World's Largest Animals

Well, in my last blog post, I talked about the world's smallest animals. Now, I'd like to talk about the world's largest known animals. I may decide to cover dinosaurs too. But it is so far highly debatable what the largest known dinosaur is. New species are always being dug up. Anyways, I love animals, as most people who know me already know. I normally really love smaller animals. Or at least the smallest of their kind. But I do love some large animals too. They aren't really "cute", per se. But a lot of large animals are very highly majestic. I will cover those in here.

World's Largest Reptile
The world's largest reptile is the Saltwater crocodile (Crocodylus porosus), with a full adult length of about 30 feet long at times. Although the largest reliably measured specimen was about 27 feet long. They inhabit the Australasian regions and as their name implies, they live almost exclusively in the ocean and estuaries. A lot of people are terrified of crocodiles, but I have always found them to be fascinating. They are loving parents, and gently tend to their young like birds. They are superb survivors, and they can kick the asses of any type of panther you can imagine!

World's Largest Spider
Well I, as an arachnophobe, don't really want to see this, let alone discuss it, but to be fair, the largest spider in the world is none other than the Goliath birdeater (Theraphosa blondi). This spider is actually a species of tarantula, and it lives mostly in the Amazon jungles. As their name implies, these monster spiders feed on birds, small reptiles and small mammals. But their main prey is large insects. People often keep them as pets, they are very popular in the pet trade, but I don't even want to think about that!!!

World's Largest Invertebrate
Right now, the largest invertebrate animal is believed to be the Colossal squid (Mesonychoteuthis hamiltoni). This creature was recently discovered in 1925, known by fragments of tentacles found inside the belly of a sperm whale. In 2007 the heaviest known specimen was captured and it weighed over 1000 pounds and was 15 feet long, but they have been known to reach over 20 feet in length. They are found mostly in the Southern ocean, particularly around Antarctica.

World's Largest Fish
The largest fish known today is the whale shark (Rhincodon typus) they measure about 40-45 feet long and can weigh 20 tons. They can be found in all tropical and temperate oceans. They are not vicious like other sharks, and feed almost exclusively on plankton. It feeds by filtration, using up to 10 filter pads located in the mouth, designed to keep plankton in and filter water out. On top of that, they are also equipped with 350 rows of small teeth to also aid in this process.

World's Largest Amphibian
The largest living amphibian is the Chinese giant salamander (Andrias davidianus). Historically, this creature has grown up to 6 feet in length. Though today, specimens that large are hard to find. These salamanders are hunted because it is believed they have medicinal properties. Pollution and habitat destruction also takes a toll. They are blind, and use sensory folds in the skin to help them find prey.

World's Largest Bird
The largest living bird is the ostrich (Struthio camelus) though the now extinct elephant bird (Aepyornis maximus) is the heaviest known bird at an estimated 800 pounds, and the giant Moa (Dinornis robustus) at 18 feet tall, is the tallest known bird. Ostriches reach a maximum height of about 6 to 7 feet tall, and can run as fast as 60 MPH. Ostriches also lay the largest eggs of any modern egg-layer, with one egg weighing as much as 3 pounds.

World's Largest Mammal
The largest mammal in the world is the blue whale (Balaenoptera musculus). They are said to reach 100 feet in length, although some have reported much larger specimens. Like all whales, they are graceful animals, swimming rather slowly and deliberately through the water. Being as large as they are, they don't have many predators as adults. Only the killer whale is really the only known possible predator of these giants. Blue whales feed solely on plankton, and are now critically endangered.

Largest Known Dinosaur
Discovered just last year, the largest known dinosaur to date is believed to be Dreadnoughtus, which was a large sauropod from Argentina that lived about 77 million years ago. It fed on plants and similar matter, and probably had no predators as an adult.

World's Smallest Animals

Hey everyone! I was just watching a video about the world's smallest and I thought I would do a blog post talking about the world of dwarfism in animals. Especially interesting are the animal groups I love. I've done several posts like this before, and I want to keep the tradition. I tend to love the smallest of everything; smallest dogs, small birds, small fish, everything the smallest I can find. They just look so darn cute!! Much cuter usually than their larger counterparts. People may look at me funny, but I don't care. That's just how I am. I like something small, I guess because to me it looks cute and helpless, and something that would be easy to cuddle. Whereas larger specimens aren't usually quite as cute and don't look as easy to cuddle with. Anyways, let's look at some of the smallest animals of their kind from around the world.

World's Smallest Octopus
The smallest of these 8-legged cephalopods is the Star-suckered octopus (Octopus wolfi). They are found mostly in the Indo-Pacific ocean region and measure about 0.6 inches. They are so small, they would be hard to see in a small tidal pool unless you were really looking for them. They were first discovered in 1913, and because they are relatively new, very little is known about them. But it is hard to believe these small octopus are in the same family as the giant pacific octopus (Enteroctopus), which can grow over 30 feet long.

World's Smallest Fish
The world's smallest fish is only known by it's latin name Paedocypris progenetica. It is in the same zoological family as the koi and goldfish. But it is less than 1/2 inch long. It is possibly even the smallest vertebrate animal in the world. They were discovered in 2006 living in the swamps of Sumatra, which is an island in Indonesia.

World's Smallest Frog
The world's smallest "croaker" is known only by it's scientific name; Paedophryne amauensis. It is a very tiny frog that probably beats out the Paedocypris as the world's smallest vertebrate animal. This frog was discovered in 2009, and officially listed and named in 2013. It was found living among the leaf-litter in the jungles of Papua, New Guinea. They were identified by their calls, which resemble insect calls, but were misidentified for many years. Another interesting fact about these frogs is they do not go through the tadpole stage. Instead they are born perfect carbon-like copies of their parents.

World's Smallest Reptile
The smallest of the reptiles is none other than one of my favorite animals, the pygmy chameleons (Brookesia). Like all chameleons, they have a long, prehensile tail, eyes the swivel independently, and a long tongue that shoots out to capture prey. However, as you can see from this pic, it is not much bigger than a thumbnail. They live among the leaf-litter in Madagascar, and were once poached for the pet trade. They are now protected under the endangered species law.

World's Smallest Snake
The world's smallest snake is the Barbados Threadsnake (Leptotyphlops carlae), also sometimes affectionately known as the "Spaghetti snake", since it is not much thicker than spaghetti. Not only is it the world's smallest snake, it also has the world's smallest range of any snake. It's only found in one small stand of trees in the eastern part of Barbados Island. It feeds on tiny insects and are non-venomous snakes. They spend all their time burrowing underground like earthworms, and are completely blind. They are only capable of finding prey by using their flicking tongue to pick up scent particles.

World's Smallest Bird
The Bee Hummingbird (Mellisuga helenae) is the world's smallest bird. It is found on Cuba and some other small islands in the Caribbean. Their nests are so small, that it can sit comfortably on a person's finger. The eggs are so small, a dozen of them could fit into a teaspoon. As adults, these birds are no bigger than the eyes of the world's largest bird, the ostrich. They live mostly in the jungle, but have been known to build their nests in such places as household plants.

World's Smallest Mammal
The smallest mammal in the world is arguably the Etruscan pygmy shrew (Suncus etruscus), though it is a toss up between this tiny shrew and a tiny bat, which I will get to later. They are mostly found in Eurasia and northern Africa. Their metabolism is so fast that their heart rate is 25 beats per second. They are voracious hunters and hunt down any prey up to the size of small mice by using their short whiskers to feel vibrations in the air. Like all shrews, these animals must constantly eat to keep their body temperature regulated.

World's Smallest Bat
This may be dubiously the world's smallest mammal. At least it deserves an honorable mention. The Kitti's hog-nosed bat (Craseonycteris thonglongyai) is indeed the world's smallest flying mammal. They are mostly found in caves in southeast Asia, and may even sometimes fall prey to such predators as spiders.

Well, that's it for this post, I hope you all found this an interesting subject. Maybe my next post will be all about the world's largest of their kind.

Might Do This Again

I'm thinking of organizing another free ebook day. This time, I am going to include all my INXS inspired stories. I improved the INXS/St. Helens story's drawings, so I cannot wait to show that off. I also did some improvements on several other stories as well, so I will be offering those. It's going to pretty much be like the last free ebook day was last year. I'll be using this icon again for each free ebook:

I'll also make it so they are easily accessible. This time, I intend to give more warning. Maybe I'll have it on November 22 this year, Michael's day. Or perhaps some time that month. Anyways, I will post more info about it as soon as I can figure a solid date to hold this. At this event, I will make a lot of stories available for free. Its a big risk, and once again, it'll only be held for one day, for 12 hours. I'm going to put more stories up than last time. Last time, I didn't want to include non-fiction stories, or stories that were not child-friendly. But I want to put up Hutchess: A Picture Diary because it is inspired by INXS. It's the story about how INXS saved my life, and how Michael and Timmy became my heroes. I promised my friends when the day comes, I will make an announcement on the INXS Fan Fiction group. I'll also put an announcement up in my group, because I am going to have some INXS-related and inspired stories up for grabs.

I love my group!! And I intend to make it more fun as time progresses. I got another administrator to help me with that. She's a lot of fun too. Of course the group isn't only devoted to fan fiction, but also to anything relating to INXS. But our main focus is Michael and Timmy. The Yatesfag drama is over with, so I'm moving on. Somewhat. I still have a couple people on my Facebook friends list that I suspect to be total Yatesfags. I'm just kindof watching them now. Because they could have kept me on their friends list just to spy on me and report back to Maria How. One of them that is still among my friends was one of the fags that responded to Maria How's whining on that thread and agreed with her that I was being "disrespectful". LOL! I should post those pics on my Facebook wall where I blacked out all of Paula's images. That might send all the Yatesfags packing. LOL!! To this day, I am still laughing at the fags who said I am "jealous" of Paula!! LOL!!! Yah! I'm "jealous" of a corpse!! LOL!!!

Two Worlds Collided -- Yatesfags United

I got a very interesting PM from one of my friends, saying that Maria How has taken the pics I posted of Michael and Paula with Paula's face blacked out and crossposted them on the MH & His Life fan page, sure enough just like I predicted, all the Yatesfags came out of the woodwork. Ya know, I offered to do that for her yesterday and she wouldn't let me. Now, all of a sudden, it's allowed. Apparently, they are shit-talking me on there because of those pics. I told this friend "That's fine." LOL!! I said it with a smile on my face too. Then this friend told me that the Yatesfags crossposted those to the Two Worlds Collided group, then I burst out laughing!!! LOL!! I love it!! Now, I wouldn't be surprised if they started flooding my inbox with all kinds of hate messages and other BS. Well, it's not like it's never happened before. I can even have some fun with it.

I said to this friend, I should post more pics with Paula blacked out. This poor friend was worried about me, but I told her I'm not worried at all. Maria is only making herself look bad, not me. Well, I can't say I wasn't warned about Maria before becoming her friend. But you all know me, I have to give everyone a chance. I was warned by my friend Jim and by Roberta, both warned me that Maria is not a good person. I didn't believe Roberta because she was like the only reason she seemed to not like Maria was because her group was not "an official INXS group" and she was not "an official INXS moderator". Well, really neither is Roberta! Jim at least even admits he does not work in close proximity with the band. He has no connections with them. I told Roberta I like Maria, and I am still her friend. Back then I was still friends with Roberta too. I love my loyalty. But I remember what it was like when I was a kid and some person would tell so-n-so not to like me just because they had a problem with me. So, I tend to not listen when someone tells me someone else is a bad person. I'd rather get to know them myself, then make a judgment.

Well, I blacked out all of Paula's images because I don't need her! I save those pics to look at Michael. Not Paula. I don't want to look at Paula!! And they are pics on MY hard drive and I will keep what ever parts I want to keep, and black out what ever parts I want to black out. And that is MY group, and I will post what ever pics I want to post. I obeyed Maria's rules religiously on her group (once I found out what her game was), she should show me the same respect on my group. Well, I don't know if the Yatesfags know about this blog, I'm not sure Maria has told them about it. I hope she has! Maybe I'll give her a reason to show them this blog. Here's some more pics where I blacked out Paula's face...

The headless slut.

OH! That's another thing! Maria said I called Paula a whore on her group (although she still has not pointed out when). So that caption should really pique her interest! LOL!

Michael sits by a yellow balloon and his baby.

If you're gonna do something, ya might as well do it right! LOL! Come get me Yatesfags!

Ya know what is so ironic to all this? Maria said I was being "childish". LOL!! I love that statement coming from her!! LOL!!

Michael with Lily.

I do hope Maria told Jannah what I said about her, that she needs professional help. I do hope she gets it someday.

Oh boy! You think that's enough? What'll the Yatesfags say? Oh who cares what they say!? I sure don't!! They can call me every name in the book, it won't matter. I never give a shit what a bunch of radical tards say! I don't like radicals anyways. LOL! Let them come and slam me!

Oh wow! This just in! LOL! One of my friends has messaged me about the conversation taking place in the MH & His Life fan page. This is where Maria How goes catshit crazy! LOL!! Just like Maria to bring up people who have nothing to do with her group after kicking them out. I really expected this, and it's better than I thought it would be. Notice I left in all of the grammar errors, lack of caps and improper punctuation that Maria is famous for...

Maria How: This is what dee timmyfan is posting in her group and there are more the same disrespectful to paula michael and tiger im livid what sort of woman does that eh 

Like I said, it's MY group. I'll post what I want on it. And so will my visitors!

Maria How's photo. Seen by 31 (5 people like this)

Comments: Anne Every 

(I think she was tagged here)

Maria How: i think its terrible anne 

Really?! How does it feel to look like a hypocritical ass Maria?

Maria Bierens: Ridiculous! Is she crazy to fuck up a photo like that????

Crazy and proud of it, ya fool!! I'm an artist, I'm supposed to be crazy.

Maria How: No need for it if you dont like her fair enogh but to take it to this extreme 

Hey! You brought it on motherfucker! What did you think would happen to post a pic like those to a group full of Yates-tards?

Maria Bierens: There's no excuse for this! 

Who needs an excuse to have fun?

Anne Every: I know! It's disrespectful to cut people out of photos. She is/was Tigers mother. 

I don't care! She also abandoned Lily. Does that sound like a responsible "mother" to you? ANYONE could have had Lily. Paula was NOT special for that.

Maria How: No very childish there are more the same  

Oh! The irony of this statement!! LOL!! So saving the pics I want and cutting out the parts I don't want is childish, but bringing up threads like this on a group I am not on just to invoke responses against me is not childish. OK got ya! LOL!!

Tammi Melinda Wheeler: Jealous fan 

LOL!! I don't even know this idiot, but I love how she thinks I am a "jealous fan"!! LOL!!

Maria Bierens: It's a bit aggressive even. 

Judging by her first comment on this post, I'd say this comment was ironic too! LOL!

Maria How: im sure michael would love dee for doing this  

I'm sure he would! Especially after he found out Paula was going behind his back and tipping the press off to their whereabouts.

Maria How: Unhinged

Nice to know you know a few words with more than one syllable.

Maria Bierens: If I were to write a thriller, I would make her the psychopath who would destroy photos in her spare time. This really is a bit bizarre. 

HAHAHAHA!!! Tell me, if you were to write said thriller, what kind of psychopath would you have Maria How play? LOL! As a writer, I can tell you what I would do; I'd have Maria be the kind of person to kidnap people, lock them in a room, only to come in once in a while to probe at them with sticks and knives to make them angry, then leave, locking that person in the room again.

Maria Bierens: But then again, I never heard of her and I don't want to offend anyone who might be a friend. 

Hey! It's OK. Like I said, I don't give a shit what you Yatesfags think. I'm just having fun here responding to your posts because you're such a dumbass.

Frances Walsh: Why cut out Paula face & just Michael face on it that's. Not nice to that to anyone who's dead or alive guys that sick Frances x 

That's who I am. I keep only what I want and chuck out the rest! And if I decide I only want to see Michael in these pics and not Paula, it is MY choice!

Silvia León: (frown emoticon) really sad ... If you don't like any person, just do NOTHING ... just let anyone be who they can / could. 

Sadly, Maria How's obsessive-compulsive mind won't allow her to do that. I think she needs help just as much as Jannah does.

Which reminds me, I wonder why the little wench hasn't chimed in on this thread yet!

Paula Abraham: I am not a Paula fan at all or Bob fan for that matter but I have seen a lot of negative things and photos on Bob. It's shouldn't be just no negative posts on Paula. After all Bob raised Tiger like it or not and he is her father. Why is there a double standard? I simply scroll past something I don't like. Everyone is entitled to their own opinions but it shouldn't be limited to just negative stuff about Paula 

This poster is one of my friends, I love her to death! And she's got some cute dogs!! And this is the only post in this thread that makes any sense. But again, it's Maria's obsession with Paula. I think Maria may have even had a fling with Paula Yates at one time!

Nyree Pickering: That's so mean 

And this thread isn't? LOL!!

Rubia Suicida: Very strange & how would Michael feel, this being done to the woman he loved & mother of his child. 

Oh shut the fuck up!! You are the whiniest damn thing I ever met in my life!!!

Sabrina Therese: Wow she has jealousy issues. Badly. 

GOD I hate people named Sabrina!! LOL! Young woman, don't make me laugh! If there is one person on this planet I am NOT jealous of, it's Paula Yates!! She's loony (I mean loonier than I am), she's too skinny and has a face like a lion's ass! Think about it, this is the thing Sabrina thinks I am "jealous" of:

"Duhh, what's going on? Did I overdose on heroin again?"

Maria Kay: Yeah dee timmyhutch doesnt like Paula at all... shes not shy to say it 

Nope, I never have been, and I'm still not!

Sabrina Therese: Maria to be so hateful towards a dead person is pretty petty. Jealousy. 

HAHAHAHA!!! Look above fukwit!

Teena Riffe: If people would take out the time to know Paula she is a great woman funny as can be...she had a great job I would love to have my own music show.... 

Actually, I have heard conflicting stories. Most people who actually did meet her said she was not very nice at all.

Kelly J Pettigrew: People blame Paula for Michaels death. You cannot blame his death on anyone. Michael adored Paula, but some of the female species are so obsessed with Michael in such a psychotic way they are actually jealous. Let it rest. I would hate to be the soul trapped in a body that had so much hate and jealously for Paula. 

It doesn't hurt, believe me. And once again, check out my response to Sabrina.

Polly Varnado: Very childish & disrespectful. It's a Shame to say an adult actually did that. 

LOL!! Wanna see childish? Look at Maria How's picture. There's the face of immaturity.

Good Judging Character!

Oh my GOD!! I am so good!! I knew this all along. I knew this would happen!! This morning I got in a fling on my group with some of the people from another group. I referred to the Yatesfags on her group as drama queens. Well!! They ARE!!! That's what I call those Paula Yates fans who jump on people who don't like Paula Yates. One of them kept asking me who these drama queens are. I used Jannah as an example, because I remember her the most as being the one with the biggest mouth. Honestly, I don't remember half the people I have these flings with, so I couldn't remember the names of the rest of the Yatesfags.

Well, I remember when I first heard about the group called Two Worlds Collided, and found out Jannah is one of the moderators, I was like "oh dear", and I wrote about it in this blog. I gave a detailed arrayal of what I think that group is going to be like with her as the mod. Well, it looks like I was right! I got quite a few friends there and most of them describe that group as being the same way! LOL!!! One of them describe it as being one big bitchfest after another. I should have warned all my friends to stay away from that group! One of the biggest drama queens on Facebook runs that group! I was saying I am so glad I'm not a Paula Yates fan! But I also added that even if I was, I would NOT join Two Worlds Collided!!

I've always been a good judge of character. Always!! I knew the outcome of that group run by Jannah even before my friends told me. Because I know the kind of person Jannah is. I've dealt with people like her before. She reminds me a lot of DonnaG's little "army". And I used to hear about them all the time! I knew for sure Donna was telling people not to have anything to do with anyone who disagreed with her, especially after I joined this one forum in 2006 that was devoted to JD and INXS that was called "Hardstar: INXS". One of the mods there, who called herself Metallison, was a Timmy fan, and we were getting along fine. That is until I posted some pics of me and Donna in LA, and she told me what a wonderful person Donna was, and how she'd met her in Atlantic City. I told her Donna and I are not friends anymore. After that, this woman never spoke to me again. She went silent, and I attributed it to Donna, or one of her cronies, telling this woman not to have anything to do with me anymore because I don't like DonnaG.

I suspected that was what happened behind the scenes then. And then when I later heard some other friends describing much the same kind of incidents happening to them after a fling with DonnaG, I was positive that was what was going on. The stories they described to me were exactly like my story, and there was no way they could know about my story at the time they told me about it because I hadn't told anyone yet. I wasn't 100% sure then.

Well, now Maria is accusing me of calling Paula a whore, and I asked her when I ever called Paula that on her group? It's been months if I ever have. So far, she hasn't given me a straight answer. She also said that I bitch at people on the group who do like Paula, and I asked her to tell me when I ever did that? She still has not answered me. I'll tell you why she hasn't answered me, because she can't find anything. I call Paula a whore on here, not in her group. But this is MY blog, and I'll put what I want on it! She can't stop me from doing that. And I have NEVER EVER gotten angry at anyone who likes Paula. EVER!!! I've never even gotten mad at anyone on there who may not like Timmy. That's just not how I operate. That's what kids do, not someone in her 40s. Maria was so adamant that I answer her question, now I want her to answer mine.

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Well, Maria and Rubia flew the coup and unfriended me. Oh well! No big deal! LOL! I think I was also kicked out of the MH & His Life fan page. Well, I'm not disappointed about that either. But it does prove that Maria can NOT handle people with opposing opinions. My first thought when I saw they had gone was to Maria, "Hey, you deadbeat!! Aren't you going to answer my questions??" LOL!! Like my ma said, people like that have no business being in my life. The MH & His Life fan page was fun in the beginning, when I first started going in there, but then all these damn Yatesfags started coming in and taking over, and they all get angry at the slightest little thing. So to both Maria and Rubia, I say if that's the way they feel, then good riddance!! Sorry, but your group just wasn't any fun anymore.

The Person Inside

Ya know, I know I curse show breeders a lot. At the same time I realize how important they are to their breeds and preservation of the breeds. I also cannot forget the lessons I learned as I was dealing with show breeders. My experiences with them made me look at the world in a different manner. Most of them, not good! Show breeders taught me all about the dark side of humanity. Before I used to get into pet forums, I must have had on a pair of rose-colored glasses. I thought there was always good in most people. I thought pet people were the best people. I thought conversing with adults would be totally different than conversing with teenagers like the ones I knew in school. Well, there was this group of show breeders who pointed out how I used to get so outrageously angry at little things. I actually agreed with that statement, and it did help me change. These days, it takes a LOT to make me angry. I'm no longer that person that used to flip out at the slightest things. Some show breeders pointed that out, and I was able to look at that and change my attitude. It took a while, but I think I managed quite well.

Well, that was one good thing they did. You all now know I started my group to admire Timmy and Michael. Well, already I have begun to run into some problems. I thought this would happen. I invited a lot of my friends (though I haven't gotten around to inviting every one yet), most have stayed on the group, but some have quit. Well, I don't want to force people to stay. I'm not out to do that. Though it would be nice to have all my friends there, if they don't want to stay, then they don't want to stay. I'm not going to twist their arms. That is not why I created that group. But I think I might know why some of them did leave. In the group, I showcase a lot of pics of Michael and Timmy, for everyone to drool over. I do also post some pics of other band members for those who like all the guys. I do discuss their songs and lyrics a little bit, but not much admittedly. But the group is there for us to share pics, stories and lust over the guys. I remember one of my friends brought this up in another group, and that was his biggest complaint, in other groups there was little discussion about INXS's music, and more lusting over the band members. And he didn't want to hear it.

Well, that's the kind of person I am. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE INXS's music!!! Their music has always been a source of inspiration to me. But I mean, let's face it. One of INXS's biggest selling ploys was how handsome these men are!! Another of my friends mentioned someone on Instagram saying Michael was not all that handsome. I said she's got to be blind, or a lesbian or insane! No girl otherwise can look at Michael and say he's not that handsome! Well, back in 1983 and 84, he wasn't much to look at. Looked like a teenage boy then. But by around the Kick era, Michael had blossomed into quite a handsome young man!! I fell in love with him on first sight, and that's something I don't do loosely. Well, that's one of those things I also learned when I was dealing with show breeders all those years. Look at the person first, THEN look at the persona. That also applies to INXS. Unfortunately, it was looking at the persona instead of the person first that was not good when dealing with show breeders. Because most of the time, they were sucky people. Not all of them, but most of them were. I have met some show breeders (admittedly not many) who treated people like equals, were willing to help, didn't look down on those who haven't been breeding/showing as long as they have, and knew how to mind their own business.

Now, show breeders like those in the dirty dozen mob, who gripe when their privacy has been invaded but turn around and spill all kinds of private info about other people, I don't trust them as far as I can throw them! Most of them don't use their real names, and won't tell you if you ask them. Most good, decent breeders will gladly share their real names with potential customers. Or, I always called them "clients". But one thing I learned when dealing with show breeders back in those years, is don't look at a person's persona first!! Look at the person. Show breeders may hate to admit it, but they are people too. Shoot! Even I hate admitting that!! LOL! Some wannabe show breeders will look at them as show breeding deities, and will suck their dicks or lick their clit. I don't do that. I'd rather stand aside first and watch them to see if they are truly good people. THEN I will look at them as accomplished show breeders. And I'll tell you, that used to drive the other show breeders absolutely CRAZY!!!!!!! LOL!

For example, this one show breeder who started it all with me, who called herself Bischi, or Bischis. Back then, I wanted to do right by breeding chihuahuas, and was perfectly willing to listen to those more experienced. Apparently Bischi had many show-stopping chihuahuas. But there was one problem with her, she sucked as a person! She was hateful, spiteful, a liar, cruel, a hypocrite, everything bad that a show breeder is as a person! Yet because she was such a top-name show breeder, everyone else thought I needed to kiss her ass and lick her clit in the midst of her acting like an asshole and totally ignore her bad points. Well, that's not how I operate. I often hear that you can tell how good a person is by how they treat animals. Well, that is true, to an extent! But it doesn't stop there. There's a lot to be said about how you treat people who have done you no harm, and never intended to do you any harm. I never did anything to harm Bischi, in fact, I was willing to even make friends with her at one time. But she ruined it with her lies and deceiving, and hypocritical ways. Now, I realize people are naturally hypocrites, but show breeders claim to hate hypocrites (I never met one that didn't say that) but then they turn around and abuse the privilege themselves!! Especially those like Bischi! She thought nothing about slamming my personal info all around, but when I asked what her name was, she hesitated to tell me. Her real name is Barbara. I think I may even know what her last name is, even though she wouldn't tell me that at all. It's OK. I am almost 99% positive I am right.

Well, anyways that is why I am the way I am. I see Michael Hutchence and Tim Farriss as people first, with feelings, ambitions, personalities of their own, and a soul. Well, Michael has none of that now, as he's moved on to the next world. But Timmy is still here, and Michael did have all that when he was here. The fact that INXS makes awesome music is just like the icing on the cake. But I think I would have loved Michael and Timmy even if they were not such talented musicians. While I do love their musical side, they were people before they were musicians too. So that is how I see them.

Singing "I Told You So"

HA!! This is a pip! Bob Geldof was going to try and put on some concerts, but it looks like now that's going to flop because he had to cancel 3 gigs already because he wasn't selling any tickets. Karma at it's finest!! Bob Geldof has been having some pretty bad luck lately. His ex-wife dies on him, then his daughter, and now, the big goon can't even sell tickets to a concert to save his life! I've mentioned it on here before, you can't piss off a man like Michael and get away with it!! Now Geldof has the curse of Michael on his back! And it's only going to get worse unless he makes good with Michael's family and the remaining members of INXS. All they ask is that they get to see Lily. Not difficult is it? So allow Michael's sis and the remaining band members to see her, and maybe things will start working out for Geldof again. What goes around, comes around! And Geldof has treated Michael's family terribly! After killing Michael too!! So, hahaha!! I said this would happen and it did! Shame-Shame-Shame on you Bob Geldof!! You'd better shape up or be prepared to ship out!!

I still can't stand Bob Geldof!! I don't even like capitalizing his name! LOL! That's how much I can't stand him! He killed my Michael! That is an unforgivable sin to me. I could have had Michael, and he could have been happier. Maybe. Well! You never know!! At least he wouldn't have inherited Paula's problems if he'd gotten together with me. But I know it could never really happen. Like I said before, rock stars NEVER marry fans!! EVER! It just doesn't happen.

Well, I may be getting a pet soon. I won't say what kind or where I am getting it from, as I am not quite sure yet. But I am tired of living all alone with no companionship of some kind! So my Facebook friends recommended I save up to get my own pet. So, I am trying to do that, long and hard!! I'll just get the bare essentials for the next few months. By the time I am done with those few months, I should have quite enough to get the pet I want. Having the dogs back here just made me realize how lonely I was. So I decided it's time for me to save up for another pet. I don't care what it takes! I don't care if I have to do completely without for the next few months! I just want a pet to love, play with and cuddle. So, it's time for me to save earnestly.

I have a name all lined up and I have an idea of the video I want to make when the pet does arrive. I promised my friends I would make a video of the pet I get. Me, dancing with it to INXS music! hehehe! That would be cute!! My sis is going to help me. But that's all I can say for right now.

My New Group

Well, I got a new INXS group now. A group devoted almost entirely to Michael and Timmy, my 2 favorite men of INXS. Though I don't care if the other guys are discussed on the group. It is INXS afterall. I invited all my wonderful, beautiful friends to the group! But I wanted to put it here too that this group is open. The link is https://www.facebook.com/groups/771537872956639/. I do hope to see many more INXS fans there.

Well, one of the rules is not to post too much of pics of other guys from the group besides Michael and Timmy. But I will give a little bit of leeway with that rule. I don't want to be too strict. They are a band and there are more guys than just Michael and Timmy. I just want most of the focus to be on Michael and Timmy. But I won't kick anyone out for posting pics of the other guys too. I love all the men of INXS, let's be fair. I also wrote not too much cussing. LOL! Like I never do it myself! LOL! I do it all the time. It was my co-moderator's idea to throw that one in. But I will overlook that rule myself. As long as it doesn't turn into a name-calling war. Like I don't want to see the word "cunt". I never use that word myself. I also don't want racial slurs, that I am a little more strict on. But I have no worries about that really. None of my friends do that kind of thing! No INXS fans I know of in fact do that kind of thing. Not even some of the really bad ones.

Though I remember back when I used to get into the chatroom back in 1998. One person who got in there, and called himself "Streetcar" used racial slurs on me once. He thought I was African-American. Only because one time I quoted one of my favorite shows (the Martin Lawrence Show) and called him a "sukkah". LOL! I was being my usual silly self. So next thing I know he's calling me the "N" word over and over again. I told him that I am not really African-American, and he still continued to call me the "N" word. I was young and dumb back then, just learning about internet etiquette. I wasn't even aware of what a troll is. Well, Streetcar told everyone that I was "a black person who wishes she was white". I told him I am not white either. I told him I am Hispanic. Its not white nor black. Its in the middle. That shut him up. LOL! I'm not sure what someone like him would call a Hispanic person. I don't know the slurs for them. I don't want to know either, I don't need to know. The only reason I know the N-word is because first of all, I hear African-American people calling each other that all the time. Also I used to hear it a lot from my grandma. Grandma was from the early 20th century in the south. They ALWAYS called African-Americans by the N-word.

Well, the first 2 rules I'd let slide now and then. No problem. The only rule I am very strict on is the rule not to crosspost pics or videos or posts from people to other groups. With that rule, I am mostly referring to personal posts. YouTube videos and other public pics and videos are fair game. I don't care if the members share those. But anyone caught crossposting personal pics and videos shared on the group, I will immediately ban them from the group. Like this video I did last night. I took one of the podcasts I had recorded from when Timmy hosted the radio talk show "25 Years In 25 Days" back in 2009 and made a video out of it. I didn't post it to YouTube, just to this group. So it's a personal video. That cannot be shared unless that person has my permission to. I worked on it myself, I worked hard on it too. So I would prefer to have someone ask me before sharing the video. That one cannot be found anywhere else, not even on the radio station's website. I kinda want to keep that video exclusive to my group. I'm really proud of it. Timmy talks about the year 1997 in that podcast, and mentions Michael at the end. He even dedicates 2 songs to him.

Other than that, I'm all for free speech, and encourage all INXS fans to join up and have fun!

My sis was here with the dogs a week ago, and now I miss them. Especially the dogs! One of the reasons I wanted to have her come over was of course so I could see my babies again. But also, I wanted to show her my favorite movie "Never Tear Us Apart". At first, she didn't want to see it. My mom, GOD bless her soul, told my sis that it is a dumb movie and that I watch it too often. So my sis had a fixed idea in her head that the movie was going to be stupid and not worth watching. Well, let me tell you all something about my mom. I love her to death! But she is not the best judge of movies on this planet. I told my sis to remember the quality of movies ma likes, and then tell me she's right. My mom (again, GOD bless her) watches a barrage of the STUPIDEST movies I've ever seen in all my life!!! They're not movies one can really get into. But then that's me. She likes corny fictional tales, I love true stories. Also, I think my sis expected it to be all concerts and interviews put together to make one movie. I know she's seen enough movies about rock groups that have been like that. While there are some concert clips, I don't deny that, and some interviews depicted, they are done in a theatrical way. It's not like these reality shows or YouTube videos.

Well, in the end, my sis said the movie was interesting. I wanted her to understand INXS and why I love them. I even gave her a bit of my own commentary throughout the film. I think she enjoyed it. She enjoyed it far more than she thought she would. But that's a good thing! I always believe in giving something a chance to prove it's self. I remember I used to diss the Lion King. Well, I still don't care for that movie. But at least I watched it from beginning to end and then I made the decision I didn't like it. My sis said she didn't even want to show that movie to me, but I asked to see it. I wanted to say I officially saw it and didn't like it.

Shirley Phelps-Roper Refusing Interviews - Westboro Baptist Church

"Arrogant of him to ask to do an interview with Shirley"?? HAHAHA!! That's a laugh!! I know this is old, but I saw this on my feed on YouTube and I just think it's hysterically funny these people, of ALL people in the world, would say it's arrogant for anyone to ASK to do an interview with anyone!! LOL!! They don't seem to know what arrogance is. So, let me spell it out for them...



Arrogance is going all over the country holding those obnoxious signs and tell complete strangers their deceased family member is in Hell.



Arrogance is having the colossal gall to stand with those stupid signs at a funeral for someone who has no personal or emotional connections with you, and tell their friends and family that that person's parents raised them for the devil.



Arrogance is calling people names and belittling them because they don't agree with how you run things. Something all members of the WBC have done on a regular basis.



Arrogance is expecting strangers to have higher standards than you do and then calling them fags when they don't.



Arrogance is going to towns you don't belong in just to spite the people of that town.



Arrogance is telling grown people "you don't get to do this" or "You don't get to do that!" HA!! I'll tell you right now, I "get to do" any damn thing I want to!! Fuck yourself if you don't agree with it!! And I'll say that to these dumbasses faces!! They "don't get to" control me in any way, shape or form! I control myself!!



You can tell just by the way those people word their sentences that they were abused and hated by both their parents all their lives.

Time-Traveler

I was watching some more videos on YouTube yesterday, and one of the videos that stood out was about time-travelers actually existing! There is a popular video that is shown from a 1920s Charlie Chaplin film where a woman appears on the street, talking in what is believed to be a cell phone. This is unusual, because there was nothing even close to being cell phones in the 1920s. Yet this woman has what appears to be a cell phone and she is seen talking into her hand and even laughing.

Now how does one explain this pic? Someone said that she is possibly holding an ear-horn, an early device, before there were hearing-aids, that amplified sounds so the hearing-impaired could hear. But those ear-horns were much bigger than what that woman is holding in her hand. Ear-horns look like this:

That does not appear in the picture. And when you watch the video, you see the woman talking into the device she has in her hand and even laughing. So, it could only be a cell phone. Unless the woman is a schizophrenic. Or she's holding up a favorite stuffed animal and she's talking to it. Like some people talk to their teddy bears. I've even seen adults do that!

Anyways, I always thought it would be awesome to be able to go back in time to see some of the sights that were seen before the age of the internet. I was thinking about it last night. I'd love to be able to go back to Sydney on November 22, 1997, and be at the same hotel Michael stayed at, and possibly I could talk him out of doing what he did that morning. Someone needed to be there for him. It would have been great if I could have been there, deflecting his mind from his troubles. Maybe he'd still be alive today and Lily would still have a father. But then again, there is another side of time-travel most people don't think of.

I remember back in 2000 or 2001, one of those early years, mama told me about a show she saw on the Sci-Fi network about a group of teenagers who traveled back to the days of the dinosaurs. Before they went, they were told not to touch anything because it could offset the balance of history. So the kids went back in time and walking along, noticing the dinosaurs and other animals around at that time. All of a sudden, one of them was attacked by a mosquito. So the kid smacked the mosquito and killed it. The others told him he shouldn't have done that because they were told not to touch anything. But the one kid thought "It's just a mosquito! How is the swatting of one mosquito going to change the course of history in the 21st century?" One never knows! Everything happens for a reason.

Well, when those kids made it back to the 21st century, everything was different than they remembered when they left. There were big wars going on, famine, holocaust, dictators, all kinds of horrible things happening, all because the one kid swatted a mosquito that he shouldn't have when he visited the days of the dinosaurs. So the kids had to go back, and not swat the mosquito that attacked them, and then they came back to the 21st century and everything was just how it was when they left the first time. Its so easy to say I would have loved to have been Michael's savior that fateful night. I'd love to have him back on stage singing with the rest of the band again. But perhaps that wouldn't be what is best for the band it's self. I thought about this last night as I was thinking about that video about time travelers.

I'm not saying I am at all happy that Michael is gone, but it did do INXS some good. Elegantly Wasted did not do so well as an album when it was released just before Michael died. And Christina said the band never treated Michael very kindly either. That to them, it was like he didn't matter. Well, one never knows what they have until they've lost it. Michael's death made everyone realize what a truly fascinating person he really was. INXS became more appreciated after Michael died, because the fans all realized what they lost. And now, INXS are back in the top 40 charts all over the world with their release of The Best of INXS album, and the miniseries on TV. If Michael hadn't died, there would be no miniseries. INXS might still be making albums that went by unappreciated, and more fans wouldn't be saying "Oh how I wish I had gone to more shows when Michael was alive!" They would have just gone! They could have enjoyed the wonderful performer that Michael was.

Internet Lynch-Mobs

Oh GOD!! Now, I just watched a video where someone said that this thing with the dentist who killed a lion has been receiving death-threats, had his name, address, phone number, social security number, the names of his children, credit card info, and all kinds of other personal info of his posted all over the internet. The panther-fags are all now being told to go to this dentist's home, send him more death threats, call his home and hang up, crash his windows, etc. Oh GOD!! You wonder why I hate panthers and panther-fanatics? Geez! None of this happened when an elephant was killed and it's calf mourned over her lifeless body! This is all because this was a damn lion! And I don't know anyways why people go to these kinds of lengths just to get a point across! Man! If you don't like someone, it's simple. Just LEAVE THEM ALONE!!!!!!!!

This reminds me of the dirty dozen mob. I remember mcgillicutty posted my info on Myspace, next thing I know some idiot is calling me, breathing heavily and hanging up on me. Probably one of their bunch. It's not just the dirty dozen mob either. Its all animal lovers, especially show breeders. I remember growing up, I used to think animal lovers were the best people. But as I started going into more and more internet forums where the focus is on pets and animals, I found that theory to be nothing but bullshit! Animal lovers have been some of the WORST people I've ever met in my life!! I mean really! I love animals too. I also hate people. But I would NEVER post someone else's personal info, call their house only to hang up on them, and generally just be a nuisance! That's not my style! I think it's very wrong to attack someone just because you don't agree with them by using their own personal info. If I don't like someone, I just leave them alone. Unless I find out they are still harassing me, even after years of having nothing to do with them.

That's the only time I've been known to attack. I still do it in a diplomatic way though. Like that one time I had those problems with Catsredrum and Netrage and their forum. They started talking about me, I recognized a story Catsredrum told about me picking up one of Timmy's guitar picks he threw at me at a concert, and kissing it. hehehe!! Yeah, I admit that was silly, but that's who I am. I like being a bit silly sometimes. A girl's gotta have some fun now and then. LOL! Besides, I wanted to show Timmy I appreciated his gift. And besides all else, it brought me good luck. Well, I went into their little forum and set the record straight. Well, I was attacked by them and their stupid-ass friends hiding behind anonymous names. After toying with them for a few days, I left and didn't look back. I even stopped talking about them, knowing instinctively that would only give them the attention they were ever-so-desperately craving. So, I left them to wallow in their imaginary cesspool of their own self-worth and went about my own business.

For several months, I didn't talk about them. Not even a mention on my Myspace blog about them. Nor my MSN blog. Then I mentioned I was going to go to a concert in Portland's Schnitzer Hall. My sisters had pitched in together and got me a ticket with a meet and greet with the guys as a birthday gift to me. I was so excited! I did talk about that for some time on my Myspace blog. Never once mentioning anything about Catsredrum or any of those others. I had even tried for several months to forget those people even existed, and had succeeded! Until one of my friends, who was in their forum, sent me a PM. She told me that Catsredrum and Netrage crossposted my blog from inxs.com to their forum about my impending trip to Portland to see my favorite men. She said for me to be careful, because they'd been talking about it a lot on their forum. My first thought when she mentioned this was "Do I need to get a police escort?" I thought they were perhaps going to try jumping me from behind a building.

Well, I had been banned from Catsredrum's forum and really didn't care to go back myself. So, I got some friends to go in there and see what these patrons were planning to do to me. I found out that they had been in their private forum, talking about me for several months. Even when I had completely gotten them out of my mind. I mean, you could not scroll past a single post on that forum that did not mention me at least once. Even posts that really had nothing to do with me. I also found out then about Mayday06. She was the dim-witted whore that Catsredrum got to follow me all over the internet. I even went so far to set a trap for her! LOL! And she fell right into it! Later, I would get these same friends to help me turn things around on this INXS-fan lynch mob! One of the things that was mentioned in their forum, that made me madder than anything else, was someone accusing me of letting my Groucho die just so I could attend the concert in Portland! She didn't say that in those exact words, but I knew what she was implying! It was clear as day! That was when I said "This has to stop!" and I sent my "spies" to their forum to bring me back some things I could jeer at them about, and I did! I don't think Catsredrum or any of her friends was expecting that! LOL! My problem is I'm too kind for my own good! It gives people like them an invitation to bully and harass me.

But that was not my first encounter with an internet lynch-mob. I remember when I was in the Pluba forum, mcgillicutty revealed my blog to the members of that forum, as well as the people in the old email group I was on The Rabbit Press. I don't know to this day why they called their group that! LOL! But I had written a lot about them on that blog, as I still do sometimes. Well, John Cipollina (remember him? LOL!) came onto my blog to gripe (like he ever does anything else). One of the things he putted out was "it was not the lynch-mob mentality that you portray". I said to him "Yes it was! Maybe it didn't feel that way to YOU because you were not the one who was attacked for no reason!" But it was indeed a lynch-mob. Any time there are show breeders, there's going to be a lynch-mob mentality. That's what they do! Not only was I attacked, but so were some people who were trying to be nice to me even after John Cipollina attacked me. I said I was very proud of the dogs we have, and I was! But in their eyes, it seemed I was wrong to be proud of my dogs because they did not have titles to their names. Nevermind that they were good enough to be shown! I mean, they were not Taco Bell dog lookalikes! I did not get them from pet stores or shelters, but from other well-known show breeders. Yet, I was wrong to them for feeling proud of my babies because they did not have titles and had not been shown to their championship. That's how I was always made to feel when I was around show breeders, and that is why I hate them so much now. Besides the fact they seem to get their jollies out of picking on other people.

Recently, I went back into the Craigslist pet forum and looked, and I noticed the show breeders are still picking on the newbies. Nothing has changed at all! I made a post, for the first time in a few years. I said "Well, well, well, I see nothing has changed. You guys are still tearing each other apart like show breeders typically do! I guess this is what it's still like in life among the savages!" LOL!! They didn't like that! I got lots of negative points on that post, but I don't care. I might go back and have some more fun. Not far from that post, I noticed some stupid show breeder bragging about winning a point on their dog, and I almost posted "Big deal?! All it proves is that you need your dog to make you feel like somebody!" LOL!! Oh man! And I bet she would have charged at me with a shitload of hate messages! LOL! I should have posted it anyways! Just to take those damn show breeders down a notch! They deserve it!! Hateful, ornery old beasts!! I hate show breeders so much!! Next on my shit list is rescue people! Those people who blame other people because dogs wind up in the pound, when it was most likely some show breeders' fault the animal was in the shelter in the first place! Well, it can definitely be traced back to a show breeder somewhere! I've mentioned that before, several times.

Cecil The Lion

OMG!! For the past 2 days I've been seeing and hearing nothing except about a damn dentist who went to Africa and killed a fucking lion, named Cecil!! Enough already! I am sick of it!!! It's old news now! And really, anyone who only cares because it is a stupid lion is pathetic! Apparently, this lion was what most people call "special". They say he was an "African icon". That's malarkey!! That's nothing but a load of leopard gas!! A lion is a lion! You seen one, you've seen them all! This lion was no more "special" than any other lion, or any other animal that has ever been killed by trophy hunters over the past years. Well, you all know how I hate lions! I hate ALL panthers. And lions are my most hated panthers of all. I can't stand the sight of them. To look at one literally makes me physically ill. I couldn't care less that one more lion is dead. What I don't agree with about this article is trophy hunting.

Most people seem to be more upset that it was a dumb lion that was killed. Who cares?! It's just a stupid lion! It doesn't have a soul, it is NOT the "king of beasts", and I don't buy that it never hurt anyone. It's just a big, fat, ugly, stupid, sodden-brained, dim-witted, good-for-nothing, psychotic-minded, addlepated, lazy-ass lion!! And I don't buy that it never hurt anyone. Imagine how many hyenas unnecessarily died in Cecil's jaws! I imagine lots of them. One less lion now to worry about. Not that I am a huge fan of hyenas. But lions do kill them for nothing but pleasure. Just like this dentist killed that lion for pleasure. I am totally against trophy hunting! I think it's a waste of life. But I would feel the same way if it were a wolf, or a fox, or a sitatunga that was killed just as a trophy. It's not fair. But let's face it, there have been trophy hunters before, advertising their hunts. No one has ever cried as loud as they do now for this stupid lion. The guy who killed Cecil probably didn't even know it was Cecil. Would you be able to tell just by looking at him? Think of it. Is this Cecil?

Or is this Cecil?

Or is this Cecil?

Or this?

Those are all different lions. Can you tell which one is Cecil? I can't just by looking at them. They all look alike to me. But surely one of them IS Cecil. I just bet you can't tell which one it is, unless you happen to recognize his picture, because it's been posted all over by now! One of my vegan friends posted a thing on Facebook, asking why people are getting so upset about the death of a lion, when people are responsible for the deaths of cattle, pigs and chickens? Well, I responded to her post saying "It's just another propaganda ploy being used now to glorify panthers." It isn't going to stop until they get everyone in the world to love panthers. Well, none of it will work on me. I used to like panthers a long time ago, and I outgrew it. I'm glad I did too! I am not ashamed to admit that it does not bother me that one more lion is gone from this world! However, I am sorry that it ended in a trophy hunt. I just never agreed with trophy hunting, I couldn't care less if it was a lion that was killed, or what ever animal. I just don't agree with trophy hunting. Killing an animal (like a cow, pig or chicken) for consumption is one thing. But killing an animal just to display on your wall is horrible! If you want to display an animal in your living room, BUY A POSTER!!!! No need to go off and kill a creature just to display as a trophy!

Shoot! I don't even agree with Paula trapping Michael so she could display him like a trophy, even though the end result with him was the same. But there will never be another Michael Hutchence! There will ALWAYS be other lions. One dies, another one will soon come along and take his place. No gaps are left whatsoever. There's no shortage of lions out there killing for fun. They all look the same, they're all ugly, disgusting and lazy beasts, someone out there will give them names, but it makes no difference. A lion is a fucking lion. Nothing changes. Get over it!!

Life In The Deep, Dark Web

Did you all know the internet has layers? There is the top layer, the visible layer. That is the internet most people typically use. Then there is the deep internet, which is only accessible through special browsers. Then there is the dark internet, which is only used by law enforcement and the military. I've been on YouTube, looking at some videos, and I've seen a couple of people who regularly browse the deep internet. It's a scary place!! I've also heard some horror stories about the deep internet, and I will tell you about those in a moment. If you want to access the dark web, well, you can't. Only the military and FBI are allowed there. I think I heard it's only accessible via passwords. Nothing interesting there anyways. And the deep web, it's very interesting, but usually not in good ways.

The deep web is only accessible through specialized web browsers. One such browser I heard is called Onion. For obvious reasons! Though I think someone once said in a video that you can also access it through Google Chrome. They don't have a search engine like Google, and no sites from the deep web can be found on Google either. Their websites are usually small and unimpressionable. Their web hosters only allow so much bandwidth, so the sites are not very flashy or dynamic. They get right to the point. I've never browsed the deep web, and I never want to! The browser, Onion, is not very protected. It leaves you open and vulnerable to hackers. And believe me when I say there are a lot of hackers that access the deep web! Its like an underground alley or something. Lots of people get in there and sell things like electronics, very cheap. Like, you could get a 30 GB iPad for less than $150. But don't buy it! Chances are, it's a stolen item. You can also buy black market items such as guns, grenades, ammo, all the way down to children, and hitmen. You can also rent a hacker. There is no access to Facebook, ebay or Amazon in the deep web, but they do have their own currency system known as BitCoin.

Well, there is a very good reason I steer absolutely clear of the deep web. I've heard some pretty messed-up stories from people who have visited the deep web. Some are downright scary! Going to the deep web is like taking a walk through a neighborhood that you know is a bad neighborhood, at night, alone. It can get really scary sometimes. Like I said, it's crawling with hackers! One truly messed up story I heard, someone was browsing the deep web one day, visiting a site that sells guns. While he was visiting the site, a chat box pops on the screen and says hi. So, he thought he would be social and say hello back. Worst mistake he ever made!! The other chatter said "Do you like the site?" and the visitor answers "It's OK." The other chatter and the visitor make small talk, and the visitor said he had to go. The other chatter got a little upset and said "Hmm, I see your name is Michael and you live in *************, Massachusetts." Well, immediately the visitor got chills up his spine, because the hacker was right. But he tried to make it out like he was wrong. The next thing the visitor knows, he sees a screen pop up, looks and sees himself and what he is doing right then. He suddenly realizes his webcam is on! So, he closes his laptop. It shakes him up pretty bad.

Another scary story I've heard involved a man who supposedly went to the deep web to meet up with what he thought was a woman. He would meet her in a chatroom. Well, it got to be a little much for the guy and so he cooled off the relationship. When he did that, the woman told him where he lived, which kindof gave the guy a jolt because he'd never told her where he lived, but she had his full address up there on the screen! She said "You're only about an hour from me, I'm gonna come and see you." He closed his laptop and went about his business. Suddenly, some time later, he gets a text. It was from that girl! She said "Hey! I'm in your neighborhood now!" About 1 minute later, he gets another text from her and she says "I'm pulling into your driveway." and she sends him a picture of the front of his house. She then sends him another text saying "I see you" and she sends him a picture she just took of him sleeping on his sofa, which is exactly what he was doing at that point. It creeped him out!!

But by far, the creepiest, most disturbing story I heard about the deep web was from a video I watched last night. This man in Australia posted a video of his on the deep web, and well, this guy talks about it himself. It's a 30-something minute long video, but he describes everything.

 

Can you imagine that? He talks about this guy mutilating a child, then making items like T shirts with pictures of this mutilated little girl to sell!! It's sad! My jaw dropped 6 feet when I saw that! But this is a really good reason I never visit the deep web!!

So, enjoy the internet! But beware of the deep internet! Don't go there!! Unless you enjoy being hacked and stalked!

Oh Lawdy Lawd!!!

I am so glad I am not a fan of Paula Yates!! UGH!! One of my friends announced that there are 2 groups dedicated to Paula. One group is run by a woman named Sheila, the other group is run by Maria and Jannah. OMG!! I am so glad I am not a Paula fan! SO glad!! And I must say now, I would suggest the Paula fans go to the group run by Sheila, and stay clear away from the group run by Jannah! I'm not saying Jannah is a bad person. I don't believe she'll come to your house, park in your driveway and wait for you to come out of your house to mug you. But Jannah definitely has some serious emotional issues! Can you imagine what she'd be like as a moderator in a group? You'd say one thing she doesn't agree with, and she'll get obsessively angry at you before booting you out of the group. I imagine it to be pretty much like this:

Dee: The sky is blue today.
Jannah: The sky is never blue. It's a sea-greenish color.
Dee: No, the sky is definitely blue.
Jannah: It is NOT!!! I'm right! You're WRONG!!!
Dee: When I look out and see the sky on a clear day, it's always blue.
Jannah: I don't care what you see when you look outside! I say the sky is sea-greenish and I don't appreciate you contradicting me!!!!!
Dee: OK, so you see the sky as being sea-greenish, I see it as blue. Let's leave it as that.
Jannah: Oh you are just about the rudest, most obnoxious person I ever met!! And if I were the Battlestar Gallactica, I would HATE you for contradicting my vision!!!!
(Dee goes to type a response only to find out she is unable to respond because Jannah has kicked her out of the group).

That is what I mean. You disagree with Jannah, and she will most likely boot you out! If you like a challenge, I say go for it, join that group. I'd never join a Paula Yates fan group anyways. But if I ever did, it wouldn't be one that is moderated by Jannah! Maria is OK, I like her. But there is a definitely good reason I never asked Jannah to become my friend on Facebook. Also why I am glad she has me on ignore on Facebook! I hope she never takes me off ignore. Of course if she did, I could just put her on ignore in turn. I don't care if she likes Paula. I am not shallow enough to not like someone just because they don't like the same things I do. (Don't listen to the dirty dozen mob!) What I don't like about Jannah is how she gets so outrageously angry over little things like someone disagreeing with her.

Take it from me, I've dealt with people like her before. I know what the outcome of that group is going to be like. A lot of people have even given up the MH & His Life fan page because of people like Jannah. She has blindly and viciously attacked everyone who does not like Paula, including Michael's own sister Christina. And Christina was there when Paula did all that shit to Michael behind his back! Jannah wasn't. I have a great deal of fortitude, I can handle a lot of lashings and hatred. But I'm the kind of person that can take people or leave them. I don't care. But if you're trying to make friends with Jannah, well, I just suggest don't even try! She hates people who disagree with her. She will turn on you at the drop of a hat if you say even one thing that she doesn't agree with. The sky is blue argument is just a sample (it didn't actually happen) of the kind of little things that sets her off. I think she needs therapy, and if I were her, I would get it before I even dream of moderating any group.

Condolences To Nick Cave

I don't know Nick Cave, but I do know he and Michael were friends. Michael was inspired in a lot of ways by Nick Cave. Well, Nick had twin boys, and one of them passed away yesterday. He was only 15. He died falling from a 60-foot cliff. Today the authorities in Australia are saying the kid committed suicide, that it wasn't an accident. That is so sad! I felt sad yesterday after hearing this news. I'm not even a fan of Nick Cave, at all. I've never heard his music, he's not overly handsome, I never heard him sing, but this is just terrible. The kid was only 15! That's the fact I cannot get over.

It saddens me when someone that young dies. Think of it! The kid never really had a chance to grow up. He never got to have a career, he never finished school, never got married or had children of his own, he never even got old enough to get a driver's license. It's sad! I've been in school and a couple times got news another fellow student passed away. The first time was in 1984, a young girl in my class was riding a horse when the horse stumbled and fell on top of her. She was in a coma for 3 days, and the family finally decided to pull the plug and she died. I was really too young back then to understand what happened. I understood death, but I wasn't put together enough to realize the impact something like that would have on her family, or the opportunities she missed by not being able to grow up. I couldn't go to her funeral, I'd never been to a funeral in my life, and I couldn't bring myself to go to that of a friend's. But several of my other friends did go to her funeral. There was a great deal of sadness that day.

About 2 years later, in 1986, another incident happened to a much older student. I don't remember his name though, but some of my friends knew the guy. He was out with some friends one weekend and driving around, getting drunk and they got into an accident. The driver accidentally crashed their car into a tree, this boy was thrown from the car on impact and he died instantly. Apparently, his head hit the ground really hard when he was thrown from the car, and crushed his skull and brain. One of my teachers actually saw him after he was in the morgue. The teacher described his face being all scratched up and his head was crushed. The boy's mom was in the attendance office to fill out a discharge from school form. When asked for a reason, she simply replied "deceased". I don't remember if they had funeral services for him in that school, not like they did for the other girl in my last school.

Aside from also losing a few teachers in between those times, those were the only times I'd heard of anyone close to my age passing away. Well, until now, but this doesn't count, I'm getting older. At my age, death is closer to me than family. When my time comes, I'd like to think I am ready to go. There's just a few things I want to complete before I make my final journey.