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Tuesday, October 5, 2021

A Bullying Baboon

UGH! I hate bullies!!! Because of them, I've become something of a bully too over the years. Well, me, my sis and Pullman have crossed paths with another bully on Facebook. This one's name is Laura-Lee Wilson. She is the moderator of some group for people who are depressed, which is especially what makes this so unique. Pullman has been suffering some depression. Pills don't seem to work on him. Although they do very well for me. People like her are the very reason I stay out of groups. Unless it's a dog related group. I think that's where I went wrong with the INXS fans. I joined too many groups. I think it got to a point with them where they thought all my life circled around nothing but INXS. That's why they accused me of talking about someone I barely know when she announced she had cancer. The person I was talking about was not even an INXS fan! And I'd even wager, hates INXS. But because I was in so many INXS related groups, I guess those bozos thought I had nothing else to talk about. Believe me, if I had something to say to that fan, I'd have said it to her face! That is, if she hadn't blocked me on facebook. LOL! But what the hey! People are so dumb! Especially people like her.

Anyway, this isn't about INXS fans. This is about a baboon who was bullying Pullman. Usually I like monkeys, but not the ones like this one. Pullman was so upset being bullied by this person, and gave me his side of the story, and my sis, who was also there, filled in the rest. They were telling me things like how Laura-Lee was getting her daughter to call Pullman a liar. I was thinking the daughter must have been like a 10-year old, and she was coaxing her to call Pullman names. Well, I like to get the whole side of the story, so I wrote to little miss Laura-Lee Wilson and asked her to fill in the blanks.

As you can see, this was typed back in August. I was as congenial as I could be. Trust me, I didn't say to her what I really wanted to say to her! But I felt that wouldn't have done me, her or Pullman any good. I wanted to approach this as an adult. I didn't think she'd ever write back, but just this morning, I heard from her. This was what she said...

When I saw this, I wanted to slap her! But since she did admit she got her daughter involved (even though it didn't concern her) I thought it was fair that I get involved too. I thought it was a bit hysterical of her to bring up someone else having developmental delay issues when she doesn't know the meaning of the word no. Pullman told her from the beginning that he didn't want to do any video calls. But what does she do? She goes right on ahead and traps him into a video call anyway. I call that an invasion of privacy. No means no. It's not only an invasion of privacy, but it's also an invasion into Pullman's inalienable rights! If he doesn't want to do video calls, that should be his choice. Not Laura-Lee's. This was my response to her...

From what I've found out from other people who stood on Pullman's side, nobody really likes Laura-Lee. They all say she oversteps her boundaries. And more than one person has said that about her. My sis kept urging me to block her. I didn't want to. Yet! I couldn't wait to hear her response to this last post I made to her. I kinda figured she would not like me asking her "What part of no don't you understand?" I wasn't even trying to be rude there. But it seems she just doesn't get the message. I also knew she would lie to make herself look more innocent than she really is. Bullies always do! Well, this afternoon I heard from her again...

Then something interesting came with this message. I saw this down below in the text box...

LMAO!!! Oh man! This is so funny! I love it when my questions get too hard for them! So hard they have to block me on Facebook!!! That basically illegitimates everything she said in her last message. If a person cannot answer the hard questions, they have no business being a moderator. Of course she said I should contact Philip Marshall. I said "Maybe I will. Maybe I won't. I think I've already got the answer I wanted!" LOL! Just from her blocking me, that alone says enough about her character.

Well, you all know I always like to see what kind of person I am talking to on the internet. Is this woman as ugly as she sounds? So I looked and got a good answer to my question. This was the face I saw on her profile...

That barely looks like a woman! In fact, it doesn't even look human at all! You know what that face reminds me of? This...

It's kinda funny how some people look like animals. This is especially one of those cases. Laura-Lee looks like the ugliest monkey I can think of; the Proboscis monkey. I swear I'm not even saying that to be mean! I'm saying it because it's so true!!! 😂😂😂😂 Look at them! They are the spitting image of each other!! Oh and this conversation was far from over. I planned to bring this conversation public if she was to pull that "this conversation is over" bullshit on me!! She's not getting away with this one! But I told my sis she's out of all our lives, and I could care less!

I only wish she'd have done a video call with me! I still wish she would! But like a typical coward, she won't. Only a coward would cut off the conversation when she knows she's gonna lose. And she did. I didn't. I don't block people on Facebook. LOL! I get them to block me!

Thursday, September 16, 2021

The Covid Vaccine Mandates

 So Biden is planning to make it mandatory for everyone in the USA to get this covid vaccine. Fuck him! I'm not getting the damn vaccine, I don't care what it takes! I've been hearing about jobs mandating the vaccine, and giving workers who refuse the ultimatum that either they get the vaccine or they get fired. I even heard of landlords making it mandatory to get the vaccine or tenants that don't will get evicted. This is going way too far! What ever happened to my body, my choice? Or does that only apply to people who want to kill babies? I choose not to have any vaccine. I don't trust this covid vaccine at all! It takes years to approve a vaccine for distribution. This covid was approved in a few months. Not only that, but I've heard of people getting the vaccine and dying from it. Not good!

People are getting nasty over these mask mandates! And now even more so about the vaccine. Those of us who don't wear masks and don't want to get the vaccine are called "selfish" or "clowns" and all that other kinds of bullshit. I even had a guy confront me about not wearing a mask at Safeway a couple weeks ago. I didn't even want to talk to him. He got my attention first. He asked me "Don't you want to do something to keep others in the community safe?" I just said to him "I already am!" and he walked away laughing and saying "Yeah, right!" Well! At least it got him out of my face! I didn't even have to tell him to get out of my face. I'm gonna remember that from now on and use that line. Then only tell someone "get out of my face!" if they won't move on like that guy.

But anyway, that is proof all this shit is going way too far now. I choose life. I choose not to get the vaccine. This morning I woke up to one of my friends telling everyone about Nicki Minaj pissing off the left. I don't like Minaj's music, but I do have a new respect for her now. All this time I thought she was as lefty as they come. But she questioned the vaccine. Apparently, you shouldn't do that. The leftists will try to silence you if you do that! And get this, the leftists think GOD is evil. The leftists have proven to be worse than they think GOD is!

Well, this all proves Biden is a sucky president. I don't care what anyone else says, he is NOT better than Trump!!! I never wanted a president more than I now want Trump back in the white house. We need him!

Did you ever notice how for the past 4 years the leftists have gotten worse and worse with each day passing by? I think it's because they were scared by Trump's presidency. They called him homophobic, so what do they do? They prop up gays and queers. They called him xenophobic, so they prop up people with mental disorders like trannies. They said he disrespects women so they say everyone has to believe all women. Even when they falsely accuse men of rape. They said Trump was a racist, so they scream "Black lives matter". The problem with all this, the leftists don't really care about these people. The leftists don't, but Trump really does. Trump has done a lot more in the 80s and 90s to help black communities than BLM did all of the last 6 years. All BLM cares about is black criminals. Trump cares about all black people. Obummer may have been the one to approve making gay marriage legal, but he did not enter office that way. He actually hated gays when he first got elected. And Trump has done quite a bit for the gay community. More than Obummer ever did!

The leftists blame Trump for this division in this country because of all those things. But anyone with 2 brain cells to rub together knows it was not Trump who divided this country. It was the leftists and their overly-dramatic sensitive feelings. Never, in the hundreds or so years we've been in this country, did anyone ever complain about any of this. Not until Obummer and Biden became head of the country. I blame all this more on Obummer than Trump. I don't blame Trump for any of it at all. The leftists' reaction to his presidency was not his fault. It was their's. Obummer brought back racism. So now, black people especially see racism where none exists. Notice only the leftist black people complain about racism. None of the conservatives do. Why is that? I also never hear conservatives complain about white privilege. Why? The leftists talk about it ALL the time. It's all they ever think about.

Also, I am half Mexican, with some Cherokee Indian. Why am I not on board with all the racism being spread around today? I am also fat. Sure I used to wonder why people think it's funny to call fat people names. But hey! That's their prerogative. If they want to, that's their free speech. But why does it not bother me today? Perhaps it is because there is no racism. What black liberals call "racism", other people just call "life". Most people know life is generally not fair. That's not because of the color of someone's flesh, or how much weight they carry. What doesn't work for one person, may work better for another. When I was living in Olympia, I had a surgery and there were not many places to go walking, so I didn't get much exercise and I had put on quite a bit of weight. Plus, I had discovered ice cream and fell in love with it. Well I wanted to go horseback riding on the beach. But they could not let me because I was too big. Do I blame that on thin privilege??? Hell NO!!! What it is, is what it is! No one can change that.

Well, in other news, Betty, my black-hooded rat female, had more babies today. It was a ray of sunshine. But her last litter is still here. I have 4 babies left out of 14. So I sold quite a few. One to my sis's friend. When my mom was here, she was like "Who'd want to buy a rat??!!" My mom never liked rats. But I think they are awesome pets. I also have some Roborovski's dwarf hamsters that were born around the same time as the ratlings. I am trying to find both animals new homes. I have 3 baby hamsters. My mom was so sure no one would want the rats. The rats have actually been the easy ones to sell. It's the hamsters I can't seem to unload!!! I started with 14 baby rats and now have only 4. I started with 3 baby hamsters, and still have all 3. Many people have inquired, no one has shown up. There's at least 3 people out there now who have expressed interest in these hamsters that have my name and address. But not one of them has ever shown up to even come see them.

Don't you just hate when that happens? People ask about your ad, ask for your address and phone number, and say they're going to come, and they never do. I got one inquiry yesterday who said she was interested. I gave her my address and everything. But I kinda figured out that she's not coming this morning when I hadn't heard anything more from her. But in the meantime, someone came and got 2 baby rats. I'm so glad they did, his little girl looked so sad. She just lost her guinea pig. So he got the rats for her to help mend her broken heart. That was sweet! I hope she and the ratlings get along good.

Wednesday, August 18, 2021

Supporting Black-Owned Businesses

This is a new thing they've got going on, especially on Amazon. Now, they are trying to get everyone to support businesses owned by black people. This is actually something I can get behind on. I personally love supporting small businesses. Some of them have the best items available. So, I'd be more than happy to support a business owned by a black entrepreneur. As long as the business has something that I really need. I don't shop for clothing much, and I don't eat out much so those kind of businesses are out. The problem is, most black-owned businesses don't have what I want, or what I need. I've never seen a pet store that was owned by a black person. They usually think those kind of things are boring. I don't know if there's an affordable grocery store out there owned by black people, and most convenience stores are owned by Asians. Sometimes I like going into book stores, or department stores, and even furniture stores. I don't go in asking if the store is owned by a black person before I shop. That's just not something I'm going to do. If it is, great! If it's not and they have something I need, then oh well. I'd get it regardless.

However, I do have some amount of sympathy for black entrepreneurs, because the BLM riots didn't give a shit about them, and destroyed their businesses. So, supporting them is something I wouldn't mind doing. As long as they have something I need.

Now, I'm not going to just go into a business just because it's owned by black people. I won't do that either. When there is something I need, I don't give a flying fig who or what owns the business, I'm going in to get what I need anyways.

One of the things that I love about being into pets is the kind of people who go around crashing windows and shouting "black lives matter!" usually think pet stores are boring. That's why I'm an odd duck. I love going into pet stores and seeing all the cute pets, and hopefully someday again find something unusual. Going to pet stores in the 90s was very exciting. That was back when they were carrying exotic animal pets. And I adore going to expos. The last one I went to this past year, my family were all worried about me going to Hillsboro because of the riots. But I wasn't worried at all. Because I knew Antifa and BLM would never go to a pet expo.

Unfortunately, all the good pet expos are in the south. Texas is very big on that kind of thing. One of these days though, I am going to just go there regardless. I want to bring home some very exotic animals. I want dormice again. I want duprasis again. I want pygmy mice again. I want all that cool stuff again. I want to bring all those exotics here again and have some real fun!

Tuesday, August 17, 2021

Disgrace To The Human Race

So, this is what the leftists voted for. Joe Blow FuckFace Biden has proven himself to be the biggest coward that ever set foot in the White House. Of course you all have heard by now about Biden pulling our troops out of Afghanistan. That means in his mind, the Taliban won the battle! Of course those of us that have 2 braincells to rub together knew Biden was going to cause a major screw-up like this! Many of the Afghan natives have begun trying to flee the country because they know what is going to come. The Taliban have already gone through the neighborhoods, knocking on doors and stealing teenage girls to use as sex slaves! But it has gotten even worse than that. Now, with the troops coming back to the USA, the Afghani citizens want to come back with them. They're getting so desperate, they've even begun hijacking rides to the US to get away from the tyranny of the Taliban. And when the planes take off, many are stuck holding on to the wings, and then this happens...

You see those 2 dots circled in the pic on the right? Those are desperate Afghani people who were clinging to this plane and couldn't hold on any longer. They fell hundreds of feet to the ground. There was also an incident where a man was clinging to the landing gear of a plane and was dismembered. What does this remind you of? I know what it reminds me of. It reminds me of this...

It all makes me feel sad. Sad for our country, sad for their country. But it also makes me angry! For those who voted for Biden, this is blood on YOUR hands!! As well as Biden's!! Anything that happens from now on in Afghanistan, or Pakistan or even Iraq, it's all on your hands! You didn't vote for Biden because he was good for this country. You just voted for him because you hate Trump. Imagine hating someone so much that it clouds your judgement. Hey! At least Biden doesn't post mean tweets.

Biden pulled our soldiers out of Afghanistan. But at least he doesn't post mean tweets. Thousands of people have died over the past 20 years trying to free Afghanistan. Biden won't even answer any questions or explain himself. But at least he doesn't post mean tweets. Instead of taking responsibility for his own actions, Biden blames Trump and the Afghan army. But at least he doesn't post mean tweets. Ahh!! FUCK THAT SHIT!!!! The beauty of being individuals is that we don't have to care about your feelings. Your feelings are yours! Not ours's to worry about. So what if Trump posted mean tweets?! Who cares?! No one else but Twitter fanatics care, and those people should probably not even be on Twitter in the first place!

Yes, in 2017, Trump said he'd pull our soldiers out of Afghanistan. But he didn't mean doing it in such a cowardly way as Biden did. Obama also said he'd pull the troops out of Afghanistan several years before Trump said it, but then he relented. Both Obama and Trump knew pulling our soldiers out would be a big mistake. But Biden put in the order to go ahead and do it. He was the only one who did. He's the only president who doesn't get it. Then he walked off the podium with his tail between his legs, without saying another word. Say what you want to about Trump, but I never saw no one jumping from a sky scraper or falling off an airplane when he was president! The only chaos that happened was Antifa and BLM going loony. But that can't even be blamed on Trump. Those were all the fault of the leftists!

This is the kind of cowardly lion the leftists voted for. Boy! I'm sure glad I saw the light and got away from the left. I guess I can thank the INXS fans for that. But that's all I can thank them for. So in a way, I think my dad's dying was a bit of a blessing in disguise. Once again, he was looking out for me, even from beyond the grave. Thank you Dad! I'm all so grateful he's not here to have to experience this shit going on in the world now. He's the lucky one!

Friday, July 16, 2021

I Warned You All

GOD is pissed off. And you know why? All this worshipping of a dumb criminal going on today! Just a couple days ago, a memorial to George Floyd was defaced. It wasn't done by vandals, nor was it done by white supremacists. Although that is probably what the leftists will tell you. It was done by GOD HIMself. God will not be mocked! Check this out...

This is the before and after pic of that mural. Notice in the after pic, you can see Floyd's chin. It is amazing how accurate the strike was. But then GOD is perfect in every way. An actual bolt of lightening struck that mural and destroyed it. When I saw this, I laughed!! First of all, that's a pretty terrible likeness of George Floyd. Second, he has no business being placed on a wall like he was some kind of hero. He wasn't a hero. He was a thug! Nothing more, and nothing less. GOD is sending a message to BLM. They'd better heed and repent.

BLM was founded by a couple of lesbian girls. Nowadays that's the only way to become famous, either you become gay, or you play video games or you become a cat person. Those are the only ways you can become famous now. Decent people, who love GOD and love this country and don't cry racism at every step, do not become noticeable. And it's so dumb to idolize a dead thug over GOD, who gave us all life and a savior (in Jesus). What did George Floyd give the world? Some shattered nerves and a phony $20 bill! We're all getting sick of hearing about George Floyd! And I know I'm not the only one who thinks that way. Otherwise, we wouldn't have these...

All these murals of George Floyd have been vandalized. This should have sent a message. And now, even GOD has gotten involved.

Wednesday, June 30, 2021

My Pet Store

 I've been wanting to run my own pet store since I was a kid. I love pets and I wanted to be able to supply other people with lovable, adorable pets. Now that I am older, and have a lot of time on my hands, I can begin my business. I'm getting my start, buying up small pets and beginning to breed them to sell. I got some birds, I got a couple rats (though I will be looking for more), I'm getting my first rabbit. I think I even got my marbled newts to mate. One has a swollen belly. Whether that means she's ready to lay or not, I have yet to discover. But it does give me some hope. Right now, I am working on taming my rats. I got a hooded rex female named Betty, and an albino male named Boo. I have a lot more I want to get, and will get in due time. I have PLENTY of time too, to begin my store. I want to also sell Duprasis, acacia rats, dormice, short-tailed opossums, and spiny mice. I'm going to get each of these animals and breed them for the store myself.

As rodents go, I especially love the duprasis. They're better, and gentler, than hamsters! They rarely bite. I had a female that was a biter, but she still produced some lovable babies! Of course I also intend to carry hamsters too. What pet store doesn't carry hamsters? Also, I'm going to carry herps and birds as well. And also I won't skimp on pet supplies. But I am going to make sure I only carry good quality supplies. I want nothing but good quality everything! Quality matters! I also have started a website. The website is going to be how I sell these animals. When something comes up available, I'll put it up on the site. I will hold the items here for the customers, and either they can come pick them up, or I can deliver them (for a small fee) to their home. I also intend to carry tropical and saltwater fish. Though that might come later, when I get my own place, because I want to devote an entire outbuilding to them.

As rabbits go, I plan to breed Netherland Dwarfs. Maybe a few more breeds too, like angoras, lionheads, english lops and flemish giants. That should keep me very busy! I also still intend to breed dogs, but not for the pet store. As more of a side-hobby as I still intend to show my dogs too. However, since kids love puppies, what I am going to do is bring my litters into the store, and allow people to pet them, and get them well socialized. I just won't sell them that way. I have so many ideas to make this pet store the best pet store Oregon has ever seen! And it'll give me something to do in my twilight years. As it is now, I have nothing to do most days, except work on my stories and stuff. While that is fun, the pet store has always been my lifelong dream. I don't even have to do very good. I'd be happy even if I just made a few sales a day. This is more a labor of love for me.

So yes, I've decided to just ignore the people who tell me not to open a pet store, and just open one. Though actually opening a brick-n-mortar store will have to wait for later. So at first, everything is going to be online. I've already got a start. I just need to keep going and not give up.

Monday, June 28, 2021

The End of Tomboys?

Well, this may be a blow. This is the only post I am making this year linked to anything LGBTQ. Because frankly, I'm getting sick of hearing about them. I want to be fair to everyone, and I don't condone beating up LGBTQ people in the streets. As long as they keep to themselves and don't get in my face! But I am through playing with them. I basically just treat them the same way I treat all strangers. I don't talk to them unless they come to me. I just walk by and go on with my day. What I am sick and tired of is them sexualizing children. They got the right to marry whomever they want, that should be enough for them. But no, they want MORE rights. They want LGBTQ characters in every new movie or tv series. They want to market books to children about how to change your own gender. They even turned Sesame Street into a gay fantasy. I'm even seeing commercials with gay people in them. I understand how they want others to accept them, but they're going too far! Acceptance isn't good if it has to be forced.

For example, NO ONE on this planet can make me put any LGBTQ characters in my stories. Absolutely NO ONE!!! When you pay to watch a movie on my site, and you've seen it, you can think whatever you want about the characters. But as the author and owner of these characters, I can promise you, there are NO actual LGBTQ animals represented in my stories. I'm not like these woke softies who are going to apologize to the world for not using any form of LGBTQ in my stories. No way. If you don't like the stories, or the characters used in the stories, then that is your problem. That is not my problem. I don't care about inclusivity. I have colored characters, and I have fat and thin characters. But that's all I got as far as "representation" goes. I have never seen any need to put any LGBTQ characters in my stories. Mostly because I market to young adults. I don't want people reading my stories and thinking it's OK to fake being gay, just because it's the in thing now. I'm a "go against the grain" kind of person.

Another thing I find annoying is these stupid pronouns. A person cannot change their pronouns. Any more than they can change their nouns or adverbs. I don't see why pronouns are such a big issue now. And I refuse to use most of them. I'll never use them in my bio, because I really do not care what someone calls me. See, if I wanted to play this silly pronoun game, I could pass as a "they/them". Because I have always been a bit of a tomboy. I still am. I never played with dolls as a kid. I preferred toy cars and trucks. But I don't want to play this silly pronoun game. If you call me she, I won't be offended. If you call me he, I won't be offended. You can even call me it and I won't be offended. I think that's silly. I grew up with he and she being singular pronouns, and they and them being plural pronouns. I also use they and them when I am talking about someone and don't want to reveal who they are. Not even their gender. But there are people who call themselves "they/them" just because they want to. They think they're being cute or original. I'm not going to use they or them if I know who I'm talking about and it's just one person.

And this thing about using trans "women" to represent real women is just sickening. When I think of trans "women" or trans "men", I think of this guy...

On first glance, you'd think this is a rat or a mouse. Right? It looks like one. Round, naked ears and a naked tail, with clawed hands and feet. One could really be fooled by this animal's true identity. In fact, their english name is marsupial "mouse". But guess what. It's not a mouse. It is actually a true marsupial. But they got the name marsupial "mouse", because they look like a mouse. This one is a brown antechinus, which is their non-english name. This is what I think of when I hear trans "woman" or trans "man". They can look like the opposite gender all they want to, but they will never be that gender they see themselves as. Any more than this little guy will ever be a real mouse. And now, we are being forced (and in some cases, coerced) into playing along with these confused misfits. In Canada, you can actually be fined and jailed for "misgendering" someone. Not acceptable for those of us who don't care to play along.

Most of the time, when I see a child who is actually a little boy, but says he's a little girl, I think it's mostly the fault of the parents. Particularly the mom. There is a case of a little boy, who the mom wanted so badly to be a little girl, that she forced a girl's lifestyle on him. When he got older, he kept telling his mom he didn't even want to be a girl, but she kept pushing him to be a girl. I feel sorry for that child. And most of this shit about gender roles came from a guy named John Money. For those who do not know, John Money is a man who gained custody of 2 twin boys. One of the twins was raised as a boy, just like he should have. But because of a little error in circumsizing the other twin boy, John Money decided to raise the other twin boy as a girl. That little boy grew up miserable and wound up taking his own life when he was in his 30s.

People who are trans, or trans-supporters, will tell you trans people take their own lives because they don't feel accepted. I don't believe that to be 100% of the case. I believe they take their own lives because they hate themselves. That's why they want to become trans in the first place. They don't like the body they were born into, so the first step they take is changing their whole personality, and when that doesn't satisfy them, they take their lives. The leftists don't want to see that, but I believe that to be true. Sad as it is, it's closer to the truth than someone saying they kill themselves because they were not accepted. If you're proud of who you are, you stop giving a shit if other people accept you. And liberals are generally not proud of who they are. I know. Up until a few years ago, I was a liberal. Acceptance meant a lot more to me then than it does now!

Sunday, June 20, 2021

Sis Is Wise!

Well, my sis is on her way home after spending nearly a month here. Mya really misses her too. I mean REALLY misses her! I was talking to my sis on the speaker phone and after I hung up, I heard what sounded like an old man laughing deeply outside my bedroom window. At first I thought it was a kid playing around. But no other kid sounds were heard. Then I thought it was one of my diamond doves because I heard a soft coo and then "AH-AH-AH!!" But then my doves have never made that sound. And they aren't supposed to. It took me a minute to realize it was Mya, howling in her own unique way. When I went back into my bedroom, Mya was panting, running in circles on my bed. Then I took her and put her on the floor and she ran around the house, excitedly. She was panting and whimpering too. I knew then, she was looking for my sis! I mentioned my sis, and every time I mentioned her, Mya would look around and whimper some more.

Well, I had to put her out to go potty. The instant I opened the door, she ran out as if to be looking for something. I said "You really miss your auntie, don't you?" Her face would really light up then. I had to remind her that her auntie had to go home. When we got back from going out, Mya laid down in the middle of the living room, softly howling to herself. I felt so bad for her. But I couldn't help her. Just give her some loving.

Well, while my sis was here, there was an article trending. It was about a therapist (whom herself needs therapy). Her name is Dr. Aruna Khilanani and she spoke at Yale one day and told the students there that she actually fantasizes about killing white people. No real reason for doing it, she just wants to do it. Here is the racist murderer herself...

A lot of people were angered by her comment. I said I fantasize about shooting a hole through her fat lips! That was when I was banned from Facebook for 7 days. But again, not sorry! If she can talk about fantasies of killing white people, I can say the same thing about killing her. She even said she'd have no remorse in doing it. That means she'd kill the white person, then move on with a smile to kill another.

How does she think that makes the white students who attended her assembly feel? I'd be scared. I would not be able to trust her. Let alone want to be in the same room with her! If she killed all white people she saw, that means she'd take away my mom, my stepfather, my little brother, and my Timmy! I wouldn't want that to happen. My mom and stepfather are the only parents I have now, that my dad is gone. And I do love my family, and Timmy. I'd be furious if anything happened to them at the hands of this psycho-chick! And now this chick is saying all white people are psychotic, natural-born killers. Well, if that's true, then why is it blacks who are committing 50% of all crimes? First blacks, then latinos. I should be offended by that statement, because I am latino. But I'm not. Because sadly, it's the truth. But you mention blacks commit 50% of the crimes in the USA, especially to a leftist black person, and they get outrageously angry! They get more angry than what is normal. I can literally put my finger on 100 videos I have seen where black people get outrageously angry over almost nothing.

So, why doesn't this woman say she wants to kill all black people? Surely, if she'd replaced "I want to kill all white people" with "I want to kill all black people", she would have been hella-scorned, had her license revoked, and banned from speaking at any University ever again. Well, she got the scorn alright, from people all over the internet. But as of this writing, she hasn't been banned from speaking (although I don't think many universities are going to invite her over ever again), and her license has not been revoked. Maybe that's why she doesn't say it. Or maybe she won't say it for the same reason the leftists let black criminals get away with anything, because she feels sorry for them.

My sis almost didn't believe that anyone could say anything so cruel. She believes the media blew up what she said, once again, to turn the races against each other. I thought about that for a second, because that indeed is the normal agenda for the mainstream media today. I figured she must be right. This woman's words were probably exaggerated. Maybe she didn't really mean it the way it came out. But it still made me angry. To think this woman can just wipe out my family like that and not have any remorse for doing it. And no reason to do it. Just because she feels like it. But I still think she is the one who is psychotic!

Sunday, May 30, 2021

The Creepy JoeBlow Is Back!

OMG! Creepy Joe is back again! He was in a conference, when he told everybody how a 9-year old "looks like a 19-year old sitting with her legs crossed". Seeing him sniffing children's hair was weird enough. Now he's saying a 9-year old looks 19. Now, you all know that if Trump had said that, we'd never hear the end of it. CNN and MSNBC would be twisting that story, adding more BS to it, dragging it around for months, being quick to call Trump a pedophile, and adding all kinds of other shit to the story to a point it wouldn't be recognizable anymore. But does anyone say anything when JoeBlow says it? No. They're all more concerned about the kind of ice cream Joe likes. Well, I'm going to say something about it. Get this pedophile the fuck OUT of the WH!!!! I'm tired of him! I've been tired of him. I never wanted him as president in the first place. Obama was bad enough. If I ever met Obama in person, I'd punch him in the gut! I'm mad at him for the way he divided this country!

Ya know, shortly after I rejoined Facebook, I found out Timmy had an account with them. I asked him to become my Facebook friend, but he didn't accept. Well, I recently found out he did not reject my request. When I see his profile, it still says "Friend Request Sent". Maybe I should rescind that. As much as I love Timmy, if he's a JoeBlow supporter, I don't want to know about it! If he supports a criminal organization like black lives matter, I don't want to know about it. I just want to remember him the way he was when I met him; a kind, happy gentleman that I adore. It was bad enough when I found out Garry Beers supports Joe Biden. So does Richard Lowenstein. Garry also supports the "adopt don't shop" movement. I still like Garry a lot. He was fun to meet too. But he is such a leftist, makes me question his integrity. I feel bad for him too, I just heard recently his boxer died. I wanted to say something to him, but I'm in Facebook jail now.

Yes, once again, I am in Facebook jail! LOL! But I am not sorry. Come to think of it, I've never been sorry for being put in Facebook jail. Every reason I've been in facebook jail is because of something I've said, or felt, that I do not regret saying. Because it's TRUE!!! But this time really took the cake. On one of the papillon groups I am in, someone had their little pap in their backyard when an unknown assailant came along and shot their dog down dead! A sweet little papillon dog, so beautiful and innocent, and some dumbass came along and gunned him down in his own backyard for no reason! I said if I would have found the person who did it, I'd want to kill them! ANY pet lover would do the same I'm sure. Well, someone didn't like it that I said that (probably the perpetrator themself) and reported my comment to Facebook and I got put in jail for 3 days. Sorry, not sorry. I would kill someone who shot my dog! I'm sure Zucko would do the same if someone shot his dog. My animals are my world! Anyone destroys my world will feel the wrath of Hell. You should have seen how pissed off I got when I even thought someone I used to know sent evil spirits to kill my Groucho. I wanted to wring that person's neck!!

Anyway, as much as I love Timmy, I'm scared to become his friend on Facebook. I mean that. I just don't want to know it if he's a leftist too. I'm scared it might ruin all images I've kept of him in my head over the years. I don't want to lose that. So, I think I should withdraw my offer to add him to my friends. If Michael is a leftist, then I also don't want to know it. But he's no longer with us, so no chance of ever finding out if he's a Biden supporter. Although he did have a picture of Che Guevara on one of his shirts. He was a far-leftist dictator whose army killed a lot of innocent people. But I don't know if I can blame Michael for that, or if it was a shirt handed to him by a deluded fan. Remember JD Fortune and the PETA shirts? JD didn't get those shirts on his own. They were given to him from PETA or some PETA-supporting fans that insisted he wear it. Fans often do that when they meet their favorite celebrities. They push their beliefs on them. We can only hope those celebs have the gumption to refuse once those fans are out of their faces. I hope JD doesn't really support PETA!! Just like I hope Michael didn't really support Che Guevara. Both would be bad news!

Well anyway, my sis is coming up for nearly a whole month. We're gonna have fun! I've been getting lots of good news lately. My sis is coming up here for a while, my mom is buying a farm, and she says I get to come over and play with the baby chicks! I can hardly wait! And thank GOD she's decided not to move to Nashville! After the riots that happened there last Christmas, she decided it was too risky to move there. Besides, my mom just had her first (and probably only) grandchild ever. She wouldn't want to move from that! And as far as I know, he's doing fine!

Wednesday, May 26, 2021

Only Getting Worse

Well, apparently, today is the anniversary of George Floyd's death. Frankly, I don't give a damn. I'm not on George Floyd's side. Not at all! And I don't give two Gods' damn if people hate me for thinking this way. I don't see anything good about George Floyd's life to be celebrated! In fact, I see much more bad than good. BLM in particular, think everything is getting better for the black community. They're WRONG!! BLM succeeded in something that has never been accomplished before; they succeeded in making me more cautious of black people. Almost to a point of being racist. Note, I said "Almost". There's still a lot of black people I like. But they are mostly black people I've known all my life, or friendly conservatives. But there are things I still won't do. For one, I don't use racial slurs. I just think the "N" word is such an ugly word! I'd never use it. I don't call black people "coons" either. That's actually a slur for white people. Not black. It's what they called southerners who wore Davy Crockett hats.

Note I also said conservatives. Conservatives don't always mean people who believe in GOD. I knew at least one black person who believed in GOD, and I don't like her. She's even a pastor in her own church. She believes in GOD, but that doesn't mean she's a black person I would trust. Because she's crazier than a loon!! Shoot! She's crazier than a cuckoo bird!!! I'd known her since 1981, and I never knew she was so crazy until she blew up at my mom last year. And mom said that wasn't the only time she's blown up at her. Apparently it's happened before. But now, my ma says she never wants to see her again after I revealed that she was calling me and my sister "trophy kids". That probably also explains why she has never spoke to me and my sis on Facebook. It's very possible that's why. Well, ma blocked her on Facebook, and so did I. So, we never have to see her again. LOL!

Black people today are such wussies! They freak out at the mere sight of a rope. Most especially if that rope is tied even remotely like a noose! Black people complain about that because of FORMER slaves who were hung in the old days of lynching. Something today's black people never faced!! I heard in Connecticut, Amazon has had to delay building a new warehouse because several ropes were found on the site that was tied like a noose. Then some black wussy started honking on about how that sight terrifies him. UGH!! This is all Obama's fault!!! Before he became president, I never heard of a black person being so scared of the mere sight of a rope! A lot of white people, particularly the Irish, and hispanics were hung by ropes too. So were republicans! Often alongside the blacks. I'm not republican, but I am Irish and hispanic. I don't get scared at the sight of a rope. And if anyone should hate the sight of a noose, it's ME!! My Michael was killed by one!!! I should hate the sight of a noose and a belt. Well, I don't like belts, but not for that reason. But the sight of one doesn't make me uneasy, like it does with these modern black leftards.

This is why I will not listen to leftists. I've never met a conservative black person who was so scared at the sight of a rope. I've never heard of a conservative black person refer to George Floyd as a "saint". I never seen a black conservative take a meme, intended as a joke on 4-Chan, as being the gospel (ie. comparing the OK sign as a sign of white power). I've never heard any conservative black person call things they don't like "racist". I've never heard a conservative black person say "even if you marry outside your race, you can still be racist". I've never heard of a conservative black person say all the police are just out to get them so they can murder them. I never heard of a conservative black person looting stores and tearing down businesses. I never heard of a conservative black person beating up Asians and whites for no reason. No. I only hear and see all this crap from leftist black people. And why? Because Obama told them they need to fear these things and used slavery as a valid excuse for it. And then Hillary Clinton confirms it all and it's being carried on and even expanding because of BLM. THAT is why I won't listen to leftists. Also, EVERY leftist I've ever met all say the same bullshit; "You only believe in conspiracy theories!" To them, Antifa is a conspiracy theory. But I know, and every conservative knows, Antifa is real, and very destructive! I don't think a conspiracy theory can go around towns and burn down buildings. Any more than I believe a giant pink bunny with green polka-dots can burn down buildings. So yes, Antifa is real and they need to be STOPPED!! We are all getting sick of the leftist bullshit!

So tell me, why is it conservative black people never say or believe all those things and leftist black people do? Answer me that. I'll tell you why. Because leftists don't get their news from actual news sources. A lot of them will tell you they don't even watch CNN or MSNBC. Personally, I think they're lying, but I cannot say that for sure. My guess is they get all their news from websites like MSN, Yahoo, and even Twitter. None of which I would trust around the corner! Because those are leftist websites, who only report in favor of leftist ideologies. Many have completely banned conservative media. Which I think is why it's very important to check sources for both. If you want to only hear leftist news, fine. But at least balance it out with reliable conservative resources. I always recommend Tim Pool and Karlyn Borysenko on YouTube. Both are left-leaning, but they don't have Trump derangement syndrome. So, they are very reliable sources.

Sunday, May 16, 2021

Walt Disney Is Not Happy!

I don't claim to be a medium, but I can only imagine what Walt Disney now would be thinking about his company. And I can tell you, I don't think he'd be a happy camper now! I know I wouldn't be if I spent almost 100 years building up my reputation as a fun company that tells good stories, only to have it destroyed by leftist wussy ideology!! A lot of people complain now that Walt Disney himself was a bigot. My response is BIG DEAL?!! At least he told good stories. He created characters that were easy to relate to and made movies that were accurate and a viewer could really get into. Nowadays, people are more interested in being "woke" rather than telling just good stories. I'm gonna tell you, I actually liked Disney movies a lot better when they were "bigoted"!! At least they were honest and funny.

Now, Hollywood has this thing. A movie cannot be made anymore that does not include black characters, or gay characters. If a straight white man is depicted, he has to be accompanied by a black woman. But two gay men can be depicted themselves with no black characters. I don't understand this at all. I guess you could make a decent movie with a biracial couple. I Love Lucy worked out just fine! But who is gonna care to see a movie about 2 gay men or 2 gay women getting together?! Commercials have already begun doing this. You don't see many commercials now where there are straight white men married to straight white women. Nowadays, the man either has to be gay, or have a black companion. And it's now always the straight white man that is treated like a third-class citizen in commercials.

Remember the Drew Carrey show? I used to watch that, and I found it funny. There was a drag queen they all didn't like much and made fun of. Nowadays, the drag queen would be the main character, and Drew Carrey would be the one constantly being picked on. The funny thing about that is, there's lots to make fun of drag queens about. They're practically clowns. They're burlesque-type clowns. Drew Carrey, he's just a straight guy who is short, bald and fat. And while you could build a successful show around making fun of those things, it's funnier making fun of the drag queen. They dress up to be funny. Fat people are just laughed at for the hell of it.

Well anyway, now Disney Studios is telling all their employees to donate to black lives matter. They are not only making them do that, but also telling their white employees that they are not allowed to question black co-workers. That is so dumb!! On so many levels. First of all, this is a way of lifting black people, no matter who they are, to the status of GOD. And I refuse to do that! I'm not lifting any human up to the status of GOD. I don't care what their flesh color is!!! From past experience I can tell you that to lift up black people like they are the only ones that matter, is a huge mistake! I've known quite a few nice black people, but I've also known some very dubious ones too. That's why I am more cautious of them nowadays. The evil ones will take advantage of their "power" and knock you down, not even thinking twice. They're very uncivilized. Especially modern young black liberals. The conservatives are easier to trust. Not all of them, but most of them are. It would be a lot easier for me to trust a black person who would smile and say to you "have a blessed day" than someone who throws around the word "bitch" everywhere and always has their hands out ready to strike you down.

Now, I am seeing people comparing George Floyd to Emmett Till. To me, that is a grossly exaggerated fabrication. I read the story of Emmett Till. He was just a kid. There is absolutely NO likeness between him and George Floyd! Emmett Till did nothing to deserve being lynched! He was just a kid, who as I understand it, just had a stuffy nose and was blowing it. That was taken as being offensive by this one woman, whose family then tortured and killed Emmett Till. His killing was undeserved. George Floyd, on the other hand, was doing drugs, resisting arrest, and started crying "I can't breathe" long before his body was ever even on the ground! Not to mention, he had a long criminal record. Now, I am not saying he deserved to die, but I am saying it wouldn't have happened if he'd only followed police orders! Emmett Till had it WAY worse than George Floyd did! Till didn't choose to do anything and get lynched. His case was a terrible misunderstanding. George Floyd did choose to resist arrest, just like ALL young, black liberals do today. If you resist arrest, you're going to be restrained! And if you choose to put drugs like Fentanyl in your body at dangerous levels, you will suffer for it. That's why I don't do drugs. I don't want to take that chance. I'm not that fricken stupid!!!

Well, one of the jurors at the Chauvin case was discovered to be an imposter. He said he'd never been to a BLM rally. He lied! He had been to one. And that did influence his decision to convict Chauvin. Now, there is talk about going to trial with him again. This time, without the BLM meddling. I hope! Chauvin deserved a much fairer trial than he got. I hope he gets acquitted!

Monday, May 3, 2021

The Chauvin Trial

Well, I've kept my mouth shut on here about this for a while, but now I have to say something. I've said it on Facebook. And yes, a few people unfriended me because of this, LOL! But really I do not give a shit. I don't even remember who they were. I just know I've got a few less people to worry about now than before. The only one I remember I lost is my little brother Johnny. He even blocked me on Facebook now. But you know what? I don't hold it against him. He's still my little brother. He'll always be my little brother. And I will always be there for him as a big sister. It's not his fault. I'm sure all his black friends have been feeding him a lot of baloney about George Floyd and the dangers BLM poses to our country. Johnny is still young. He doesn't know what BLM is doing is bad for black people in general. Like I said, all they accomplished in doing is proving the stereotypes we all have about them is true. I'm starting to have trust issues with black people now because of BLM. That's something I've never had before in my life! But now seeing they are a group of totally uncivilized people, I'm very careful about trusting them now.

Yes, I realize not all black people are like those representing BLM. But I wouldn't know that until after I got to meet them and know them for a while. I'm no longer just going to throw out my trust to blacks I see in any street corner. I'm going to hold my wallet tighter, walk faster, and not make any eye-contact with them. Especially when I am in the city. I remember a year ago in Portland, I was driving around there at night, and a black guy in a hoodie started to approach my car. I nearly ran him down trying to get out of his reach because I didn't want him dragging me out of my car and doing GOD knows what to me! Thankfully I didn't really run him down. But apparently, he was just trying to let me know my headlights were off. See! This is what BLM has done to me!!! I'm extra cautious about black people now. And the women are much worse than the men!! Especially the young leftist black women. I am especially wary of them!

Ya know, I really do HATE it that I am this way. But because of the radical BLM activists, this is how I am now. Yes, I have also been called "racist". Mostly by leftists. I really do not give a shit if they think I am "racist". To the leftists, if you drink milk, you're a racist. So, being called a racist by them means nothing to me now. But skipping what they say about me, I really don't like being this way about black people. Because I have had black friends and even boyfriends, and I have met some very nice black people throughout my life too. But this is the new me that BLM has created. That's why I resent BLM. And the leader, I think her name is Patrisse Cullors, she took all the money sent to BLM and bought 4 multi-million dollar houses with that money! Further proving today's blacks are lying, thieving, greedy-ass yanks!! The funniest thing about that is, she did not buy houses in black neighborhoods. The same person who admitted to hating white people, and griping about capitalism, bought 4 multi-million-dollar homes in WHITE neighborhoods!! It's almost too comical to be real!! LMAO!!

I told you all, not one penny of that money sent to BLM has gone into improving black neighborhoods or schools, or black scholarships! It all went into the founder's pocket. BLM doesn't care about George Floyd or any other black person killed by cops. They only care about exploiting their deaths to make more money.

I care nothing about George Floyd. I didn't know the guy, and what I do know about him is not good. I'm on the side of his victims. He raped a woman, and also held a gun to a pregnant women in a home invasion. How do people think the victims of George Floyd feels about black people holding him up as a deity? He did nothing good in his life, and nothing good was ever going to come out of him. Chauvin did nothing wrong. He did his job. The whole trial was more tense than a tug-of-war session in the olympics! BLM activists threatened to loot and riot again if Chauvin wasn't found guilty. How fair is a trial like that based solely on mob-rule?! Like Candace Owens said, it wasn't a fair trial! I even recently saw an article about an interview with one of the jurors in the Chauvin case. She said she was really afraid to say how she really felt because of the threats from BLM. So, it really wasn't a fair trial. I wish I had been on that jury. I am not afraid of BLM. All they are is a horde of whiny brats who've never had a spanking in their lives. We have to stop letting people like them win everything! They don't know what's best for us. Hell, their parents didn't even do what was best for them! How can we determine those brats know what's best for us??

Well, Johnny didn't like that I said Derek Chauvin is innocent. So, he unfriended me. That's his prerogative. I got bigger worries in my life now than him. But he is my little brother, and I can only hope someday he learns the truth and comes back to his senses. Everyone else who unfriended me, they're just gravy! LMAO!! I could care less about them. The less gravy I got, the better. Gravy makes you bloat. LOL! Personally, I'm staying on the side of George Floyd's victims. What would they think? How would they feel?

Friday, March 26, 2021

Birds I Want Now

 Well, as you all know, I got my birds. They came in fast! They were sent through USPS and I never expected them to get here that fast! They were sent Tuesday eve, and were here Wednesday morning. Now, they are settling in their cage and they look happy. I've been hearing all the different songs they sing and it sounds great in here now. I discussed the birds I got last time. I just went to this one site, Lee's Exotic Birds, and saw what all he had and said "I've got to get me some of those!" He had diamond firetails for $200 per couple. Normally, you can't even get one for that! The Finch Farm, another good finch supplier, charges over $200 for a single diamond firetail. So as you can see, Lee's prices are very competitive! I can't wait till he has gouldians for sale! I'm ordering some from him then too!

Well, I decided to have a little fun here on this post. I want to talk about birds I don't have now, that I do want to get down the line. Maybe I'll find some of these at the bird expo next month? Who knows? We'll have to wait and see. I cannot wait though!!! I'm like a kid in a candy store in those places!! I want to buy everything I see!! But I know I can't. I'm happy now though. I've got some of my birds I want. They're happy and healthy, and I just love them to death!! If I could hug and kiss them, believe me I would! But finches don't like being held. That's OK. It's enough for me that I got them and they sing for me.

Anyway, here's some more birds I want to get either sooner or later...

Pacific Parrotlet (Forpus coelestis)

These are some of the smallest hookbills. However, they are easy to train and can even learn to talk. I like them because of their sheer cuteness!
Hyacinth macaw (Anodorhynchus hyacinthinus)

This used to be one of the most expensive birds available because they were originally intended for zoos and display. But more people are getting them as pets. They are the largest pet parrots and quite intelligent. Some people describe them as being noisy and snippy. However, they are quite capable of learning to talk.
Fischer's Lovebird (Agapornis fischeri)
These, I think, are the prettiest of the lovebirds! The beak being bright reddish orange, with a bright orange on the forehead, fading to yellowish on the breast with a green back and tail. They look unique among the lovebird species.
Pintailed Parrot Finch (Erythrura prasina)

These are the most colorful of the parrot finches. They are also known as "nonpareils", which means "without equal". And it is correct! These are one of the most beautiful finches I've ever seen! But they are also notoriously hard to find, and harder to breed.
Pin-tailed Whydah (Vidua macroura)

All breeding male whydah birds have long tails during the breeding season. At other times of the year, they can look as dull and unassuming as a sparrow. I personally love their butterfly-like flight and long tail feathers. Even if I do only get to see them once a year. The whydahs are a family of brood parasite birds. That means that they rely on other bird species to raise their young. Normally, this species relies on the St. Helena waxbill to raise it's young. But I've also heard some breeders say they've had success breeding whydahs using society finches as their host.
Congo Gray Parrot (Psittacus erithacus)

There are actually 2 types of gray parrots, the Congo gray and the Timneh gray. I prefer the Congo gray. I love the contrast of dull gray feathers with a bright red tail! These birds are also well-known for their intelligence. There was one Congo gray parrot that learned to speak over 100 different words, and they tend to understand human conversations better than other parrots. These are also one-person birds. They tend to bond only with one family member.
St. Helena Waxbill (Estrilda astrild)

As you can see, these very closely resemble the red-eared waxbills that I got this past week. They have more pronounced stripes on the body though. They too have cute little twitters.
Gouldian Finch (Chloebia gouldiae)

Also known as "Lady Gouldian finches", the colors and patterns of these finches is so bright, it looks almost unreal! Though people are breeding more mutated colors, I only like the natural colors.
Cape Dove (Oena capensis)

Also known as the Namaqua dove, long-tailed dove, and even pygmy dove, these are one of the smallest doves in the world. They also have the longest tail, in proportion to body size. I'm not limiting myself to hookbills and finches. I intend on getting doves and softbills too. Doves are a lot of fun to have as pets. They tame very easy, and they don't bite!
Common ground dove (Columbina passerina)

This is the smallest dove in the world, and I've only found them available at one place. These doves rival finches in size. They're a bit more skittish than other pet doves too.
Shaft-tailed Whydah (Vidua regia)

Also known as Queen whydah, like all whydah birds, these birds are only so spectacular looking at certain times of the year. And then only long enough to breed. I love them for this. But they also rely on a host bird to raise their young. In the case of this species, the host should be a violet-eared waxbill.
Black-faced Lovebird (Agapornis personatus)

These are among the most commonly available lovebirds. However, natural colors are becoming less available because most people (except for me) prefer the man-made mutated colors. I personally, would never go for a blue black-faced lovebird. To me, there is no better artist than mother nature.
Melba Finch (Pytilia melba)

These barely look like finches, the beak is long and narrow, more like a softbill bird. However, they are true members of the waxbill finch family. These are hard to find, but I've found some breeders for these. And I still think they're beautiful!!

Pekin Robin (Leiothrix lutea)

This is the bird of a thousand names. Pekin robin is just one. But it's the most commonly used name. I love these birds because of their acrobatics and sweet songs.
Scarlet Macaw (Ara macao)

Every bird enthusiast would be familiar with this bird! They are one of the most common sights in the pet trade! They are also quite capable of learning to talk.
Spice Finch (Lonchura punctulata)

Another bird of a thousand names. They are also known as scaly-breasted munia, nutmeg mannikin, and spotted munia. These are quite common in the pet trade. I like their flashy markings and cute little peeps.
Diamond Dove (Geopelia cuneata)

I had some of these back in 1992 and I loved them! I was able to tame the female but for some reason, never managed to tame the male. But she made a fun pet that I carried on my shoulder all over the house!

Scarlet-chested parakeet (Neophema splendida)

I saw some of these back in 1992, but never got them. But I've been dreaming about them ever since! I love how their colors seem to glow. However, they are not as likely as the other hookbills to learn to talk.

Wednesday, March 24, 2021

New Little Friends

 I finally done it! I'm getting my first round of birds today! As of this typing, they are in Portland at the distribution center. I cannot wait to get them!! I've been missing my birds. I had birds back in 1992, and that was the first and last time I ever had any cage birds. It used to be I could walk into any pet store and I'd see cages full of birds. All different kinds. I used to go to pet stores just to see what kinds were available that day. But birds have not been available for a long time now. Thanks to the 2008 recession is what I learned. Now, I rely on the internet to provide me with different kinds of birds. Mostly I like to have finches. But I don't want no run-of-the-mill zebra finches or society finches. I like the much more exotic ones.

I also noticed the price of birds has gone up tremendously since I last had them. In those days, I could get a pair of diamond doves for $40. Now, I can't even get one for that price. Now I see them and they cost over $100 each! I should never have gotten rid of my birds!!! I've been regretting it since I had to give them up. Back in 1992, I had just gone to an exotic bird expo, and came back with a load of new birds, when I got this job with a couple named Patti and Chris Shultze. It was OK though. I really wanted that job back then. It was a babysitter/nanny/housekeeping job. I was probably the world's worst babysitter back then. I was young, naive, and didn't know really how to handle kids very well. I didn't have any of my own then. But I thought I would have that job forever and ever. Patti and Chris talked a lot about me staying there, helping them with a business they wanted to open, and even moving to Hawaii with them. They said there, I can have a huge aviary with all kinds of birds. It would have been a dream come true for me. So, on that note, and trusting them implicitly, I sold all the birds I had.

Well, that job started to fall apart for several reasons. First of all, my family was not too happy when they heard I was awake until 3:30 AM working on their laundry. Though Patti at first felt bad about keeping me up that long, it didn't help the situation any with my family. Especially with my sis. Second of all, Patti was always in a bad mood because she had bad migraines. Third, and I admit this myself, I was not mature enough. As an 18 year old at the time, I was a bit too much like an overgrown child myself to live up to their standards of child-rearing. I did some things back then to those kids that, looking back on it today, makes me cringe. Nothing really majorly bad, but enough that it makes me cringe now that I've grown up some more. I acted more like their bigger sister than a babysitter who should have been respected by them.

Anyway, I have regretted getting rid of my birds ever since I was released from that job. Now, I want them back! I am so glad I took Katrina's advice. Of course I still intend on getting a puppy. It just won't be right now. I can't seem to think of anything but these birds and a bird expo I plan to go to next month in Hillsboro. And a future of having a house FULL of birds of different kinds! Not just finches. I also plan to have a lot of softbills and hookbills too. I want them ALL!!! I want to be the Bird Queen of Tillamook. hehehe! Besides, there'll never be a dull moment with them.

Anyway, these are the birds I have coming today...

Red-Eared Waxbill (Estrilda troglodytes)

These were the very first cagebirds I ever got for myself. I got them at a pet store in Lakewood, only they were mislabeled as "St. Helena Waxbills". Though the two species are very similar, and sometimes interbreed in the wild, they are not one in the same. Whereas St. Helenas have very pronounced stripes all over their body, Red-ears have barely visible stripes and a pink underbelly. I like these birds because of their sweet little twitters and peeps, and their acrobatics.

Forbes Parrotfinch (Erythrura tricolor)

Easily one of the most beautiful finches in the trade. I find their colors very fascinating!

Star Finch (Bathilda ruficauda)

I used to have a male-female pair of these back in 1992. But unfortunately, because of that job at Patti & Chris's, I sold them too. I didn't even get to have them for a full month!! Damn!!

Diamond Firetail (Stagonopleura guttata)

Also known as "diamond sparrow", it is not a sparrow. It is a true waxbill finch. I always wanted some of these, but never got any.

Shaft-tailed Finch (Poephila acuticauda)

Another species I've always wanted but never got, because I was never able to find them in pet stores! These are also known as long-tailed finches too. They have a beautiful, melodious song.

Tricolored Munia (Lonchura malacca)

I used to have some of these too back in 1992. I loved their cute little tweets.

Blue-Faced Parrotfinch (Erythrura trichroa)

I never had any kind of parrotfinch before, but I saw some of these at a pet store and thought they were gorgeous!!