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Thursday, June 23, 2016

Still Around The Block

I know I haven't written anything in my blog in quite some time. But I am still kicking. I just happen to have something wonderful in the works, so I've been incredibly busy. No time to sit and think of a blog post to type up, nor even any time to sit and type it. I won't mention what that thing is, as it hasn't happened yet, but it is something big, and my friends and family know what it is. So, I will be back shortly after this break. Once this break is over, I will be back permanently, as this is a once in a lifetime deal, and will not be repeated again.

Thank all you readers for your patience.

Wednesday, June 15, 2016

Nightclub Shooter Identified

Yesterday was buzzing on Facebook about the shooter being identified. It was a man named Omar Mateen. From his name, I could tell he was of islamic descent. So yes he was a muslim! I knew it! He pledged allegiance to ISIS, and as you may know, ISIS is a very radical christian group. If ISIS takes over the USA, anyone who commits a sin of any kind will be put to death. Much like in those islamic countries. That means if I am caught ogling my pics of Michael and Timmy, I could be put to death because that would be considered "adultery". LOL! I learned that when I was living in the van and I had to stay at this shelter that I hated! They too were a radical christian group, and in fact, I was kicked out of there because I refused to give up my pics and they said that looking at these guys was "committing adultery". But these guys are a source of comfort to me. If I had had my dogs, I would have been able to give up the pics, no problem. Just keep the dogs near me. But I didn't have them, so the only thing I could turn to was these guys. And all I have of them are my pics.

Well, believe me when I say that I am glad I was kicked out of that shelter. Not just because they were going to make me give up my babes, but they had a lot more rules that I would have found very hard to live with. Not being able to go out for one thing, without being accompanied by the house attendant, and she was big, fat and lazy. It was a lot for her to even walk down the hill to the convenience store with me, and I remember she griped all the way. Not that the house attendant was mean, mind you. She was actually a nice person. But she was fat and lazy. I'm not that lazy. I'm much more sedentary than my sis is, but I am not that lazy.

But anyways, Mateen killed 49 people and injured 53 in his attack before he was gunned down by police. Again I say I HATE RADICALS!!!!!!!! Even though I myself am a christian woman, I am not an islamic fag! It may have been a gay club that was shot up, but it is the shooter that I call a fag! Because he IS! He is what the very definition of a fag is. He obviously must have had a very fiery temper to pull off a stunt like that. So, he's a fag! And I hate fags. They're even worse when they go out and physically harm someone. But the reason he did it, just as I suspected, is because being gay is against islamic beliefs. That's exactly what fags do, they argue, fuss, and sometimes even kill when they meet someone who does not agree with them and will not bend their will to follow them. Some don't argue, as I've seen on Facebook. They just drop you and put you on ignore with no explanation and for no reason except that they are fags themselves. Well like I said, at least I don't have to look at them on Facebook! LOL! Hopefully I won't see them anywhere else either.

I was watching a video yesterday and I noticed there is another guy, MrRepzion, who pretty much said the same thing I said in my last blog post. He used to be religious. For a while there, he was even anti-religion. But he says he doesn't mind religion as long as people don't go out and harm others over it, and I agree with him. But like I said about radicals, most of them are under the age of 35. Mateen was 29! Those people have not completely come to terms with their fanhood yet. Most people, until they have reached 35 years old, do not know how to handle fanhood. Therefore, they do not know the difference between being a fan, and being a radical. Sometimes, even if they are over 35, it can happen, like if they are a newbie to that particular type of fanhood. The woman I spoke of in my last blog post, Kimberly. I found out she's well over 35 years old! In fact, she's older than me! She's older than my sis! But she is also a newbie amongst INXS fans. She's never seen them in concert before, she told me that herself once. So, obviously she has not come to terms with INXS fanhood yet.

It takes a while to come to terms with things like that. I didn't learn until I was in my early 30s, and a chat with Timmy changed my whole attitude. I used to feel like I had to viciously defend Timmy at all costs, and that anyone who didn't like Timmy was not my friend! But Timmy did not feel that way at all. He took everything in stride. I love that about him. So I said to myself "If it doesn't matter to him, then it shouldn't matter to me." So, that is how I handle fanhood. Now, I don't care if I meet someone who does not like Timmy or even INXS. As long as I stay loyal to my guys, that is all I care about. I even have friends who are not INXS fans, and that's fine with me. Of course there are other cases where a fan has not come to terms with their own fanhood and they are over 35, but those are like extreme mental challenges. That is to say, people who are psychotic, or schizophrenic. But those people will likely never come to terms with any kind of fanhood. They can't help it though.

Well anyways, I am sure such was the case with this Omar Mateen guy. He even has his smug little picture up on the internet. This is what he looks like:

Monday, June 13, 2016

Gay Club Shooting

So yesterday I heard about the gay club being shot up in Orlando, which killed almost 50 people. It is believed the shooter was a muslim. Just as I suspected! Another fucking radical!! GOD I hate radicals!! And you know how those muslims are, they push their beliefs on everyone else! Just like any damn radical!! For muslims, they push their religious beliefs on others. Gay people, as you may know, are seen as an abomination in the eyes of GOD (or for muslims, HE is called Allah). Now, don't get me wrong, I know there are some nice muslims out there. I don't mind them. It's the radical muslims I hate so much. Just as much as I hate every other radical out there! And Hillary Clinton wants to allow these people to come freely into our country! Once she takes office, we can all kiss everything we've come to know in this country goodbye! All the comforts and freedoms we once enjoyed, that'll all be gone. The people who were shot yesterday by an islamic madman were gay, people who were at a club to have fun, and enjoy the company of others of their own beliefs. I feel bad for the people who were shot, and my heart goes out to those who lost friends and family in this incident. It's all very sad! And what's even more sad is how it looks like this is going to become the norm in this country.

I gotta say, my sis believes this is a trick pulled off by the government to start the banishment of owning guns. But I don't believe that is what this is. She and one of my friends got into it this afternoon. LOL! When my sis goes off like that, I just don't get involved. She has her beliefs, I have mine. Just like when I discuss INXS, she doesn't get involved. I love my sis and I love my friends so, I stay out of it. I click "Like" on each of their posts and that's as involved as I get. But thankfully so far, this friend has not blamed me for my sister's beliefs. I think someone has though. LOL! I'm down one friend since that took place. I don't delete comments, and I think because I don't that people think I agree with them. But that's not always the case. I just don't believe in silencing others or censorship. Everyone is entitled to their own opinions. Whether I agree with them or not. I just wish radicals would learn to understand the same. But then again, if they did, they wouldn't be radicals.

Speaking of radicals, I found out yesterday one of them was still in my group, a woman named Kimberly. I got myself another mod and was in Facebook chat with her and said "I want that fag OUT of my group!" I don't want no radicals in my group! But if Hillary Clinton becomes our next president, people like that will be allowed to control everything. I used to be friends with Kimberly, but she changed that when she showed she was a radical. More likely another Yatesfag. I don't like Yatesfags! And they are not welcome in my group! So, together we got rid of the fag and hopefully now the group can be a bit more peaceful. One thing I noticed about the Yatesfags, almost all of them are young (no older than maybe 35), newer fans, who've never seen Michael in concert, or probably never even have seen INXS in concert, and never met Michael. I know that's not the case for all of them, I know of at least a couple who are older than me who did see Michael in concert, though I doubt they've ever met him. One such person even went to Wembley in 1991, so he said. But what I described constitutes at least 98% of what the radicals are.

Anyways, Kimberly is a classic example of what a fag is. I thought she was a nice person when I met her. But deep inside was the guts of a hater. I would say "there beat the heart of a radical", but then again, radicals don't have hearts. That didn't show up until the time I needed friendly support. I remember she even left me a comment saying "Hang in there." All along deceiving me into believing she was a good person and a loyal friend. Well, I wish I had known she was a radical or else I never would have asked her to become my friend. I would bet she'd even turn her back on Michael once she found out he was not like her. But people like Kimberly are what the people in this country are fated to become. I'd like to be accepting of all muslims. I know there are good ones out there somewhere. But just like Kimberly, they may act friendly and put up a front to your face, but once you let your guard down, they'll shoot you in the back of your head and not even think twice about it. Just as I learned from the radicals on Facebook, you have to learn who the bad people are by trial and error before you learn who the good ones are, and the bad people don't always appear bad at first. And sometimes before you can even learn from your mistake, the bad people will shoot you dead. I'm sure such was the case in this nightclub shooting. And it's sad this is what people today have become.

I blame this whole thing on political correctness. That's why Hillary wants to allow muslims into this country, because she's afraid she'll be called a bigot if she doesn't. But it scares me because of the radical muslims. We may never learn who the radical muslims are until it's too late. How many more people have to be killed before we can figure that out?? Like I said to all of my friends yesterday, this is the beginning of the end. We are heading straight for the apocalypse! It sure does feel like the end of our days here! All the good people are dying off, leaving all the bad ones here.

Anyways, on to a happier subject. Somewhat. I may be about to plan another move. I really wanted to stay here, I never wanted to move away from the coast again. I love it here so much! But I've been facing so many problems here. No busline is the biggest thing. I can't even get a dial-a-ride! And I want to go walking! Been thinking about this for some time, but I might consider moving back to Reno. Not that I really want to! I hated the heat there! And the dryness. But at least I will be close to ma and somewhat close to my pa. Somewhat. And he needs me. And I'd like to visit him sometime too. I need to see him. And ma and I can have our fun days every week again. I do miss that. It's not permanent. I am only going to move there for a while as I save up some money to get a car and a house. I want to get a mobile home and move back here to the coast. So, I am going to be saving my money while I am there. Hopefully it won't take long to at least save enough to make a down payment.

Saturday, June 11, 2016

So The Radicals Have Done It Again!

There is a new story going around this morning. A young singer named Christina Grimmie was unfortunately gunned down by a suicidal madman while she was handing out autographs in Orlando, FL. Why she was gunned down I don't know just yet. There has been not much of a release of information about this story. But she was still alive when she was taken to the hospital last night, yet unconscious. She died some time later though. The gunman died at the scene with a self-inflicted gunshot. Just like a typical radical coward to try to kill someone and instead of facing punishment, turn the gun on himself and kill himself! UGH!! Makes me think of that dumbass Matt Burney! Though I know he couldn't have been the gunman, it's the exact same mentality! I wouldn't put it past him to do something like this himself!

Well, I don't know this chick at all, I never heard her sing, and frankly, I don't care to. I have no interest in someone who got their start on shows like The Voice, or some other reality singing TV show! What makes me mad about this is this idiot that shot her while she was innocently handing out autographs! This is no doubt why it's getting increasingly harder to meet your favorite celebs. This is also why I hate radicals with a passion and I want to avoid them at all costs! One of my friends pointed out that Prince stated once that fans today have become fanatics. I agree with him too! And it ruins everything for everybody else. Even us non-radical fans. Everybody today is a fanatic! Or some kind of radical. I even saw a video this morning of a woman on an ESPN news show who was offended by the term "hard work". I heard that and was like "WHAT?!?!?!" The problem was she was an African-American, and she said that the term "hard work" makes her think of the old slaves who used to gather sugar cane and cotton in the fields, and she said "THAT was 'hard work'!"

Like I said before, people today are wussies!! There is no doubt whatsoever in my mind that it was some radical of some kind that shot and killed this young woman. Whether he was just an obsessed fan, or someone who was pissed off because Grimmie took someone else's place in The Voice, someone that the gunman liked more, or whatever! No one knows at this time. But either way, I'll wager you this guy was a radical. People like him are the reason why I hate radicals so much! And people like me, who stand up for what's right, are what radicals fear and hate the most. I will always stand up for what's right! I say this young woman should never have been shot or killed! Whether you like her or not, that's a horrible thing to do!

I'm glad I am not one of those kinds of fans. I'm one of the more decent fans. I love Timmy! I love him to the moon and back! Maybe beyond. When I love someone that much, I want to see them happy. All I'd ever want is to see them happy. And I am not one of those kinds of fans that would say "I think he'd be so much happier with me in his life". No, I'm not like that at all!! I know Timmy has a family, and I know he's happy with them. And that is all I'd care about. If Michael were here, I'd be saying the same thing about him. But unfortunately he never looked happy with Paula. So, I don't believe he was happy with her. That's why I hate Paula Yates so much! She made him miserable. She hurt my baby and I don't dig that!! But I don't ever want to see Timmy dead. EVER!!! It'd break me physically and emotionally. It hurt me bad enough when Michael died. I couldn't stand to lose Timmy too. That's why I do not understand people like this guy who shot this Grimmie woman. If he was merely nothing but an obsessed fan, why in the world would he want to see Grimmie dead??? Why not be happy for her??? Why wouldn't he want to just see her happy? I always thought murder is what you do to people you don't like (not that I condone it, but it would make better sense). Not what you do to someone you like.

Ya know, I heard about the guy who was obsessed with the singer Bjork. Back in 1996, he sent a bomb to the singer (which fortunately never got to her) and made a video stating that he wanted to kill her, and then kill himself and then the two of them could live happily together in a paradise world. So he sent that bomb to her, intending to kill her, and then he shot and killed himself on camera. I just don't understand fans like that! Bjork had just gotten married at that time. Shouldn't this fan have been happy that Bjork found someone who makes her happy? That's what I would have felt. Besides that, you have no idea for real if a "paradise world" really exists! He could have meant Heaven, but you don't marry in Heaven. And you don't go to Heaven if you intentionally kill yourself or another person! You just lie in the ground and rot. That's not "paradise". And if Bjork had also been killed, then that would have been murder, which is a sin. And a sin like that sends you straight to Hell! Not exactly my idea of a "paradise world".

Well anyways, RIP Christina Grimmie. So sad your life was cut so short because of some dumbass radical! Believe me, I can relate!

Thursday, June 9, 2016

The Third Bathroom

The world is so full of wussies right now and everything has to be so damn politically correct. Well, this is going to be another brutally honest post. So if you don't like it, tough nookies!! I saw a video last night that gives me a good reason to fear this new trend going around now. You know how these transsexuals are now, they can be men who identify themselves as women, or women who identify themselves as men. OK, I get it already. But now, they want to be able to use the bathroom for the sex that they identify with, and now no one is allowed to stop them, or say anything against it. I completely call bullshit!! Now I don't want anyone to misunderstand my message, I have nothing against transsexuals, as long as they are legit. But how do you know they are actually legit? That is what scares me.

I have a real problem with a man who would claim to identify himself as a woman, when that really is not the case. Same goes for a woman who claims to identify herself as a man. But now I am not saying there are not female rapists, but the majority of rapists are indeed men who target women. Let's be honest here! How do I know for sure the man, who says he identifies himself as a woman, is really a person who does identify himself as a woman, or if he's just using that as an excuse to walk into a woman's restroom so he can kidnap some young, unsuspecting girl, haul her into his stall and rape her? This is something that has been bothering me ever since I started hearing about transsexuals now wanting to use the public restrooms of the sexes they identify with, instead of the sexes that they really are. But about a week ago, I began to hear of some problems with this new trend.

It all started with a high school boy, who identified himself as a girl, wanted to start using the girl's restroom. Well, the school was against it, because they did not want to make the other girls uncomfortable. The boy even wanted to start using the girls' locker room. A very big concern! The school was against that too. But they did allow the boy another option. He could use one of the staff's unisex, single-stalled bathrooms. But the boy refused. He wanted to be treated like an equal. OK, this is what gets me. Why would he refuse something like that? If I were that boy, I think I wouldn't give a shit about being treated like an equal! I'd be thinking "Wow! The staff must be thinking I am something special, allowing me to use their restrooms, where no other student can!" LOL! OK I know that's not really the case, but that is what would cross my mind. He would have had a bathroom all to himself. No one else had to look at him, and he would not have to look at another girl. But then again, maybe he's not really a boy who identifies himself as a girl. Maybe he's a young pervert who really just wants to make his way legally into a girl's restroom and locker room so he can look at nude, or semi-nude, girls and quietly ogle them.

That is what scares me! A man can claim he identifies himself as a woman, but how do you know for sure that he really does? How do you know for sure he's not just claiming he does so he can stalk women in one of their most private moments? Or so perhaps he can grab some young girl, take her into an empty stall and rape her? Then I saw this video from a friend last night. It is a video of a man who grabbed a young teenage girl and tried to drag her off...

I think Walmart has the best idea ever. Some locations have installed unisex bathrooms. They are single-stalled bathrooms with doors that lock, only one person can use them at a time. I think the transsexuals should consider using those where available. And I know I am definitely going to get a lot of hate for saying this, but if you are a man who identifies himself as a woman, and you don't feel comfortable using a man's restroom, then that's too bad! You were given a penis! Not a vagina! You still have to stand up, with your penis over the bowl, to take a piss. That is why they have urinals in men's restrooms. Not in womens' restrooms. You still have to lift up the toilet seat to piss. I, for one, do not want to have to put the seat back down because you cannot identify yourself as a man! That's not my problem! That's your's! If you don't want to use the men's room, then hold your piss until you get home! Don't bring your nasty male habits where I have to clean up after them. Or right your wrongs! Using a public restroom is bad enough. I don't want to have to put my hands on more than is necessary!

Monday, June 6, 2016

Status Symbol

ARGH! This is what I hate most, talking about shit like this! Well hell, I don't know if I will be able to go to this gathering, I've accepted a challenge which is going to cost me every month. Well, maybe I can get away with only getting the pills. But I would like to get both items. Trouble is, even with the discount they are still expensive! But I want to do this. My sis cannot be the only one of us losing weight! And I want to look good for my trip to Australia. I also want to help celebrate my Michael. I love that man so much! More than anything in this world!! LOL!! I act like I was married to the man, and I actually wasn't. Just feels like it from the way I fell so deeply in love with him. That was a love like I'd never felt before in my life. But the thing is, so many other people felt it too. I don't think I will ever understand why Michael believed he was not loved. I loved him! So did a lot of others. But you know the British press! They're dumb!! Michael should have learned to take anything they say with a grain of salt. I bet he'd still be here if he could.

Well, I asked my sis to come up here while I go to the gathering, and bring the dogs. I need something there to help balance out the number of strangers that will be in attendance there. Not to mention the damn fags. I'm sure some of those will be there too. My loony pig of a sister (sometimes) and I were chatting the other night, and she thinks I am going to be "using my dogs" to "get back at" the damn fags. In other words, she thinks the only reason I want to bring my dogs is so I can show off to the fags like "Hey. Look what I got that you don't".  I said to her "Not to get back at them you fool! More like to divert my attention away from them." I love my sis dearly, believe me I do. But she has a habit of totally misinterpreting everything she reads. It's not just the fags I need to divert my attention away from. It's the people too. That's what happens when you have social anxiety. If I were to go and not bring the dogs, I'd be paying for a ticket for nothing, because I would be too nervous to even walk through the door. Even if I had friends there. I'm just uncomfortable around so many people.

It was hard enough when I went to INXS concerts back in the day. I didn't bring my dogs, or any animals (although I did consider it once). But I knew once I walked in those doors, my Timmy (and in one case, my Michael) would be there, and seeing them would be comforting enough. That eased the social anxiety in those cases. But that wouldn't be the case in this gathering. But I do want to go, and support this friend of mine who is putting it together. And it sounds like fun anyways. But no, the reason I want to bring my dogs is not to say to the fags "Hey look what I got". It's more like this:

Me: Oh dear! Look at all those people. I don't think I want to go in there.
The dogs: It's OK. I'm here. If you get scared, just lean on me.
Me: OK babies. Then let's go.
Then I pet the dogs and walk in.

It's a proven fact that the simple act of petting a dog lowers anxiety. That is why I want to bring them there with me. That is why I don't want to go without them. Believe me, if my only objective was to "get back at" the fags, there are plenty of more reasonable ways I could do it. Looking good for one thing. Pepper spray would be another, but I'd only use that in cases where I felt really threatened. I never use my pets as a "status symbol". My sis knows that but she gets crazy ideas in her head about some messed-up shit. Other people may resort to using their pets as status symbols, but I've never been that kind. That's like those men who own rottweilers or pit bulls, and then laugh at those of us who own chihuahuas or pomeranians and say we are lesser people because we have smaller dogs. Like that dustingrey character. He uses his pets as status symbols. And you wanna bet, he probably does not even have a dog. I bet he really only has a cat. Which means he's all talk and trying to sound tough, when he's really nothing but a wussy.

Friday, June 3, 2016

Weirdest Deep-Sea Creatures

Well I really just love the ocean. That's undeniable. I love living here. Now, at this point in my life, wild horses cannot tear me away from the ocean. Well, to start this month off, I wanted to make an unusual post about some of the strangest deep-sea creatures I've ever seen. These are just what I believe are some of the strangest deep sea animals. Perhaps you know of some that you may think are stranger than mine. So let's begin...

Like many deep sea animals, this fish attracts bioluminescent bacteria to it's body. But instead of only glowing blue like all other bioluminescent animals, this fish also glows red as well. But it is a good thing. Most animals in the deepest parts of the ocean cannot see red light anyways.

Like many deep-sea fish, this is the stuff nightmares are made of! This is a highly-predatory fish that is obvious how it got it's name. The teeth on the bottom of it's jaws are so long, the fish cannot completely close it's mouth, so it is a permanent wide gape. Because of their long fangs, these fish are also known as "viper fish".

Fan-Fin Sea Devil
This is an unusual fish in the same family as the anglerfish also found in the deep ocean. This one has all kinds of extra "feelers" all over it's body. This fish uses a long lure-like appendage on it's head to attract prey to it's mouth. It is believed the "whiskers" all over it's body also aid in feeling for prey. Once prey is felt, this fish wastes no time in capturing it in their large jaws.

Gulper Eel
As you can see, this fish has the widest gape for it's size in the animal kingdom. The huge mouth is useful for capturing prey. They are also equipped with small, sharp teeth to also help them out.

Snipe Eel
Like the gulper eel, the snipe eel is not a true eel. But it is an elongate eel-like fish of the deep ocean. It has a long, narrow jaw, much like the beak of a snipe (bird), that does not close at the end. However, they still manage very well to capture small fish and tiny deep-sea crustaceans using their small, sharp teeth.

Goblin Shark
This shark has become quite well-known in recent years. Like all sharks, it can shoot it's jaws out of the socket, to capture prey. All sharks have this ability, but none to the extent of the goblin shark. It can shoot it's jaws out almost the entire length of it's paddle-shaped nose.

Though it looks a little bit like a cartoon owl, this fish is superbly adapted to see in the blackness of the deep ocean. The large eyes enable it to distinguish between sunlight and bioluminescence, which means the creatures of the deep that depend on luminescence as camouflage, are not able to put a fast one over on this fish!

There are actually 2 different fish that bears the name "hatchetfish". There are the tiny, freshwater fish that are popular aquarium fish, and then there is this guy. The deep-sea hatchetfish is an unusual sight. They use their slender, silvery bodies to hide from predators. However, this fish is a predator it's self, which feeds on tiny crustaceans. There are no vegetarian deep-sea fish, as no plants are able to grow in the blackness.

Deep-Sea Anglerfish
This is one of the most famous deep-sea fish. They are well-known for their glowing lures, which they use to attract prey close enough for them to grab and devour. One of the most notable features of this family is how much larger the female is than the male. The male lives his life as a permanent parasite on the female, feeding off her, and also fertilizing her eggs. There are actually several different varieties of anglerfish in the deep ocean. I think one of my favorites is this dog-faced variety:

Sunday, May 29, 2016

A Perfect Pig

LOL!! Oh GOD Yvette, why don't you give up?! Before you get kicked off of Facebook again, you're going to lose all the people you want to collect as friends. She's probably still bashing me, but I don't care. I said to one of my friends she can disrespect me all she wants to, I don't care. She'd just better not say the wrong thing! There are indeed places I draw the line at. Actually not many, but a few things I will not tolerate. And if I ever find out she has said any of them, she'd better make sure she's got a lot of good back-up! Trust me, she's not even begun to see how easily I can ruin her life! I won't mention what those things are someone can say about me that I will not tolerate, but there are clues back in the past blog posts I've made on this site. Everybody has their breaking point, even me. Don't push me beyond that point or you will see the wolverine in me come out.

I still say to everyone, stay away from Yvette! She is indeed no good! What she did to me, she's been doing to everyone. Oh I guess there's still a few people she has not attacked, but she attacks for almost no reason, or for petty little reasons. Things that don't offend anyone else on the planet offends her with a passion. I still say she's lying when she said she's met Michael before. Michael would not want anything to do with her! Neither would Timmy. Neither would any of the guys. Yvette is purely evil. There is definitely something wrong with her! Don't join her groups either! She was never a part of my group! Actually at first, I did think about inviting her, but I decided against it, mostly because the fact that she is a possible feminazi. Feminists are radicals and I don't want any radicals in my group! I was pissed off enough when I found out that Matt Burney was still in my group. Apparently he was only in there for a minute though, because I did not see his name on the member's list afterwords.

As I have mentioned before, the unfortunate thing about Yvette is that she is the classic example of what INXS fans are becoming now. I've noticed over the past few months that INXS fans are getting more and more evil. You know who I blame for that? I blame all those damn Yatesfags! Any time you see radicals moving in, they dominate and take over. Next thing you know, every one else wants to become them. It's like a cult. I had people whom I thought were my friends, suddenly drop me for no reason at all. All most likely because of the influence of some stupid Yatesfag radicals. Before, when the Rockstar era was going on, it was JD who was the cause of the dividing among INXS fans. Now, it's Paula Yates. And you'd think the evil fans would be over it. Paula Yates has been dead for 16 years! No amount of radicalism is going to bring her back. She's now sleeping with the dinosaurs. I have nieces and nephews who have not been on Earth for as many years as Paula Yates has been dead! Really!! But the fags still want to kiss her ass, and they think those of us who don't are being "disrespectful".

Michael was all about peace and love, and those of us who have met him, even spent a split second with him, want to carry that tradition of his on. So no, there is no way in the world Yvette will ever be able to convince me that she's met Michael. Not a snowball's chance in Hell! And Michael would be furious with her lying. I love that man! He means the world to me! Always did, always will. Even if other 'fans' want to go on behaving in an evil way, I won't. I will continue to spread Michael's peace and love with other fans. Just be very choosy about who I spread it to. Well, after seeing what Yvette has done to another fan that I hold very close to my heart, I would say Yvette is a pig!! But ya know, pigs are intelligent. Yvette is not. So to call her a pig would be an insult to other pigs. I'm glad Michael did not live to see what INXS fans today have become. I think the shame of it alone would have killed him.

All that being said, I still do not hate Yvette. I think she's crazy and needs to come to terms with that so she can get help. But I do not hate her. I can't hate someone with a mental disorder. I think again about my Michael. Would I have turned my back on him because he had a mental disorder? I heard Michael could be sweet one minute, and totally lose it the next. He had rages for a while, after his accident. He could be so nasty and hateful sometimes, so I heard. Would I have turned my back on him? No. I couldn't. I love that man. In my eyes, he was the greatest thing since sliced bread! Even better! The greatest thing since putting peanut butter on bread! He may have been crazy, as any artist is, but I love him more than anything in this world! I would never turn my back on him. I could never do it. I'd try to help him as much as I could. On his sad days, I'd try to comfort him. On his happy days, I'd laugh with him. Just like I do with all my friends. I'd never call Michael "crazy" out of hate. I would never hatefully say "You have serious mental issues". I'd never connive him. Everything I'd do, would be out of nothing but love for him. That is how I feel. That is why I cannot turn my back on someone with a mental illness.

Friday, May 27, 2016

Fatty Phrases

I thought this would be an interesting subject. Since the world is so damn politically correct these days, it'd be nice to take a break from being so politically correct. Well hell, I am never politically correct anyways. With me, it's more like "politically CORRUPT", and I love me that way! I am fat. I admit it! Being called fat does not offend me at all. Because that is what I am. Maybe even obese. Though I am trying hard not to get too big. I've even begun losing the weight. I have this big, fat, ugly double chin I want to get rid of, which I HATE. Funny that, now that I am older, I am beginning to take a bit of interest in my appearance, where I never have before. But I recently made a video where I showcase some of my most favorite videos of all time, and I did some commentary of my own. Looking at that video now, I saw my damn double chin and it almost made me cry! I look so UGLY!!!! I want it GONE!! Then I saw pics of Twiggy Puff or whatever the fuck her name is!! And I compared her to myself. She's a fat ugly feminist, much like Yvette Dowdy. I thought to myself "I don't want to spend the rest of my days looking like her!" Besides I want to remove all this weight before I take that trip to Australia with my partner.

Well, in light of this fat ugly feminist bullshit going on today in an overly-PC world, I thought I would show off some of the comments I get as a fat chick myself that other fat chicks find offensive. Every one of them except me. Believe me when I say I've heard every fat chick on the planet object to these comments.

"You're face is so pretty if only you'd lose weight."
I get this all the time! It does not bother me at all! In fact, I like it. At least it is true. I was thin once, and I was beautiful!!

"Real men are only attracted to thin women."
There is actually a science to this. The purpose of sexual attraction is to reproduce with the healthiest females. Thus, fit and thin females. Let's face it, most fat women are reservoirs for diabetes, heart disease, and ovarian cancer. That's a known fact. These kind of women would not be stable enough to carry a baby. Diabetes can also be passed on to the baby, and can cause the baby to be born oversized or with some kind of birth defects.

"All feminists are fat and ugly."
Well! It's TRUE!!! Either way, you never see supermodels out there promoting feminism.

"If you're fat, you can't be healthy."
I hear this a lot, and I am finding it to be true. I am just now coming to terms with it. And because I am, I am a much happier person now than I was a year ago at this time.

This is a catch-all term I hear a lot. Not usually by it's self though. But most fat people are offended by the term "obese". I am not! I am obese! I admit it! If you can admit something, it does not offend you so much when other people say it.

"You're fat!"
My response is always "So?" It's like "what else is new?" But I am not offended by it. It's more like I wonder if these people are really so dumb as to believe I don't already know that! LOL!

"Fat bitch!"
Well, I am fat, and I can be a bitch. So yes, I am a fat bitch. But I don't think I am any more a bitch than any other woman. And I am less of a bitch than any feminist!

Well hell, I'm probably going to get a lot of hate because of this post. But anyone can change their lifestyle. I'm working on that now as you read this. I've added a morning hour workout period to my day, and I am going to do that every day! I can even do mornings on the upcoming 90 degree days, though I cannot do afternoon or evening workouts. Too hot!!

Thursday, May 26, 2016

So This Goes On...

LOL!! I'm loving this one. Yvette apparently loves to rant. She rants about everyone under the sun. I swear, I think she's one of those kinds of people that if you look crosseyed at her, she'd write a 2-page rant about you. While I am all for free speech, Yvette needs to stop acting like a martyr. Well, this was forwarded to me...

Yes I am mad because you blocked me from your group, especially after you boasted so loudly about how we were all free to speak our minds on your group. To kick someone out because you don't like what they have to say is not allowing us to speak our minds. That's one thing NO ONE can ever say about my group. I've never kicked anyone out of my group for speaking their minds. When I say "You are free to speak your mind", I mean it! Even if it's something I don't want to hear. But then again, I am not overly sensitive like you are Yvette. I heard you've been kicked off of Facebook many times before. I have never been kicked off of Facebook. That alone should tell you something.

Actually only one time I can remember I turned down someone from my group. But it was because she was not a real INXS fan. She was a known Yatesfag. My group is not to celebrate Paula Yates. It's to celebrate Michael and Timmy. Yatesfags are not welcome. There are other groups they can go to to ogle Paula Yates.

Yes I said Boner looked fat, because he did. Sorry but I am not used to seeing him look that chunky, and I am going to say it. In Michael's last video, which you also put up on your group, people often say he looked too thin. Does that also piss you off? No, of course it doesn't. Because to you, to say someone looks fat is the only offense there is. But I guess that's something you can relate to, right? Do you look at yourself in the mirror and think "I look too thin"?

I was respectful in your group. The problem is you are just too sensitive. Don't blame that on me. That is your problem. Not mine.

As for the calling Bono "Boner", I do that all the time. That was not a unique thing I did on your group. Knowing the man the way I do, most likely he'd think it's funny too.

So what if your friends believe me? This is true. And Yvette has some serious issues. But I guess she's no worse than any other fag out there. Anyone who doesn't believe me are the ones I would worry about. I've always been a good judge of character. Just because I like to give people a chance does not mean I cannot judge them correctly. And there is definitely something wrong with Yvette. Look at this post. She contradicts herself before the last sentence. She says "Oh well, it's a fun read" and then ends with "If you believe her..." which I am sure goes on to end with "you are not my friend anymore" or something to that effect. Knowing Yvette and her kind the way I do, I would not be surprised.

But ya know, I do not hate this woman. Really, I don't. I feel sorry for her. Something really, really, REALLY bad must have happened to her in the past to make her act so hatefully. I heard she griped because someone needed a wheelchair. I thought "If I had known she was like that from the beginning, I never would have accepted her as a friend!" But me being the person I am, I always have to give people a chance. Just in case I am wrong. I have been before, but definitely not about Yvette. I am not going to say to my friends though that if you are friends with Yvette, you cannot be friends with me. That's not my style! LOL! That's something people in 2nd grade say. If you are my friend, and you want to stay friends with Yvette, that's fine. But don't force me to socialize with her, because I truly think she's messed up in the head. I mean, TOO messed-up for me! LOL!

Wednesday, May 25, 2016

I Think I Found It!

LOL! I got to tell you, I think I've found a worse group than the MH and His Life Fan Page. The group is another Michael Hutchence group run by a chick named Yvette Dowdy on Facebook. What makes her group worse is that she boasts about giving everyone the right to speak their mind. So, I thought "OK. I'm well-known all across facebook by now for giving my opinions in no uncertain terms." So, I joined her little group. I knew this should be interesting. I got a little uncomfortable when I saw a post Yvette made on that group saying something to the effect of "If you leave this group, then please unfriend me as you leave" and on and on and on. I thought about saying something in response to that, but then I thought I would be over-reacting. So, I left it alone. But it did make me feel uncomfortable that she'd say something like that. She also talked about banning someone on her other group (which I never asked to be a part of, but she added me anyways), a group called "Empowering Women", which makes her sound like a radical. A feminist radical. I hate feminists!!

I always hated feminists. Anyways, everything about this Yvette chick made me uncomfortable, but I gave her the benefit of the doubt. Just because that is my nature to give everyone a chance. LOL!! I tried communicating with her, but she never responded, or ever even seemed to acknowledge my posts to her. That also made me a bit uneasy. I began to wonder if this Yvette chick only asked to become my friend just for the numbers. Or just because she wanted every INXS fan at her command. It was just plain weird! When I make a friend on Facebook, it's never just for the numbers. I get involved in their Facebook existence as much as I can. When they're happy, I am happy. When they feel sad, I feel sad. I try to cheer with them, or comfort them when I can. That's why it was so tough having 400 friends! LOL! Too many for me to keep up with.

I was not the only one who noticed these inconsistencies about Yvette. Many other of my friends did too, and the friends I have left are people I trust completely. If they were also seeing what I was seeing, then there was definitely something wrong with this chick. Yvette claims she's met Michael before, but personally, I think she's lying. I highly doubt she's gotten within arm's reach of Michael. No radicals I believe have ever met Michael. Michael was all about peace and love, and it shines through. If she ever did get close to Michael, I'm sure, with her radical attitude, Michael would have ordered his security guards to take her away. That's something she wouldn't tell anyone.

Well, I was on her group for a while. Today though she posted this picture of Michael with Boner. Boner from U2. It was a pic from 1994, and Boner looked fat then, and I said so. Yvette says to me "Don't you think that's kindof rude?" It's the first real conversation we've ever had. I said "Well, it's true." Yvette then retorts with "And you look like a supermodel. Right?" I looked back up at what I had just stated and asked her "Did I say he's ugly?" I mean really! A person can be fat and attractive too. And they can be skinny and ugly. But apparently in Yvette's eyes, being fat is the equivalent of being ugly. Which is another weird fact about her, seeing as she herself is fat, and definitely does not look like a supermodel. Not even a plus-sized one. Well, Yvette never answered my question, just blocked me from the group, which is fine! But it proves that no matter how many times she states it, she does not allow anyone to speak their mind.

Well, the MH and His Life Fan Page was at least a little bit better. I did not get kicked out of that group after the first time I spoke honestly about what I felt. But Maria and Karin are assholes, and even Yvette has stated that too. But they are probably less assholes than Yvette is. Like one of my friends said, Yvette is a shady character! My advice, stay away from her!! I think she "collects" INXS fans so she can control them.

INXS Archives

Anyone else know about this? INXS is having a big event at the end of the year. They've started a contest to see who has the most INXS stuff, and the winner gets VIP tickets to this event. I wonder what the event is. Well, I don't exactly know what they want, but I sent in the pic of me and all my INXS pics surrounding me that I just randomly shot one morning when I was awake at 6AM and had nothing better to do. It's just me with a bunch of my pictures of the guys pinned up on the wall behind me, and hugging my favorite pic of Timmy.

And that's it! That's my pic of (part of) my INXS collection. Of course there is more pics, videos, cds, and what is on my MP3 player. But I didn't have the space to put all that in the picture. But there I am in all my ugliness, with my collection. I sent this to INXS, just because. But no, I do not expect to win with this pic. Or at all. I know there are people out there with much bigger collections than what I have. But I thought I would give it a try. I had no idea what they were really looking for. That is, what their idea of a collection is. This is my idea of a collection. Though I wish I had caught the pics and magazines that were next to me in this pic.

I look terrible!! I had just woken up, it was very early in the morning. I hadn't even brushed my hair yet, so it's sticking out everywhere. But doesn't Timmy look good in that pic??? That's one of my favorite pics of him! I thought it was a cute touch to have me holding that pic. But no, I don't expect to win anything at all. I just sent this pic in to participate. It is a collection of sorts. But I wonder what this VIP event is? I'll probably never find out because there is little doubt in my mind that it will not come to the USA. Which is just as well, I won't be able to attend anyway.

I've been hearing for some time that INXS are thinking of turning their life story into a musical. Like the musicals you see on Broadway. I wonder if that is the special event? Maybe. Good thing I won't win. There's no way I can make it down to Australia now and see that. I can't go to Australia now at all. I'm saving that for this other special event I want to accomplish. For when I make this movie. Yes, I do still want to do that. I'm kinda juggling between that and going to this INXS gathering, which is happening the same year. It looks like I will not be moving to Coos Bay. So, if I do decide to go, I will not have such a long trip over and back. I'd like to go to this gathering, but I really want to make this movie. Of course I could make the gathering part of the movie too. I just hope I don't see any radicals. But then again, my movie needs some bad guys. LOL!

My movie cannot be all good, every good movie has to have some bad guys, and the fags are just perfect to play that role. I intend to put everything on camera. If the fags heckle me, it'll be on camera. If one of the men of INXS shows up, it'll be on camera. When the band plays, it'll be on camera. When I go up for food, it'll be on camera. I just hope there is stuff there I can eat. I'm not a vegan or vegetarian. I love chocolate, but not on strawberries or some kind of shit like that. Well, I can't have strawberry anything! And I like MILK chocolate. I can't stand dark chocolate! I am a little worried about the menu. Shoot if they just bring in KFC, I'll be a happy camper! Or BK. LOL! As long as there is some kind of American cuisine. If I am going to go to a party, I want there to be some real party food!! It's like when I go to a buffet-style restaurant. I don't go to those places to sample, I go there to EAT!! I go there to pig-out!! If I am going to pay $8 to $10 to enter the place, I'm going to get food I wouldn't normally be able to get! Fuck sampling! And fuck etiquette. Fortunately, I don't go to buffet-style restaurants very often. About once a year since I moved here.

Tuesday, May 24, 2016

"You're Bitter"

Oh man! I get this all the time. Especially from catfags. People think just because you don't like something that you are "bitter" about that thing. Well, I guess in a way I am bitter about cats because they cause the extinction of many small mammals and birds all over the world. I am bitter about cats because they mess up peoples' brains and cause autism and schizophrenia in children. These are things that are causing a rise in things like school shootings, road rage and bullying. That is the only reason I would be bitter about cats. But mostly, just because some people don't like something does not really mean they are "bitter" about that thing. Unless that is to say that the people who do not like me only do not like me because they are bitter too. You think that could be the case? I mean, I know I am cuter than they are. LOL! So, maybe they are bitter about me. hehehe!

LOL!! OK that was my fun for this post. But there are lots of reasons someone may not like something. I don't like people. Doesn't mean I am bitter about them. Just means I do not like people. I've had too many bad experiences with people. I just prefer to stay away from them at all costs. If someone seems friendly, I may approach them and give them a chance, at a safe distance. But they are not my friends until I feel I can truly trust them. Though there have been times I've let my guard down. Usually, if I am in a new area and trying to make friends I'll let my guard down. I shouldn't, but I do. Fact of life! But once I do trust someone completely, I will be the most loyal friend that person will ever have. Or at least among the top 5. There are exceptions. Like if someone hurts someone in my family, then that person is dead to me. They no longer exist in my mind. Like when Kim H. in Bozeman talked shit about me and my sis behind our backs, and then lied to our faces about it. It bothered my sis, and I decided Kim was not the kind of person I wanted to have as a friend. I wouldn't have minded so much that she said that stuff, if she had come clean and admitted to it. But she lied about it to our faces, and I don't like that.

You think that's being bitter? Maybe it is. I was bitter because Kim did not have the guts to come out and tell me the truth. But instead blamed her rude behavior on someone else. If that's being bitter, then I don't care. I say, So be it! If I were caught being rude to someone, and they asked me if it was true, I would confess. And if I feel I was wrong, I would definitely have said "Sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you." That's just how I am. I would never put off my own rude behavior on someone else when I know I did wrong. Or maybe I wouldn't say sorry. LOL! Remember Roger, Dee! Don't let that happen again. But in the case of someone I truly liked, I would definitely confess and apologize if need be. Especially if I discovered the person I was targeting was truly hurt by what I said. And my sis was hurt. I was hurt too, by Kim's dishonesty. I thought she was a better person than that.

Anyways, that's one of those cases I was in a new place, trying to make friends, and I let my guard down. It happens all too often. Especially when we move to a new place. Speaking of which, I've been thinking of just staying here. Though Coos Bay sounds very flowery and attractive, the rental market is just too fierce. Besides, I cannot find anything in the price range I'm allowed that will let me have a pet. Not even a bird. So, the only thing I can think of to do is wait here, possibly stay here, until I am ready to buy a house of my own. That should only take a couple of years. (Insert "OH GOD" comment here with loud sobbing). But I think I am the kind of person who would be better off owning my own home. I love pets, and most apartment owners do not like pets. I also still want to run my pet shop. I've been on pins and needles ever since I began reliving that dream in my mind again. Maybe it'll become a reality one day.

Monday, May 23, 2016

I Can't What???

There is a new trend going around Facebook now. It's a trend I thought I left behind in grammar school. I never thought I would encounter it as an adult. But I have been seeing it a lot lately. And I think I know who it was that got this trend started. Its the trend now that says "if you are friends with so-n-so, then you can't be friends with me". Seriously?!?! Come on! Just because you don't like someone does not mean that I have to not like them as well. I like to maintain loyalty to all my friends, for as long as I can. How is my being friends with someone you don't like hurting you? Just because I like them does not mean I don't like you. They have their opinions and I have mine. When that person says something bad about the other, I may acknowledge what they say, usually by clicking the "like" button, but that does not mean that I agree with what they say. Especially if the person they are talking about never did me any harm. And most times, they haven't. If I agreed, I would be clicking "like" AND commenting to them "I agree with you", or something to that effect. That's how I operate on Facebook...

I click "like" it just means I acknowledge what that person says, and I respect their right to have an opinion.

I click "like" and comment saying "I agree", it means I agree with that person.

I remember back in the days of the old inxs.com forums, Devil Doll mocked me saying something to the effect of "I agree with everyone to keep the peace on the forums. Oh god that sounds retarded just typing it!" LOL! I had to laugh at that. For one thing, I liked playing those kind of games with her. Another thing, I know that is what it looked like because I usually did only say "I agree" when I actually did agree. I wouldn't have said it if I didn't agree. But it wasn't to "keep the peace on the forum", I just say what I feel. If I didn't agree, I wouldn't be saying "I agree". LOL!! Yeah I know that may sound retarded, but it's true. I hope that makes it clear if nothing else. If I didn't agree with something someone says, I would either say "I disagree" and say why I disagree if it's something I feel passionate about, or just not say anything at all. My purpose is not to change someone else's mind. Just to let someone know how I feel and why, if I have a reason. Yeah, some things have a reason for being the way they are, and some things don't.

I have a lot of friends who are friends with people I don't like. Doesn't bother me. I don't care! I truly do not care. That's their friends. If they want to remain friends with that person, that's their business. As long as I don't have to associate with that person. Most times I am not forced to. And I always have the option to walk away, and I know that. Like recently, one of my good friends invited me to a group chat. One of the people in the group was a fag, whom I used to like, but not anymore. Not after I found out she's a fag! But I did not hold it against this friend because she's friends with the fag. Her friends are her business. Not mine. I will say watch out for that person. Especially knowing that person is a possible Yatesfag, and this friend of mine also hates Paula Yates. Like me, she believes whole-heartedly that Paula killed Michael. In truth, everyone who truly loves, knows and cares about Michael believes Paula killed him. Because she DID. Michael was a happy guy before he met her, those who knew him can definitely attest to that. Even Michael's own sis knew she was tipping off the press to their whereabouts.

But really, to say something like "if you are friends with so-n-so, then you can't be friends with me", don't you think that's kinda childish?? Even my own sis has friends that I do not like. But she's not going to stop being my sis, and I am not going to stop loving her. Those are her friends. They don't need to be mine. As long as they are good to her, that's all I care about. And apparently they are, or else I am sure they would not still be on her friends list. And this is behavior that is coming out of supposedly INXS fans. I'm beginning to not like INXS fans anymore because of this new trend. And I always thought INXS fans were the best fans. They are beginning to become the worst. Worse than Duran fans. Worse than U2 fans! Even worse than Elvis fans! And that's pretty damn bad!!! Seriously, I think Michael would be turning over in his grave if he could see what INXS fans are now becoming. And I believe I know who it was that got this started. It was that asshole Jannah. After Maria How met her and brought her into the MH and His Life Fan Page, she started to become Jannah. After Jannah came to that group, it was no longer the fun place it was when I started going in there. She turned that group into a war zone. She turned INXS fans into assholes. She needs to grow up. But unfortunately, I think she's just a teenager, or early 20-year old. I just feel sorry for her.

I wonder if Jannah was this character Mystify that used to get into the old INXSweb forums, and would constantly gripe about someone calling themself Cherry Baby. I remember that person ruined INXS fanhood back then, after the chat room went down. Any newbie who wanted to be a part of the forum would get the same greeting from Mystify, or Jannah, or whatever else she called herself on that forum; "Hello [person's name]/Cherry Baby!" I wouldn't be surprised if they are one in the same. Well, I hated her as Mystify, and I hate her as Jannah too. For the same reason. She ruined INXS fanhood! I will continue to be a fan of INXS, and keep only a few fans close to me, those that have not given in to this new trend. Michael was all about peace and love. I'll stay friends with those who still believe those wise words of his.

Wednesday, May 18, 2016

My Wonderful Friends

I've got to say, I've got the most awesome friends on the planet! I love you guys!! I totally appreciate the prayers you sent in this rough period, or well-wishings or whatever it is you believe in. I won't say what it is I needed prayers for here, but I will say the prayers were well-received and worked great!! And no, this has NOTHING to do with the damn nazis. LOL! I will see to it they are rewarded. I still have that pic of Michael I never shared. I might share it with my friends. But I want to make absolutely sure all the fags are gone. I don't want them getting their dirty paws on my pic! Well, I have them blocked on my other facebook account. Maybe I'll post the pic there.

Speaking of which, I found someone I think I am really going to like, a new friend who not only breeds and shows chihuahuas, but also loves INXS. This is the kind of show breeder I know I would enjoy meeting! So far, she's been really nice! Who knows? Maybe someday I might meet her for coffee or something. It'd be great! If I met more show breeders like this one, I might learn to like them again. Meeting other INXS fans is exciting enough (as long as they're not the nazis), but to meet someone who shows and breeds chihuahuas as well is double-exciting! We both have a chihuahua named Vegas, after the song Pretty Vegas. Mine is TG's Li'l Pretty Vegas. TG's was my kennel name, and I added "Li'l" because most of the dogs in his pedigree have the word "Li'l" in their names too. Unfortunately he was the first and last in our line. Though maybe someday I might decide to start up again. But some things have to come to an end. For one thing, I'd have to ease up on the book productions. Another thing, I'd have to get over losing Groucho. When I lost her, I lost all hope for the future of our kennel. She and Odessa both were my last chance to get our own show line started. Then Groucho died and Odessa had her one litter and was deemed unfit to breed. She was spayed. So, that became the end of our line. Vegas is now neutered too. At first I was going to show him, and use him for stud service only, but that completely fell through. I wanted nothing to do with breeding. I didn't want to go through losing Vegas too.

Well, as soon as I develop a tougher skin, I might begin again. I have a tough skin when it comes to people. Not so much when it comes to animals. I don't care as much about people as I do about dogs. I actually feel sadder when I lose a dog than I do when I lose a human friend. Well, a friend you never lose. Even in people. If you lose them, they were never your friends in the first place. Ma made up with her friend Nancy, whom she has been friends with for over 40 years. She was angry at her for a while because Nancy stole from her, but ma decided it just wasn't worth losing her over something like that. Not when they've been so close to each other for so long! I'm glad too. Those two have always been like sisters. It'd be like if Katrina and I stopped talking. She is one of those kinds of people I can tell anything to and she'd understand. Katrina is who I learned to be loyal from, she is who I learned to laugh and smile from. Katrina taught me what true friendship is all about. What can I say? I thank her for that!

Katrina is younger than me, but she is not irrational like others her age. Yes she F-bombs sometimes, but the way she carries herself, like she just doesn't care. Reminds me of that song "Hot Child In the City". She always finds something funny about everything. This is the same girl that idolizes Beavis and Butthead. LOL! We used to get online and make jokes amongst each other using Beavis and Butthead terms. Like, I would say "I need to go to the garbage dump", Katrina would say "You need to go take a dump?" LOL! We'd both laugh. She still does that too! Even though now she is pregnant with her 4th child. HA!! Her oldest looks at us like we're crazy, and he's right! LOL! Come September or October, he's going to have one potentially silly little brother or sister in the house. Katrina wants a baby girl though. She likes dressing them up. So far, she has one boy and 2 girls. I can't wait to see what this next one will be. Katrina even laughs like Butthead, got that long, drawn-out, airy laugh. Although it sounds more feminine.

Oh well, anyways, it was lovely of my friends to send prayers and well-wishes. Thank you all! Love ya to death!!