Where Was I?

I have had quite an eventful week! Or two weeks! My computer's fan finally gave out and it started turning it's self off. I am so pissed!! I do need a backup computer!! Right now, I am typing this message on a loaner I got from the repair place. But I need a new computer bad!! My computer is still in the shop. Once they fixed the fan, some wires came loose, and they had to fix those. Thank GOD they are not charging me for that. I actually like this place. These people are dog-lovers. They have this 5-month old Newfoundland pup. It may be younger than Mya, but it was HUGE!!!! About 5 times her size!!! But it was such a sweet puppy!! I don't see many Newfoundland dogs here.

Well, I am still trying to get used to this keyboard. It's smaller than the one on my own computer. But ya know, this place even sells Office Professional Plus. Even old versions. I already have Office 2007. I like it, but I actually liked the 2010 version better. After the holidays, I might go get that! I might do a lot of things after the holidays.

Since I mostly post these blogs for family and close friends, I was unable to communicate with them the whole time my computer was down. Yeah, I could have gone to the library, but sometimes I sit here for several hours thinking about what to write about next. So, I started a new thing; I began calling my family and closest friends on the phone. One day, I would call my sis, the next day I would phone my mom, and maybe the next day I would phone Katrina, and on and on and on. At least I could have some contact with the outside world. I am just starting to make friends here in town, but I only really see them on the bus. I told Katrina about this old fart named Richard, the one who looks almost exactly like Santa Claus. I see him on the bus occasionally, gratefully not too often, but I have gotten to know his riding hours. Personality-wise, he reminds me a lot of the SJW INXS fans. He doesn't talk directly to me, but he does seem so hung up in everything I am doing. Katrina thinks he may have the hots for me. I say he doesn't even look at me. She says that's what men do who like a woman and are too shy to show it. LOL! Even if he did really have the hots for me, he's not my type!! I think he's homeless. I don't want a man like that. And I think he's irresponsible too.

I once overheard him talking to the bus driver, the only people he really talks to besides the "over 55 club". He saw me getting on here at my apartment complex, and he started talking about it. Saying in a rather negative tone of voice "My ex-wife and I used to work there. One day the manager went crazy and fired everyone on the spot." He said something about the manager said someone was embezzling funds and I turned to the person sitting next to me and whispered "I bet the embezzler was him!" I would bet he would do something like that. That's why he's 70+ years old, and doesn't have a home and no job. I dunno, but I don't trust Richard. Not even as far as I could throw him! I'd bet that was the last job he ever had before he became unemployable. So I believe he's one of those homeless people who is such because he is irresponsible. Not saying he does drugs or alcohol, but I do believe he is irresponsible. I don't like irresponsible people. If he does have the hots for me, and I find out, I'll probably have to find a way to cool him off. Maybe be especially nasty to him whenever I see him.

Well, the 1st starts on a Sunday this next month, October. Guess what that means, it means we got a Friday the 13th coming! If you are superstitious, this is the worst month for a Friday the 13th! The reason Halloween got started is because evil spirits are said to enter this dimension during this time of year. It does kinda scare me a bit. Yeah, I am a bit superstitious, my sis laughs about that. But I say be careful! My bad luck already got started when my mom lost her job. She was helping me pay for this chair. Now, I have to give it back. I don't really want to, but I have no choice now.

New MH Doco On The Way

Well, been hearing about it all week now. It's exciting! Michael's older sis is in on it. A lot of fans do like her, and respect the fact she is Michael's older sis. So why is everyone so uptight about this new documentary coming out??!! Just because it's not Richard Lowenstein's?? Oh please!!! I'm sure Lowenstein's movie is going to be wonderful. But there are other points of view besides his. A lot of people are complaining because this documentary was not endorsed by either INXS or Richard Lowenstein. Well, I don't really give a flying fuck who or what endorses it. I'm going to watch it anyways when it comes to the states! I've never been one for following the crowd. I heard INXS does not endorse this statue for Michael either. But that doesn't stop me from wanting to see it come to fruition. The fact is, I've always been open to new ideas.

I just want to see some new shows about Michael. I don't care who puts it out! I want to see it! And this documentary is said to have some rare home footage of Michael. Not that I think the fans arguing is going to stop this documentary from being shown worldwide, but just in case, I don't want to see this idea ruined by some stupid blind sheep followers who are just not happy unless they are moaning about something. So, my advice to these people is to just shut the fuck up, enjoy what's coming and stop acting like a bunch of whiny little bitches!!! Each day, I learn to hate the fans more and more. Especially when they start acting like a bunch of spoiled little cunts! To the rest of us who are just happy that some new footage of Michael is being released, this is not about you. And don't follow the blind sheep! Just sit back and enjoy the documentary that is about to come. I know I will. I might even get it on DVD! Even if I have to pay for the privilege to see it.

Well, I will be watching both this documentary as well as Richard Lowenstein's. I'm sure both will be good. I don't care who endorses what. I truly don't! And fuck the fans!! I'm just happy to see Michael remembered as he should be. No matter who it is from.

I bet I know who is the mastermind behind this new division in the fans. I bet it's Rosanda and her band of merry dumbass thugs! UGH!!! And to think, I used to like that woman! I used to look up to her. But she used to be a good person before she took up with that phony-baloney Vincent Lamaro! For all I know, he could be feeding her these dumbass ideas and she's just stupid enough to take the bait! Thank GOD I have both of them on ignore on Facebook! I don't want anything to do with either of them. At all! I don't associate with dumbasses.

But things like this is the main reason why I don't want anything to do with the fans. It's all become so political. I'm tired of politics among INXS fans! Nobody just comes together anymore and admires the music and the men of INXS. No. Now, they want to say "If you're not with us, then you're not a real fan". I HATE that kind of mentality. But that is what the INXS community has become! It's no longer about the music. It's no longer about the band. Now, it's all about who can get who on their side, and turn against the other. There's no place in INXS fanhood for that! And Michael would despise that kind of attitude being displayed. I can just picture him turning in his grave now. If he had one. But I do know this; Michael was all about peace and love. I see very little of that in the fans now. It's like the shit-throwing I used to see in the delusional mods' forum, except this is coming from people who profess to be "true fans". Makes me mad! And I'm sure Michael would agree with me.

Well, I've only got this to say to those people: GREAT WAY TO DISRESPECT MICHAEL'S NAME YA DUMB TWATS!!!!!!!!!!!! Keep it up!! In the end, it's the fans like me who will prove to be the better people!

Offending Libtards

My sis posted an interesting comment. It made me think, what is the difference between a classic liberal and a modern liberal? A classic liberal is what liberals used to be. That is, before Obama took over and changed everything. Now, those are called libertarians. That's what we are. We're not republicans, but we're not democrats either. Though I think I lean a little more into the republican side of the definition. I thought this would be an interesting subject. What makes a libtard a libtard? First of all, there is a big difference between a libtard and a libertarian. I'm sure my sis can elaborate more on this subject than I can, but I'll try to put it as bluntly as I can. These are simply examples.

1. I don't believe black people deserve reparations for what happened to their ancestors.

2. I don't like Paula Yates, and I don't care if that hurts Lily's feelings.

3. I don't agree with abortion unless pregnancy puts the mom in danger.

4. I don't think illegals should be allowed to come in this country and drain our resources.

5. If you are an able-bodied person, and you don't want to work but you want people to just hand you money, you're a fucking idiot!

6. You're not oppressed so get over yourself!

7. If you don't like America, then leave it!

8. I'm glad Hillary lost the election because she was going to kill this country.

9. I hate cats. I think they need to be eradicated. But I love dogs.

10. If Guns N' Roses is your favorite band, you're an idiot!

11. A woman's place is in the home. A man's place is to support his family.

12. You got some wacky, dumbass people in your circle of friends.

If any of those comments offended you, you're a libtard. If none of them offended you, yet you still disagree, you're a libertarian. If none of them offended you, and you totally agree (or you just don't care), you're a conservative. If all the above comments offend you, and you want to argue each point with me or you want to kill me and my family or just don't want to be friends with me anymore, you're not only a libtard, but you're also a social justice warrior (SJW).

OK "Guns N' Roses" could be replaced by any band. Even INXS to a non-INXS fan. I just used Guns N' Roses as an example. I don't like them, but I'm not trying to attack just them or their fans. And "Paula Yates" could also be replaced with any celebrity that has descendants out there. These are just examples I concocted for the sake of demonstration. As for cats, well, mostly liberals prefer cats anyways. It's almost never conservatives. I'm sure Obama would have been a cat owner if his daughter wasn't allergic.

California Is A Dumb State!

Well, I would move to Alaska if I could right now, but I'm worried ma may never come visit me again! At least it's not a liberal state and I'd still be somewhat close to the ocean! I used to want to move to Australia, but again, it's full of liberals. I don't want to live there. Of course I am judging it based on the INXS fans I've met from there, and only the ones who acted like liberals. Not really everyone. But I am getting so sick of fricken liberals! They make me so mad, I want to punch something. But no, I would not really do that. I just would take my baby girl and pet her, toss the ball for her, and that helps me feel better. No, I really mean it. Throwing a ball feels like you're punching someone, so it makes me feel better. And Mya gets a good workout out of it too, and no one gets hurt but the ball. Mya loves it. I made a video of one such session.

Well, the libtards have done it again. Now, California liberals are pushing for a vote to punish people who use the wrong pronouns on another person. Oh-my-GAWD!!!!!!!!!!! And as expected, the lefts are agreeing to it! I'm beginning to wonder about these leftists! Do they have minds of their own? Or are they just robots who are programmed to agree with any dumb, stupid thing someone says?! So now, if you call a man a man, and he happens to identify as a woman, you can get thrown in jail. That is so DUMB!!!! I'm all for accompanying someone with a disability, but this is fucking ridiculous! My mom's apartment is designed for someone in a wheelchair. As a consequence, all the appliances are low-lying. It drives my mom crazy, because she is not in a wheelchair. I understand that though, because she lives in a complex made for disabled and elderly people. But you're now telling me, if that place did not accompany handicapped people in that way, the building owners could go to jail?

Well, this new bill only caters to mentally ill transgender, non-binary people and people who just don't want to be themselves. Like some old fart who identifies himself as a 6-year old little girl, you have to call him what he wants to be called, or you risk going to jail. To me, that's crazy, because it's one step in taking away our free speech rights. It's totally dumb! It should be our choice if we want to accompany the mentally ill in their beliefs. Like me. I'm a woman, and people often say I look like a man. Or they call me "he" or "him". Do you think I give a shit? Hell NO! I don't. I don't care what someone else wants to call me. Call me a "he". Call me a woman. Call me a fatass, I don't give a fuck!! I'm not going to suggest you get arrested for it. That's dumb! You have a right to your opinions. I've always stood for that. These trannies are nothing but left-wing crybabies!

This is why I fucking love Blair White. She's a tranny (yes, she calls herself "tranny"), but she doesn't believe in political correctness. If someone calls her a man, she doesn't care. Or so she says in her videos. And calling someone names is NOT an act of violence. That's just plain silly. It may be rude, but it's not violent. ONLY when someone is calling you names and they follow it up with hitting, or pushing, or putting their hands on you in any way, would it be considered an act of violence. A person has the option to ignore and just walk away. If the offender follows you and continues to call you names, it's still not an act of violence. But it is harassment at that point. I even heard one tranny, Riley J. Dennis, say we are bigoted if we don't date trannies. I'm sorry but, I can be friends with trannies, that doesn't bother me. But I would be absolutely FURIOUS if a man approached me, acting like he wanted to be with me forever, and I find out later on he has a vagina! If he told me in the beginning, that's different. I still wouldn't date him. But I would gladly be his friend. And it's not bigoted to say no. It's bigoted if the tranny thinks I am bigoted just for saying I don't want to date him.

Nevermind Last Night's Post

Last night I wrote a post about a girl named Steph who came to my channel and at first copped an attitude with me. My sis saw my post and went in to say her piece. Mind you, I did not send her. My sis has her own mind. LOL! She saw my blog and I'm sure wanted to check Steph out for herself. Well, she "met" Steph in all her glory. And then Steph read the post I wrote to her yesterday after she muted me, and dropped a bomb. She told me her emotions have been insane because she lost her grandma a few months ago.

Well, when I saw that, I was in the middle of writing a long-winded, brutal post to Steph. Then when I saw that her grandma died, I couldn't go on. I deleted that post I had been working on and instead sent my condolences to her. I couldn't say what I was going to say to her. That would have made me no different than the libtard SJW INXS fans who deserted me after my father died. I admit, I can also lash out when I am grieving. All I ever ask of my friends is that they be patient with me. Well, those so-called "friends" weren't. In some ways, I cannot really blame them. If you'd never lost a loved one, or it had been years since you did, or if you don't react to grief the same way, it's hard for you to understand. My reaction to losing a loved one is also to lash out, sooner or later. I don't ever do it on purpose. People just think I do. But at the same time, I cannot help it. Grief clouds my judgment.

Well, I could not go on bashing Steph. Its been a year almost that I lost my father, and I'm still on that emotional roller coaster. It's just less now. I told you, I tend to get over things fairly quickly. Since I do not want to be like the libtard SJW INXS fans, I sent Steph hugs instead of sarcasm and scolding. I couldn't be bitchy with her anymore. She doesn't need that. Like me, she needs people to be patient with her. So, I am reaching out and doing it myself. I even apologized to Steph for my hostility towards her. I really mean that too. I cannot stomp on a person's head who is down. That's not in my nature. I even felt bad for writing that post I made last night, so that's why I took it down. So, I won't be harassing her anymore.

Woa! I've Reached A Milestone!

I posted a video up last Wednesday, something like that. I talked about the video that Mr. Repzion put out about Joy Sparkle BS. I mostly addressed Mr. Repzion's complaints about Joy being inconsistent. Which is really true. I like Joy, but I have noticed she is really inconsistent. For example, when she says she is not going to make another Onision video, the very next day she usually has another one up. Now, I have a few Onision videos on my channel. I have no qualms about making videos about him. But the one thing I never wanted to do was make hundreds and hundreds of them. The only time I ever talk about Onision on YouTube is if he does something that really pisses me off. And I mean REALLY pisses me off! Like when he used his wife's mental disorder to attract other, younger girls into their relationship and how he thinks that is just fine. That pissed me off BIG time!!! But I did not make 100 or so videos about it. And I won't. I figure one is enough.

There is a reason for that. I think it's wrong to do something like make 100+ videos about someone. I remember how the delusional mods used to be with other INXS fans back in the day. They would talk and talk and talk about other fans they considered to be "delusional", and they would make up things in their heads and post a bunch of bullshit on their forum about said fan, trying to interpret what they think the fans were saying, putting words in their mouths, and twisting them around to mean something else. The problem was, the delusional mods were always wrong in their interpretations. Joy is not as bad as say Catsredrum was, but she's almost as bad in that she continues to post about Onision, but doesn't seem to get anywhere. But I like Joy, I enjoy her videos, even the ones about Onision and DaddyOfFive. I think she's a good kid. Even though everyone tries to convince me she's a scammer. But most of those accusing Joy of being a scammer are teenagers and preteens. They don't know any better. I haven't seen where she's scammed anyone. And unless I get a bolt from the blue saying different, I'm going to take Joy's explanations at face value.

Well, my video hasn't even been up a week and I've already gotten over 1000 views on it! It's amazing! I've never had a video get over 1000 views in such a short amount of time! Of course I watched Mr. Repzion's video within minutes after he posted it, and my video is probably one of the first responding to his video. His video, he announced a few weeks ago that he was going to make it, and I said I'd watch it just for the hell of it. But I also added it wasn't going to change my opinion of Joy. And it didn't. I still like her. Because Mr. Repzion really hasn't said anything I didn't already know. And being as old as I am, I can't say I haven't heard it all before. I've also gained over a dozen subscribers! I know I'm not on YouTube for the views or subscribers. But it's always nice when I exceed my own expectations. I mean, I never even expected to hit 400 subscribers. Now, I have well over that many! However, it comes with a price I didn't want to pay.

Along with popularity comes a surge in trolls and haters. This is really why I did not want to become popular on YouTube. Or Facebook for that matter! No matter how good you are, people ALWAYS let you down! And trolls and haters are just waiting in the wings to catch you doing something, one little thing, that they can blow all out of proportion, spread around YouTube, and completely ruin your life over. It happened to Joy. She made one remark about black or brown people that was said in jest, and now has people doxxing her, she has videos being made about her by haters using things she said taken out of context and exploding all out of proportion all over YouTube. Something about poo-babies. I dunno. Now, she's labeled a racist all over the site, and she's tried to apologize for the confusion, and as the same thing that happened to me, people are saying her apology isn't sincere. UGH!!!! I hate it when people do that! You do something off or wrong, people demand an apology, you apologize, and they don't accept it because they think you're not being sincere. That's why now, I've gotten to a point where I don't give any apologies anymore. Lately, I've just been like "STFU!!" You can't demand an apology from someone and then say that you're not accepting it!! That doesn't sound right to me!

I know Joy wants to be the good person and apologize if she's done something wrong. I understand that. But you've got to learn to just turn your head and walk on by. You can't apologize for every little thing you do or say. Believe me, when you get to be my age, you learn you cannot please everyone, and eventually you learn to stop trying. Life is so much better when you just let other people work out their own problems they have with you. Don't worry about it, and don't apologize for it. One thing I've learned dealing with libtard SJW INXS fans, they don't really know what they want. They may not be aware of it, but they are going to run you around and around until you wear out. Don't let it happen. If it happens, they've won. The only reason the SJW libtard INXS fans won over me last time was because I was mourning my father, and my emotions and immunity to insults was still weak. But, I tend to get over things fairly quickly. I still miss my father a lot. I still mourn him. But, I am past that stage where little things break me. I'm getting stronger by the day. The fact that I have the SJW libtards blocked on Facebook helps a lot. Also that I got Mya. She helps me a lot too. I never would be as vocal on the INXS groups as I am now if it wasn't for those two things. I still see the blocked people where they have commented, though I cannot see their actual posts. But when I do see one, I just figure if it's someone I have blocked, then I don't need to see their comment.

Well, the important thing is I'm back to my old self. And I am happy. I can continue to work on my happiness now. But it is cool that I made this video and it's getting a lot of views. But I also have to be ready to deal with trolls, like this one I just got tonight who's name is Steph. UGH!! Same name as my damn stepsister!!! Only this one is a smart-ass teenager who thinks she knows me from watching one video of mine. And griping that I am judging her "because she has a different opinion than mine". LMAO!!! I'm having some fun with her. I went to her page and she practically admits she's an asshole. She came on my video and started shit with me. And now is getting all angry because I am fighting back, using the same tactic she used with me on her. This is what she wrote on her YouTube channel:

I actually love it when these crazy millennials write this kind of shit on their profile anywhere, and think it entitles them to run around the internet acting like dumbasses and starting shit with other people. But then again, the term "millennial" has become synonymous with the term "entitlement". LOL!! And sure enough the libtards agree. She should know better than to start shit with someone whose job is to actually think. I write pretty much for a living. I can outwit her in any argument. She was actually easy! Compared to some other trolls I've met. She opened a lot of doors herself so, she's obviously inexperienced.

I'll post more about Steph tomorrow, as I am almost positive she'll be back. LOL!

The Worst Racists

Well, this post is not racist, but it is going to talk about some of the biggest (and truest) stereotypes. Keep in mind, I am not a racist person, but I am finding such groups as BLM to be extremely annoying!! I blame this whole thing on Obama. He divided the country. He brought back racism. He turned the people against each other by proliferating liberalism. It is because of him now that BLM is thriving.

Now, representatives of BLM are demanding reparations. They want your money, they want your property, they want your lives. If you don't give it to them, they are now saying they are prepared to take it from you. I actually saw a video of some gay black dude who said he wants reparations and if you don't give them to him, he's going to take them from you. He had like 4 people (all white) standing behind him, who were voluntary donators (all were libtards), who agreed with him. The gay dude was bragging about how they went to a church and held up an old man, demanding reparations from him.

BLM supporters are butthurt because of slavery, and now they want everything white people have. What they seem to forget is that more black people have owned slaves back in the 1800s than any white person throughout history. So, if they want reparations for slavery, they should start with their own kind. Ya know, I've said this before. Black leftist libtards are annoying enough. BLM only makes that stereotype worse. They've become the black person version of the KKK. But as I've seen, even the KKK has limits. They stand up against a radical hate group like the Westboro Baptist Church. But I have the feeling that BLM does not stand against that because the WBC does not target black people.

There is this one woman, Chanelle Helm, who protested for BLM, and she said she wants every white person, who has no descendants, to give their property, home, money, food to a needy black family, and she wants to get a racist fired from their job. I say, she's out of her fucking mind! You know that could run both ways! Get a racist fired. That could get her fired from her job too since she is racist against white people! And don't give me that "you can't be racist against white people" bullshit! Racist is racist! No matter what race of people you are against! For a full list of this woman's demands, go to this link: http://www.projectrepublictoday.com/2017/08/22/blm-activist-unveils-list-demands-white-people-give-home-budget-monthly-donate-black-funds/ And look at her face. She even looks like one of those left-wing liberal young black bitches you see hanging out in the streets.

Check out the house behind her too. It looks very run-down, as it does in all low-class black dominant neighborhoods.

Well, I'm half white, and half hispanic. Do I feel bad for being half white? No. I don't. That's for libtards. Do I feel bad because my ancestors owned slaves 100+ years ago? No. I don't. I had no say in that, so I don't feel bad about it. Again, that's for libtards. Am I going to give you these reparations you're demanding? Hell NO! When I was in 4th grade, there was this little black girl named Melody who used to masturbate to the thought of beating me up every day. For NO REASON. No reason except that I was quiet and shy and kept to myself. It had nothing to do with her being black. That was just how I was as a kid, very stand-offish. But I think Melody thought I was ignoring her because she was black. But I could not even pass her without her shouting threats at me, or approaching me with her dukes up, ready to bash me into the ground. I lived in absolute terror every day because of her. It set the stage for how the rest of my life would play out. Now, I am very cautious of everyone. I became a racist as a child because of her, I became afraid of black people. The only thing that saved me from growing up to be completely racist was meeting Paul when I was at the vocational school, which was almost 10 years later.

IMO, Melody owes me reparations. I owe her nothing. When Melody pays me the reparations she owes me, then I will pay this Chanelle Helm whatever it is she wants. But don't hold your breath! If Melody is even still alive, she's probably been living in some slum in the outskirts of LA all these years. The fact of the matter is, I don't expect anything from Melody or anyone else. I never thought of reparations until BLM came along and began demanding them from white people. Well, they ain't getting nothing from me. And I am not a liberal so I am not very easily swayed. If I have anything when I die, it goes to my sister if she is still around. If she is not around, then I'm donating it to the local homeless shelter, where it can do good for homeless people of ALL races, religions and creeds. I'm not donating anything to some random black person that I don't know and have no connections with whatsoever! For all I know, they might take that money and use it for drugs and booze and other such shit! No way! If I'm going to leave my money to any black family, it'd be one that I know very well and trust very well! Not these slum-living ghetto rats who pump out one kid after another with multiple fathers and don't even take care of their kids!

My advice to BLM, and I am not the first to say this, I just agree with it. Stop pumping out babies left and right. Stop having more kids than you can afford, get an education, don't raise hoodrats and bullies, get a job and get off of government assistance. Then you can afford to buy your own things. It's common sense. Because if you keep pushing white people to just give you handouts, especially if black people keep on behaving like they do, pretty soon white people are going to retaliate again and maybe send your asses back to Africa. See how long you people last when that happens. There ain't no government assistance in Africa. You'll be living in huts in the savannah, where lions and hyenas can sneak in and grab you at night, so fast you wouldn't even have time to yell for help. Slavery was done with 100+ years ago. Get over it! Go on with your lives and learn to live productively!

20 Things You May Not Have Known Has A Name

In the sidebar, there is something that talks about a habit I always have and I hate! But I had no idea it had a specific name! LOL! But it inspired me to make this kind of a post. These are some things you may have known existed, but did not know the technical name of.

1. Cerumen

This is the technical name for common ear wax.

2. Philtrum

This is the name of the little indentation between your nose and upper lip.

3. Bruxism

This is the name of the habit of gnashing your teeth. I do this all the time and I hate it!!

4. Tittle

This is the technical name for the dot above the lower-case I and J.

5. Muntin

This is what the strip that separates window panes is called.

6. Ferrule

This is the metal part that holds the eraser to the pencil.

7. Petrichor

The earthy scent that accompanies the first rainfall after a period of dry, hot weather.

8. Aglet

This is the plastic that tips your shoe laces.

9. Glabella

This is what the space between your eyebrows is called.

10. Overmarrow

You could say this instead of saying "the day after tomorrow".

11. Tines

These are the prongs on a fork.

12. Dysania

This is the feeling you have when you can't get out of bed in the morning.

13. Crapulence

Yes, this is a real word! It's the feeling you get after you've eaten or drank too much.

14. Interrobang

A now common symbol that represents the use of both a question mark and an exclamation point. As in when I say "What the fuck?!"

15. Octothorpe

This is the actual proper name for the pound sign or hashtag.

16. Paresthesia

The proper word for that "pins and needles" feeling.

17. Mondegreen

This is actually the technical term for misheard song lyrics. Though some doughnuts are so good they actually do make my brown eyes blue! LOL!

18. Phloem bundles

This is what those pesky, stringy tissues are on a banana.

19. Griffonage

This is the technical term for unreadable handwriting.

20. Rasceta

This is the technical name for the lines that are visible inside your wrist.

Michael Wasn't Alone

I'm telling you, November 22nd must have been one hell of an unlucky day! Many prominent figures passed away on this day. I've been hearing about it. In the sidebar, you can see a little article clip about Mae West. She was a classic movie actress, and it inspired me to write this post.

Famous people who died on November 22:

John F. Kennedy (1963)
George Washington Gale Ferris (1896)
Leon Leopold Lewandoski (1896)
Mary Kay Ash (2001)
Anthony Burgess (1993)
Blackbeard (1718)
Kim Young Sam (2015)
Norman Granz (2001)
Lorenz Hart (1943)
Henry Wilson (1875)
Pavel Lambert Mašek (1826)
Mae West (1980)
Walter Reed (1902)
Bill Bixby (1993)
Mark Lenard (1996)
Moroni Olsen (1954)
Max Deutsch (1982)
Aldous Huxley (1963)
Shemp Howard (1955)
Michael Conrad (1983)
Florence Henderson (2016)
Jack London (1916)
Robert Sutton Whitney (1986)
And of course, our own
Michael Hutchence (1997)

Those are just some of the famous people who also died on November 22nd of different years. I am surprised to see Bill Bixby is also on this list. Well, not too surprised. I know he'd died. But oddly, for many years, I thought he died November 24th. Ya know what's funny? At the very first, I thought that when I first heard the news Michael had died, because I heard it for the first time on November 24th of 1997. It was a Monday. You know what else is funny? Bill Bixby was also born on January 22, 1934. You know what else is funny? Bill Bixby has always been one of my most favorite actors, and just like Michael, when I saw Bill Bixby for the first time, it was love at first sight! Just like it was with Michael when I saw him for the first time. I was like a little puppy dog. How eerie is all that?!

On the other side of the spectrum, there have been many luminary people born on this day as well. Some of these people are:

Nicholas Rowe (1966)
Shawn Fanning (1980)
Tyler Hilton (1983)
Scarlet Johansson (1984)
Eg White (1960)
Jamie Lee Curtis (1958)
Lawrence Gowan (1956)
Valerie Wilson Wesley (1947)
Aston Barrett (1946)
Rodney Dangerfield (1921)

Just to name a few. OK I had to add some positivity to this post. Doesn't really seem fair to focus entirely on people who died this day. This is a weird post. I've never done one like it before, but it's interesting. So interesting, it gives me an idea.

Happy Birthday Timmy!!!

Ahhh! He's finally hit the big 6-0!! But he's still so handsome to me! Will love him always. Happy birthday Timmy! Thanks for the wonderful memories!!! I will always remember this night:

I look terrible in this pic. I look like a damn fatass witch! LOL! But Timmy looks so handsome!!! I will always remember that night! Even without the pic I'll always remember it. UGH!! If only I had got a pic of me with Michael, it'd make my life complete. But I never did. I just kissed him was all. And I did not have a camera with me that night. I also remember the night after this pic was taken, I saw INXS again in Lincoln City, and Timmy threw me a pick.

I remember as JD sang "Love, baby Love--Is written all over your face" I pointed right at Timmy and he saw me. He smiled at me and then threw me his pick. The girls in front of me tried to get it, but I knew it was meant for me because I saw how Timmy looked at me just before he threw it. I felt bad for the girls in front of me who also wanted the pick. Apparently, Catsredrum was standing next to me, and did not like it that I kissed the pick when I caught it. LOL! But who cares! Yes I did kiss it, because I could not believe my luck! I held it up to my bosom too. LOL! Again, because I could not believe my luck! Another gripe she had was that I sniffed the pick. LOL! Yeah, because for some reason, it smelled like chicken. I guess Timmy had been eating chicken that night. Oh well. LOL!

I thought those two nights were going to set the stage to a happy year that year. But unfortunately, it did not last long. A few months later was when I lost my Groucho. That was the worst thing that could ever happen! A few weeks after that, I met the guys again, but I was not myself. I was in a very bad way because I was still mourning my baby. And that was supposed to be a happy day. But I was miserable the whole time, and it showed. After that meeting, I was like "Oh man! Why did I behave that way?!" It was because I missed Groucho. I took it out on everyone, even my favorite men. I didn't mean to. It just happened. That's how I am when I am in mourning.

I remember around that time was when I also started getting even with the delusional mods. Well! They were implying that I killed Groucho, and I wanted to set them straight before they began believing that lie and spreading it around. Like when Stephanie implied that I don't care enough for my dogs. I made her pay for that remark! Same as the delusional mods. I saw that post (one of my "spies" forwarded it to me), and I said "this has got to stop!" So, I gave the delusional mods a taste of their own medicine. They deserved it! You can say a lot of things about me and I don't care. But don't EVER accuse me of not taking good care of my animals!!!! I did everything I could to save Groucho. Don't ever say different. Or you will get black-balled and I don't give a shit!!!

Another complaint the delusional mods had, they hated it when I called Timmy "Timmy". They thought Timmy hated to be called that. Well, look at this tweet from Kirk:

Today, in 1977, we performed our 1st gig together as The Farriss Brothers Band. It was Timmy… https://t.co/JEnOoSWQs0

— Kirk Pengilly (@KirkPengilly) August 16, 2017

If Timmy hated to be called "Timmy" so much, why would Kirk call him that? Those two are best buddies. Love ya Kirk, BTW!!! I know I used to be angry with Kirk, and I was for a long time. But I've gotten over it. Though I don't think he forgives me. But that is OK. Though I look back at some of the things I said about him in the past, and I cringe. I don't blame Kirk at all for not wanting to forgive me. I hope he can someday. But I'll leave that up to him. I do want him to know I am deeply sorry for those awful things I said.

I said the same shit about Michael for a while too. And I look back on it today and I cringe at that too. I'm disgusted by how I used to talk about him! UGH!!!! Today, I look at those posts and I think "Man! I was dumb to think that about Michael!" I was downright harsh in those days! But those days are past. They're gone. They don't count anymore in my life today. I've turned my back on a lot of things I thought in the past. Now, it's time to move forward. This is what baptism does for me! I get to move forward. If others want to stay in the past, let them stay there. I'm thinking more about the future now. This is what Jesus would want me to do. Atheists, LEAVE ME ALONE!!!! hehe.

Anyways, happy 40th to INXS, and happy 60th to Timmy! Love ya still Timmy! I always will! So glad to see you're still smiling above all else. I hope you live another 60 years! 😀😚

The Old Twats In This Town

UGH!!! I hate the old foagies in this town!! Now, I realize I am an old fart myself. But the old farts in this town, I really fucking HATE them!! They are so temperamental!!! And I hate riding the damn bus because every time I do, I run into one of these damn old farts! Here I am, having been baptized and I am trying to go for a change. But when I see people like these old-ass-bitches in this town, it just totally destroys my goal. Sometimes I just want to punch these people in the face! If I didn't have such high morals, I probably would have by now. But that's really not who I am. I don't go around hitting other people, or putting my hands on other people. I try to treat others the way I'd want to be treated.

Well today I got on the bus, I wanted to go to this computer shop that a friend told me about to get a cord I need. Also, keep in mind, the fair is in town. So, you can imagine how packed up the bus was at this point. When Mya and I got on the bus, it was very packed. All seats were taken, except for a few in the very back. But the aisle, being as narrow as it was, and with most people hanging their backpacks, and their feet in the aisle, I had no choice but to take a seat next to this old woman who I'd never seen before. She was sitting in the center of the seat, which was between the seats, I guess so no one would sit in the seat next to her. But I took that seat anyways, and I found Mya and I were hanging in the aisle ourselves. I didn't want that. So, I scooted into the seat, which made this woman next to me scoot over, and boy! She fussed like a baby when I did!

Well, I tried to be nice about it. I apologized for having to do that, but she looked at me and hissed like a snake. LOL! Well, I asked myself "What would Jesus do?" I think Jesus would have just chosen the peaceful way out and just sat there, minding his own business, and kindly apologize if something unexpected happens. So, that is what I did. Because she had been trying to take up 2 seats, I was sitting on her coat, so she dragged her coat out from under me. Again, I apologized for sitting on her coat. Again, she hissed like a snake. Then she kinda sarcastically said to me "I've just had surgery! OK?!" and again, I said "Sorry." very kindly. As kindly as I could! Then I turned to her and said "I'm not trying to be rude here. But there was just no other place to sit." Again, that woman hissed at me like a snake! LOL!

What she doesn't know is that is not what I really wanted to say to her. If I wasn't such a nice person, and trying to better myself, I would have instead said to her when she cracked that kind of attitude at me, "Listen bitch! You chose to try and take up 2 seats on a bus that was packed! And I'm not going to walk down that narrow aisle with a baby in tow, so I had no choice but to sit next to you. I don't like it any more than you do! So just sit there and shut up and we'll both be fine!" But I did not do that. That's not what Jesus would have done. So I had to clam up and just sit there. Thankfully, she got off at the fairgrounds. But believe me, it took a lot of self-restraint not to push her off that seat.

I think the reason so many old people in this town are so hateful is because of this one guy, whose name is Richard. He looks almost exactly like Santa Claus, but he's not anywhere near as cute. And I think he's homeless because every time I've seen him, he's always carrying all his belongings with him. But I do notice all the most hateful old people in this town all associate with him. Maybe he's spreading bullshit about me. He doesn't even know me! At all. I've never spoken to him. Only seen him on the bus occasionally. But isn't that the way it always is? People like him love being the center of attention. Then they find one person who won't give them that attention and they talk shit about that person. In his case, he can say shit and his dumbass friends will believe him because they like him. I am not on the bus to make friends though. I'm hoping I won't have to ride the bus forever. Though I don't know how I'm going to do it, but I want to save for a car of my own.

There's this woman I often see associating with Richard, and her name is Mary. They both talk among themselves so much, at one point, I thought Mary was married to Richard. LOL!!! But Mary HATES Mya! One day I was getting on the bus at Safeway, and Mary was on there, made some crack about "That's the woman with the dog again!" She doesn't know my name, and she doesn't need to know either! There was this woman with a little girl who got on beside me. The little girl loved Mya. All kids do! LOL! The girl's mom said to Mary "Sorry about my daughter being annoying", and Mary stated "Oh not at all! The dog is more annoying than you all!" talking of Mya. I wanted to punch Mary in the face at that point! More than anything! Mya never did anything at all to Mary. She never even barks when we are on the bus. Mya's basically a good girl when we get on the bus.

Well, my vindictive side came out, and when Mary got off at her stop, which was about a couple blocks from the Safeway, I said "Now, I would have just walked all that way!" Then once the bus got to her stop, it took Mary forever to get off the bus! Part of the reason was she would not shut up. So, I sat there and said "Come on you dumb bitch! Get off the damn bus!" I said it kinda below my breath, but I think she heard me. Richard was there too, and I think he heard me too. But Mary started this. Not me, and not Mya. I say Mary's lucky that's all I did to her! I really wanted to punch her in the face! Yeah! I know that's not what Jesus would do. But you can say what you want about me, but don't pick on an innocent puppy! She's not doing anything wrong. And Mary is FAR more annoying than Mya is or will ever be! Mary is one of the howler monkeys. And now that I know more about her, I don't like her. And I don't like Richard either!

It's odd, because I've actually chit-chatted with Mary before. I thought she was a nice person. Well, she sure wasn't. Maybe it was a front. I remember telling Katrina about this in detail. She said it sounds like Mary is jealous. That's all it could be. She believes it's possibly because I now have Mya and all my attention goes to her, and not Mary. Since Mary and I got along before. And that makes her a little upset because she's not getting my attention, and a little jealous because Mya is. I think she may be right. Even though Katrina has never met Mary. LOL! But if so, that means Mary is an attention-whore. At her age, too!

Well, I love my apartment, but I am growing not too fond of this town. The people here, especially the old people, suck balls! I am actually finding the nicest people are the ones who ride the bus from out of town. Or it's the younger people who are nicer and more understanding. I think the old people here are not used to outsiders coming into town. But I say fuck them! I'm here, and I am here to stay! Fuck off if you don't like it! But hopefully I won't have to ride the bus for much longer. Maybe I'll win a scratch-off and be able to buy a car from there. LOL!

Weird True Facts I've Learned Over The Years

As we grow, we learn. The more years you are on this earth, the more you learn. I've been here for 40+ years, and I've learned a lot just by watching people in their day-to-day lives. Some of these, you've probably heard me say on here before. Some of these I learned slowly as time went on. But these are some facts that no one else thinks of, that I've learned watching people, both in real life and on the internet.

1. The most commonly misspelled word is "diarrhea".
There are others, but I've found only people with Ph.D's can spell the word "diarrhea" correctly on the first try. I learned how to spell it when I was 10. I remember it by remembering the two main syllables: "diar", which sounds like "dire" only spelled different, and "rhea", which is a bird.

2. Never go shopping on a totally full, or totally empty, belly.
Sometimes I do this, I go out to eat before I shop for groceries, and sometimes I get too full. But I've found when I do, I don't get enough groceries to last me the month. But it's just as bad to shop for groceries on an empty belly, because your mind tricks you into getting more than you need. It's best to have a very light lunch or dinner before going shopping.

3. The most commonly misused words are "to" and "too".
These are two different words with two different meanings for use.
Proper use of "to": "I'm going to the store".
Proper use of "too": "I like going shopping, too."

4. Be cautious of people who say "trust me".
I know it sounds strange, but unless I really, REALLY know the person, or if I had no other choice and my life depended on it, I do not trust people who say "trust me". Every time I did, I always had bad results. I almost lost one of my dogs to someone who was like this. And getting that dog back was total HELL!!!

5. People who like both cats and dogs equally are OK people. But do not trust anyone who likes cats and not dogs.
AKA "catfags". Cats, in truth, are demons. So, anyone who likes cats and doesn't like dogs is probably a demon themselves. Or an asshole. Either way, it's someone I would not want to have as a friend, or even anywhere near me or my family. But I've met some people who like both equally that were OK people. Though I tend to trust dog lovers more than cat lovers. But I think that just comes natural to me.

6. No matter what they say, people ARE indeed fanatical about what they like.
I don't care what their mouth says, or what emotions they originally show you, people are clingy to things they like. I've had so many people tell me "You have a right to your opinion", but then totally any friendship I may have with that person, or at least any peace I may have with that person, always went out the window once they found out I did not like the things they like. Especially anime fanatics and video gamers are the worst offenders of this rule!

7. Humans are born with natural instincts.
All humans have instincts they are born with to keep us alive, whether that be a fear of the dark, or of strangers, or of large creatures (including other humans). But as we grow older, and learn, we become more "socially accepting" of things we probably shouldn't. Like strangers. Even as adults we may still come across a stranger that will harm us, but because we do not want to appear to be anti-social, we accept them into our lives.

8. People are naturally hypocrites.
Again, I don't care what they say, and I've heard many people say they hate hypocrites, but people are naturally hypocrites. What I've found very few people actually like is honesty. Why more people are not "people-haters", I'll never understand!

9. If more people knew what others are saying behind their backs, they too would hate all other people.
Because we want to be more accepting, no one ever says what they really want to say to someone they want to say it to. I'm one of a kind. I'd rather people be honest with me than nice. To me, honesty is an opportunity to learn. I never got any complaints, so I never learned to be socially acceptable.

Just to be clear, there is a difference between "socially accepting" and "socially acceptable". "Socially accepting" is the act of accepting someone socially. "Socially acceptable" is behaving in an appropriate matter in social situations. I am socially accepting. I try to give every person a chance. I do not judge others either. Or I try not to. But I never learned to be socially acceptable. That is, be wary. I can be an asshole.

10. People are more willing to "follow the crowd" than to think for themselves. Even if they know you.
I've come across this so often in my life, it's not funny. It all leads to the fact that people want to be accepted by the bigger crowd. Most recently, it happened to me with the blind sheep, libtard INXS fans. I've always been nothing but nice to other fans. I've been honest, but I've also been nice. I never judged them or treated any of them with any disrespect. But when Kelly P. manipulated the other fans into turning against me, the majority of them went along with her. And because she was able to manipulate the "big wigs" like Rosanda, more and more followed in turning against me. Recently I've found out, even people, who I never thought would turn against me, did indeed turn against me. It's all because they wanted to go with the crowd that had the most people, and the bigger voices. That's the way it is with people ALL over the world.

11. Apologizing to people only makes them angrier.
Again, I don't care what their mouth says, when you do something wrong, and you try to apologize to that person, it seems to only make them angrier. No matter how sincere you are.

Trolls Starting Shit

Oh man! I will never understand why trolls like this start shit with other people, and then get all angry and pissed off when the one they are targeting fights back. I'll never understand it. I am still somewhat anonymous on Facebook. But it's not because of dumbasses like this guy. It's because I still want to stay away from some INXS fans who I may not have known I have to have on ignore. Well, this is on one of the anti-liberal, anti-SJW groups I am on. This piece of work is named Dennis Sellers. Now, I've been in it with these people on this group before, but they always come to me looking for it. Usually, they are teenagers, or 20-something year olds. But this guy is 61, by his own admission, and acting like a teenager. He's older than my Michael and Timmy! No doubt he's nothing but an overgrown little mama's boy who thinks riding a motorcycle makes him look tough. It doesn't! His attitude, and lack of taking responsibility for his own actions just makes him look like a fool who just rides a motorcycle.

Yes, he did start it! I was just giving my opinion on a post that was asking us to post an unpopular opinion we have. So I did! LOL! I said all cats should be banned from ownership all over the world. I still stand by that! Cats have caused the extinction of many native animals everywhere. Look in places like Hawaii and Australia. Yet people in those countries still own them, and sometimes let them run wild to kill more native animals. So, I still stand by my post.

Well, like all catfags, this guy Dennis Sellers got butthurt. This was his response to me:

I'll never understand why dumbasses like this choose to shit on an innocent baby like Mya. She didn't do anything to him. He didn't even spell "mutt" right! Low-class, uneducated motherfucker! Well, ya know, I've had people who breed and exhibit shetland sheepdogs tell me that Mya is nearly picture-perfect. So, what this low-class honkey pig thinks of her really means NOTHING to me. But I love the opening he provided! LOL!😂😆 I actually love it when these trolls start this shit with me. It gives me a chance to exercise my mind. Now, you should know, I don't know this guy, I've never spoken to him on or off the group. This is actually the first time I'd ever seen him. This group has over 60,000 members, and I don't meet all of them. I'm not trying to make friends here. I have no interest in making any friends. I just like being able to speak my mind.

Anyways, this was my response to him:

Yeah, I know! I'm fat and ugly too. But I did not start this. He did. So, this ball is in his court, and I'm making sure it's staying there. If you could have seen my face at this point, this is what it would have looked like:

LOL! Yeah, I can be very devious. I was thinking "OK asshole! You wanna talk shit about an innocent baby? I'll talk shit about your shitty-ass hillbilly family!" This was his next comment to me:

To which my response was:

Yes, I was laughing at him. I always laugh at butthurt catfags. I looked further at his profile pics, and found some good ones. Here you can see, just like all men who prefer cats over dogs, he looks like a very feminine little pansy:

Also, just like all men who prefer cats over dogs, he does not look very healthy. No doubt if it weren't for his motorcycle, he wouldn't get out at all. Probably no more than a couch-potato. The only reason why I am still stuck inside and not able to go on walks is because of my leg, it's still healing from the break I had a couple months ago. I guess because of my age, it's taking longer to heal than it normally would. Anyways, I go on...

I honestly don't think I'd need to shoot him if he were to come at me. He'd probably drop from a coronary, fat as he is! And would you believe it, this thing is actually married!! No woman in her right mind would marry this thing! So, I had a look at it's wife. She's as fat and ugly as he is! These people need a dog! Learn to go on some walks! Anyways, I go on:

Actually, that picture was on his profile, it's not his wife. I'm just saying that to push his button, like he said what he said about Mya to push mine. Hey! He wanted a response! So I gave it to him! As we go further, you can see him get more and more butthurt. He responds:

Well, no shit! I've been laughing at him ever since he got into this conversation. He's asked for it! But notice I did not say he's wrong about me being ugly. LOL!!! But look at this, 61 years old, and he doesn't even know to use "you're" instead of "your". That, along with other things he's posted, made me laugh! This was my response to him:

He goes on to say:

Actually, it only took about maybe 5 minutes to find those pics. LOL! Maybe less, he has them flopped out there on his profile. But what's this about "Do you spit or swallow?" LOL!! Not sure what he means by that. I guess that's the way these honkeys talk.

Well, after a while, he comes back and says:

LOL!! Again, I am anonymous on Facebook. Not because of him! Because I want to stay that way from certain other INXS fans. I'd rather they not know who I am. Even here, I've blotted out my user name on Facebook. Though, like I said, I'm sure some have figured out who I am. But, I'd still rather remain anonymous for a while longer. This was my response to him:

Believe me, if I was a liberal, I wouldn't even be in that group! Just because I am in Oregon, does not mean I am a liberal. The only reason I am here is because I do not like paying sales tax and I love the ocean. I go on to say:

That's Grand Junction, Colorado, originally he's from Denver. Remember that! There's no doubt in my mind he's hooked on marijuana. Not that I care! But I don't think for him it's for recreational purposes. I think he's just hooked on street drugs.

He responds:

HAHAHA!!!! This is the funniest thing he's said yet! And the most ironic. Like I said, HE started this! NOT me! So, if anyone is a nasty bitch, it's him! I was not speaking to him, nor did I ask him to get into this conversation with me. He did that on his own. So, I don't know why he's all butthurt that I fought back. He chose to get into this conversation with me. He chose to talk shit about an innocent baby who did nothing at all to him. Not to mention, he threatened me and Mya. I stand by my original comment. I always will! If that sets him off, well too bad! Blame your mama for turning you into a liberal little wussy. Oh, and he called me a liberal back there! LOL!!! Too funny!!! You can't start shit with someone you don't know and not expect to get shit back!

Taking The Advice

I can see one of my buds on YouTube is taking a lot of shit now, thanks to Onision and DaddyOfFive. Well, in all fairness, Onision is a jerk. He's even now claiming one of my videos for copyright infringement. I showed him! I demonetized the videos I did about him. He's not making any money off my channel! I will personally see to that! Not happening! I'm not going to make any money for him and his nearly-gay little wifey who can't even identify her own gender! Of course, like I said, I think Onision forces his women to be like that. It gives him a good reason to bring a third party into his relationship. He's apparently not satisfied with one woman, so he needs a gay wife to bring in a second. DaddyOfFive is a whole other story.

DaddyOfFive got on YouTube to showcase 30-minute videos of himself yelling at his kids. Especially this one named Cody. Poor Cody took the brunt of his parents' wrath and they think it's funny. It's not funny. It's abuse! Cody was not even allowed to go to Disney World with the rest of the family because the stepmom said he smeared shit all over the walls. Well, she didn't say "shit". She said the "p" word that most use to describe shit. It's a word I NEVER use, because I hate the sound of it. Not only did she say the "p" word, she yelled it, over and over again. I never use that "p" word. EVER!! I'd rather call it "shit" or "crap" or "droppings" than to use the "p" word. It's vulgar. Like calling your belly your "tummy". If scientists don't use the word, then neither will I. And I'd rather not hear it either. No one ever calls a yellow-bellied sapsucker a "yellow-tummied sapsucker". Nor does anyone  ever call a red-bellied lemur a "red-tummied lemur". That's a word that people under 10 years old use. Not someone of my advanced age with a scientifically programmed mind. A person under 10 does not know any better.

Ya know that's one of the things I really HATE about cat people too. They give their cats some of the Stupidest names I've ever heard of in my life!!! I remember several years ago, when Animal Planet ran the series "Animal Hoarders", there was this woman who had several dogs and cats. She said one of her cats was named "Shitty-butt". Again, she didn't say "shitty", she used the "p" word instead. But you get the idea. And she's not the first cat-owner I've ever heard of to give her cat an embarrassing name like that. But I digress.

Well, this buddy on YouTube stood up for herself. Now, everyone is seeing her as a monster for standing up against the bullshit. I just never understood why that happens! It's happened to me many times before too. It's like it's OK for someone else to talk shit about another person, and they can spread rumors over and over and over all over the place, and that's just fine. But when the person they are talking about speaks out against the rumors and defends themselves, all of a sudden that person is the bad guy. I don't get that. That happened to me in the show breeding community, when John Cipollina attacked me for practically no reason at all. None except that I struck a nerve with him. But he attacked me in an email group of show chihuahua breeders. And he attacked me in a way that I sincerely felt threatened! If he and I had been standing in the same room together, and he came at me like he did in that forum, I'd have been looking for something to smash over his head with in self-defense! And the police would have told me I was justified. That is how threatening he got with me. Next, he told how he was feeling when he was attacking me, and all his stupid, show-breeder friends were all like "Oh we understand you, John! Don't worry. We loooooooove you!" But when I tried to explain why I said what I said that set John off, I was basically told to shut up and let it go. I was not even hateful in my responses to John. Nowhere near as hateful as he was to me. But these people were treating me like I was the bad guy.

You know why I was treated that badly by the other show breeders? Because I had not yet shown any dog to it's championship yet. John had many wins to his name, and had been breeding and showing for over 35 years at that time, and those were his own words. But I'd only been showing dogs for a year at that time, and had not finished any to it's championship. So, that is why my words did not matter to them at all. That kind of mentality makes me angry! That's why I have spent so many years learning to hate people! The exact same thing happened in the INXS forums. And I had never even attacked another INXS fan. I've been honest with them, but never once attacked them. You can even ask other INXS fans if I'd ever attacked them. Even Rosanda cannot say I've ever attacked her or her friend Vincent. If she says yes, she's lying like a rug!!! Never once did I attack him to her face. EVER! I never said one bad word about him to her because I did not want to hurt her feelings. And I did not want to make him sound bad in any way to her. That is why I never attacked him. That's just the kind of person I am. But I know for sure, he's attacked me behind my back. I can tell, why else would Kelly P. put me on ignore on Facebook? I never did anything to her, barely spoke to her on Facebook at all. I had nothing to ever say to her. I don't know her. For all I know, she could have been one of Bittertears' little cronies back in the days of the INXS.com forums.

Speaking of which, I found Kelly P's Youtube account. I wonder who the thin, attractive girl in her profile picture is? LOL! It sure isn't her! When I last saw her, she was a big, fat ox, like me. And that was just last December. I had to visit her Facebook page to put her on ignore. LOL!

INXS fans are different from show breeders though. With them, in order to be able to speak your mind, you would have to have been friends with Michael. Or at least have your picture taken with him. If you've got that under your jacket, then you can be as big an asshole as you want to, and no INXS fan will ever shun you. Believe me, I know many like that! But someone like me, who only kissed Michael, and did not unfortunately have a picture taken to prove it, if you're straightforward, the other INXS fans will hate you for it. What they seem to not think about is, I could have met Michael, if I had been alone that night. I went outback and saw the buses, and I saw Michael and the others roaming around backstage, and I almost raced to him. But my pessimistic friend told me not to, to just get in the car and let's head home. It was after midnight, and we had a long way to go home. The only reason I was not alone was because first of all, she had the tickets. Second of all, I was not driving at that time, so I had to have her take me. I didn't even have a learner's permit then. Otherwise I probably would have drove myself.

So, in order to have any rights in certain groups, you have to meet certain criteria. In show breeder groups, you have to have shown at least a few dogs to their championship. Even more so if you've bred a champion yourself. In the INXS community, you have to have been friends with Michael. Or at least had a formal picture taken with him. If you meet those archetypes, you can be a colossal jerk-off and no one will care. They'll still love you. Even if you kill one of their family members, I think. But if you do not meet those needs, you can just look at one of their popular members cross-eyed, and be labeled a "rotten human being", and have all kinds of rumors spread about you that all their accomplices will believe in, true or not. And if you try to defend yourself against those rumors, it will just make the amalgamated SJWs angrier. This is why I've spent so many years hating people. And this is why it's going to take a long time to change. I spent 40 years hating people. It may take another 40 to learn to completely trust people. But I am trying. Being in this church does help some. So does actually making some real friends I can get to know. As long as they are patient.

I've even re-joined facebook groups that are all about breeding, showing and even INXS. I am also becoming more active in INXS groups that I've joined. A little more. I am still staying pretty aloof, just because I do not want to be let down again. But it helps a lot that I have the blind sheep on ignore on Facebook. I'll tell you, I never would have said anything on any of the groups I am on if not for having them on ignore. It's like the dinosaur extinction. And pretty much the same concept. Mammals would never have advanced the way they have if the dinosaurs had not gone extinct. Likewise, I never would have advanced like I have on the groups if I did not have the blind sheep on ignore. So, there is an advantage. Plus, I pretty much stay off of groups with moderators I do not trust. I even had to delete myself from Tim-Hutch Love because I do not trust Claire Aisha. If I were the mod of that group still, she would never even be there. I have Claire on ignore, but I still do not trust her, knowing she can still see my posts.

I'm also not on the MH and his Life fan page, well. I haven't been on there in a long time anyways. But I have no desire to go back. Because I do not trust Maria How. I also heard Vincent Lamaro is also one of the mods there and I sure as Hell do not trust him! I am also not on the Statue for Michael Hutchence group, again, because he is the mod there, and I do not trust him. I also do not trust Rosanda anymore. So, I would rather not go back. But I am on a couple INXS groups, and that is satisfactory enough for me. Most of what I participate in is anti-SJW groups, anti-liberal groups, and libertarian groups. That's where I spend most of my time at on Facebook. At least there, I know I can relate. And it's fun when one of the anti-SJWs puts me on ignore. There's actually a few who have! I am so good at offending people! LOL! Makes me feel kinda powerful! 😂😁