Birds I Want Now

 Well, as you all know, I got my birds. They came in fast! They were sent through USPS and I never expected them to get here that fast! They were sent Tuesday eve, and were here Wednesday morning. Now, they are settling in their cage and they look happy. I've been hearing all the different songs they sing and it sounds great in here now. I discussed the birds I got last time. I just went to this one site, Lee's Exotic Birds, and saw what all he had and said "I've got to get me some of those!" He had diamond firetails for $200 per couple. Normally, you can't even get one for that! The Finch Farm, another good finch supplier, charges over $200 for a single diamond firetail. So as you can see, Lee's prices are very competitive! I can't wait till he has gouldians for sale! I'm ordering some from him then too!

Well, I decided to have a little fun here on this post. I want to talk about birds I don't have now, that I do want to get down the line. Maybe I'll find some of these at the bird expo next month? Who knows? We'll have to wait and see. I cannot wait though!!! I'm like a kid in a candy store in those places!! I want to buy everything I see!! But I know I can't. I'm happy now though. I've got some of my birds I want. They're happy and healthy, and I just love them to death!! If I could hug and kiss them, believe me I would! But finches don't like being held. That's OK. It's enough for me that I got them and they sing for me.

Anyway, here's some more birds I want to get either sooner or later...

Pacific Parrotlet (Forpus coelestis)

These are some of the smallest hookbills. However, they are easy to train and can even learn to talk. I like them because of their sheer cuteness!

Hyacinth macaw (Anodorhynchus hyacinthinus)

This used to be one of the most expensive birds available because they were originally intended for zoos and display. But more people are getting them as pets. They are the largest pet parrots and quite intelligent. Some people describe them as being noisy and snippy. However, they are quite capable of learning to talk.

Fischer's Lovebird (Agapornis fischeri)

These, I think, are the prettiest of the lovebirds! The beak being bright reddish orange, with a bright orange on the forehead, fading to yellowish on the breast with a green back and tail. They look unique among the lovebird species.

Pintailed Parrot Finch (Erythrura prasina)

These are the most colorful of the parrot finches. They are also known as "nonpareils", which means "without equal". And it is correct! These are one of the most beautiful finches I've ever seen! But they are also notoriously hard to find, and harder to breed.

Pin-tailed Whydah (Vidua macroura)

All breeding male whydah birds have long tails during the breeding season. At other times of the year, they can look as dull and unassuming as a sparrow. I personally love their butterfly-like flight and long tail feathers. Even if I do only get to see them once a year. The whydahs are a family of brood parasite birds. That means that they rely on other bird species to raise their young. Normally, this species relies on the St. Helena waxbill to raise it's young. But I've also heard some breeders say they've had success breeding whydahs using society finches as their host.

Congo Gray Parrot (Psittacus erithacus)

There are actually 2 types of gray parrots, the Congo gray and the Timneh gray. I prefer the Congo gray. I love the contrast of dull gray feathers with a bright red tail! These birds are also well-known for their intelligence. There was one Congo gray parrot that learned to speak over 100 different words, and they tend to understand human conversations better than other parrots. These are also one-person birds. They tend to bond only with one family member.

St. Helena Waxbill (Estrilda astrild)

As you can see, these very closely resemble the red-eared waxbills that I got this past week. They have more pronounced stripes on the body though. They too have cute little twitters.

Gouldian Finch (Chloebia gouldiae)

Also known as "Lady Gouldian finches", the colors and patterns of these finches is so bright, it looks almost unreal! Though people are breeding more mutated colors, I only like the natural colors.

Cape Dove (Oena capensis)

Also known as the Namaqua dove, long-tailed dove, and even pygmy dove, these are one of the smallest doves in the world. They also have the longest tail, in proportion to body size. I'm not limiting myself to hookbills and finches. I intend on getting doves and softbills too. Doves are a lot of fun to have as pets. They tame very easy, and they don't bite!

Common ground dove (Columbina passerina)

This is the smallest dove in the world, and I've only found them available at one place. These doves rival finches in size. They're a bit more skittish than other pet doves too.

Shaft-tailed Whydah (Vidua regia)

Also known as Queen whydah, like all whydah birds, these birds are only so spectacular looking at certain times of the year. And then only long enough to breed. I love them for this. But they also rely on a host bird to raise their young. In the case of this species, the host should be a violet-eared waxbill.

Black-faced Lovebird (Agapornis personatus)

These are among the most commonly available lovebirds. However, natural colors are becoming less available because most people (except for me) prefer the man-made mutated colors. I personally, would never go for a blue black-faced lovebird. To me, there is no better artist than mother nature.

Melba Finch (Pytilia melba)

These barely look like finches, the beak is long and narrow, more like a softbill bird. However, they are true members of the waxbill finch family. These are hard to find, but I've found some breeders for these. And I still think they're beautiful!!

Pekin Robin (Leiothrix lutea)

This is the bird of a thousand names. Pekin robin is just one. But it's the most commonly used name. I love these birds because of their acrobatics and sweet songs.

Scarlet Macaw (Ara macao)

Every bird enthusiast would be familiar with this bird! They are one of the most common sights in the pet trade! They are also quite capable of learning to talk.

Spice Finch (Lonchura punctulata)

Another bird of a thousand names. They are also known as scaly-breasted munia, nutmeg mannikin, and spotted munia. These are quite common in the pet trade. I like their flashy markings and cute little peeps.

Diamond Dove (Geopelia cuneata)

I had some of these back in 1992 and I loved them! I was able to tame the female but for some reason, never managed to tame the male. But she made a fun pet that I carried on my shoulder all over the house!

Scarlet-chested parakeet (Neophema splendida)

I saw some of these back in 1992, but never got them. But I've been dreaming about them ever since! I love how their colors seem to glow. However, they are not as likely as the other hookbills to learn to talk.

New Little Friends

 I finally done it! I'm getting my first round of birds today! As of this typing, they are in Portland at the distribution center. I cannot wait to get them!! I've been missing my birds. I had birds back in 1992, and that was the first and last time I ever had any cage birds. It used to be I could walk into any pet store and I'd see cages full of birds. All different kinds. I used to go to pet stores just to see what kinds were available that day. But birds have not been available for a long time now. Thanks to the 2008 recession is what I learned. Now, I rely on the internet to provide me with different kinds of birds. Mostly I like to have finches. But I don't want no run-of-the-mill zebra finches or society finches. I like the much more exotic ones.

I also noticed the price of birds has gone up tremendously since I last had them. In those days, I could get a pair of diamond doves for $40. Now, I can't even get one for that price. Now I see them and they cost over $100 each! I should never have gotten rid of my birds!!! I've been regretting it since I had to give them up. Back in 1992, I had just gone to an exotic bird expo, and came back with a load of new birds, when I got this job with a couple named Patti and Chris Shultze. It was OK though. I really wanted that job back then. It was a babysitter/nanny/housekeeping job. I was probably the world's worst babysitter back then. I was young, naive, and didn't know really how to handle kids very well. I didn't have any of my own then. But I thought I would have that job forever and ever. Patti and Chris talked a lot about me staying there, helping them with a business they wanted to open, and even moving to Hawaii with them. They said there, I can have a huge aviary with all kinds of birds. It would have been a dream come true for me. So, on that note, and trusting them implicitly, I sold all the birds I had.

Well, that job started to fall apart for several reasons. First of all, my family was not too happy when they heard I was awake until 3:30 AM working on their laundry. Though Patti at first felt bad about keeping me up that long, it didn't help the situation any with my family. Especially with my sis. Second of all, Patti was always in a bad mood because she had bad migraines. Third, and I admit this myself, I was not mature enough. As an 18 year old at the time, I was a bit too much like an overgrown child myself to live up to their standards of child-rearing. I did some things back then to those kids that, looking back on it today, makes me cringe. Nothing really majorly bad, but enough that it makes me cringe now that I've grown up some more. I acted more like their bigger sister than a babysitter who should have been respected by them.

Anyway, I have regretted getting rid of my birds ever since I was released from that job. Now, I want them back! I am so glad I took Katrina's advice. Of course I still intend on getting a puppy. It just won't be right now. I can't seem to think of anything but these birds and a bird expo I plan to go to next month in Hillsboro. And a future of having a house FULL of birds of different kinds! Not just finches. I also plan to have a lot of softbills and hookbills too. I want them ALL!!! I want to be the Bird Queen of Tillamook. hehehe! Besides, there'll never be a dull moment with them.

Anyway, these are the birds I have coming today...

Red-Eared Waxbill (Estrilda troglodytes)

These were the very first cagebirds I ever got for myself. I got them at a pet store in Lakewood, only they were mislabeled as "St. Helena Waxbills". Though the two species are very similar, and sometimes interbreed in the wild, they are not one in the same. Whereas St. Helenas have very pronounced stripes all over their body, Red-ears have barely visible stripes and a pink underbelly. I like these birds because of their sweet little twitters and peeps, and their acrobatics.

Forbes Parrotfinch (Erythrura tricolor)

Easily one of the most beautiful finches in the trade. I find their colors very fascinating!

Star Finch (Bathilda ruficauda)

I used to have a male-female pair of these back in 1992. But unfortunately, because of that job at Patti & Chris's, I sold them too. I didn't even get to have them for a full month!! Damn!!

Diamond Firetail (Stagonopleura guttata)

Also known as "diamond sparrow", it is not a sparrow. It is a true waxbill finch. I always wanted some of these, but never got any.

Shaft-tailed Finch (Poephila acuticauda)

Another species I've always wanted but never got, because I was never able to find them in pet stores! These are also known as long-tailed finches too. They have a beautiful, melodious song.

Tricolored Munia (Lonchura malacca)

I used to have some of these too back in 1992. I loved their cute little tweets.

Blue-Faced Parrotfinch (Erythrura trichroa)

I never had any kind of parrotfinch before, but I saw some of these at a pet store and thought they were gorgeous!!

Debating Typical Leftards

Well, last night Pullman did it. Pullman is a friend of my sis' who is going through some turmoil in his life. He's been suicidal for several months now because his wife annulled their marriage and took his 2 kids. She's telling him he'll never see his kids again. Ever! And Pullman is trying to fight her in court. I know Pullman is depressed, so am I. I take pills for it. Pullman does too, but he just started and it hasn't begun to work on him yet. I only wish he would stop going around telling strangers how depressed and suicidal he is. I cannot wait for his pills to start kicking in. Maybe it'll stop that behavior. But I digress.

Anyway, on KREM 2 news station's page on Facebook, they talked about the surge in violence against Asian Americans happening today. If you read the statistics, you'll find out most of the attacks on Asians has been committed by blacks. But the mainstream media won't tell you that. They always want to blame white supremacy. The left wants to blame everything on white supremacy. Even when it's black people committing the crimes. How the hell can a black person be a white supremacist??? And white people don't care about Asians! If they cared so much about the well-being of Asians, why are they always telling them they cannot attend college or universities? The only reason they give is because Asians are not black. So there's no "diversity". All this talk about "diversity" is giving me the ass! It's never about who does the best work, and gets the good grades. It's always about how many blacks, latins, etc. we can attract and get in.

BTW, I heard somewhere that Meagan Markle didn't leave the UK because it was "too racist". Apparently some people are saying she left because it "wasn't racist enough". I don't know how true that is, but it makes sense. People in the UK never discuss race. That's strictly an American thing, and only among leftists. Meagan Markle probably went around saying to everyone "Hey! I'm black!" and the people in the UK probably looked at her like "So what?!" Then she got pissed because she wasn't getting the kind of attention she was seeking.

Anyway, this was the question Pullman posted that got this thread started...

Looks like a sensible question to me. Leftists don't support Asians normally. The only reason they are now is because the mainstream media has contributed this latest attack on Asians being due to white supremacy. There's absolutely NO proof the attackers were white supremacists. In fact, I think I heard somewhere that one of the attackers was a muslim.

Anyway, this was followed by a response from a typical leftist bullshitter named Reba Haugen-Jewell. She doesn't even answer the question. She just responds the way leftists typically do...

OK you dumbass, so answer the question!!! What does he say that's wrong?? Nevermind, that won't get answered. Leftists never answer anything. Shoot! They don't even want their own questions answered! Not unless it aligns with their own personal feelings. If they feel butthurt by the answer, they walk away. Well, anyway my sis steps in at this time, and tries to soothe the situation, mostly for Pullman's well-being...

That's another thing about leftists, they take EVERYTHING the wrong way!!! It's their trademark characteristic. Where we see a simple question being asked, they see racism. Sadly, they will never grow up. Some leftists get educated and stop being leftists, but they have to be willing to do their own research. I can tell you off the bat, Reba is not that kind of person. She's too ignorant. Anyway, this was her response to my sis...

George Takei??? Oh GAWD!!! I learned to ignore him a long time ago. And again, you'll notice another typical leftist behavior from Reba, she deflects from the original subject. Then she makes fun of my sis' grammar. Although I have to admit, using "your" when you really mean "you're" drives me up the wall too!!! My sis is always boasting about being a college graduate, and she doesn't know the difference between "your" and "you're" or even "their" and "there". But anyway, that's beside the point. When I saw Reba's post, this was my response...

This was my sister's response...

Seriously, we've got to quit being so nice to leftists. They don't deserve it. Pullman came in after and asked Reba another question...

Well, we have to stand beside our friends. Pullman, I hate to say, sounds like a beta-man here. This is why I don't want him bowing down to leftists. See that laughing emoji? That's from Reba. She has Pullman by the collar and knows it. She's jerking his chain right now. Remember, leftists are people who literally got everything they wanted handed to them. All they had to do was pitch a fit, shit talk their parents (usually their mom), and they'd get whatever they want. They carry that same mentality into adulthood. Reba is displaying a perfect example of that. She's already got Pullman groveling at her feet! He should have just said to her "Shut up you dumb bastard! If you can't answer my questions then don't look! Talk about someone who really hates!"

Anyway, this was Reba's response...

How many times does she say "false claim" in this one paragraph? LOL!! In my experience, someone who has to keep repeating something, generally knows what they are saying is nothing but a lie. She knows what Pullman said was true. But she pathetically wants to hide that fact by claiming Pullman's post was a "false claim". Anyway, I laughed at her. When I saw this post, this was my response...

That doesn't even make any sense at all. And she wants to be taken seriously??? 😂😂😂 She talks like english isn't even her first language. Or like she just pasted together a previous response she gave from somewhere. This was Pullman's response...

Just like all leftists! They're all nothing but troublemakers! Well, another poster by the name of Tom came in and told Pullman of Reba...

At first, I actually read this wrong. I thought he was saying my sis has deeper issues and better than you. So, I confronted him like I do all leftists...

Well, this morning he informed me...

Basically, I just repeated what he said without even knowing it. LOL! Boy! Was my face red then!! I just talked to a non-leftist as if he were a leftist. I had nothing else to say but this...

Well, last night, Anna basically told Pullman to get it out of his mind...

And I refer back to what I've always said about cats and cat-people. Cats turn people into assholes. It happened with our fake buddy from Bozeman. I've seen it happen to a lot of other people too.

That's another thing about leftists, almost all of them are cat people. If they're not already, they always become cat people sooner or later, and then they become mean, hateful and distant. I went to Reba's page myself and got a gander of her cat. You can guess what the cat looked like! This is what I had to say...

Then my sis, who probably likes cats better than I do, added...

Leftists almost never have siamese! This was my response...

Yup! That's what leftists always have! They always get gray tabbies. They never even get some cool-colored cats, like calicos. Just ugly ol' gray tabbies! I think Reba saw my comment and left, because I never heard from her on this post again.

Well, then some dim-witted douchebag by the name of Seth Coleman came in and made a very threatening post to my sister...

I had to laugh at this comment. Although I would find out later on that it bothered Pullman. Bothered him much more than it did my sis! I came in and said...

My sis is a good dasher. She's been dashing for years now, and has been a top dasher on their site for over a year now. She has good feedback. I don't think they're going to listen to some non-bigoted comment from a Facebook forum.

This morning, Seth responded to me...

He still hasn't shown me where Anna was being "bigoted". I looked at his profile, and I can see Seth even looks like a typical leftist...

I take it he's the ugly bald dude on the right. I thought he was just some sissy soy-boy, but he does hunting, so it's obvious that's not the case. Unless he's one of those "catch and release" type hunters. Anyway, I responded to his post with this...

Seth has got to prove that something my sis said is bigoted, and I mean REALLY bigoted. Not just something he disagrees with! And Door Dash isn't going to care if he's butthurt!!! They won't fire her because of that. Well, he must have got the message and was just trying to scare my sis, because as of this time right now, 6:03 PM, he hasn't responded. Either that, or I struck a nerve. That's basically all it's about though.

But now poor Pullman. He thinks Seth's actually got some impact on Anna's job and is afraid she'll lose it and he'd blame himself if that happens. Pullman wanted to delete the post and I told him NO!!! Don't do that!!! That's what leftists want. If Pullman deletes the post, then both Reba and Seth get their petty little way, and they'll feel like they've won. We don't want that. We want the leftists to learn that not all right-wingers (or a-politicals in Pullman's case) are going to kiss their behinds and give in to them. No matter the cost! My sis isn't worried at all about Door Dash. They love her there. And even if not, then she can always move here and help me with the pet store! LOL! There's all kinds of things Anna can do. She's not afraid of losing this job. Everywhere she goes, people love her.

Now, if it were me, that would be different. People are always looking for ways to get rid of me. LOL! Which is one reason I work for myself. If Seth wants to get me fired, he'll have to wait 'till I die!

Am I Really The Only One Who Is Not Surprised??

 There's a lot of talk about the royal family this week, and it's because of an interview Prince Harry and Meagan Markle did with Oprah. Some people blame Harry. Some people blame Oprah. No one really blames Meagan. Personally, I don't like Meagan. I NEVER liked Meagan! I think she's a very bad influence on Prince Harry! I don't know why he married her in the first place. Probably just to be a rebel. But Meagan moved into the Palace ready to fight and exert her "wokeness" on the royal family. From what I heard from the other side, Meagan was disrespectful from the get-go. I can believe it too. All these leftist-woke-young-black chicks are extremely annoying! Not all of them are good people. Well, wokies are never good people anyway. They just think they are. I saw this happening 2 years ago. Everything that comes out of Meagan's mouth is about nothing but race and racism. That's why I don't like her. Now, she's brainwashed Prince Harry into becoming woke.

Well, the royals won't go against tradition. And because of that, Meagan got pissed and started yelling at everyone who works in the Palace. This is why I hate the woke left. They expect everyone to just drop tradition and live woke lives. Not everyone wants to do that! Some people are hellbent on tradition. I blame all this on Obama. But not just Obama. I also blame vegans for this. They were the first ones I ever heard try to push people out of traditional human behavior and go vegan. And always when leftists don't get their way, they get angry. The vegans got angry at me when I said there is absolutely NO converting me to veganism. There never will be either. And Meagan Markle got angry at the royal family when they refused to give up their traditions and live their lives the way she wanted them to. Then she calls them racists. She brought up some bullshit to Oprah how someone was worried about the color of her child's flesh, which I don't believe for one second! I think Meagan is trying to pull a Jussie Smollett act!

Seriously though, I'm not surprised this all happened at all. I knew this was going to happen the minute I heard Prince Harry married Meagan and all the mainstream media was talking about her black heritage. I was thinking "That is so damn corny!! Who cares what race she is?!" But then I remembered race is the most important thing to the leftists. It's their life! Their oxygen. Their water. It's what leftists hold dear. But only if it means pointing out a colored person who is not conservative. And poor Prince Harry, no longer a manly man. Meagan turned him into a sissy-beta-boy! It was her idea to move out of the royal palace. She left England because she said "it's too racist". So where does she move to? She moves to the USA. Some are making fun of her choice because the colored people are always griping about how "racist" America is, and Meagan chooses to live here. Well, I said in all fairness, she did move to California, the most sissiest state in the country.

Meagan says she just wants to live her life in peace and out of the spotlight. Except when it comes to doing an interview with Oprah Winfrey. Remember how Oprah used to be strong? Now, she's become woke and complains as much as every other black liberal about racism in the USA and "white privilege" as she sits on her billions of dollars. Then acts all shocked when Meagan brings up the story she made up about her baby not being accepted in the royal family because of his skin color. Oprah was so strong, she even has interviewed Donald Trump, and they used to be friends. Well, I whole-heartedly blame Obama for Oprah's transition. I'll bet Oprah even got rid of her dogs. She used to have 2 beautiful cocker spaniels. She probably has nothing but cats now, and probably all tabbies. That's probably what made Oprah change so radically. She probably even watches anime cartoons now.

I know I know! Obama was bad and he had a dog. But the only reason he did was because his daughter is allergic to cats. I'm sure if she hadn't been, Obama would have gotten a cat instead of a dog.

Speaking of cartoons, now the leftists are cancelling Speedy Gonzales and Pepe Le Pew. This is so DUMB!!!! My dad was Mexican and loved Speedy Gonzales!!!! He used to make fun of his cousin though, Slow-poke Rodriguez. And Pepe Le Pew, I actually met a woman yesterday who said when she was a child, Pepe made her feel uncomfortable. I presumed because of the same reason leftists are trying to ban him now. They consider him part of "rape culture". She was talking about how "traumatizing" Pepe was for a 7 year old girl like her. I asked her "What the hell are you doing thinking about rape at 7 years old?!" Seriously, a normal 7-year old doesn't think about things like that! And especially does not configure the notion on a cartoon animal! I was sitting here thinking "This snowflake has some real problems she needs to deal with!"

When I was 4 years old, I was cornered, brought down and raped by 3 much older boys, and then left for dead in the woods. Even I never considered any of that when I watched Pepe Le Pew as a child! That would have been something I would have to deal with. One of those boys was about 10 years old too! Anyways, this woman responded angrily, just like ALL leftists do! She said something to the effect of "WTF are you thinking even asking me such a question???" I was going to yell back at her, but then one of my friends took the words right out of my mouth! LOL! I just watch cartoons for the fun of it. I admit some of them were awfully violent. Bugs Bunny can be a real asshole sometimes! But these are cartoons. They aren't real animals. You have to watch them and take them with a grain of salt. But these dumb leftists, they just don't understand it! They take everything WAY too seriously!!

Confronting Your Bullies

 The other day, I saw this video about a guy who, 35 years ago, went to high school and was bullied by another kid. Today it turns out, that bully became the school's superintendent. Ironically, the school now has a no-bullying policy. Most schools today have a similar policy, including a school I went to, and was mercilessly bullied at by everyone, including the teachers. I looked on their website recently and noticed now they also have a no-bullying policy. I found it a bit funny because when I was going there, I was getting nothing but bullying! Of course that all depends, I wonder if Mr. Purvis is still the superintendent of that school district? He was one of the teachers who used to bully me. He also had a couple of cohorts that followed in his footsteps against me.

I don't normally say things like that lightly. I figured it out when I heard some other teachers talking just like Mr. Purvis always did to me. I've never even been the kind of student who hated any of her teachers. That's not my style. I always followed the rules. Unless there was a specific reason I couldn't. But just in his attitude towards me, I could tell Mr. Purvis was not a good guy.

One thing you will notice about bullies, they are basically cowards. I heard from an actual school bully back when I used to get on Quora. He said most people think bullies are insecure. But they're not. In fact bullies are very secure, to a point of being narcissistic. Bullying is not about security. It's about power. That's why bullies always go for the people they don't think will fight back. I gotta give props to this guy who confronted his old school bully. I wish I had done a lot more of that in my own earlier life. But I didn't know how back then. And I always thought all I would do is make them angrier, and then their attacks towards me would get worse. Like it did with Carlos Stewart. With him, I did try to do something about him, and it just made it all worse. Next thing I know, I am the bad guy for trying to stop Carlos. But Carlos was not the worst of them. There was another boy for that. A boy named Jerry Massey. He had a twin brother by the name of Jeff. Jeff was a nice guy, he and I used to talk, he never tried to strike me, he wasn't mean. Jerry, on the other hand, was like the evil twin. I could tell he was psychotic. He used to beat up girls, and he was always mean and hateful.

Another thing I noticed about bullies; kids who look evil, generally are evil. It was true with Jerry, it was true with Carlos, and it was true with a lot of other kids who would bully me. They always had this mean, evil, ugly look in their faces. I guess because they are always angry for no reason. Eventually that look gets fixed on a person's face. It wasn't just boys either. A lot of the girls also had that evil look in their eyes. Remember me talking about this girl named BJ? She was one of those girls who always looked evil. That's why I said the other girl, who her boyfriend dumped her for, was more attractive. She was a little less evil looking, even though I knew she was not very friendly. But then again, neither was BJ. And BJ used to hang around the trash of the school. Most of her friends were people I knew to be bullies. Carlos being among them.

This is probably how I became such a people-hater. I hate bullies, and even people who seem nice at first have the propensity to become bullies. I've seen it happen over and over. I wasn't always an asshole. I used to be very nice. But I found if you're nice to people, they treat you like trash.

A funny side note I was thinking about BJ the other day after writing that blog post where I mentioned her. My second year in middle school, BJ had this yearbook, where one of her friends found my picture next to another boy's pic. I did know the other boy since 6th grade, but never thought much of him. Well, BJ's friend circled both of our pics with a heart and wrote "LOVE AT FIRST FAT" then put the word "dog" next to me. I truly thought it was funny. First of all, because I thought "Love at first FAT? That doesn't even make any sense!" Showed me just how dumb BJ's friends are. Next, of course you know, I do love dogs! People call me a dog and I always say "is that supposed to be an insult?!" Dogs are truly beautiful animals. Like my My! And they're quite intelligent, loyal, trustworthy, and a lot of fun to play with. If someone wants to insult me by calling me the name of an animal, they're going to have to do a LOT worse than a dog!! LOL!! 😂😂😂 For someone who thinks the sentence "love at first fat" is grammatically correct, trying to figure out what animal he can call me that would actually be an insult, would be impossible for him. So, I just laughed that comment off.

Anyway, in this video, the guy confronts the man who bullied him as a child. Guess what happens to the former bully. He quits his job!! LMAO!!! Which pretty well proves he's still a bully and still a coward too.

Well, speaking of dogs, I said earlier this year that I was going to get myself a puppy. Well, after coming back from Spokane, and after my sis left, I invited Katrina over. She said I probably should be getting birds instead of a puppy. She reminded me how I did say I wanted some birds this year. So, she talked me in to getting birds instead of another dog. Besides, birds in these apartments, you don't have to pay a pet deposit for them! And I do love birds. I'd love to have all my birds back and thensome. So, my sis and I are planning a trip to an exotic bird expo in a state we've never been to before. I'm saving for it, and hoping to find some birds I've never seen or had before. Plus more!! I want to come back here with a shitload of pet birds!!!

Why I Don't Believe in White Privilege, And I Never Will

 I don't believe in white privilege, I don't believe in thin privilege, I don't believe in male privilege either. And there isn't a soul on this planet that can make me believe in those things either. Look at it this way; I am fat, but I don't believe in thin privilege. I'm native american, but I don't believe in white privilege. I am a woman, but I don't believe in male privilege. It's not even a personal thing. I don't think of it as privilege. I think of white people working harder to get what they want. I think of personal preference. And I believe the so-called "male privilege" is nothing more than men being more willing to do jobs women don't want to do.

I said this "white privilege" is something that came from Obama's imagination, because it is! Remember that post I wrote some weeks ago about this person on the Purebred snob group I am on? This patron named Ellie Lang admitted that 5 or 10 years ago, "white privilege" is something she would not have even thought of. That pretty well proved that white privilege is something that did not exist 5 or 10 years ago. But that was just one reason why I don't believe in it. Or maybe 2 reasons. I also don't believe in it because BLM is just clinging on to this theory of white privilege so they can get something for nothing and they don't have to work for it. Or, at the very least, to make white people feel guilty about an action that no white person has committed in over 150 years.

I don't believe in thin privilege either. Even though I am a fatass bitch. But I believe there is a difference between privilege and personal preference. People tend to prefer thinner people, and that's fine. I understand that. The only thing I don't like about how fat people are treated is if someone just does not like someone else, then leave that person alone. You don't like me because I am fat? Fine! You have a right to your own opinions and preferences. I don't care. But just because you don't like me does not give you the right to cause me harm by way of assaulting me. Say what you want. But keep your hands and your trash to yourself! I remember back when I lived in Bozeman, there was a story I read somewhere about a young fat woman was going for a walk ya know, to lose some weight. All of a sudden, some teenagers passed by her in their car, jeering at her, and one even threw a sack of garbage at her. I read that and I was like "Why did that kid have to do that?? Because he thinks it's funny?! That's why a lot of fat people eat so much and don't get out as much, because of assholes like that guy shouting at her and throwing garbage at her!" Now, the shouting I cannot say anything about because I am a believer in free speech. People can say whatever they want about me. That's their right. But NO one has a right to assault anyone else!

I've been fairly blessed. I go out walking and get little more than kids jeering at me, which I usually just ignore or laugh off. It works! Seconds later, what they said is usually forgotten by me. I've never had anyone assault me while I was out on a walk. I don't understand why someone would do that anyway. Doesn't that kinda defeat the purpose of fat people losing weight? If a fat person feels insecure, they're not going to step out of their house. And instead what will they do? Stay inside and eat to cure the pain. So, if you hate fat people soooo much, why discourage them from going on walks by assaulting them? That's all there is to that. It's not really rocket science. The only way to get rid of fat people is to leave them alone and let them go on walks.

As for black people believing in "white privilege", did you ever notice how black conservative people never believe in white privilege? That seems to strictly be a liberal/leftist thing. I was watching a video the other night, and the video was about a black guy (whose name escapes me right now) that was arrested by police for no reason in 2014. But holds absolutely NO grudges against the police today. And why? Because of a trick that he learned when he was growing up that most black liberals today do not know. When the police confronted him and told him to put his hands behind his back, you know what he did? He put his hands behind his back! He did not argue. He did not fight with the officer. He did not grab any kind of weapon nearby. He knew he did nothing wrong, but he still was polite to the police, said "yes ma'am/sir" to them, and got on his knees and complied. He was in jail for about 48 hours. But he was then released without incident. He knows, however, that if he had not complied with the police, and if he had ranted and raged, or fought and was disrespectful to the police that night, his life probably would have ended too. But his parents always told him to talk to the police the same way he'd talk to his own mom and dad. And it spared his life!

See, leftists don't do that. They teach kids to fight the police. They teach them to resist the police. They teach them that the police are always just out to get them. It's got nothing to do with white privilege. It has everything to do with black liberal people causing their own misery, and leftist parents being too dumb. If white privilege existed at all, don't you think both liberals AND conservatives would be experiencing it? But they don't. I only hear about privilege from leftists. That's why you will never hear black conservatives complain about "white privilege". And I don't listen to liberal/leftists. Because they tend to make up tales about things they don't like being all bad. I know how liberals are! When my mom and dad split up, dad went and married a liberal-leftist family. And nothing they ever did made any sense. Plus they were the biggest hypocrites I ever met. With that kind of experience, you think I'm ever gonna listen to leftists?? No damn way!!! So they can take their myths about white, thin, male privileges and get them out of my face!

Trump Acquitted For The Second Time!

 HAHAAAA!!!!! So, the democrats tried to impeach Trump again, just like they did last year at this time. They were so proudly casting their votes last year to have Trump removed from office. But in the end, the impeachment was overruled because Trump didn't do anything wrong!! HAHA!! And you'd have thought the dummycrats would have learned their lesson. Wouldn't you? Well, you guessed WRONG! Just like some stupid alien animal without the brain capacity to learn, they tried impeaching him again this year. This time, they tried getting him on the January 6th incident at the capital. They believed he incited violence. But they could not be more wrong.

I have the feeling that people like Nancy Pelosi get all their information from the stupid mainstream media, instead of her own experience. How sad must she be to just be looking for so much negativity. Ya know what they say, if you search and search for negativity, eventually you will find it. The problem is, nobody else sees it except the leftists. And the only reason they see it is because that's all they look for. Trump was acquitted, yet again, from impeachment!! And why? Because he did NOTHING wrong!!!! He told protesters to go to the capital and protest PEACEFULLY! See, if you only get your information from leftist media, you would never know Trump added the word peacefully to the end of that sentence. And then you'd be sitting there like the dumbass Nancy Pelosi thinking that Trump told everyone to storm the capital and cause a ruckus, and kill people. No, he did not! And they still want to make it sound like so many people in the capital were killed. I think about a dozen people were killed in the capital riots. And the leftists want to blame that on Trump.

Well, I don't mean to say their lives were less important when I say that more people were killed in the BLM riots last year. Not to mention a sweet little puddy that was also killed! I think something like 38 people were killed by BLM that summer alone. And that's just counting the bodies we know about. There were like 10 sacks of chopped up people in Seattle Harbor that summer that we cannot really pinpoint to BLM, but it's too much of a coincidence to downplay the fact that they could also have been victims of the rioters. That would raise the total of murders WAY above those killed at the capital. And the leftist media back then still called those "peaceful protests" and didn't allow any action to be taken against them.

But let's all face it, if you are a black person who is supporting BLM, you're not very bright anyway. BLM doesn't want any good for black people. They want black people to continue to see themselves as victims. That's the basic premise the organization was built on! You take away their oppression, then they feel they've lost everything. They need to feel oppressed. That's their "oxygen". LOL! Me personally, I can't live like that. I like to feel happy. I like to feel a sense of accomplishment. Even if it doesn't gather the attention of other people. Impressing other people has never been my goal in life. Admittedly, it can make me feel good when my friends are happy with me. But in all honesty even if I don't receive any acclaim from them, I'm happy anyway. Because that's just who I am. As a loner, I don't look to impress anyone at all.

Well anyway, now that Trump was acquitted, Nancy Pelosi is already looking for another way to have Trump incarcerated! Oh man! Watching Nancy Pelosi is like watching a bird try to fly with a busted wing! It's pitiful, almost to a point of being downright sad, to watch. She always tries and says "This time I've got him!" But each attempt she makes turns out in failure. The last impeachment (just like the first one) was nothing but a waste of time and taxpayer money! Now, she wants to continue poking the bear, even though he's no longer in office. She's just simply going to keep on wasting her life away, trying to find some way to convict Trump, until she finds someone who actually agrees with her and convicts Trump. And she apparently does not care if she looks like a fool while doing it either!

Thank GOD I am not a leftist!!! I wondered why all that shit happened a few years back. Well now I know! It was to drive me away from the left, which is where I was heading then. I guess I can really thank the SJW INXS fans for that! It's about the only good they've ever done before. Now, the old "statue for Michael" group is nothing but a big joke among INXS fans. Shoot! I told them to fuck off long ago. I'm sure glad I did too! The mods there are just as clammy and phony as Nancy Pelosi is!