Disclaimer: If you are easily offended by sheer honesty, or you think me having my own opinions is "being negative", then this is not the place for you, and I suggest you leave and head elsewhere. I call a spade a spade, and I don't sugarcoat anything.

Saturday, October 21, 2017

Some Questions Answered

Oh my goodness! Look at this....

Check out #4. His great grandfather was from India. That answers a LOT of questions I've had over the years about Michael. For one thing, it answers the questions about his ties to SE Asia and why his family spent so much time there. That has to be why! I wonder though, was that on his father's side or his mother's? It's still interesting! I knew though that Michael was born in Australia, but spent most of his life in Hong Kong. It also answers the question of where Michael got his good looks!

I need not tell you that I actually find Indian men very attractive!! In one of the groups I am on, someone asked what country has the best-looking men. I said I used to think it was Australia, until I got to know a few men from there who were total pansies. I don't mean gay either. I'm talking about libtards. I added "Now, I think India has some of the best-looking men". It's true! But only those from the more affluent areas. Not those who live in the slums. You should see my partner. I still call him my partner! LOL! He doesn't think he's handsome, and I saw his pic and I told him he has to be kidding me! I told him he's actually one of the cutest men I've ever seen in my life!

Another thing that caught my eyes, he said he thought Kylie's voice was terrible. LOL! I actually liked Locomotion. I'm not into bubblegum pop, but I thought it was a cute little tune. Michael did look happier with her. MUCH happier than he looked with Paula. Yeah, I still do not like Paula. LOL! I don't give a shit what the Yatesfags think. One thing though, she must have been a dog-lover, which to me is a good thing. It rubbed off on her children. All except for Lily. I don't think Lily has a dog of her own. I've seen her holding Pixie's dog though. Lily needs to get with the program! She needs to get herself a dog! I think she'd look good with a pomeranian. Or maybe even a maltese. Something fashionable like that.

Also check out #5. Poor Michael had butterfingers. That sounds like something I would do. Not on purpose. I just happen to be clumsy. And I seem to be getting worse in my old age!! UGH! Not really dropping everything (all the time). More like I can't speak anymore. I don't know why. My tongue seems to get ahead of my brain, and then winds up tied in knots.

Friday, October 20, 2017

New Computer, New Life

Thanks a lot Dad!!! I think he put a curse on me and my sis! Why? I don't know. Maybe it's because my sis and I no longer get along with Kathy and her family. But that's their fault! Not ours! I was perfectly willing to remain friendly with them, but had no idea Stephanie harbored so much hatred towards me. I mean, I knew there was a bit a friction before between me and Kathy's kids. Mostly because I am not a libtard like they are. I speak my mind and I don't give any bullshit. I don't take any either. That pisses them off because Kathy kept them in a plastic bubble all their lives, like most libtard parents do with their kids. But now, my Dad seems to have put a curse on us. So many bad things have happened to us in the months since he passed. Of course my problems began the moment he died. Of course they were no worse problems than what I had before he died. LOL! My sis's problems began when we started having these problems with Kathy and her family. If you ask me, Dad is punishing the wrong people. Punish the people who really started this whole thing! That would be Kathy and her family.

You know why I always come off as sounding like such a know-it-all? Because I only listen to experts, and I question EVERYTHING!!!!!! It drives everyone I speak to CRAZY! Like that song by the Gin Blossoms that says "I don't wanna take advice from fools", well neither do I. You should have seen me back in my early breeding days, when I started with chihuahuas. Remember when I spoke of Rhonda saying I am "spineless" and that was why I listened to Tanya (of Tanya's Chihuahuas)? Well, she couldn't have been more wrong. You should see Tanya's bred-by's compared to Rhonda's. Tanya had more show wins. Rhonda in fact, had NONE. If I wanted to do better in the chihuahua breed, who do you think I'm going to listen to? I'll give you a hint; not the one with no show wins to their name! LOL! Rhonda never even acted like an adult. She kept her usual childlike mentality, and that is not good when you're dealing with ANY breed!

I also question everything. Not because I totally doubt it, but because I want to make absolutely sure of something. I've been misled before, and it only leads to embarrassment and the perpetrators thinking it's funny. While I don't mind making people laugh, there is a time and place for everything. Sometimes, I have to be serious about something. Sometimes, I may go to several people about the same subject. When I am researching someone or something, like a business I intend to exploit services from, I look for reviews by other people. I read both the good and bad reviews. If the negative overwhelms the positive, or if more than one person says the same thing, then I don't buy from that person. I also look at the responses by the business. Like that company, Amy's Baking Company that was on Kitchen Nightmares a few years ago, and even on Dr. Phil. They reacted so harshly to negative reactions, instead of using them to better their business. But then again, Amy had cats. I wouldn't eat at her place anyway. I won't even go into a house that has cats living in it. You think I want a cat fag preparing my food, even in a restaurant?! Especially someone who says these cats are their "sons"! That's one "child" that will never love you back.

I think for Amy, it was those cats that made her an angrier person. That and that husband of her's. He was a very angry person. But then again, cat people are almost always libtards. Libtards are typically angry people. One thing I've discovered, that's why so many INXS fans are cat people; they're almost always libtards. Plus, another thing I've noticed about them; all the INXS fans who own cats do not believe in GOD. Tarot cards and Ouija boards are their gods. Those kinds of people are typically cat people. I love the LORD Almighty, so that is why I love my dogs. hehe! That's also why I totally believe cats are nothing but Earth-demons. In ancient Egyptian culture, the crocodile was actually a greater spirit than the cat. So was the dung beetle. What does that say? LOL! Remember this people next time some idiot on the internet tries to convince you cats are better "because the ancient Egyptians worshiped them". Total bullshit! Crocodiles are more skilled hunters and dung beetles at least would make much more useful companions.

Well anyway, I had to go out and get a new computer because my old one dropped as I was taking it to have the fan fixed. They think it's a motherboard problem now. Makes me MAD!!! I'd still like to have my old computer back, but I cannot do anything until after the holidays. I might risk it then. Don't know though. It may be worth it, it may not be worth it. Who knows? I think it's a part of this curse my father has put on me from the Heavens! So dad, if this is you, CUT IT OUT!!!!!!!!! We've both had enough!!!!! Now, I want to see you do something about the ones who actually did start this! Leave me and my sis OUT OF THIS!!!!! Actually, when I sent the computer in to be repaired, I was anticipating the worst outcome. I knew it would not be able to be revived because of the drop. And maybe it is just the motherboard. Like I said, I might risk it. But not until after the holidays. I cannot do anything until then. But I do have a new laptop now, and I am loving it. Just taking a while to get used to it.

Tuesday, October 17, 2017

Dire Wolf

I am not only a member of a few INXS groups, but also a member of several dog-related groups too. I do learn a lot now. I can always use some learning. One thing I learned is someone out there thinks he has a "dire wolf". UGH!! Stupid people!! He must have been asleep all his life, because he does not seem to know that dire wolves went extinct 10,000 years ago! That is, there HAS NOT BEEN a single dire wolf on Earth for more than 10,000 years! People make me sick! This idiot was so positive he has a dire wolf, he threatened to kill someone who opposed his idea! I cannot believe some dumbass people!

More likely, what that person has, is nothing more than a husky/malamute mixed DOG. Not a wolf! And definitely NOT a dire wolf!!! You won't find anyone breeding any dire wolves anywhere! I don't care what they say. Get educated you dumb fucks!!!!! But just like all uneducated fools who go out and buy these weird mongrels because they think they're getting something special, this guy got so angry at someone trying to educate him that he threatened them with bodily harm. If I ever meet anyone who tries to tell me they have a "dire wolf", I'm going to tell them upfront, dire wolves are EXTINCT!!!! And I don't care what repercussions they threaten me with!

Hell, I am getting mean in my old age! LOL! These days, you almost have to be. These libtards who always want to believe other uneducated libtards, and threaten those who try to correct them. Shoot! I see that all the time among libtards. They will never learn, because they enjoy being libtards.

Speaking of me being mean in my old age, yesterday, I darn nearly came close to hitting someone. There is this woman I sometimes see on the bus who rides with this guy who also has a service dog, a big black labrador. I had reached my destination and I was getting off the bus with Mya. She is still in training, and I have to keep reminding her to stay away from other dogs. As a service dog in training herself, I cannot let her socialize with other dogs. So, I kept telling her to stay away from that other dog. Well, as I was saying that, I heard the woman say "oh shut up!" I was stunned! I wasn't even talking to her! Or her male companion! I almost hollared off and smacked her upside the head! That is, until I looked at her and noticed she was talking on her phone. Then I figured she must have been telling the person on the phone to shut up. Or maybe even her male companion. I don't know either of their names, but I have seen them several times before riding the bus. They are a part of the over 55 libtard club that typically rides the bus early in the day. I don't talk to them at all.

Some people I believe, think that just because Mya is so young that she cannot be a service dog. She is in training. I'm training her for when she turns a year old and I have her officially trained. Then I can get one of those vests for her to wear. But that is why I have to pull Mya away from other dogs and people. I have to now start treating her like a real service dog. She's had her fun socializing with people and other dogs. Now, it's time for her to grow up and start taking her job more seriously. I have to stop letting people pet her when we are out and about. That's the hardest. Keeping Mya away from other dogs comes natural to me, especially if they are bigger dogs that I believe can hurt her. But I like letting her meet other people. So, it's not easy for me to tell someone they cannot pet her.

Anyway, after that close call, I started to become rather disturbed by my reaction to this woman I thought was telling me to shut up. I am not usually like that!! I usually never want to hurt anyone! But I am fearing I will become a bit more uncontrollable as I get older. Maybe it's the bit of loneliness I am feeling in this town without my family anywhere that is causing this. Maybe there is a part of my father's death that I still have not coped with that is making me bitter. Maybe it was living with Patti for those 3 long days that I am still dealing with that is making me angry. Maybe it was the reaction by the people I thought were my friends that is making me nastier as I get older. Maybe it's the financial stress I am going through now that is making me angrier. I don't know. All I know is, I am becoming something I don't want to become. I don't want to become a bully! I spend a lot of my time standing up against bullying! The last thing I ever wanted to become was an old bully! I don't need this in my life!!!

I think once my sis gets here, I might go back to my usual sweet self.

Monday, October 16, 2017

461 And Counting!

This is scary. I now have 461 subs! To me, it's scary. I never expected to reach this number of subscribers. It scares me! I'll probably have around 500 by the end of the year. oh LORD help me! LOL! Don't get me wrong, I adore my subscribers. But that means 461 people are watching. 461 people are hearing every word I am saying. 461 people are seeing my flaws. This is another reason I never wanted to become popular on YouTube. People begin to really watch you. You never really do know WHO is watching you too. Someone watching could be a maniac.

People not only begin really watching you, they also begin really listening too. You know how people on the internet take things out of context and make them out to be worse sounding than it really is. It happened to Joy Sparkle. She made a joke about brown babies being "poo-babies". And it was supposed to be said simply in jest to a brown person. So she said, I never actually heard it. But it caused her a lot of misery because people heard it and took it the wrong way. Now, I can safely say there is no danger of me saying something like that, I know what the limit is. But, I do tend to say whatever is on my mind. And I have been misinterpreted many times before, and I know it will happen again. And being a lone, old woman, the last thing I need is some maniac listening to people who are misrepresenting me, take it the wrong way, and come here and break into my house and cause trouble!

Being misrepresented is frustrating enough. I don't need to deal with people who want to take the next step and physically come here and cause harm to me or my baby. Well, hopefully that won't happen. So far, it hasn't. I've been lucky. The worst that has happened to me so far has been losing pointless buddies. People I probably should never have tried to make friends with in the first place anyway. But at least most of them would never show up on my doorstep. Or I would hope not. LOL! Shh!! Don't give them any ideas!!!

Speaking of which, the new MH documentary is out today! That's awesome! But as I understand it, the tabloids are already picking up on it. UGH!! Leave Michael alone and let the fans have their fun I say! There was a post on one of the groups I am on that talks about this. It's funny! What's funny about it is there are 3 comments on the post that I am unable to view. You know what that means? It means the SJWs have already latched on to the post. LMAO!!! If they are SJWs, I have them blocked. I can't see what they are saying and I won't take them off ignore to view them either, because I am sure it is something hilariously stupid. More libtard banter! LOL! This girl is not interested at all in reading what they have to say.

Ya know what is funny? I'm learning now to treat other INXS fans the way I treat any libtards. I recently got into it with a Yatesfag on another group I am on. Some dork named Wincey. WTF kind of name is Wincey anyways?! Anyway, with her reaction to me saying I still don't like Paula Yates, I saw nothing has changed among the libtards. I even said to her I don't understand all this libtard bullshit, and told her to just let other people have their opinions. She accused me of being rude and I told her to shut the fuck up. LOL! Simple as that. I'm not putting up with the Yatesfags' bullshit this time around. And the kind and friendly TimmyHutchFan, once again, is DEAD!! People didn't like that TimmyHutchFan. Well, they're going to hate this one even more. LOL! This time, I'll give them a real reason to hate me! Believe me, when I am done, they will wish the old TimmyHutchFan was back again. I'm done being nice to libtards. Even if they are INXS fans! Believe me, that won't happen anymore. Think of every adverse reaction I had before as being a kumbaya love fest.

If you're too kind, too many people take advantage. Some even take a mean advantage! When you treat people like shit, they at least back off. 😁 Most of them won't even say anything at all. Which to me, is cool.

Saturday, October 14, 2017

Too Popular

I think I am getting too popular on YouTube. I am now up to over 450 subscribers on my channel. I never even expected to get 400 subs on YouTube, let alone over 450! It's cool, but it sucks! LOL! I know that sounds strange. But I never joined YouTube to become popular. I never wanted to become popular. I wanted to create videos, but I never wanted to create a video that became viral. There is a definite reason for that. I've seen YouTube destroy peoples' lives.

Recently, I found Joy Sparkle is no longer on YouTube. Too many trolls and haters got the best of her, and so she quit. I'm going to miss her. I can't afford to become anyone's patron on Patreon. So, if she is sticking solely to that, then I may never see her again. I actually enjoyed her videos. Even though she did talk a lot about the same subjects over and over again. If there is one thing I've learned in my years on YouTube, it's NEVER talk over and over again on the same subject. I've made videos about Onision, but I scatter them and I do not make 100+ videos about him. I've said before I did not want to turn my channel into an Onision bashing channel. That's just not my style. I may make one or two videos about Onision in a months' period, but I'd never make several in one day. I just don't do that.

Another thing I've learned never to do, NEVER talk about your personal life! Joy made the horrible mistake of constantly bringing up how sick she was. I have illnesses too. I have NEVER ONCE made a video about them. I've never even mentioned my sicknesses in any of my videos. Unless it's something minor like a cold. I may warn people that I have a cold and cannot speak too well, depending on how bad it is. But my big illnesses, I've never spoken of in my videos. I could talk about why I am so fat, but I choose not to. I prefer to just let trolls and haters think whatever they want to. It is so much easier than trying to explain anything to them. Because one thing I've learned is that no matter what, people are ALWAYS going to think what they want. You can't change it, so why fight it?

Another thing I've learned, no matter what you think, NO ONE on the internet is really your friend. That goes for YouTube, that goes for Facebook, and that goes for forums. You may find people you may like, and you might develop a friendly relationship with that person. But they are not your friend. If you meet them and they become your friend, then that's good. Then you can consider them a friend. But until that happens, they are not your friend. I've learned you can't even really say they are your enemies. You really just never know what is going through a person's mind that is online. That's why I am not too worried about what trolls and haters think of me. Not until they've actually met me and gotten to know me in person. I do warn people that I take time to warm up to people, especially strangers. I've often said I am like an animal who is brought into captivity for the first time.

Most of the time, I just ignore trolls and haters. Sometimes though they may say something that sounds rather interesting, and I will respond. But in order to really get my attention, you'd have to say something that REALLY sparks my interest. Nothing like the usual shit I've heard before. I'm more in favor of creativity. Like this one guy the other day commented on one of my videos, saying I sound like Stifler's mum, from the show American Pie. I don't watch that show, so I didn't know who Stifler's mum was. But the comment made me laugh anyway. The comments I don't respond to are the ones where the people say the usual "You're so fat, ugly, stupid, etc". That's not at all creative, just the same shit I get all the time. LOL! And more than half the time, the people who say that have no pics or videos of themselves on their channel, so chances are they're fat, ugly (and no doubt, stupid) themselves. Most of them won't admit it due to embarrassment most likely. Or they just want you to think they're better-looking than you are. I don't know what the point of that is either! LOL! Who cares?

Well, I haven't made a video in a while, my computer is still on the fix. But I just wanted to get this out there. Looks like I am becoming quite popular on YouTube, and I cannot control it. But hey, if PewDiePie can keep going, even though he is the most hated YouTuber now, then so can I.

In other news, I got another book up on UMG Productions. It's called Davy's Little White Lie, and it's about Davy and Lisa staying at the family cabin in the mountains. Davy meets a wild group of his own kind and wants to join them. There is a lot of snow in the story. I always said, if you want to make a story funny, add snow into the equation. That's definitely the case for this story. Find out what Davy lies about and why. It's a good story!

Sunday, October 8, 2017

I'm On A Roll!

Oh boy! I've been busy this week! It's been a while since I've posted a book on UMG Productions. Well, this week, I have posted 3 of them. Though only 2 show up. I'll post them here WITH links. Here are the stories I have posted:

Uncle Martin and the Gang in: Uncle Martin is Impeached!

Yes, I finally got this story up! It is actually one of my favorite stories. It's so funny, it even makes me laugh! Even though I know how it goes. My sis Eva helped me in writing this story back when I first moved to Ocean Shores back in 2007. That was one of the first times I'd been in some turmoil, for whatever reason. Well, I saw how fair-weather friends abandoned me and my real friends stayed by me. It was a good lesson learned. Seems I am always going through some kind of turmoil! I don't care what others say, everyone hates to hear the truth! It inspired this story. Martin goes on kindof a rampage and insults the gang. Brad, who has always been on the mischievous side, took what Martin said out of context and made it sound much worse than it really was. Most of the gang followed Brad's lead. Except one. Faithful Bert remembers how good Martin has always been to him, and continues to support him. No matter what the rest of the gang said to persuade him otherwise.

Meanwhile, Tim is appointed the new leader of the gang. But is he ready to lead? No! What goes wrong under Tim's command? Everything! That's what makes this story so funny! I even bring back Group 5 in this story; a gang of gorillas (based on one of Dian Fossey's favorite groups of mountain gorillas). These gorillas have been Martin and the gang's nemeses since the early days. I actually have other stories with them in the story, plaguing Martin and the gang from 1989. But I have yet to put them on the site. Maybe some day. Though Dian Fossey herself would HATE how I've portrayed gorillas in these stories! LOL! She doesn't have to know though.

The next story I've completed:

Cafeteria Wreck

Eva and Katrina are the subject in this anecdotal story. Yes, this is an anecdote story. No real rhyme or reason for publishing it. Just for entertainment. I have a couple of those on the site now. But I also bring back Swen and Odel, who kindof branched off from Uncle Martin's gang in the mid 90s. Swen and Odel became a bit of a gang of two idiots. Though they are not really a "gang" so to speak. They are just a couple of buddies who went their own way. Well, in this story, Katrina and Eva are at an outdoor cafe and they are about to have dinner when Swen steals Katrina's food. Katrina wants repercussions, so they decide to race down a hill and the first one who makes it to the bottom of the hill wins, and the loser buys the winner's dinner.

Well, everything goes wrong, from their choice of racing vessels to the finish, and even the consequences of the winner. This story is pointless as a story it's self, but it will make you laugh! It does me! Took me a while to actually decide to post this story. Because for one thing, I don't want kids reading this story and trying a stunt like what the characters in this story tried. But I do state for kids NOT to try this stunt at home! For another thing, it is a stupid stunt! LOL! If I do say so myself. But heck! So are the stunts pulled on the Jackass series. So, I figured what the hell! Just post it! Someone will get a good laugh out of it!

Another story I've posted...

Uncle Martin and the Gang Discusses INXS

This story won't be posted though. It is scheduled for November 17. So, you will not be able to see this story just yet. But I do have a link. The story is a compilation book, which consists of the stories INXS Goes to Mount St. Helens and One Day In November... and a previously unreleased story titled Jon's Nightmare, which is a comic story. Jon takes a leisurely nap after a night of performing, and wakes up to a strange world! Not yet available. But it is well worth the wait!

Tuesday, October 3, 2017

RIP Tom Petty

Oh man, this is sad! I'll surely miss him. Tom Petty died yesterday. I would have wrote about it yesterday, but the deal with the stepmom overshadowed this. Family always takes precedence. I did not like Tom Petty at the same level I love INXS or Roxette, but I did like him. Not always so much his music, though I do have a couple songs by him on my MP3 player, I mostly enjoyed his music videos. A couple years ago, I made a collection of my favorite music videos on DVD, and I have a couple of his videos on there. None of which are listed in my MP3 player. I got them though because I actually like the videos better than the songs. LOL! But he was a good singer. I liked his style.

What is even weirder is I remember back in 1995, I had a dream that I married him. LOL! I was never even the least bit attracted to him in that way! I don't know why, of all the rockstars that I liked, I dreamed of marrying Tom Petty! I liked him, but never that much! But anyway, it is a sad week. First a friend dies, and now Tom Petty. My childhood is gone! I guess I am an old woman. Next thing I'll probably hear Per Gessle is dead. UGH!! I don't want that to happen! He is the last remnant of my childhood still going on today!! Don't lose him!! If he goes, I'll probably be just as devastated as I was when I heard Michael died. And so far, NO OTHER CELEB DEATH has put me in that same level of depression. Not even Tom Petty. Not even Chris Cornell. LOL! Though Katrina was very sad when she found out about Chris Cornell.

Yep, I've seen a lot of celebrities come and go, but none affected me like the death of Michael Hutchence did. Sometimes, I still cry about him. Though not every day. I don't let it take over my daily life. But sometimes, when I am sitting at home and I hear or see something that reminds me of him, or I hear a particular song, or I am watching the INXS movie, or even I think about that night that I first heard he had passed, I'll start to well up. I still miss Michael a lot. I really do. It's sad now that Tom Petty is gone too. I'll miss him. I really will. RIP man! Enjoy rocking in Heaven.

Monday, October 2, 2017

Something No One Will Believe!

I got an interesting PM from my mom earlier today. She told me that Kathy (my stepmom) sent her a friend request. Hmm. That's interesting. At first, I thought my mom had to have been joking with me. But no. She said there it was, plain as day. I thought Kathy was off of Facebook. I thought she left. But I guess she's back now. My mom was like "That bitch only wishes!" LOL! I could not believe it myself. Why would Kathy invite my mom to become her friend on Facebook? That doesn't make sense. It would have made more sense if she'd have come to either me or my sis.

I kindof wonder if it really was Kathy, or someone who is just using her name. I've been thinking of that. Because it wouldn't be like Kathy to ask my mom to become her friend on Facebook. That's not like Kathy at all. She has no ties to my mom. None at all. And my mom is like me, she doesn't like liberals. She and Kathy would not get along at all. So, I'm kinda wondering if it really was Kathy. Well, my mom is not crazy. Uhh, not really. LOL! She didn't accept Kathy's request. Who knows what could happen if she had accepted. This "Kathy" could possibly spam her. Who really knows? I totally believe it was possibly someone just pretending to be her. I looked for her name on Facebook, and she is not there. Of course she could have me blocked on Facebook.

I asked my sis if she also got a request. She said no. I never even got a request. I wouldn't accept either. Kathy lost all my respect when she brought Stephanie into a conversation that should have been kept between Kathy and my mom. I really do not like to feel that way about Kathy, as she did help me a great deal in getting into this apartment. I am grateful for that. But Kathy is older than my mom, and my mom would never have made my sis or I speak for her. It was a really bitch move for Kathy to do that, instead of talking it out with my mom for herself as an adult would. I prefer to hang with people who are self-sufficient. I don't see how what my mom said to Kathy was so offensive, but if she had a problem with what my mom wrote, she could have confronted her herself. That's what mature adults are supposed to do.

My sis was like "She'd better not try to contact us!" I said "She can contact me all she wants to. But I am not interested in associating with that family any more!" It's because of this total lack of respect for Kathy now. And this isn't the first time Kathy, or someone in her family, has done shit like that. Part of the reason I didn't want to stay in Lakewood was because of them. Same with my sis. She never has forgiven them for causing her to quit beauty school. One of Jennifer's friends was in that class, and she would report stuff back to Jennifer. To which Jennifer, being the dumbass that she is, would in turn report it back to dad. Then dad would call my sis, yelling or griping about what he heard. My sis finally got sick of it and had to quit beauty class. It's a shame too, because that is the one thing she is especially talented in. She'd have made a great beautician. Jennifer never once thought for a second that if my sis wanted dad to know about all this stuff, she would have told him herself. Dad did not need to know about everything that my sis said and did in that class! But that is the one thing I always hated about Kathy and her family; they ALWAYS did shit like that! They would blab whatever they could to my dad, or in front of my dad. They didn't care whether or not we wanted dad to know this stuff.

That kind of stuff happened all the time! Kathy and Stephanie both have done it to me, and Jennifer did it to my sis. Then those phonies would turn around and say how sweet my sis is. Neither I nor my sis were ever asked by them what or why we were doing what we did. Thank GOD Kathy and her family don't know my real big secrets. That's something they will NEVER get out of me! It'd be all over town the next day! That's why I have always had problems treating them like family. Family does not do the things they have done. My sis and I have both always been treated like nothing but outsiders by them. Neither Stephanie nor Jennifer really knew me either. All they knew about me was negative bullshit my father wanted them to know. They apparently never heard about the good things I have done through the years. If there was something negative going on in the family, Kathy and her family blamed me for it. While simultaneously saying my sis was an angel. Really, my sis could be just as evil as me, if not more so. Dad just never embellished that stuff.

Really, I barely knew Kathy's children. Before going to Arizona to visit them, I hadn't seen Stephanie for about 10 years. And I hadn't seen Jennifer since I don't know when. Probably about 25 years. They sure as hell did not know me. And I did not know them. And really, since I've gotten old, I try not to judge people I don't know. I told my sis Kathy does not deserve us. She needs to go back to her demon daughters and leave us alone. My business with her and her family is done. My dad's gone so, I don't have to have anything more to do with them. I still love my dad, and on his behalf, I am sorry it has come to this. But I do not want anything more to do with Kathy, Stephanie or Jennifer. They are nothing but strangers to me now. Since my dad died, my mind has been put on reset. 😁

Sunday, October 1, 2017

No More Ebooks

Starting at the beginning of next year, I will no longer have ebooks available on UMG Productions. That means all ways of buying ebooks on the site will be gone. I will only have paperbacks available. That also means I will have to take down my INXS stories. But that's OK! I am currently working on the compilation book of our INXS stories. I finally finished the bonus story, Jon's Nightmare. And I will have that one up, hopefully by November 22. I had to start taking my books to church to work on them there. At least I have plenty of time to work on them there. And I've also gained a few buddies who were fascinated with my drawings. I just tell them I write and illustrate for my stories, which are available on my site.

Well, my ebook provider is changing their policies, and I never sell enough books to make it worthwhile to maintain an account with them. So, I feel the best course of action is just to eliminate all ebooks from the UMG Productions website. In the next year, there's going to be a lot of changes being made. I'm even considering having a new logo made. The one I have now is fine, but I think it needs a little less detail. My partner says most company logos have simple colors, and only 1-3 different colors. Not usually so detailed. But I can use a picture of all our characters as a cover pic. I will also work on that. Hopefully in January, you will see an all-new website.

I did think about making my stories available through Kindle, Nook and all those others, but they would have to be published in EPUB format. And since most of our stories have illustrations, they cannot effectively be published in EPUB. So, I figure the best thing to do is just to eliminate all ebooks from the website. I sell more paperbacks anyways. I started the ebook idea back in 2006, hoping to get a leg-up on this "going green" craze that was starting. But it seems most people would rather have physical copies of each book. So, that is what I am going with. Oh well. I've had to change ebook platforms twice now. I thought I had a forever winner with Sellfy. That is, until they changed to a paid subscription platform. It sucks! It's not worth it for the kind of ebooks I create. So, I figure the best thing is to just eliminate ebooks altogether.

In other news, I heard about Anna May, one of my old INXS buddies. She was still friends with my mom. She also was subscribed to me on YouTube. I still have her last message (I think). Well, I heard she died. That is so sad!!!! I PM'd my mom and told her. My mom said she really liked Anna May. She had just been thinking of her yesterday too. She felt bad. On behalf of both of us, I want to extend my condolences to Anna May's family. May she RIP in Heaven. I'm sure Michael will look after her.

Saturday, September 30, 2017

Where Was I?

I have had quite an eventful week! Or two weeks! My computer's fan finally gave out and it started turning it's self off. I am so pissed!! I do need a backup computer!! Right now, I am typing this message on a loaner I got from the repair place. But I need a new computer bad!! My computer is still in the shop. Once they fixed the fan, some wires came loose, and they had to fix those. Thank GOD they are not charging me for that. I actually like this place. These people are dog-lovers. They have this 5-month old Newfoundland pup. It may be younger than Mya, but it was HUGE!!!! About 5 times her size!!! But it was such a sweet puppy!! I don't see many Newfoundland dogs here.

Well, I am still trying to get used to this keyboard. It's smaller than the one on my own computer. But ya know, this place even sells Office Professional Plus. Even old versions. I already have Office 2007. I like it, but I actually liked the 2010 version better. After the holidays, I might go get that! I might do a lot of things after the holidays.

Since I mostly post these blogs for family and close friends, I was unable to communicate with them the whole time my computer was down. Yeah, I could have gone to the library, but sometimes I sit here for several hours thinking about what to write about next. So, I started a new thing; I began calling my family and closest friends on the phone. One day, I would call my sis, the next day I would phone my mom, and maybe the next day I would phone Katrina, and on and on and on. At least I could have some contact with the outside world. I am just starting to make friends here in town, but I only really see them on the bus. I told Katrina about this old fart named Richard, the one who looks almost exactly like Santa Claus. I see him on the bus occasionally, gratefully not too often, but I have gotten to know his riding hours. Personality-wise, he reminds me a lot of the SJW INXS fans. He doesn't talk directly to me, but he does seem so hung up in everything I am doing. Katrina thinks he may have the hots for me. I say he doesn't even look at me. She says that's what men do who like a woman and are too shy to show it. LOL! Even if he did really have the hots for me, he's not my type!! I think he's homeless. I don't want a man like that. And I think he's irresponsible too.

I once overheard him talking to the bus driver, the only people he really talks to besides the "over 55 club". He saw me getting on here at my apartment complex, and he started talking about it. Saying in a rather negative tone of voice "My ex-wife and I used to work there. One day the manager went crazy and fired everyone on the spot." He said something about the manager said someone was embezzling funds and I turned to the person sitting next to me and whispered "I bet the embezzler was him!" I would bet he would do something like that. That's why he's 70+ years old, and doesn't have a home and no job. I dunno, but I don't trust Richard. Not even as far as I could throw him! I'd bet that was the last job he ever had before he became unemployable. So I believe he's one of those homeless people who is such because he is irresponsible. Not saying he does drugs or alcohol, but I do believe he is irresponsible. I don't like irresponsible people. If he does have the hots for me, and I find out, I'll probably have to find a way to cool him off. Maybe be especially nasty to him whenever I see him.

Well, the 1st starts on a Sunday this next month, October. Guess what that means, it means we got a Friday the 13th coming! If you are superstitious, this is the worst month for a Friday the 13th! The reason Halloween got started is because evil spirits are said to enter this dimension during this time of year. It does kinda scare me a bit. Yeah, I am a bit superstitious, my sis laughs about that. But I say be careful! My bad luck already got started when my mom lost her job. She was helping me pay for this chair. Now, I have to give it back. I don't really want to, but I have no choice now.

Wednesday, September 6, 2017

New MH Doco On The Way

Well, been hearing about it all week now. It's exciting! Michael's older sis is in on it. A lot of fans do like her, and respect the fact she is Michael's older sis. So why is everyone so uptight about this new documentary coming out??!! Just because it's not Richard Lowenstein's?? Oh please!!! I'm sure Lowenstein's movie is going to be wonderful. But there are other points of view besides his. A lot of people are complaining because this documentary was not endorsed by either INXS or Richard Lowenstein. Well, I don't really give a flying fuck who or what endorses it. I'm going to watch it anyways when it comes to the states! I've never been one for following the crowd. I heard INXS does not endorse this statue for Michael either. But that doesn't stop me from wanting to see it come to fruition. The fact is, I've always been open to new ideas.

I just want to see some new shows about Michael. I don't care who puts it out! I want to see it! And this documentary is said to have some rare home footage of Michael. Not that I think the fans arguing is going to stop this documentary from being shown worldwide, but just in case, I don't want to see this idea ruined by some stupid blind sheep followers who are just not happy unless they are moaning about something. So, my advice to these people is to just shut the fuck up, enjoy what's coming and stop acting like a bunch of whiny little bitches!!! Each day, I learn to hate the fans more and more. Especially when they start acting like a bunch of spoiled little cunts! To the rest of us who are just happy that some new footage of Michael is being released, this is not about you. And don't follow the blind sheep! Just sit back and enjoy the documentary that is about to come. I know I will. I might even get it on DVD! Even if I have to pay for the privilege to see it.

Well, I will be watching both this documentary as well as Richard Lowenstein's. I'm sure both will be good. I don't care who endorses what. I truly don't! And fuck the fans!! I'm just happy to see Michael remembered as he should be. No matter who it is from.

I bet I know who is the mastermind behind this new division in the fans. I bet it's Rosanda and her band of merry dumbass thugs! UGH!!! And to think, I used to like that woman! I used to look up to her. But she used to be a good person before she took up with that phony-baloney Vincent Lamaro! For all I know, he could be feeding her these dumbass ideas and she's just stupid enough to take the bait! Thank GOD I have both of them on ignore on Facebook! I don't want anything to do with either of them. At all! I don't associate with dumbasses.

But things like this is the main reason why I don't want anything to do with the fans. It's all become so political. I'm tired of politics among INXS fans! Nobody just comes together anymore and admires the music and the men of INXS. No. Now, they want to say "If you're not with us, then you're not a real fan". I HATE that kind of mentality. But that is what the INXS community has become! It's no longer about the music. It's no longer about the band. Now, it's all about who can get who on their side, and turn against the other. There's no place in INXS fanhood for that! And Michael would despise that kind of attitude being displayed. I can just picture him turning in his grave now. If he had one. But I do know this; Michael was all about peace and love. I see very little of that in the fans now. It's like the shit-throwing I used to see in the delusional mods' forum, except this is coming from people who profess to be "true fans". Makes me mad! And I'm sure Michael would agree with me.

Well, I've only got this to say to those people: GREAT WAY TO DISRESPECT MICHAEL'S NAME YA DUMB TWATS!!!!!!!!!!!! Keep it up!! In the end, it's the fans like me who will prove to be the better people!

Saturday, September 2, 2017

Offending Libtards

My sis posted an interesting comment. It made me think, what is the difference between a classic liberal and a modern liberal? A classic liberal is what liberals used to be. That is, before Obama took over and changed everything. Now, those are called libertarians. That's what we are. We're not republicans, but we're not democrats either. Though I think I lean a little more into the republican side of the definition. I thought this would be an interesting subject. What makes a libtard a libtard? First of all, there is a big difference between a libtard and a libertarian. I'm sure my sis can elaborate more on this subject than I can, but I'll try to put it as bluntly as I can. These are simply examples.

1. I don't believe black people deserve reparations for what happened to their ancestors.

2. I don't like Paula Yates, and I don't care if that hurts Lily's feelings.

3. I don't agree with abortion unless pregnancy puts the mom in danger.

4. I don't think illegals should be allowed to come in this country and drain our resources.

5. If you are an able-bodied person, and you don't want to work but you want people to just hand you money, you're a fucking idiot!

6. You're not oppressed so get over yourself!

7. If you don't like America, then leave it!

8. I'm glad Hillary lost the election because she was going to kill this country.

9. I hate cats. I think they need to be eradicated. But I love dogs.

10. If Guns N' Roses is your favorite band, you're an idiot!

11. A woman's place is in the home. A man's place is to support his family.

12. You got some wacky, dumbass people in your circle of friends.

If any of those comments offended you, you're a libtard. If none of them offended you, yet you still disagree, you're a libertarian. If none of them offended you, and you totally agree (or you just don't care), you're a conservative. If all the above comments offend you, and you want to argue each point with me or you want to kill me and my family or just don't want to be friends with me anymore, you're not only a libtard, but you're also a social justice warrior (SJW).

OK "Guns N' Roses" could be replaced by any band. Even INXS to a non-INXS fan. I just used Guns N' Roses as an example. I don't like them, but I'm not trying to attack just them or their fans. And "Paula Yates" could also be replaced with any celebrity that has descendants out there. These are just examples I concocted for the sake of demonstration. As for cats, well, mostly liberals prefer cats anyways. It's almost never conservatives. I'm sure Obama would have been a cat owner if his daughter wasn't allergic.

Friday, September 1, 2017

California Is A Dumb State!

Well, I would move to Alaska if I could right now, but I'm worried ma may never come visit me again! At least it's not a liberal state and I'd still be somewhat close to the ocean! I used to want to move to Australia, but again, it's full of liberals. I don't want to live there. Of course I am judging it based on the INXS fans I've met from there, and only the ones who acted like liberals. Not really everyone. But I am getting so sick of fricken liberals! They make me so mad, I want to punch something. But no, I would not really do that. I just would take my baby girl and pet her, toss the ball for her, and that helps me feel better. No, I really mean it. Throwing a ball feels like you're punching someone, so it makes me feel better. And Mya gets a good workout out of it too, and no one gets hurt but the ball. Mya loves it. I made a video of one such session.

Well, the libtards have done it again. Now, California liberals are pushing for a vote to punish people who use the wrong pronouns on another person. Oh-my-GAWD!!!!!!!!!!! And as expected, the lefts are agreeing to it! I'm beginning to wonder about these leftists! Do they have minds of their own? Or are they just robots who are programmed to agree with any dumb, stupid thing someone says?! So now, if you call a man a man, and he happens to identify as a woman, you can get thrown in jail. That is so DUMB!!!! I'm all for accompanying someone with a disability, but this is fucking ridiculous! My mom's apartment is designed for someone in a wheelchair. As a consequence, all the appliances are low-lying. It drives my mom crazy, because she is not in a wheelchair. I understand that though, because she lives in a complex made for disabled and elderly people. But you're now telling me, if that place did not accompany handicapped people in that way, the building owners could go to jail?

Well, this new bill only caters to mentally ill transgender, non-binary people and people who just don't want to be themselves. Like some old fart who identifies himself as a 6-year old little girl, you have to call him what he wants to be called, or you risk going to jail. To me, that's crazy, because it's one step in taking away our free speech rights. It's totally dumb! It should be our choice if we want to accompany the mentally ill in their beliefs. Like me. I'm a woman, and people often say I look like a man. Or they call me "he" or "him". Do you think I give a shit? Hell NO! I don't. I don't care what someone else wants to call me. Call me a "he". Call me a woman. Call me a fatass, I don't give a fuck!! I'm not going to suggest you get arrested for it. That's dumb! You have a right to your opinions. I've always stood for that. These trannies are nothing but left-wing crybabies!

This is why I fucking love Blair White. She's a tranny (yes, she calls herself "tranny"), but she doesn't believe in political correctness. If someone calls her a man, she doesn't care. Or so she says in her videos. And calling someone names is NOT an act of violence. That's just plain silly. It may be rude, but it's not violent. ONLY when someone is calling you names and they follow it up with hitting, or pushing, or putting their hands on you in any way, would it be considered an act of violence. A person has the option to ignore and just walk away. If the offender follows you and continues to call you names, it's still not an act of violence. But it is harassment at that point. I even heard one tranny, Riley J. Dennis, say we are bigoted if we don't date trannies. I'm sorry but, I can be friends with trannies, that doesn't bother me. But I would be absolutely FURIOUS if a man approached me, acting like he wanted to be with me forever, and I find out later on he has a vagina! If he told me in the beginning, that's different. I still wouldn't date him. But I would gladly be his friend. And it's not bigoted to say no. It's bigoted if the tranny thinks I am bigoted just for saying I don't want to date him.

Wednesday, August 30, 2017

Nevermind Last Night's Post

Last night I wrote a post about a girl named Steph who came to my channel and at first copped an attitude with me. My sis saw my post and went in to say her piece. Mind you, I did not send her. My sis has her own mind. LOL! She saw my blog and I'm sure wanted to check Steph out for herself. Well, she "met" Steph in all her glory. And then Steph read the post I wrote to her yesterday after she muted me, and dropped a bomb. She told me her emotions have been insane because she lost her grandma a few months ago.

Well, when I saw that, I was in the middle of writing a long-winded, brutal post to Steph. Then when I saw that her grandma died, I couldn't go on. I deleted that post I had been working on and instead sent my condolences to her. I couldn't say what I was going to say to her. That would have made me no different than the libtard SJW INXS fans who deserted me after my father died. I admit, I can also lash out when I am grieving. All I ever ask of my friends is that they be patient with me. Well, those so-called "friends" weren't. In some ways, I cannot really blame them. If you'd never lost a loved one, or it had been years since you did, or if you don't react to grief the same way, it's hard for you to understand. My reaction to losing a loved one is also to lash out, sooner or later. I don't ever do it on purpose. People just think I do. But at the same time, I cannot help it. Grief clouds my judgment.

Well, I could not go on bashing Steph. Its been a year almost that I lost my father, and I'm still on that emotional roller coaster. It's just less now. I told you, I tend to get over things fairly quickly. Since I do not want to be like the libtard SJW INXS fans, I sent Steph hugs instead of sarcasm and scolding. I couldn't be bitchy with her anymore. She doesn't need that. Like me, she needs people to be patient with her. So, I am reaching out and doing it myself. I even apologized to Steph for my hostility towards her. I really mean that too. I cannot stomp on a person's head who is down. That's not in my nature. I even felt bad for writing that post I made last night, so that's why I took it down. So, I won't be harassing her anymore.

Monday, August 28, 2017

Woa! I've Reached A Milestone!

I posted a video up last Wednesday, something like that. I talked about the video that Mr. Repzion put out about Joy Sparkle BS. I mostly addressed Mr. Repzion's complaints about Joy being inconsistent. Which is really true. I like Joy, but I have noticed she is really inconsistent. For example, when she says she is not going to make another Onision video, the very next day she usually has another one up. Now, I have a few Onision videos on my channel. I have no qualms about making videos about him. But the one thing I never wanted to do was make hundreds and hundreds of them. The only time I ever talk about Onision on YouTube is if he does something that really pisses me off. And I mean REALLY pisses me off! Like when he used his wife's mental disorder to attract other, younger girls into their relationship and how he thinks that is just fine. That pissed me off BIG time!!! But I did not make 100 or so videos about it. And I won't. I figure one is enough.

There is a reason for that. I think it's wrong to do something like make 100+ videos about someone. I remember how the delusional mods used to be with other INXS fans back in the day. They would talk and talk and talk about other fans they considered to be "delusional", and they would make up things in their heads and post a bunch of bullshit on their forum about said fan, trying to interpret what they think the fans were saying, putting words in their mouths, and twisting them around to mean something else. The problem was, the delusional mods were always wrong in their interpretations. Joy is not as bad as say Catsredrum was, but she's almost as bad in that she continues to post about Onision, but doesn't seem to get anywhere. But I like Joy, I enjoy her videos, even the ones about Onision and DaddyOfFive. I think she's a good kid. Even though everyone tries to convince me she's a scammer. But most of those accusing Joy of being a scammer are teenagers and preteens. They don't know any better. I haven't seen where she's scammed anyone. And unless I get a bolt from the blue saying different, I'm going to take Joy's explanations at face value.

Well, my video hasn't even been up a week and I've already gotten over 1000 views on it! It's amazing! I've never had a video get over 1000 views in such a short amount of time! Of course I watched Mr. Repzion's video within minutes after he posted it, and my video is probably one of the first responding to his video. His video, he announced a few weeks ago that he was going to make it, and I said I'd watch it just for the hell of it. But I also added it wasn't going to change my opinion of Joy. And it didn't. I still like her. Because Mr. Repzion really hasn't said anything I didn't already know. And being as old as I am, I can't say I haven't heard it all before. I've also gained over a dozen subscribers! I know I'm not on YouTube for the views or subscribers. But it's always nice when I exceed my own expectations. I mean, I never even expected to hit 400 subscribers. Now, I have well over that many! However, it comes with a price I didn't want to pay.

Along with popularity comes a surge in trolls and haters. This is really why I did not want to become popular on YouTube. Or Facebook for that matter! No matter how good you are, people ALWAYS let you down! And trolls and haters are just waiting in the wings to catch you doing something, one little thing, that they can blow all out of proportion, spread around YouTube, and completely ruin your life over. It happened to Joy. She made one remark about black or brown people that was said in jest, and now has people doxxing her, she has videos being made about her by haters using things she said taken out of context and exploding all out of proportion all over YouTube. Something about poo-babies. I dunno. Now, she's labeled a racist all over the site, and she's tried to apologize for the confusion, and as the same thing that happened to me, people are saying her apology isn't sincere. UGH!!!! I hate it when people do that! You do something off or wrong, people demand an apology, you apologize, and they don't accept it because they think you're not being sincere. That's why now, I've gotten to a point where I don't give any apologies anymore. Lately, I've just been like "STFU!!" You can't demand an apology from someone and then say that you're not accepting it!! That doesn't sound right to me!

I know Joy wants to be the good person and apologize if she's done something wrong. I understand that. But you've got to learn to just turn your head and walk on by. You can't apologize for every little thing you do or say. Believe me, when you get to be my age, you learn you cannot please everyone, and eventually you learn to stop trying. Life is so much better when you just let other people work out their own problems they have with you. Don't worry about it, and don't apologize for it. One thing I've learned dealing with libtard SJW INXS fans, they don't really know what they want. They may not be aware of it, but they are going to run you around and around until you wear out. Don't let it happen. If it happens, they've won. The only reason the SJW libtard INXS fans won over me last time was because I was mourning my father, and my emotions and immunity to insults was still weak. But, I tend to get over things fairly quickly. I still miss my father a lot. I still mourn him. But, I am past that stage where little things break me. I'm getting stronger by the day. The fact that I have the SJW libtards blocked on Facebook helps a lot. Also that I got Mya. She helps me a lot too. I never would be as vocal on the INXS groups as I am now if it wasn't for those two things. I still see the blocked people where they have commented, though I cannot see their actual posts. But when I do see one, I just figure if it's someone I have blocked, then I don't need to see their comment.

Well, the important thing is I'm back to my old self. And I am happy. I can continue to work on my happiness now. But it is cool that I made this video and it's getting a lot of views. But I also have to be ready to deal with trolls, like this one I just got tonight who's name is Steph. UGH!! Same name as my damn stepsister!!! Only this one is a smart-ass teenager who thinks she knows me from watching one video of mine. And griping that I am judging her "because she has a different opinion than mine". LMAO!!! I'm having some fun with her. I went to her page and she practically admits she's an asshole. She came on my video and started shit with me. And now is getting all angry because I am fighting back, using the same tactic she used with me on her. This is what she wrote on her YouTube channel:

I actually love it when these crazy millennials write this kind of shit on their profile anywhere, and think it entitles them to run around the internet acting like dumbasses and starting shit with other people. But then again, the term "millennial" has become synonymous with the term "entitlement". LOL!! And sure enough the libtards agree. She should know better than to start shit with someone whose job is to actually think. I write pretty much for a living. I can outwit her in any argument. She was actually easy! Compared to some other trolls I've met. She opened a lot of doors herself so, she's obviously inexperienced.

I'll post more about Steph tomorrow, as I am almost positive she'll be back. LOL!