy found two of them that did die of heart attacks, or heart-related problems. Vegans all laugh at me because I speak out against veganism, and am fat. Well, this guy is saying veganism is not completely healthy, but is he fat? He's not what I call fat. And I know fat!

Well, one of the comments on that video thread led me to a site called adaptt.org, it happens to be a site that celebrates Gary Yourofsky, a leading spokesperson for veganism today. I glanced through it. I found a few interesting passages. Yourofsky does not like PETA. Thank GOD!! At least I know he is not following a group led by some hypocritical bipolar dumbass bitch like Ingrid Newkirk! But apparently this group who does celebrate him, adaptt.org, is almost as bad. Yourofsky just seems to be a bit more subtle than PETA by giving lectures. The thing is again, he only tells people what he wants them to hear. I found the thing about pus in milk to be nothing but a bunch of bullshit, when you really research the subject. The problem is these people he is lecturing to, most of them won't do their own research, and take his word as the gospel. But it was this passage on the site that got me most interested. This reporter said "Frankly, when I went to interview Yourofsky, I expected to meet a fanatic." That passage can be found on this page. I sat here and thought "If this person did not see Yourofsky as a fanatic, then maybe this person does not know what makes a fanatical vegan." Which is what inspired me to write this blog post. Then I read on. This person added "Afterward, not only did I find him frighteningly sane and mostly convincing, I had the rather uneasy feeling that always comes when you realize that you are a hypocrite." I thought, "If this person thinks Yourofsky is sane, there's something wrong with him!" The man confesses to have been arrested many times, the police do not usually arrest sane people unless it's for a suspended license, or some minor misdemeanor. But no sane person gets arrested more than a dozen times! Here's another interesting fact, Yourofsky confesses to having been banned from 5 countries. NO sane person ever, in the history of humankind, has ever been banned from 5 countries!! Also, sane people do not put the life of a cow, pig, chicken, goat (all animals that in the wild would be some other animals' prey anyway) before the life of a human's. So I thought I would give a headsup to what I think makes a vegan a fanatic.

First, you may ask, what does the word "fanatic" mean? Well, this was what dictionary.com has to say about the word: "A person with an extreme and uncritical enthusiasm or zeal, as in religion or politics." That being said, I want you to take a look at what Yourofsky has said about people who eat meat. These are his own words quoted on this page quoted by Claudette Vaughan:

"Deep down, I truly hope that oppression, torture and murder return to each uncaring human tenfold! I hope that fathers accidentally shoot their sons on hunting excursions, while carnivores suffer heart attacks that kill them slowly. Every woman ensconced in fur should endure a rape so vicious that it scars them forever. While every man entrenched in fur should suffer an anal raping so horrific that they become disemboweled. Every rodeo cowboy and matador should be gored to death, while circus abusers are trampled by elephants and mauled by tigers. And, lastly, may irony shine its esoteric head in the form of animal researchers catching debilitating diseases and painfully withering away because research dollars that could have been used to treat them was wasted on the barbaric, unscientific practice of vivisection."

I saw this and I thought "WTF??" Doesn't this wussy know the rules of karma? Anything you wish on someone else comes back to get you 3-fold! And since he has wished oppression, torture and murder on what he calls "uncaring humans" tenfold. That means that oppression, torture and murder will return to him 30-fold! And that would be for each and every human affected by this that he considers "uncaring". As much as I cannot stand Yourofsky, I don't wish that on him at all! See, that's not in my nature. I never wish ill on anyone, because it always comes back to get you! And to think, the owner of this site called Yourofsky "sane"! LOL! That is totally laughable after seeing this paragraph! Sane people do not wish oppression, torture and death on their fellow humans. I've only heard words like that come from the mouths of serial killers, and other people who really do belong behind bars!

So here is a list of what makes a vegan a fanatic. I've had to block a lot of vegans this past week on YouTube, who I feel are fanatics.

A sane vegan says "It's your life, you live your's your way, I'll live my life my way".
A fanatic says "If you don't live your life the way I want you to, I'll kill you and your whole family!"

A sane vegan says "I became a vegan for health reasons only. And if it happens to save a few animal's lives, then that's better."
A fanatic says "I became a vegan because I hate people, and animals should not be tortured for food."

A sane vegan says "I love being a vegan".
A fanatic says "If you're not a vegan, I hope you suffer when your coronary arrives." or "I hope you see your kids die."

A sane vegan will tell you what it's like to be a vegan, then let you make your own choice because that is your prerogative.
A fanatic will wish death, or torture on you if you are not a vegan.

A sane vegan will accept your decision gracefully, even if it's not the same decision they made.
A fanatic will cuss you out, call you every name in the book that they can think of, and wish death on you.

A sane vegan respects all living things, including humans.
A fanatic puts a prey animal's life before the life of a human's.

A sane vegan would never own a cat as a pet because they would have to feed the cat real meat (which would go against their beliefs that prey animals should never be killed for food), and feeding it a vegan diet is considered, by any veterinarian's standards, being cruel.

What denotes a prey animal? Prey animals are herbivores that are commonly victimized by predators. They can be identified by having pot bellies, thin legs, and eyes on the sides of their heads (carnivores have eyes that face foreward) so they can scan for predators while lowering their heads to feed. These animals include cattle, sheep, chickens, goats, pigs, all animals that would be prey for other animals in the wild anyway. Including humans who are still practicing the ancient hunter-gatherer techniques.

Other things a fanatical vegan will do:
  • Calls eating meat "murder".
  • Accuses the person eating a steak and drinking milk of being uncompassionate.
  • Compares the slaughter of animals to the holocaust against the Jews.
  • Says anyone who uncloaks thier beliefs is uneducated, misinformed, or ignorant.

I once heard someone on one of my vegan friends' facebook page say she doesn't understand why people call them fanatics, when all they are trying to be is compassionate. Well, look at my list above of what the difference is. Which category do you fall under? You can't be saying things like "I hope you suffer when your coronary arrives" or "I hope you see your kids die" and be considered compassionate. Those meanings don't go hand-in-hand. That makes you an insane fanatic.

Gary Yourofsky said in his most famous lecture that you put a child in a crib with a rabbit and an apple, if the child eats the rabbit and plays with the apple to send him an email. LOL! Well, I said to one vegan that even a lion cub of comparable age will not kill an antelope. It's brought to them prekilled by the adults of the troup. A baby lion simply does not know how to kill it's own prey. They don't learn it until they are, in a sense, teenagers. The parents teach them how to hunt. Same with humans. A 4-year old child cannot know how to hunt. But a 14-year old child can learn, if the parent wants to teach them. And maybe a 4-year old child will not kill and eat a bunny rabbit. But put a pork chop in front of the same child, and I will assure you, that child will lap it up! Maybe even before he even thinks of going for the apple!