Disclaimer: If you are easily offended by sheer honesty, or you think me having my own opinions is "being negative", then this is not the place for you, and I suggest you leave and head elsewhere. I call a spade a spade, and I don't sugarcoat anything.

Monday, November 30, 2009

New Feature

I have a new feature on my Metazoic site. I placed a donations button on the home page. I also put a note up on my guestbook. I said that if they don't donate to the site, they have no right to complain. So from now on, if Viergacht and his friends want to troll my guestbook, they have to pay me. And no less than $10 per post. hehehe!! If someone has a legitimate complaint, they're OK, they don't have to donate for that. But if the trolls want to complain, they have to donate, otherwise I'll edit their entries and turn their own words against them. Or turn them around in my favor. And believe me, I'll know the difference. I told them that if they want to donate, they can be as big an asshole as they want. I can take it. Otherwise, unless they want to embarrass themselves, forget it.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Guestbook Fun!

As you all know, I've been working a little bit on my Metazoic site this weekend. Well, while I was on there, I thought I would thumb through my guestbook, as I haven't seen it in several months. Well, when I get on there, I notice that there are several entries where the posters were taking their shots at wisecracks about me and my site. I know who they are, it's Viergacht and his friends. I wondered why I hadn't heard anything from them lately. I also knew that when I had that interview with Dougal Dixon that Viergacht and his stupid friends would become very jealous!! LOL! It's almost too funny for words! I know it was them because first of all, the entries were all made on the same day, and they were posted shortly after my interview with Dougal Dixon. And a couple of other little details which I won't mention here. He's jealous of me. I won the film-making contest and he didn't think I would. My site won an award and he thought I was too stupid to attract such huge attention. My books are being published, while his are still in the visionary stage, and likely never will be published. And I could just see him pulling his own hair out by the roots when I had the interview with "the man" himself!! See, he's wrong about me, and he hates that. He wants so badly to make me feel bad, but he can't because he's a nobody to me. LOL!!! But people like him, I actually like having interrupt my life. Know why? Because they always give me the gumption to take that crucial next step. They tell me I can't do something, I'll say I can, and I'll do it!! If Viergacht keeps this up, I may become the next Oprah! LOL!

Well, I didn't know it when I signed up for the guestbook that I could actually edit entries!!! That's cool!! I just found that out today. So, I decided to have some fun. Like I am always known to do, I turned their own words against them. Well, one of Viergacht's friends at least had the foresight to call himself "stupid". At least that one acknowledges it, and came by it honestly. It was actually kinda fun doing that! I hope they give me more posts that I can use against them. hehehe!! Knowing Viergacht's type like I do, no doubt he will. Sooner or later. But hey! At least it gives my wise-cracking mind some practice. But for now, back to my life.

Thank goodness Thanksgiving is over! So now all I have to deal with is Christmas. Shoot!! I'm not too fond of Christmas! I used to be when I was younger, but not no more. And Black Friday always comes around at the most inopportune time!!! I hate that!! I'll just be so glad when the holiday season is over with. Forget parking at the malls. Though I know I could use the walk, and I will do it with no hesitation. But parking, the crowds, the stores, the long lines--which is what I genuinely HATE--it SUCKS!!!

Well, this year, aside from the few gifts I am giving to close friends and relatives, I'm only getting one gift for both me and Anna. She already knows what it is too. It's a laser printer for our computers. I wanted to get a monochrome printer that has the wi-fi feature and does duplexing. That is what we're getting. FINALLY!!!!! When I get this printer, and a cartridge to go with it, I'm going to print copies of my list, and some copies of the stories I haven't printed yet. I like to keep copies available in case someone asks to see them. I was going to sell some to this library here in town, but as I understand it, they are closing at the end of December. I wonder what they'll do with all those books? Well, there's always the libraries in Aberdeen and Hoquiam. They're connected with the libraries in Olympia and Lacey. They're not going anywhere. I hate that library in Aberdeen. The workers there are so snooty!! Not to mention that library is stingy!! They are so damn stingy, they wouldn't even let my sis Anna check out a book because we live in Ocean Shores. Well, one good thing, since this library here is being taken down, maybe the one in Aberdeen will let us check out some books now. Maybe. One of my friends told me that if they don't, now that we don't have a public library in this town, I can get a lawyer and sue them. Worth a shot. If nothing else, it might put a little of the fear of GOD in them!! I like the library in Hoquiam, I won't do it to them.

Anyway, now that my books are published and have ISBN numbers on them, I can sell them to bookstores and libraries. Maybe even get some reviews on them. Some actual reviews. Not just opinions based on sample copies, which are not meant to be too much like the full copies.

Friday, November 27, 2009

New Animals on Metazoica

I was working a little bit on my list today of mammals of the Metazoic. For those who are interested. I've been getting new buddies on myspace and facebook, and I like to name some of my species after friends so, I was busy doing that today. With me, that is the utmost form of flattery. That's my way of saying to someone that I hold them in the highest regards. I only do that with people I really like. There are a few species I have named after people I haven't seen or spoken to in a long time, but I still keep those species. A few I named after the people who created them, only one of which I still communicate with. But the other, it wouldn't be fair to erase just because I'm not speaking to that person anymore. There is only one person among my Facebook buddies that I have no animal on my list named after. But I'm not sertain he and I are really friends. He hasn't said anything against me, but he's never acted like a friend either. Sometimes I think he only asked me to be his friend because I am an INXS fan and nothing more. I'm not sure he wants to really be friends. But as long as I don't think he is slamming me behind my back, I'm OK with him. I'm just maintaining my distance. Which is why you won't find his name anywhere on my list. But I even have species named after almost all the men of INXS (except Kirk or Jon Stevens), and all the men of the Lovehammers too! I think I'll make the Lovehammers my next fave band, if I never hear from INXS again. I liked Marty Casey. He was OK. I think I have 2 animals actually named after Tim Farriss. I like him that much!!

Well, I will be putting the new list on my Metazoic site maybe this weekend. I know my pics on Metazoica are not really pretty but they are only meant to give the viewer a basic idea of what each animal is supposed to look like. I found someone on the net who liked my site, but said my pictures were not pretty. I just told him I was sorry he didn't like my pics, but that is my style. I know I *could* do better if I wanted to. I'm just lazy. I've gotten lazy in my old age! LOL! I also told him, as nicely as I could, that I found his drawings to be unattractive as well. But then he did anime style drawings, and I cannot stand anime at all!! So at least I was honest, I wasn't trying to get personal. I like the old-fashioned, Bugs Bunny style drawings, and that is where I set my standards.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

My Colors Page

Well, last night, I got a message on my guestbook stating that another chihuahua breeder in Texas has taken my words from my site's color page, and put them on her own website. So I wrote to the guilty party. I simply told her I'm glad that she enjoyed my color page so much. I don't mind her using my words, but I at least want a little credit for having done all the research. I asked her to remedy this problem ASAP. Not sure if she did, not sure if she will even. I did flip through her site, and all of her dogs look like the Taco Bell dog!! But that's not my business anymore. I don't have to care about that anymore. That's the beauty of not trying to breed show dogs myself anymore. I don't have to care about that stuff. Back before I lost my Groucho I would have said something. But today, that's not my problem anymore. All I can do is educate. Some people will take it, others won't. Those that do, I'm glad for them. Those that don't, I can only hope they get the message someday that what they are doing is wrong. If not from me, there's plenty of reputable chihuahua breeders out there who will hammer the message into them.

I really do not mind this person taking my words off my site. I just want some credit, either a link or a mention of my site or my name, or something. But either way, I am happy that my words are still being used to educate, whether it is from my site or not. Anyway, here is the offending site. Well. Not too offending!!!

Thankful For

Happy Thanksgiving to all reading this blog!! I just wanted to list all the things I am thankful for this year.

1. My Family
2. My dogs, and welcoming Minnie to my family.
3. My friends on MySpace and Facebook, and I hope they all have a wonderful Thanksgiving too!
4. My friends on this blog and my Metazoica blog.
6. That at least half my family is now living here in Ocean Shores.
7. My ability to pick up easily on things.

I'm going to spend tomorrow at ma's upstairs. She's making the turkey and I'm making the rest. I fixed up most everything tonight, I made everything home made. I made homemade mashed potatos, home made rolls, butterflake style. Anna made some home made stuffing, I'm also going to make up a home made lemon mirangue pie. I always make everything home style on special occasions like this. I used to also make home churned butter, but that was when I was younger!!

Have a happy Thanksgiving to all reading this blog!!!

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

My Favorite Animals

Mostly mammals. I had uploaded this to YouTube, but I could not upload the full version. So I will do it here, in hopes that this will load OK. I think on Blogger, you can have a longer file than 10 minutes. The version I uploaded to YouTube is just slightly longer than 10 minutes (by about 2 seconds), I won't be surprised if it gets deleted!! I've had videos that were one second longer than 10 minutes get deleted!!! I really fricken HATE YouTube as that goes!!! Well, I am hoping this uploads alright here. This one contains the last species and video credits. I feel bad not having the video credits on the YouTube version! I'm not trying to steal. And I am using this for educational and entertainment reasons.

The only difference with this version and the one you may encounter on the internet is that I did my own narraration. I wanted to tell each animal's stories in my own words. That was FUN!!!! That was probably the best fun I've ever had on the internet!! I collected videos from all over the internet. Arkive was a great help in this! They have some terrific videos of animals. I just hate their screen that takes over. I had to try and crop most of that out as much as possible. Otherwise those portions would have been mostly the Arkive screen, and you couldn't see the animals very well!!

Well, anyway this is my tour through my favorites in the animal world. Hope you all enjoy the show!!

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Remembering Michael Hutchence: 12 years later

Here I made a video commemorating Michael Hutchence. It's been 12 years since he's passed away, and I did want to take a few minutes to reflect on how I felt when I first heard the news. When I was younger, I loved that man. Today, I've cooled off on him considerably. I focus more on Tim now. I know I don't always act like I like Michael, I've even said sometimes that I don't like him (but it was said in the heat of battle with a particular dumb-ass Hutch fan---who called herself Bittertears---that I have nothing to do with anymore, thank GOD!!) But once I stopped associating with such dumbasses, and the air cleared, I remembered how I used to feel about Michael. That was when the old feelings and memories re-emerged. I still don't consider myself a Hutch fan. I like him, I still enjoy INXS's back catalogue. Nothing has changed that. But I just don't see him the way I used to when I was younger. Not since I "rediscovered" Timmy.

I know I should never have let someone else dictate who I should like or shouldn't like! That's NOT my nature!!!! Especially someone like Bittertears, who I never really liked. My instincts kicked in almost immediately with that one, and I knew there was something about her I wasn't going to like. I'm not angry at her, I was angry at myself for not listening to those instincts. Well, when she snapped, I said I was NEVER going to ignore those instincts ever again! And I haven't since. Saved me from a Hell of a lot of heartache in these past 2 or 3 years, lemme tell you!! I give everyone a chance to prove my instincts wrong, sometimes they do, sometimes they don't. But at least I haven't been disappointed. The saying "Whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger" comes to mind!

Anyway, I made a video blog about how I felt the day I found out Michael died. I admit I didn't include everything (I even noticed I left out any mention of Michael's daughter, Lily) but I included a basic little bit of info about how I felt the day I heard Michael was no longer with us. I don't go into a lot of details, if I did it'd take a lot longer than 10 minutes and YouTube only allows 10-minute videos. Thank YouTube for being so damn stingy!!! Seriously, I HATE YouTube!! But it is the most popular video site there is. So I had to use it. I have a similar video I put up on MySpace, so those who want more detail can go to that one. It's back in this blog somewhere. But anyway, this one is more special because I put it up closer to the date of his death. That is a special day! When a person is alive, we celebrate their birth. But someone like Michael, who is no longer with us, I celebrate their whole life by celebrating the day they died. You know I read that's even what Jesus, Himself, preferred! A person has done more before they die than they do before they are born. And admittedly, Michael did more and brought more joy to more people before he died than he did before he was born. So that's why I feel this day is more special than say his birthday would have been.

Those are my views anyway. Enjoy the video!!

Friday, November 20, 2009

Fat People

I've been thumbing through YouTube's collection of fat women videos. Just for the Hell of it. I cannot believe the amount of people who say such things as "fat people are disgusting" and "fat people smell like shit", and my all-time favorite one of all: "Fat people have no feelings because they aren't real people." HAHAHA!!! I didn't ever know there were people who are that stupid!! Oh yeah I think that one is a toss-up with another personal favorite: "I'm fat, but I'm a guy so who cares!" As if it's any different if a man is fat as opposed to a woman being fat!! Depending on how you look at it, fat men are every bit as disgusting as fat women.

Now, I admit this one video I saw of a woman who is super fat, and she has a talent she just had to put on YouTube. She claps without using her hands. Instead she opens and closes her knees and they make that clapping sound. She should NOT have put that video up!! But this is YouTube, and you're going to come across all kinds!! People on that thread were saying how disgusting that was, and calling this woman all kinds of names. I admit she shouldn't have posted that video, but these people acted like this woman committed the crime of the century. I'm like Geez!!! Lighten up!! People think that just because a person is fat that they should go crawl in some hole so no one else has to look at them. Hello!! I'm not on this planet to impress anyone!! I live for myself!! If you don't like how I look or don't like me because I'm fat, that's your problem!! I'm happy with who I am.

I told everyone on this thread about my daily walks, and I told them I may be a fat person, but at least I am a healthy fat person. One person came in and said "LMAO a 'healthy fat person' is an oxymoron. That's like saying unicorns and lepricauns exist." While I admit that being fat normally does not equal being healthy, I'm not like "normal" people. Never have been, never will be. In fact, in my recent trip to the doctor's, he was absolutely amazed at how healthy I was. I was taking antibiotics for a recent, very minor infection I had, and he said "35 years old and the only medical problem you have is this minor infection?" But hey! My cholestorol is fine, my blood pressure is fine and heart rate is superb!!! So yeah, at my size and my age, that's not bad at all!! I don't ever eat McDonald's, I have BK maybe once every 6-12 months, I drink more water than anything else. Yes, I do splurge once in a while at BK, but I NEVER order full meals!! No fries, if I do get a drink it's usually a small one. Then I wash it all out when I get home with 2 heaping (32-ounce) glasses of PURE water. And yet, I still managed to lose 35 pounds!!!! I go on 3-mile walks daily, and I just do it for the fun of it! I walk to the beach when I can. I could go every day if I want to, but sometimes I don't feel like dealing with the sand.

Anyway, I said to this smart-ass "I guess you're the kind of person that believes lepricauns and unicorns exist because these are the words of a healthy fat person!" I'm sure he's going to retort. Ya know, I cannot blame him. Society has people like him trained that fat people are lazy, disgusting low-lifes that eat themselves to this state and they deserve to be poked at and teased. But not everyone is fat because they are lazy or eat a lot. I'm as active and mobile as any thin person you could ever meet, the only reason I am fat is because of that surgery I had, and a hormonal imbalance. But I don't let that define who I am. It happened, that's the end of it. It's my cross to bear, let me deal with it. I don't let it stop me or cripple me in any way. I don't go to anyone begging for acceptance or sympathy. I'd rather people like me for who I am rather than what I could give them or for some other type of physical trait. That's not to say though that I wouldn't give my friends the World if I can. :) I'm very well-known for being a giving person. I'm not exactly what someone would call a "fat-ass low-life". But if that's all this person sees when he meets a fat person, not much I can do to change his mind. Just educate people like that and hope someday they get the message. If not from me, perhaps they'll learn from someone else that we're just average people, who just happen to have more pounds on us. But we can be just as good, or as bad, as anyone else.

I always try to be good. I can be brutally honest, but that doesn't make me bad or uncaring. In fact, most of the time I am brutally honest is because I care. I sometimes think I care about others more than I should. If I like someone, I tend to put their worries and desires before my own. I know I shouldn't but I do! It's just my nature. I know it sounds weird!!

Well, yesterday I found a Home Depot in Aberdeen, I had no idea whatsoever they had one there!!! That is exciting to me! It means I can begin this project and I won't have to go all the way to Olympia just to find a damn Home Depot!!! I went there and looked around and priced some items I'm going to need to begin this project. I've made up my mind, I'm going to build my own bird and reptile enclosures! I am so excited about this project!!!! I've got my own plans made up and everything. I'm hoping that with all this planning I've been doing, that these enclosures turn out nicely. I even got to play with some of their power tools! I'm not really used to handling power tools, but I have a knack for picking up on things very quickly and after a while, I even found it to be quite fun! There was even an automatic hammer!! It hammers nails in automatically! I've GOT to get me one of those!!! I'm always smashing my fingers with the hammer. I never hurt myself, but still!!! It's a big annoyance!!! Anyway, I can predict, at the least this will be FUN!!! At best, I'll have some highly-attractive acrylic enclosures for my birds, snakes and lizards. The plans I have will even make them better than those made by Cages By Design! hehehe! I'm going to choose acrylic sides as opposed to glass or mesh. I will have little windows above for screens to allow fresh air into the cage. But acrylic holds warm air in better than glass does. And thus the birds and other animals won't be as exposed to drafts as they would with all-mesh sides. And out here, it gets VERY drafty!! I would never be able to own birds if not for these kinds of cages. I don't use our heater very often. But I LOVE birds and I want them again. I'm going to raise ornamental, exotic finches and softbills and day geckos. Not in the same cages though!! I'll have a separate enclosure for the geckos, and a separate enclosure for the birds. Birds will have plenty of room for flight, geckos don't need a lot of room, but their cages will be taller since they are arboreal lizards. Each will have a place to plug in a heater and a full-spectrum lighting system. Yep, it's going to be fun!! I can hardly wait to get started.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Surgery SUCKS!!!!

I hate it, but I wanted it so I got it. But knowing that doesn't make me feel any better. I'm in bed and I cannot get out and it is driving me CRAZY!!! I mean, even crazier than I already was! LOL! But Anna has been a big help to me. I couldn't have made it this far without her. She's studying to be a nurse, she's going to make a good one let me tell you all!! She just needs to get used to the sight of bodily juices that I cannot talk about on here. LOL! Not that I have much anymore. In fact, I feel so drained, I don't think I have anymore left!! But I'm so sick of staying in bed! I hate it! I like to move around. But these pain killers I've been put on get me so drowsy, I feel like if I take a few steps, I'll just drop dead right in the middle of the room. By drop dead, I mean drop dead to sleep. LOL! It takes every bit of energy I've got left just to get myself up to use the restroom.

I'm bored out of my mind! There's only so much I can do in this book I'm working on. Thank GOD it's not a book I have to draw the pictures in. But nevertheless, it's still tough work! Getting the info I want to include and then putting it all down to where it makes some sense! That's a lot! But it's something to keep my mind going in between naps, and there's a LOT of naps!!!! I cannot wait to get off these pills! I'm actually trying to make them go faster if I can, but I cannot take them any sooner than 4 hours apart. So I've taken to taking them at night as well. hehe! Even as I am writing this, I'm still having trouble keeping my eyes open. My ma is afraid I'm going to become addicted to these pills, but no. No worries there, I don't allow myself to fall victim to drug addictions. The only thing in the World I'm addicted to is looking at Tim Farriss, and I don't care if I'm addicted to that! LOL! At least if I get overdosed on Timmy, it won't kill me.

Speaking of rock stars, the doctor who did my surgery looked just like Kurt Cobain!! Same hair, same eyes, even the shape of his nose was the same! But I know it wasn't him! Couldn't have been!! LOL! He looked like he was in his 20s. But as long as he knew what he was doing, I didn't care about his age! And like I said about Anna, she's going to make a fine nurse someday! I cannot wait to see how she does when she graduates from MSU!! She's a very caring person. I promised her I would reward her generously when I'm fully recovered. I am so glad I had the surgery now, as opposed to later, I want to be all better by Thanksgiving. At least enough to move around effectively and make my part of the Thanksgiving dinner. I made a deal with my ma, if she took care of the turkey and gravy, I would do the rest. I want to do it the old fashioned way, everything home made. Nothing store bought. That's why I want to at least be back on my feet again by then. That's going to require hours of standing on my feet!!

Well, the one thing I dreaded about this surgery was the ride home. In the last 2 surgeries I've had in my lifetime, I always got sick and puked afterwords! LOL! This time I didn't!! But yesterday I did have hiccups that would not go away!! Still got some today, but not as bad as yesterday's!!!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009


AGH!! One thing that I have noticed in my writing my book now, my writing is too simplistic!! I hear that a lot from everyone! Kenny said it to me, so has a lot of other wise-guys, right down to Devil Doll in the INXS forum!! And you know who I blame for my having become such a simplistic writer? That darned old AcmePet forum that used to exist!! It's all their faults!! Not the forum it's self, but a lot of the people who used to get on it. Up until I used to get in there, my writings were very elaborate and even at times, complex. Maybe too complex for the simpletons that used to get on the AcmePet forums!! Well! That's show breeders for you! And yes, many of them were show breeders, or were the types of people who believed you should not breed dogs unless you've already shown them to their championships. While I cannot say I disagree whole-heartedly with that, anyone who is so strict in their beliefs of that IMO is nothing but narrow-minded! And those people were like that. But I think the lack of interest in using big words and phrases in forums and stuff was totally brainwashed out of me due to the people on that site. I bring this on now because I am working on my book of mammals of the world, and I noticed my writing is indeed too simplistic, compared to the books and scientific writings that I have been using as my sources of information!! Watch for this book BTW, coming to UMG Productions! I've got my supervisor's OK on this one. It may hit the site either next year or the year after. I may have to hire an editor because I don't want this book to look like it's been written by a 12-year old!!

Well, AcmePet was the first, and thus far the ONLY, forum to complain about my using such big words. It was through there that I discovered people actually HATE it when you use big words! I remember a lot of people on there, many of them accomplished show breeders, a lot of the words I used seemed to go WAY over their heads!!! Finally, there was this one woman who wasn't a show breeder or any kind of breeder, but she had the mind of one, she called herself PatB, she owned a papillon. She was a nice person for the most part, but one time the forum was having a discussion, I don't remember now what it was about, but I do remember that I wrote what almost seemed like an essay, and it was very complex, with a lot of use of college-level words, which is how I always used to write back then. Anyway, PatB read my message and she was like "what did you say?" I responded "You didn't understand that??" So I had to simplify it for her. A woman in her 50s and I had to simplify what I wrote for her. I was nice about it, but I was almost embarrassed for her! But she responded as a lot of people over the months I spent on there responded to a lot of my posts. She said "Next time you want to join a discussion, keep your responses simple like that. Please leave out the big words." So I said "Screw that then! I will leave out the big words if it annoys these people so much!" But I used to get that all the time! People would always say "Let me get out my dictionary so I can understand your post" or "Smaller words please Bambi!" (Bambi, BTW, was my nickname on that forum), and other comments like those. I remember Sharon, the woman who started the battle with me on the chihuahua forum, said that I used too many big words, like I was a young person trying to sound older. When that was not the case at all. I was used to using big words. I'm a writer, I could not help using big words. But since my time in the AcmePet forums, I've been brainwashed out of using any big words. So now, instead of hearing people bitch about me using too many big words in my sentences, I hear people bitch about my sentences being too simplistic! UGH!!! This is why I just stopped listening to critics. You can never satisfy them. Well, show breeders are always going to bitch about something!!! They aren't happy if they aren't complaining or griping! But I would have at least expected a little bit better attitude from pet owning (non-breeding or showing) people!!

Sometimes, I've got to confess, I feel a bit bad talking about show breeders this way. Because I actually have met some I liked a lot. I don't like clumping them into the same category of other show breeders I've met who's attitudes have been unsavory, at best. So to say something positive for a change about show breeders, I will list the show breeders I've met, either online or in real life, that I do like. Keep in mind, this is not a very long list at all! And I am going to name names that I know them by!

I remember on the AcmePet site, there was one woman named SandyB, who bred and showed miniature schnauzers. I remember I HATED her when I first met her because she started attacking me and my dogs. But after I got to know her, and knew how she truly felt about dogs and breeding, and learning that she was just telling it like it was, I actually got to like her a lot!

On the Pluba forums, there was Tanya who breeds and shows chihuahuas. I still like her a lot. But like SandyB, I didn't when I first met her. But she tells it like it is under no uncertain terms, and I like that. Though sometimes she falters a bit. She said Odessa wasn't a very good specimen of a chihuahua, and I asked her what made her say that and she never answered. I didn't mind her honesty, but I wish she'd have told me the truth about why she didn't see Odessa as a good specimen.

Also on the Pluba forum, there is Kandee, who I also like. I remember I didn't like her (again) when I first met her. I know!! I need to stop judging people before I get to know them!!! I'm training myself to do that now. But after I got to know her, I discovered she's really one of the sweetest show breeders I've ever met! Online or off.

Also on the Pluba forum was Horneybull. She was one of the few show breeders I always liked. She's always been really nice, and she's so well educated. She's always had something educational to say as well. I always found her posts to be very precise and informative.

Also on the Pluba forum was DJsDoxies. Now, I honestly don't know if we're still online friends or not, I haven't seen her in a long time, and I get a deep, dark feeling she wouldn't want to be friends with me anymore because of how I feel about show breeders. But until I absolutely, without question learn different, I still like her a lot, she's always been a very sweet person to me.

Another from the Pluba forum I really like is Tailwagging. I actually spoke to her on the phone, and she is just as nice over the phone as I've always known her to be on the forum. She breeds and shows chihuahuas and she has some lovely specimens! She's not only sweet, she's honest too, as the day is long!

Another from the Pluba forum I really liked was Carla. I haven't seen her in a long time though. She reminds me so much of SandyB from AcmePet! She tells it like it is when it comes to breeding dogs, and doesn't sugar-coat anything either! I like that quality in a breeder.

The show breeders I've actually met in person and really like are:

Helene, she breeds and shows chihuahuas too, her kennel name is Kandiland, and she has some lovely specimens. Though I am still disappointed in this one female she got from John C. Since he is her friend, I would have expected him to give her a better specimen, but that's him! And he is none of my concern, since he is NOT on my list of show breeders I like!! I'd NEVER like him! But anyway, I like Helene, because she is definitely one of the sweetest show breeders I've met personally. She lives here in this state. She was the one who wound up in the hospital here a while back. The only reason I didn't say anything to her was because I didn't want my address or phone # to get to another show breeder that I don't trust around the corner at all! (Sorry this entry got soured by the memories of a breeder I would never want anything to do with.)

Marie, of Stormin' Chihuahuas. In all honesty, I really shouldn't like her because I found out she is one of those kinds of people who will stop liking someone if everyone else around her doesn't like that someone. But when I met her, she was really nice. She even tried to help me get back in the ball with breeding after Groucho died. She tried, but I just couldn't bite I guess. Now, I know she doesn't like me anymore, but I still have good memories of her so I have really no hard feelings about her.

Marjorie of Amulet Chihuahuas. She was the one who sold me Groucho. I really like her. She was always so nice and very helpful. And regardless of what you might hear from some other breeders who show, YES, Margie DOES show her dogs!! She works with several different breeds, but she shows each and every breed she works with, and does exceptionally well!! She finished Groucho's sister in only 4 weeks! I call that GOOD!!!

Millie of Will O' Wisp Chihuahuas, even though she is not breeding or showing anymore, she was a very nice woman. She sold Anna Odessa and Anna loves her a lot!! We were so sorry to hear of the unfortunate events that has stopped her from breeding and showing.

Jackie of Burgundy Chihuahuas. I don't remember if that's her name, but she's deceased now. She died shortly after Groucho did, and it's terrible because I was going to get a pup from her one time. I always admired her dogs, she had some of the best in this whole state!! Plus, she was a very nice woman, and sometimes, showed us how to prep Odessa for showing. I actually cried, I felt the dog show world suffered an irreplaceable loss with her death. :(

Well, Pitter, from the Pluba forum, at least deserves an honorable mention here. She is one of the nicer breeders I've met. I'm not sure if she shows or not. Though we locked horns when we first met. I learned to like her once I learned to forgive her. And she was nice to say something about Groucho after I lost her.

Then there's RatLady. I like her too! I don't know if she's started showing yet though. People on Pluba try to push her into showing, I personally don't care if she does or not. I used to not like RatLady, sometimes she gets irrational like I used to. But I found out she and I are so much alike in a lot of ways. We both have our own minds, and the snobby show breeders always see us both as being "crazy" because of it. One would think we were related, we're so much alike. That was when I stopped disliking her and started learning to like her a lot again. The only thing that makes me uneasy about RatLady is how she totally rejects and laughs off the advice she gets from the other knowledgeable show breeders like Tanya. But she's not as bad as some others I've known. Believe me!! Among those that are MUCH worse than RatLady was Sara W. Known on the Pluba forums as Mcgillicutty.

Then there is also Hu-Dare on the Pluba forum. I don't know why I like her, but I do. In all realism, I probably shouldn't. She's never been very friendly to me, but I like how she is so upfront and honest! She doesn't go and talk BS about people in PMs that I know of, and she's honest without sounding like a bully, and I like that kind of person.

And of course, Tom, I know he used to have a kennel he called TLC and then TomCan's Chihuahuas. I like him too. Always did. Even though we have had some snaps at each other before, I still like him. I don't know if he is still breeding, I know he was trying to start showing, but I don't know if he has yet. The only thing about him I think could use some improvements is how irrational he gets about merle chihuahuas. He doesn't like them, OK. But don't let that dislike run your life and your mind.

Well that's all the show breeders I like. My thoughts may be outdated, but until I learn completely different from these people, this is who all I like in the show breeding game. I told you the list isn't that long! But this time instead of elaborating on about the show breeders I don't like, I thought I would list the nicer ones I've met.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

I'm Through!!

I'm so through responding to all the dumbasses on YouTube! Though I will continue to go there and do my research, I'm not going to be responding to anymore people I know to be dumbasses! Like the other day, I got a message in my inbox from a guy who calls himself "juggernaut", I didn't even open it. The idiot has been trying to convince me for weeks of something I know is not true!! To be honest, I think he's actually booobooo2010! No doubt in another alter-ego! Either that or he knows booobooo2010 and he's rushing to his aid. But it won't work with me! I think it's kinda funny actually because one time booobooo2010 asked me in a hostile manner if I was insane. He said "Are you fucking insane dumbass!!" I should have answered, "You bet I am, Shitface!!!" But since booobooo2010 is using 2 different names on YouTube to make his point, looks like he is even more insane than me!! At least I come by it honestly, and I only have one account on YouTube! I don't use pseudonyms to make my point and I don't need anyone else's help. I can very well stand on my own 2 feet! But you know how these cowards like booobooo2010 are!!

I dunno! There's a lot of things in this life I know I should do but I don't! I don't call anyone names, even when they do it to me. But I do have a breaking point, like everyone else. Though I'm trying to learn to give myself a wider berth as that goes, if I am pushed to that point, I cannot help but snap. So, that is why I've stopped answering people I know to be dumbasses. And in some cases I don't even look at their messages. It won't happen anymore! I won't even go to those threads at all anymore, no matter what. I've just simply had it with the rude dip-shits on YouTube!! Like I said in an earlier post, I don't know why I've bothered with some of them in the first place! Most of them are too stupid to live!!

I think Matt on Operation Repo last night, put it beautifully. That's how cowards are, they typically get mouthy when they have friends, or any people, backing them up (or in the case of the internet, when they can create more than one username). Not that I mind my friends if they want to back me up, as long as they don't do it too much!!! But I don't need them! I don't rely on them because I really don't mind if I stand alone. I've done it before, remember PETA-Sucks? LOL! I stood on my own there, everyone else was for Mr. Cutthroat. I didn't mind it though. I just knew that group wasn't for me when I found out the majority of the people on there were racists! The kind of people I hate the most! It was so good last night to see 2 new episodes of Operation Repo! And I am so glad that Luis is back in the game. I hope he cools down and doesn't get to that level of irrationality again!

Well, today I have surgery, so I'm probably going to be down for a while. I don't know when I'll be back. I don't really want to discuss all the details here, and I hope Anna doesn't go blabbing it to everyone on Facebook again like she always does!! I mean really! Some things should stay behind closed doors!! If I wanted to really discuss these things, I would tell them myself!! But Anna needs to learn the difference between what can be stated publicly, and what should stay anonymous! Either that, or I delete her from my Facebook friends!!! I will if she ever does that again! She's done it twice already!!!

Friday, November 6, 2009

Weight Loss

One thing I found out yesterday when I went to the doctor's office was that I am losing weight! I'm not even trying to! But I've lost 30 pounds so far! I think it's cool!! If I can keep going I will. I had been noticing my belly is getting flatter, it doesn't bulge out the way it used to. I used to think it was just gravity finally taking over and my belly was just sagging! But no. I lost 30 pounds! That's pretty cool!

I know that it is too much to hope for that I go back to being the hot little mama I used to be. LOL! But at least I can get myself down to a more desirable weight again. A net loss of 30 pounds is not bad at all! It's a damn good start!

Why Bother??

Well, today was a long and busy day for me! Thank GOD I didn't have to do any of the driving!! And I get home and go to sleep after this long day out, and I wake up, turn on my computer and check my e-mails. After that I usually thumb through various websites and I head back to YouTube. For the past week, there's been this guy who calls himself chivasusachris1 and he wants to compare a chihuahua to a labrador! Not only are chihuahuas better looking than labs, they're smarter too!! At least mine are! I need to get a video of Vegas getting his doll and his rope on command and then actually putting them away when he's finished. I don't even have to give him any hand signals! I just tell him and he understands.

I am NOT a labrador fan! Not even slightly. I cannot stand ANY gun dogs! Except American cocker spaniels. The rest of them, they could all be bred out of existance and I wouldn't give a shit! I hate labradors! Labradors, golden retrievers, irish setters, pointers, I don't like any of them! This guy on YouTube thinks he can change my mind by showing me his ass-sniffing labrador doing tricks, like opening and closing a trash can lid. Big deal! He says his dog does a lot more than that. Well, I admit, it would be very tricky for Vegas, who only stands about 1 foot tall on his hind legs, to open and close a trash can lid, but Vegas has his own line of tricks. And they are tricks suitable for small dogs.

So now this guy says "tell me how many times has your dog been on tv?" Oh ho! As if that is supposed to impress me!! Dare I tell him about the request I got from Disney Studios to star my baby in Beverly Hills Chihuahuas? The only reason I said no was because I did not agree with the kind of chihuahua they wanted to use. It was a cream-colored Taco Bell lookalike. I never even saw the movie when it was in the theaters. Well, I didn't tell this guy anything about that, except that Vegas was requested for a major motion picture! But there is no way to prove it on YouTube! I'm not gonna show some dumbass who I don't know the e-mails, when he has no business looking at my e-mails anyways!! E-mails is one thing I will NOT cross-post! Not without express permission from the person who sent it. I do have some morals!!

Well, no doubt I will be inundated with comments from this asshole about how his ugly-fuck of a labrador is better than my baby!! Ya know, I don't know why I even bother with responding to these dip-shits in the first place!! I should just redirect him to this blog!! At least here I can write as much as I want and there is no limit! And I even allow people to respond anonymously if they want. I think you can tell today I am not in the best of moods!! Well, my response on here is a lot more hot-headed than it was on YouTube! But I'm just so tired of people being so hostile to one another on YouTube! Small wonder why now everyone is calling it "RudeTube"!! LOL! I've had run-ins with people who hate non-whites now, and people who hate Americans on the whole. I can say now I have seen it all!! But I keep going back to YouTube because it is one of the best ways I've found to learn about different herps and birds and seeing other peoples' set-ups and thinking, "THAT'S what I want!!!" It's exciting!! But really! Why do people feel the need to be so rude on YouTube!? I mean, I hate show breeders! But I'm not going to be rude to every one of them I meet, because actually I have met a very few who were genuinely nice!! I prefer to meet everyone as an individual, and judge each one based on the quality of that individual's character. Not based on the actions of all the bad ones I've met, even though there's been so many. But show breeders I would just greet with the utmost caution!! And NEVER, for one second, think of them as friends!! Unless they have proven they can be worthy of being called a "friend".

On the funny side, there's this video of a frog eating a bird. Someone calling himself RSixBoy made this comment:

so relieved theres no faggot "animal activists" bitching about how the person recording this video should have saved the fucking bird.

I responded to him in this manner:

No one should argue with nature. If you don't like how nature works, leave the planet! Because it's always going to happen.

Well, today I noticed someone who calls himself theTeabag responded to my comment. Looks like finally one of those "faggots" that RSixBoy was talking about finally decided to show up, after a long time of none coming to this thread. This was what theTeabag said in response to my post:

Yes but cameraman is a human, not animal. I'd expect a human to save You from a bearattack in the forest rather than say "No one should argue with nature" :)

Besides, You're 35. In natural conditions, which I guess is the pleistocene epoch, people don't live that long. You should have no teeth and prepare yourself to die soon.

My only response (without getting personal) was this:

Where have you been? You're late!

LOL!! I was actually wondering how long it would take for some tree-hugger to chime into this thread. This one must be slow! Either that, or this is one of my old nemesis who has come back to haunt me again. hehehe!

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Not a Vegan

I just got a new subscriber on YouTube. I'm not one of those that urges people to subscribe or comment. They can if they want to, but I don't want to push anyone. But this one is a vegan. It took me a while to figure out how to tell this person that I am not a vegan in a nice way. I mean, I'm happy they subscribed, but they should know not to expect me to believe in their ways. So I just wrote on this person's channel, "thank you for subscribing. But you should know, I am NOT a vegan. Sorry." I even told them there is no way to talk me into becoming vegan either. Believe me, I've heard every argument vegans can throw at me! All I think about is what nearly happened to my grandma for eating nothing but veggies all her life. It nearly killed her! And she had to take shots for the rest of her life.

I just wanted this person to understand that. Besides, I've seen what a lack of meat does to a person's brain (case in point: Yankovic1234) and I don't want that happening to me! But there is NO way of talking me into becoming vegetarian. I wouldn't even do it if the firmest vegan-guerilla were to put a gun to my head and tell me I'd better go vegan or else... It just won't happen! I've heard all their arguments before, I've seen all their videos, I've been called every name in the book, NONE of it has any affect on me. I love meat too much. And I don't want to wind up like grandma did, or like yankovic1234 is. Besides, I figured if it's good enough for meat-eating animals, it's good enough for me! So there is NO swaying me from that.

My ma made a beautiful pork roast this past weekend and invited Anna and I up for dinner, and it was GOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!! I loved it! I could NEVER go without that!

Monday, November 2, 2009

A Good Sport

Well, after I cooled off about Kenny being disrespectful to my face about my favorite band, it didn't take long---as long as I remembered everyone has a right to their own opinion. Anyway, the posts really started getting crazy! LOL! I mean that in a humorous way. Eventually they began to turn sexual. This was the post that started all the sexual-talk:

Good try babe...



No one has called me "babe" online in quite a few years! It doesn't bother me though. I know it bothers some people. But I'm a very flexible person. This was my response to that post:

Ummm, "babe"? LOL!!! I thought only my boyfriend was supposed to call me that! hehehe!

Well, Kenny still wanted to convince me that I'm into beastiality, and said this about my latest boyfriend:

I thought your boyfriend said things like 'baa' or 'moo'.

But fuck an animal that can say BABE!

Now you've gotta post that on Youtube!

Actually, my boy is something of an animal, but only in the bedroom!! LOL! Outside, he's just an average man, dark hair, dark eyes, 6 feet tall, 180 pounds, 40 years old, Native-American (Quinault) descent. We're not even really going steady yet! We just met about 6 months ago. I didn't want to tell Kenny that though. That's info that should stay behind closed doors. I don't even talk about my escapades here! Well anyway, this was how I responded to him, without giving him any info:

Nope, never had a boyfriend who said "baa" or "moo". Sorry to disappoint you.

Well, this was Kenny's response, still going on about beastiality:

Im not dissapointed - animal cruelty is not something I relish.

So tell me what animal sounds does your 'boyfriend' make?


Well, actually he has made that sound before, only once. hehehe! But it was in one of our playful romps, and in fun. hehehe! But if I had told Kenny that, he would have used it as ammo to strengthen his beliefs about me. Like I said before, the less he knows, the better! This is what I said instead:

No animals sounds dude. Again, sorry to disappoint you. He's just an average man.

Back in the thread somewhere, Kenny said I was weird, and I told him I love being weird! It's what makes me who I am. As I've said often before, I don't like being like other people. Well, remembering that, Kenny said this:

Very average to be with you Id say...

To which my response was this:

He likes me for who I am. He told me every day with me is an adventure.

I admit I don't get to spend much time with him, but the time I do spend with him, we both cherish. But now it really gets crazy. LOL! But I admit from this point on, I began to really have fun with Kenny! Truly! It started with this post from Kenny:

"He told me every day with me is an adventure. "

Well I can imagine - the bloke deserves a medal, or even a heartbeat.

Tell me how long does it take to inflate 'him'?

I decided to twist the words a bit. I know what he really meant, BTW, but at this point since we were comparing lifestyles, I might as well really cut loose and have fun! This was my response:

"inflate him"? You mean "get him aroused" I assume. LOL! Really, that's none of your business!!! :P

Yep, I meant what it sounds like. I made Kenny believe "inflating" was meaning my boyfriend getting an erection! Back to this other post from before when he said I was weird. I had told him about Walker's Mammals of the World, which is my Bible. He says it's a coffee table book, with glossy pictures. He said his young nephew probably has a copy of it. I'm not sure how "young" his nephew is, but the books were created by Johns-Hopkins University. Unless his nephew is 20-years or older, he must be a bright kid!! Well, anyway, this is what he said:

I doubt you know anything much at all, but keep trying to impress - maybe your boyfriend might read this later and then you can both settle down to a little light animal erotica before he deflates to much further...

And this was my response:

"deflates"? LOL! I swear, I never heard the term put that way before!! LOL! But everyone has their own words for describing "it".

Again, I know what he meant. But if he was going to continue to go down this path, I figured I might as well have some fun. Well, at this point, I think he was getting tired of the sexual talk. This was his almost-closing argument:

Yech! - Spare me the details please.

Be careful with him though babe - latex tears easily.

And Im kind of bored with you now. It was fun at the start but lately I just feel like we've grown apart .

Time to move on...

Have a good life and good luck graduating from middle skool.


In this paragraph, I was referring to the "latex":

Oh there's no danger in his using condoms. Though I've never had one tear on me before. LOL!

A little too much info I think, but it was funny to end with. I continue on with this next paragraph:

"but lately I just feel like we've grown apart ."

Now that we're discussing a subject you're unfamiliar with. You should try getting a girlfriend and getting laid. It might make a better man out of you! LOL!

Well, this last statement of Kenny's told me a lot!!

Timmy Im gay actually and I get laid lots, not that it is either relevant or any of your business.

Like I said it was fun to begin with but youre just getting repetitive and silly.

Now the truth comes out! I know why he hates America so much! We were the last ones to accept gay rights. Some Americans still don't! I've accepted it, but to me, it's just a little bit unusual to see 2 men holding hands and kissing each other. But I stay out of their business. I always say if a person enjoys something, let them do it themselves. I have gay friends, and they are very nice people! But a lot of gays I noticed have the attitude that now that they have all the rights they want, they're going to become arrogant!! Well, this was my closing argument to Kenny:

Aw, no fun getting laid by same-sex partners. But you're right, that's none of my business! To each their own! I'm as straight as they come myself. Can't see myself doing anything else.

Shoot! I thought it was just getting good! You trying to arouse me. But you have a nice life too! I hope you make it out of kindergarten soon!

In my first and last sentences, I was just tugging his chain again! But this story has a surprise, and somewhat twisted, ending. I actually got a PM from Kenny, and he thanked me for being such a good sport through all of this. I've never been thanked before for being nice!! It was a surprise!! And it felt good! But he is NOT an INXS fan! I told him I'm sorry he feels that way about INXS because it was them that got me interested in Australia in the first place. He said it was their "I'm a rock star" egos that disturbed him. Well, like I said, to each their own. Personally, I don't think it's any different than Muhammed Ali saying constantly, "I'm the greatest! I cannot be beat!" And he was champion because he believed that. The power of the mind is phenominal!! And actually, INXS are not that bad! I've seen people who are rock stars with bigger egos and it's a lot less attractive! Look at John Mayer, or whatever his name is!! When I met INXS, at least they were [for the most part] nice. You could tell they really love their fans. John Mayer has a big ego, so I heard from those who've actually met him. He loves himself more than he loves his fans. But it's INXS's conscious relationship with their fans that keeps me being an INXS fan. That and Tim Farriss.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Now, I Am Pissed!!!!

Kenny's back. So far, he hasn't managed to piss me off, but now he has!! He's crossed the line!! I don't mind him calling me stupid, or accusing me of beastiality, or talking about my stories. But when he starts insulting INXS, he's crossed the line! Especially since INXS comes from his own country!! This is what he said:

"And I love INXS!!! Always did, always will."

Well they were a bunch of narcissistic wankers as well?

Didnt the lead singer wank himself to death???

Says so much about you...

I don't care what he thinks it says about me, but calling the men of INXS "narcissistic wankers" pissed me off!! I had to respond to that one!! Though I tried keeping my cool. It's not easy when I just want to reach through the screen and choke him! If he doesn't like INXS, that's his business! But talking about them in such a disrespectful manner, when they are natives of his country, it makes me so MAD!!! This was what I said to him:

"Well they were a bunch of narcissistic wankers as well?

Didnt the lead singer wank himself to death???"

Hey man, those "narcissistic wankers" are from your own country! Show some respect!!

INXS has accomplished more than this "wanker" will ever accomplish!! They are the pride of Australia and known for setting the standards for other Australian musicians! And they've even gone beyond that. But all this chap sees is just a band whose first lead singer "wanked" himself to death.

Grasping For Straws

I noticed Kenny hasn't been around for a couple of days. I figured he wanted to give up the ship and move on. But no, he was studying those last 2 days. That way, he can look smarter on this forum than he really is. Well, I got a message he was responding to me again on that same thread. Last Friday, I noticed he got into it with 2 other people and I wanted to let them know what kind of a person Kenny really is. So, I wrote this:

Kenny is stupid!! LOL! He just doesn't know it, which is kinda sad. But he's funny. Then again, ignorance is always funny! Anyway, want proof he's stupid? Besides seeing his posts, I told everyone he talks out his ass, and it went WAY over his head!! LOLOL!!! I say Kenny needs to heed his own advice! Don't call others stupid if he is stupid himself! Rather contradictory of dear Kenny, don't ya think? LOL!! :P

Well, 2 days later, I notice these posts after discovering he'd responded to me again:

No I dont think its contradictory at all.

If you were referring to methane coming from my anus well mate the major component of flatus (fart gas for a dumbshit like you) contains 90% hydrogen with only trace amounts of methane. Unless you are a ruminant which Im not - possibly you are since you are so full of bullshit...

How am I expected to make sense of what you write when its not even accurate or logical?

What's this? So now he's acting like the grammar-expert? It was he who didn't care about his own grammar when he first started this battle. But heck! At least now he's showing just a little bit more smarts. Just a little bit! LOL! Well, he added this to his original post:

Honestly kid it was sort of fun to begin with but now you are just going beyond silly.

And please stop with this puerile LOL :P stuff.

It might seem cute to you but anyone with an IQ over 60 finds it childish.

Stupid stupid boy...

Well, whereas up to this point, I had been playing with him, since he decided he wanted to get serious now, I decided to accommodate along with him. So this was how I responded:

"And please stop with this puerile LOL :P stuff."

Since you started this whole confrontation, you'd better be prepared to sit it out mate!! I'm ready to quit whenever you are. But if you want to keep pushing, I can go as far as you want me to and beyond!!

Well, his response was this:

Kid some of us have a life.

You should try it...

To which I responded in this way:

I know most of us have lives, but you sure aren't one of them!! :P

I think he's trying to make me feel like I started the fight. But it's not working. The posts speak for themselves.

Well, YouTube was acting up this morning. I think it was due to the maintenance the site was going through. For some reason, my initial response to him today got repeated. So, this is what he said:

Hey Timmy why are you repeating yourself?

Nobody was listening the first time.

Hey when you finish high school (if you can) try doing a degree in physiology, then you wont get confused about methane in human farts.

And if you call typing smilies as a 'language skill' then I fear that you juts wont graduate from highschool at all.

At least you will have youtube to make yourself feel bigger...


I have a feeling, looking through all of his posts, that he's the one still in high school. I honestly think he's still a teenager, even though his profile says he's 37. Could be a lie, but he doesn't act like a lot of 37-year olds I know of. He's sure not smart enough. Well, I decided to let him know about my lack of control over how many times my first post posted. I didn't have to I know it!! That first sentence really was not worth responding to.

I don't know why that was posted twice. But I deleted one of them.

BTW, I graduated from high school LONG before you did! Probably before you were even born!

It's true! I probably was getting my diploma handed to me while he was still shitting his diapers and sucking his mama's breasts. As for his last statement, about YouTube making me feel bigger, well, he obviously thinks I habitually go around and act like an internet warrior. But the truth is, I don't. So, I didn't direct this at Kenny himself, but anyone who comes in and thinks Kenny has the slightest idea of what he's talking about:

And just FTR, I don't start fights on YouTube. Kenny got his knickers in a wad because I could identify this was not an American eagle, and those were not mountain goats, and he couldn't. Thus he started this battle. But I always treat everyone with respect. I can come off sweet, and I can come off sour, I can go either way, it depends on how I'm approached. ;)

No need really to be jealous because I know animals. Just continue reading. You'll learn.

Well, just now I noticed that Kenny responded to this with probably the most ignorant come-back I've ever seen. Now, he's turning to accusing me of beastiality. LOL!!! I mean really! I love animals, but not THAT much!!! LOL! I believe this is just Kenny's typical attempt to grasp at straws. But yes, some of my stories do involve animal-erotica. Animal-erotica is actually more popular than you think. I believe it started with the old Archie and Mehitabel broadway plays of the 1950s, and still goes on today. My animal-erotica stories involve Martin and Genny, who are in love with each other. But both are animals. None of them are people. Beastiality is not even implied in my stories because I personally find it disgusting for a person to make love to an animal! For Kenny to even think that is disgusting!!! But it's his views, not mine! Anyway, this is what he said:

"I know animals"

I bet thats the truth!

Well anyone who boasts about writing 'animal erotica' on their Youtube channel page should be listened too when it comes to identifying dead goats.

Honestly mate the fact that you articulate like a teenager yet you are a middle aged man is fucked enough, but when you trawl Youtube trying to find animal snuff erotica to get off on is beyond sick.

It was fun sparring with you at first kid but now your plain creepy...

I see not only is he not familiar with the concept of animal-erotica, and ignorantly accusing me of beastiality, but he also still believes I'm a man. Apparently he hasn't grasped the simple fact that my name ends in "Gal", and it could mean I'm a woman. I'm thinking "What in the heck is wrong with this character?" He's obviously deluded!! But oh well!! I say Google animal-erotica. There's actually hundreds of artists who practice that. But anyway, this was my response to him. I thought he might as well know the truth:

You totally misunderstood my profile. That's not what animal-erotica means. My stories are about animals loving each other. Not people loving on animals! Get your facts straight.

BTW, I'm not a man. If you had read my screen name carefully, you'd notice that it ends in "Gal". Timmy is the man I adore. Hense my screen name.

Yes I know animals. I've been studying them since 1986, when I was in middle school!

I also added:

But then again, I believe this is another simple grasp for straws. You've been doing that a lot I notice.

So apparently he's read one of my stories. Most likely a sample story. I bypassed a lot of pages and left some phrases out in the samples. They were merely meant to capture peoples' attentions, not meant to copy the full versions of the stories. But hey! I really do appreciate his opinion. I cannot discuss it here because Trisha, my supervisor, would not let me. I'd be fired for sure!

NEWS FLASH! I think Kenny's been deleted!! I tried to respond to him and I couldn't!! Either that, or he banned me from responding to him.