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Monday, November 5, 2018

Another Year For Our Angel, Michael

Wow! It's hard to believe this year will make 21 years since he left us. It still feels like yesterday though. I'll never forget that night as long as I live! If I live another 21 years, it'll still feel like it happened yesterday. The night I heard those awful words "Michael Hutchence was found dead". I can still hear them in my mind. And the same thing happened this year that has happened every year that I've been into Michael, I do a lot of crying. When I am not crying, I am always very close to tears. This year has been especially hard on me and I don't know why! One would think last year would have been harder on me. But no, it wasn't. Last year was actually different, I think because I was concentrating so much on getting that movie out. The movie is supposed to focus more on the fans than on Michael, even though the movie I made was for his honor. It was my gift to Michael, a gift showing how much he really meant to the fans. It would have been great if I could have gotten some comments from people who actually knew him on a professional basis, but that's OK. The fact that all the comments were generated by his fans was special enough. No one has ever done that before. Most people who put up videos for Michael never do any talking. Usually all they do is picture slideshows with INXS's music. I didn't want to do something like that! I wanted to do something no other fan has ever done before.

Well, this year, I won't be doing anything like that. This year I'm just going to celebrate my own way. I usually celebrate the 22nd and not Thanksgiving. Well, strangely enough this year, Thanksgiving just happens to fall on the 22nd. So, either way this year, I'll be celebrating Thanksgiving, only it won't be Thanksgiving for me. I'll still just be celebrating Michael's life. I love that man more than anything! Him and Timmy! I love him, but this year, I don't have any special plans. I'm just going to celebrate his life the same way I do every year and fuck all else.

I wish to GOD I had married Michael when I had the chance! I'm pretty sure he'd still be alive. Because I would never have let him get close to Paula! I don't believe he really loved Paula. Apparently, he would go to Nick Cave's house without telling Paula and complain about "those fucking kids" and "that fucking woman". I don't believe he had any plans at all to stay with her. I think he stayed only because he didn't want Paula to kill his child like she had threatened to. I don't know how the Yatesfags don't see how disturbing that is! Yet if I were to say anything like that about anybody (whether they knew the person or not), I would have had all the fans deleting me on Facebook, left and right. But then again, Yatesfags are nothing but libtard SJWs, and libtard SJWs are stupid. If I had been there with Michael when he met Paula, it would have been like this...

Michael and I are sitting on a sofa together backstage, laughing, cuddling, having some fun chit-chatting.

Paula walks in stark naked, showing everything!

Paula says: How can you not want this?!

Me: Excuse me! We're trying to have a private moment here!

Michael gets up and begins to walk towards her. I grab him by the seat of his pants, pull him back to the sofa and shout "Oh NO YOU DON'T!!!!!"

I angrily approach Paula, pointing to the exit door.

I shout: Get OUT!!! Michael is MINE, and you can't have him!!!

Paula refuses to leave. So, I throw a towel at her and push her out the door.

I shout at Paula: And don't come back you ugly bitch!!!

That move alone might have saved Michael's life. But now we will never know because he is gone. But I don't think he wanted to marry Paula. Paula just thought he did. But I think she loved him more than he loved her. Michael's sister said the only woman she's heard Michael say he wanted to marry was Michelle Bennett. That's why I don't believe he was serious about Paula. It's a pretty well-known fact that most men tend to be more attracted to women that remind them of their mom. While Michelle had some of the same features as Michael's mom (from the pictures I've seen of her), Paula had nothing in common with her. Michael's mom was beautiful! Michelle was pretty too. Paula, well, let's just say, she looked like a road-killed rat that had been dragged for 2 miles.

The way Paula abandoned Lily, I don't think of her as the mother of Michael's child. She's just the woman who gave birth to her. And she probably only did that because Michael asked her to. Anyone who would threaten to kill their own child, like Paula did, does not deserve the title of "mother". Michael was counting on Paula to take care of Lily for the rest of her life. Lily was counting on her mom to be there. Paula let both Michael and Lily down. And look who got Lily. Bob Geldof. The man Michael least wanted to have custody of his child.

Well, Michael's death affected me much more different than the death of any other celebrity, and I've lived through MANY celebrity deaths!! Some I even used to love, like Bill Bixby. I had a huge crush on him when I was a teenager. He died in 1993, and while I was indeed sad to hear of his passing, I got over it fairly quick. It's kinda eerie that Bill Bixby was born on January 22 of 1934. Michael was born January 22 of 1960. Bill Bixby died on November 22, 1993. Michael died on November 22, 1997. Both men I had huge crushes on in my teen years. Both men I used to fantasize about marrying one day. LMAO!! See where this is going. I got to kiss Michael, and I did write a fan letter to Bill Bixby. He never wrote back though. But I think it was because he was grieving the loss of his wife and child, because he did lose both of them shortly before I wrote the letter and sent it.

Michael to me was more than just a rock n roll singer. He was a wonderful, beautiful person and a huge inspiration to me. His death inspired me to write one of my favorite stories on UMG Productions; Gracie's Odyssey. Production of that story actually began within days after Michael died. My buddy Cairo actually began that story after seeing how miserable I was after hearing about Michael dying. I helped him write it by providing illustrations. It was easy for me to create such illustrations, a lot of it was sadness. I was feeling sad myself at that time, so basically I just put into drawings the way I was feeling. The ending result was a very fascinating story!

The main character, Davy, as a baby fawn.
The character, Gracie, in the story (who is Davy's mother) is based on Michael, while Davy is based on me. Oddly enough. Gracie loses her baby and she feels sad (remind you of anyone?) Davy loses his mother, and he cries for days. Just like me, when Michael died. Up until then in the story, Davy was a happy baby. So was I, a happy person before Michael died. I hadn't cried like that since I was under 10 years old. Then when Michael died, it was like I started crying and never stopped. Very similar to Davy in the story. There is a point in the story where he is reunited with his mother while he is still little. I WISH I could have been reunited with Michael!!! I was only reunited with him in my dreams. But then little Dave loses his mother again, and he is sad all over again and cries. Kinda like when I would dream of Michael, only to wake up and remember that he is no longer with us. Then I would feel sad all over again, and sometimes even cry. That happened more than once after Michael died.

Then there was another incident I had that was inspired by Michael. When I got Hutchess, a cattle dog puppy...

Hutchess in 1998, playing with her ball.
Yes, I even named her after Michael. Well, why not? It's an Australian breed of dog. She could represent Michael very well. Unfortunately I only had her for a short while. That's what the story was about, the story Hutchess: A Picture Diary. It's basically nothing but an anecdote story now, but it was based on events that actually happened. Most of them. For one thing, I remember how I didn't eat anything for 3 days after I lost Hutchess. I remember going to a strip mall to meet the breeder and I discovered Hutchess. I remember the dreams I had after losing her, which I do talk about in this story. I also remember how it was Michael's singing and Timmy's funny antics that got me laughing again, which put me on the road to recovery. And yes, I also remember getting that phone call from dad and how insensitive he was that I lost Hutchess. All these things are in the story. Writing that story helped heal me after Hutchess died.

And then there was the story of INXS Goes to Mount St. Helens. Gracie also makes an appearance in that story, and she takes to Michael! LOL! She does, but I don't. That's because when I completed that story in 2005, I had gotten over Michael, and in a sense, had gotten bored with him. At that time, I was beginning to look at Timmy in that special light instead of Michael. I depict that in the story too. I reject poor Michael and concentrate on Timmy. Though I still think Timmy is more handsome than Michael (he's more manly), and he's funny too. Michael can sing wonderfully, and he is a very handsomely beautiful man! I love him a lot! But sadly, he's also wimpy. Timmy is handsome, and funny, and manly. Very much a man's man!

Well anyways, this is Michael's month. So, this month I'm going to do things to celebrate his life. I'm pulling out all my INXS videos and playing them.

Thursday, November 1, 2018

If You Don't Love It, Leave It

Yesterday on Quora, I was reading a topic about people who have moved out of the USA. Someone was wondering if people moved out because of the current president of the USA. One would think so. Trump has done some good, but there are some things about him that I just don't like. He's such a big baby! He points and calls people names that don't agree with him. I thought only teenagers do that. Not men who are into their 70s. But then again, there's always Andy, from Bozeman. He called me and my sis names all the time. Of course I didn't care. He called me a cow. Well, I like cows! I think cows are beautiful animals. I remember one time Karen, our friend, mentioned how Andy doesn't call any other fat woman in the building a cow. Just me and my sis. My response to that was "Maybe he doesn't think they're cute enough!" LMAO!!

Honestly, if someone is going to use an animal to insult me, they're going to have to do a LOT worse than that!!! It's not easy though. Most of the animals people associate with being fat are animals that I love; whales, elephants, pigs, cows, hippos, etc. Pick an animal I don't like, and see what happens. I'll tear your lungs out! LOL!

Anyway, back to the subject. Sometimes I feel like getting on Twitter and acting the way Trump's mama should have; telling him it's not mature to call people childish names like he does. Even I am trying to cut down on that. It doesn't stop me from telling the truth though. But the truth can be told without name-calling. Actually, I really do not call people names that much! Once in a while, I may have a little slip-up, but nothing like what Trump does!! He could make Joan Rivers blush.

Anyways, there's a lot of people who moved out of the USA, and it's not because of Trump. In fact, only one person who commented on that post admitted to moving out because of Trump. Most others moved out before Trump was even considered for the presidency. They are the ones that moved out for more legitimate reasons. If I left because of the presidency, I would have moved out when Obama took office! If I had known what the country was going to become because of Obama, I would have! Well, I did know in fact! I did know Obama hated the USA, and that he was going to divide the country. I knew that back in 2008. The libtards don't see it that way. They think Trump is the one who divided this country. But no, this divide predates Trump's election. It started with Obama.

Well, I haven't moved out yet, though I have been considering it. Most of the people who moved out of the USA did so because of the current health care system. Doctors are more interested in getting their money than they are if their patient lives or dies. That's true! They also moved out because of the current education system. It's too expensive to go to school here in the USA, and there is no guarantee once you graduate that you're going to get a job in that field. About 100% of the people who left the USA did so for those reasons. The second most popular reason I saw was because Americans these days are too easily offended. About 50% of the people said that. That's another one that I agree with 100%. But then some of the people who said that also moved to Australia. I don't think it's any better there. In Australia, they don't have free speech rights. And very few people I've seen from there actually do have a sense of humor. Most people though moved to Europe or the UK.

Well, I've met some Europeans I like, and I like a few people from the UK. Though I don't think the UK has free speech rights either. And the majority of people who now live there are muslims. I can only think of what England did to my Michael. But that was because of Piers Morgan. Ben Shapiro put him in his place, and I like that!! LMAO!! I don't like the health care system here either. That's what I truly believe killed my father. He had a chance to go somewhere and get better, but his insurance would not pay for it because it wasn't FDA approved. UGH!! I don't like the education system here either. It seems now they are making useless subjects more important, like gender studies. I don't fricken care for gender studies!!!!! GOD made only 2 genders. That's all anyone needs to know about!! Save the mental health classes for people who want to become psychologists.

Well, I don't want to move to the UK, and I sure as Hell don't want to move to a communist country like Australia! But if I were going to leave the USA, I think I'd probably want to move to Japan. The people there are smart, and their technology is more advanced than ours is here. They also have unusual animals available as pets. That would be a fun place to open up a pet store!! I don't speak the language, but my sis does. Sort-of! She's getting better at it. She can do the translating for me. I would move to northern Japan, where it's cooler. I still don't like heat.

Well, that's if I wanted to move north. If I were to move south, the place that most attracts me is New Zealand. I have several friends there. It seems like a nice, peaceful place, surrounded by the ocean and mountains. And Antarctica is not that far away. I might see some penguins, or even leopard seals, which are some of my favorite animals. However, if I were to move out of the country, I'd have to wait until my mom was gone. I can't move there now. I'd never see her again. One person talked about getting her citizenship in another country, and they told her she had to turn in her passport. She could never live in the USA again once she is a citizen in the country she moved to. I thought that was kinda sad! Especially since that person still has family in the USA. But if that's the norm, then I think I'd better wait. But it may happen someday. Maybe.

Saturday, October 27, 2018

"The Front Hole"

LOL!! Check out this video of Ben Shapiro...


LMAO!! Oh my GAWD!!!! What today's libtards won't come up with!! Now, I think they've gone too far. And I cannot tell you how many times I've said "they've gone too far". But it seems each day, they come up with something that is stupider than the last thing. Now, to accommodate trannies, we have to start calling a woman's vagina "the front hole". Oh my GOD! I refuse to call my vagina that! Absolutely REFUSE!!!! I won't do it! It is what it is. Until we hear scientists calling it that regularly, I won't use that word. And no scientist in their right mind is going to use that word just to satisfy a normally small minority of people with a mental disorder.

Well, the sensible people are laughing at this. One guy on a video commented "I command the penis be called a front hole on a stick", which made me laugh out loud. I mean seriously! Why are liberals so stupid?! They think they're smart, but they're really not. Only to other liberals are liberals smart. The rest of us, including libertarians, are always laughing at them.

I got a funny comment yesterday on YouTube by a tranny named Amelia Winchester. Actually I got several, but I wasn't really paying attention to them. That is, I didn't take them to heart. It was just a butthurt tranny who thought it could make me feel bad by calling me names. But I am not like that. I basically just laughed at it's comments. I especially love it when a troll tries to attack me on more than one video! Almost as if they think the more often they tell me I suck, that I am actually going to believe it. In one, it called me a "transphobic bitch". LOL!!! I don't know where these libtards got the word "transphobic". I'm not scared of transsexuals. I have nothing against those who are legit. It's the ones that are doing it just because it's a fad now and is acceptable that I don't like, which is undoubtedly the kind this "Amelia Winchester" is. That's like making fun of people who actually have a mental disorder. And I don't go for that.

Well, the way this thing Amelia Winchester attacked me, across 3 different videos, tells me that it has a guilty conscience. So, no doubt in my mind IT is transsexual for no other reason than because it's a fad. I wish I had kept the comments it made. But unfortunately, I am not paid to put up with trolls anymore. So, I deleted it's comments.

You notice I keep calling "Amelia Winchester" an "it". LMAO!! Well, like my best buddy Katrina says, don't get confused with the number of pronouns these people try to put on all of us, just call a queer or transsexual an "it" and let it go! So, that is what I do now. I'm not going to go down the never-ending list of pronouns these stupid libtards want us all to start using. No way! Such words as "ze", "zem" or "zhe", you know why those "pronouns" were invented? They're making fun of the German language. That's what I heard. That would especially make Katrina mad, cuz she's German. She doesn't have an accent, but her father sure does. He says "he" and it sounds like "ze". When he says "them" it can sound like "zem". So, that's why I refuse to use those particular "pronouns", because it's making fun of how someone else with an accent talks. I can't believe libtards go for that!

So, how would the libtards feel if whites started saying "don't" like "dunt"? Like on I Love Lucy. And she did it to make fun of Ricky's accent. But that was different, that was comedy. I don't mind it, and my father was Spanish, and had a Spanish accent. He did sometimes say "don't" like "dunt". I'd be surprised if the libtards of today didn't already start complaining because Lucy made fun of Ricky's accent that way on that show, and they made comedy out of it. But then again, when you start using the German's accents to create new American "pronouns" for queers, I guess you have no room to complain about a 60 year old sitcom making fun of someone with a Spanish accent. On the other hand, since when have libtards NOT overstepped their boundaries? Give it about 5 years, libtards will start to complain and have I Love Lucy taken completely off the air. Wait and see if I am not right!

Well, I don't see any reason to change nature just to accommodate a minority, that needs to remain a minority! We don't need anymore fake trannies or queers. I totally blame the present-day school system for cramming bullshit into children's heads that they can be born one sex and become another. Like I said in my video, it's impossible for a mammal or bird to change from one sex to another. And when it does happen in the animals that actually can transition, it is extremely RARE, and usually only happens in single-sex environments. We don't have that problem in human society. What we do have are men who do not want to be a man, do not want to reproduce, or do not want to live with a woman in a married state. THAT is what we are lacking in.

But then again, I really think Armageddon is coming. Maybe in another 100 years or so. You know humankind is doomed when pedophiles are accepted. You know the world is gonna end when people worship cats and not GOD. Shoot! It happened to the ancient Egyptians! You know we're heading for extinction when you are forced to accept transsexualism as a fad. Yep, humankind is doomed, and I think it's too late to save it.

Friday, October 26, 2018

INXS Fans Falling Like Flies

This is what I hate about getting older, we start losing everyone. Well, I heard today about 2 INXS fans that have gone to the great beyond. One I didn't know at all, and the other I have seen before but always thought she was kinda weird. Though I didn't like her too much (or maybe not at all), it's still kinda sad she's gone. The main reason I say that is because I sit here wondering who's going to be next. I've heard of 3 INXS fans who have passed this year, one of them I liked a lot. I was truly sad when she died, and now these two, who I didn't know very well, or at all, but I still say it's kinda sad they're gone.

Looks like this may be a bad year for INXS fans. However, they are the lucky ones. They are with Michael now. I have a distinctive feeling he waits to greet every INXS fan that enters his realm. I wouldn't even call it Heaven. Maybe it's just like Michael's castle. LOL! I'll probably go there myself when I am ready to leave this world. Though I don't know if Michael would readily accept me. He might just kick me out. I dunno. I tried being nice to his remaining family. I don't dislike them, I got a lot of respect for them in fact. But lately I've noticed they are kinda distant. They don't seem so eager to make friends with the fans anymore. Well Christina, I like her and all, but bless her heart, she accepts fans in her Facebook friends and deletes them a few months later. That's why I don't ask her to become my friend anymore on Facebook. Well, that's just me. I only ask someone to become my friend once. And that is all. If they delete me, I just chalk it up to them not being interested, and so I never ask them again.

I found Timmy's Facebook page! Someone quoted a post he made once and I found him through that. And yes, I did send him a friend request. However, I don't think he accepted it. LOL! But, I am not bitter about that. I didn't expect him to accept my request at all. I just asked him for the hell of it. Besides, I know even people who are famous would prefer only having people they actually know among their friends. I've said before I am not friends with Timmy. Not that I wouldn't be if he wanted to. But to me, a friend is someone who I exchange email addresses or phone numbers with. Timmy is a wonderful person, but if he doesn't want to be friends with me, that's fine too. So, after I never heard back from him after sending him a friend request, I just said "OK. That's very well. So just leave him alone now. Let him have his real friends there." I still love him and think he's the greatest. LOL!

Shoot! I've been a Timmy fan now for 13 years! I've been a Michael fan for about 25 years though. Not counting the 5 years I was not an INXS fan. I remember that. From 1992 to 1997, I was not a big fan of INXS. I remember in 1996, hearing about Michael being arrested on an opium charge. When I heard that, I was disappointed, and I said "Boy! I'm sure glad I'm not a fan of his anymore!" Yes, I was a little bit angry. But the years surrounding that were different. In 1995, I just blurted out one day that Michael was undoubtedly going to be the first one of the band to pass on. To this day, the fact I even thought that creeps the Hell out of me!! But it's like it just came to my mind like a flash! I don't know what got me thinking that in the first place. It just came to me like a snap of the fingers. It was gone just as quickly, and I never brought that up again. Not for a couple years yet.

Then in 1997, 2 months before he died, I began having lovey-dovey feelings about him again. They started off slowly, like a lone ember from a fire. Then, it gradually started to grow. The reason I know this is because I had an old dust-covered pic of him pinned up next to me on my sofa, and I brushed it off and started looking at it again with growing interest. Before then, the most I ever gave it for the previous 5 years was less than a quick glance. But now, I was looking at that pic and seeing Michael started to make my heart start beating a little faster.

This is going to sound rather strange, and I wouldn't believe it either if I hadn't experienced it. But I just have no other explanation for those events. I wonder if I was somehow communicating with Michael through that picture. I kept it in that room with me, even though I'd thrown away all my other pics of other bands I liked before. Even when I was living with Patty and Chris in that nanny job that didn't work out. I kept my pic of INXS over the bed in the room I was sleeping in there. I got this overwhelming feeling like Michael was my protector. LOL! Well! That's how I felt! Having his pic over the bed I was sleeping on there made me feel safe. Safe in a house full of people I barely knew when I moved in. Safe even when I had to pack my things and move out. And oddly enough, I was not even the biggest INXS fan then. I had been to one of their concerts, but I was more into Roxette then than INXS. I had been to a Roxette concert too!

I still miss INXS. I heard Timmy is filing a lawsuit against the boat company for that accident that happened to him 3 years ago. I say you go get 'em Timmy!! I hope he wins. But he's suing on the grounds that he wanted to do another tour, but can't even play the guitar anymore because of his bad finger. Man! I know how that feels! When you break something and it causes you to not be able to do what you did and enjoyed before. I busted my kneecap last year, and there's some things I cannot do anymore. I cannot climb stairs anymore. When I do, it's painful! But oh well! That's life. At least I got my Mya girl! And I just love her to pieces!!!

Did you know there is a girl named Whitney Wisconsin who makes videos of herself having sex with dogs??? OMG!! I can definitely say I've seen it all now. Well, I've never watched her videos, but I have seen other people doing reaction videos to her videos. She actually fucks dogs!!! That is disgusting! She even made a video about why she thinks women should have sex with their dog! Man! She gives dog-owners a bad name!! I love my dog, but not THAT much!!!!! To me, Mya is more like my child. Whitney also made a video where she is crying and saying how she cannot live a normal life because the public looks at her and says "There's the girl who likes to fuck dogs!" She says she cannot even get a job. She's had a couple, but always got fired because people who watched her videos would report her to her manager as the woman who fucks dogs on YouTube! I'm surprised that she is surprised! What does she think is going to happen when she fucks animals?! Nobody wants someone like that around! I know I wouldn't trust her with my dog!!!

UGH!! Well, enough of mentioning Whitney Wisconsin! I get sick just thinking about her. But really, this is why I don't want to become popular on YouTube. I make videos because I enjoy it. Not to get views and comments. Though it's good when I do get views and comments, it's just that is not my goal when I make a video. But I've seen popularity ruin peoples' lives.

Anyways, that's all I have to say. Gotta go to bed now.

Tuesday, October 23, 2018

Minnie's Urn

Well, I got Minnie's urn yesterday. It's beautiful. It's just waiting for me to receive her ashes. I love that little baby so much! I miss her so much. I've been crying off and on for the past few days. Every time I'd watch a tv show or something that would remind me of her, I'd start crying. I still cannot believe she's gone. I should have had my sis take her to the vet while she was here. She was so skinny!! But she's always been thin. She never puts on weight. But she ate like a horse! But this time, she was skinny enough that I could feel her bones, and see them. I was worried. I knew something had to be wrong. Even though she had the energy of a puppy and was still eating like a horse, I just knew something had to be wrong. I didn't think I'd ever be able to live with myself again.

Well, I feel a little better now. At least I am laughing again. You know what got me started laughing again? This quote by Tess O'brien: "'We're huge fans. I'd say we're probably the biggest because there's some people that claim to love him but only like a few of their songs.'" LMAO!! Too funny! I never knew Tess O'brien had a sense of humor! Yeah, the "two biggest Hutch fans" who've NEVER even been to an INXS concert in their lives. Oh wait! Tess O'brien was. Before she was born, LMAO!!! That doesn't even halfway count. I've been to several INXS concerts, 1 with Michael, and 5 without. At least I got to see Timmy. And I got to kiss Michael too. And every time I was standing there, pumping my fists in the air, and singing. Which is more than Tess O'brien can claim. But I thank Tess O'brien once again for making me laugh. Why didn't Claire Aisha stop her from saying that bullshit?! Oh yeah. Because Claire Aisha is a dumb ass. Thank GOD I don't live in Australia, I'll never need her law services. I wouldn't want someone that stupid representing me in a court room!

Yesterday on Dr. Phil, I heard him talking about white privilege. White privilege is nothing but a bunch of bullshit! It doesn't exist! But colored people think it does. Hey! I'm colored! Why don't I believe there's such a thing as "white privilege"? Oh yes. Because it's not true! Or I'm not "colored enough". Fuck that!! Absolutely FUCK that!!! A black person fails to get a job, and a white person gets the job, the black person blames white privilege. He doesn't blame his own lack of skills, no. We can't blame that because that would be racist. We have to blame it on "white privilege"!! UGH! Some people make me sick!!

One guy brought up that black people could be driving along on a road, and suddenly get stopped by the police, for no apparent reason. Well, statistics show that black people speed more often than white people. Now, I cannot say I cannot be accused of speeding myself sometimes, though I usually do it unconsciously. It's funny, I've always found in a new car, 50 mph can feel like 35 mph. And 60 mph can feel like 40 mph. It's so weird. But that's the "new car effect". That's what I call it. I don't know what it is about new cars that cause that effect. Maybe it's because their shocks are so new you don't even feel the bumps on the road? I don't know. But something about a new car makes them feel like you're going much slower than you actually are.

Anyways, black people are more privileged than white people. I don't know how it is they don't see it! Their communities are under-patrolled by police, all because Black Lives Matter griped and bellyached about how police are killing black people "for no reason" (so they say). I call bullshit. Companies get a subsidy for hiring black people, so they more often get the jobs they apply for, as long as they're qualified to work those jobs. But there's a problem. Black people are also more likely to commit crimes, and also more likely to drop out of school. That's not to say ALL black people do those things. But it's known that they are more likely to do those things. Plus, a lot of them were raised in single-parent homes. Now, any person, of any race, can be raised by a single mom and do just fine. My best friend growing up was raised only by her mom, and she did just fine. However, her brother did not fare as well. He raped my sis. When my mom found out about a year ago, she wanted to kill him! I didn't even know about that myself. He told my sis that if she told anyone what he did, he was going to beat her up. So, she kept silent about it for many years.

My sis should have told anyways, regardless of what he said! That's why he did it to her and not to me. Because he knew I would tell. Back in those days, my sis was more timid. Especially when it came to boys. But by the time my sis finally told her story, it was too late to have done any good. That boy is a grown man now, and married with a family. But I am not his friend on Facebook. I wasn't even his friend when we were kids. It was his sister I liked. Not him. And the reason I didn't like him was because of his nasty attitude and the way he disrespected girls. I realize that's normal for young boys, but it was the way he disrespected girls that I didn't like. It was almost at a psychotic level.

I'm shocked he didn't turn into a serial rapist or a serial killer. That was the path he was heading down. But see, that's what BLM is fighting against. They want to see less black people in prison. Well, if they want to see less black people in prison, then direct them to STOP committing crimes!!! This is why I hate groups like Black Lives Matter. They're USELESS!!! All they do is protest when a black person is arrested or shot by the police, or grumble when a black person fails in life, or whine when a black person is taken down by a white person in self defense. They're not solving anything!!! All they are doing is griping! And since when has griping gotten anyone anywhere?! When has griping ever worked? I admit to gripe makes you feel better. It feels better to get it off your chest. But to go out and protest just because you feel bad, it does no good. And people today are getting sick of the crybabies this world has provided.

I once saw a vlog by a guy, and yes the guy was black and he was very much against BLM, and I have to quote him what he said about BLM. He said "White people gave black people freedom. Black people gave white people n***ers!" The guy was so funny. I loved his vlog. He was so right about that too! There is a difference between black people and n***ers. OK, I'll call them "the n's" for the sake of this post. A "n" is the kind of person who does nothing but gripe and grumble and thinks people today owe them for what happened 100+ years ago. A decent black person ignores that shit and says "that was then. This is now". And takes responsibility for his own actions, and looks at himself and figures out why he is failing, and does something about it. Something besides grumble about white privilege.

If you ask me, what BLM needs to stop doing is griping and complaining about black people failing everything, and actually get out and do something to fix the problem! And I don't mean go out and shoot at cops! I mean tell your people to STOP COMMITTING CRIMES!!!! If you don't want to go to jail, don't do something that's going to put you there. Raise your own money (don't steal it from others) to finance college scholarships for black kids. Give them an incentive to stay in school and complete it. Yes I've heard some BLM supporters say they were going to steal money from people who didn't want to donate to them! There was a guy in a video about a year or so ago, who would knock on a white person's door and say "I need some money. And if you don't give me some money we're gonna take it from you!" Some lazy-ass gay black dude did that and he had a group of libtard thugs with him. Both black and white. That's no way to get donations!! That's a way to get yourself arrested, which is what BLM wants to try and avoid! But if you encourage people to commit crimes, then that is no way to avoid getting arrested. And it gives your organization a bad name.

Shoot! I know if someone came to my door and demanded I give them money, I sure as Hell am not going to do it!!! Wash my car (if I had a car), or clean my bathroom, or take my dog for a walk if you want money! Oh wait! I wouldn't trust one of them with my dog! Or take me to Portland to shop when I need it, and then I'll give you money! But don't come pounding on my door with your libtard thugs, and say "I want you to give me some money. And if you don't, I'm gonna take it from you!" You do that and all you're gonna get from me is an introduction to the business end of my hunting rifle!

Thursday, October 18, 2018

RIP Minnie

My Min-Min had to be put down today. My sis and I just spent 3 weeks together, and in the middle of that, her new car broke down. It took longer than it should have to get it back, and I knew there had to be a reason for that. I am one of those types of people that believes everything in this world happens for a reason, good or bad. We don’t always have the answer right away, but eventually we will get the answer. Well, I believe this is why my sis’s car broke down. I believe GOD was ready to take Minnie, and HE wanted to allow me to spend as much time as I could with her.

Well, I’m glad I was able to. The last dog we lost, Odessa, I never even got to see her before she died in 2014. I was living in Reno and my sis was living in Bozeman. So, I was a long way from her when Odessa died. And it happened in the middle of the night, so I never got a chance to say good bye to her, and to this day, I still feel bad about that. But at least I got to spend some time with Minnie before she passed, and I got a chance today to say good bye to her before the vet gave her her final shot.

Well, I was out with some friends when my sis called and told me she was going to put Minnie down. It was her decision, since it was her dog, I left the final word up to her. But Minnie was, at one time, my dog. I let her go live with my sis after Odessa died and my sis was feeling lonely. It was a tough decision, but I did it because I wanted my sis to have some company. I know how it feels to lose a pet and feel so alone. And I could not physically be there with my sis, so I sent Minnie to her place to keep her company. And Minnie knew my sis and liked her, so there was no adjustment period between those two.

Well, Minnie has been on heart medications for quite some time. But when she was visiting here, the thing that bothered me so much was that she was so skinny! We joked about it, calling her “Skinny Minnie”. But I was really worried. She had absolutely NO meat on her bones! I told my sis she should start giving Minnie puppy food. Well, I thought it was just because she was eating and running around too much. But when my sis took her to the vet, the vet said her kidneys were not functioning like normal. That’s why she was so skinny.

Well, the other day started like normal. My sis went to work, Minnie and Vegas (her 2 dogs) were fine, playing together, eating, taking meds, etc. But suddenly that night, Minnie collapsed. My sis called and told me what happened, and said Minnie was very lethargic. It just came on all of a sudden. One minute she was eating some cheese, the next minute she was down and not getting back up. So, I told my sis maybe she’s just tired. But she said she was going to take Minnie to the vet the following morning if she didn’t improve that night. Well, she didn’t improve, and that’s when my sis took Minnie to the local vet.

Well, the vet diagnosed it as being a liver problem. So the vet wanted to keep Minnie there overnight. Minnie was kept alive on IV fluids, hoping she would be OK by the next morning. Well, this morning, my sis got a call from the vet who said Minnie was not improving. She didn’t respond to the medication. So, my sis called me so we could make that big decision together. I told my sis that I wanted to leave it entirely up to her, but my advice was to not let Minnie suffer for too long. It’s hard to let go, but as sad as it is, sometimes it’s necessary to let them go. I struggled with this when my Groucho died in 2006. But it’s better to end it than to let them go on suffering. It’s selfish to let them suffer in pain.

Well, I had an appointment this morning to go out with some friends and get some things done, in fact, we were on the road back to my place when my sis called me and told me she’s decided to put Minnie down. She was completely unresponsive today. I’d told her before I left that I wanted to say goodbye to Minnie if she decided to do that. So, she called me and allowed me to say one final farewell over the phone to Minnie before the vet gave her her final shot. So, I did. I said goodbye to her and told her I love her. The friends I was out with told me this was the reason they don’t have pets anymore. I told them I have no option to not have pets, since I have no kids. Pets are my only kids. But the sad thing about that is, pets never last as long as kids. Minnie was 13 years old this year. Imagine losing a child who is 13. Even though we’ve got to account for dog years I know. But still!! That’s 13 years of our life spent with that dog, caring for it, loving it, getting to know it. And then suddenly, they’re gone.

Well, I’m going to miss her. As of this hour, I am still in shock. Though I did tear up a little. I have yet to really cry out loud. I opted to have Minnie’s ashes sent here. Damn! What the hell am I going to do with them? I need an urn. I want to keep the ashes of all my pets from now on that pass. When I am able to move into my own home, a home I can keep and live in forever, and not have to pay rent anymore, I want to spread the ashes of my beloved pets in a special garden I intend to have, with real flowers. And every time I visit the garden, in a sense, I’ll be visiting my pets.

RIP Minnie
(8/16/05 ~ 10/18/18)

Wednesday, October 17, 2018

The Ugly Truths of Life

I saw a topic like this on Quora, and I thought it'd make an interesting blog post for today. I saw some very interesting things that other people listed, and I've always known to be so true! Most people today want to cover up their own little ugly truths. But they are all there, even though most people try to deny them. I claim no rights to these, they belong to their respective authors. I'm just listing the ones I read that I can relate to. These are my favorites. But some ugly truths that I personally have known to be true are as follows...

1. Looks really do matter.
I've heard people say looks are not everything. But let's face it, looks really do matter. People always judge you by how you look. That's what makes them either want to get to know you, or to stay away from you.

In contrast I say this...

2. Sometimes the ugliest people have the biggest heart.
Though most people are judged by others on how they look, don't turn away from the person who is ugly. Sometimes they are the kindest people you will ever know.

3. No one really cares about anyone.
No matter how nice a person may seem, the ugly truth is no one really cares about you. Most people have problems of their own to work out.

4. Real friends are almost impossible to obtain.
People meet each other all the time, and they may seem nice. But unless you know them really well, they are not your friends. I learned this long ago! Not everybody is interested in becoming your best friend. No matter how nice you are to them.

Shoot! That's why I am not trying to make friends now that I am back on Facebook. I don't want fake friends anymore.

5. We're all going to die. No matter how healthy we are. And we don't know exactly when.
The truth is we are all going to die one day. I'm grateful I'm over 40 now and I'm on my way to 50. But I have no idea if I really will reach 50. I may be out walking Mya and get hit by a truck. Life is indeed fragile!

6. Poor people are always ignored.
It's true. Even good people reject poor people. It's just a fact of life.

7. People hate honesty. Especially if it's about them.
This is one of my biggest things about life. I always try to be honest. Even if it means I have to hurt someone's feelings to do so. But sometimes I feel the truth just needs to be said. Like Ben Shapiro always says, facts don't care about your feelings. Nobody likes the truth, when the lie is more comforting.

8. All over the world, very young girls are being forced into marriage to older men, children are being whisked away from their families, people are dying of cancer or other diseases, mothers are having their child die in her arms and she can't do anything about it. Yet, a lot of people still get inhumanly angry because someone won't use their preferred pronouns!
This is probably one of my biggest pet peeves about this world! And it really chaffs my ass! We have so many big problems in this world that needs to be fixed. We have homeless veterans, little girls who have their vagina literally mutilated so they can accommodate a man-sized penis, people starving and dying, mothers caressing their dying child that cannot be saved. And yet, people in this country, who want to identify as a different gender, are griping like hell because others refuse to use their proper pronouns. Personally, I think it's more important to feed a starving person than to consider identity politics.

9. Everyone takes a dump once in a while.
No matter how tough or intimidating someone thinks they are, eventually they'll have to let one go. Remember that next time you meet someone intimidating!

10. Life is simply not fair.
So, suck it up and move on. Took me a while to learn this.

11. You aren’t doing it because you want to, you’re doing it because other people are. 
You’re being a fake person. Right now. You don’t want to “succeed” because you do, but because other people have told you you should. You chuckle and whoop the exact same way as everyone else in your culture does. You are a good little society person. A good little sheep. Baa!

12.  Every one of us will eventually be forgotten and leave no trace.
This may be an ugly truth to some, but for others, it may be a relief. The Universe is right now reducing itself toward a state of thermal equilibrium, or maximal entropy. In that state, all the information about every human that has ever lived will be dispersed to the point of unrecoverability. That includes the most famous stars now to the poorest beggar. With an upper limit, then, it’s only a matter of likely much less time before we are all someday forgotten to the World.

13. Some people take special interest to know your personal stuff to use it to their own advantage by manipulating you through your weaknesses. Be smart in dealing with them.
I have learned this over the past years. So, I pretty much keep my biggest secrets to myself. Yes, there are things I haven't even written about on this blog that have happened to me. I only write about the things I've experienced that were not really so bad on here. The really bad stuff, I keep to myself.

14. At times, even your parents, siblings, spouse, children become selfish and only look after their own gain. If you have generous people around, you are really blessed.
I have one. I call her "sis". She is the kindest, most generous person I know.

15. Being a good person means you suffer. 
That creativity is undervalued makes sense. Some creativity is detrimental, and it's hard for most people to assess good ideas at the time. What's truly disturbing (and mostly unrelated, because creative people are not always good and vice versa) is that, the better a person is, the more unlikely it is for that person to have material success. Work ethic and talent and drive all make it easier for someone to make it to the top, but the impact of moral pliability (or, more frankly, amorality) is 10 times as strong. Good people are taken advantage of, constantly, and generally too restrained to do what it takes to acquire power.

16. People, abstractly, like the idea of "creativity". They don't like creative people. 
This is especially true of aggregates. Because most people are morally weak and herd-like in choosing who to support and promote, and who to reject, we have a system that favors reliable mediocrity over creation and general advancement. We'd probably have 15% annual GDP growth, worldwide, instead of 4%, if the most creative people were valued instead of made into pariahs. As a species, we're capable of producing people with the talent to solve our biggest problems, but incapable of promoting them to positions where they can use it.

17. Most people are morally weak and will fail you for any reason, or no reason.
I'm not talking about buckling under extreme pressure. Most people, if you fall into bad times or drop in social status, will ditch you when you need them the most, even if what you need (someone to stand up and defend you, or an introduction to someone who can help you) costs them nothing. And by "most people", I mean 90%. Calamities like the Holocaust can't be blamed entirely on the truly evil 5% of humanity. The inaction of the middling 90% is, in my opinion, much more to blame.

18. People will talk behind your back. Make sure to give them an interesting topic.
That's the reason I keep blogs in the first place. Might as well give them something to talk about if they want to talk about me. LOL!

19. One of the cruelest things you can do to a person is to pretend you care for them more than you really do.
This is why I genuinely care about my friends. Sometimes I think I cared too much! Caring too much though I've found can get you in trouble. That's why now I am cutting back on that.

20. People won't always tell you how they feel, but they will always show you.
Pay close attention to how people respond to you.

21. If someone is stupid enough to walk away from you, be smart enough to let them go.
I hadn't learned this until quite recently.

22. The cost of not following your heart is spending the rest of your life wishing you had.
I should have married Michael. He might still be alive if I had!

23. It takes time to make someone respect/like you. But reverting it is extremely easy.
That's why I am not here to make friends. I'm here to give my opinion on subjects. If I were trying to make friends, believe me, I'd keep my mouth (or keyboard) shut more often.

24. Do not be proud if everyone wants you, cheap items have many buyers.

25. All religions are man-made.
This is why I have no religion. And I prefer to stay that way. I believe in GOD and I worship HIM in my own way.

26. There is no such thing as "equality".
This kinda goes under the "life is not fair" category. People today all want equality. But no such thing exists in nature. It's something people in civilization have to fight for. But I believe some are fighting for this reason just so they can take away the rights of others.

27. You cannot please everyone. 
So don’t try to. It will make you miserable. I learned this when I was in 6th grade.

28. Most arguments are pointless.
Will it matter in 5 days, 5 months, 5 years? Probably not.

29. Reading a good book is one of the best investments you can make.
If someone thought it was important enough to write down, it’s important enough to read.

30. Your intention is what matters the most.
A well-thought out gift is worth more than any amount of money.

31. Every cliche contains a profound truth.
We have heard them numerous times, but the wisdom is always there.

32. Perfection is impossible in an imperfect world. 
Chase progress instead.

33. Some people are simply the wrong match for you.
This makes me think of the INXS fans I tried to make friends with on Facebook: If someone makes you feel uncomfortable and insecure every time you’re with them, for whatever reason, they’re probably not close friend material. If they make you feel like you can’t be yourself, or if they make you “less than” in any way, don’t pursue a connection with them. If you feel emotionally drained after hanging out with them or get a small hit of anxiety when you are reminded of them, listen to your intuition. I always felt like I couldn't be myself with most of them, and it turned out I was right. I have most of them blocked now on Facebook, and it makes me feel free! Even though I am not completely myself anymore.

34. We all have the same problems.
My problems are the same as your problems. You might be dealing with some big shit, but you’re not alone. That broken relationship, that person who just got dumped, person that passed away, rejection letter you got or redundancy you were forced to take is happening to many other people, at exactly the same time.
Knowing your problems are all the same is how you stop yourself from getting stuck and feeling sorry for yourself. All your problems are simply a process that you have to deal with.
This process is part of the human experience and it’s what you were forced to sign up for when your parents decided to have sex and create you in the first place. Life is a struggle and it will always be one.

35.  Complaining is a Fucking waste of time.
It achieves nothing and is for cry babies who don’t want to face the harsh truth: we’re in control of everything that happens to us. Meaning: we’re in control of how we interpret all events.
Complaining is a disease that carries an antidote called “Freaking stop it, now, please.”
No one likes a complainer and it’s only making you get stuck in your head instead of charging forward towards your goals and doing something which is cool.

36. Uncertainty is a natural instinct of life.
No matter, how hard you try to plan your life. But it always takes an unexpected turn which you have never ever dreamt about. And the ugliest reality is that you need to walk on that turn despite having unwillingness about it.

37. Realistic Goals Are Harder To Achieve Than Seemingly Impossible Ones
“Ninety-nine percent of people in the world are convinced they are incapable of achieving great things, so they aim for the mediocre. The level of competition is thus fiercest for ‘realistic’ goals, paradoxically making them the most time and energy-consuming” — Tim Ferriss (not my Timmy).

38.  We Focus More On Others Than Ourselves
I admit this has always been my problem. Much of what we do stems from our need to be liked and accepted by others. It’s hard-wired into our brains. Disapproval from our social group had serious repercussions in the past. Survival was difficult. Death was a likely consequence if you didn’t have others to support you out in the wilderness. That’s the reason we do our best to look good in front of others. Having a high status ensured that you had the first choice of meat and mate. It’s why most of us still go out of our way to impress others. But the pursuit of status is killing us. Because the overt pursuit of status is a low-status activity, we signal our worth and value to others by acquiring possessions. Those who spend money they don’t have to buy things they don’t need aren’t entirely illogical; they are just misguided. Rather than change what everyone thinks about us, we would be better served if we worked more on ourselves. Create value, and the world will notice you, slowly but surely.

39. Negative Thinking Leads To Positive Results
“Nothing happens to the wise man against his expectation” — Seneca
Much has been said about the power of positive thinking in recent times. We are taught that optimism and affirmations are the key to leading a happier life. Except that doesn’t always hold up.
The ancient Stoics thought that this practice invited passivity into our lives. Such thinking encourages us to simply hope for things to get better instead of taking concrete action. And so, they went the other way.
They regularly conducted an exercise known as premeditatio malorum, which translates to a premeditation of evils. The goal was to imagine the worst events that could possibly happen to them and then figure out the best way to prevent such an occurrence.
That’s the power of negativity. We are primed to avoid pain and discomfort. It makes sense that we take advantage of this inclination to give us motivation to act. Rather than deny the harsh realities of life, we should acknowledge them and take the driver’s seat.

40. Good deeds are often forgotten.
People will forget the good you did to them, once they no longer need your help or support. But you are defined by how you behave with them not otherwise, so hold on to your character.

41. Money matters a lot.
I know lots of people say that money does not matter but most of those people are the ones who have money. But money does matter, it changes how you live, it changes how you complete your responsibilities, it helps you ward of some issues from your life and makes you happy.

42. Some people hate the fact you’re the real you, instead of following the same habits other people are using.
I think this was my problem with the SJWs.

43. No matter how sweet and kind you are, there will always be people who will still say "this tea doesn’t have enough sugar."

44. Girls do like bad boys, same as boys do like sluts.
This is a very sad truth, because girls who marry the "bad boys" often wind up in a coffin before their time.

45. Stereotypes are there for a reason.
Though people like to pretend they don't, we all stereotype others. Most women will feel a bit uncomfortable when a big black man walks toward them. I don't like islamic muslims because they have a history of killing innocent people. There are people who still cringe when they see a transsexual person. Fat people will always be seen as lazy, stupid people who overeat the wrong foods. Stereotypes are there, and there's nothing anyone can do about them.

Kavanaugh's Case And Beyond

You may have wondered why I haven't said anything about this case. I haven't really been following it. I was on vacation when it started. I come home and turn on my TV, and there he is. But I have seen enough to get the jist of what is going on. What I got out of this is he was a supreme court judge who was accused of gang-raping some chick about 30 years ago. And she is just now going public with the accusations. Well, there could be many reasons a woman would hold up on reporting something like that. Mostly because of fear. The same thing happened when Bill Cosby was accused of rape. But he admitted he did it. At least he was honest. I still enjoy The Cosby Show. But Brett Kavanaugh says he didn't gang rape anyone ever.

As of today, I heard three women have come forward and said he raped them. Well, having [almost] been raped before, I should go with the plaintiffs. I should say Kavanaugh is a spineless jellyfish for trying to say he didn't do it when he did, IF he did. But one thing I keep hearing is there isn't enough proof to convict this guy. And the girls who accuse him of gang-raping them also admit that they went back to this party with him. So, why would they be saying they did that and then accuse this guy of gang-raping them? If I had been gang-raped, I'd be running home! Not going back to a party to celebrate.

Anyway there is something fishy about the story the plaintiffs are telling. And Kavanaugh maintains he didn't do anything. And of course, the liberals are all siding with the plaintiffs. But if there's one thing the last 2 years has taught me, is just because liberals side with someone, is no reason to believe them. Many of them side with the victims just because they're women. But some women lie. I've seen women say a guy raped her just to get even with the guy. He really didn't do anything. Even Riley J. Dennis is in on this too. He wants us to "believe the survivors". Well, one thing; I don't like Riley J. Dennis! He can go suck it for all I care. I'm not going to accept anything just on his say-so! This is the same guy who made a video saying "misgendering someone is an act of violence". I heard Riley moved to Australia. Ha!! Perfect place for him! Full of whiny little wussies. I'm sure glad Michael didn't live to see the shithole Australia has become.

Speaking of Michael, I wish Naughty would answer my PM! Well, I call her Naughty, her real name is Alex. I had 2 extra copies of my INXS compilation book, I'm making some improvements. So, I want to give away my old copies. I gave one to a friend in the UK, and I want to give this other one to Naughty. I realize some people are nervous about giving their mailing address online, but I am not that kind of person. I'm not the kind of person who would post someone else's address. I'm NOT mcgillicutty!!! LMAO!! I just want her address so I can send her the extra copy I have of this book. It'd make an awesome Christmas gift!

Yes there is a good reason I want these books to go specifically to these people. I chose them because they did not get involved when Kelly Poulter and Tess O'brien went around telling everyone lies about me. It's kindof my way of saying thank you to those friends who stood by me. It's a gift! My friend in the UK got her's today, and she was happy. And I was happy that she was happy. I sure hope she enjoys it! Well, my mind is made up who I want this other copy to go to, all I need is for her to tell me where I can send it. I'll hold on to it until then. She's been needing a perk-up.

Well, we've been having a heat wave here. At this time of year! While my sis has been experiencing snow. We got up in the 80s today! It was HOT!! With winds from the east, it's REALLY hot!!! I guess GOD just wanted to give us the last taste of summer for the year. It's supposed to be like this all week. Man! I can't handle that! At this time of the year, I want cooler weather! I always look forward to cooler weather! While sunny, warm days do give me an opportunity to do things I need to be doing, still at this time of year I like just sitting back and relaxing!

Monday, October 15, 2018

Only In Commiefornia


This was a video I saw the other day. Leave it to California! They are now so unamericanized, they went and put an ILLEGAL immigrant in one of their governing offices. What a state full of dumbasses. Though not all of them are dumbasses really. There's some parts of California I heard about that do not agree with making it a sanctuary state. But I cannot believe their government even allowed someone, who is not native to this country, to become head of a governing office! That kind of shit pisses me off!

The worst thing about it is this illegal alien took the American flag out of his office. That's not right! They stood up and said the Pledge of Allegiance to a stupid wall!!! They looked so dumb doing it too! It's funny, but it is also sad too. This is what happens when you allow a dumb democrat to run in office! Over the past year, I've seen California do some of the most insane things I've ever seen any state do in the same amount of time. First, they make a law against not using someone's "proper pronouns". Then they allow homeless people to shit and piss on the streets and throw hypodermic needles on the streets while simultaneously making using plastic straws illegal. Now this, allowing an illegal immigrant to run in a government office! I'll never understand California!

Unfortunately, our country is only going to get worse. Not better. Somehow, I think the WBC was right. I hate more than anything to say that, but I think they were right. Since gay marriage has become legal and acceptable, this country has started to go downhill fast! I have nothing against gays getting married, but now transsexuals want acceptance, and pedophiles want acceptance, those of us who are [slightly] mentally stable are the ones who get in trouble for not accepting. I only accept trannies who are legit. Not those who are just doing it because it's now acceptable to do so and it's a new trend. And I won't accept pedophiles at all!! I refuse! A grown man having sex with a baby girl is totally unacceptable to me! And I refuse to call a man a woman and a woman a man! And I will NOT start using the 1000 or so silly pronouns these people are trying to force us to use! To me, there always were, and always will be, only 2 genders; male and female. Everything else is a mental disorder.

We also have to accept different races coming into this country, even illegally. Sorry, but there are some people I just don't want in this country! Like radical islams. I won't accept them! I don't care if I am labeled an islamophobe. Those people have killed more innocent Americans than any other nationality, aside from the whites. But at least whites stopped about 50 years ago! Islams are still killing innocent people.

Oh! And 9/11, I was right about that too. Now, we are not allowed to remember those people who died in the 9/11 attacks on any college or university campus. The faculty is afraid it'd make muslims feel uncomfortable. OMG!!! Who cares if the muslims feel uncomfortable?? They didn't care how the people on the airplanes they invaded would feel. They didn't think how their families and friends would feel. They didn't think about the people inside the WTC. How do they think those people felt being trapped in there? What about those peoples' loved ones? How do those dumb muslims think the families of those people feel? Some had children they would never meet. What do those muslims think the wives or husbands of those people are now feeling, never able to caress their loved one again? I say fuck the muslim's feelings!! They can be offended for one day, I don't care! It's not going to hurt them! I'm going to continue to remember those who were killed in 9/11 and no dumb muslim is going to stop me!

Here's a rule of thumb; DO NOT go to college or to university!!! They are teaching kids about the wrong values!! Gender studies have now taken over reading and math. I love how Ben Shapiro always refers to gender studies professors as "professional useless people"! LMAO!!! That's basically what they are! Now, gay history has taken over American history. UGH!! Ya know, I say if a school wants to teach useless subjects now, like gender studies and gay history, then go for it! But don't force me to take them! I am not interested! I already lived through most of gay history. And I don't give a shit about gender studies!!

One of my favorite lines Ben Shapiro always spews is "facts don't care about your feelings". Unfortunately, we have become a nation that cares more about feelings than facts. And it's not just us, all over the world it's happening. People prefer being lied to than to hear facts. But like I always say, I'd rather be honest and be hated for it than to lie and be loved for it. You do no one any favors by lying to them! I found that out the hard way!

Sunday, October 14, 2018

Why Is This?

Ya know, since yesterday's post, when I was talking about how homely Tess O'brien is, I've been thinking, why is that? Why is everyone today ugly? I'm not even saying all that to be mean. Believe me. I'm saying it because it seems there is some kind of trend these days for ugly people. It's like people born in the 1960s, 50s, 40s, 30s, they were all very attractive. But anyone born after the 1970s is ugly. I wonder why that is?

Some very attractive people I know of...

Michael Hutchence (born in the 60s)
Tim Farriss (born in the 50s)
Pretty much any member of INXS (born in the 50s and 60s)
David Johnston (born in the 40s)
Bill Bixby (born in the 30s)
Per Gessle (born in the 50s)

The list just goes on and on. I would list some women, but I don't habitually look at women the way I do men. But no one born in the 1980s, 90s, or 2000s I've known to be the least bit attractive. Or very few. Of course it's too early in the 2000s to tell. They're all still teenagers. But it seems everyone today wants to go either bald or go for that modern emo look. Besides Tess O'brien (who is not famous), some very unattractive people I know of today are...

Lady Gaga (born in the 1980s)
Justin Beiber (born in the 1990s)
Justin Timberlake (born in the 1980s)
Amy Winehouse (born in the 1980s)

Not to mention, some YouTubers like Social Repose and Onision. Both of which (I believe) were born in the 1980s. Sometimes I kinda wonder if Lady Gaga and Amy Winehouse were related, they look so much alike. Both look like dykes. The latter list isn't even counting the people who are not celebrities that I've known of to be unfortunately unattractive. It's like in the 1970s, things changed. Some of the people born that decade were good looking, some were ugly. Like me. I think I'm very unattractive. But admittedly, there were some people who were more unattractive than I am.

I remember I once had this boy on my Facebook. He friended me after one of my best Facebook friends died. I didn't know him at all. But he asked to be added to my Facebook friends, so I added him. His name was Adam. He looked to be in his early to mid 20s, or maybe even in his late teens. Now, this was in 2012. This kid was a Bible-thumper, and frankly unattractive, at best. He used to complain about why he could never find a girl to fall in love with him. I saw his picture and I was like "Umm, I think I know why!" Of course I didn't say anything to him, but I sure did think that.

You know who I blame for this surge in completely unattractive people? It's in the picture below...


Yep! I blame cats. Notice as soon as cats started to become very popular, we've had fewer attractive people. We've also had the surge in obesity that we're seeing today since cats became more popular. Back in the 70s, people preferred dogs. Even in the 80s people preferred dogs. Not everyone, but more people preferred dogs. In fact, I used to get laughed at because I preferred cats back then, in a world where everyone else preferred dogs. Even the other girls. I remember Adam once told me, in an unrelated conversation, that he's never had a dog in his life. I thought "No wonder he's not very attractive!" I also remember early in 2013, he got this calico cat that he used to refer to as his "baby girl". I think the Toxoplasmosis amoeba that cats carry, not only messes with peoples' brains, but also makes them give birth to unattractive children. That must have been the case, sadly, with Adam's mom.

I mean, think about it; most of the most unattractive people I've met in my life were cat people, including me early in my life. But I also remember this one boy I used to know named Paul C. his family also had a cat and no dogs. I think Paul was afraid of dogs in fact. LOL! And Paul C. was very unattractive! He could actually be one of the few people I can think of that would make Tess O'brien look like a supermodel. He was that bad looking! His head was misshapen, big black eyes, stringy (often greasy) hair, teeth growing out of his lips. Whenever Paul C. used to tell me how ugly he thought I was, it often made me laugh. Instead of feeling down, because what I saw in him was a lot worse looking than I was! Even both of his sisters looked dykey.

Now, I know "ugly" is a subjective term, but really! In some cases, ugly is ugly. I think when a person has a face that looks like a lion's butthole, that's ugly! That was Paul C. Then there's also Bill and Hillary Clinton. Though libtards will say those two are attractive, really, they are wrong! Those two are a couple of the ugliest bastards I've ever seen! Their daughter is no prize either. She's as ugly as her parents. The Clintons also are cat people. Someone gave them a dog, a labrador, but the poor dog went missing, the Clintons call it "mysteriously". I call bullshit! I think they killed that poor dog! Probably killed it on purpose. The Clintons are also not good people. Now, Hillary is calling for violence against all republicans and the libtards are following through with her demands. And of course we know Bill Clinton was a rapist, which libtards also deny.

I just think it's sad! This is one of the reasons I am glad I wasn't born in this time period. We have no more attractive celebrities, no more attractive men, I'd hate to be a young, blossoming girl in today's world. I wouldn't be able to find a good, potential mate and not even a decent looking role model. I am so glad I'm as old as I am. If I weren't, I wouldn't have known INXS, where 99% of the group is very attractive men.

Saturday, October 13, 2018

Who Does She Resemble?

Oh my GOD! I got my answer! I've actually been trying for months to think of who it is that Tess O'brien reminds me of. I know I'd seen a face like that somewhere! Ugly as it is! And today I got my answer! How could I have missed this? LMAO!!!!


That's a character from some of the newer Popeye cartoons, named Alice the Goon. That is who Tess O'brien reminds me of!!! LOL!!! Note the resemblance...


Both are ugly as sin! Well, maybe Alice the Goon is slightly more attractive. If Tess O'brien lost about 50 pounds on each side of her face, I'd swear she would have been the model for Alice the Goon! LMAO!!! The resemblance is totally uncanny!! Those close-together, beady eyes, that long, bulbous nose, that mouth that looks almost too tiny for the size of her head! LOL!!! Even the eyebrows look the same! It's the stuff of nightmares.

When I first saw Tess's pictures on Facebook, the first thing that struck me was how homely she was. If I had been her mom, I think I would have aborted her before birth. But I've been trying to think, since then, of who she reminds me of. I hadn't seen Alice the Goon since I was a kid! That's why it took me a long time to remember who it was she looked like. Maybe Tess had a goon for a father. I think I found out what Tess's mom looked like...


Put the goon and this guy together, and you'll have Tess O'brien! LOL!! Hilarious!!!

OK. So enough of that. I know I'm not very attractive myself. But at least I don't have a face that looks as bad as this:


If I looked that bad, I'd want to kill myself. That's as ugly a face as I have ever seen in my life! And I've seen a lot of faces. Oh boy! I feel sorry for Tess's kid. I wonder what the kid's father looked like. Couldn't be worse than Tess. Hopefully the kid looks more like him than like her. If not, I might suggest plastic surgery when she gets old enough. It might be her only hope.

Geez! What is it with people today? We don't have anymore attractive people! I'm glad I am not a young girl looking for a nice-looking guy. It'd be hard to find one today. Most men today want to be either bald, gay or transsexual. Wouldn't leave me with much choice! I don't go for bald men. I've never been attracted to them. I like men to have hair on top. No mustache or beard. Just hair on top. And it wouldn't make sense to be attracted to a gay man, although I have before. I once had a little kiddie crush on Tom Hulce. But it does no good. They aren't interested in women. And I would never be attracted to a transsexual!! The Tom Hulce story is a long one! LOL! And I didn't know he was gay, I just knew he was cute.

Friday, October 12, 2018

Well!!! Look What I Found!

I was thumbing through some pictures of Michael online, there's a particular one I am looking for. Though I did not see that, I did see this:


LOL!! That's Aisha Rowlands (AKA "Claire Aisha") and Tess O'brien. They were pictured in an article on The Daily Mail, having spent a night in Michael's old room at the InterContinental at Double Bay last year on November 22. I remember I wanted to stay there on that day, but there is no way I can make it to Australia. And after learning it's a communist-style country, I don't even want to try. I bet that's why they got the idea to stay there; they got it from me. LOL! 😁 Well, I know they've been reading my blogs, and I did mention I had the idea to do that, so they took that idea and went to stay there, following in Michael's footsteps. Well, I know I couldn't have completely followed in Michael's footsteps, I don't even like Indian cuisine.

Well, apparently they went there and wanted to stay in room 524, where Michael stayed and died. However, they wound up in 523, the room next door. They think the rooms were switched because the doorknob was on the wrong side in 524. What they should have known is that the hotel has been under renovation before. So, it's not far-fetched that the doorknobs got switched around. But why tell them that? They're nothing but a couple of dumb millennials who are only going to believe what they want. I saw that article on the internet and I just laughed. Partly because it's hysterical and partly because of Tess O'brien's tattoos. LOL!!

Tess O'brien claims she was an INXS fan before she was born. But it's funny, no where in the article does it mention neither she, nor her parents, ever even met Michael. It just says her mom was pregnant with her when she went to an INXS concert. Umm, so what? My friend Rita's mom was pregnant with her when she actually met Michael, and he even wanted to touch her belly (according to Rita), saying to Rita's mom "I love pregnant women". LOL! That made me smile! It made me smile because it is so sweet, and something I know Michael would say, having just had a child of his own at the time. Also, I have another friend who met Michael and was expecting her first child when she saw him in concert too. And here's a pip; I've raised my pregnant dogs and their puppies on INXS's music. No big deal. 😆

And those tattoos of Tess's. OMG! Well, I have to admit, having Michael's missing lyrics is a cool tattoo, if it's on a man. But I personally think too many tattoos on a woman looks ugly. Of course Tess O'brien is no stranger to the world of ugly...


Yep, there's Tess O'brien in all her ugliness. There's nothing gorgeous at all about her. But hell, that's not the point of this article. It's not an article about winning Ms. Universe. This is an article about 2 fans who set out to follow in Michael's footsteps. Well, even though I do not like neither Tess O'brien nor Claire Aisha, I've got to say, I am happy for them. I'm glad someone did what I was going to do, even if it was them. But I have to point out this comment made by Tess O'brien;

"'We're huge fans. I'd say we're probably the biggest because there's some people that claim to love him but only like a few of their songs.'"

Oh man! Narcissist much? LMAO!!! I can't even believe they quoted that in the article! 😆 It made me lose a lot of respect for The Daily Mail. It also made me laugh out loud!! I think I woke the neighbors upstairs! LOL!! I wish I could have seen Tess's face when she said that. I bet it was absolutely worthy of a good guffaw!!! There are plenty of big INXS fans out there. Even bigger than these two. I've met quite a few that were in the same league, if not in a higher league, as these two. Well, I see Tess O'brien hasn't changed at all. But anyways, the article is nothing short of interesting, to say the least. If you want to check it out, go to this link:

hehe! I love it!! Too good!!

Oh! And if you think I am the least bit envious, I'm sorry but you'd be wrong. I am actually happy for these two. But leave it to Tess O'brien to mess the article up!! Besides, like I've said before on here, I don't want to go to Australia. I have no interest anymore, having learned it's a communist type country. I never seen such a dumb country in my life!! Having nurses apologize to colored patients for "being white"! Talk about stupidity at it's finest!!

Monday, October 8, 2018

If I Were To Breed Dogs Again...

I look on Facebook still now and then, and I have quite a few breeder friends. One is having some problems with other breeders and she is young. Now, I have worked with some young people in the past, I know I've spoken about it here before. The one that comes to mind is the teenager who stood up for her friend who wanted to keep mixing chihuahuas with pomeranians, and I said that was wrong. Well, the difference between that teenager and this girl on Facebook is the teenager had no intention of improving the quality of her own dogs. She wanted to continue breeding poor quality Taco Bell dog lookalikes. But this girl I know on Facebook has been trying to improve the quality of her own dogs by buying from reputable breeders, even sending overseas for breeding dogs.

Well, twice I've heard of her getting slammed by other, older breeders. Why does this go on among other breeders??? I mean, I know breeders try to educate others in the breeding world, and most (like me) try to get them to do better in their program. But why do some of the old fart breeders have to be so hateful? I don't understand that! Maybe it's because they are old. When I tried to help people, I always did it with a genuine heart. It wasn't my fault they didn't take well to getting advice. However, back then I was just learning too. I was not mean to anyone, I was just sharing information that I learned in hopes they could learn from it too. However, I cannot abide mixing breeds intentionally and selling them for hundreds of dollars.

I'm even in a battle with my mom because she has a friend who intentionally bred labrador-poodle mixed puppies. I told her that was wrong of her friend. And even worse, she's charging over $2000 for each puppy. She's doing it for the money. A couple fools already bought a couple of the puppies. Well, there's always going to be fools like that who get cheated by mongrel breeders all the time. But what makes me angry is my mom is actually friends with one of them. I would never make friends with someone who would intentionally breed mongrels. Of course my mom likes mongrels. She's one of those that believes mongrel dogs are more healthy than purebred dogs. I told her NOTHING is more healthy than a well-bred purebred dog! And nothing looks better either. Labrador-poodle mixed dogs, well ANY mutt mixed with labrador, frankly is very ugly. Not only that, but they become psycho too. Many people don't admit it, but labrador-poodle mixed dogs have a tendency to become neurotic!

The guy who first mixed labradors with poodles doesn't even have his breeding program anymore. He said the breeding never became consistent. He didn't want the craze to catch on and just anybody to breed the mutts. I told my mom that and her reaction to that was "He just didn't want someone else making money off of them". She thought he was just breeding them for money. But no, he bred them because he thought they would make excellent matches for blind people with allergies. The problem was that poodles may not shed, but labradors do. So, the chances of a mixed labrador-poodle growing to be a non-shedder is only 50%. But the worst mistake that guy made was going public with them prematurely. You should NEVER do that if you are trying to create a different breed. The guy who created the giant schnauzer hid in the German alps for 40 years, and never once told anyone what he was doing. And he never revealed what breed(s) he used to create the giant schnauzer the way it is today. Most of what we hear about it's recipe today is nothing but speculation.

It would literally take YEARS to create a new breed. Years and many, many mixings, line-breeding, in-breeding, culling, waiting, and all that glorious stuff to make a breed. And it is not even really a breed until it breeds true. That is, it would have to reproduce an exact copy of it's self.

Well, I think if I were to breed dogs again, I'd go about it privately. I wouldn't blab my accomplishments in any groups. Just keep my victories to myself. Shoot! Now I know why breeders are so snooty! They just don't want to reveal anything about their program to anyone! Of course most breeders I've met today seem to be friendlier than they were back when I was breeding. Breeders then were total asshats! The more asinine they were, the more popular they seemed to be with other breeders. The nice people were always the ones who were frowned upon. That doesn't seem right to me. Because when the old, nasty breeders all die off, who is going to be left to continue the legacy of the breed? That's right! The younger folks. So, I always say, you'd better be nice to the youngsters! Or else we're going to see all our favorite breeds go to hell in a handbasket!

Sunday, October 7, 2018

What We Always Knew

This is by an unknown author (not me). I saw it today on the #WalkAway group. It is so true, and really outlines the hypocrisy liberals show today now that Donald Trump is president. I wanted to share it, as well as keep it.

~unknown author~
To all the people who let this election break up families and friends let this sink in I think the last civil conversations we had occurred just days before November 8, 2016. You were supremely confident Hillary Clinton would win the presidential election; you voted for her with glee. As a lifelong Republican, I bit down hard and cast my vote for Donald Trump. Then the unimaginable happened. He won.
And you lost your freaking minds.
I knew you would take the loss hard—and personally—since all of you were super jacked-up to elect the first woman president. But I did not imagine you would become totally deranged, attacking anyone who voted for Trump or supported his presidency as a racist, sexist, misogynistic, homophobic Nazi-sympathizer.
The weirdness started on social media late on Election Night, as it became clear Hillary was going to lose. A few of you actually admitted that you were cradling your sleeping children, weeping, wondering what to tell your kindergartner the next morning about Trump’s victory. It continued over the next several days. Some of you seriously expressed fear about modern-day concentration camps. Despite living a privileged lifestyle, you were suddenly a casualty of the white patriarchy. Your daughters were future victims; your sons were predators-in-waiting. You threatened to leave Facebook because you could no longer enjoy the family photos or vacation posts from people who, once friends, became Literal Hitlers to you on November 8 because they voted for Donald Trump.
I admit I was a little hurt at first. The attacks against us Trump voters were so personal and so vicious that I did not think it could be sustained. I thought maybe you would regain your sanity after some turkey and egg nog.
But you did not. You got worse. And I went from sad to angry to where I am today: Amused.
As the whole charade you have been suckered into over the last 18 months starts to fall apart—that Trump would not survive his presidency; he would be betrayed by his own staff, family, and/or political party; he would destroy the Republican Party; he would be declared mentally ill and removed from office; he would be handcuffed and dragged out of the White House by Robert Mueller for “colluding” with Russia—let me remind you what complete fools you have made of yourselves. Not to mention how you’ve been fooled by the media, the Democratic Party, and your new heroes on the NeverTrump Right.
On November 9, you awoke from a self-induced, eight-year-long political coma to find that White House press secretaries shade the truth and top presidential advisors run political cover for their boss. You were shocked to discover that presidents exaggerate, even lie, on occasion. You became interested for the first time about the travel accommodations, office expenses, and lobbyist pals of administration officials. You started counting how many rounds of golf the president played. You suddenly thought it was fine to mock the first lady now that she wasn’t Michelle Obama. Once you removed your pussy hat after attending the Women’s March, you made fun of Kellyanne Conway’s hair, Sarah Sanders’ weight, Melania Trump’s shoes, Hope Hicks’ death stare; you helped fuel a rumor started by a bottom-feeding author that U.N. Ambassador Nikki Haley slept with Donald Trump. You thought it was A-OK that Betsy DeVos was nearly physically assaulted and routinely heckled. You glorified a woman who has sex on camera for a paycheck.
You have learned all kinds of new things that those of us who didn’t willfully ignore politics for the past eight years already knew. For example, we already knew that illegal immigrants were being deported and families were being separated.
Some of your behavior has been kinda cute. It was endearing to watch you become experts on the Logan Act, the Hatch Act, the Second Amendment, the 25th Amendment, and the Emoluments Clause. You developed a new crush on Mitt Romney after calling him a “sexist” for having “binders full of women.” You longed for a redux of the presidency of George W. Bush, a man you once wanted imprisoned for war crimes. Ditto for John McCain. You embraced people like Bill Kristol and David Frum without knowing anything about their histories of shotgunning the Iraq War.
Classified emails shared by Hillary Clinton? Who cares! Devin Nunes wanting to declassify crucial information of the public interest? Traitor!

But your newfound admiration and fealty to law enforcement really has been a fascinating transformation. Wasn’t it just last fall that I saw you loudly supporting professional athletes who were protesting police brutality by kneeling during the national anthem? Remember how you fanboyed a mediocre quarterback for wearing socks that depicted cops as pigs?
But now you sound like paid spokesmen for the Fraternal Order of Police. You insist that any legitimate criticism of the misconduct and possibile criminality that occured at the Justice Department and FBI is an “attack on law enforcement.” While you once opposed the Patriot Act because it might have allowed the federal government to spy on terrorists who were using the local library to learn how to make suitcase bombs, you now fully support the unchecked power of a secret court to look into the phone calls, text messages and emails of an American citizen because he volunteered for the Trump campaign for a few months.

Spying on terrorists, circa 2002: Bad. Spying on Carter Page, circa 2017: The highest form of patriotism.
And that white, male patriarchy that you were convinced would strip away basic rights and silence any opposition after Trump won? That fear has apparently been washed away as you hang on every word uttered by James Comey, John Brennan, and James Clapper. This triumvirate is exhibit “A” of the old-boy network, and represents how the insularity, arrogance, and cover-your-tracks mentality of the white-male power structure still prevails. Yet, instead of rising up against it, you are buying their books, retweeting their Twitter rants and blasting anyone who dares to question their testicular authority. Your pussy hat must be very sad.
But your daily meltdowns about Trump-Russia election collusion have been the most entertaining to observe. After Robert Mueller was appointed as Special Counsel, you were absolutely convinced it would result in Trump’s arrest and/or impeachment. Some of you insisted that Trump wouldn’t last beyond 2017. You quickly swallowed any chum tossed at you by the Trump-hating media on MSNBC, the New York Times and the Washington Post about who was going down next, or who would flip on the president.
For the past year, I have watched you obsess over a rotating cast of characters: Paul Manafort, Donald Trump, Jr., Jared Kushner, Carter Page, Reince Priebus, Jeff Sessions, Michael Flynn, Steve Bannon, Sam Nunberg, and Hope Hicks are just a few of the people you thought would turn on Trump or hasten his political demise. But when those fantasies didn’t come true, you turned to Michael Avenatti and Stormy Daniels for hope and inspiration. It will always be your low point.

Well, I think it will be. Each time I believe you’ve hit bottom, you come up with a new baseline. Perhaps defending the unprecedented use of federal power to spy on political foes then lie about it will the next nail in your credibility coffin.
The next several weeks will be tough for you. I think Americans will learn some very hard truths about what happened in the previous administration and how we purposely have been misled by powerful leaders and the news media. I wish I could see you as a victim here, but you are not. I know you are smart; you chose to support this insurgency with your eyes wide open.
Now, I shall sit back and enjoy your pain.