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Tuesday, May 2, 2017

I've Been Founded Out!

LOLOL!!! I've rejoined some INXS groups again. Well, the first one Katrina added me to, even though I really wasn't ready then. But I've also rejoined my old group, Tim-Hutch Love. Of course the person I left in charge has changed the name. Katrina told me she did, but man! I didn't know it was such an uncreative name! Sorry, but it is uncreative. I might suggest something a lot more catchy, like "INXS Life" or something like that. Just a thought there. The woman I left in charge, she seems to be doing well, and that's a good thing. I'm glad. She should appoint another administrator though, in the event that something happens to her. But be very careful who that other admin is!

Well, my instincts have been talking to me, and I believe I've been found out. My instincts are usually quite keen. And they've been talking to me. It started when I found a couple of posts have disappeared. I think the posters of those comments blocked me on Facebook. They're not even people I know, so I'm not bothered by it. But it was the first indicator that I've been found out. LOL! Oh well, who cares! I'm done giving any shits about what a couple of worthless SJW losers think of me. Like Katrina would say, I'll file that under the category of fucks I don't give. LOL! Another indicator is I've noticed the group has gotten quiet since I've been found out. So, I know the SJWs are in the background talking. But hey! That's OK. Again, I don't care. I'm definitely NOT in that group to make friends.


I have learned some things since I've been in there. For example, I found out that Paula Yates was NOT the culprit in killing Michael. Not even Bob Geldof is. It was actually some bitch named Piers Morgan. Apparently the head-honcho for the tabloids in London! It was Morgan who told the press where Michael and Paula were every day. But why Paula looks so nonchalant in the tabloid pics, I don't know. But there may be a possibility Paula was tricked into telling Morgan where they were going. Maybe under the presumption that Morgan was a friend or something to that affect. I'm still not a Paula fan, so don't mistake me for becoming one! But all these years, I thought it was Paula who killed Michael. I knew nothing about this Piers Morgan dude. But I wish it was him in the ground instead of Michael!

Yeah, I know that's an awful thing to say! But Michael did things that brought joy to a lot of people. By contrast, who the hell needs tabloids? Michael was a god! Piers Morgan is a dumbass!!! HE killed my Michael! And for that, I'll never forgive him.


And here is the fat slime that ruined my Michael's life! Feel free to take this picture, blow it up, and throw darts at it. I'll give a prize to the person that gets him right between the eyes!

Also, check out this picture...


Notice the cool roos in the pic?! THIS is how INXS should be represented, with kangaroos. Not with stupid panthers! Only catfags use cats and panthers to represent INXS. Unfortunately, a lot of INXS fans are also catfags. Not sure what the connection between INXS and cats is. I don't see a connection. INXS are all dog-lovers! Timmy has a border collie, and he's had several of them. Kirk's daughter has chihuahuas. Paula's daughters have labradors and chihuahuas. Jon has a couple of small, shaggy, poodle-type dogs. Garry has a boxer. Even Michael had a dog. So, I don't know why these dumb catfag SJWs associate cats with INXS. Seems kinda stupid to me. But then again, that's what SJWs are; STUPID! LOL!

Well, if I seem giddy in this post, it's because I am. I'm about to join the ranks of INXS and get a dog of my own. My girl Mya is coming home in a couple weeks! I named her Mya, after the song By My Side, by INXS. That's what I am going to do from now on, naming all my dogs after INXS songs and lyrics. I'm very excited!! Been waiting for this day to come since Mya's been born!! It overshadows all else in my world. I'm a happy girl again. After the shit I'd been through this past year, I need this!

Monday, May 1, 2017

Are These People Getting Nervous?

Check out this post on Kathy's wall on Facebook. It's a picture of my dad's gravestone. But also note the conversation underneath.


My big question is, what the hell is Stephanie gonna do? Have me thrown in jail? For asking a question? You don't get thrown in jail for asking a question. Stephanie cannot answer the question. She wasn't there with dad when the Vietnam war was going on. My ma was, and she said dad was never in Vietnam. I thought he was too, but ma said he wasn't. Is Stephanie going to sue me? LOL! I've seen enough court to know (plus I have a cousin who is a lawyer) that I have free speech rights. I can ask Kathy anything I want to. Stephanie cannot do shit about it! She can take me to court if she wants to, but all that will be the outcome is she'll just be wasting all that money in court fees and she won't get anything out of me! And I can sue her for the court fees myself. Because this is a free speech case. So, bring it on bitch!

I'm definitely NOT afraid. I know what my rights are. I'm telling the truth. Stephanie accused me and Anna of telling lies, so now, I'm gonna give her nothing but the truth. She asked for it! She has no qualms about saying how she feels, neither do I. And if she does take me to court, I can get her on slander charges too, for implying I don't take care of my dogs. As long as Kathy has me on her Facebook, I can say anything I want. It's not harassment (because I am still on her friends list), it's not slander, it's not threatening. It's free speech. Nothing more. That is how a judge will see it.😁 So, go for it. Take me to court. I dare you. I'll get a high-priced lawyer (which Stephanie will pay for too if she decides to go through with this) and he'll confirm my rights.

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HAHAHAHA!! Tonight I made a mistake, but it was a funny mistake. My sis was pissed after reading this post, so pissed she slammed on her refrigerator. I told her she needs to get a sand bag. She said they have one at the gym. I told her to go there and beat on that thing for a while. If need be, tape a picture of Stephanie's face to the bag and pretend it's her. It's a lot better than taking it out on the real thing! LOL! Or possibly on another person. Anna didn't have a pic of Stephanie. I told her I'd get her one. So, I got one, off Kathy's Facebook page. I had to open up chat with Kathy to get her Facebook address though. I didn't intend on chatting with her, but I accidentally posted the pic of Stephanie to her in chat. I said, "She's the fat one on the bottom". Then I realized it was Kathy I was posting that to. LOL!!! My face was red, but oh well. Stephanie didn't want us to lie anymore, so she got the brutal truth. hehehe!!

I admit, I am fat myself. But I did not start this thing. Stephanie did, by poking her nose in someplace it doesn't belong. I admit Kathy also needs to grow up, but this is Stephanie's thing. It's no longer about Kathy. At least not where I am concerned.

Saturday, April 29, 2017

Done With The Damn Stepsister!!

Well, since Stephanie decided she wanted to throw stones, and said she had "no qualms" in doing it, Anna and I had, for the past 2 days, been doing the same thing back to her. Well, at least everything I said was true. Well, I finished it off today, and now I am done. Stephanie brought up some old bones about my mom, and said she is going to Hell for those sins. So, I decided this morning to remind her that nobody in this world is without sin. Not even her "perfect" family! It took me a bit of soul-searching to finally bring this up, as I really did not want to include Stephanie's children in this. But I figured since she had no qualms about what she said to my ma, I should have no qualms about setting Stephanie straight. Dad, GOD forbid, I hope you're not listening!

Jesus stated in the courtyard, "Ye without sin can cast the first stone". Well, Stephanie casted the first stone and she is definitely not without sin! I reminded her that she has, not one, but TWO illegitimate children. My mom committed a sin once, and it has not repeated. But Stephanie committed the SAME SIN TWICE!! And she was proud of it! Both her kids have different fathers, none of which Stephanie was married to. In the eyes of GOD, Stephanie should be stoned to death, as should her kids. But I don't want to see that happen. I'm not that fricken heartless! And I know Stephanie raised those kids well. I won't state what I don't believe is true. But I just brought that up as a reminder that she should not throw stones, seeing she lives in a glass house. And to the literal people, that's a figure of speech! People in glass houses shouldn't throw stones.

My dad would NEVER have stood for me nor Anna doing that! If Stephanie had been raised by my father, he would have probably disowned her. Probably would have taken a shot gun to Stephanie's boyfriends.

I just had to mention it to Stephanie. I didn't really want to, but I felt I had to. It took a couple of days of soul-searching to come to the conclusion that this needs to be said. I don't know what goes through that family's mind, but I think they believe they are perfect and that their word is the be-all-say-all of GOD's word. Then they sit and judge me, my sister and my mom based on snippets of second-hand opinions. Possibly on what they saw themselves 30 or so years ago. But at least nothing I ever did was so terrible that the Bible would say I need to be stoned to death. I don't even bear false witness against my neighbor. I get facts BEFORE I say anything about anyone. I hear both sides of the story before I make any judgments on anyone. As we have seen in the past, I never make any final assumptions based on just one person's word. That's the difference between me and Kathy's family.

But like I said, that's what liberals do! They listen to one side of the story and run with it! They never realize there are 2 sides of every story. I saw it all the time among INXS fans too. Well, my sis said anytime you have band-worship, you have liberals. I must be the only non-liberal INXS fan in existence. LOL!

See, I still learn a lot from my sis, even though I am over 40. And I listen. That's why I am not accepting any INXS buds on Facebook anymore. Because the majority of them are liberals. Though I think I have all the fanatical libtards blocked, though I am not sure. There's some people I am still not 100% sure about. As for Stephanie, I know deep inside her there is a good person somewhere. She was very nice to us while we visited them in AZ, and I would never say or do anything to deliberately harm them. But they should learn respect, and learn not to judge people they barely know. And also learn not to take everything they don't believe in as a personal attack! I was angry when I saw what Stephanie wrote to my mom, especially after I saw the message mom sent to Kathy, and how it was not threatening nor harassing in any way! Yet Stephanie said it was! Just because my mom was straightforward and got to the point. Typical libtard!

Thursday, April 27, 2017

Turning In His Grave

My poor dad, he must be turning over in his grave about now. All these people all around him, spitting on his grave like they are. Well, my loony stepsister, Stephanie, wrote a very threatening response to my ma after my ma respectfully asked Kathy for some of my father's things to come to my sis and me. Stephanie was so hateful in her response to my ma, she sounded like she was insane! And it doesn't seem like Kathy is really mourning my father. But since I am not there, I won't assume that is so. I don't want to be like them. See why I've adopted Katrina and Eva as my stepsisters, instead of Stephanie and Jennifer! LOL! Well, Stephanie and Jennifer, for as long as I've known them, have never been ones for being discreet. They tell everything, to a point most often that my sis and I had no privacy from them. That's why we moved out of Lakewood was because of them. Or that's one big reason.

I knew this was going to happen. I absolutely knew it. I knew there would be turmoil if my pa went before Kathy. So did my ma. She knew it too. Mostly because Kathy has never treated me and my sis as much more than castoffs. Ma once told me that Kathy would prefer it if my sis and I weren't in the picture. At first, I didn't believe her, because I did think Kathy was a good person. But then my father dropped a bombshell. He basically told my ma that Kathy didn't like me. Stephanie refuses to believe it, and Kathy probably won't admit it, but I've found it to be true. Mostly because of the way Jennifer looked at me the whole time I was there, and the way Kathy's friend talked about me and my sis while she was there. Kathy's friend has never met us, so she had no reason not to like us. None except that possibly Kathy said shit to her about us.

After getting Stephanie's response to my mom, I got curious. You know me, get both sides of the story before I make any assumptions. I asked ma if her message to Kathy was as nasty as Stephanie's message to my ma. Because the way Stephanie made it sound, it was like my ma was threatening Kathy's life and family, calling Kathy every name in the book, and totally demanding that Kathy send some of my dad's possessions to me and my sis. Except for threatening our lives, Stephanie did all that to ma. She didn't threaten our lives, but she did say my sis and I were horrible to my father. And I do admit, when I was in my 20s, my dad and I did get into battles a lot. But in truth, they were always instigated by him. Much as I loved my father, in those days, he was not a totally loving person all the time. Sometimes he would come to the house in a completely bad mood, no matter how nice we looked and how clean the house was. I admit, I am not the best housekeeper. I never was. But I try to keep everything as tidy as possible. Though I was much more sloppy when I was in my 20s than I am now. LOL! But in my 20s, all I wanted to do was have fun. I spent very little time at the house. I mostly went out, gallivanting around town.

Well, I couldn't believe if my ma had sent such a rude message to Kathy because when we were on our way back here from Bozeman, ma and I did a little role-playing. I told her to pretend I was Kathy. I asked her what she would say to me if I was Kathy sitting beside her. She was very matter-of-fact, but not impolite or nasty, and by no means threatening! Of course I could not really predict how Kathy would respond to my ma since I am not Kathy, and not a liberal. Well, I asked ma to show me the message she sent to Kathy, and she did. Sure enough, ma got to the point, but she was very nice and polite about it. I don't know how Kathy took that message, but Stephanie obviously took it the wrong way. I don't even know how Stephanie got that message! My ma said she sent it only to Kathy. She was quite shocked that Kathy would forward it to Stephanie, and possibly Jennifer too. This has nothing to do with them, and my ma never once mentioned anything about either of them in the message she sent to Kathy. She didn't bad-mouth Stephanie nor Jennifer at all. But Stephanie made it a point to bad-mouth me and my sister AND my mom.

Well, what do you expect from liberals? With them, one opposing word and they take it as a personal attack!

Yes, my mom is not totally innocent, we know that. There were things she did that I wish she hadn't. I won't mention them here, as it's family affairs only. But Stephanie seems to think that my sis and I had a hand in what happened. Stephanie barely knows me! I've only seen her a few times since her mom and my dad got together. And she hasn't been to visit my home since we lived in Lakewood. Stephanie also implied that I didn't take care of my dogs. Oooohhh I wanted to rip her throat out when she said that! She's lucky she wasn't standing in the same room with me when she said that, I'd have put her ass on the floor! But I'll save that for another time. Here's a tip, my dad exaggerated! LORD knows he was a great man, but he exaggerated the truth sometimes. Some things he said, one had to take with a grain of salt. Maybe he did exaggerate when he said Kathy doesn't like me. But Stephanie would never know, or believe, he'd say that. Whether or not it's really true. But she wants to blame my ma for saying that. Not my dad.

Stephanie also said my sis and I didn't take out our own trash. What's up with that??? I don't EVER remember getting my dad to take our trash out for us. Nothing except voluntarily. If he did take our trash out, he decided to do it on his own. I never asked him to. When we lived in Lakewood, it was different. That was his house, he came over every week, and it was his responsibility. Looks like every assumption Stephanie made was based on when we lived in dad's house. I wasn't happy there myself. Neither was my sis. Come visit my house today, then talk to me about not taking my own trash out, not cleaning my own house, and not paying my own bills. A lot of changes have taken place since I left Lakewood!

Wednesday, April 26, 2017

Changing Your Birth Certificate???

Oh GOD!!! This is totally dumb! I mean, I thought the INXS SJWs were the dumbest creatures on the face of this planet, but I think there is actually maybe another group out there that may be able to give them a run for their money. LOL! Some transsexual guy wants to go back to Idaho where he was born and have the state legally change the sex on his birth certificate. The man is now 28 and has identified as a girl (he claims) since he was 6. He said he went through the total "change" when he was 15. I call bullshit! If he's 28 now, then being gay was not the "in-thing" when he was 6. Being gay didn't become fashionable until the mid-early 2000s, when the liberals began running off what is natural to put up what is "socially acceptable" in the human world.

Yes, I do know there are gay animals in the wild. Though more likely, they are not really what would be considered "gay" in our world. Mostly, what they most likely are, is just bachelor groups, which is quite common among social animals. You're never going to see two male animals having anal sex with each other. "Humping" does not always constitute a sexual act. Animals do this to establish dominance. It's not necessarily a sexual thing. And I find it perplexing that lesbians do not exist in the wild. Same-sex attraction seems to only be prevalent in male animals in the wild. Why is that? If gay is so natural, howcome it only happens among male animals in the wild?

Now, don't get me wrong, I have nothing against being gay. I'm all for same-sex marriage if it makes that person happy. But let's face it, there were never as many gay people in the past as there are today, so, it HAS to be just a fad. TRUE gender dysphoria, which is what causes homosexuality and transsexuality, is actually very rare. It only happens naturally to about 1% of the population. The people who do have it for real, usually are upset by people who are using their disorder as a fad. But what this is about is some guy who wants to change the natural gender on his birth certificate to the gender he currently identifies with. He's suing the state of Idaho because they won't let him and he believes that is a violation of his First Amendment rights. UGH!!! BIG facepalm! I mean, there isn't a hand in this world that is big enough to cover this facepalm! You can't change your birth certificate. I'm sorry, but babies can't talk! Babies do not identify as the opposite sex. That's something that does not happen until puberty. Or it shouldn't happen until then.

But if this guy thinks he's going to be able to change his birth certificate to match his current identity, he's got another think coming. Like I said before, he was born a male, and that is what the doctor saw between his legs when he emerged from his mother's body. If he has a problem with that, he needs to take it up with GOD. Not the state of Idaho. Maybe he might get lucky and GOD will reassign him female organs. Yeah really! Like that's really gonna happen! LOL! IMO, you're not officially a female if you can't have a baby, or at least have a period. And men don't get periods! Women's bodies are designed to bear children. Though Katrina would argue that her body is not designed to bear children, because it's too painful. LOL! But we were indeed designed to have children in ways that is not possible in a man's body. Unless you are a seahorse.

Tuesday, April 25, 2017

TimmyHutchFan Does Montana: Return to Bozeman





Family reunion! While my ma was here, she got an idea to go to Bozeman and have a little family reunion with my sis and the dogs. We had fun while we were there, we took a little trip to Philipsburg, had a dinner party at my sis's and my ma got a nice surprise on the last day. Though the trip to Philipsburg was a little bit marred when my sis revealed a dark secret about her past to ma. Ma got so ticked off, she even took it out on my favorite pic of my guys! I won't reveal what that secret is, but it was one my sis refused to tell my mom for many years because someone that ma considered a friend threatened to harm my sis if she told.

We stayed at a very nice hotel too, no second-class crap! LOL! But the room was a steal! Almost literally!

Anyways, it turned out to be a pretty good feature-length movie. Enjoy it!

Friday, April 7, 2017

Viral Lily Bud

Ya know I got this article today that was sent to me by a friend, and it was about a picture I have seen of Lily, Michael's daughter. There is a picture of her going around where she is standing in skimpy shorts and a t-shirt. And another of her that has her in a bikini on the beach. I've seen both of these pics. And you know where I saw them? On the MH and His Life Fan Page on Facebook. Ya know I never approved of them posting those pics. My first thought was "What if someone from Anonymous sees these pics?" You know what they do to kids posing half-naked on the internet! They trash them relentlessly. Another thing that came to mind was "What would Michael be thinking of pictures like this of his daughter going viral like they have?" I think he'd be furious! I know for sure if Lily was my child, I wouldn't like a picture like that circulating the internet!

Well, I remember when the MH And His Life group posted those pics, I did not approve of it, but when I said something about it, I was accused of being "negative". GOD I hate liberals! I didn't approve of those pics being posted then and I have not changed my mind today! See, this is why I hate the MH and His Life page on Facebook. They are, to INXS fans, what puppymillers are in the dog breeding world. They're disreputable, and they're doing everything for all the wrong reasons! They hide behind the guise of being "respectful". But they are far from being respectful. At least where Lily is concerned. I haven't posted those pics here, nor do I want to. I won't! I don't want to play any part of spreading any pics of Lily that should only stay among herself, friends and family.

The problem is you never really know who is in your group. A picture of Lily half-naked should never be posted in a group of more than 3000 members, unless you actually KNOW each and every person in the group. I'm keeping my group small. Of course it's uncensored. Those liberals would never want to join my group! LOL! At least not for long. But that's a good thing. Paula probably would not care if those pics were posted (we're talking about a woman who did celebrity interviews in her underwear!) But if I were Michael, I wouldn't want my daughter's half-naked body displayed to GOD only knows who on the internet!! When Lily is 25 years old, she can post all she wants to. But she was only 17 when that picture was taken. She's still a child! Or she was still a child.

Even if they had Lily's permission to crosspost those pics, it still doesn't make it right. Like I said, Lily was just a child. Even at 18, you cannot completely anticipate what is going to happen when you post a picture like that online. Not even a smart person like Lily can fully anticipate what will happen. You NEVER know what kind of people are in those groups. Especially a group of over 3000 members! And as we've seen this past year, there's even bad people among INXS fans. Many of them are also hiding behind friendly words and a sickening redundance of positivity! One can be too positive! Just like one can be too negative.

Thursday, April 6, 2017

A Creep Just Won THIS?! SERIOUSLY?! | Rob Thoughts



OMG!! This is the same exact thing that happened between me and the INXS SJWs and radicals. They were all so loudly positive that I was making fun of Kelly P. being diagnosed with cancer, that they did the exact thing Rob Dyke explains in this video! And they had absolutely NO proof of whether or not I even was talking about Kelly! Absolutely NONE! All they had to guide their verdict with was their own personal feelings. They naturally assumed I was an evil person. And I know exactly what they based that on. They based it on the fact that I speak my mind! I say exactly what I feel. SJWs HATE people like me, who tell it like it is! And I am one of those types. But I love being the one who speaks her mind. Someone's gotta do it!

The SJWs probably went into their little secret clique and said "Dee is such a horrible, nasty person and I hope she gets struck down dead for what she wrote about Kelly on her blog!" In fact, I am almost positive they did just that exact thing. Without a single shred of doubt in my mind, they did that! I'd bet my life on it. If you ask me, the only bad person in this whole scenario is the one who started the rumor. I think it was Tess Obrien. But it could have also been Kelly Poulter herself. But is anyone going to call them bad people for starting this rumor, and spreading it against a totally innocent person? No. They're not. They're going to demonize the person they don't like as much, ME. Just because I speak my mind and I am honest in my opinions. I find it hysterically funny that Rosanda told me before that one of the things she liked about me was that I have spunk and fire and I am totally honest. But yet, she was one of the first people that turned on me. Yes, she contacted me about my blog post, but it was to accuse me. Not to ask me if it was true or who or what I was thinking about when I wrote that post.

But then really, you can't go by Rosanda! Like I said before, I think she was really just angry because I don't like her friend Vincent Lamaro. I still don't! Like Katrina would say, fuck him! Those two deserve each other. They're both dumb as dirt!

Even Rob Dyke indirectly called those people dumb, because it is true they were all followers. Only a few people asked me what I was thinking about when I wrote that post, and I can tell you exactly who they were. Well, it is true, they are dumb! If they went along with what the accuser said and didn't drill me themselves for the facts. That makes them total morons. That's why I say they're dumb as dirt. Dumbest of all are those who knew I had just lost my father to cancer, and still thought I was making fun of someone else having the disease! Those people are so dumb, it's laughable! The funny part is, they're so dumb, they probably don't even know they're dumb.

Well, I am still on that one INXS group. Though I rarely post. I'm sure some of them have figured out who I am. Or maybe they still think Katrina is me. Who knows really? Only they know. But like I said, to Katrina, it doesn't matter. I haven't seen her post in that group for a while. I don't even know if she is still in there. But that's how she is with groups, she joins, and then almost never posts. Even when I had her on my own group! It was uncommon for her to post in the group. Though whether she lurks in or not, is a different thing.

Well, I am working up to posting more often, though I don't think I'll ever accept any INXS buds anymore. My sis said anytime you have people who worship bands or movie stars, they're almost always going to be liberals. So, I want to stay away from that! They can think I'm a rotten horrible person all they want to if it makes them feel good. I'm not really going to worry about it until they've actually met me and spent some time getting to know me. THEN, if they still believe I am a rotten, horrible person, only then will I allow it to shatter me as a person. But I can tell you, I've met NONE of those people yet. I came frightfully close to meeting one of them, but I invited her to visit me here. Whoopee. LOL! It was when she came to this state to pick up her own sweet puppy. But she never came here. And really, I never expected her to show up. That's one of the reasons why I said I would discuss attending her little INXS gathering when she gets here. I knew she wasn't going to show up. And really, I can't attend that gathering. I'm glad I never even made the commitment. I got too many other things in the works this year! Things that mean more to me than going to a gathering to listen to mindless, senseless gabble by a bunch of liberals and SJWs!

Ah well. I really wish no harm to these people. I don't like liberals and SJWs, and I still believe those people are dumb as dirt. Hopefully they will see the err of their ways the next time they encounter someone like me, who speaks their mind. We are not always bad people.

Wednesday, April 5, 2017

MY GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My girl is getting so big!! I can't wait to bring her home!!!


She's beginning to look like the breed she's supposed to. All dogs look the same when they are born, but my girl is starting to look like an individual here. She looks GOOD!!! 💓💓💓💓

Tuesday, April 4, 2017

Ma's Arrival

Well, my ma arrived here on Saturday night, and she says she is here for maybe 3 weeks (at the most). Oh goodie!! This is going to be loads of fun!! Got plans all planned. All those things that I couldn't do before because I didn't have a car, now I can do them. The only problem I have with this is that when she leaves back for home, I'm going to feel very sad. No more fun! No more company. Since ma arrived, I've had so much fun with her, I've actually not even thought about any troubles I've had in the past. A lot of the sadness I've felt since my pa died, is mostly gone. I've been laughing again. One of the reasons is because my ma has been telling me about this little friend of her's from work, named Lisa. She sounds like a character! She sounds like ME!!!! LOL! She's one of those people who speaks her mind and doesn't give a care. I remember when I was like that! LOL! Before my pa even got stricken down with cancer. I think I would really like ma's friend Lisa. Not many people like her either, because she's always speaking her mind, and she's a no-bullshit kind of person. Just like me! I hope to get back to that point in my life again.

I know not a lot of people like me, and that doesn't bother me either. If everyone likes you, there's something wrong with you! LOL! I know that sounds strange. But IMO, it could mean that person's a kiss-ass. No one takes those kiss-ass people seriously. I'd rather be hated for being who I am than loved for being who I'm not. Then there are those people who only like someone because of possessions they have. Or for things they've done. I saw it all the time in the INXS community. A lot of those fans would only cling to someone just because said person has met (or even befriended) Michael Hutchence. Now, I am not saying most of those people are bad people who met him, and I am happy they had pics taken with him. But that was never the reason I liked those people. I would never make friends with someone just because they were friends with Michael! That's not my style! I never was "jealous" of anyone who met Michael. I guess because I got to kiss him myself. I'm also just not the "celebrity-stalker" type. I never was. Any time I ever met any celebrities (and I've met many) it's always been by pure dumb luck! Believe it or not. I've always just been in the right place at the right time. It was never planned nor nothing. So, that is why I never felt jealous of anyone who has met Michael. Now, if you ever met Dian Fossey, THEN I would be totally jealous!!! Michael Hutchence was always easy to meet. Dian Fossey was extremely difficult to meet! And if you did meet her, it'd be pure magic if she liked you!

Like me, Dian Fossey was an introvert, she didn't make many friends herself. In fact, she only had 2 or 3 that I can recall she talked about. But I like her, I'll always like her. I admire her for being the kind of person she was and laying down her life for what she believed in. Those are the kind of people that legends are based on. Not saying Michael wasn't a legend in his own right, but Dian Fossey made history! Notice how people still remember her. But not everyone really remembers Michael. Well, those that do, seem to only remember him as being "the man who died having kinky sex". It's terrible that that is how Michael is being remembered, but let's face it, that is how he's remembered. Not for his talent, moves or even his beauty! Though he was probably the most handsome man in rock n roll history!! But people mostly remember him as being the band member that died having kinky sex. UGH!!!! The only people who remember Michael for his talent are those of us who genuinely LOVE INXS.

Well, today ma and I are going to Portland to have some fun. Going to look in some local thrift stores (not that I can get anything, but I'd like to at least try and look around). Going to have a blast today! This is what I miss, going out and having some fun with someone. Just let my hair loose and have fun!

On a funny side-note, I got a surprise call from Loretta, the woman who was supposed to drive me to Salem so I could catch a bus to go see my father in AZ. But she said she dialed my number by accident. At first, I didn't remember who she was because it'd been so long since I heard from her, and I was half asleep when I called back. Next time she dials my number by accident, I'm going to call her back and tell her to delete my number from her cell phone's contact list. I really do not want anything to do with her anymore. Not after the stunt she pulled when my father was dying! I still believe, to this day, her stupid-ass husband hurt himself on purpose! Because he wasn't getting all the attention. That's the problem I have with them. They both are selfish, irresponsible people who never think of anyone but themselves!

Wednesday, March 29, 2017

Dogs Are NOT Vegetarians!!!!!

I need to add this to the long list of dumb shit vegans say. They think that dogs can get by on a 100% vegetarian diet. I hear it from vegans all the time. Honestly, I don't know who started this campaign that dogs are vegetarian animals, but it's definitely NOT TRUE!!! In case you people forgot, dogs are domesticated wolves. How often do you see, or hear of, wolves grazing in a grass pasture? I never have, and I've been watching nature shows for years. Vegan Gains is a person on YouTube who is a fanatical vegan, and he recently got a puppy that he put on a strictly beans and rice diet. No meat whatsoever! The poor puppy went hungry, and almost died of starvation because it refused to eat something that is not part of it's normal diet, all because the owner is a dumbass who wants to force his beliefs on innocent animals left in his care. Then he has the gall to call the breeder a "dumbass" because she demanded the puppy back.

Seriously, I don't know who's idea it was to advise people that dogs are vegetarian animals. They are NOT vegetarians!!!! They are Omnivores!!! But ya know, Vegan Gains is not the first vegan I've ever seen buy into that stigma. In vegan language, the word "omnivore" does not exist. They see the world in black and white. In a vegan's mind, you're either a carnivore or a herbivore. You can't be both. Yes, sometimes wolves eat berries, but that's only a small part of their diet. It does not make up more than 50% of their dietary needs. More often, they prefer to hunt down a deer for consumption. Dogs need at least 50% meat in their diet, otherwise they will suffer malnutrition. Just because you may see some wolves in the wild eating some berries, does not mean they can survive on a 100% vegan diet. And don't listen to PETA!!! They exaggerate! PETA will show you a film of wolves and foxes picking off berries and tell you "This makes up about 90% of the animal's diet", when really, it's maybe a 5-minute berry-snacking session that was just filmed at different angles, and grossly exaggerated to make it look like that's how wolves and foxes spend their entire days.

I think this is why vegans own cats, besides the fact that cats give them that "blood-lust" they crave. A cat will eat anything that smells "meaty" and not complain. Even if the food has no meat in it. But a cat will quietly lay back and die slowly on a vegan diet, and a cloudy-minded vegan would never know it. Cats don't act sick usually until they are just about on death's doorstep. A dog, on the other hand, if you put a meal of nothing but vegan crap in front of it, the dog will look at you as if to say "Are you kidding me?!" and reject it and go digging in the garbage can for meat scraps. If there are no meat scraps they can scavenge, they will starve themselves until they get it. This must be part of the reason vegans usually only own cats. Cats don't complain. A dog does.

Vegan Gains thinks he's funny. Well, let me tell you, he's NOT! I don't call waving guns in the air, or shooting at the camera saying "So-n-so this is for you", or threatening to slash someone's throat just because that person eats meat, funny. I don't call that funny at all! And Vegan Gains is the same fucktard who, when his grandpa was having a heart-attack, he grabbed his camera and started filming him. He was going to put that video up on YouTube to "show what eating meat does to you". That is until his family begged him not to put that video up. This kind of person is what I call a cuck! That's a cross between a cock-sucker and a cunt! Vegan Gains is a whole new brand of cuckery. He probably watches the video he made of his grandfather's heart attack, sits back and laughs. To me, that is sad! To me, nothing is more important than family. I could never do that. I know, yes, I did take pics of my father on his dying bed, but I did not do it to make fun of him. I've never posted those pics online, nor did I ever want to. Nor will I ever post those pics! And ya know, to this day, I've only seen those pictures once, and that was right after my sis sent them to me. I've not seen them since. But I do still keep them on my harddrive. They're the last thing I have of my father, and that is why I took those pics. Not for morbid reasons, nor to post them online for other people to gape at!

My stepmom didn't even need to ask me not to post those pics on Facebook. I had no intention of doing it anyways. That was not the reason I took them.

To film his grandfather dying and even want to post the video to YouTube, it makes me sick!!! Makes me want to cry! And for a dumbass reason like he wants to show the world this is what happens if you eat meat! It makes me think Vegan Gains needs some serious help! I hope he gets it. Or at least grows up!!! This vegan thing is only a fad, it'll last only as long as dipshits like Vegan Gains keeps believing things PETA and Gary Yourofsky says. Well, neither one of those are reliable sources of information. Yourofsky is nothing but a failed journalist, and PETA is a terrorist organization that steals donor money under false pretenses. And he calls his sources "the most intelligent, reliable researchers in the world". Any time you have someone claiming their sources are "the most anything" in the world, you know it's nothing but bullshit! A lot of the sources Vegan Gains claims are "reliable" are actually only paid by PETA, and other such orgs, to say veganism is good. I'm sure a lot of them really do not believe a 100% vegan diet is 100% ideal for humans. If you ask them for their most honest opinion, I'm sure they'll tell you that humans do need some meat in their diet. I've yet to find a doctor anywhere that has ever said humans need to be 100% herbivores.

So take that Vegan Gains!! Stick it down your throat and blow it out your ass, you sick bastard!!!

Monday, March 27, 2017

Just Because I Don't Like SJWs....

Seriously, what is wrong with some people? I got into it today with a guy on one of the anti-SJW groups I am in on Facebook. Really! This guy is either a teenager (or in his early 20s), or he's just particularly dumb! The only reason I don't block him is because I am actually finding him to be quite entertaining. I know this is an anti-SJW group, but there are some instances where I just have to show some compassion towards people. One of those is suicide. It hits close to home, partly because of my Michael and also because I've been on that road myself, many times. This guy said I am a snowflake. I was like "Just because I don't like SJWs does not mean I cannot have some amount of compassion for some people!" I said bullying can lead to suicide. It happens. But his attitude was like "Let them die!"

I don't want to sound like one of those snowflake SJWs, but that doesn't mean I have to sound like a complete asshole either. And when it comes to bullying and suicide, I cannot help but feel compassion for those people. I've been through both. And I'd be lying if I ever said I never wanted to kill myself because of bullying. Although it affected me much worse when I was a kid than it does now. When I lost my father was probably the worst I've felt in a LONG time! Then to find out the people, who I thought were friends, really weren't did not make the situation any better. Thank GOD I had some real friends that were patient and accepting when I was on that emotional rollercoaster, which I am still on today, but since I don't have to deal with those pseudo-"friends" right now (and ever), I'm getting better. But losing my father was bad enough. It was enough to make me want to end myself. So, to hear someone like this asshole say that people who are suicidal because of bullying should just kill themselves, kinda struck a chord with me.

My father did some things when I was a kid that today I don't agree with (even back then I didn't agree with it). But losing him was like losing one of my best and truest friends. It's still going to take a while to get used to him not being here. His phone number is still on my cell phone's contact list. I just can't bring myself to delete it. I look back on birthday cards he has sent me in the past, I see his handwriting, and it makes me feel weepy. I sure don't expect to hear from Kathy when my birthdays roll around from here on out. I think all my days of associating with Kathy is now completely over. Though I still have her on my Facebook. But, I think she's going to cut off all communication with me. Period! I mean, I would like to still think of her as family, but it's up to her now. And she never got along with me (I'm not a liberal). So, I think it's completely over with her.

I may not be a liberal or an SJW, but there are places I have to draw the line at. I just had to vent because this dude pissed me off so much! This whole subject of suicide seems to get everybody crazy! This is the only problem I have with uncensored groups. They have no limits. I can usually discuss anything and not hold it against anyone. But not when it comes to suicide, or something serious like that. That's the only time I wish someone would actually censor someone else. I don't normally call for censorship, I don't usually like it. But I hate it when someone tells a suicidal person to just kill themselves much more! Or when a suicidal person is bullied into wanting to kill themselves. I've got to side with my Michael. Even if it means siding with snowflake SJWs!

Sunday, March 26, 2017

Why I Don't Want To Get Married

I'm always surfing YouTube these days, more than I surf Facebook anymore. LOL! But I found a guy who does a radio show in LA, his name is Tom Leykis. He's a dickhead! Really! But he does make some good points in his show. He is very anti-marriage! I guess that is why I listen to him, because I too am anti-marriage. Believe me when I say I do NOT envy women who are married! People seem to think I should. But I don't. I'm not saying this to degrade the people who are married and enjoy it, and I sure as Hell am not saying it to make people feel sorry for me! But I am glad to be single. I don't want to get married! Marriage may be for some people, Katrina is married and is happy with her husband. I also have other friends who are happy with marriage too. Good for them. But I would never be happy living in a house with a man, even if I was in love with him.

Believe me, I have been married before, for about a year. Then I discovered I didn't like it. I like to travel, but the man I was married to always had to work. If we traveled, it was only for such a short period of time, I wouldn't be able to enjoy it! I like to do whatever I want when ever I want, without someone holding me back saying "I have to work" or some other thing. My ma even says she is married to the most wonderful man on the planet, but then she turns around and tells me things to the effect of "I can't do this or that because my husband would kill me." Now, don't get me wrong, my stepfather is a great guy, he'd never really hurt my ma! But that was an example of some little things ma likes doing, but can't for fear it would upset her husband. I see that ALL the time among married women! When I needed Lulu to take me to Salem to catch a bus so I could go to Arizona and visit my father who was dying, it took her forever to take me because her husband was in the hospital himself with a sprained ankle. She was afraid to leave him there, even for a couple hours to take me to Salem because she said he'd yell at her if she did. Even though my case was more serious than his.

Those are a couple of very good reasons why I never want to get married again! Ever! I wouldn't like it. I was with a great guy, but all he wanted to do was work. We're still friends though. Just not married. I never will marry again. My partner recently moved here and he wanted to get married at one point. I said OK, because I wanted to help him. But inside I was scared. I wasn't crying or anything, but I was scared to death! There were a lot of things I felt I would have had to change for his benefit. My partner is a great guy, don't get me wrong. But we just have too many differences for me to be comfortable marrying him. Well, thankfully he found someone else. Someone he would be more compatible with. A lot more than me, that's for sure. Most women would be miserable if they had been rejected by a man they were going to marry. But not me. LOL! I told you all, I'm not like other women! I'm happy for him, and I mean that. I couldn't have changed, not even for him. But he and I are still good friends.

There are also other reasons I never want to get married. So many men nowadays seem to think of their wives as property, and harm, maim, sometimes even kill, women who are not submissive, or who choose to leave them. I am not a submissive person, in case you haven't noticed. I don't go down easy. Only the past few months because I was weakened by my father's passing. But normally I am not, in any ways, submissive. I'm still on that emotional roller coaster! I reckon that won't end until I get my puppy here with me. But that will happen soon, and I'll be a happy girl again! I should be back to my old self. I know boundaries, and I can abide them, but I am not submissive. A man might find that intimidating and lash out violently, and I don't want to deal with some man's short temper!

I see this in documentaries all the time, like Unsolved Mysteries, and other shows like this one I just watched this afternoon, called Evil Lives Here. It was about a man who terrorized his whole family for years, and then finally shot and killed his wife because she left him. I've seen too many shows like that to even dream of getting married. What if I somehow wind up with a man like that? I can tolerate it if a man wants to wander, and adulterate with other women. That's actually fine by me! But I won't tolerate violence against me or what would have been my children. No way! I wouldn't take that from ANY man! He'd turn on me once, and then I'd be gone. And he wouldn't even get one chance to turn on my children! I'd kill him! I'm not even a violent person. I'm usually very placid. But I am fiercely protective of what is mine. Call me names all you want to, and I won't flinch and inch. But try harming my dogs, family, or try taking away my favorite pics of INXS, and the wolverine in me comes out in full force! No matter who you are. That's how I am.

Recently, there was this girl named Denya who invaded my channel on YouTube. She was talking about killing and eating my dogs, and saying what a fat, horrible, ugly, disgusting person I am. Of course I knew it was all nothing but talk, as she is nothing but a teenager. But then Katrina came and got into the conversation (she does watch my videos apparently), and then Denya began talking about killing her kids, or saying shit like her kids were infected with AIDS, and other such nonsense. Well, I had to put my foot down on that. I said Denya can say whatever she wants about me, but I won't stand for her attacking someone else's children! So I blocked her from my channel. Yes, I know I've attacked someone's children before, but that was long ago and really, I did feel bad after doing it. It's one thing to attack someone's mom, if she attacks me first, and she did! But I cannot attack the children just because their mom is an asshole. That's not right. So, I came in here and griped how horrible it was of me to do that. And I haven't done it since.

A lot of people, mostly young folks, think I should be sad or ashamed of not being married. Well, I can tell you now, I do not feel that way. I'm actually glad I escaped marriage. I always give them the Tom Leykis response; "I don't want to be married!" and I am serious about it. I don't. Why should I get married? Why should I feel sad about not being married? Why should I feel ashamed of not being married? If you ask me, people who think I should be ashamed of being single, really should be ashamed of themselves for trying to tell me that I should feel ashamed of not being married! I'm happiest not being married. I've been on the married path before, and I didn't like it. Marriage is not for everybody, just like being single is not for everybody.

Saturday, March 25, 2017

What To Look For in Chihuahuas

I've been in Chihuahua groups, and I see all the time people who want to get chihuahuas for breeding. The problem is these people seem uneducated in their choices. They get these chihuahuas that are anatomically incorrect just because they have a "nice apple dome" and say their dogs fit the AKC standard. I look at the dogs they pick and I say "I wouldn't have a chihuahua like that in MY kennel!" It sounds like a mean thing to say, but it's true. Just because a chihuahua has a "nice-looking apple dome" does not mean it is to standard. They can still be pet quality. There is a lot more to the standard of chihuahuas than having an oversized apple dome. That is what I am here to discuss.

A well-bred chihuahua should have a nice apple dome and eyes that are well-spaced apart and a short, blunt muzzle. When it looks at you, the eyes, nose and base of the ears should line up. Like this...


The eyes are big and saucy, the ears are set right, the muzzle is short and not sharp. These are qualities that make a nice, well-bred chihuahua. A lot of people say they have an "applehead chihuahua", but that really means nothing. I've even seen a lot of people say their dogs have "many champions" in their background. Well, that really means nothing either, if their champions are more than 3 generations back. I've seen people say that, and I go to their website and look at the pedigree and the champions are all in the 5th generation! So "many champions in their background" means absolutely NOTHING if it's more than 3 generations back!

I've seen people get chihuahuas that look like this...


And call it "quality" because it has a "nice apple dome". But look at it's muzzle! It's far too long! And too pointy. Chihuahuas should not have long, pointy noses! Also, this dog's eyes are spaced too far apart and are too small. To me, this looks more like an italian greyhound than a chihuahua! Now, I am not saying this puppy wouldn't make someone a nice pet, but I have seen people who get dogs like this for breeding, and they say "Well, she's got a nice applehead". My response is always "She may have an applehead, but that doesn't mean she's good breeding quality." This isn't a dog I would want in my kennel! It should be spayed/neutered and just kept as a pet.

Here's a side-view of a good quality chihuahua...


Yes, the head is large, but look at the muzzle. I personally like just a wee bit of length to the muzzle. Though some folks now are breeding for shorter muzzles, like bulldog-type muzzles. But I don't like that. I like it to have a little bit of length myself. This chihuahua is of good quality, it's one I would definitely have in my kennel. In fact, I did have one that looked like that once before. It was Spunky. Now, compare that chihuahua to this one...


People who would get this chihuahua for breeding would argue "He's got a nice applehead". But again, I say chihuahuas are more than just an applehead. Look at the muzzle of this dog. It's too long! Too long and too pointy. It doesn't look like a purebred chihuahua to me. It probably also has long legs, which is also not favorable in chihuahuas. And that is what I want to discuss next. The body of chihuahuas should be cobby, and the legs should be somewhat short, though not disproportionately short like in dachshunds. A well-bred chihuahua should have a posture like this...


The body is short and cobby, the legs are short, but not too short, the neck is short and thick, this is a good dog for showing and/or breeding. Beware of people who tell you a chihuahua like the one below is of good quality...


This dog's legs are too long for a chihuahua. Also, when picking out a chihuahua, whether you intend to breed, show or just simply keep as a pet, always ask the breeder what lines they are using and why they are using those lines. Also ask what health tests the parents took and if they passed. A good breeder will always have good answers to that. I had one breeder tell me "I don't have to health-test. I can just look at a dog and tell they are healthy!" I just laughed at her! She probably had dogs that were crawling with luxating patellas, liver-shunt and bad elbows and she'd never know it. Those things do not always show up in puppies. A lot of the time, those diseases do not show up until a dog is 6-8 months old. And it's not pretty! So, if you ask a breeder these things, and they don't want to answer, or they say they don't need to do health tests, then RUN AWAY!!!! They are not good breeders and they could be selling you a defective dog!

The pics used in this post are just random pics I found on Google and are for demonstrative purposes only. They were not used in this post with the intent to harass or embarrass the owners and/or photographers in any way.

Friday, March 24, 2017

Women Who Love Horses

Boy! I'm telling you people today analyze everything to death!! I saw a video earlier from a man who said to beware of women who love horses! When I was growing up, EVERYONE loved horses!! But what this man said was kindof disgusting and disturbing. He stated that women who love horses usually love them because horses have big penises. I personally never thought of it that way! I'm just a country girl, I love horses because they are useful if you have them. They help us in our day to day lives. You can also throw a seat on the back of them and ride them for pleasure. Plus, they are just generally beautiful to look at! I never thought anything at all about their unmentionables! Only in today's world would something like this even be thought of! Though I admit to calling people a "horse's ass" if they are assholes. LOL! But that's different!

This is the kind of idealisms that social justice breeds. This is why SJWs are so fricken annoying!!! Maybe from now on, when someone tells me "Oh I LOVE cats!" I should think that what they really mean is they love to have sex with cats! Maybe this chick that barged on my channel a month or so ago, Tricia AW, is one of those people who likes having sex with cats. Afterall, she has a profile pic that looks like this:


Maybe she is addicted to cats sexually. LOL! Maybe that's what I should be thinking. It's what the social justice people think. So, if they think that about women who love horses, then we should be thinking the same thing about people who love cats. SJWs always think they're right, even when they're not. Of course "Tricia AW" herself is a SJW, and I knew it. Good GOD I hate liberals!!! Why should anyone be ashamed of loving a certain animal just because some dumbass SJW is going to interpret it to mean something sexual? And you notice NO ONE thinks that about people who love cats!! Maybe it's because cats are not "sexually attractive". I mean really, they have microscopic penises and no buns. LOL! Seriously, these liberals and SJWs make me SICK!!!!! I'm sick of all this analyzing!! Pretty soon, we won't be able to have freedom of choice anymore because the SJWs will just analyze them to death!! Of course catfags are as useless as the lazy, evil beasts they worship.

I love animals, but I am not sexually attracted to them! I just love them! Animals are more fun than people most times. In fact, the only animals I don't like are cats. LOL! Catfags are some of the biggest SJWs in the world! Unfortunately, a lot of them are also INXS fans, which is why I am staying anonymous. I wonder if they still think Katrina is me? LOL!! She says she'll go along with it for a while, until I choose to reveal myself. But she cannot speak for me. Only I can do that. So, if they ask her something that is really supposed to be for me to respond to, and they address it to her, they won't get an answer. Hopefully. Unless Katrina decides to get smart. LOL! Well, it's not the first time someone will think Katrina and I are the same person. We do think somewhat alike. We both like Beavis and Butthead. We both like INXS, though I like Michael and Timmy and she's more prone to Jon and JD. We both hate liberals and SJWs. We both also hate cats, though I like a few breeds of cats and she hates cats 101%. But there's a difference. She also likes Oasis, Green Day, Nirvana and Duran Duran, and I don't. Well, I like some Duran stuff from the 90s. But that's it. She also cusses FAR more than I do. LOL!

I even once saw a clip from a TV talk show where some chick was offended by a guest using the words "hard work" to describe what he does. Her point was "Don't use the phrase hard work because it makes me think of the hard work black people put into cotton fields gathering crops". More SJW bullshit!!! She had nothing to do with that! She wasn't in the fields gathering cotton plants! So now, NO ONE can use the phrase "hard work" in front of her because she'll get offended! Makes me mad! And makes me think people like that are trying to take away our freedom of speech. I can't say I love horses because some stupid-ass SJW will interpret it to mean that I love to have sex with horses! UGH!!! But a catfag can say "I love cats" and nobody will interpret it as meaning anything except that that person just admires cats. SJW Stupidity Logic!!