Disclaimer: If you are easily offended by sheer honesty, or you think me having my own opinions is "being negative", then this is not the place for you, and I suggest you leave and head elsewhere. I call a spade a spade, and I don't sugarcoat anything.

Thursday, April 23, 2020

Hunter Avallone Is Now An SJW?

Well, he says no. He agrees with some of the things the left says now, as well as the right. So he calls himself a centrist, which my sis says is basically what a libertarian is. But Hunter Avallone has always believed in free speech, and gun rights. He used to be right-leaning, and making fun of such channels as Queer Kids Stuff. He seemed to be against QKS indoctrinating children into becoming queer and other such nonsense. But guess what. Now, he is totally in line with being queer. In fact, he calls people who do not think kids should be indoctrinated "neo-nazis". Just like an SJW would. And why this sudden change in Hunter Avallone's perception? Because of an atheist gay dude who calls himself Vaush. Avallone did a debate with Vaush and apparently, he got owned. So he admits. He also admits that his views on LGBTQ issues has changed. So now, he calls people who disagree with that "neo-nazis" and "bigots" and "dumb" and "stupid".

I will be the first to agree that everyone deserves BASIC human rights. Even transgender people. But now, trannies want MORE rights than normal people. I believe that's wrong. You can't FORCE me to see you the way you see yourself. If you are a man and you see yourself as a woman, then that is on you. You cannot force me, nor do I feel you have any right to force me, to see you as a woman. Especially when you don't act like a woman. This was called to my attention when Vince, of the Red Elephants, said Hunter Avallone called him a neo-nazi and called him stupid for not agreeing with him about trans rights. I was shocked! I had to see for myself. So, I went to his video. When I saw what he was saying, this was my response...

Not only watch his IQ go down when he starts collecting those cats, but now his children will be born autistic and ugly. I haven't watched the debate with Hunter Avallone and Vaush, it's 3 hours long, but I have a feeling Hunter Avallone failed because he just didn't do enough research. I'm not as easy to convince though. Vaush can debate me if he wants to, but I am not so easy to destroy. I don't believe someone can become a man if they are born a girl. And vice-versa. There is nothing anyone can say that will convince me they can. Because all the so-called "science" behind modern day transgenderism has been debunked so many times. It's not even real science! It's just a group of pseudo-scientists giving into the feelings of the leftists. The real scientists who say no, you cannot be born male and legitimately transition to female have been silenced by the leftists, and called "bigots" and "nazis". Search engines like Google have even removed their written reports about that from the internet so no one can search them. But I can even debate Vaush using my own feelings if that's the way he wants to go. But I would guarantee Vaush will be calling me a bigot or neo-nazi LONG before he's able to convince me transgenderism is legit. Maybe even a whole bunch of other names, just like ALL leftists always resort to when they know they can't win an argument on merit alone. LOL!

How about I offer Vaush a plate of rat poison, covered in chocolate, and tell him that's perfectly safe to eat because I said so? Would he agree it would be safe to eat just because I said it is and dressed it up in chocolate? I would hope not! That's what transgenderism is like to me. It's the same effect. The same goes for all this pronoun bullshit! How about if I FORCE Vaush to eat that plate of chocolate-covered rat poison because I say it's perfectly safe? And if he refuses, I call him names like "fatphobic" or "misogynist"? That is what this pronoun identity politics bullshit is like to me! If you talk like a girl, and you act like a girl, don't expect me to call you a "he" or a "they". Because I won't! I'll call you a she!

One may argue "It's not the same. You cannot die from calling a man who identifies as a woman a she." Well, you're WRONG!!! A lot of women have been hurt by men who see themselves as women. Look at what is happening in women's sports. How about that woman who was boxing with a man who identified as a woman, and got her face literally smashed in? You going to try and convince me she was not hurt by this? Like I said, I believe trans people should have basic human rights. The right to live, the right to love, the right to be happy. But when their rights begin to infringe upon my rights, then we've got a problem! I was very much in favor of gay people getting the right to marry. I'm fine with that. But now, they are demanding MORE rights! Now, they want to force everyone to represent queer people in every movie, TV show and children's book. That is going too far! That is infringing on MY rights!!! I don't want to put queers in my movies if I don't believe they will bring anything good to the movie. Same with TV shows. Same with my stories! And you can't make me do it! I'll refuse and fight you to the end with everything I've got!

Monday, April 13, 2020

The Bad Pet People

The other day there was a post on this group I am on in Facebook, and it's all about what kind of snobs are the worst. Well, you all know how I feel about cat people, so I won't discuss that here. But I will tell you there were several people who actually agreed with me when I said cat people are mean and hateful. In the case of one person, she even stated the reason she hates cats so much is because of cat people.

Now, don't get me completely wrong here. There are some dog people I find unpleasant too. Most of them were the baby-boomer show breeders. I remember all the shit I put up with when I was breeding chihuahuas. I'd rather have cancer than deal with people like them again! And don't even get me started on pit bull people!!!! They don't even have to be show breeders to be obnoxious! And the rescue community. You know them! They're the self-entitled "Adopt don't shop" crowd. I hate them possibly more than ANYONE else!!! I see one of them and I just want to bash them a good one upside their head!!! They make me so mad! The worst thing about them is they lump ALL breeders into the same category. They don't know that there is such a thing as good breeders and bad breeders. They just believe all breeders are bad. And they seem to want to keep their beliefs that way. They don't want to learn the difference between a good breeder and a bad breeder. Even though there is a significant difference.

Anyway, there is another breed of pet people that I also don't like. I find I am not the only one either! That's horse people. Over the years of myself being around horses, I find the people who prefer horses are some of the most beautiful people I've ever seen. But they are also the unfriendliest people I've ever seen. Horse people are the kind of people that have their noses so high in the air, they'd drown in a summer shower!! I never met a more stuck-up bunch in my life!! But you know why horse people are so snooty? It's because those people have jobs that earn them upwards of $100,000 or more per year. So, they are ritzy-type, snooty rich people. I've known horse people were snooty for years too! When we lived in Lakewood, there was a couple of guys I used to see riding horses around the lake I used to go walking at. I remember one time I asked one of them if I could pet their horses. I was just a teenager then. These guys looked to be in their 20s or early 30s. The guy blatantly said no. The next time I saw him, he was shouting childish names at me. It kinda bothered me, because back then I never expected older people to be calling me names. This was before I met Tracy at the Puyallup Fair. Before I met her, I thought the majority of 30-year olds were mature. With a very few exceptions. These horse guys were the exceptions. Nowadays, I don't expect anyone to be mature, even if they are in their 60s. I expect trouble from anyone as long as they are humans. Which is why I don't like people.

Anyway, back then hearing 2 grown men calling me names was strange to me. But it was my first look into what horse people are like. These days, I still encounter horse people. And they don't call me names (not that I hear anyways) but they are still equally as snooty. But of all the people who commented on that thread in that group, most of them said they don't like horse people, and I can definitely see why. Not all horse people are like that, obviously. I'm not saying that. But in general, when I see horse people, I usually expect them to be snooty and stuck-up.

This is all kinda funny. All my younger days, I thought all animal lovers were good people. You hear so many people say if someone abuses an animal, they are more likely to turn on people. But what about the people who do love animals and turn on people? I don't doubt they love animals. But they kinda betray the knowledge that people who abuse animals will also abuse other people sooner or later. I see more people who claim to love animals abusing people than the other way around. Especially now in the age of the internet. It just doesn't make sense. I think abuse of other people has more to do with lousy parenting more than whether a person abuses an animal or not. That is, parents who don't discipline their children, or parents who simply just abuse their kids. Those are the kinds I always find grow to abuse other people. Abusing animals is more of a symptom of an even deeper problem. I've seen it happen.

Saturday, April 11, 2020

The Onision Files

I've been waiting for months to write something like this on this blog about Onision's court day because I wanted to see where this character was going to go with it next. But let me start from the beginning here...

Back in December, while Onision was on Twitter, bad-mouthing Chris Hansen, he left his 3 year old daughter unattended, and she fell 2 stories out of a window. When I think about that now, I get pissed off, because of Onision's negligence. So, what does Onision do about it? Does he call 911 right away? Does he run downstairs and out the door to caress his child to see if she is OK? No! He doesn't. The first thing he does is grab his video camera and start filming his daughter as she falls out the window and onto a paved driveway below. And why? Because he didn't want to be blamed for his child falling out the window. He didn't want his viewers to believe he pushed her out the window. If that isn't the most selfish, obtuse, indignant thing I've ever heard (not to mention irresponsible) then I don't know what is! If my child was about to fall out the window, the very last thing that would be on my mind is to grab my video camera so I don't get blamed for that! Onision is to blame for it anyway because he allowed a 3 year old to wander close to an open window and he did nothing to prevent the child from falling out!

Let me rephrase that; it wouldn't be the LAST thing on my mind! It just wouldn't even enter my mind to grab my video camera and film my child falling out of the window! I'd be more concerned with preventing my child from falling out of a window. I'd be on my feet as fast as possible to pull her away from the window! That is what a responsible parent does. But Onision is not a responsible parent. He's not even a responsible person. If he were a responsible person, he wouldn't have been masturbating with himself at the thought of sugar-daddying Chris Hansen on Twitter. All Onision thinks of is sex. Even if it's having sex with himself, which according to people who have lived with him, he does quite frequently. I think I once heard one of his former girlfriends say Onision has anime-type imaginary friends who he pretends to have sex with too.

Every time I think of Onision letting his child fall out of a window, I get pissed!!! He shouldn't have let that happen!!! I don't care if he was masturbating with himself at the time! It's not worth risking the life of a child!

Well, several days later, Chris Hansen shows up at Onision's house for an interview. Onision did not invite Chris Hansen, so he says. Personally, I think he did invite him, by all those perverted things Onision has been writing on Twitter about Chris Hansen. That was practically an invite. But Onision, who acted so big and brave on Twitter, to talk about sexual favors he wanted from Chris Hansen, would not even answer the door. Instead he hid behind his stairwell and called 911 to report Chris Hansen "trespassing" on his property. The 911 operator's response when Onision said it was Chris Hansen at his door was priceless! It almost sounded like she was holding back saying "So? What did you do to bring him there?" Everyone knows Chris Hansen is a whistleblower on child predators like Onision!

Here is a video of that call with Chris Hansen's commentary...

So anyway, a month later Onision decides he's going to go to court and sue Chris Hansen for slander and trespassing charges. And the funny thing is, he also decided to sue Repzion too! Repzion didn't even do anything to Onision! Once in a while he makes videos bashing Onision, but then so do a lot of people on YouTube. Onision is one of the most hated people on YouTube. I'm hated on Facebook among INXS fans, and have been slandered before by them. But I don't take them to court because I am such a believer in free speech. They can say whatever they like about me, I don't care! But if they're going to throw accusations at me, they'd better provide proof of it. I'm the first to admit when I am wrong though.

Anyway, several people who have lived with Onision have come forward and said what a horrible person he is. So, there's your proof he is no good! That's the only proof you'll ever get, because Onision never admits when he is wrong. Instead he blames the victims. Notice in that video how he said his victims who he didn't want to be around anymore, had mental problems that negatively impacted his life. Then he whines saying "They've been online saying mean things about me". But you can't be a child-predator and not expect people to say hateful things about you. That's a given! You deserve nothing but hatred if you're going to abuse children!

Anyway, someone went to court on Onision's court date, and actually saw him. Here's a famous pic she took of him standing in an elevator...

He's trying to look so calm and collected. But this was one of the stupidest moves he ever made. Repzion talked about his court date with Onision and said it was more of a farce. A lot of people in the courtroom tried so hard to contain their laughter when Onision walked in, that you could actually hear it! Repzion described Onision's enterance into the court room as him trying to look full of confidence, but at the same time, nervous about being there. This is how he stood before the judge...

He has on a tux and tie, and sneakers. And that strange hump on his back. Repzion said that was probably a bullet-proof vest. But he has it on wrong. Either that, or Onision is planning an extended deep-sea diving trip after court. Anyway he looks wacky! A person knows they are hated by everyone when they have to wear a bullet-proof vest everywhere they go. Onision did not hire a lawyer, instead he wanted to represent himself in court. But Repzion did hire a lawyer. Later on, Onision mocked Repzion for hiring a lawyer. It seems Onision thinks he knows more than the professionals. That's why he never hires professionals. But he also mocks people who do hire professionals, which is dumb. He called Repzion "stupid" and said he "can't speak for himself". I remember a few times having this same kind of conversation with people about breeding chihuahuas. I remember on the Pluba forum, Rhonda, who always made fun of me, told me that I listened to Tanya (of Tanya's Toys Chihuahuas) because I am a "spineless person". It's no different than Onision saying Repzion "can't speak for himself" because he hired a lawyer. Just like Rhonda, Onision also has a big ego. Which is why he said something to that effect about Repzion.

Neither one of them were thinking that maybe we worked with professionals because we want to do things the right way. If you're getting sued, yes you want to hire a lawyer! Someone who is more familiar with the laws and can win your case in court. And I wanted to breed winning chihuahuas in dog shows, so yes, I'm going to listen to someone who actually has dogs who win in shows! People who actually have brains in their heads will always listen to those who know better. I've never heard of a case where someone listened to an amateur and got anywhere ahead. I'm not going to listen to a homeless person what lottery numbers to play. I'm not going to pay attention to a redneck with one tooth in his mouth tell me how to clean my teeth! No! I'm going to listen to the people who have had the results I want to have. If that makes me "spineless" or makes Repzion "not able to speak for himself" then so be it! No one with any sense cares what you think anyway!

Anyway, for someone who wanted to represent himself in court, Onision didn't do a very good job! He dismissed the case himself and said he was going to look for other legal avenues. That means, he is going to go back on Twitter and look for someone who can give him some cheap (or no-cost) ways to win his case. Which basically is that Onision is just going to make videos whining and griping about how Repzion and Chris Hansen are stalking him because he wants to have sex with them.

Well, recently Onision challenged Chris Hansen to do an interview. But Onision wanted the interview to be on his own channel. Everyone knows why he wants this. He wants to control the conversation. You might want to watch this video of an interview Onision conducted with a reporter from Newsweek...

Especially pay attention toward the end where the reporter asks Onision if some more of his victims would want to do an interview about their experiences and Onision starts cussing the reporter out because he thinks the reporter is "trying to make money off the victims". HA!! This from a guy who made money for many months off calling Eugenia Cooney all kinds of names and making fun of her eating disorder. This is the kind of thing Onision does! The scary thing is, this could have been Chris Hansen. But Chris Hansen refused to do the interview on Onision's channel. Probably because he knew Onision would pull this stunt like he does with everyone! This is Onision's tactic; he gets them to appear on his channel, he hogs the conversation, gets people all confused, then he yells and calls the person he's interviewing childish names and ends the interview. Then he makes another video bragging to his viewers about how he's "won the battle". But Onision doesn't win! You automatically lose your argument when you start resorting to childish name-calling. And that's what Onision does ALL the time! Chris Hansen was wise not to take Onision's bait. Sorry for the Newsweek reporter who was put through that, but hopefully he learned not to fall for Onision's traps! Because he will take advantage of it, because he is a horrible individual!

Tuesday, March 31, 2020

COVID Prison

No, I don't have it. I cough a lot but that's something I've been doing for years. Even before this coronavirus outbreak. I think I need to change my name to Luella Cough-lin. UGH!! But I don't know why that sounds so like me. But anyways, this is our second weekend here in Coronavirus prison and I am BORED out of my mind!!! If I had at least a second person here I could play some board games. Or cards. Or put together a puzzle. Either way, it'd be a lot more fun than it is now. Basically all I've been doing these days is getting on the computer, checking my messages, then to the bedroom to watch the old Unsolved Mysteries. I haven't even played music lately! I just haven't been in the mood. I have to be in a certain type of mood to sit down and listen to music. That's just how I am.

Quarantine SUCKS!!! And this complex is like a ghost town. You don't even see kids out playing anymore here. Well, really that might be a blessing. They often got too loud anyway. As it is now I am stuck watching YouTube videos that are 3 years old! Well, at least I'm learning new things. Things that other people learned 3 years ago!

I'm so bored lately, with no car to go anywhere, and this shut down, I can't even write much in this blog. So, here are some strange orchids I found on a website that look like things other than flowers...

These orchids look like ducks.

This orchid is made to look just like a luna moth.

This orchid has a doll's face.

This orchid has a baboon's face, or an old man's face.

This orchid looks like a dove in flight.

This orchid looks like an evil cat.

These orchids have monkey-faces.

This orchid looks like a cross between a frog and a bird.

This orchid has a moose's head.

This orchid has little men hanging from it's pedals.

These are absolutely 100% REAL!! Not photoshopped! Believe it or not! Orchids are pretty damn cool!!

Tuesday, March 24, 2020

I'm Not A Number!

I really shouldn't be revealing this, but what the heck! Maybe it'll stop these INXS fans who are only adding friends to boost their numbers on Facebook. I'm not interested in anyone who just wants a big audience on social media! I do not appreciate being treated that way either! If all you're looking for is a profile to be friend #502 or whatever number, then keep looking, because I'm not going to be that one! I had to delete someone from my friends list last night on Facebook.

Well, I'll start from the beginning. This person, a woman (and that's all I'll say about her) added me to her Facebook friends a few days ago. Yes, a few DAYS. I'm getting quicker on the draw! LOL! I said OK, I recognized her name, and I think we were friends when I had my last Facebook account. She seemed like an OK person. So, I decided to give her a chance. I know, I should learn to never give people a chance! But that's just who I am. I can't change it. It's hard-wired into my brain. So, when someone adds me, the first thing I start doing is interact with them. Just to test the waters a bit before going much further. I looked at her profile and discovered, just like the majority of INXS fans (and all libtards for that matter) she is a cat person. OMG! That was my first tip-off that she cannot be a good person. Ugliest cat you've ever seen too! Another gray tabby. Just like all other INXS fans.

But anyways, I kept that quiet. Again, like I always do. It's not my place to tell people what kind of pet they should have and I understand that! But no one can stop me from thinking it. Cats make people mean and hateful. And now I have proof of that. But anyway, I left that alone. I still watched to see how this would turn out. I kept a calm head with her anyways and mostly just observed.

Well, on Friday I believe it was, she made a post and I made a comment on it. I wanted to see how she would respond to me commenting on one of her posts. Besides it was an interesting post and I wanted to see what this person was like. Well, she didn't. She didn't respond at all. Not even so much as a thumbs up or anything. She responded to the people who commented after me. So, I figured she saw my comment. But no kind of acknowledgement to me at all. I didn't think anything at first. I just figured maybe it wasn't the response she was looking for. I let that go and moved on with my weekend.

Well, yesterday I saw a post from her about the coronavirus. I took that opportunity to plant a ruse. Again, I wanted to see how she would respond to my comment. I didn't tell her that it was a ruse, but I wanted to see if this woman really wanted to have me as a friend, or just a number on her friends list. I made a comment and then left it. A few hours later, I checked my notifications and noticed someone commented on her post after me. I looked, and once again, this woman did not even leave me a like. So, my plan worked. I realized I was not going to be a friend to this person. When someone asks me to become their buddy on Facebook, and then doesn't make any effort at all to communicate with me, that can only mean one thing to me; they only want the numbers. They want to brag to their shit-poke friends "Hey! I got a lot of friends on my Facebook! I must be special!" Well, I am NOT a number!!! You may not believe it, but I am a person. A person who is not that damn desperate for friends. So, I said fuck her, and then deleted her.

I told you all, cats make people hateful. Though it was rather passive of her, I do consider it hateful to invite someone to be your friend on Facebook and have no intention of acknowledging them. Not that it bothers me, really. I mean that. It might have bothered me if she didn't have the cat, and we'd been friends for much longer. But she did have a cat and no dogs, so I expected we would not be real Facebook buds. It happened with Karen B. after all. I knew with her it would eventually end too. Especially after she got the stupid cat. If she had gotten another dog instead of the cat, and we were no longer friends now, I would have been MUCH more surprised and hurt than I was. But I know how cats mess up peoples' minds, so I didn't even flinch when Karen B. deleted me from her friends. It was just like poo-poo just another stupid cat fag lost. LMAO!! It proved I was right all along about cat people!

Take this chick I "met" this afternoon on Facebook named Janice Weitzel. Apparently to her, I am a so-called "Trumpanzee". LMAO!!! I saw her and a bunch of other leftist fags attacking one of my buds from Facebook because she supports Trump. I tried to clear the air in that thread, I told them that the democrats WANT America to fail, that's why they won't allow Trump to fix our country during this pandemic. Mainstream media, like CNN and NBC, and ABC are making Trump look bad by taking things out of context and people like Janice are believing the bullshit. Then, this afternoon, I noticed Janice attacked me. She told me my comment was the stupidest comment she's read all day. I asked her "Is that so? You don't read your own comments then?" She said all us "Trumpanzees" are laughing stocks now. I told her her name is a laughing stock to me. I see her name and I think of weasel for some reason. Shame that! I love weasels. And they are WAY too smart for someone like Janice.

She was basically a typical leftist. Well, I like to be able to see the person I am talking to, especially those with a high-and-mighty type attitude like Janice's. So, I went to her profile. She looks like she's in her late 30s and fat as a pig. But the one thing I especially noticed was she raises Siberian cats. Siberians are huge cats, and almost ALWAYS gray tabbies! I can't stand them! I went back and said to her "Oh you're a cat person! No wonder you are the way you are! LMAO!!" So, now that I understood what her problem is, I can see what attitude she's going to have. Janice then proceeded to attack me more harsh. I just said to her "Keep playing little player! LMAO!!!" With every comment she made, she was more and more proving my case further about cat people.

I've known for a long time cat people were evil. All the way back to the Pluba forums. It was always the cat breeders who were flighty, gossipy and obnoxious. In a word--Catty. LOL! I guess that's how the word "catty" came about. If you don't know what the word means, look it up. It's the same as calling a person a cunt or a bitch. Anyways, after I said that, Janice blocked me. LMAO!! I laughed because she couldn't handle me! She's just like every other leftist when faced with the truth. She can't listen, she doesn't have facts, and when facts are presented to her, she doesn't even recognize them. LOL!! I love it!!! Another typical leftist, Bernie-ass-kissing cat fag!!!

Friday, March 20, 2020

Killer Coronavirus

Well, I haven't been infected with it yet, but this town is on lockdown now. Almost all services have stopped. We've never had problems like this before. Even the schools are shut down. Definitely the post office and other government facilities are closed for the next week or two. Unfortunately that also means I don't get my car back because the post office will not deliver the necessary part to the mechanic. Even though it is here in town, according to the tracking. So near! Yet so far. I feel like I am running in a race, and I am ahead of everyone else. The finish line is so close I can almost touch the ribbon. Then, only 3 feet away before I reach the finish line, I collapse. And the people behind me win, trampling over me in the process! That is how I feel right now. It's maddening!! I know I'm not the only one who feels this way. Everyone has their own story about how this coronavirus is affecting them. But for me, all it really means is I'm not getting my car back for possibly another 2 weeks!

Thank GOD I have plenty of toilet paper! LMAO!!! That's become the meme of this movement. People are buying toilet paper like crazy! You go to a store and the shelves are empty! Well, as a small town, we have not quite reached that level yet. One of the reasons I love living in small towns.

Some places are more affected than others. One of my Facebook buds who lives in Italy says it's very bad there. Several people have died of this coronavirus there. It's even affected people in Seattle and now Portland. So, maybe it's just as well I don't have my car back. I think this is what GOD is trying to tell me. I need to stay put until this is over. I even feel bad for the kids here. There's no school. When I was a kid I would have rejoiced! I remember how snow days were during the school year, and we would get off. I loved that! I remember when I was in 3rd grade, and it snowed, we were out of school for about a week, and I had FUN! If I wasn't watching old antique cartoons, I was outside making snow men, snow angels or sledding down this icy hill in our neighborhood. It was exciting for me! Then my second year in middle school, it snowed a lot and we were out of school off and on for 3 weeks! That too was fun!

I know exactly how these kids feel. When I was a kid, we did not have any quarantine. In fact, I've never seen anything like this! Except on an episode of Little House on the Prairie. So this is very different from snow days at home. Then at least, we could go out and play. But you can't during a quarantine. In fact, the first day of this quarantine, I saw kids out in the play area playing with each other, and I was thinking they shouldn't be out there. We're supposed to be on lockdown! But I know how they feel. They aren't out there today, and this must be driving them CRAZY!!!! If I were a child, I'm not sure I would have survived this! Not being able to go out and play with my friends. Just having to sit here and knowing I cannot go anywhere it feels the same way. Kids are different. They've also got all that pent-up energy they need to let loose of.

I once heard on a video that this virus was released on purpose by the Chinese government! You know who I think is behind that? I'll give you 3 guesses, but you'll probably only need one. That's right! The leftists! Notice how this never happened until now, just before a major election event? And after they found out Trump colluding with Russia didn't happen. WW3 with Korea didn't happen. Trump being accused of an impeachable crime did not work out for them. The economy under Trump was booming. The stock market was doing awesome under Trump. So now, they are using this Coronavirus to make Trump look bad. It even worked on my sis. Even she is sounding like the leftists saying "What is Trump doing about this?" I told her he's doing all he can, but he's already got so much on his plate. I've even heard some leftists say if she gets the coronavirus, she's going to go to a Trump rally and infect everyone there. So, this is all part of the leftists' design to make Trump look bad!

Today I was watching a video where the leftists were saying that it was because of the Obama administration that our economy now is booming. But yet they are saying the economy failing now (because of this virus) is all Trump's fault. I'm like make up your damn minds!!! Is Trump responsible for the economy or is he not??? And once more, Obama did NOTHING good for the economy. He just wants the credit for it. But then that's the leftists for you! If Obama had said "This corona virus is the greatest thing in the world and no lives have been lost". Then the leftists would definitely believe this corona virus is the greatest thing in the world and no lives have been lost. That's how dumb the left is. And they call Trump supporters dumb. Every time I hear a leftist say "Trump supporters are all dumb!" I laugh my ass off! Because I remember all the dumb shit the leftists are doing. But now that Trump wants to have a nation-wide shutdown, the leftists are crying wolf and saying "Trump is trying to kill us all!" UGH!! If only the leftists knew how to spot hypocrisy. A person could really clean-up if they could invent some kind of juice that makes hypocrisy glow like a lightbulb! We wouldn't even need security lights, just hang a leftist on your porch! Or plug a leftist into your lamp.

Monday, March 9, 2020

No Reparations For Paranoia

Well, it finally happened. I finally met some black people who actually think white people owe them reparations and they are willing to take it by whatever means they can. It was in a Facebook page I've never seen before and had nothing to do with. But one of my buds is on there and they were tearing him apart. They were mad because this friend of mine is black, and not a democrat. That offends them. These two guys were named Wesley Grady and Marty Johnson. I thought Wesley Grady was a teenager at first. He typed in ghetto language with 'wsup' and 'coz' and a lot of other shorthand phrases that ghetto rats usually use. So, I thought he was a teenager. Marty Johnson, I saw his pic, so I know he's an old fart.

Anyways, they were talking about me having "white privilege" and I didn't like that. Wesley Grady was griping because he can't get a 6-figure job "because he's black". I told him the reason he can't get a 6-figure job probably has NOTHING to do with him being black. It probably has more to do with him sounding like a low-class gutter rat. My best friend has a 6-figure job, and she works hard. She doesn't talk like a gutter rat on the job. And I have known black people who were doctors and lawyers. So, don't try to feed me that bullshit about "white privilege". If you really want something, you'll work towards getting it. That's a fact. I know! But it was mostly Marty Johnson who was saying I have "white privilege". I looked at his pic, and he's whiter than I am!

That's him on the right. He's from Los Angeles too. His first comment towards me was "Miss Candi White from Tillamook", something to that affect. So, I told him he looks whiter than me in this pic. I also asked him who the woman in this pic was, she looks very white too. He responded with "Not that it's any of your business, but that 'woman' is my wife". Oohh! Man! I know I struck a nerve with that one! He went on to say his wife is Asian. Personally, I didn't really care. But since he brought up the town I live in, I thought it would only be fair for him to admit who was in the picture with him. From that moment on, I was just laughing at him.

Then he started talking about Mya, and how disgusting dogs are, and saying I was "hiding behind her pic". He kept referring to Mya as "Fido". I just told him "Fido" is a she. I said to him "You must be a lowly cat-person. Cats are for wussies and wimps". I'd bet he is. He's surely ugly enough. I'd bet if I hung around his Facebook page enough, I'd see he has a stupid cat lingering around his house. Then I remembered having pets to people like him is "racist". Just like to him EVERYTHING is racist!! He and Wesley were mostly talking amongst each other a lot, griping about me. They were sounding like a couple of little schoolboys. Of course, Marty Johnson brought up my romances, saying I must be lonely being old and living in Tillamook. Then Wesley Grady was talking about how he used to drive trucks, and drove through Tillamook before and said it was a "small, crappy town". Marty Johnson answered with "Yes with only 8000 people, none of the men are looking for people like Candi." I just sat back, and laughed as I was watching them. Marty Johnson went on to say "How lonely Candi must be to live in such a small town as Tillamook. How sad!" I just up and told him "Some of us love small, oceanside towns where people get to know each other well, and always speak when you meet each other on the street. I don't like the big city. Too many diseases, snotty, two-faced people like you."

I am not ashamed of where I live at. I actually love it here. And I have a very nice apartment. Though I do miss Ocean Shores. I would rather be there. But Ocean Shores is a much smaller town than Tillamook. LOL! But if Marty Johnson was thinking he could get me so riled up by shit-talking Tillamook, I'm sorry he wasted his time like that. I think he's crazy for living in Los Angeles, where the democrats have ruined the city by allowing homeless people to shit and piss on the streets, rats running around everywhere, diseases like leprosy running wild. Yep, if he wants to live in that shithole known as Los Angeles, that's his deal. But to me, he's got to be coo-coo for cocoa-puffs!! LOL!

Well, Marty and Wesley kept throwing around how I don't have a man and that I do drugs or drink. Marty was so positive he had me fuming at that point. But the truth was, I was sitting back just laughing at him. I told him I do have a partner, and that he will never know who my partner is. He kept believing my partner was "Fido" and that I was having sex with her. I just laughed at him! Anyone who would think that has got some bad shit on his mind! No wonder he can't get a 6-figure job!! Wesley brought up the subject of Trump, and I said "He's still your president! LOL!" That was when Wesley told me something shocking. He told me he's lived through many presidencies, from the Kennedys to Trump. He's never seen anyone act out on Twitter the way Trump has. That was shocking to me. Not what he said about Trump. I know Trump needs to learn when not to Tweet! But saying he's been around for the Kennedy administration! I thought he was a teenager! But if he was around when Kennedy (either one of them) was president, then that means he's OLDER than I am!! I wasn't around for any of the Kennedys.

By this time, Marty had disappeared for a while, and Wesley had begun to calm down more. Wesley asked me if my partner is so great, why am I there disrespecting black people I don't even know? I told him my partner is at work and I got some time on my hands. Actually my partner is in San Francisco. But he was at work during that time. LOL! I just like to pretend with people like Marty Johnson. At that point, Johnson had come back saying "Come on! We all know your partner is PERMANENTLY at work! Admit it, Fido is your "partner"." and he started posting dog noises, as if that is supposed to tempt me or something. Well, I swung back with a bit of a curveball! LOL! I said to Marty "Oh NOW I get it! I know now what this is all about! You're just butthurt because I am not attracted to you! THAT'S why you keep bringing up my partner! OK, so my partner is "PERMANENTLY at work" and "Fido" is my partner. I guess, if that's what makes you feel better!" I was still laughing at him, but I think that put him in his place.

Well, I said to Wesley "Maybe I'd better go, before Marty Johnson tries to kiss me or something!" So I left! LOL! I haven't been back since. I had my fun. It was enough. But yes, I do get angry when someone tells me I have "White privilege". I have ZERO privilege!!! My dad came here LEGALLY from Mexico, got a job, married my mom, worked hard all his life, and died with honors. Whatever "privilege" I have we all worked hard for, it wasn't just handed to me. My dad faced a little bit of interference when he got out of the military, and he was trying to find another job. But he did manage to find one, and worked hard for 20 more years. As for me, I worked and paid my taxes. I don't have no privilege. That's getting something you didn't earn. I earned everything I have. And continue to. And what assistance I have, I already paid society for. I just don't take any bullshit from anyone. I even told Marty Johnson the things he hates about me, are things my partner LOVES about me. I don't sit and whine about someone else having more privilege than me! In fact, before the BLM movement, I'd never even heard of "white privilege". That's something I feel they made up just to get everything white people have without working for it.

Let me tell you something about black people too in the workplace, they are LAZY as FUCK!!!!!! They did better when they were slaves! Today's black liberals do not deserve reparations! Now, I don't mean ALL black people are lazy. Look at Candace Owens. She travels the country and gives speeches, she fights off Antifa, she helps with clean-ups. She's not lazy at all. She also doesn't sit back and cry about what happened to slaves 150 years ago! Nor does she gripe about white privilege! I refuse to pay reparations to black liberals today for their self-inflicted, misplaced paranoia!!! NONE of them lived through slavery. But they all seem to complain about it a LOT more than those who actually did live through it and the Jim Crow laws! I believe it's because of Obama. I totally blame him for it! 150 years ago, those folks were just happy to be freed from slavery! And 50 years ago, those people were just happy to be freed from segregation and the Jim Crow laws! Nowadays, they all seem to want them back just so they can have something to gripe about.

I can tell you a story about black liberals in the workplace that proves they are lazy. My grandma, towards the end of her life, went to the same nursing home twice. The first time she went there, most of the nurses were white people. Grandma was well taken care of and looked after. She was out of there in 3 months. The second time she went there, was after she fell and broke her arm, that was about a year later. This time when we took her back to that same nursing home, most of the staff were black people. The rest were brown people. Either way, none of the workers who were there the year before were there this time. We didn't think much about it. Mom supplied plenty of diapers because by this time, grandma had lost control of her "garbage". There were packages of diapers for grandma that measured from the floor to the ceiling! But one day we went to visit grandma, and discovered she was lying in bed totally naked, and she was laying in piles of her own excrement. Mom and I both saw that and were shocked. We asked why she was laying in crap. The staff stopped short of giving us an answer, and simply stated they were now going to change her sheets. But we could tell from the soiling already on the sheets that she had been laying like that for a few days.

We went to visit her regularly after that, just to see how she was being cared for. About a month later when mom went for a visit, she noticed grandma was unresponsive, and didn't even recognize her. Something was bad wrong! Mom approached the nurses and asked them if anyone has called 911 because something was terribly wrong with grandma. One of the staff said they called 911 about 2 hours before, but so far no one has arrived. So mom took her phone out and said "I'll call them myself!" So she did! And they came right away. While the paramedics were there, mom asked why they didn't come sooner if the nurses there called 2 hours before. The paramedics said no one called 911 from that location that day! So, the staff lied to my mom. Well, their lies cost my grandma her life. She ended up with sepsis, and died a month later.

I didn't even really think about this again until I saw this article about an elderly man in a nursing home who was having problems breathing. The nurses at that home were also almost all black liberal women. Check it out here! You'll notice it's the same story, the patient is white and the nurses are all black. I'm almost tempted to believe it's the same nursing home! But this was in Georgia. My grandma was in Washington. You notice how these black women are always becoming nurses, and they simply do not care? That's scary. I'd rather die than be put into a nursing home like that.

Friday, March 6, 2020

Bill Clinton: Too Little Too Late

I saw an article the other day on Facebook that one of my buds posted, and it was about how Bill Clinton (AKA, Bullshit Clinton) is sorry for ruining Monica Lewinsky's life. I say too little too late. Clinton also stated that he had sex with her because he was suffering through stress. WTF??? Is that supposed to make it right? I can just picture Clinton trying to justify that! "I felt stressed so I had to have unsolicited sex with a minor". I knew he was bullshitting back in the 90s, and I have not changed my mind 20+ years later!! I didn't believe him when he said he did not have sex with "that young girl".

You know what's funny? I remember seeing a clip on one of those tabloid programs, I think it was a show called Hard Copy. They took some kind of poll right after Bill Clinton was inaugurated. It said something to the effect that more women were having dreams of having sex with Bill Clinton. Their theory as to why that was happening was because they said "we finally have a handsome man for our president". LMAO!!! I was a young woman back then and believe me, I did NOT find Bill Clinton the least-bit attractive. The dude looked to me like a fat-ass pig in a cheap tuxedo and a wig made of mummified mammoth-hair. I personally thought they were having dreams like that about Bill Clinton because the man was an evil sex-fiend, and their dreams were trying to warn them.

What difference does it make anyways? He already ruined her life because he fucking lied. I used to think his wife Hillary was a victim and that she was going to divorce him. But no. She still stands by him even though he lied to everyone. Including her. But really, I find she and her husband are no different from each other. She is a liar too, and she cannot seem to get over losing the presidency. She and Bill Clinton are two peas in a pod! Hillary, along with Obama, both colluded with Russia during the 2016 elections, and lied about not doing it. Instead, they decided to pin that on Trump. Well, I heard Trump is fighting back against CNN for spreading such lies. He also needs to go after Obama and Hillary.

These are the things in life I am the most sure of:

Bill Clinton did rape Monica Lewinsky
Trump did not collude with Russia
We did not cause climate change
Cats make people ugly (inside and out)
Epstein did not kill himself
Trump will win 2020's election

Those are things I am 101% sure of. Oh yes, and one more thing...

I sure as hell am not getting my car back this week.

But that is not a good thing! My blasted car had to be taken back to the mechanic. Back in December, right before we left for Las Vegas, I took my car to the fairgrounds to let Mya go potty. It was acting weird on the way there, but it was riding very slow on the way back and I could not move the steering wheel. I thought all it needed was some steering fluid. Then my sis and I took it the next day to an auto parts place to pick up some steering fluid. But when I looked into the vessel for the fluid, it was full and didn't need anymore. So after that, I took it to a mechanic here in town that works on foreign cars. They said the car needed a new alternator. They gave me a price for the alternator and I had to fill up one of my credit cards to pay for that. They charged my car and sent us on our way and we said we'd be back when we manage to save the money.

I drove me and my sis home, but the car died on the way and we couldn't move it any further. We were stuck in town. A couple of nearby restaurant workers helped us get into a parking space. I had to keep the car there overnight! I said I would get my own battery charger the next day and drive the car home while my sis takes the car rental back to the house. After we got back from picking up the rental car for the trip to Las Vegas, I sent my sis to the house to pick up all our luggage, while I took my battery charger and tried to bring my own car back and park it in my own parking space again. The first time I tried to just charge the battery to get the car started. It did start, and so I unhooked the charger from the battery. Right after I did that, the car died again.

Well, I didn't want to just leave that car there for a week while we were in Las Vegas, I'd never enjoy it! I'd be worried my car would have been towed away by the time we got back. So, I hooked the charger up to the battery and ran the car all the way home on the charger. Hey! It WORKED!!! I was able to drive the car all the way home on the charger's power. So, I parked my car in my assigned parking space and left it there. Then off to Vegas we went. But I said I was not going to run that car again until it's time to take it to the mechanic.

BTW, I finally got our Las Vegas movie up on UMG Productions! It came out GOOD!!! It was a thrill all the way, and at times, even funny. Check it out here!

Well, I got an appointment with the mechanic this past Thursday, the 5th. I knew I was going to have to use my battery charger all the way to the mechanic again, just like I did to bring the car home back in December. I was kindof scared to do it because the mechanic may be too far and I didn't want to burn my charger out. It's a good charger. One of the best available! I hooked it up once again to the battery and drove it all the way into town. Don't ask me how I did it!! I'm not sure I even know myself! I did see smoke at some points during the trip. But I managed to make it there OK, and my charger is still in one piece. I took the dial-a-ride home, the driver was very nice too. I'd met him before. His name is Gary. He told me he's had this same problem before too. We were talking a lot about cars on the way to my place. He kinda put my mind at ease. Anyways, he made me forget about my worries while I was riding with him.

Well, last night I found out what was wrong had nothing to do with the alternator. It was fine. The problem was with the fan belt. It had broken because one of the pulleys that attaches the belt to the fan was also broken. OMGoodness! So today, I did not get my car back. The mechanic is still trying to find that part I need. He could not find it here in this town. But he said he has some associates in Portland who might have the part. So now, I've got to sweat this out all weekend. But I didn't want to bother him again today. But if I don't hear from him Monday by noon, I'm going to call him again. I need to know if this is going to be a fixable thing, or if I'm going to need another car. Well, I'm trying to keep positive while I wait.

Tuesday, March 3, 2020

The "Rock" In Roxette

Wow! This is a first! Or anyway a first for a long time! Over the past 2 weeks, I've had 2 dreams of Per Gessle. Before this year, the last time I dreamed of him was back in 1991, when I was very much in love with him. But I haven't dreamed of him since. Not until this year! Geez! I wonder if this is the beginning of me getting back into him again. With the death of Marie Fredricksson, it's pretty safe to say Roxette is dead now. She was the main vocalist. Although I concentrated more on Per Gessle, because to me, he was the handsome one. I always had a thing for guitarists. Like Michael Hutchence, Per Gessle had his own moves that were as sleek and sensual as Michael's. Which is not bad, considering as a guitarist, his moves would be more limited. But I thought he pulled them off well. But he had his own style, which is what I like. Just like Michael had his own style.

I think I'm beginning to look at Per Gessle again because of Marie Fredricksson's passing last December. It made me realize I'd better enjoy him while he's still here. He's the last of the great rockstars I was into back in the early 1990s that is still around and still making music. But when I start having dreams of me kissing him, that is surely an early sign of something!!! I did try to get back into him before, right after Michael died, but it didn't work. I thought back then it would work, but it absolutely didn't. No matter how hard I forced myself, I could not get myself to see him the same way I did back in the early 90s. Now, he looks like an old hound dog. LOL! He's still handsome though. I saw a video of him that was taken a few weeks before Marie Fredricksson passed away. He looks good and sounds good. He also still has the bad afro. Back then, that was one of his cutest features to me.

I've stated on here many times before that Roxette was one of my favorite bands still. Right up there with INXS. Part of the reason I put them in the same class with INXS is because they had their own unique sounds, and Per Gessle also had his own unique moves. The one signature move he had that always used to drive me crazy was he would pluck his guitar and slowly raise his arm in the air, sometimes twisting his body around. That used to make me go NUTS every time I saw him doing that! I loved that! To me, that was very sensual and sexy.

Ya know, I kinda wonder how Roxette fans are. I've seen how INXS fans are, and lived through it, and frankly don't like it! But I wonder how Roxette fans are. Now that Marie is dead, they might be as bad as INXS fans. That always happens when a band has a deceased member. I remember chatting with other INXS fans the year after Michael died, and back then they used to be nice and friendly. Then when Paula died, I began to notice a change in their personality. I noticed INXS fans started to become more hateful. That was also about the time I began to notice all INXS fans were owning cats instead of dogs. Cats make people mean and hateful. So, I think that's why INXS fans are such cucks now. But I wonder how Roxette fans are. I guess it depends on several factors.

One, is if every Roxette fan absolutely adored Marie Fredricksson. I can check that. I admired her singing a great deal. Although the reason I watched their videos was because of Per Gessle. I wanted to see him. But that's just me. Marie was pretty and had a very nice voice, but I am not gay. I couldn't find her as attractive as I did Per Gessle. I didn't love her the same way I loved him. Nowadays INXS fans think you're "hateful" if you don't like Paula Yates. But I don't like Paula. I never did. I see no reason to change that now just because she's dead. People argue "She's Lily's mom!" Well, that's not my fault!! Besides, she's also the mom who said if Michael ever left her, she would kill herself AND Lily!! And she's also the mom who abandoned Lily, leaving her to Bob Geldof, who Michael did NOT want to have his child! That doesn't sound like a good mom to me. So no, I don't like Paula Yates! Anybody can have a child. Helena could have had Lily! Just because Paula had Lily does not mean she was a good mom! When a man does things like that, you call him a sperm-donor. Not a father. Paula was nothing but an egg-donating incubator for Michael's child.

I don't know if Roxette fans are all cat people though. That could also be a good indicator of the character of Roxette fans. I once heard there is a stigma going through the INXS community that anyone who has met Michael personally MUST get a cat. I even heard one stupid person say she met Michael one night, and the next day went out and got a kitten. I don't see the connection, and it sounds dumb to be forced to get a cat just because someone meets Michael Hutchence. I kissed him, and I never ran out and got a cat the next day. That's stupid!! That's dumb! And it makes absolutely NO sense! But it does show how very stupid cat people really are. Like I said, cats make people mean and hateful. And now, I have proof. My sis even believes me now when I say that. I hope my mom does too. Having seen how Kim Sabo and Karen Boegli act and they have cats now. But it's not just those two. A lot of INXS fans are catfags too, and they are also bullies. There is a LOT of bullying in the INXS community now. I totally blame the catfags simply because cats mess up peoples' minds. Back in the late 90s, when INXS fans still had dogs, I can honestly say I never saw this much bullying among the fans! Now that every INXS fan has cats, I'm seeing nothing but bullying among the fans. It's become commonplace. I blame the cats! Totally blame cats.

That would be an indicator of the temperament of Roxette fans too. If most of them have dogs, then they may still be decent people. But if most of them have cats, then expect a lot of bullying to go on between them. I might join a Roxette group just to check out what the fans are like.

Friday, February 28, 2020

Weirdest "Friends"

LOL! Some people I accept into my Facebook page are kinda weird! One person I accepted, I didn't even know. But apparently I had a few mutual friends with. Her name was Stephanie Jones Blevins McPeak. Try saying that name 5 times fast! I didn't know her, which is one reason I accepted her friend request to me. One thing I did notice was she didn't seem to speak to me at first. But I didn't think much of it. Some people are like that. I don't always respond to every comment I get on Facebook either. But I am always listening. Another thing about her that caught my attention was that she is a radical vegan! Oh dear! That was a bit more concerning. I've had vegan friends before, but usually when they accept me into their world, they know upfront there is no converting me to veganism. I'm not at all interested.

Stephanie was nowhere near as understanding. One day she posted something on her page about veganism, and I said "Thank GOD I am not a vegan!" Next thing I know, her friends are doing the usual typical vegan shit saying I'm not an animal lover, and one thought that comment was my farewell comment. Apparently she thought I was going to delete Stephanie from my friends after finding out she's vegan. But I am not that kind of a person. I don't mind having friends I can agree to disagree with. But it did prove she and I had almost nothing in common. I love animals, but I don't put them on a pedestal the way radical vegans do. But I also noticed Stephanie was taking the side of the other radical vegans. That kinda made me see her in a different, albeit a much dimmer, light. I told the person off who said I did not like animals. I told her "I don't need a stupid vegan bullshitter to tell me how I should or shouldn't love animals! I have my dogs, my birds and my Metazoic site to prove otherwise!" If eating other creatures is good enough for wild animals, then it's good enough for me.

I think the only reason I stayed friends with her for as long as I did was because I liked all the info and memes she posted about Trump. She was a Trump supporter. But she was so weird! It was hard to enjoy having her on my Facebook page. I spent most of the time she was there wondering why she wanted me to become her friend when I don't know her and she hardly says anything to me. But it was my own fault, I like to give people a chance. Even though I shouldn't.

Well, thankfully it ended last night. I guess she just snapped, I don't know. LOL! She posted a pic of a young woman and said she was so inspired by this girl. I didn't know who the young woman was, so I asked her who she was. Stephanie posted the shocked face icon to my question and said (kinda sarcastically) "That's my daughter of course." I just said "Oh." LOL! She seemed kinda bothered by me not knowing the woman in the picture was her daughter. So, I stopped the conversation there. That was all I said. Nothing more, nothing less. But I almost said "Well! How was I supposed to know? I never seen your daughter before!" Maybe I should have said that. Keep in mind, before a couple months ago, I'd never even heard of Stephanie Jones Blevins McPeak. Let alone never seen anyone in her family before. But anyways, she got butthurt because I didn't know who the woman in the picture was. Next thing I know, she deleted me. Not just that, she blocked me as well! LMAO!!

Well, it's just as well anyways. I didn't like her much as a person nohow. The only thing I liked about her was the Trump memes and articles she posted. That's it. But I just found it hysterically funny how her friend a few weeks ago thought I would be the one unfriending Stephanie!! But it turned out to be the other way around! LOL!!! 😆😆😆 I was laughing so hard about that last night I gave myself a side-ache!!! Stephanie is just like Karen Boegli!! She's the kind of Trump supporter that gives the decent ones a bad name.

And speaking of Karen, I had another friend from Bozeman named Caron that I also had to let go of. She posted a video on her page of a child in Kindergarten being arrested by the cops. My take on that video was someone didn't raise their kid right, so someone else had to. Next thing I know, Caron is attacking me for not feeling bad for the child being arrested. I figure that perhaps the child had acted off in class before, and this was the final straw for the teacher. Kids in schools are getting more aggressive. Don't be surprised if we start seeing more and more younger kids getting arrested from schools. Parents are not parenting their children. And kids are becoming much more violent. Someone has to step in before the child reaches the teen years, where they can become much more violent and destructive. But Caron did not like me saying that. She got rather heated. She acted like I was personally attacking her. She did the same thing to my mom the other day when I changed my bio to what Kim Sabo said about me. Caron attacked my mom saying "I don't know why you wouldn't like me, you don't even know me" and other shit like that and NO ONE was even talking about her!!! It's like every conversation she gets into, just because she posts a comment, she automatically thinks everyone is bashing her. I got sick of it!!! Not to mention it was EMBARRASSING!!!!!!!! The way she attacked my mom like that, and acting like she was thinking my mom was talking about her, when she wasn't!!!!!!! I was embarrassed FOR Caron!!!

My final message to Caron was she was fucking weird!! Every disagreement she takes as a personal attack on herself. I told her good bye and call me when she grows up!! She was acting like a child! I don't know what got this started. She wasn't like that when I first added her to my friends on Facebook. And you ask her what's wrong, she won't say anything, but continue to bring up how miserable she is. So I told her to call me when she grows up! I'm tired of her childish behavior. So I let her go. I don't dislike her, she can come back when she decides to behave like an adult. I'll accept her. But if she's going to act like a big baby, she need not come back to me at all!

Thursday, February 27, 2020

Don't Save Me

Ya know, my dad died of cancer. I remember how pitiful he looked on his deathbed when we visited him. Ever since then, I've been very big with this Cancer Sucks movement. I remember seeing how bad my father looked lying there, and the pain he must have been experiencing as he was slowly dying. I said I don't want that to happen to me. I don't want to get cancer. It's not just because of watching my dad suffer like he did. But now, cancer claimed another person I admired, Marie Fredriksson, from Roxette. I remember back in 2016, Roxette was going to go on tour again, but had to quit because they mentioned how Marie had gone through treatment for a brain tumor back in 2002 and it left her somewhat unable to sing properly. It struck again at that time, so the tour had to be cancelled.

I remember thinking "Uh oh. If the tumor was that bad and affecting her again, she won't last much longer!" Well, it finally happened. She died last December, while my sis and I were in Las Vegas. I was watching a tribute to her with Per Gessle. Of course I was sad to hear about her passing. But it also made me more sure than ever that if I ever get diagnosed with any form of cancer, don't save me! Just euthanize me. I don't care. I do not want to go in pain like dad did. I don't want to suffer for nearly 20 years like Marie Fredriksson did. Just put me to sleep and I'll see you all in my next life. Just PLEASE don't make me born into a dummycrat family!!!! I don't even want to go through the treatment. I heard the treatment for cancer can be just as painful as the disease it's self! Just put me out of my misery, even if you have to shoot me.

I don't want cancer at all. But if it happens that way, I don't want any treatment, I don't want any prolonging my life, I don't want to deal with it. Just put me to sleep and I'll be happy. Maybe my next life will be a better one than this one. I'd like to think so.

Ya know, I used to hear about breast cancer a lot. I heard one thing that puts people at risk for breast cancer is not having any children before you're 35 years old. But you know what's funny about that? Every single breast cancer victim I've ever known has had all their kids before they were 35!! So, that is not even a factor. One thing all those victims did have in common was they had other relatives who died, or were afflicted, by cancer. So indeed, genetics do play a big role. My dad got cancer. I think it got worse because he moved to Arizona. He wasn't used to that kind of climate anymore. So, I think his moving to Arizona was the worst thing for him. He did it mostly to make Kathy happy. See, that's what I didn't like much about Kathy! She thought only of herself and her children. She didn't think about what my dad would want. It's like she didn't care. He told me he didn't want to move to Arizona. But she kept pestering him over and over again until he finally gave in. And I wholeheartedly believe that is what killed him.

Aside from my father, the only other member of my family that got cancer was my great grandfather. He died of prostate cancer back in 1961. My grandma actually told me a [somewhat] funny story about mom the day he passed. Mom was 11 at the time, and when she found out he died, her first comment was "Now he's gonna start stinking!" LOL!!! That comment surprised grandma because she said mom was always so close to her grandpa. Well! Kids say weird things!! At least they used to, back when kids were still innocent. It's amazing how times have changed. If an 11 year old today had said that, I would be concerned! Kids today are no longer innocent. Remember those Florida teenagers who found a baby tortoise and tortured it because they just wanted to see it die? Yup, there is something wrong with today's kids! I really think it's these violent video games, and cats and anime cartoons. I mean, look what they did to Onision. Look how they messed up his brain.

Anyways, I do sometimes get a little worried because of those two people in my history who had gotten cancer and died. That's not good. And my mom said I take after my dad a lot. So yes, I am quite worried about that. But I believe as long as I stay away from the southern states, I should do just fine. That's kinda hard sometimes though. Even though those states are the hottest in the nation. They are also the most conservative states in the country! UGH!! Why does this happen? All the cool states are blue. All the shitty states are more conservative. We need more conservatives on the NW coast! Or at least the NE coast!

Saturday, February 22, 2020

56 Years Going On 3

I had a blast this morning! I gotta tell you. Remember Kim Sabo? She trolled me a couple years ago on my mom's Facebook page and I wrote about it here. She didn't like it that I said Mount St. Helens was fascinating and beautiful. She got butthurt because she thought I felt nothing about the people who died in the eruption. Basically a typical leftist. They think they can read another person's mind. The problem is they can't. They don't realize they can't. But they say shit like that anyways. I guess they think if they say it out loud that will make it true. They say the same kind of thing about Trump. The truth is, yes I always have commemorated the victims of Mount St. Helens. I think of David Johnston a lot. I know he went to Heaven with a big smile on his face! Because he saw the view of a lifetime. And he was doing what he loved to do. But that post wasn't about the people who died. It was about Mount St. Helens it's self. And I said I'd love to see it again.

Well anyways, for the past couple of days she's been at it again. It started with a post that was about Obama causing the great divide in this country. I posted it on my page and my mom shared it on her's. It's true. All the racial tension and hatred going on now, Obama started that. Racism was almost dead until Obama took office. Antifa has been around for a while, but it got worse after Obama was in office. There was no Black Lives Matter movement until Obama filled peoples' heads with all this racist bullshit. Also, Obama gave gay people the right to marry. Not saying there's anything wrong with marrying who you love. But now gays want to take over our schools and make it mandatory to teach kids how to be gay. Not good! I don't think kids should be sexualized in any way, shape or form! Let kids be kids! Now, Obama is trying to take credit for Trump's success.

Well, Kim decided to chime in as a typical leftist...

The so-called "triple down effect" has been proven to be a hoax. But leftists don't want to hear that. They think Obama was innocent. You can see I left her an angry rating. This was my response...

Yeah! I knew she was a liberal. A couple years ago when I had my first encounter with her, I looked on her page and she had 2 of the ugliest cats I've ever seen in my life! Both gray tabbies. That's usually the kind leftists get. They never have pretty cats, like Peaches. Always ugly old gray tabbies. And I also remember talking about how Obama couldn't stand right for the pledge of allegiance. Others behind him stood with their hand on their chest where it should have been. But not Obama. That told me he didn't respect our flag. That's a slap in the face to everyone who died for this country, and those who risked their lives! I was not happy with Obama after that. He didn't respect the flag and he didn't respect this country. So how dare he try to take credit for the things Donald Trump did to improve our economy!

Well, then Kim replied to my assessment...

Hell yes I do! And she basically proved me right.

I've never seen a liberal who didn't have a cat. Or at least didn't prefer cats over dogs. I've seen some with both cats and dogs. I've seen liberals with no animals at all. I've never seen a liberal though who only had a dog and no cats. Except maybe Chris Cornell. He's also the only liberal manly-man I've ever seen!

After that, my mom put in her say...

Yes, I've had cats before, and usually regretted it. The only one I really enjoyed was Amadeus, my siamese I had as a teenager. But there are a lot of good reasons I don't have cats anymore. This was my response...

I've seen so many cat people who were worse than any dog people out there. Much meaner than any dog people I know. Dog people are usually passive-aggressive. Really the only dog people I don't trust are people who prefer big dogs, and bash little dogs. Cat people are outright assholes. It didn't start with Karen either, our old bud from Bozeman. I've known MANY cat people who were like that even before Karen got butthurt and unfriended me. She's just the best example I have to prove that point. Now, even Anna believes me when I say cat people are assholes. 😁😁😁

So then Kim asks me...

Well, I don't believe she has hamsters. She has cats. And I see what that makes her. And just because she likes animals does not mean she's a good person! As I've found out over my years on the internet, a LOT of animal people are indeed assholes.

I'm going to cut this rather short, as this would be a 300-page book if I post everything. But anyways, Kim goes on...

Well, my mom is much more of a people-person than I am. And again, like I've said on here many times before, if you want to blame anyone for the beast I am today, blame the INXS leftist SJWs! I got soooo sick of being so nice to people who only kicked me when I was down, after my father died. That's why today, I consider everyone an enemy until they prove otherwise. Especially if they are leftists. That's not likely to change anytime soon either. I've literally had it with people.

Anyways, my sis then comes in and gives her thoughts...

Later last night, I got a PM from my mom. The short conversation went like this...

OK so I promised I would try, for mom's sake.

After this, Kim went apeshit crazy!!

How the fuck did PB&J get in this conversation??? LMAO!! Anyways, I thought this was so funny I had to save it. I haven't even had the operation yet. More about that later.

Uh oh!! Now, she's done it! She insulted my mom, my stepfather and their beliefs!! That's not good!

For those who may not know, she's asking my sister if she weighs 600 pounds (which she does not). This made my mom angry. So, when I signed back on to Facebook, this was what I saw...

No, that's not any of Kim's business. Sometimes mom is too kind. But she's like a mama bear if someone insults us. And that's interesting. Kim bashes the book of Mormon, and yet has never read it. Even I saw the Lion "King" movie before I bashed it. LOL! Not that I thought for one minute I'd like that movie, as I can't stand lions.

Well, perhaps Kim never knew this, but I have seen her picture before. Believe me, she's no spring chicken! Unfortunately I didn't save that pic. She's deleted them from her facebook page now. But Kim Sabo is at least as fat as me and my sis are. Anyway she was in the pic I saw of her. But I got pissed because she insulted my mom, my stepfather and my sister! This was my response to Kim...

Believe it or not, that's the first time I spoke about her looks online. I don't usually stoop that low. But once again, she started it! I'm just reminding her she's no beauty queen either.

The numbers were Kim making assumptions about our weights. Which I found hysterically funny. Seeing she is as fat as we both are.

So now my sis gets it...

I came back with the truth!

And believe me, I am no beauty queen! But I am more of one than Kim Sabo is! LOL!

And this is interesting. Apparently after bashing my sis's interests, Kim tried to then make friends with my sister...

She never asked to become my friend, but I would have done the same thing...

Thankfully my sis declined...

My mom stated Kim has issues with being alone. So, this is my response to that...

And once again, I tell the truth. I explain why I am so grateful Kim snapped like this...

My sis then gives a good warning. She's a tough old girl!

Actually she's not a Montanan. I remind her of this in my response...

I've been known to be a real grizzly bear when I am pissed off. And nothing pisses me off more than a person who disses my family. Kim is 56 years old! She should know better than to do that. Never once did I insult her family. I always aimed all my comments at her alone. But I still never talked about how she looks until she did it first.

And my response was this...

Even a cougar doesn't mess with a grizzly bear. They know better. I will make her sorry if I ever meet her. I'm going to dare Kim to say all that shit she's said to my face. My mom knows I'll do it too. I don't take no shit from no one. I did too much of that in my life, for frivolous reasons! I'm never going to do it again. The last person I was bullied by (and just took it) was Patti. After her, I said I was never going to let that happen again. And for such a dumb reason! Because I wanted to try and keep a dying roommate relationship alive. BAD idea with someone like Patti!! And yes, Patti was a leftist too.

Anyways, my sis added this comment to Kim...

I'm the wise one here. LOL! I'm going to wait...

I don't make online threats. I may give warnings. But I don't make threats online. So, my sis then says...

Anyways, after thinking about it, and laughing for a while, I decided to make this my Facebook bio...

I told my sis to check it out and she did. This made me laugh so hard!!

Nah, I'm not insulted by Kim's rudeness. I was laughing at it when she was talking about me. I'm actually VERY hard to insult. I'm not a feminist nor into that "body positivity" bullshit. I'm not into fat-shaming, because it doesn't work with everyone. But shoot! I am fat. I don't deny it. And I am doing something about it. It does require getting a gastric sleeve. But I am not ashamed of that! I feel that's going to work wonders for me. Even my doctor agrees. So, what Kim thinks about it means absolutely NOTHING to me.

This was my sis's response...

My sis admits she's never seen Kim's picture before after I showed her my new bio...


Anna's never seen a pic of her before, but I have!

Yup, it's true! Kim Sabo looks just like Ugly Betty. Big-rimmed glasses and everything! LOL! Typical leftist cat-person. They're always ugly!

Well, I had fun. My mom thinks we had too much fun. But hey! I loved it. And hopefully this shows my mom the kind of person Kim Sabo really is. Though the last I looked they were still friends on Facebook. It's mom's choice really. But this is why I say Kim is 56 going on 3.