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Saturday, November 21, 2015

Waiting...Waiting...Waiting...


Well, yesterday on YouTube, I got this comment from some kid who calls himself harukafan1. Seriously, I think he's nothing more than a teenager trying to get attention. Well, I'm having a little fun with him. There is a video where a huge anaconda snake is slaughtered because the people thought it ate a person. So they killed the snake and cut it open. It turns out it was a capybara. I was angry because I don't believe the snake should have been killed because it ate a capybara! Even if they did believe it ate a person, that is no reason to kill the snake! Rehabilitate it, do an X-ray, and then if it turns out the snake did eat a person, THEN euthanize it! Don't kill it first and then cut it open. That's not fair, and it's a waste of life! I bet the villagers who killed the snake did not even eat it!

So is this kind of thing going to happen every time an anaconda kills a capybara for food? Just kill first, ask questions later, then when you find out you were wrong, just cover up your mistake with a little "oh well"? Seriously, sometimes people piss me off! No matter what, I just cannot condone the killing of any living thing for the purpose of nothing more than circumstantial evidence.

Anyways, harukafan1 came in yesterday to the conversation. I'd never even heard of this haruka whatever the fuck it's name is! But when I saw this kid's profile pic, it looked like it was a picture of some stupid, fugly anime character. Well, you all know what I always say about anime fans. And harukafan1 did not break the monotony! When I saw his profile pic, I expected him to be an unpleasant entity. He did not disappoint me in that field! LOL! Staying true to some unwritten code anime fanatics have amongst each other about their own brand of etiquette, this kid was rude, combative, hateful, uneducated, and believes whole-heartedly that he is right about everything and that everyone else is wrong.

Anyways, I am having a great laugh! I had an awesome one this morning! It started like this:

harukafan1
Yesterday 3:47 PM
 
 
+Dee Timmy-Hutch-Fan Doesn't mean they killed it it could of died from mass expansion or attacked by another animal. Plus "poor snake"? LOOK AT IT'S FUCKING SIZE WOULD YOU REALLY LET A SNAKE THAT HUGE LOOSE?!
Dee Timmy-Hutch-Fan
Yesterday 3:58 PM
 
 
+harukafan1 "it could of died from mass expansion or attacked by another animal."

Maybe, but you don't actually believe that do you?! I don't. Because if that were true, the video would have said "We found a snake in the woods that was killed by {insert ridiculous reason here}"

"LOOK AT IT'S FUCKING SIZE WOULD YOU REALLY LET A SNAKE THAT HUGE LOOSE?!"

Yes. I would. I've seen bigger, worse animals loose. You wouldn't ask that I bet if this were a 12-foot long bengal tiger that truly did kill a person. You'd be griping because a dumb tiger was killed with the rest of the pantherfags.

harukafan1
Yesterday 4:27 PM
 
 
+Dee Timmy-Hutch-Fan Comparing a snake to a cat is rather... uncomparable. You wouldn't fucking see a tiger swallowing a human whole now would you? I admit sometimes they HAVE to be put down. But overall they are nothing more than big fluffy furballs. WHEREAS A FUCKING SNAKE -poisons it's prey - very agressive no matter what. Basically your comparing a FELINE to a KILLER. And your literally showing sympathy for a killer...
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Dee Timmy-Hutch-Fan
Yesterday 4:50 PM
 
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+harukafan1 "But overall they are nothing more than big fluffy furballs."

And it is exactly that kind of mindset that gets people killed by captive panthers. How many people have been killed by pythons? Maybe 100 in a 10 year period? They don't eat people either. Not normally. Felines on the other hand, kill 10 times that number of people all over the world in one year. Poisonous?? There are no poisonous snakes. I think you may mean venomous. There's a difference. And pythons are not venomous either. You don't mind killing a snake, that may or may not kill you, but you call a true murderer a "big, fluffy furball" and make excuses for them. Excuse me, but I'd rather side with the snake. I like them better.
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harukafan1
Yesterday 5:34 PM
 
 
Wherever you get your facts on the amount of deaths. Is unfactual.

So this interested me. It appeared our friend has better statistics. This kid is one of those pantherfags that thinks panthers are nothing but giant house cats. This is why I hate to see people calling panthers "cats", and TV shows and commercials that put panthers in the same frame as being "big cats", which is why I never call any large felines "cats", I always call them "panthers". Any large felines to me are panthers. It's easier, and far less misleading to call them "panthers" than to call them "cats". So anyways, I wanted to see if this kid had statistics to prove me wrong. But I want to see stats that say PYTHONS and BOAS specifically kill more people every year than any kind of panthers. I know already that venomous snakes kill a lot of people, but this video was not about a venomous snake. It's about an anaconda, which is not venomous. Well, this is what happened next:

Dee Timmy-Hutch-Fan
Yesterday 7:33 PM
 
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+harukafan1 Do you have more accurate numbers? I doubt it dude.

I waited and waited. He didn't respond. So this morning I looked and he still hadn't answered me, instead, he was beating around the bush answering someone else...

ello mlp lady
2:44 AM
 
 
right can everybody stop going on about snakes
harukafan1
6:22 AM
 
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+ello mlp lady Im not. you should tell that to the reptile fucker >.>

Notice, he continues not to disappoint me in my theory about anime fanatics. I bet he plays a lot of video games all day too. Well, this was my response to him...

Dee Timmy-Hutch-Fan
6:28 AM
 
 
+harukafan1 Yes you are. So, where are your better statistics that pythons kill more people per year than panthers?
harukafan1
6:45 AM
 
 
More than 90,000 are killed yearly by snakes.- scientists have estimated


85 or fewer people are killed or injured accidently or otherwise- in a year by tigers. - reported in statistics by BBC
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harukafan1
6:45 AM
 
 
So your stats are WAY off from the real truth.
Dee Timmy-Hutch-Fan
6:51 AM
 
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+harukafan1 So I am still waiting for your "better" stats.

I'm sure that 90,000/year figure mostly means people who die of snakebites, those from venomous snakes. I don't want to see that. I already know that. I want to see stats specifically for pythons and boas. The NON-venomous snakes. So, harukafan1 repeats...

harukafan1
7:19 AM
 
 
"More than 90,000 are killed yearly by snakes.- scientists have estimated


85 or fewer people are killed or injured accidently or otherwise- in a year by tigers. - reported in statistics by BBC" Are you fucking blind? 
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Dee Timmy-Hutch-Fan
7:34 AM
 
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+harukafan1 I'm not talking about venomous snakes. I'm talking about pythons. Show me where it says more people are killed by pythons every year than panthers.

I have the feeling, I am going to be waiting for those special stats for a LONG time!! LOL!! But at the same time, I am having a damn good laugh!!!! I will give this kid credit for one thing, so far, he's been the funniest anime fanatic I've ever had the displeasure to chat with. I mean really, I've never heard of an "accidental" tiger kill!! Snakes may accidentally kill people, but I never heard of a tiger that accidentally killed anyone or anything. Felines are such vindictive animals, there is no such thing as an "accidental" kill in the feline world. I'm not saying that absolutely no one has ever been killed by a python or boa. But in my experience, when a snake wraps it's body around it's handler, it's looking for warmth. It's not a predatory, or territorial act. And the boids are all muscle, they may not know their own strength. They probably are not aware their strength can kill a person.

Well, the burden of proof is on him. Not me. I gave him 2 full families of animals to work with, just to make it fair! Shoot, he can even show me statistics of how many colubrids kill people, along with any other largely non-venomous snake family. And if it's more than that of the whole feline family, I will eat this computer.

Well, I want to thank harukafan1 anyways. #1 for not disproving what I have always said about anime-fanatics and video gamers (as I am sure he does nothing but play video games all day long too). And also for the very deep laugh he gave me this morning!! LOL!! I needed it. Going to be a very rough weekend, and I am missing my beautiful Michael!

Thursday, November 19, 2015

Celebrate Our Michael With Free Ebooks!

I have decided to have another free ebook day this year! This time, it's going to be on Nov. 22, to celebrate the life of my Michael. My special gift to the fans is that I will offer all my INXS-related and INXS-inspired stories for free. Completely FREE!! There are no strings attached. No editing out, not sample copies, not condensed versions of the stories. Just 100% ebooks for free. The only difference between these versions and the paid versions is that there will be advertisements for the website within these books. But until you get to the last page, and unless you are really looking for them within the book, you won't notice them. And they are not the printed versions of these stories. Only ebooks. If you want them printed, you'll have to do it from your own printer.

This year, I am starting the "sale" at 11AM, as that was the hour it is believed Michael passed into the next world. It's ending at 7PM, just as it did last year. So, this year's giveaway will be shorter. So, I recommend whomever is interested go in and grab as quickly as possible! I am in the Pacific Time Zone, so you'll also have to calculate that if you're in a different time zone. There is no way I can make these available on that hour at different time zones. Sorry.

Last year, I didn't want to make any adult material available because kids might come in and download those and I'd have all kinds of complaints by the parents. Well, I am disregarding that little rule this year, because I want to make my INXS stories available. Including my freshly-revised version of INXS Goes to Mount St. Helens. Some scenes may not be suitable for kids in that story, so I ask that parents please supervise your children on that day. If the story is PG rated, there will be a warning in the book's description page. So that is why I ask all parents to supervise their kids during this giveaway. I won't give anything really grown up away. Some stories do have some adult explicit material, but those won't be given away.

If you see a story you like among the "free ebooks" category, if you want to download it, or just read it, there will be a button available for that to click on. It's a deep red button that looks like this:


That will take you to a link, that will only be available that day, and for those hours during the giveaway. At that link, you can download or read any of the free ebooks available. Though I suggest you download. These are long stories, some of them.

Tuesday, November 17, 2015

Westboro Prophecies

Now, I want to begin this post by saying I am not trying to be condescending to anyone on this post. No one except perhaps the Westboro Baptist Church and it's members. Ah hell with it!! I am being condescending to them because they deserve it! They're always condescending to other people, so why not? I was looking back at some of the earlier posts I made about them on this blog. I noticed a lot of the prophecies they've been bringing up have been proven untrue. One of their biggest preachings is against being gay. They contradict themselves a lot with that. First of all, I remember in a documentary, Shirley Phelps said that they call all sinners "fags" because the word "fag" actually refers to a stick that is used to start a fire. While the meaning of the word is indeed true, and I admit to calling radical and militant fans of anything "fags" for pretty much the same reason, let's be honest here! That is NOT the meaning the Westboro Baptist Church had in mind when they call sinners "fags".

The WBC is meaning to be hurtful to gay people! They deny it because it's so easy for them to cover up rather than to admit they are bigots. Shirley claims to love gay people, she claims that is why she goes all over the country holding those stupid signs and calling everyone "fags" or "fag-enablers". Well, I admit to using the term "fags" too, but I only call radical and militant fanatics that name! Because of the reference to a stick of fire. I remember on several talk shows, Shirley said "Being gay is not the only sin there is." But in reality, they think it is. They do mean to be patronizing to gays! Otherwise they wouldn't have 2 male figures having anal sex on every sign they hold up that has the word "fag" in huge letters!! That's the difference between me and them. I'm not putting pictures of 2 men having sex on my blog posts where I talk about radical fans! Because that is not the reason I call those kinds of fans "fags"! And I mean that! Yet, the WBC expects people to listen to them and take them seriously when they say they love gays. Shirley knows there are more appropriate words for homosexuals, but she just refuses to use them because she's really so full of hate and doesn't realize it.

Well, I heard when Fred Phelps died, on his deathbed, one of the last thoughts he had was "Maybe I should have been nicer preaching the word of GOD." That was when his family turned away from him and didn't look back. Fred Phelps was wishing he'd been nicer to people. It says something. It says he really hated what he did, to make GOD sound like an evil being. Sadly, I think the only thing that will make all of them realize they are doing more harm than good to our LORD is them being on their deathbeds. I really think GOD talks to us loud and clear just before he calls us home. The day my grandma died, my ma and stepfather was in her room at the hospital, and all of a sudden, my stepfather told me grandma just blurted out, out of the blue, "My favorite story in the Bible was the story of baby Jesus!" After that, she didn't say much of anything. About 10 hours later was when the family got the call that she had died. I think GOD had spoken to her at that moment. I really do. Because there was no other reason for her to say something like that just out of the blue for no reason. No one in the room asked her about that. Believe whatever you want to, but I really think GOD spoke to her in that exact moment before taking her home.

In the same logic, I think GOD spoke to Fred Phelps just before he went out, telling him that he made the LORD look bad through his preachings of hate. And I think HE sent Phelps where his hate-filled butt belongs! Straight to Hell!! Take that Shirley! I haven't heard anything about the WBC lately. I wonder if they plan to come to Astoria or Coos Bay, just to spite me. LOL! Good luck in that! More likely I'll never see them and they will never see me. They went to Bozeman, but it was like a year or so after I moved. I had said in this blog "Don't come to Bozeman!" and they went! LOL! Too bad it was after I had left. I never intended to stay in Bozeman for long anyways. I only moved there to give moral support to my sis. I missed home too much to stay there long.

I still think a lot of the Bible was misinterpreted. I don't believe being gay is the "ultimate sin". The WBC just took one word from the Bible (the word "abomination") and blew it all out of proportion! At least for that one scripture. But the Bible says a lot of things are an "abomination". For example, eating shellfish. Another thing, mixing colors of clothing. A lot of things in the Bible are listed as being an "abomination". It's not the ultimate sin! People who eat shellfish are not going straight to hell for that. So why do the people of the WBC blow that one scripture out of proportion the way they do? Because one of their family members had a bad experience with a gay person. That's why. It has nothing to do with Sodom and Gomorrah. For them, this whole "GOD hates fags" thing is a personal issue. It's not a real thing about GOD. Fred Phelps and his children were all pissed off because there is a park that gay people went to to have sex at night (happens in just about every large park and forest). And one of Phelps' grandkids was jogging through the park and a gay man chased him. The kid got scared because a madman was chasing him, went home and told mom and dad, Fred Phelps got angry because his grandchild was probably being obnoxious and was chased for being a wise-ass, thus the whole "GOD hates gays" motto of their's was born.

Well, I remember several of the Phelps children have claimed "When Westboro goes, this nation blows". So, where is Westboro going to go when this nation does blow? Because if this nation blows, then every nation blows. The WBC will not be any more immune than any of us. More likely they will be the first ones to get blown up, or get eaten by zombies, however that is going to go. I think GOD finds the WBC an abomination too. I also once heard that back in the turn of the 20th century, some children were warned that Russia is an offense to GOD. This is funny to me because the WBC say being gay is the worst sin and it dooms nations. Funny in light of that how it was said that Russia is an offense to GOD, because gay people have not now, and never have been accepted by the Russians. Russia must still be an offense to GOD, especially since Siberia was smacked with a huge meteorite a couple years back. I don't believe anyone was hurt in that impact, but it could be taken as a warning. So, that's twice more the WBC has been wrong.

Friday, November 13, 2015

"How Dare You!"

LOL!! I get this all the time, especially from fags. Like the catfags. Especially the catfags! I get people who are catfags saying "How dare you!" every time I tell them I don't like cats. And it ALWAYS makes me laugh!!! Every time!! That's such a dumb thing to say!! That's almost as funny as someone who tries to convince me that lions are in any ways "the king" of beasts. Well, I got that again this morning from another catfag. Someone commented on one of the Simon's Cat videos on YouTube saying "I don't like cats...I love them". I responded "I don't like cats...I hate them!" Especially gray tabbies! But since the video was also about pug dogs, I did add that I love pugs.

Well this morning I discovered that someone calling them self Scrat Channel on YouTube replied to my comment. She said "How dare you! Cats are amazing!" LOL!! That's funny. I laughed in her face and said "Cats are ugly, lazy and useless!" Well, she is not the first person to say "How dare you" because I don't like cats. I get the same thing from pantherfags too. But you notice, I have never seen anyone say anything like that to people who don't like wolves. Or to people who don't like hyenas. Or people who don't like dogs in general. etc. Only the catfags and pantherfags say that. Again I ask, what have panthers (and cats for that matter) ever done for you? Nothing I bet! You may get some enjoyment out of your cats, but again I say wait till someone breaks into your house and points a gun to your head. See if your stupid cat saves you from the attacker. I know a cat won't. But a dog will.

Well, I again heard back from Scrat Channel, and she said "Well dogs are dumb." Again, with the old "dogs are dumb" comment! LOL!! I hear that a lot from catfags too. And again, I say if dogs are so dumb, how come you can train them to do what you want them to, but you can't train a cat to? If dogs are so dumb, why have they survived the extinction event that killed off the dinosaurs? Yet dogs are still a strong family today while felines are becoming extinct. If dogs are so dumb, why are they 50% better hunters in the wild than the felines? Even a pack of lions are nowhere near as successful at hunting as a pack of wolves. If dogs are so dumb, how is it they are able to detect when their owner needs help without being told? Answer me all that, then try to convince me that dogs are dumber animals than cats. Well, I threw this kid's comments back in her face. I said "Well, how dare you not like dogs! How dare you not like snakes! How dare you not like INXS! How dare you not like lemurs! How dare you not like what I like!" LOL!! Of course I am not really the kind of person who would say that, as I believe everyone has a right to like what they want without being questioned for it. My objective with that portion of my post was to show her how stupid of a statement it is to say "How dare you not like cats!" This not only goes to her, but also to all the other catfags and pantherfags that have said the same thing. Then I added at the end of my post "Seriously, you're too dumb to be on YouTube!" in light of her saying dogs are dumb.

Seriously, I have said this before. Why argue so much with people just because they don't like the same thing you do? That in it's self is a stupid act! But it's like I said before, that's how fags, tards and radicals are. They can't help it. I will continue to hate cats. I think cats are way dumber than dogs! Because they ARE! Anyone who says dogs are dumber than cats has obviously never had a dog in their life, and never read about the many times dogs have saved peoples' lives, and the almost zero times cats have ever helped people.

Wednesday, November 11, 2015

Another Reason to Hate Radicals

This morning I found I got a comment on one of my YouTube videos, and it reminded me of another reason why I hate radicals. I'm not sure if I mentioned this in my post "Fans Vs. Fags" from late last month. I guess because it slipped my mind, or because it hasn't happened between me and the Yatesfags (yet, that I know of). But it did happen all the time with the catfags and pantherfags. Especially the pantherfags! But there is one thing that a fag usually does that a fan never does. They threaten the person with bodily harm, or they threaten to kill their family or their pets because they don't like the same thing they do. Now, as far as I know, none of the Yatesfags have done that yet. Though as irrational as they get, it wouldn't surprise me at all if the thought did cross their minds! And the only reason they don't play it out is because, just maybe, they have just barely enough sense to know that to even threaten a person will land them about 5 years in prison.

My video was about me getting my pet snakes. In the video I say it's retarded to stick up for panthers the way these panther fags do. I ask the question "What have panthers ever done for you?" Well, in that aspect, I have often been asked "What have snakes ever done for you?" Well, this morning I discovered I got that same question and I decided to answer (though I know I shouldn't have, because I have no idea of the poster's intentions with that question. He could be a pantherfag too.) You just never really know on YouTube!!! LOL! But that's me again giving a stranger a chance. I could be making a mistake, or maybe I am not. I don't know yet. We'll see if he responds. Anyways, my answer to his question was "My snakes make me happy. But the difference between me and my snakes and some pantherfag on YouTube is I am not out there threatening to harm people, kill their pets or their families just because they don't like snakes." I put a smiley face at the end of my answer, so at least it shows I mean no harm with my response. But when I respond to someone I've never seen before, who asks a question with unknown intentions, I've learned to expect the worst. He'll probably retort with a series of threats and name-calling because he's a pantherfag.

One of the reasons I have an uneasy feeling about this person was because he ended his question like this "!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" In a way, it indicates anger. So, he could be a pantherfag. But maybe, he just ended his question like that because he wanted to be noticed. Maybe he's just a curious fan. But I don't know. Another thing that bothers me is he has no videos of his own, yet he's been on YouTube since 2012. It smells fishy, but let's see how he responds. IF he responds. If he gives me the typical faggot response, I'll just ignore him and move on, like I always do when someone posts a negative comment. Or I might delete his comment, depending on how vicious he gets. I don't even really read those kinds of comments, I just glare at them looking for certain words. If I see those words, I don't read any further. If they get deleted and he keeps posting the same threatening comment, I'll block him. I respect other peoples' rights to have an opinion. But like I said before, there is no reason for name-calling, F-bombs or threats of harm coming to me, my pets or my family just because I don't agree with them. Those kinds of people I do tend to typically block. They have no right being on my channel. They should be behind locked bars instead.

Well, I'll keep you posted. Let's see what happens. I dunno, he might not respond at all.

*****************************EDIT 11/12/2015*****************************

Nevermind, he's a nice kid. Not a radical. He loves snakes too. I'm trying to help him convince his parents to let him have some snakes. :)

Tuesday, November 10, 2015

Something I Found

I was going through some of my old bookmarks, I really need to clean those out!! Anyways, I came across an old forum I was once a part of. For really a very brief amount of time. It was called "furkids.net". It was originally set up to be an extension of the old Acmepet forums. I saw a few people I remembered from the old site. Some of them could possibly have changed their names from what they called themselves in the Acmepet site, but there were still some people I recognized in there. I think I found Kallie. LOL!! Ya know, the one person who gave me grief because I didn't like the Taco Bell dog. Well, I was thumbing through the archives on that forum, and someone calling them self "NickiandSparkysmom" kinda stood out to me. I could not figure out why at first. I looked at some of her past posts and she began to sound more and more familiar. I said "You know what? I think this is Kallie!" Then I remembered Kallie had a german shepherd dog named Nicki. I think she also once said her chihuahua's name was Sparky. So, I kinda figured out it must be her. I would have said something to her, but her last post on that forum dated back to 2003.

I don't like Kallie, or people like her. But ya know, I always wanted to thank her. Thank her for turning me into the person I am today. I am still what she would consider "rude". She didn't change that at all. In fact, I am a lot more "rude" now than I was when I had that ordeal with her back in 2001 on the Acmepet site. Or at least that's what she would call me. LOL!! I call it "being honest and having my own opinion" though. But she did teach me one thing (and ONLY one thing) during that turmoil back in those days. She taught me that if I am going to give my opinion honestly, I'd better be prepared to stick to it. And I have been since. I admit sometimes I may be wrong, but even that I come by it honestly. I still don't like the Taco Bell dog, and I don't believe a chihuahua like that should ever have been bred. It gave chihuahuas in general a bad name!! If people are going to use a specific breed of dog in their TV shows and commercials, at least use one that looks like the breed it's supposed to! Go to a dog show and see what they have there, compare it to what they had for those Taco Bell commercials. There is NO resemblance at all! If all chihuahuas had looked like the dog used in those commercials, I would never have gotten into the breed at all. Because to me, that was just plain ugly. A chihuahua should never look like that. They should have the baby doll faces like you see in those at the dog shows.

To this day, I wish I hadn't felt the need to lie to them just to get them to like me again. That was the worst feeling in the world!! The worst feeling I've ever experienced! I said I never want to go through that again. So that is why today, I give my opinions honestly. Even brutally honest! And I don't back down either. I welcome opposing views. I wasn't even being rude then. I was asked for my opinion of what makes a good chihuahua, and I answered honestly. Kallie was the one who turned that conversation into a demolition derby. Not me. I don't know if she has maybe changed since then, not sure, like I said once a fag, always a fag. LOL! But Kallie just could not face the fact that there are some people who are not going to agree with her. So she tried to hide that by making me sound like the bad guy. Not the first time that's happened. I was just sick of being accused of being the bad guy just for being honest and having my own opinion.

I don't care what anyone else says, most people HATE honesty! I hear people all the time saying "Oh I hate liars!" then they get all bent out of shape when someone is being honest just because they don't agree on anything. Well, why don't those people just admit it, they hate honesty too. Not everyone is like me. I respect other peoples' rights to have their own opinion. Arguing about it does not help anything. And I don't call them "rude" just because they have their own opinions. One of the things I tell people who come to my group on Facebook is that my group is an open forum for free speech. I want people to say what they feel, and feel comfortable doing so. I recently posted pics of my snakes. Some people like them, some people hate them. I'm cool with those who hate them. I wish they would see that snakes are not something that should be scorned or hated, but it's their choice. Not mine. If they don't like my snakes, then they just don't. Fuck anyone who tells them they are being rude for saying what they feel!! As long as they are not being belligerent, I don't mind. It's the belligerent people I don't like. Those are the people like say mcgillicutty. They call other people evil names and post their private information in public forums (like home address and phone number) just because that other person does not agree with them and has their own opinions. I've never done that at all! Nor have I ever wanted to. I'm not mcgillicutty! LOL! Or like the whole dirty dozen mob does and just calls someone who is brutally honest a "liar". They do that because they don't want outsiders believing the truth about them. Mcgillicutty did it because I called her out on breeding poor quality chihuahuas and encouraging her friend to breed small-breed mongrel pups because "shelters don't have enough of them". Those were her words, not mine!

I remember when I first met Metalraptor back in 2009, I liked him. The reason I liked him was because he was upfront and honest with me. He told me I got all irrational when people talk about cats and panthers and it makes people not want to hang around me anymore. No one ever told me that before him. I always thought the people who turned away when I said I can't stand any wild felines only did so because they were catfags, or pantherfags. Well, he was brutally honest with me, but he didn't call me names or post my personal info on another forum just because we didn't agree about felines. He liked felines, I don't. He accepted that. For that reason, I really liked him. I took a shine to him right away. It was hard for me to believe he was a teenager!! I thought he was at least 30. Not only was he a teenager, he was also an autistic teenager!! That really impressed me. Most people with autism, especially teenagers, HATE it when other people don't agree with them!! He did not let his autism define who he was. I really had respect for him because of that. That's so rare for a person his age, it's nearly unheard of. It's rare for a non-autistic teenager (like I think mcgillicutty was) to have an attitude as good as Metalraptor. Well, Sara lost all my respect when she took on the identity of mcgillicutty and especially when she said she was a 50 something year old man! I knew she was lying!! A 50-something year old man at his worst is nothing near as bad as mcgillicutty was. Especially if they have children and grandchildren. If they're as bad as that, they should be locked up. Not out in society!

I'd rather have someone being honest and telling me my faults upfront than to leave me in the dark. I changed partially because of Metalraptor. He was very convincing. But keep in mind, I wanted to change. Now, I still don't like cats and panthers, but I desperately try not to get irrational about them. Doesn't always work though. LOL!

Well, ya know what's funny? One of the last posts to ever be posted on furkids.net was someone quitting the forum because there was too much drama and people accusing others of being in cliques. LOL!! Like that is something new!! Obviously, this person was not on that forum for long, and she wasn't there when it was the Acmepet forum. There are ALWAYS cliques in forums!! Especially pet-related forums. That's why I stick with INXS forums.

Monday, November 9, 2015

It's My Michael's Month Again

I consider him MINE! hehehe! I play with my friends, we kinda battle over who has possession of Michael. I call him "My Michael". It's all in fun. I enjoy it! Well, I had a dream about him tonight. It was kinda odd in a way that it began after he died. I saw his lifeless body lying on the floor in that hotel room. It was surreal. The most surreal part of the dream! But that was not where it ended. In fact, that was just the beginning. In the dream, I saw him there and I started crying, and lied down right next to him, wishing it was me instead of him. Next thing I knew in the dream, I saw him in the afterlife. I remember clouds being everywhere all around us. I approached him and I was saying things to the effect of "I know you don't know me, but I've been an admirer of your's for many years". He looked at me and smiled and said a "Thank you" to me. His voice made me melt. He still had a slight lisp. The dream made me feel good. Even though it was not even an hour ago that I woke from that dream, that's about all I remember, besides the two of us wandering aimlessly in the afterworld.

I wish to this day there was something I could have done that would make him happy. When I really like someone, as I do him, I'd do anything to make them happy. I don't like it that Michael was so sad the night he died. I've often been told that I am the best friend my friends ever had. I often put other peoples' desires before my own, sometimes too much. When I like someone, I will give them the world if I can, or I won't stop until I do. LOL! Sometimes I wish I didn't do things like that, because sometimes the wrong kind of people take too much advantage of my kindliness. I'm too friendly for my own good. But I don't want to turn away a potential friend. I want to give everyone a chance. Well, except for radicals! They don't deserve a chance!! But I have to go through the good people in order to find out who the radicals are. I had one friend who surprised me, I thought she was my friend. But it turns out, I found out she was a Yatesfag. When I saw she had talked slam about me behind my back, I directed her to this blog. I kept her on my Facebook friends for a while longer, then deleted her butt. When I directed her to this blog, that was a warning to her. It was my way of telling her "I saw what you wrote about me. This is my response to you. So if I remove your ass from my friends, at least you'll know why!" I don't like radicals!! I want nothing to do with them.

She was one example of someone I went to great lengths for because I thought she was a friend. But it turns out Paula meant more to her than my friendship. And Paula is dead. And Paula probably did NOTHING for her in her life. I'd have had a lot more respect for this person if she had come to me and said what she had to say to my face, of course I know Maria egged her on in that group. But still! If she had any ounce of decency, she would have said to herself "This is wrong. I shouldn't be talking about Dee in this group like this since she is not here to read or respond. And she's always been a great friend to me." I never would have done anything like that to her! EVER!! But that is why I don't like radicals. They are lousy friends. Well, live and learn. NEVER trust radicals!! But I think the saddest thing in the world is when someone is still a radical even after they have turned 40 years old. I stopped being such a radical a bit earlier than that. I did it because I did not want to act like that in my 40s.

I've never even brought anything about any of this up in my group since they all left. That's just not my style. I am not the type that likes to get my whole group involved in things like this. It's just between me and the tards who left. People come to my group to have fun, not to get involved in battles between me and other people. So I maintain that fun and bubbly attitude on my group for the sake of my visitors. I never say things behind peoples' backs that I wouldn't say to their faces. Sometimes I may be wrong, but I always believe in giving people an opportunity to respond and let me know I am wrong. That is why I leave this blog open to comments and views.

I remember back in the 90s, before the internet became such a big thing, people were actually friendly. I remember seeing a commercial about Australia that said the people were very friendly. Well, I've found that to be not so true anymore. I do still have some friends in Australia, and Timmy was always friendly to me when we met each other. But random people, like MsPearlsGirl and spkenn and several others like those Yatesfags from Australia, none of them are friendly people. I think it's because of the anonymity of the internet that now people are becoming more and more dickheads, cunts and assholes. And don't even get me started on people from the UK! I do have some friends still from the UK and this is not a reflection on them, but over the past years on the internet, one thing I've found a lot of the British have in common is they are the world's biggest bellyachers!! There's an episode of I Love Lucy where Ricky is invited to perform for the queen, and gets to meet her afterwords. And Lucy wants to meet the queen too. But later finds out that she cannot. Well, at one point during that conversation, Ricky mentions that the British think Americans are too forward. I hear that line now, and I laugh!!! Now, the shoe is on the other foot!! Over the past years on the internet, I've noticed it's the British who are too forward now. They're too demanding. Not my friends mind you. I'm talking about the radicals. Which often makes me wonder why Americans are so hated now.

I don't think I am forward. I tell it like it is. I do that and I expect others to do the same with me. I don't just do it and not expect the same thing back. But if someone is going to do it, then be honest! Don't give me bullshit. Don't think you know what I am thinking, or why I am thinking it, because chances are most likely, you're going to be WRONG!! I'm far too complex of a person for you!

Tuesday, October 27, 2015

Why Do I Love Timmy?

hehe. I thought this would be an interesting post. I do love Tim Farriss and everyone by now knows that. I miss him more than anything. I wish he would get his butt on Facebook. Andrew and Jon did. But I once heard he hates social media. I cannot understand why. Maybe he thinks he wouldn't have as many fans as Andrew and Jon? Well, I am here. I can love him enough for everyone who wouldn't. Or it could be the evil INXS fans who are telling him not to get on Facebook. But Timmy sure doesn't know what he's missing. I would love to be able to add him to my uhh "collection" of Farriss brothers Facebook pages. hehehe! Only he can complete it.

Well anyways, I may have discussed this before, but someone asked me today why I love Timmy so much. I think she's a new fan, so I try to help her as much as I can learn all about INXS. They are a bunch of fascinating guys! I should begin an "INXS University". LOL!! Or at least begin an INXS 101 day. hehehe! Well, anyways, I thought I would go into full detail here about why I love Timmy so much. He means the world to me! I love that man with every ounce of my being! He still is, always has been, and always will be my most favorite band member of INXS. My second favorite has been known to fluctuate now and then, but right now it's Michael. But Timmy will always be #1 to me. There are many reasons why I love Timmy, and it dates back to my beginnings as an INXS fan.

I first heard INXS's music in 1987, on the bus to a pre-voc class. It was Need U Tonight. I instantly fell in love with it, especially the opening riffs. I couldn't really hear the words to the song, because of the other kids being rowdy in the back of the bus. I did hear what sounded like whispering. Later I would find out it was Michael singing in his best, sexiest voice! It wasn't until I first saw these guys in the flesh in 1990 that I became a full-blown fan. Michael was so handsome, I fell in love with him on first sight. I even joked to friends that I would one day marry him. LOL! During the video for Need U Tonight, Michael was most prevalent. I saw fleeting glimpses of the other guys, but they only lasted a few seconds compared to how much Michael was in the screen. Or they were off in the background. The other band members were not on the screen long enough for it to register in my mind if I liked any of them or not. Only Michael caught my attention at this point with his hair, his moves, his singing and his sexy voice.

It wasn't until the Mediate video came on after that I was able to get a more detailed look at the other guys. Though they were all cute, besides Michael, Timmy was the most handsome in the group. I loved his buns!! I love good buns on a man! And his were the best in the band! INXS later became one of my favorite bands, rivaled only by Roxette back in those days. Well, later I got that job with Patti and Chris, and after I lost that job my life changed completely. I gave up all those bands I had been into before I took that job. Roxette, New Kids on the Block, MC Hammer, Richard Marx, Michael Penn. All those bands. I never got back into them again. I wanted nothing around me that reminded me of my time on that job. The only reason I didn't quit on INXS then was because my interest in them was overshadowed by my love for Roxette. Back then, I loved Roxette every bit as much as I now do INXS. So when I decided I didn't want anything anymore that reminded me of my time on that job, Roxette received most of the brunt of my disgust. LOL! I have tried to get back into them before. But it was hopeless. I still like their music, but any actual love I had for them back then has now gone the way of the dinosaurs. Extinct, never to be seen in it's original form ever again.

I had seen INXS live once before I took that job, but after I had been on that job, the concert had completely slipped my mind. I took a 5-year break from INXS then. I still liked them, and their music, but I was also pursuing other interests during this time. For one thing, Batman. The stories that came out at that time were actually some of my best creations. I made up my own Batman stories. The creation of animal characters for these stories also led to the earliest beginnings of Metazoica. I especially spent a lot of time on Metazoica. It became my "big thing". I found it fascinating to speculate what modern mammals will become in 60 million years. There is a world of possibilities! I still occasionally thought about INXS, but those came only every once in a great while.

Then a couple months before Michael died, I began looking at INXS in a different light again. I was beginning to fall in love with them again. Especially Michael. Then Michael died and I was completely devastated! I fell into a deep, dark depression. And I know Michael was the cause of it because I had never been a depressed person before he died. At least not to the degree I am now. Well, after Michael died, that shoved INXS back into my sights again. I got all the albums, videos, magazines, everything I could find on these guys. I found websites, chatrooms, e-mail groups, even joined their mail-in fan club. I remember that year around Christmas, I went to a music store and found a couple of INXS video tapes. I bought them with my Christmas money I got from grandma and brought them home and watched them.

Well, of course Michael caught my attention. But then I started to learn a little more about the other guys. That was when I rediscovered Timmy. He was so funny!! This is another reason I love Timmy so much. He always made me smile and laugh. I loved his antics on stage. Besides Michael, Timmy always seemed to have the most fun performing. He was always either on a skateboard, or drinking, or clowning around, just doing his own thing while playing the music. He looked like a fun guy to be around, so I took to him. He made me feel good, somewhat giddy. I love a person who can do that, even in the midst of me being in a dark depression. That was when Timmy became one of my most favorite band members of INXS.

I remember when I lost my puppy dog Hutchess to parvovirus, the one and only thing that made me feel better was to watch my videos of INXS. I tried listening to their music. While their music did make me feel good, it was seeing them in the flesh that made me feel better. Listening to a CD is nice, but it helps more to see smiling faces and their onstage capers and frolicking. It helped me forget about my misery. That was when I say INXS saved my life. I had stopped eating and back then I was already thin. But I had a huge lump in my belly and I couldn't eat. If I hadn't watched these guys when I did, I would have starved myself to death. It was Michael and Timmy both who jump-started my life all over again. For that, they are my heroes!!

Not only did Timmy save my life, he was the start of this complete change from being a little girl to being a woman. I used to be a Timmyfag. Yes, you read that right!! I remember back in 2005, I saw a post someone made somewhere on the internet, calling Timmy things like "attention-seeking cunt" and "douchebag". I was PISSED!! I wanted to bite that guy's lips off. I was so mad, I cussed him out. I was acting like a bratty little girl. Or, like how those Yatesfags act. Well, not long after that, there was a public chat with Kirk and Timmy on Australia's channel 9 website. When someone asked Timmy how he felt about people who dis their Rockstar project and all the hateful things that were being said about them by other rockstars like I think Joe Elliott had said some bad things about them. Timmy didn't get angry. His response was "I'm sorry he feels the way he does, but it doesn't bother us. No skin off our nose." So I thought "Well if it doesn't bother Timmy, why should it bother me?" I admired Timmy a great deal after that. It showed me what a strong character he had. I truly admired that about him. And since then, I'd been working on improving my own attitude. I wanted to be like him, as strong, confident and sure of myself as he is. That is another reason I love Timmy so much.

Well, I don't want to act like some fag about Timmy. So now, when someone says shit about him, or anyone else I love, it doesn't bother me. I'd be lying if I said that sometimes I do feel hurt because Timmy doesn't have as many fans as Michael or even Jon. But again, if it's no skin off his nose, then it should be no skin off mine. I admire that in a person! So those are the big reasons why I love Timmy so much, always did and always will.

Saturday, October 24, 2015

Help For The Homeless

I saw an article yesterday about a movement going on now in Astoria to put more restrooms out for the homeless in this town. They are thinking of putting more port-a-potties out so people who are homeless can have a place to go to the restroom after every other place is closed. Though there is a battle going on about that. Not many government officials in this town go for that idea because people tend to vandalize port-a-potties. I know I don't like using them because I've been to too many where people piss and smear shit all over the walls, floors and toilet seats. And there seems to never be any toilet paper in those doggone things!! There are public restrooms around, but my experience with the one in Seaside, it closes after midnight. So what if a homeless person needs to go after then?

Having been homeless now before, I know the feeling. I had to sleep in my car at night or during naps. I had to use the restroom wherever I could. Thankfully, I never took a dump outside! LOL! I made sure I emptied that chute before the stores closed. I remember one day, it was rainy and I had to put my lights on just to see through the rain. I was also very tired and trying to drive from Astoria to Seaside. But I stopped in Warrenton to have a bit of a nap before heading off to Seaside. But by the time I had parked in Warrenton's Costco, I had forgotten that I had my headlights on. It wasn't really dark at that time, so I couldn't see them very well. I just turned the car off and took a little nap for a while. When I woke up a couple hours later was when I noticed I had left my lights on. And I could not start the car. The battery had died! I went all through the parking lot and asked whoever I bumped into if they had any jumper cables. Not a single soul did! I couldn't believe it! It was raining hard at this time too. I had to go into the Costco to use the restroom. There was one guy I ran into and asked for help, and he did not have jumper cables but he thought he knew someone who had some, and he was going to get that person and be right back. That's what he told me. I waited and waited on his word, but I never saw him again. Either his friend didn't have the jumpers like he thought, or he just plumb forgot to ask. UGH!! So I was stuck there for the night. I shoulda known better than to trust the promise of a stranger!! Sometimes my idealisms about giving everyone a chance is more of a hindrance.

The problem with being stuck at Costco, as opposed to a later opened store such as Safeway, where I usually parked, Costco closes at 10PM. And that particular night, I had to wizz a lot!! I remember having to wizz on the pavement several times that night. It wasn't fun, but when you gotta go, you gotta go! And I was stuck there for the night. I had no choice. The next day was more clear and I was able to walk to this auto parts place a few blocks away and ask them if they would help me jumpstart my car. They obliged and I was back on my way to my usual parking spot in Seaside. I did not want to relive another day like that!!

Well, putting more bathrooms out and available at all hours would be a nice thing. But having suffered homelessness before, that really only solves half the problem. The other half is shelter. I slept in my car the whole time I was homeless. The car became my little house. At least I was out of the elements, it rains a lot in this area. Well, apparently sleeping in your car is illegal in this county. A person could get slapped with a fine of up to $700 if they are caught sleeping in their car. But I had no other choice. The shelter only allows you to stay for 3 days at a time. Then you have to leave for 4 days. What does a person do with a limited income for those 4 days? Remember, it's raining and cold out, and I am a lone, old woman. I refuse to sleep outdoors. I'm going to sleep where I am dry, warm and feel safe. All I had when I was homeless was my car. So, I slept in there. Well, one night I was caught doing that, and fined. I was livid! Thankfully, I wasn't charged a full $700. I was only fined $300. But still!! Tell me seriously, if I could afford a fine that large, don't you think I would have been able to afford a hotel room?! It's totally DUMB to charge a homeless person any amount of over $100!! THAT is the real problem! Get rid of that law! How is a lone old woman supposed to feel safe living in a tent? I like the rain, but I don't like it falling on me every night. I don't want to get mugged. I just want to be able to sleep when I am tired, and not have to keep one eye open while doing it. I am not used to that. So if you ask me, if you really want to help the homeless, get rid of that stupid law that says we cannot sleep in our cars!!

Saturday, October 17, 2015

Pixar Vs. Classic Animation

I was watching a video about this yesterday, someone gave their opinions about modern Pixar type films vs. the old fashioned animation style films. I dunno, maybe I am too old fashioned, but I am getting kinda sick of Pixar-style films. I miss the way animation used to be. I don't think animation was meant to be like this modern Pixar stuff. But people nowadays want everything to look more realistic. If it doesn't, it seems nobody wants to see it. People have been too spoiled these days on Pixar-style films. And really, I don't see the point in doing everything Pixar-style. It takes no less time and no less manpower to do a CGI animated film than it does to do an old fashioned style animated film. This was all cute in the beginning, but now, these CGI style animated films are starting to get on my nerves!! There's too many of them. At least someone needs to do a few movies in the old fashioned method again. My head is ringing with all these damn Pixar movies!

Take for example Charlotte's Web. It was one of my favorites when I was a kid. But back then it was cute. This was the vision of Charlotte that I grew up with:


Now, that is cute. She has a nice smile on her face, and she looks friendly. This is the way a cartoon spider should look. But this is the modern CGI version from the 2006 release of Charlotte's Web:


EWWW!!!! I'm petrified of spiders! I can't even look at them in books. I can't even touch a page in a book that has a picture of a spider. She may be smiling here (I think?) but it doesn't look like a cute, friendly smile. In fact, it downright creeps me out! But this seems to be the kind of shit people want to see today. This is why I miss the old fashioned style animation. And you gotta admit, the old style animation was a lot cuter!!


Back then, the animals were cuter and looked a lot more innocent. That is the way animation should be seen. The way it was originally meant to be seen and enjoyed. Animation, like it's seen in this scene from Bambi (from 1942), takes me back to my own innocence as a kid. Of course I still like to hold on to that kind of innocence. But cartoons today are no longer like this. Maybe it's the video game or anime influence, but everything was much better, animation-wise, back in the days of Bambi. The animation was better, the backgrounds were better, the music was better. I wish I could travel through time and go back to that day when animated cartoons were still cute, innocent and fun.

But these days, people would be more concerned about the way these animals look. They want the animators to display every hair on the animal's body, every shadow that is cast on them in every scene, they want the big, cute eyes but they also want the realistic looking skin and fur tones. I don't know, maybe it's just me, but IMO, animation was not meant to be perfect. There is something about adding huge, cartoony eyes to perfect looking skin and fur tones that to me looks kinda creepy!


In fact, all those imperfections make these characters look creepy!! That kid on the bottom left, I wouldn't want to see that lurking in my yard! It'd scare me to death!! Looks like a troll. The woman above it doesn't look much better either. But this is what people today want to see. I can't for the life of me, understand why. Maybe, as I said before, it's the anime and video games that are out now, with realistic movement and creepy glares. Maybe it's because people nowadays are becoming too savvy to science and realism. I don't know, I can't explain it. It's one of the many mysteries about people I have yet to understand. Probably because it's not really a true part of human nature. It's just something that people have only recently become so innate to.

Of course there are some old fashioned style animation that I would never watch, but it's all modern stuff. Like Family Guy for example.


This may be considered old fashioned style animation, but they still look creepy. Compared to like say old Disney animated style people, who are still old fashioned, but at least they looked cute.


It's realistic-looking, without being TOO realistic-looking. And the little imperfections make the characters look cute in this style. And what about images like this in modern cartoons:


In my days, babies were not drawn this way. Babies were meant to look innocent and cute. Like this:


In fact, the cutest cartoon characters were all drawn based on the proportions of a baby; ie. big head, big eyes, chubby bellies, short, chubby legs and arms, and almost no neck. It also usually helps to add eyelashes too to add to the cuteness.





Even I take this kind of thing to heart when I create my own baby characters for my stories...



But it seems no one wants to see babies who look like that anymore. And is it my imagination or does Stewie really look like that kid from Hey Arnold?


They both have the same dumb-shaped head.