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Wednesday, February 12, 2014

Study Of Genealogy

I have always been interested in genealogy. I remember when I was a kid, I would meet someone and they'd give me their last name, say it was Smith, and I would be analyzing it, saying "Oh that's Scottish, isn't it?!" And then I would get excited because I learned a new thing. One thing that has amazed me in my ma working on our family genealogy, that up until about 200 years ago, my ma's family was all royalty. Funny that, I always felt like royalty! There is even a line that links my family with the current Queen of England! I see that, and I think, "My goodness! If only we hadn't come to this country, I could be queen very soon!" Wouldn't that be fun?! LOL!! But the line was broken when my ancestors came to this country back in the 1800s. Dammit!

We have lots of British and European royalty in my background, more than I would have ever imagined. More than half was English/French royalty. Sheesh!! And I always said the French are assholes. lol! Can't say that no more. Well, I can when it comes to me, I am something of an asshole. At least I know it. My ancestors are not confined to England and France though. There's a lot of Scottish, Irish, Welsh, German, Ukrainian, Danish, Russian, Hungarian, and Swedish lineage too. It is the Scandinavian lines that seem to interest me the most. I always knew we had some Scandinavian in our background, because my ma and I were both born with blond hair, which turned dark later on. That's a characteristic that only occurs in Scandinavians and Germans. I learned that long ago, so I knew there had to be a link to our background and Scandinavian lineage. I think that is why this part of my heritage interests me the most. We have not only Germans in our line, but also Danish, Swedish and Dutch. Which is cool! That is what gave me and my ma the light hair we were both born with, which later turned dark. Though mine is now a peppery color.

I believed it, but my sis didn't, because she wasn't born with blond hair like my ma and I were. Well, my sis takes after my father. She has his hair and he is Hispanic. Dammit I miss my pa! I love being here with my ma, but I miss my father like everything! I do hope I get to see him when he is on his way back to Washington state. I know he said he was going to stop in Bozeman to see my sis. I hope he stops here too. This place is more fun than Bozeman. Reno has everything. Bozeman has nothing. But my sis seems to be getting along there. She's even spoken to this one woman that I could not stand. Helga! I hated that woman when I lived in Bozeman. Well, she acted like she owned the complex. And she hated animals. She used to gripe about our dogs. Now, she apparently has developed some kind of interest in Odessa.

I heard Roger has become as bad as Andy. Now, he gets on everyone's case. I used to like Roger, but after the stories that I've been hearing from my sis, he seems to have gone completely crazy! Not that he wasn't loony before, but he was not as bad back then as he is now. So now, Roger is the one who thinks he owns the place. And I do hope the dirty dozen mob forwards this post to the people at that complex in Bozeman, but I still laugh at Roger! LOL! Roger apparently thought somewhere back in this blog, that I said I loved him. I know he is not educated enough to know there is more than one kind of love. When I said I had enough love and respect to tell Roger the truth, he thought I meant that I loved him like a woman loves a man. LOL! That is what I think is funny. I actually meant it more in a biblical sense, like you are supposed to love your neighbor.

I don't like Roger like that! LOL! Can you imagine me with Roger as a boyfriend??? Roger is the kind of person who is not happy unless he is bitching about something. He is worse than me! He bitches about the sun coming up, he bitches about the moon being round, he bitches when the pavement is too hard for him, he bitches because his underwear is the wrong color, he bitches because the person walking in front of him is swaying their hair and he is not. I don't even want him as a friend, much less a boyfriend!! My sis has a friend there that she describes as being wonderful, and she sounds great! But she said that this friend says Roger gets on her case too. That does not surprise me at all. Apparently now he is there getting on everyone's case. No one likes him anymore. My sis even told me about Roger removing the billiard balls from the pool room, so no one can play pool after a certain time. Roger's apartment is a LONG way from the pool room, there is no way people playing pool there can possibly bother him! If Roger were my boyfriend, the relationship would never last! Because he would be bitching and bullshitting around, and acting like an asshole to other people I care about, and I would have to smack him shitless! I wouldn't be able to tolerate those antics for very long, and I am not a violent person.

Well, Roger has been doing shit to my sis (he's lucky I am no longer there), he got especially rigid with her after writing that message to me that I did not accept on my video. I had no idea Roger was such a big fan of Justin Bieber! LOL! Well, Karen told me not to tell my sis that it was Roger who wrote that comment, but at that time, my sis had been having so many problems with him, I thought it was only proper to tell her. Sorry Karen. Roger was doing all that shit trying to make my sis move. Well, thank GOD his strategy did not work. My sis said she will move when she is good and ready and not before. Now, I hope she stays there forever, just because I know her being there pisses Roger off so much! LOL! My sis aught to play Justin Bieber tunes really loud just for Roger. hehehe!

Well, so far, no one in that building has come forth in an attempt to sue me for what I wrote in this blog about them. I knew they wouldn't! Because I have my free speech rights, I know that and they know that, even mcgillicutty knows that, and she is the one who most likely told the people in Bozeman about this blog. I know, especially after I figured out who mcgillicutty really is; Sara Weiler. The teenager who was jealous because my Vegas is much cuter, and smarter, than any of her dogs. Well, the person who faxed the blog to the office told them to give copies to everyone there that was mentioned in this blog, and that sounds like something Sara would have said. Or something she would have wanted to have done. But unfortunately for her, I was already on my way out of there at that time. She would also want to see me sued. I am not afraid of being sued, because I know they cannot do anything! I watch enough of court on TV to know NO ONE has EVER won in a lawsuit claiming slander. That's because there is a fine line between slander and freedom of speech, and I never cross that line. Shoot, I get people calling me all kinds of names, I never threaten to sue them. I get slandered all the time too, I never threaten to sue. One has the option to ignore and move on, and that is what I do. Or sometimes I toy around with people if I am in the mood. But really, lawsuits are for wussies. Only the weakest individuals threaten to sue people over things written online. Sara has threatened to sue me before, and back then the internet was still rather new, and I called someone to make sure if she can do that or not, and they said most likely not. Because I did not threaten her or cause physical harm to her. But as far as informing the people in Bozeman about this blog, I have no regrets. I thank GOD for all that. I just wish I had stayed there longer, especially since I could have made fun of Andy's body odor every time he talked shit about me or my sis. As for Sara, I would do all that pissed her off all over again if I had the chance. I would not change anything or hold anything back. The only difference now would be Sara would have made that so much easier to do, knowing how she is. hehehe!

I am such that even if the WBC were to put on their website that I am going to Hell, I still would not sue, because that is just their beliefs. It doesn't mean that it is so. All my friends think I am wonderful, and so does my family. And to me, that is all that matters. I couldn't care less what strangers think. So. go ahead and sue. Or try. In fact, call Judge Judy. I really like her! She tells it like it is! But knowing Sara the way I do, she would probably turn around and try to sue Judge Judy for saying something that would hurt her feelings. Judge Judy, knowing her the way I do, would most likely look Sara in the face and give her one of her famous sayings that I love the most; "Get over it!"

Speaking of funny sayings by Judge Judy, about 6 months ago, I heard a line from her that I concluded to be the funniest of them all, and I've heard them all coming from her! I still laugh thinking about that line to this day! And probably will forever! It was this case between this Italian man and a woman and the man was fidgeting because the judge hadn't gotten to his claim yet. Judge Judy told him to stop fidgeting, She said "I want you to just stand there like a mummy until I come to you!" LOL!!! The reason I laugh about that line is because I would swear I made it up myself back in 2008 on this very blog!! And it seemed like Judge Judy got it from me. I was then talking about this guy who Catsredrum, or one of her cronies, is always seen with. Well, every time someone from her forum mentioned they saw me at an INXS concert, and were sitting close to me, I always remember seeing this big, muscle-bound dude who always just stood there like a mummy. He never smiled, never spoke, never participated in head-banging to the music, he just stood there like a mummy. And that was how I described him in this blog. And I forgot about that until I saw that episode of Judge Judy and she used that phrase! LOL! Made me laugh because I would have swore she stole that line from me!

Sunday, February 9, 2014

Keyboard Warriors

Don't you just "love" these types. I call them keyboard warriors. They are people who act tough over the internet or over the phone, and in real life they are complete wussies. I'm not that stupid! I don't make threats over the internet. Like I said to this one viewer on YouTube, who calls himself Nick Crews, some people are all talk. TwiztidAsh is among these. She talks tough and makes big threats over the internet, but I would be willing to bet she's not as tough as she talks in real life. People who make threats over the internet usually aren't. I'm no fighter, not unless I have to be, but I don't make threats over the internet. And the only time I would ever hold up my fists and hit someone is if they are beating on someone I love. I usually don't care what someone does to me, but if they are harming someone, or something, close to my heart, I can be pretty aggressive. I don't threaten, I just act. I may be fat, but then so is a grizzly bear. A grizzly bear can run faster than a horse, and can be on top of a person swiftly and silently, and knock that person down to the ground. Now, I am not saying I can run faster than a horse, but like the mighty grizzly, I can seem clumsy and even docile one minute, and hell on earth the next minute.

When I say hell on earth, I don't mean over the internet. Over the internet you can't do anything. I'm talking face to face. When I was leaving Bozeman, and Andy (and his body odor) attacked me in the elevator, actually the worst thing was his body odor, lol. I didn't do anything to him as he was attacking. I didn't feel threatened. Like I said, the worst thing was his body odor. He did try to grab my arm and I slapped his hand away and told him not to touch me. He didn't do anything then, he just walked out of the elevator and charged back in again. I still did not feel threatened. I just held my nose until the door closed. LOL! But, if my sis or my dogs had been in that elevator, or I had been holding my Timmy pics, and Andy did something to any one of them, the whole story would have been much different. I probably would have gone to jail, because I would have tried to kill him. Shoot, if I'd had a gun with me at the time he attacked me, he'd be dead right now, because I would not have hesitated to use it. That is no threat. If I'd had a gun, and Andy would have left me alone, I would not have used it at all. I only would have used it on him if I had it and he charged at me. But as it was, the only thing bad about his attack on me was how much he stunk up the elevator. LOL! And you know months later, after I moved away from Bozeman, my sis said Andy still has that bad body odor! LOL!

Nick Crews is a new subscriber of mine, and dumb as a bucket of rocks! He doesn't even know what a panther is! LOL! He thinks a panther just means a black panther. He also says the info I know about lemurs I learned only from Google. What this little moron doesn't know is I've been studying lemurs for nearly 30 years. LONG before there was Google. But I let him have his little idiotic beliefs. This is another method I have of combating keyboard warriors, just let them have their beliefs. I don't try to correct them, I don't argue with them, I just play along with whatever they say. It's pointless to try and argue with them. That's one thing I learned over the years of being on YouTube. Now, last week I did something I know I should not have done. I spoke to a vegan. I usually don't speak to vegans unless they are in my circle of friends. Though sometimes I read from my vegan friends' friends just to see what they have to say, but not very often. He said I would benefit from a vegan diet, it clears the mind. I said to him no thanks. I've seen "clear" vegan minds, I'm not interested. I have enough problems keeping my mind sharp for writing. And vegan minds seem even more messed up than non-vegan minds. Well! Vegans are biased. To a vegan only another vegan is going to be good at anything, even though there are lots of very good, best-selling non-vegan authors out there. But I don't normally speak to vegans because once you respond to them, others will follow and start harassing you again, and I refuse to get into a debate with vegans because I eat meat. I'm not going to keep explaining myself to them because I don't feel the need to. I eat meat because I like it. I don't need any other reason for enjoying a nice steak or a chicken tender. Especially when I see vegans out there who own cats, the most carnivorous animal anyone can legally own.

Don't get me wrong, I don't hate kitty cats. I still have memories of this one I almost took home from the vet in Port Angeles. I still love Siamese cats. I also like hairless cats. Though I think Persians are a pain in the butt, I also think they are cute. There is this commercial on TV now for odorless cat litter and at the end of the commercial there is an exotic shorthair (a short-haired Persian) and I always say how cute I think that cat is. But I still have hatred for strays, who kill birds and small animals and have caused extinctions of wild animals in some areas. I don't want a pet cat personally, but I don't hate them anymore. That one at the vet really made me see, if I can think about that kitty the way I did, there's still some kitty-love there somewhere. Now, the only cat owners I question are the vegans, who are all cat owners. Seems only manly vegans own dogs, and no vegans own rabbits.

Another keyboard warrior is someone I got on my fat people video about 3 or 4 years ago, and he calls himself smokeysmurf420420420, he's a marijuana addict. The funny thing about him is he called me names like "fat" and "ugly". Back then, he had no videos or pics up of himself, which is usually the case for people like that. Well, recently I found out he now has videos up of himself, that is how I found out he's a druggie. I saw his face, and boy!!! He is ugly himself! He's at least as ugly as I am. Maybe uglier. He looks like a child molester, and he's got yellow eyes too. UGH!! I wanted to post a picture of him on here, but for some reason, this computer won't let me. I will post soon enough. That's why now I laugh at people who say I am ugly, when they don't have any pics up of themselves. I always say those people had better look like a god themselves. Well, smokeysmurf is no Adonis! He's ugly as shit!
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UGH!! Tonight I found out Nick Crews is nothing but a damn kid!! And to think I was beginning to think he had some credibility. Admittedly not much, but maybe some. But no, he has no credibility at all because he is a damn kid!! Not even a teenager. I hate banning people from my channel. I've gotten to a point where I only ban people who act so hateful and mean that I think they belong more behind bars than on the internet. Nick was not like that at all. He was actually quite calm, and I guess as nice as one could expect from a panther-fag. I'd never seen him until tonight, and only then because I got bored. I don't get involved in other peoples' videos anymore. But I was a little PO'd when I found out I was dealing with a damn kid! He's lucky I'm not his mama! Well, obviously his own mama doesn't teach him any manners. That's the unfortunate thing about kids today. None of them have any good manners.

Sunday, February 2, 2014

Roommate Made In Heaven

Well when I last blogged I spoke of my move to Reno, and I made it with no problems. Thank GOD! But as usual, the hard part of moving to any place is finding an apartment. I looked around town for several possibilities, but with my limited income, it was hard to find something I would be comfortable in. One little rental home I found I would have been happy in, and I could have fixed it up really cute, but the bathroom leaves much to be desired. The bathroom was small, and the bath tub was HUGE!!! It was so big and wide, it overlapped the toilet seat. So if I needed to use the toilet, I would have had to partially sit on the edge of the bathtub, and that would have been uncomfortable. You can probably tell I really enjoy my relaxation in the bathroom! I LOVE long showers! Or a bubble bath. And yes, I do enjoy my loo. hehe.

By about my 5th day here and not finding anything, I looked in the Nickel Saver ads. I found a few people looking for roommates. I said I would take moving in with another roommate if I had to, like I would have no other choice. But at the same time, I remembered how it was living with Patti. But also, I remembered that Patti was a lunatic. Not all roommates could possibly be like Patti! Well, I called the first roommate and she was a 77 year old woman named Donna, and she loves animals. I asked her if she allowed animals and she asked me what I have. I told her I have 2 small dogs, one a Chihuahua and the other a papillon. Well, Donna also has a Chihuahua that is 13 years old, and has congestive heart failure. But she was anxious to meet my dogs. I didn't take them at first because I thought she should get to know me as a person. THEN get to know the dogs.

Donna and I have a lot in common, she's a loner and so am I. Both of us have had our fair share of nightmarish roommates. I had one, and that was Patti. She was enough! Donna had one that was a schizophrenic and would sit and talk to herself in different voices. That is kinda scary, but I also lived with Patti and she would do almost the same thing. Well, Patti would sometimes start talking to herself, not really in different voices. More than anything, Patti was pushy, bossy and crazy. I mean crazier than I am. Donna is just the opposite of that. She is sweet, generous and kind, even though she is a loner, she is still a very sweet person, and I enjoy staying at her place. And she loves the dogs too. Patti said Minnie and Vegas were adorable, but I don't think she really liked them. She had a big-ass dog. Ugliest dang mutt you ever seen in your life!! Ugly, just like Patti was! And another thing that makes Donna better than Patti, Donna has had children, and has grandchildren. This alone, makes her a lot more patient and understanding than Patti was. Patti never had kids. More likely, Patti drank and drugged her way through her youth.

Now, I am not saying that having kids makes a person a better person. It depends on the parents. But Donna is such a nice person, I'd bet she was a wonderful mom to her children. The only bad thing she does is smoke, and when she does I can smell it throughout the house. I am allergic to cigarette smoke, so I cannot really tolerate too much of it. But I like Donna, so I am willing to accept little things like that. At least Donna was completely honest before I moved in. Patti was not honest at all. Before I moved in, Patti said she liked comfort food, she only drank occasionally, and never told me she did not use the dishwasher, or did drugs. I still have no proof of her doing drugs, but it kinda goes hand in hand with her attitude and drinking booze, which I know Patti must have done FAR more of than she ever let on. After she found out I was not going to buy her the bottle of booze she so badly wanted when we went shopping, she got mean and nasty. That was when her attitude went downhill. But I was unfortunately nice to Patti, even after she told me I was being kicked out. But I thank GOD for getting me out of her place when HE did! Who knows what would have happened had I stayed any longer at Patti's. But Donna is 10000-billion X's better than Patti!! I was thanking GOD for helping me find her last night. I've been living with Donna now for 2 weeks, and no problems, so I know the problem at Patti's wasn't me. The problem had to be her.

Another theory, Patti used Craigslist. Donna didn't. Donna used the Nickel Saver. Nickel Saver ads you have to pay for, so those people know what they want. Anyone can put an ad in Craigslist for free, that means any loony like Patti can place an ad, whether or not they are serious about getting a roommate or anything.