Hate Raises More Hate

OK, so I stopped hating on my usual subjects on these blogs. I realized I was giving the haters WAY too much power over my life, as well as those I didn't like. I don't like doing that. Sometimes, I will talk about a hater, just so everyone knows how to identify them, as well as give myself a chance to laugh at them. Because let's face it, haters are FUNNY!! I now try never to respond to people who leave negative comments, but sometimes I get giddy, and do respond. Sometimes, when I am in that giddy mood, I will even go back to comments made some weeks before, and respond, where I didn't before. LOL! Gives me a chance to excersize my imagination. But I can remember a time I did let the haters get to me, that was back when I was a kid, and even in my early days as a message forum inhabitant. The last hater to make me feel hurt was a woman in the old AcmePet Chihuahua forum who called herself Kallie. And the ONLY reason I let her get to me was because I had once liked her. We got along great until she found out I was not a fan of the Taco Bell dog! Looking back on that now, I think that was a silly reason for her to start seeing me as a bad person, but then again when you really think about it, haters never make sense. And thinking back to the way Kallie was, these days, I would be calling her a tree-hugger. Because knowing what I know now about tree-huggers, that's what she was. I laugh at tree-huggers! I can't stand them. So, any 'friendship' that was ever there between Kallie and me would have ended anyway as I don't associate with tree-huggers.

Tree huggers and show breeders are about the only people I can't stand now. Some INXS fans suck shit but they are nowhere near as bad as tree-huggers and show breeders. Unless they happen to be INXS fans AND tree-huggers, or INXS fans AND show breeders. LOL! I once knew of an INXS fan who raised whippets. And she had whippets because it was the dog pictured on the Shabooh Shoobah album. Not sure if she liked them before that album came out, or if it was the album cover that influenced her interest in the breed though. I know some fans let INXS run their lives. Like some fans went vegetarian because JD Fortune had a shirt on at a concert that promoted PETA. I could never be like that because I like being my own person, and I don't want to go vegetarian anyway. But I hate tree-huggers because they hate others for not living their lives the way they want them to. I hate show breeders because most of them are stuck up, snobby people who make unfounded judgements and are so easy to hate. As much as I can't stand them, I also understand the reason why they are around. And I know they work hard to preserve their chosen breeds. If all show breeders could be truly the nicest people you could ever meet (instead of only generically being that way in the eyes and minds of other show breeders) then we could rid all the world of backyard breeders and puppymillers. Though as a former breeder who wanted to go show, I can also give you an experience I had where even kindness did not work on a newbie. But then my subject was a teenager too. You know how teens are!!

Anyway, I never saw the point in haters until I read this blog post: http://boingboing.net/2009/02/18/something-for-the-ha.html This guy has quite an outlook on haters. I like his views! I was referred to him by a person on YouTube who did a video about haters. You all know a lot of people on YouTube can be pretty evil. My guess was always that they have low self-esteem and they tease others in order to make themselves feel better. That's always been my assumption of what haters are all about. Sometimes they are also people who are exactly the opposite. They may have a high self-esteem. TOO high. So high to a point where they use it to try and bring other people down. That way, they will always feel they are on the top of the social ladder. A lot of the time, these kids do it for nothing more than attention and recognition. Nothing more. Sometimes, people are also threatened by the subject of their hate, and they hate on someone just to protect themselves. I even admit to hating on some people because I felt threatened by them. But not in the manner this guy was thinking when he wrote that blog. Mostly because, like the people on the delusional mods forum. They would threaten, and also talk all kinds of shit and I didn't want anyone I liked to read the BS they were saying about me and believe them. Because most of what they said about me was not true. It was all just their opinions, and their immature interpretations of what I said. But later on, I realized that no one I should be caring about is going to listen to them.

This brings me to this one paragraph on this guy's blog. He said "Some humans may hate you due to some sort of misunderstanding. I always employ and encourage open communication especially for sensitive topics. If the hater is somebody you care about, take the initiative to try to find out the cause of you being hated as it could be something over something very silly indeed." The part I don't get is when he said "if the hater is somebody you care about". Most of the time, the hater is someone I DON'T care about! I mean, if they are a hater, why would I "care" about them? Yes, I once liked Kallie, but she proved to be nothing more than a douchebag. It was HER idea, NOT mine, to end any associations with me, and only because I did not like the Taco Bell dog. Like I said, yes it was silly of her to harbor those feelings. But I was not going to spend the rest of my life trying to talk her out of it, because once she made that decision, I didn't care about her anymore. It's not my job to change someone else's opinion of me. It's nice when it happens, but most people want to believe the worst about some others. And I am too complex of a person for even me to explain to myself. LOL! I do a lot of things that even I don't understand why I do them.

Another paragraph he mentions, sounds very familiar to me. He said "Some humans hate you for not being how they want you to be. In their mind they have already decided how certain sets of humans should behave and when you are being just you and not behaving as they expect, they will hate you because you are not meeting their expectations. They could possibly see this as a threat to them because they don't know how to handle people who are not in their presets." This sounds very much like the vegan fanatics. They were the very first things that came to my mind when I read that part of his blog. You know what their latest thing is now? They are now saying that if you eat meat and drink milk then you are not an animal lover. LOL! I told you, these people will say anything to try and get people to stop eating meat. This is so funny! They cannot tell me I don't like animals! I have had pets all my life, and when I was a kid, I used to have to work hard to get my parents to let me have pets. I was so glad when I got old enough to make my own decisions to get a pet.

Well, I can tell you, just because I eat meat does not mean I don't like animals. The fact that I have pets, I enjoy working on my Metazoica project, and have studied animals all my life proves that I do love animals! There have been animal loving people a lot longer than there have been vegans. So yes, you can be an animal lover and still eat meat. You can hunt animals and still be an animal lover. What I don't consider animal lovers are like the people who say chihuahuas are rats, not dogs. Those are the real non-animal-lovers. Most of the time, people who say that are people who do not like small animals. And IMO, no one can call themselves "animal-lovers" unless they love ALL animals. I love almost all animals. I only don't like panthers at all. I tried to work on that though, but it didn't work. I am still disgusted by them. And that's only one group of animals in one family. In the case of the feline family, the smaller, the better for me.

Well anyway, that was my take on that blog. It is a very interesting blog, and great to read.

Comment Stingy

Not on here, but on YouTube, I've become somewhat stingy about what comments I will accept. I just don't see the point in what some people think. I don't know why people view videos that they know is going to bother them. Yesterday I got a viewer, who calls himself piperace, on one of my snake videos whose only comment was "ew". I looked at his channel, and all he has is a dumb animated video he did, and his drawings are shitty! Really! My 5 year old nephew does better drawings than that dude! So does my 3 year old niece! LOL! I said to this chap "If you don't like my snakes, then don't watch. BTW, I think your drawings are ugly." I don't see why people look for videos that they know will disturb them. This dude obviously does not like snakes, yet he's looking at my video that talks about them. Stupid! But then, that's today's kids! And you think he would have at least come up with something more creative than just saying "ew". But kids today have no imagination. Those that do have some level of creativity, I never see them use that talent to insult on my videos!

I don't mind haters, they usually just give me something to laugh at anyway. I just wish they were more creative on my channel. Every one of them always says only the same dumb BS comments. Comments I typically get are "EW", and "fatty" and "fat fuck" and a relatively new one that is now getting old is "Man the harpoons!" The latter is an example of a comment that was cute in the beginning, but now everyone is using it and it's gotten old! I want to read some new stuff. Some people are beginning to use the word "obese" more, which I guess is better. But dammit, I want to read some more creative comments!! I was shocked no one before MsPearlsGirl even thought of calling me "Timmyfat"!! I was almost positive someone like Hobofart would think of that one, but he never did! Even I saw that one coming, and wondered who would think of it, and how long it would take! LOL! I guess the reason people come up with the same stuff is they cannot find anything else wrong with me. But I will never understand people like piperace, who doesn't like snakes, coming into my video about snakes. So, that is why I am getting stingier with which comments I will accept on my videos. I even blocked his butt! Now, he cannot comment on anymore of my videos. I say, if you don't like my videos, then don't watch them. And if you do watch them, you have no right to complain! I still think his drawings are ugly! It's a good indication of his personality. Or what's left of his personality. LOL!

I got another comment by someone who is only 14 years old. He said "fat ass no one cares about ur stupid opinions get a life and do something besides eating". I refuse to let a 14 year old talk to me like that on MY channel and MY videos! I replied "Shut up! You're only 14. You have no rights. You're lucky I even accepted your stupid comments. You only have what rights I give you. :)" The same really applies to all commenters. Some people act like they own my channel, and they don't! I believe in free speech, but I also believe there are cases where some people carry it too far. These are just some examples of that. These are the cases where I just don't understand how some people process. They have very negative attitudes. I often wonder if these people spend all their waking hours doing nothing but just going around their neighborhoods and looking for nothing except something they can complain about. I remember my days of doing that. It's called curiosity. But I stopped going in places that I know would bother me, because it gave me an attitude like what I saw in these two guys on YouTube. Now, I have a much more positive outlook on life. I even stopped responding to people with negative attitudes. For the most part, unless I am in a giddy mood. Now, I only respond to positive comments I receive on my videos.

I'll tell you though, I hate censorship! So I don't look at it that way. I see it as it is my video, and my channel, and those who don't like it and watch it anyway, have no right to complain. I got some people on another video I did that say it was boring and one person even said "I want that minute of my life back!" LOL! Those people are dumb!! I don't twist anyone's arm to watch my videos! I don't even promote my videos! They chose to view that video. So they spent that time themselves. I didn't ask them to view it. I didn't even care if they did or not. No, I will not "give them that minute back"! They'll have to find their own way to compensate for that minute in their own lives. That's not my problem!

Another reason I will not accept all negative comments, I don't want Katrina to catch wind of them again! She will! She sort of "patrols" all my videos from time to time. She says watching my videos makes her feel good. So she does it when she has time to. And she simply cannot tear away from slamming people who slam on me, someone who she considers her second "mother". And she's been trying to get me to tell people to "f*** off" for a long time. Most of the time I just cannot do it. Though I did tell that 14 year old to shut up. But then, on my channel, I can make him shut up! LOL! Katrina just cannot get the message, I don't need her to defend me!!! She chooses to do it anyway. So, that's another reason why I am accepting less and less of the negative comments.

SOOOOOO many reasons! I don't know why I didn't start not accepting negative comments sooner!!

GopherGetter

Apparently, there is a man who lives here in Bozeman, and he calls himself "GopherGetter". He frequents the Bozeman Rants and Raves portion of Craigslist. He needs to get a fricken life! It is going to be 90 degrees here in Bozeman and what does he do? He sits at his computer all day long and researches people he does not know, gripes about people on welfare, Mexicans, Native Americans, farmers, calls everybody a "fucking moron" or a "fucking loser", acts like he's perfect, but then hates it when someone else does the same thing, and has even griped about small dogs.

My first encounter with him was when he was talking to someone who was griping about dog parks here. Apparently GopherGetter has a rottweiler, which he does not believe in keeping on a leash. Bozeman has a really REALLY strict leash law. I cannot even walk my dogs from my apartment to the mailbox without them being on a leash! It's illegal. But this man brags about his rottweiler, and how if his dog chooses to attack someone's toy poodle, then that is too bad for the poodle owner. I told him that if I see his dog loose in town and it goes after any of my dogs, he's going to pay for them! I would make him pay for them! He'd pay my dogs' vet bills down to the last penny, and if my dogs were to die because of his dog, I would make him pay to replace them! That is if I didn't shoot his dog first. I don't know about Montana, but I do know in some states, it is OK to shoot someone else's dog in self defense and the owner cannot say a word about it. I would not only be defending myself, but also my own dogs. Then he started going off that if my dogs attack his dog, he's going to shoot them. His dog is a fricken rottweiler! What are 2 chihuahuas and a papillon going to do to hurt a rottweiler!? And my papillon is nice to every dog she meets. She even plays with Sharon's german shepherd dog.

I was offline for a month, because of the move. So if he responded to my last post, I didn't see it. When I did get back, I noticed there was a lot of gripes about Mexicans taking jobs away from white Americans. There was pages of those kind of complaints!! All by the same person who bragged about letting his rottweiler run loose to destroy other peoples' little dogs. I know it was the same guy. He's just evil. When you see his posts you can tell! One person who knows this guy personally, said that he's supposed to be taking anger management classes by order of the court, which are not working on him. Not surprisingly! Well, when I got back, I responded to his post with a rather long post myself. This was how I responded to him (his quotes are in bold):

"Anger management???? Hmmmmmm are you talking from experience?"
Sounds to me that person is spot-on.

"I know how to talk to women, but i only react to someone that starts their shit!!!"
And so do I. I don't believe I called you names. I stated that if you are going to let your dog harm my dogs, you will pay for it. And you will.

"I am sorry that I just dont back down,"
I don't back down either, bro. I've stood up to tougher men before. Believe me!

"I have no problem respecting my fellow neighbor, but when they act like this individual, i would prefer that they not be my neighbor!!!"
"When they act like this individual", By how? Suing your butt off if your dog attacks my dogs? Tell you what, you keep your dog on a leash, I'll keep mine on a leash, and you won't have to worry about that. :)

"We dont need people like this in Montana,"
I thought Montanans were supposed to be tough? Well, that's me.

"People with these sissy dogs that think they can take them anywhere they want to."
Hey, just because you don't really like dogs doesn't mean the rest of us don't. I happen to love dogs, and my dogs have just as much right to go anyplace your dog does.

"I saw a lady argueing with a store clerk because she couldnt take her miniature dog in to the store to go shopping with her!!! and when she walked back to her beemer, she had california plates..... imagine that!!!"

Well, that was obviously not me, because I do not have California anything. I don't even like California. And I know not to take my dogs into a grocery store.

"and then there is the threats of her and her rifle..... oh boy!!!! I am scared now!!!"
Well, it's no worse than you threatening to let your dog kill and eat my dogs. Isn't it. :)

"I spent 11 years in the Marine Corps"
So what? My father spent 25 years in the Marines! And he retired in VERY good standing. And besides, NO Marine training or badges will get you out of a lawsuit if your dog harms my dogs! You WILL pay for their vet care, and if they die because of your dog, you will pay for me to replace them, and my dogs are not puppymill cheapo's! They have champion backgrounds and titles to their names.

"As far as what would do behind someones back....... it is no different then what i would do in front of them. If you cant say it to their face, dont say it to their back!!!! I am a firm believer of that!"
So am I.

"Alll in all.... MAMA BEAR..... you are welcome to go anywhere you would like, and do whatever you would like, just dont infringe upon anyone else!!!!"
And I ask the same of you too.

"And just one more thing, the next time you are on a cattle drive, make sure all them dogs are on leashes too!!!!!"
I haven't been on any cattle drives yet.

"Have a great time in Montana MAMA BEAR!!!!"
Thanks. I have so far.

"and be careful who you are threatening to slap..... "
And be careful whose dogs you are threatening to turn yours on too. :) Have a great day.

Well, when I wrote all that, later on, GopherGetter responded to me. This is what he said:

you're a fucking loser. anyone with as much time as you to cut and paste that crap on a beautiful day like today must be a total potato with no desire to get outside.

get off your ass, drop the tough guy motif and go out and do SOMETHING! We're all tired of your shitty rants.

LOL!! I had to laugh at this post! To him, everyone's name is "you're a fucking loser". What he didn't notice was that the post I made to him that day was made early in the morning. Here's the date and time stamp that was on my post:

Date: 2011-07-06, 9:13AM MDT

So my post was posted at 9:13 that morning, which left plenty of time for me to do other things that day, and I did. I went swimming. I took my dogs to the dog park up by the university. I sat here and home and chatted with friends. My life does not revolve around GopherGetter! But see, that is this guy's M.O. He shits his pants over things he knows NOTHING about! And about people he doesn't even know who will not bow down and kiss his butt. And who wants to kiss his shitty ass anyway!? Another thing, he said at the end, "We're all tired of your shitty rants." I don't think so. Everyone is tired of his rants though! They have been since I got there. That's because when he rants, he becomes totally obsessed!! If you were to go to Bozeman's Craigslist, you would see his rants cover several pages, and they are all about the same thing. Seriously, this dude is almost as annoying as the fanatical vegans!! Whatever posts are not about the same subject he's griping about, he will turn it around and make it about him and his gripes. Like this person who came in wanting to kill himself. I could not believe how he said to this guy that if he wants to kill himself, it's OK. That guy was obviously looking for help, and GopherGetter ruined it! I haven't heard from that suicidal person since, and if he killed himself, it's all GopherGetter's fault!!

GopherGetter will also come in several times, and pretend like he is several other people. Yesterday was a hot, beautiful day, and he posted several different times. About 17 times to be exact. In between those posts, he was looking up the history of one family of someone he does not know either, whose ancestors owned a ranch here in Montana. He must really have a lot of time on his hands. TOO much time!!! He was calling this person's ancestors cowards, thieves, and accused them of "stealing money from American taxpayers" in the form of farm subsidies. GopherGetter assumes that just because a family owns a farm or a ranch, that they are living off of taxpayer money via farm subsidies. Again, he is making assumptions of things he knows nothing about!! People like him make me so mad! He NEEDS a good smack!! Another example of his assumptions came with this guy who was angry because someone dented his wife's car and didn't leave a note. So GopherGetter gripes because the man's wife wanted to park closer to the store enterance, and then calls this guy's wife a "fat, ugly troll" for no reason except that she wanted to park closer to the store enterance. Then GopherGetter gripes because the man is ranting over not getting a note from the person who dented his wife's car.

If you ask me, GopherGetter needs to get over himself. He's mad because people are proud owners of farms and ranches. He calls them arrogant. But when you see the majority of his posts, you will see that no one who gets on Craigslist is as arrogant as he is! He thinks he's the only person in America that has to pay taxes! He thinks he's the only one who has any right to taxpayer money. He brags about being an 18th generation white Montanan (which I found there is no such thing in real life). He thinks he's the only one who can sit on a computer all day, and no one can assume he's a fat-assed little bitch. This was my last post to someone who is a business owner, and was attacked by GopherGetter. She commented that she hoped not everyone in Bozeman is a bigot:

Trust me, it's only ONE bigot, who is probably pretending to be several different people. But he's pretty easy to spot. Though I must say he has cleaned up his grammar a bit. But any time you see someone (who is a loser himself) calling other people a "fucking loser" or a "fucking tard" or motherfucking everyone and every thing, or you see him posting shit about "welfare moms" and "beaners", and "loser white trash" and blah-blah-blah. you now know it's the same person. So now he's started to attack another man's wife without knowing that woman's situation. Maybe she's in a wheelchair? Who knows? The attacker doesn't, so he calls the man's wife an "ugly, fat troll" as if her looks have anything to do with anything. No, this attacker just wants to turn every rant posted on here, into something about himself, or turn it into something that satisfies his warped, and insane sense of reasoning. He's probably nothing himself but a fat-assed, video-game-playing monkey who sits around watching anime cartoons all day long, and gets on CL for no other reason except to cause trouble and spread shit.

What I also cannot believe is there are some people on here who have e-mailed this person. You could not pay me to e-mail this person! Who's to say he won't hack into your e-mail account. I just never e-mail people I don't trust! And I don't trust this character.

Now I fully expect this little boy to write me back here with the "you're a fucking loser" epitaph again, and more of his senseless droning, and yadda-yadda-yadda. Just so you all will know. it just goes in one ear and out the other.

I don't know how this man has managed to stay alive. Seems everyone who has lived for any length of time in this town knows him, and hates him. Why is he still alive?? GOD really does move in mysterious ways. But I guess that's the sad fact for any town. There's always one or two assholes. Though MOST everyone I've met here in Montana have been really nice. Just not GopherGetter.

Do No Real Humans Watch My Videos?

I can see the vegans are still trying to get my attention. They keep trying to comment on my videos. But I always know it's them. I've got to a point where I look at a commenter's profile before I read the comment. If they are vegan fanatics, I block them, and don't even read their comment. Over the past week, I've seen nothing but vegan fanatics trying to post on my videos. It makes me wonder, are there any REAL humans viewing my videos? Or are they all nothing but insane hippies? No, I don't think vegan fanatics are real humans. They belong in the jungle, not in society.

There is no point in really reading their comments because it's always the same thing. But out of curiosity, I read this one's comment. This one decided to get at least a little more creative. This one thinks I am "incompetent" and "dyslexic". LOLOL!!!! XD It's actually kinda funny what these people will say just because someone doesn't want to live their lives the way the vegan fanatics want them to! And as usual, they think they are the most educated people on the planet! When they aren't! They're nothing but robots who are programmed to believe what other vegan fanatics want them to believe. They ignore that there is so much more proof that meat is actually good for you. But they want us to ignore the meat industries' advertisements, calling them "biased". Again, LOL!! I say no. The vegan community is biased. That is why in my research, I looked for articles by former vegans. They've been there and back, and know the dark side of going vegan. I'd rather listen to them than to the fanatics that are only going to tell you what they want you to know.

Funny thing about the fanatics, they think they are soooo educated, and they think they are healthier than someone who eats meat, and they use a lot of big words to make themselves seem more educated and knowledgeable. Well, using big words does NOT make you look educated. One thing I learned early on in my internet career, is that it just makes you look like an idiot who uses big words, like the thing that said I am 'dyslexic' and 'incompetent'. LOL!! I'll be laughing at that one for a long time! It's almost too bad that I had to reject that comment. But the fanatics don't stop at that, they gripe because I am fat too. LOL!! Well, I'd rather be fat than be a bony wimp. Even if I were to lose weight, I'd still not want to be as thin as a lot of the vegans I've seen. They're too thin!! A lot of the women have no boobs, so they look like men. And the men have girlish figures, so they look like girls. I have NEVER seen a vegan man I thought was handsome. Sorry to my vegan friends, but it's true. I think a man should have some meat on his bones, instead of having his ribs sticking out and showing.

The words they also use to intimidate people away from eating meat and drinking milk. They call meat "corpses", and milk "pus", or "secretions". Well, I'll tell you now, NONE of those words scare, or bother, me. And that drives the vegan fanatics CRA-ZY! As for calling meat a corpse; it doesn't faze me. If eating dead animals is good enough for other animals, it's good enough for me! Cows are cute, but let's face it, they taste GOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!! As for calling milk "pus", doesn't bother me now! Now that I've read it's just a bunch of bullshit. And that is why the vegans are attempting to say I am "uneducated", and calling me every name in the book, because I refuse to believe what they want me to believe, so they feel they have to make other people think I don't know what I am talking about. But deep down, they KNOW I know what I am talking about. Otherwise, they would have all gone away by now. That's how I see it.

Well, if they all think their harassment is going to get me to change my ways, they have a serious disappointment coming. I've said it before and I will say it again and forever, I can NEVER become a vegan. It just won't happen. I won't buy factory farm meat, but eating "corpses" does not bother me. But it was MY choice not to eat factory farm beef, NOT their's. After I read about the hormones they put in cattle to bulk them up, I didn't want anything to do with factory farm beef anymore. So I made a complete switch to bison meat. No hormones needed there! Bison are naturally bulky. And frankly, they taste better. What the vegans say doesn't bother me either, because I know I am more educated and knowledgeable than any of them will ever be. I've been studying animals for a lot longer than most of them have been alive, so I know what I am talking about. The thing that bothers me is that I keep getting comments from these mock-humans, and having to filter them out and blocking all of them. I'd like to receive some more comments from REAL humans again! Not these whatever they are that eats nothing but sissy rabbit food and belong in the forests instead of in society or on the internet. And here's a secret, NO ONE in Montana is a vegan. If there are, they are very well hidden. But most people here prefer to be tough and rugged. Well, one thing I will give the vegans credit for in the end, bringing my videos to other peoples' attention. Maybe one day I will make partner at YouTube. Then I can put up full-length movies. :)

Vegas the Infamous Barker

Well yesterday I got the rest of my things out of storage, thank goodness! I am now all moved into my new apartment. I am just getting the things I have out of the boxes they have been stored in for months. All my books are on my book shelf, but I am still working on the rest of my things. Anna comes by to help me now and then, and we've been splitting the things up now that she is living on her own. I am still getting used to all of this. Never in my life have I ever lived in an apartment complex with many other residents living on all sides of me. It's taking me a while to get used to this. The most I've ever lived in like this was a duplex, and for quite a while, ma lived on the other side of the duplex. She's not going to gripe about anything. It's a totally different story here.

Sharon is this landlord's helper. She had been saying for a month that she was going to rent a u-haul to get her own things out of storage and was going to let me use her truck if I paid half the total. I agreed and awaited a date. At first she said it would be 2 weeks from that date, though there was always a 'maybe'. But 2 weeks went by and she never rented the truck. So I asked her again, and then she said she didn't know when she would be able to do anything like that. Which, I really accepted, because I understand her being busy and all. But I am not the kind of person who likes to hear uncertainty. I like to know when I am going to get something, and then when the time comes to get it, get it right away. Sharon, GOD love her, is one of the most unreliable people I've ever met! Whenever she says she is going to do something, it's a roll of the dice whether she does it or not. I noticed that, not just with the truck, but with a lot of other issues too.

There is one person in this complex that I absolutely do not like! I didn't like her from the first second I saw her, right after we moved in here. I do not know her name, and I don't even know if she is a resident of this complex, or just simply someone's caretaker. She is a very tall, lean woman with long, white hair, and Anna said she has a Swedish accent. She's also crazy. LOL! I first saw her the day after we moved in here, and there was just something about her that I instantly didn't like. I don't usually have such a strong dislike of someone I just see walking down the hallway, but when I saw that woman for the first time, my instincts hollared "Stay away from her!" There have been several times I let it be known that I don't like her either. Every time I have ever had that strong of a gut-feeling about someone, and I ignored it because I don't want to be unkind, I always regretted it later on. So I listened.

Well, today I asked Anna to take the dogs out alone because I wanted to stay here and finish the rest of my unpacking, and she was going to take Odessa out anyway, so why not just let her take all the dogs. I mostly spent that time putting my books all on my bookshelf, and cleaning up some places where I wanted to put more stuff. Anna was gone for quite a while. When she came back, she informed me that that same woman was in the parking lot, cleaning her car, and she called out to Anna and started fussing to her about Vegas. Vegas isn't even Anna's dog! Anna told that woman that if she has a complaint about Vegas to discuss it with her sister (me), and that woman said to her "No, I'm not going to discuss it with your sister!" I told Anna I am not surprised she doesn't want to discuss it with me, because she knows I don't like her. I want nothing at all to do with her! But the way Anna described how that woman talked at her, now I understand why my instincts about her were so demanding in telling me to stay away from her. She's no young woman either! She's an old fart! Probably as old as my father, and she's too scared to discuss her problem about Vegas with me.

By the time Anna came back to the apartment, I had a good piling of empty boxes to take down to the dumpster. There were so many, I thought it would be a good idea if I went down there with her to help toss them away. So, we loaded the flattened boxes in this cart and carted them down to the dumpster. While I was there, I was also kindof expecting to see that nutty woman who yelled at Anna about Vegas. But no. She had taken her car and gone away. I said to Anna that woman probably figured Anna was coming up to get me, and so she jumped in her car and ran away like a little pussy. Anna commented that she probably didn't want to talk to me because she doesn't like me. I just said "I really couldn't care less if she doesn't like me!" Believe me, the feeling is mutual, and just as strong, if not stronger! I don't want her to like me! I just want her to stay as far away from me as she possibly can, and leave Vegas alone too. My time will come to yell at her, and believe me I will take that opportunity when I can! But she won't confront me, because she knows that I know she's crazy. In fact, everybody in this complex knows she's crazy. She's also one of Sharon's friends. I've seen her walking Sharon's dog every now and then. Sharon is the only one who is blind to that woman's lunacy. To her, she can do no wrong.

Anna said that she noticed a lot of Sharon's friends were nutty people. I told her that's because Sharon, herself, is a little bit nutty. I noticed that. Especially in the last few days. It could be that it's "that" time of the month for Sharon, I don't know. But she's been acting crazy for the past few days. She's nice most of the time, but I think perhaps she's been spending far too much time with that nutty tall woman, whose name I don't know, and I don't want to know either. Everytime I pass her in the walkway or hallway, I just moan "Ohhh it's that nutty woman!" I think from now on, I'm going to refer to her as "that nutty bitch", because of the way she ran away like a little wimpering bitch when she thought Anna was coming to get me. Hey! I can be a bitch too. Without the wimpering!

First Month

Well, I have nearly completed the first month of my new life, and I am doing well. I will be getting my own internet this Friday, so I will be able to get on here more and more. More posts for here and my Metazoic blog! I can continue the Family of the Week on there. Well, I like Montana, it's a nice place, but the heat bothers me!! One of the residents in this apartment complex told me it gets up to 90 degrees here!! Fortunately my apartment has air conditioning. But ya know that dries out my hands quicker than anything! It's getting to be annoying.

When I ordered my cable/internet package, the dispatcher and I got to talking for quite a while. She is a native Bozemanite, and she told me about some of the things to do around this town. I will admit it now that's not something the dispatcher should have told me about, but I enjoyed listening about the different things to do here. She also said the people here are so incredibly nice! That's something I can definitely vouch for. The people I have met here so far, most of them have been very nice people. It's definitely a very far cry from Washington State! There, 9 times out of 10, the people are rude and snippy. Here, it's exactly the opposite. 9 times out of 10, the people you meet here are very courteous and friendly. The only thing that bothers me here is the heat, and the fact that I have to stay in my apartment with the air conditioner running to get out of that heat!

Well, this weekend, heat or no heat, I need to get the rest of my things out of storage. That is a necessity. Last time, to put my things in storage, I had to work like a pack mule! Believe me it was not easy! Especially placing my bed in a 10x12 foot storage garage, among all the other things I have that I had to put in there too. Well, I will be busy this weekend, all weekend, but I will try to get some posts put up.

Made it to Bozo-Town

Well, here I am, now a Bozemanite. For the time being. We had a couple of 80+ degree days here and I hated it!!!! The air conditioner in Anna's apartment, where I am now staying temporarily, does not work! Makes me mad that they know all about it and are not doing anything about it! Well, my apartment is ready, and I should be moving in very soon. I hope! If I don't hit anymore snags! Fortunately the air conditioner in my apartment works. That's good too because I told everyone if it didn't, I would not sign the lease! That was one of the pretenses that I agreed on to move into this apartment in the first place. If it hadn't worked, I was going to take my things and move back to the coast where I have natural air conditioning. But I don't really want to move back to Washington. I'd like to move to Seaside, where I'd still have the ocean at my doorstep, but also have more shopping choices when I need it.

It was a tough move out here! I mean, we rented a big 17-foot u-haul and I've never driven a truck before. Let alone one that size! Towing our car all the way out here on a tow-dolly attached to the back of the car. That added about another 8-9 feet to the back of the truck! And was that truck HUNGRY!!! It ate up about $100 worth of gas! But really, that $100 carried us pretty far. In a 800-mile trip, I only had to fill up about 3 times. Not too bad for a truck that size. On the way up here, I was stopped by a man near Moses Lake who noticed our car's wheels were not on securely enough. So he stopped to help me put them on the right way. I wasn't too sure I had them on right, but he helped me fix it, which was nice. :) He was a professional truck driver, so he knew what he was doing.

Well, now that I am here, I have some things to do. I need to get my own internet, and I don't exactly know when that will be. May be next month. In the meantime, I need to get everything situated. I am still trying to get used to this altitude! I spent the last 10 years at sea level. I'm rusty in the mountains now. I find myself having a rather difficult time breathing. When I hold my breath, it hurts now, and it's never done that before. Well, Anna said I was not going to get used to it here overnight. It's going to take a while. But I will say one thing, I'm about 20% better now than I was when we first got here. But anyway, I won't be able to get on much, so the posts on here and my Metazoic blog are going to be fewer and farther between. But I will be back!

A Little Late In Coming

This is a late blog post, we went to Mount St. Helens this year. As usual, the mountain was in good splendor! I always love going back there. I even went down to the Toutle River, just like I did when I was a little kid! I found an area along the highway where I could just climb down and get onto the bank of the river, and I did that, and went down and walked along the bank for a little bit. It felt like I was a little kid again! I even made a movie. I tried to find the area where we grew up at, but the town has changed and it was hard to find. But I do remember the Toutle River ran right behind our place! I sure do miss it when we don't go there. Imagine how it's going to be once we get all moved to Montana, which is next freaking Wednesday! We will be on our way there, so I will be offline for a couple of days. Though I am going to try and get the internet going at my new apartment there once I get moved in. Apparently it's being worked on. Well, we will see. And we'll see how long I last in Montana! Coming back from Mount St. Helens, we took the coastal route. Anna also wanted to go to Portland for dinner, so we did, and came back by way of the coast. We went through Seaside, and I fell in love with the town again! When I come back from Montana, I will not be moving back to Ocean Shores, or even Toutle. I will be moving to Seaside! I love it there! It makes Ocean Shores look like a ghost town!! I love Toutle too, I'd have liked to move back there as well, and be near Mount St. Helens, and the area where I was born. But I think I want to try for a change of scenery.

Montana is so underdeveloped it's not even funny! They do not have any casinos nor nothing there! But they do have a mall. That's about it. The mall is not even really that big. Though it's bigger than this one. Let's see how long I last there in Montana. Ma thinks I'll love it so much I'll want to stay there. But I don't know. Anna said it gets so dry there, she had to keep rubbing her hands with moisturizing cream. That would SUCK to have to do that every night!! Well, I do know that when I get to Montana, I will have to stay with Anna in her apartment for a while, so it's going to be a little crowded in there. But Montana is a pretty place, I will hand it that!

Well, one thing I can tell you I brought home from Mount St. Helens is a very bad cold! I am still in recovery! I am hoping to feel completely better by next Wednesday, when we have to go. I want to get a very early start on the road. There are some places I would like to stop and look at before we head out of state. Some places I have enjoyed over the years. St. Helens was just one of them. But it was a lot! Like I said, I love it there! Just like I love it here at the ocean. Which is why I think I would like Seaside even better than Ocean Shores. The big task is to find an apartment or rental home that will allow me to have both my dogs. We will see though.

Less For More

I am really cursing this recession. I think it is because of this recession that everyone is cutting corners so tight, it's difficult to breathe! Anna and I went to the ice cream parlor yesterday, and I ordered a sundae. I don't get many chances to have ice cream, so this was a real treat. Well, when I told them I would like to have some whipped cream on my sundae, they told me that it would be 50 cents extra. I said OK, then make it a lot! OK, I accepted the 50 cent extra charge for whipped cream, that was fine. Well, I got my sundae and they gave me 2 quarter-sized spritzes of whipped cream. The first thing I said was I wanted a little more cream than that. They told me that was the regular-sized spritzes they give. I asked "This is what I am paying 50 cents for?" So the young lady took the sundae and added another spritz of whipped cream. I was happy, but if I had gone with the original layout she gave me, I would have been ticked off paying 50 cents for that! I wouldn't have minded paying maybe 20-30 cents extra for spritzes that size, but 50 cents was a LOT for that!! That's why I was upset!

Seems now whenever you go to a restaurant or some place like that, you get charged more and more and receive less and less. Yet now when you are paying taxes, you have to pay so much more, yet wages seem to be getting smaller! Either that, or normal wages just are not stretching as far as they used to! This is really beginning to suck! And what the Hell is Obama doing about this?? Gas is now over $4 in many places. A few places still have it for under $4, but very few! Because of that grocery shopping is Hell on Earth!! It's just so wrong! I haven't had a raise in 3 years now. Yet the costs of everything is going sky-high! We are about to move out, and I am beginning to believe this may not be the best time to move out because of the rising gas prices. UGH! This makes me so mad! And what makes matters worse is Anna wants to go to Mount St. Helens and to Oregon, and I really don't think we can because we are going to have to save what money we have for the move. We are renting a huge truck to haul our items away to Montana, and the gas for that is going to be heck to pay for! Those big rigs only get like 8 miles to a gallon! We will have to fill up several times on the way to Bozeman.

Fat People At Walmart

Yesterday morning Anna and I went to Walmart in Lacey, we needed to get some groceries, and that is where we typically go. When we get there, we start off at the produce aisle. I needed to get some things to make my potato-leek soup, which everyone here loves. We had just picked up some leeks, and I needed to get some potatos. Anna stood by the cart, while I crossed the aisle to pick up a plastic baggie to put the potatos in. As I was crossing the aisle, this mega fat woman paused in front of me, and gave me a dirty look, so I returned the look back at her. I then reached the bags and as I was pulling one off, that fat woman walked by and first of all I can tell you she STUNK!!!! She smelled just like she had shat on herself just as she was standing there in front of us. Second of all, I heard her mutter under her breath "fucken get your ass out of my way." I just laughed at her, she didn't even have the guts to look me in the eyes when she said that.

What she said did not bother me. Her attitude bothered me very much. Because fat people already have a bad reputation for being just like her. She is the exact picture of what people think of fat people. She smelled bad, and she had a bad attitude. I wrote about this in Craigslist's Rants and Raves. I'm a fat chick myself, as is Anna. I have nothing against fat people. I don't hate on this woman because she is fat. I am hating on her because she gives decent fat people, like me and Anna, a bad name. We take baths, we don't smell bad, and I am always nice. I don't pick out random strangers in a grocery store, or anywhere, and just be rude to them. I always try to be nice to everyone. The only people I am hostile to are those that deserve it, the ones that start it with me first. And if this fat woman was upset with me because I gave her dirty looks, then she should have thought about that before she gave me those looks. You can't give someone who doesn't know you dirty looks and not expect to get them back.

Unfortunately, it is fat people like her that everyone judges all other fat people against, and that is very calamitous. And all it takes is one bad fat person to alter the minds of the masses. This was how I addressed this woman on Craigslist. Though I really don't know if she will read it or not. But I got several personal responses about it.

Fat Chick At Walmart (Produce aisle)


This morning my sis and I went to the Super Walmart in Lacey, we were in the produce aisle, as we had just got started, and this mega fat woman came up and was going to drive her cart between us. Well, I had to get a bag of potatos to bring home to complete my potato-leek soup. Well, this fat woman gave me a dirty look and I returned the look back at her. Then I allowed her to go through, while I got a bag to collect my potatos. As she passed by, for one thing I could tell you she STUNK!! She smelled just like she had shit her pants, right at the time she was standing in front of us. Then I heard her mutter under her breath as she walked by "Fucken get out of my way!" She didn't even have the decency to look me in the eyes when she said it, and probably thought she was saying it at a volume that I could not pick up.

What she said did not bother me, but her attitude. I have nothing against fat people, as I am a fat chick myself, as is my sister. But it's fat people like this woman that gives decent fat people like me and my sister a bad name!! I see fat people like her and it reminds me of why there are so many out there that hate fat people, and judge us so harshly. Girl, if you are reading this, please do us decent fat girls a favor and take a shower! Stop going to public establishments smelling like you just took a dump on yourself!!! Then do something to work on that attitude of yours! Fat people already have a bad reputation for being bitchy! Us decent fat folks don't need a bad fat apple like you to reinforce that stereotype and make it worse! Get a job! Get laid if you can find someone who will lay with you in spite of your bitchy attitude. And if you are just pissed off at people because you've been bashed by fat haters, then either learn to accept it, or do something about it. Like me, I'm fat and I never stop smiling! Besides that I am always nice. I even let you go without kicking your butt because I preferred to laugh in your face than let you ruin my day. But every action you put out there, defines you as a person, and whether we all like it or not, in the eyes of others, it defines all fat people!

"Return The Snake!!!"

Oh boy! Today's first episode of Judge Judy kept me on the edge of my seat! A mother and son were suing a friend and her son for the return of a snake that the other woman was asked to take care of. At first, it looked like the first little boy was not going to get his snake back, and he started crying right there in the courtroom. The mother kept looking at her little boy with sorrow in her eyes. She kept trying to convince Judge Judy that she tried to contact the other woman to get her child's snake back. But Judge Judy was not going to hear about it, and said she should have sued the other woman sooner than a year later, and that the other woman's own child was already attached to the snake. I began to tear up for the little boy who was the original owner of the snake, because he was obviously attached to the snake. But Judge Judy is always fair. She asked her bailiff to escort the first child out while they continued.

Judge Judy turned to the other mother, who was holding the snake, and told her that if she wanted the money that the first mother owed for her taking care of the snake, then she had to return the snake to it's original owners. Otherwise, they could keep the snake and get no money. The second mother had a hard time figuring out which she wanted more, the snake or the money. Just then a commercial break came on. I sat here chanting "Return the snake! Return the snake!" I still felt bad for the first little boy. At the same time, I also knew that if the first mom had filed a police report when she could not get ahold of the other mother, that at least could have provided some proof that she had made some attempt to get the snake back! The police themselves could not do much, but the report would have provided some proof that she at least tried.

Well, when the commercial break was over, we finally heard that the mother decided to give the snake back to it's original family. I was so happy! Everybody in the courtroom audience also cheered. I could not wait to see the little boy commenting at the end of the show. He was so happy, tears were still in his eyes, and he was still trying to catch his breath, but in between sobs he said "Thanks Judge Judy!" With the biggest smile on his face. I'm glad he got his snake back! The other mom can get her own kid his own snake. I'm sorry he was attached to that snake, but the snake belonged to the first little boy. It's one of the best cases I've ever seen on Judge Judy, with one of the best endings. I knew she would come through, and not let that little boy down. Gotta love Judge Judy!!! Even though she does not care for snakes. Hey! That's understandable! Some people don't like snakes. But others, like me, do like them.

The Internet = Serious Business?

I get this a lot, when I am quoting what people say on the internet. On one video thread on YouTube, I was describing people who threaten others over the internet, and the person I was speaking to told me he does it because "it's fun". He then proceeded to imply that people who take what others say on the internet so seriously are idiotic. Um, excuse me, whether it is on the internet, over the phone, or face-to-face, threats are not acceptable! I take threats seriously, unless I happen to know the person and I know they are kidding. But I cannot afford to not take any threat seriously. People can laugh and scoff because I do, I don't care. But I take all threats seriously, whether they are delivered on the internet, or to my face. Wouldn't you? If not, I might suggest you read up on how many people have actually carried out threats of violence that started off as "simple little innocent comments on the internet".

I remember back in 2005, someone who I once considered an internet buddy turned on me because I said her chihuahuas were very poor quality and should be kept only as pets, and not bred. She was a teenager on my old chihuahua forum, and at one time I did like her, and I wanted to help her because I thought she wanted to do the right thing by the breed. We had been e-mailing each other back and forth, on and off for about 2 years prior to this "break-up". I didn't tell her that her dogs were very poor quality chis until early in 2005, when she got a chi puppy from a pet store that she named Chloe, and I said it looked more like a GSD puppy, not a chihuahua. Well, that pissed her off, and she got belligerent. I told her not to take it the wrong way, but she still insisted that she had the perfect specimens of chihuahuas (all Taco Bell lookalikes). I realized that it was partly my fault! I should have told her on day 1 when she first wrote to me that her dogs were poor quality. But I was trying to be subtle, and ease it into the conversation when she would become a little more comfortable with me. Unfortunately I found that did her more harm than good. Well, she got belligerent, and I admit I got a little bit belligerent (though my aversion was nowhere near as bad as her's as I always try to remain professional and tolerant), and she started cussing and talking shit about me and my sis, and she also started calling in some of her cronies to come to my forum and tell me what a rotten, cruel person I am, and blah-blah-blah. Then she got cynnical, and taunting, and so I banned her from my forum. I also wrote about it on my chihuahua blog the next day, telling people to watch out for this person.

Well, like 2 days after I wrote that blog, I got an angry message from her on my MSN Messenger, saying "The police are on their way and I have every intention of filing a police report if you don't take that blog down!" and again, blah-blah-blah! LOL! Oh yes, I was laughing at her! Then she called my home. Anna answered the phone, and said that this person sounded really angry, and was telling me she has a police report filled out and a case number, and all that BS. I kept telling Anna to hang up on her, but she wouldn't. Then I said "Well, if it'll get her off my phone, I'll delete the post!" so I did. She wasn't satisfied with that, and wanted to end the buddyhood with me by saying "Yeah, you're a responsible breeder alright, living in your little trailor with your 2 fucking dogs! Good bye!" and hung the phone up! LOL! I didn't delete that post as any favor to her, I'd have kept it up if she hadn't called and screamed in my sis's ear! I deleted it to get her the f*** off my phone! She was annoying, she had an annoying voice and everything. Well, I wrote a follow-up story telling my viewers why I took that post down and mentioning the very "classy" quip she gave me as her closing argument. Well, the next day I heard from her again in an e-mail. She was telling me she had called the police on me, and was now threatening a lawsuit against me, and telling me that the police said I cannot talk about her or her dogs. She did apologize for her closing argument over the phone the day before, so that was why I took down the follow-up post. That was a favor in turn for her because she said she was sorry. But, I also decided to do some research of my own. I spoke to a sheriffs deputy, and he told me that there was no way she could sue me, or have me arrested unless I made threats of physical harm to her. Since she was out of luck in that department, because I never make threats over the internet, and everything I said about her was true, and it was all on my forum for everyone to see, I found out I never had to delete any of my posts, because they qualified as free speech. She had the option to ignore me.

I truly believe that same person came into the Pluba forums under the name Mcgillicutty, lied about her age, lied about her being a man, either that or lied about knowing me, just to be an anonymous asshole. One way or another, she LIED! Which is not unusual for this person. I totally doubted she even got the police to accept her complaint for any other reason except to maybe just get rid of her and to get her to stop annoying them with such petty bullshit! I mean really! What police man, in his right mind, is going to give a rabbit's ghost of a shit what I say about her dogs??? My father and one of my cousins are police men, and I can tell you, they wouldn't care! But you notice, even the sheriffs deputy I spoke to said that you can be arrested for emailing threats of violence. I kinda think the reason Mcgillicutty did it was to get me to threaten her on the forum, so she really could get me in trouble. If that was her ambition, it didn't work. I don't believe in making threats I have no intention of carrying out. Doesn't mean I didn't wish I could slap her face raw, it just means that I don't believe in making threats over the internet. I don't think it's "fun" at all. It makes the person posting the threat look like a low-class dumbass.

I think people who make threatening comments over the internet are fulfilling some kind of twisted fantasy to "get even" with society in general. And unless you know the person on the other side of the screen, how do you know that person won't in some way carry out those threats? You never know! That person making the threats could be in a position to hire a hitman to hunt you down and kill you. You really cannot tell if someone will or won't do that. That is why I take every threat seriously. I don't care about people calling me names and stuff like that. But when someone says somethings to the effect of "I want you to die" or "You need to die" or "I'm going to hunt you down and shoot you" or anything to that effect, I take those as threats. It's not funny, and it's not cute.

I think I've really learned how to laugh at some people. I came home from a long day, to find someone who calls herself ifartinhats has sent me a video response to my Fat People Suck video. They claim they are right and I am wrong. LOL! I watched their little video, and it was hilarious. They were just a couple of teen and preteen girls, calling me "you big, fat bitch" and responding to every little thing I said in my video. I accepted their video response, but deep inside, I think they might be vegan fanatics. Not quite sure just yet. I need to do a little more research on this user. If I find she is a vegan fanatic, down her video goes! I'll add it to my favorites though. LOL!  I thought it was funny, how they were calling me every name that deals with fat, and making comments about me being fat, and blah-blah-blah. To me, it just goes in one ear and out the other. :)

Bin Laden is Dead!!

Great news! For the time being. Bin Laden has finally been killed. Though a lot of my buddies are saying not to celebrate too long, because it won't be long before someone more powerful takes charge of Al Queda. While I cannot get away from that possibility, I say let's live in the moment! We've waited long enough for it! We cannot think about the future just yet, now we need to relish the present. Once the celebration is over, then we can think about the future. I know this is not completely over. That would be hoping for too much! But I'm going to bathe myself in the victory that is now ours! Justice has been served for those who were killed in the 9/11/01 disaster!! Those people can finally rest in peace. I know Eva stated she lost a dear friend in that disaster (just don't ask me what the person's name is!) I don't even know if the person was a man or a woman, but I do know that person, along with thousands of others, can finally relax in their places in Heaven, knowing that the one who caused their fate has been dealt with. An eye for an eye!

Celebrating aside, I also cannot help but wonder what will happen next? I remember after 9/11 happened, those associated with the attackers said they were going to target 7 more major US cities. Seattle might be among those that are next. No doubt Washington DC might also be among their future targets. I would also say Los Angeles might also be a target. Of course here, I am just speculating, I have no clue what is going to happen next. Just saying this is what the attacking countries were saying after 9/11, and listing some major US cities that could become potential victims. Watch out! There are no major cities though in Montana. I don't think Montana will become much of a stop for Al Queda. There's not even an air port.

Well anyway, I hope it doesn't happen at all. But we just cannot afford to celebrate too long. While I do not agree with the way the message was sent by some of my buddies, I know we have to think about what is going to happen now that that jerk Bin Laden is dead. Well, I am faithful to my friends, but a lot of peoples' feelings were hurt by those who were attacking America. This is why I don't discuss politics that much. But this was a big thing in the news, and we've been waiting so long for this moment!

My Personal Pet Peeves

Here is a list of my personal pet peeves. This week I've encountered some that are completely unbearable!

1. Eastern USA baptists churches. They are more like a cult! I swear they have the same idealisms!! One family seems to have become infamous, because the mother, Shirley Phelps, is so sick and twisted, she pickets everything, even soldiers who died in the war and being buried, she calls it "worshipping the dead" and says everyone who attends that funeral is Hellbound. I'm glad my church isn't like that, and I found out that not all baptists are like that. Just the ones on the eastern half of the US. While in my church, we sing about GOD's love and compassion, they sing about GOD's hate and wrath. They stand on corners, holding picket signs that say "GOD hates fags", and "GOD hates America" and they scream and shout to random people "GOD hates you!" and "Sinners will all go to Hell!" Their ideas are over 2000 years old. They seem to have forgotten that is why GOD sent Jesus here, to die for our sins so that people who commit a sin can be forgiven. And the fact that they use the word "fag" still in reference to gay people, shows how ancient their ideas are. They believe they are perfect, and that no one in their circle of friends and relatives in their church will be going to Hell. They have no right to judge anyone! Only GOD has that right. They can't even preach HIS word right! And I cannot get over how immature this Shirley Phelps is! When I saw her smug, pathetic little grin on a video, I just wanted to slap her HARD!! Don't believe me? Here's one of many videos with her. She is the woman, and don't be fooled by that big grin. Behind it is an evil person, and she's not grinning because she's happy! She's grinning because she's a smug little pussy-ass bitch.



I actually got some pleasure out of seeing her and her stupid cult get their butts kicked by Anonymous! And I don't usually agree with everything Anonymous does. Small wonder Phelps is the way she is, you should see her father. And the worst part is the kids are already showing as much hate as their mom does. They are also getting victimized for it, they have no friends in school, and I saw in one video where someone threw a cup at one of their children (a 7-year old boy) while they were standing out protesting a fallen soldier's funeral. The teenage girls laugh about it, but it's a kind of laugh that says they are more hurting inside. A young teenage girl spoke out against the Westboro Baptist Church because she said there is so much hypocrisy (I agree with her), and her family disowned her because she said that. They don't care, they'll disown their own kids, and be happy when any of their kids die even the 'good' ones, and other such horrible things. Want to see more videos of Phelps in action and hear what other evils she relishes? Go to Youtube and search for "Crazy religious lady" or search her name.

2. People who talk about these mongrel dogs as if they are purebreeds. I see it all the time! I see people getting online and say "My (insert first two syllables of one breed here)poo (or "doodle") is the best dog in the world, and I want to meet other owners of [afore mentioned mixed breed] and see if their dog acts the same as mine!" Your dog is a MUTT!!! There is NO definite character for mutts. Not even if they are mixed with the same breeds. You might find one who acts like your dog, but it's not likely. Case in point, when I was a kid, 2 neighbors of ours had sheltie/beagle mixes. Must have been acquired from the same BYB, but anyway, there they were. One was sweet and lovable, but she was a wanderer. The owners could not get their dog to stay in their yard even with a fence around it. The other one was more cautious of people, and prefered to stay in his yard, even when he was outside their fenced-in back yard. Mixed breeds have no distinctive personalities, and it really irks me when people talk about them like they do! If they want a dog that is going to have a distinctive personality, get a pure breed dog, then you know what you are getting!

3. This royal wedding going on. Who gives a shit if some wimpy, mousey man is marrying some stuck-up, fugly, skanky whore?! I sure don't!!

4. When you try to help someone and they absolutely refuse it, or throw it back in your face, while at the same time playing the martyr! Example: my ma is back to being friends with Nancy. Nancy is a wonderful person, so don't get me wrong on this. But she was working on a job where they treated her like shit. Finally, the man gets in her face one day, about a month ago, and tells her to get out, she's fired. Nancy felt very threatened by this person. But, now she's got no job, no money and no food. Her last paycheck is all gone now, she could not even get a birthday gift for her granddaughter, and she has no one to lend her money. Well, ma tried to give Nancy some helpful advice. I told ma to tell Nancy about a temp agency that always managed to keep me busy! Anna too! But no, Nancy does not want to go with them. She has a thing that she only wants to go with temp agencies that will put her on jobs where they will treat her like shit. She loves playing the 'woe is me' role. Ma recommended Nancy get on welfare and foodstamps, and she said Nancy kicked like a steer when she recommended that! Ma gave her the option, do you want to eat or don't you? Nancy said she doesn't want to go about it that way. OK then! So ma is through giving Nancy advice. Now, Nancy has asked ma to lend her $60 to cover her rent, and ma cannot give it. She doesn't have it. Nancy might lose her house, and everything. I feel bad for her, but if she won't take ma's advice, what can she do? Ma told me about a refrigerator that she sold to Nancy several years ago, and Nancy was supposed to pay $125 to ma for it, but she never did. She doesn't even have that house or that refrigerator anymore. Nancy is a good person, too good! But she has never been known for intelligence! She's very set in her ways, and again, she likes people to feel sorry for her. She likes that feeling so much, she will go to any lengths to get that. I'm the kind that likes to do things for myself. I only play the "woe is me" part for my videos, and only because people think it's funny.

Well, those are my personal pet peeves.

Ma Is Pissed!

I knew she would be! She's angry because I bought that ticket to the INXS concert in Woodinville. Well, I got another application for a damn apartment, but to be honest, just looking at the kind of people they say will get rejected, I can honestly tell you I don't think I am going to get accepted! For one thing, I've never had a rental under my name before. I always put the rental agreements under my sis's name. She's older! They also state that I cannot have lived with a family member for the last 2 years. I've been living with my sis. I think that's a dumb reason not to accept someone into their apartments! I may have read it wrong, I dunno. I need to contact this place and ask them to set me straight on this! Moving to Bozeman is looking less and less possible right now! But I have no choice! If I could though, I would pack up what I can and just move myself into one of these new apartments out here in Ocean Shores. There's some that they were going to turn into condos once, but now they are allowing people to rent them as apartments. I wouldn't mind moving in there, I was going to anyways when they were selling them as condos. It's either that, or seek a roommate and share the expenses. Until Anna can get established in Bozeman, or where ever the Hell she plans to move to once she graduates.

I would like to have moved to Westport, but the decent apartments there will allow you to have cats, but no dogs. That too sucks!! I don't want no fricken cat!!! Cats are the most useless animals on the planet! I don't know why humans domesticated them! You can't really eat them. You can't ride them. They don't herd sheep or cattle. They don't show you they are happy when you come home from work. They're USELESS!!! Not saying they're not cute, I'm just saying they are worthless animals. There isn't anything a cat can do that a dog cannot. I've even heard a dog say "meow", and sounded just like a cat. A cat can climb trees, and most dogs cannot. But if I want a pet that will climb trees, I would get a monkey! Monkeys are so much better at climbing trees than cats are, and are so much more graceful! There's nothing a cat can do that a dog cannot, but there is plenty a dog can do, that a cat cannot. If it weren't for dogs, we would not have civilizations. We would still be living in caves, and have almost no technology. That's how important dogs are to humankind. Dogs and horses were actually the original building blocks of our societies. Just as vegans see no real point in humans eating meat, I see no real point in having a cat as a pet.

Speaking of vegans, I must say, they are at it again! LOL! I've closed the book on the subject of veganism, but they keep wanting to go on and on and on with it. Like I told you, some of these vegans are simply annoying! I must say one good thing about them, when it comes to persistence, they are the champions of the World. Too bad none of them are very persuasive. I saw a video put out by jpmetz on YouTube. She's one of the uber-popular people of YouTube, she has tons of subscribers (though I admit I am not one of them), but those who are subscribed to her seem to love her. Well, in this video, she talks about eating meat. We've been doing it for hundreds of thousands of years and we always lived just fine! Of course the fanatical vegans hate her for that video, because she sits there and munches on a turkey leg and talks about eating meat being good for us. She says everything in a sort of sarcastic way. Anyway, I favorited the video. I just like her attitude on there, and I love how the fanatical vegans shit talk her. But she says "Screw you if you don't agree with me!" LOL!! Well, I learned today that some other fanatical vegans have posted my videos to their Facebook pages. I said fine! Let them do it, that's what the videos are there for! I got like 4 personal responses today. Two of the people were very nice, one was a dumbass, and I informed him that he's been blocked. The other, I'm kinda unsure about. I got some bad vibes from her message, but she was not really all that hateful. One of the nice people was the one that informed me that my videos were receiving a lot of negative responses. I told her they are just fanatical vegans, and I never listen to the fanatics. I still say how I live my life is nobody's business but mine, and what I eat is nobody's business but mine.

I'll tell you, I will bend my way of thinking and give up my dietary choices once the vegans....
1) pay my bills
2) pay for my groceries
3) Tell me why my Vegas lived, while his brother died
4) Tell me why my Groucho died
5) Tell me what the Hell is so special about keeping cats as pets

Once I get vegans doing all that, then and ONLY then, will I allow them to tell me how to live my life. You know, they say animals are self-aware. I still totally disagree with that. Omnivores are the smartest group of animals there are. Look at all the animals that are considered most intelligent, most, if not all, of them are omnivorous. Yet, I see dead raccoons on the road all the time! I'm seeing them now more often than I see squirrels. If animals are so smart, and so self-aware, don't you think by now raccoons would have learned that cars are dangerous? I don't even see as many dead rabbits as I see raccoons. And cattle. Cattle are among some of the stupidest animals on the planet. They are totally not self-aware! Someone on that video thread said she grew up on a cattle farm, and said cattle are so dumb, they will actually allow themselves to get shocked by their electric fence several times a day. I believe it too! LOL! Cattle are incredibly dumb animals. But regardless of that, a prey animal is a prey animal. And besides that, they taste GOOD!!!!!!

Well, honestly, I have bigger problems to think about than some fanatical vegan shitheads hating on my videos. They are the LEAST of my concern now. I may have to make a rough decision that is going to get me in a Hell of a lot of hot water!!! I can feel it now! It may not even work out. That kinda scares the Hell out of me! A lot of it will depend on if I can get ahold of someone at that apartment complex in Bozeman. Sure hope I can! As for the INXS concert, well, we'll just have to wait and see what happens.