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Disclaimer: If you are easily offended by sheer honesty, or you think me having my own opinions is "being negative", then this is not the place for you, and I suggest you leave and head elsewhere. I call a spade a spade, and I don't sugarcoat anything.

Wednesday, August 30, 2017

Nevermind Last Night's Post

Last night I wrote a post about a girl named Steph who came to my channel and at first copped an attitude with me. My sis saw my post and went in to say her piece. Mind you, I did not send her. My sis has her own mind. LOL! She saw my blog and I'm sure wanted to check Steph out for herself. Well, she "met" Steph in all her glory. And then Steph read the post I wrote to her yesterday after she muted me, and dropped a bomb. She told me her emotions have been insane because she lost her grandma a few months ago.

Well, when I saw that, I was in the middle of writing a long-winded, brutal post to Steph. Then when I saw that her grandma died, I couldn't go on. I deleted that post I had been working on and instead sent my condolences to her. I couldn't say what I was going to say to her. That would have made me no different than the libtard SJW INXS fans who deserted me after my father died. I admit, I can also lash out when I am grieving. All I ever ask of my friends is that they be patient with me. Well, those so-called "friends" weren't. In some ways, I cannot really blame them. If you'd never lost a loved one, or it had been years since you did, or if you don't react to grief the same way, it's hard for you to understand. My reaction to losing a loved one is also to lash out, sooner or later. I don't ever do it on purpose. People just think I do. But at the same time, I cannot help it. Grief clouds my judgment.

Well, I could not go on bashing Steph. Its been a year almost that I lost my father, and I'm still on that emotional roller coaster. It's just less now. I told you, I tend to get over things fairly quickly. Since I do not want to be like the libtard SJW INXS fans, I sent Steph hugs instead of sarcasm and scolding. I couldn't be bitchy with her anymore. She doesn't need that. Like me, she needs people to be patient with her. So, I am reaching out and doing it myself. I even apologized to Steph for my hostility towards her. I really mean that too. I cannot stomp on a person's head who is down. That's not in my nature. I even felt bad for writing that post I made last night, so that's why I took it down. So, I won't be harassing her anymore.

Monday, August 28, 2017

Woa! I've Reached A Milestone!

I posted a video up last Wednesday, something like that. I talked about the video that Mr. Repzion put out about Joy Sparkle BS. I mostly addressed Mr. Repzion's complaints about Joy being inconsistent. Which is really true. I like Joy, but I have noticed she is really inconsistent. For example, when she says she is not going to make another Onision video, the very next day she usually has another one up. Now, I have a few Onision videos on my channel. I have no qualms about making videos about him. But the one thing I never wanted to do was make hundreds and hundreds of them. The only time I ever talk about Onision on YouTube is if he does something that really pisses me off. And I mean REALLY pisses me off! Like when he used his wife's mental disorder to attract other, younger girls into their relationship and how he thinks that is just fine. That pissed me off BIG time!!! But I did not make 100 or so videos about it. And I won't. I figure one is enough.

There is a reason for that. I think it's wrong to do something like make 100+ videos about someone. I remember how the delusional mods used to be with other INXS fans back in the day. They would talk and talk and talk about other fans they considered to be "delusional", and they would make up things in their heads and post a bunch of bullshit on their forum about said fan, trying to interpret what they think the fans were saying, putting words in their mouths, and twisting them around to mean something else. The problem was, the delusional mods were always wrong in their interpretations. Joy is not as bad as say Catsredrum was, but she's almost as bad in that she continues to post about Onision, but doesn't seem to get anywhere. But I like Joy, I enjoy her videos, even the ones about Onision and DaddyOfFive. I think she's a good kid. Even though everyone tries to convince me she's a scammer. But most of those accusing Joy of being a scammer are teenagers and preteens. They don't know any better. I haven't seen where she's scammed anyone. And unless I get a bolt from the blue saying different, I'm going to take Joy's explanations at face value.

Well, my video hasn't even been up a week and I've already gotten over 1000 views on it! It's amazing! I've never had a video get over 1000 views in such a short amount of time! Of course I watched Mr. Repzion's video within minutes after he posted it, and my video is probably one of the first responding to his video. His video, he announced a few weeks ago that he was going to make it, and I said I'd watch it just for the hell of it. But I also added it wasn't going to change my opinion of Joy. And it didn't. I still like her. Because Mr. Repzion really hasn't said anything I didn't already know. And being as old as I am, I can't say I haven't heard it all before. I've also gained over a dozen subscribers! I know I'm not on YouTube for the views or subscribers. But it's always nice when I exceed my own expectations. I mean, I never even expected to hit 400 subscribers. Now, I have well over that many! However, it comes with a price I didn't want to pay.

Along with popularity comes a surge in trolls and haters. This is really why I did not want to become popular on YouTube. Or Facebook for that matter! No matter how good you are, people ALWAYS let you down! And trolls and haters are just waiting in the wings to catch you doing something, one little thing, that they can blow all out of proportion, spread around YouTube, and completely ruin your life over. It happened to Joy. She made one remark about black or brown people that was said in jest, and now has people doxxing her, she has videos being made about her by haters using things she said taken out of context and exploding all out of proportion all over YouTube. Something about poo-babies. I dunno. Now, she's labeled a racist all over the site, and she's tried to apologize for the confusion, and as the same thing that happened to me, people are saying her apology isn't sincere. UGH!!!! I hate it when people do that! You do something off or wrong, people demand an apology, you apologize, and they don't accept it because they think you're not being sincere. That's why now, I've gotten to a point where I don't give any apologies anymore. Lately, I've just been like "STFU!!" You can't demand an apology from someone and then say that you're not accepting it!! That doesn't sound right to me!

I know Joy wants to be the good person and apologize if she's done something wrong. I understand that. But you've got to learn to just turn your head and walk on by. You can't apologize for every little thing you do or say. Believe me, when you get to be my age, you learn you cannot please everyone, and eventually you learn to stop trying. Life is so much better when you just let other people work out their own problems they have with you. Don't worry about it, and don't apologize for it. One thing I've learned dealing with libtard SJW INXS fans, they don't really know what they want. They may not be aware of it, but they are going to run you around and around until you wear out. Don't let it happen. If it happens, they've won. The only reason the SJW libtard INXS fans won over me last time was because I was mourning my father, and my emotions and immunity to insults was still weak. But, I tend to get over things fairly quickly. I still miss my father a lot. I still mourn him. But, I am past that stage where little things break me. I'm getting stronger by the day. The fact that I have the SJW libtards blocked on Facebook helps a lot. Also that I got Mya. She helps me a lot too. I never would be as vocal on the INXS groups as I am now if it wasn't for those two things. I still see the blocked people where they have commented, though I cannot see their actual posts. But when I do see one, I just figure if it's someone I have blocked, then I don't need to see their comment.

Well, the important thing is I'm back to my old self. And I am happy. I can continue to work on my happiness now. But it is cool that I made this video and it's getting a lot of views. But I also have to be ready to deal with trolls, like this one I just got tonight who's name is Steph. UGH!! Same name as my damn stepsister!!! Only this one is a smart-ass teenager who thinks she knows me from watching one video of mine. And griping that I am judging her "because she has a different opinion than mine". LMAO!!! I'm having some fun with her. I went to her page and she practically admits she's an asshole. She came on my video and started shit with me. And now is getting all angry because I am fighting back, using the same tactic she used with me on her. This is what she wrote on her YouTube channel:


I actually love it when these crazy millennials write this kind of shit on their profile anywhere, and think it entitles them to run around the internet acting like dumbasses and starting shit with other people. But then again, the term "millennial" has become synonymous with the term "entitlement". LOL!! And sure enough the libtards agree. She should know better than to start shit with someone whose job is to actually think. I write pretty much for a living. I can outwit her in any argument. She was actually easy! Compared to some other trolls I've met. She opened a lot of doors herself so, she's obviously inexperienced.

I'll post more about Steph tomorrow, as I am almost positive she'll be back. LOL!

Wednesday, August 23, 2017

The Worst Racists


Well, this post is not racist, but it is going to talk about some of the biggest (and truest) stereotypes. Keep in mind, I am not a racist person, but I am finding such groups as BLM to be extremely annoying!! I blame this whole thing on Obama. He divided the country. He brought back racism. He turned the people against each other by proliferating liberalism. It is because of him now that BLM is thriving.

Now, representatives of BLM are demanding reparations. They want your money, they want your property, they want your lives. If you don't give it to them, they are now saying they are prepared to take it from you. I actually saw a video of some gay black dude who said he wants reparations and if you don't give them to him, he's going to take them from you. He had like 4 people (all white) standing behind him, who were voluntary donators (all were libtards), who agreed with him. The gay dude was bragging about how they went to a church and held up an old man, demanding reparations from him.

BLM supporters are butthurt because of slavery, and now they want everything white people have. What they seem to forget is that more black people have owned slaves back in the 1800s than any white person throughout history. So, if they want reparations for slavery, they should start with their own kind. Ya know, I've said this before. Black leftist libtards are annoying enough. BLM only makes that stereotype worse. They've become the black person version of the KKK. But as I've seen, even the KKK has limits. They stand up against a radical hate group like the Westboro Baptist Church. But I have the feeling that BLM does not stand against that because the WBC does not target black people.

There is this one woman, Chanelle Helm, who protested for BLM, and she said she wants every white person, who has no descendants, to give their property, home, money, food to a needy black family, and she wants to get a racist fired from their job. I say, she's out of her fucking mind! You know that could run both ways! Get a racist fired. That could get her fired from her job too since she is racist against white people! And don't give me that "you can't be racist against white people" bullshit! Racist is racist! No matter what race of people you are against! For a full list of this woman's demands, go to this link: http://www.projectrepublictoday.com/2017/08/22/blm-activist-unveils-list-demands-white-people-give-home-budget-monthly-donate-black-funds/ And look at her face. She even looks like one of those left-wing liberal young black bitches you see hanging out in the streets.


Check out the house behind her too. It looks very run-down, as it does in all low-class black dominant neighborhoods.

Well, I'm half white, and half hispanic. Do I feel bad for being half white? No. I don't. That's for libtards. Do I feel bad because my ancestors owned slaves 100+ years ago? No. I don't. I had no say in that, so I don't feel bad about it. Again, that's for libtards. Am I going to give you these reparations you're demanding? Hell NO! When I was in 4th grade, there was this little black girl named Melody who used to masturbate to the thought of beating me up every day. For NO REASON. No reason except that I was quiet and shy and kept to myself. It had nothing to do with her being black. That was just how I was as a kid, very stand-offish. But I think Melody thought I was ignoring her because she was black. But I could not even pass her without her shouting threats at me, or approaching me with her dukes up, ready to bash me into the ground. I lived in absolute terror every day because of her. It set the stage for how the rest of my life would play out. Now, I am very cautious of everyone. I became a racist as a child because of her, I became afraid of black people. The only thing that saved me from growing up to be completely racist was meeting Paul when I was at the vocational school, which was almost 10 years later.

IMO, Melody owes me reparations. I owe her nothing. When Melody pays me the reparations she owes me, then I will pay this Chanelle Helm whatever it is she wants. But don't hold your breath! If Melody is even still alive, she's probably been living in some slum in the outskirts of LA all these years. The fact of the matter is, I don't expect anything from Melody or anyone else. I never thought of reparations until BLM came along and began demanding them from white people. Well, they ain't getting nothing from me. And I am not a liberal so I am not very easily swayed. If I have anything when I die, it goes to my sister if she is still around. If she is not around, then I'm donating it to the local homeless shelter, where it can do good for homeless people of ALL races, religions and creeds. I'm not donating anything to some random black person that I don't know and have no connections with whatsoever! For all I know, they might take that money and use it for drugs and booze and other such shit! No way! If I'm going to leave my money to any black family, it'd be one that I know very well and trust very well! Not these slum-living ghetto rats who pump out one kid after another with multiple fathers and don't even take care of their kids!

My advice to BLM, and I am not the first to say this, I just agree with it. Stop pumping out babies left and right. Stop having more kids than you can afford, get an education, don't raise hoodrats and bullies, get a job and get off of government assistance. Then you can afford to buy your own things. It's common sense. Because if you keep pushing white people to just give you handouts, especially if black people keep on behaving like they do, pretty soon white people are going to retaliate again and maybe send your asses back to Africa. See how long you people last when that happens. There ain't no government assistance in Africa. You'll be living in huts in the savannah, where lions and hyenas can sneak in and grab you at night, so fast you wouldn't even have time to yell for help. Slavery was done with 100+ years ago. Get over it! Go on with your lives and learn to live productively!

Sunday, August 20, 2017

20 Things You May Not Have Known Has A Name

In the sidebar, there is something that talks about a habit I always have and I hate! But I had no idea it had a specific name! LOL! But it inspired me to make this kind of a post. These are some things you may have known existed, but did not know the technical name of.

1. Cerumen

This is the technical name for common ear wax.

2. Philtrum


This is the name of the little indentation between your nose and upper lip.

3. Bruxism


This is the name of the habit of gnashing your teeth. I do this all the time and I hate it!!

4. Tittle

This is the technical name for the dot above the lower-case I and J.

5. Muntin


This is what the strip that separates window panes is called.

6. Ferrule


This is the metal part that holds the eraser to the pencil.

7. Petrichor


The earthy scent that accompanies the first rainfall after a period of dry, hot weather.

8. Aglet


This is the plastic that tips your shoe laces.

9. Glabella


This is what the space between your eyebrows is called.

10. Overmarrow


You could say this instead of saying "the day after tomorrow".

11. Tines


These are the prongs on a fork.

12. Dysania


This is the feeling you have when you can't get out of bed in the morning.

13. Crapulence


Yes, this is a real word! It's the feeling you get after you've eaten or drank too much.

14. Interrobang


A now common symbol that represents the use of both a question mark and an exclamation point. As in when I say "What the fuck?!"

15. Octothorpe


This is the actual proper name for the pound sign or hashtag.

16. Paresthesia


The proper word for that "pins and needles" feeling.

17. Mondegreen


This is actually the technical term for misheard song lyrics. Though some doughnuts are so good they actually do make my brown eyes blue! LOL!

18. Phloem bundles


This is what those pesky, stringy tissues are on a banana.

19. Griffonage


This is the technical term for unreadable handwriting.

20. Rasceta


This is the technical name for the lines that are visible inside your wrist.

Thursday, August 17, 2017

Michael Wasn't Alone

I'm telling you, November 22nd must have been one hell of an unlucky day! Many prominent figures passed away on this day. I've been hearing about it. In the sidebar, you can see a little article clip about Mae West. She was a classic movie actress, and it inspired me to write this post.

Famous people who died on November 22:

John F. Kennedy (1963)
George Washington Gale Ferris (1896)
Leon Leopold Lewandoski (1896)
Mary Kay Ash (2001)
Anthony Burgess (1993)
Blackbeard (1718)
Kim Young Sam (2015)
Norman Granz (2001)
Lorenz Hart (1943)
Henry Wilson (1875)
Pavel Lambert Maลกek (1826)
Mae West (1980)
Walter Reed (1902)
Bill Bixby (1993)
Mark Lenard (1996)
Moroni Olsen (1954)
Max Deutsch (1982)
Aldous Huxley (1963)
Shemp Howard (1955)
Michael Conrad (1983)
Florence Henderson (2016)
Jack London (1916)
Robert Sutton Whitney (1986)
And of course, our own
Michael Hutchence (1997)

Those are just some of the famous people who also died on November 22nd of different years. I am surprised to see Bill Bixby is also on this list. Well, not too surprised. I know he'd died. But oddly, for many years, I thought he died November 24th. Ya know what's funny? At the very first, I thought that when I first heard the news Michael had died, because I heard it for the first time on November 24th of 1997. It was a Monday. You know what else is funny? Bill Bixby was also born on January 22, 1934. You know what else is funny? Bill Bixby has always been one of my most favorite actors, and just like Michael, when I saw Bill Bixby for the first time, it was love at first sight! Just like it was with Michael when I saw him for the first time. I was like a little puppy dog. How eerie is all that?!

On the other side of the spectrum, there have been many luminary people born on this day as well. Some of these people are:

Nicholas Rowe (1966)
Shawn Fanning (1980)
Tyler Hilton (1983)
Scarlet Johansson (1984)
Eg White (1960)
Jamie Lee Curtis (1958)
Lawrence Gowan (1956)
Valerie Wilson Wesley (1947)
Aston Barrett (1946)
Rodney Dangerfield (1921)

Just to name a few. OK I had to add some positivity to this post. Doesn't really seem fair to focus entirely on people who died this day. This is a weird post. I've never done one like it before, but it's interesting. So interesting, it gives me an idea.

Wednesday, August 16, 2017

Happy Birthday Timmy!!!

Ahhh! He's finally hit the big 6-0!! But he's still so handsome to me! Will love him always. Happy birthday Timmy! Thanks for the wonderful memories!!! I will always remember this night:


I look terrible in this pic. I look like a damn fatass witch! LOL! But Timmy looks so handsome!!! I will always remember that night! Even without the pic I'll always remember it. UGH!! If only I had got a pic of me with Michael, it'd make my life complete. But I never did. I just kissed him was all. And I did not have a camera with me that night. I also remember the night after this pic was taken, I saw INXS again in Lincoln City, and Timmy threw me a pick.

I remember as JD sang "Love, baby Love--Is written all over your face" I pointed right at Timmy and he saw me. He smiled at me and then threw me his pick. The girls in front of me tried to get it, but I knew it was meant for me because I saw how Timmy looked at me just before he threw it. I felt bad for the girls in front of me who also wanted the pick. Apparently, Catsredrum was standing next to me, and did not like it that I kissed the pick when I caught it. LOL! But who cares! Yes I did kiss it, because I could not believe my luck! I held it up to my bosom too. LOL! Again, because I could not believe my luck! Another gripe she had was that I sniffed the pick. LOL! Yeah, because for some reason, it smelled like chicken. I guess Timmy had been eating chicken that night. Oh well. LOL!

I thought those two nights were going to set the stage to a happy year that year. But unfortunately, it did not last long. A few months later was when I lost my Groucho. That was the worst thing that could ever happen! A few weeks after that, I met the guys again, but I was not myself. I was in a very bad way because I was still mourning my baby. And that was supposed to be a happy day. But I was miserable the whole time, and it showed. After that meeting, I was like "Oh man! Why did I behave that way?!" It was because I missed Groucho. I took it out on everyone, even my favorite men. I didn't mean to. It just happened. That's how I am when I am in mourning.

I remember around that time was when I also started getting even with the delusional mods. Well! They were implying that I killed Groucho, and I wanted to set them straight before they began believing that lie and spreading it around. Like when Stephanie implied that I don't care enough for my dogs. I made her pay for that remark! Same as the delusional mods. I saw that post (one of my "spies" forwarded it to me), and I said "this has got to stop!" So, I gave the delusional mods a taste of their own medicine. They deserved it! You can say a lot of things about me and I don't care. But don't EVER accuse me of not taking good care of my animals!!!! I did everything I could to save Groucho. Don't ever say different. Or you will get black-balled and I don't give a shit!!!

Another complaint the delusional mods had, they hated it when I called Timmy "Timmy". They thought Timmy hated to be called that. Well, look at this tweet from Kirk:



If Timmy hated to be called "Timmy" so much, why would Kirk call him that? Those two are best buddies. Love ya Kirk, BTW!!! I know I used to be angry with Kirk, and I was for a long time. But I've gotten over it. Though I don't think he forgives me. But that is OK. Though I look back at some of the things I said about him in the past, and I cringe. I don't blame Kirk at all for not wanting to forgive me. I hope he can someday. But I'll leave that up to him. I do want him to know I am deeply sorry for those awful things I said.

I said the same shit about Michael for a while too. And I look back on it today and I cringe at that too. I'm disgusted by how I used to talk about him! UGH!!!! Today, I look at those posts and I think "Man! I was dumb to think that about Michael!" I was downright harsh in those days! But those days are past. They're gone. They don't count anymore in my life today. I've turned my back on a lot of things I thought in the past. Now, it's time to move forward. This is what baptism does for me! I get to move forward. If others want to stay in the past, let them stay there. I'm thinking more about the future now. This is what Jesus would want me to do. Atheists, LEAVE ME ALONE!!!! hehe.

Anyways, happy 40th to INXS, and happy 60th to Timmy! Love ya still Timmy! I always will! So glad to see you're still smiling above all else. I hope you live another 60 years! ๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜š


Thursday, August 10, 2017

The Old Twats In This Town

UGH!!! I hate the old foagies in this town!! Now, I realize I am an old fart myself. But the old farts in this town, I really fucking HATE them!! They are so temperamental!!! And I hate riding the damn bus because every time I do, I run into one of these damn old farts! Here I am, having been baptized and I am trying to go for a change. But when I see people like these old-ass-bitches in this town, it just totally destroys my goal. Sometimes I just want to punch these people in the face! If I didn't have such high morals, I probably would have by now. But that's really not who I am. I don't go around hitting other people, or putting my hands on other people. I try to treat others the way I'd want to be treated.

Well today I got on the bus, I wanted to go to this computer shop that a friend told me about to get a cord I need. Also, keep in mind, the fair is in town. So, you can imagine how packed up the bus was at this point. When Mya and I got on the bus, it was very packed. All seats were taken, except for a few in the very back. But the aisle, being as narrow as it was, and with most people hanging their backpacks, and their feet in the aisle, I had no choice but to take a seat next to this old woman who I'd never seen before. She was sitting in the center of the seat, which was between the seats, I guess so no one would sit in the seat next to her. But I took that seat anyways, and I found Mya and I were hanging in the aisle ourselves. I didn't want that. So, I scooted into the seat, which made this woman next to me scoot over, and boy! She fussed like a baby when I did!

Well, I tried to be nice about it. I apologized for having to do that, but she looked at me and hissed like a snake. LOL! Well, I asked myself "What would Jesus do?" I think Jesus would have just chosen the peaceful way out and just sat there, minding his own business, and kindly apologize if something unexpected happens. So, that is what I did. Because she had been trying to take up 2 seats, I was sitting on her coat, so she dragged her coat out from under me. Again, I apologized for sitting on her coat. Again, she hissed like a snake. Then she kinda sarcastically said to me "I've just had surgery! OK?!" and again, I said "Sorry." very kindly. As kindly as I could! Then I turned to her and said "I'm not trying to be rude here. But there was just no other place to sit." Again, that woman hissed at me like a snake! LOL!

What she doesn't know is that is not what I really wanted to say to her. If I wasn't such a nice person, and trying to better myself, I would have instead said to her when she cracked that kind of attitude at me, "Listen bitch! You chose to try and take up 2 seats on a bus that was packed! And I'm not going to walk down that narrow aisle with a baby in tow, so I had no choice but to sit next to you. I don't like it any more than you do! So just sit there and shut up and we'll both be fine!" But I did not do that. That's not what Jesus would have done. So I had to clam up and just sit there. Thankfully, she got off at the fairgrounds. But believe me, it took a lot of self-restraint not to push her off that seat.

I think the reason so many old people in this town are so hateful is because of this one guy, whose name is Richard. He looks almost exactly like Santa Claus, but he's not anywhere near as cute. And I think he's homeless because every time I've seen him, he's always carrying all his belongings with him. But I do notice all the most hateful old people in this town all associate with him. Maybe he's spreading bullshit about me. He doesn't even know me! At all. I've never spoken to him. Only seen him on the bus occasionally. But isn't that the way it always is? People like him love being the center of attention. Then they find one person who won't give them that attention and they talk shit about that person. In his case, he can say shit and his dumbass friends will believe him because they like him. I am not on the bus to make friends though. I'm hoping I won't have to ride the bus forever. Though I don't know how I'm going to do it, but I want to save for a car of my own.

There's this woman I often see associating with Richard, and her name is Mary. They both talk among themselves so much, at one point, I thought Mary was married to Richard. LOL!!! But Mary HATES Mya! One day I was getting on the bus at Safeway, and Mary was on there, made some crack about "That's the woman with the dog again!" She doesn't know my name, and she doesn't need to know either! There was this woman with a little girl who got on beside me. The little girl loved Mya. All kids do! LOL! The girl's mom said to Mary "Sorry about my daughter being annoying", and Mary stated "Oh not at all! The dog is more annoying than you all!" talking of Mya. I wanted to punch Mary in the face at that point! More than anything! Mya never did anything at all to Mary. She never even barks when we are on the bus. Mya's basically a good girl when we get on the bus.

Well, my vindictive side came out, and when Mary got off at her stop, which was about a couple blocks from the Safeway, I said "Now, I would have just walked all that way!" Then once the bus got to her stop, it took Mary forever to get off the bus! Part of the reason was she would not shut up. So, I sat there and said "Come on you dumb bitch! Get off the damn bus!" I said it kinda below my breath, but I think she heard me. Richard was there too, and I think he heard me too. But Mary started this. Not me, and not Mya. I say Mary's lucky that's all I did to her! I really wanted to punch her in the face! Yeah! I know that's not what Jesus would do. But you can say what you want about me, but don't pick on an innocent puppy! She's not doing anything wrong. And Mary is FAR more annoying than Mya is or will ever be! Mary is one of the howler monkeys. And now that I know more about her, I don't like her. And I don't like Richard either!

It's odd, because I've actually chit-chatted with Mary before. I thought she was a nice person. Well, she sure wasn't. Maybe it was a front. I remember telling Katrina about this in detail. She said it sounds like Mary is jealous. That's all it could be. She believes it's possibly because I now have Mya and all my attention goes to her, and not Mary. Since Mary and I got along before. And that makes her a little upset because she's not getting my attention, and a little jealous because Mya is. I think she may be right. Even though Katrina has never met Mary. LOL! But if so, that means Mary is an attention-whore. At her age, too!

Well, I love my apartment, but I am growing not too fond of this town. The people here, especially the old people, suck balls! I am actually finding the nicest people are the ones who ride the bus from out of town. Or it's the younger people who are nicer and more understanding. I think the old people here are not used to outsiders coming into town. But I say fuck them! I'm here, and I am here to stay! Fuck off if you don't like it! But hopefully I won't have to ride the bus for much longer. Maybe I'll win a scratch-off and be able to buy a car from there. LOL!

Wednesday, August 2, 2017

Weird True Facts I've Learned Over The Years

As we grow, we learn. The more years you are on this earth, the more you learn. I've been here for 40+ years, and I've learned a lot just by watching people in their day-to-day lives. Some of these, you've probably heard me say on here before. Some of these I learned slowly as time went on. But these are some facts that no one else thinks of, that I've learned watching people, both in real life and on the internet.

1. The most commonly misspelled word is "diarrhea".
There are others, but I've found only people with Ph.D's can spell the word "diarrhea" correctly on the first try. I learned how to spell it when I was 10. I remember it by remembering the two main syllables: "diar", which sounds like "dire" only spelled different, and "rhea", which is a bird.

2. Never go shopping on a totally full, or totally empty, belly.
Sometimes I do this, I go out to eat before I shop for groceries, and sometimes I get too full. But I've found when I do, I don't get enough groceries to last me the month. But it's just as bad to shop for groceries on an empty belly, because your mind tricks you into getting more than you need. It's best to have a very light lunch or dinner before going shopping.

3. The most commonly misused words are "to" and "too".
These are two different words with two different meanings for use.
Proper use of "to": "I'm going to the store".
Proper use of "too": "I like going shopping, too."

4. Be cautious of people who say "trust me".
I know it sounds strange, but unless I really, REALLY know the person, or if I had no other choice and my life depended on it, I do not trust people who say "trust me". Every time I did, I always had bad results. I almost lost one of my dogs to someone who was like this. And getting that dog back was total HELL!!!

5. People who like both cats and dogs equally are OK people. But do not trust anyone who likes cats and not dogs.
AKA "catfags". Cats, in truth, are demons. So, anyone who likes cats and doesn't like dogs is probably a demon themselves. Or an asshole. Either way, it's someone I would not want to have as a friend, or even anywhere near me or my family. But I've met some people who like both equally that were OK people. Though I tend to trust dog lovers more than cat lovers. But I think that just comes natural to me.

6. No matter what they say, people ARE indeed fanatical about what they like.
I don't care what their mouth says, or what emotions they originally show you, people are clingy to things they like. I've had so many people tell me "You have a right to your opinion", but then totally any friendship I may have with that person, or at least any peace I may have with that person, always went out the window once they found out I did not like the things they like. Especially anime fanatics and video gamers are the worst offenders of this rule!

7. Humans are born with natural instincts.
All humans have instincts they are born with to keep us alive, whether that be a fear of the dark, or of strangers, or of large creatures (including other humans). But as we grow older, and learn, we become more "socially accepting" of things we probably shouldn't. Like strangers. Even as adults we may still come across a stranger that will harm us, but because we do not want to appear to be anti-social, we accept them into our lives.

8. People are naturally hypocrites.
Again, I don't care what they say, and I've heard many people say they hate hypocrites, but people are naturally hypocrites. What I've found very few people actually like is honesty. Why more people are not "people-haters", I'll never understand!

9. If more people knew what others are saying behind their backs, they too would hate all other people.
Because we want to be more accepting, no one ever says what they really want to say to someone they want to say it to. I'm one of a kind. I'd rather people be honest with me than nice. To me, honesty is an opportunity to learn. I never got any complaints, so I never learned to be socially acceptable.

Just to be clear, there is a difference between "socially accepting" and "socially acceptable". "Socially accepting" is the act of accepting someone socially. "Socially acceptable" is behaving in an appropriate matter in social situations. I am socially accepting. I try to give every person a chance. I do not judge others either. Or I try not to. But I never learned to be socially acceptable. That is, be wary. I can be an asshole.

10. People are more willing to "follow the crowd" than to think for themselves. Even if they know you.
I've come across this so often in my life, it's not funny. It all leads to the fact that people want to be accepted by the bigger crowd. Most recently, it happened to me with the blind sheep, libtard INXS fans. I've always been nothing but nice to other fans. I've been honest, but I've also been nice. I never judged them or treated any of them with any disrespect. But when Kelly P. manipulated the other fans into turning against me, the majority of them went along with her. And because she was able to manipulate the "big wigs" like Rosanda, more and more followed in turning against me. Recently I've found out, even people, who I never thought would turn against me, did indeed turn against me. It's all because they wanted to go with the crowd that had the most people, and the bigger voices. That's the way it is with people ALL over the world.

11. Apologizing to people only makes them angrier.
Again, I don't care what their mouth says, when you do something wrong, and you try to apologize to that person, it seems to only make them angrier. No matter how sincere you are.