Disclaimer: If you are easily offended by sheer honesty, or you think me having my own opinions is "being negative", then this is not the place for you, and I suggest you leave and head elsewhere. I call a spade a spade, and I don't sugarcoat anything.

Saturday, June 24, 2017

Small Potatoes

OMG! This is so funny!!! I watched a debate between Onision and Joy Sparkle BS. I even created my own video about it. Check it out!

I know I made it funny! LOL! Onision is so much fun to poke at! And look at that stupid-ass war paint on his face! What the wholly fuck is up with that?! Well, almost everyone who has a channel on YouTube knows Onision is a douchebag! I watched the whole debate between him and Joy Sparkle BS. I even watched the whole debate between Onision and Jeff Holiday! Jeff was supposed to be the moderator for the debate, but Onision kept pestering him and pestering him until he finally made him snap and Jeff bit back. He said he finally got a chance to tell Onision how he really felt about him. And in the end, which you will see in this video I made, Onision is so proud of himself, thinking he got the better of Jeff, or as Onision called him "The fake/fraud".

Onision is so annoying! He never uses people's names. It's like he's afraid to say the names of his so-called "haters". Throughout the debate, he never calls Joy Sparkle by her user name, or even by her real name. Though I am not sure he even knows her real name. He never calls people by their names. He just calls them "haters" and "stalkers". Well, heck he's got a lot of those!!! He doesn't even have haters! He has people who call him on his bullshit. He's displayed a lot of bullshit over the years on YouTube. He claims to not even watch videos of his "haters", yet he gripes and complains about the content they put out about him. He says they all lie, then he twists their words and actual meanings around. He made fun of Joy Sparkle having fibromyalgia. He said she has a "mental disorder". Fibromyalgia is NOT a mental disorder!!! He heard Joy say she has trouble remembering things BECAUSE of the fibromyalgia, and he took that to mean she has a mental disorder. He is so STUPID!!!!!! But that's what he does. He takes partial meanings and passes them off as "facts", and twists the meaning in this case.

Well, Onision will never watch Joy Sparkle's videos, nor my videos, because to him, we are "small potatoes". But I do not care if he wants to see my videos or not. I really don't! All I care is that his little fans (I call them Onionfags) watch the video and see what a fake/fraud Onision is! He wrote Joy a fake cease and desist letter, a letter that is only supposed to be written and sent by a lawyer. He took an internet template and filled in blanks. That's all he did. Then he said in this video that the letter was "verified" by a lawyer. That doesn't mean SHIT!!!! The lawyer probably took a look at it and said "Yes, that is what a cease and desist letter is supposed to say" but that does not mean the letter is supposed to be just sent to the person he is addressing. No, the lawyer has to be the one to type it, sign it and send it. And online aliases cannot be used.

For example, the only name people online know me by is Dee TimmyHutchFan, or Dee Dee Rivera is the pen name I use on my stories. But that is not my legal name. So let's say one of the INXS SJWs send me a cease and desist letter using that name. They can't! Because they don't have my full name! It can't be addressed to an online persona. Or even a pen name! It has to be addressed to me personally. And the SJWs don't have a case against me anyways, because I've never even so much as slandered them. Not like they have me! But I'm fine with that. As a public figure now, I've come to expect it. I'm sure the SJWs tell a LOT of lies to get all my former INXS buds on their side. I heard about Tess Obrien telling Love that I make fun of her, which I NEVER did! EVER!!! But what Tess did was slander me to get Love on her side. But again, as a public figure, I've come to actually expect that. Believe me, on a good day, I've had people say MUCH worse about me! LOL! A slow day for me is like this:

Tess Obrien: You're fat!

Me: So what?

Tess Obrien: You're a fat piece of shit! LOL!

Me: So what?

Tess Obrien: You fat, ugly piece of shit! I hate you! You should die for talking shit about Kelly Poulter and Matt Burney!

Me: So, go kiss their asses. Come back when you've got something unique to say. Thank you.

If I was afraid of comments like this, which Onision clearly is, I would not put out videos! But I am not. I always appreciate every comment I get, even hateful ones. And yes, I am considered a public figure now. I've put out over 200 videos on YouTube. And really! I've reached a goal I never thought I would reach! I now have over 400 subscribers! That's pretty good! It's small potatoes, like I said, but it's a goal I never expected to reach! Even though I am not on YouTube for the numbers. I'm there because I love making videos. I have fun doing it. But if there's over 400 people in the world who enjoy the videos I make, that's awesome! I'm glad. But my subscriber count could still get back down to 300 and I'd still be happy.

Now, speaking of small potatoes, I've got to get something off my chest. I remember back last year, before I took TimmyHutchFan off of Facebook, there was an incident between me and Christina, Michael's sister. I say this is small potatoes, because to her I'm probably nothing but a worthless piece of shit. But for peace of mind, I have to say this. Whether she believes me or not. It's been bothering me since I put up my video about Mya and got a response from the breeder.

This was a conversation I had on a friend's wall, someone who was also a friend of Christina's. I don't know if that friend is still a friend or not, or if the SJWs got to her too. Though she did not immediately jump on the anti-TimmyHutchFan bandwagon then. But, like I said, the SJWs are very manipulative. I never thought the woman I spoke of in my last blog post would side with them! I'm still not sure it happened. But at this time, I am not taking any chances. If I'm wrong, she can contact me here and let me know. Anyways! This conversation I had with Christina involved other groups who treat Michael's fans like shit. Christina asked me what groups were like that. I didn't really want to tell her because I really did not want to start anything. But she asked me to tell her. So, I told her. One of the worst offenders I knew of was the MH and His Life Fan Page. Mostly because of Jannah and Jannah's wannabe robot, Maria How.

Well, long story short, I wrote on this blog about that chat. I remember saying something to the effect of "Christina, GOD love her, she made me tell her." Well, I think I hurt Christina's feelings. I hope I didn't. I sure did not mean to! That never even crossed my mind until I said almost the same thing about the woman who bred Mya. When I said "GOD love them", she took it to mean that I was saying she was a "stupid breeder who doesn't know anything". But no, I wasn't saying that. Or that's not how I meant it to sound! I never would have thought about it that way if she hadn't said anything to me. I did apologize for how that sounded though. I told her "That sure is not how I feel about you guys". But it made me think of that chat I had with Christina, which this friend deleted soon after.

I don't think Christina takes me that seriously, and I don't even believe she cares. But, I just want to clear it up that when I said "GOD love her", that I was NOT saying Christina was stupid or anything like that! I'm an old-fashioned southern girl, that's just how I talk. It's an expression I always use. I just had to get this out there. I'm probably small potatoes to her because I was not friends with her brother (not that I wouldn't have been), but I had to say this.

Friday, June 23, 2017

The Loud Silence

Oh boy! LOL! I took a gamble, and I think I lost. Though I am not sure. About a week ago, I heard from a friend through email. She forwarded a message I sent her, which I did say was OK. This friend told me that a couple of people have asked about me. So, I told her that I am doing OK, just nursing a busted kneecap, and she forwarded the message. Well she told me one person responded, and it was someone I knew before in the INXS community. We were friends back then. But now, I don't know. I sent the first friend a request and she accepted. I'm glad to have her back on. But I also sent the other person a friend request, and I've seen her a couple times since, and she did not accept my request. But this was the message she posted about me:

Names have been blotted out for everyone's protection. Well, the first time I saw this person, I sent her a friend request and she did not accept. The second time I saw her online, she still hadn't accepted my friend request. I wasn't sure if she had gotten the request at all, as sometimes I send them out and people do not respond. I am not sure if they just don't get the requests or what. Facebook still has a lot of glitches, I am finding out. So, chances were she probably just didn't see my request. But then there is also this chance that this person has decided to side with the libtards and social justice warriors. Despite the fact that she even admitted in this message, that I've never done anything to her. Which, I haven't. But I've also never done anything bad to a lot of people, and they still sided with the SJWs and libtards.

Well, after seeing her a second time, I decided to take a HUGE gamble! And I do mean a HUGE gamble!!! It was such a big gamble, I thought about it for hours before I decided to just finally do it. I sent this person a PM and I told her who I was. It was a gamble because I am still supposed to be anonymous on Facebook. Though I am pretty sure there are some people who have figured out who I am, as I am still me and cannot really change who I am, I want to keep the anonymity for as long as possible. I won't even let Katrina call me "Dee" on Facebook for that reason. But I took a huge gamble with this woman. I told her who I am in a PM. On Facebook, a person can view a PM, but they have to accept in order to actually converse. But they can still see the PM before they accept.

That was the risk I took. I have no idea now if she is still wanting to be on friendly terms with me, or if she's now decided to side with the SJWs and libtards. But since she did not accept my friend request and she did not accept my PM, and if she did decide to side with the SJWs, I probably have no choice but to believe the worst. The SJWs are, unfortunately, VERY manipulative! They probably conned her into siding with them. Unfortunately, if she did, she will not tell me, so all I can do is draw my own conclusion. So, I cancelled the friend request, cancelled the chat and blocked this person on Facebook.

Again, it's sad. But hey! That's life! LOL! Life is not fair sometimes. But at least I know why the libtards and SJWs are doing this. They want me to apologize to Kelly Poulter and I already told them, it's NOT going to happen! I don't give a shit if I lose EVERY INXS bud I ever had! It's NOT going to happen! Everyone by now should know why I won't apologize to her. But in case you all forgot, I'll give you a reminder here: Because I know how Kelly Poulter is going to respond to it. I don't know her, but I know her type. I've dealt with people like her before. And I will NOT waste an apology on someone like her. Never! Rosanda even admitted to me in the beginning it would not work. So, why waste my energy and emotion? No way! Not gonna happen. I'm sorry Kelly is sick and all, and I hope she gets better soon, but no, I won't apologize to her when I did nothing to her. No way!

Ahh, she'll get better. People like her never die! She'll live to be 100! LOL! If people like her died young, then my stepmom would be in the ground and my dad would still be here with us. Michael Hutchence would still be here too. But no, it's only good people who die young. So, Kelly will be OK. LOL!

And don't try to sell me on that bullshit that "Kelly Poulter is a good person! You're the one who's a cunt!" No, Kelly Poulter is not a good person. I can tell you that now. If she was a good person, she would have confronted me herself in all these accusations. Especially if she was so positive I did something wrong, instead of getting her friends to fight her battles for her. If Kelly Poulter was a good person, she would not have judged me based solely on what others believe about me, but instead would have gotten to know me for herself. Which I can tell you, she NEVER did! We never spoke. I'd spoken to her maybe 2 or 3 times the whole time I'd seen her on the internet. I'm not like her. I don't need my friends to fight my battles for me. I don't need to "hide behind" anyone like Kelly does. Kelly Poulter is just like my stepmom. They are 2 peas in a pod! THAT is why I have no respect for Kelly or my stepmom!

Kelly does not just have cancer. She IS cancer! (And before the tards say anything, NO, I am NOT making fun of cancer!! That's a popular expression on YouTube!!! So, don't even begin to think what you're thinking!) She's manipulating the other INXS fans. It's funny actually! LOL! I'm loving it! The fools are falling for it too! hehehehe!!!! Yeah, the libtards and SJWs will hate me for this post, but I do not care anymore. I'm no longer the weak person I was just after my father died. I got Mya now. She keeps me laughing and smiling.😁

Friday, June 16, 2017

Why I Hate Feminists and MGTOWs

Here's one I never discussed. The main answer is...I just hate radicals of all kinds. Both groups are radical groups. Though the only reason MGTOWs exist is because of radical feminists, so MGTOWs are a little less radical than feminists. But they are still radicals! I do not hate MGTOWs as much as I do feminists. Feminists give all women a bad name! Especially modern feminists. They're radicals and I hate radicals! Got it?! Good! LOL!

I've seen some modern feminists do some pretty fucked up things. Probably the worst (and the most embarrassing) is dressing up in vagina costumes. That is probably the lowest point in all humanity, when you feel the need to dress up in some private part of your body for anything other than laughs. But really the main reason I hate both groups it all boils down to the fact that I just can't stand radicals. I was actually thinking about that old fart I ran into at Fred Meyers the other day while shopping, and comparing it partially to an earlier episode I had at the Safeway store.

Back before I got Mya, I had an incident at Safeway where I was coming out of the restroom and there was a couple women standing out there, greeting and hugging each other. They appeared to be old friends who were reunited. I was trying to get out so I could pay for my groceries and catch my bus, and as I was trying to get around them, I said excuse me a couple times, and they didn't appear to hear me. So, instead of saying excuse me a third time, I squeezed by them, knocking down some toy garden tools in the process. Well, practically the same thing happened on Monday when I had the encounter with that old fart in Fred Meyers. I was trying to reach for the whipping cream and I said excuse me a couple times and they seemed not to hear me, until I told the woman I needed to get in there. That's when the man flew off the handle.

I was laughing at him then, but lately, I've been thinking about that incident and the one earlier at Safeway and I wondered if the reason the man flew off the handle the way he did was maybe because they did not hear me say excuse me. I do speak very softly and there were other people around. So perhaps my voice was drowned out by them. I think because of that, the man thought I was one of those rude, young, entitled millennials who wanted to just push him out of the way like he didn't matter. I cannot really help it that I speak softly. I think it's part of my shy nature. As for why he flew off the handle so quickly, well, that's on him. But maybe he's as tired as I am of these damn millennials always wanting to get their way.

See, that is why I hate radicals so much! And yes, millennials are another type of radical. But radicals turn people against each other, either directly or indirectly. Radicalism has grown since Obama got in office. So, I blame him entirely for all this radical bullshit. This is why I am not interested in making friends with other INXS fans anymore, most of them are radicals/liberals/SJWs. I admit I do now have a few INXS fans as friends, I asked another and I am still waiting for her to accept my friend request. But they will probably be the only ones I ask. Though I do still email others occasionally. But still, it's only a relative few INXS fans. They were fans I really got to like a lot. There's still others I used to like, but since I do not know them anymore, and it's still possible they've decided to side with the SJWs, I most likely won't add them to my Facebook friends.

It's OK. I've got enough friends on Facebook to suit my needs now. I do not need anymore. I'm on one of the INXS groups (I gave up Tim-Hutch Love unfortunately), but as I've stated before, I am not on there to make friends. I'm on there for INXS, and ONLY my guys. And probably also because of Katrina. LOL! She wouldn't be in there at all if not for me. She's not that big of an INXS fan.

Tuesday, June 13, 2017

So Good At What I Do

Man! I am so damn good at what I do, I can make even a seasoned MGTOW cringe! That's not easy to do either! Well! He deserved it! He's a damn SJW, which frankly I think most MGTOW men are. If not, he's alone in that, because he was an SJW. The conversation was who should pay for dates. I always said it should be the one who asked to go on the date in the first place. For example, if the man asks the woman to go on a date, he should be prepared to pay for it. That is the way it's always been, I believe that is the way it should be. But on the other hand, if the woman asks the man for a date, then she should pay for it. Simple as that. That is how I interpret equality.

Now, I did most of my dating in the 1990s, back in the days before feminism. But one thing I have never done, I've never asked a man out on a date. I never needed to. They always asked me out on a date! They would say "Hey! I like you. Can I take you out for dinner or a drink?" I would usually say yes. Why not? At the most, I might find a soulmate. At the very least, it'll be an interesting night out. But for me to ask a man out for a date, well, I'm way too shy for that. My default mindset has always been "What if I ask him on a date, and he gives me a weird look? What then?" Or makes fun of me or says "No. I don't like you! Don't ask me for a date!" So, I avoid asking men altogether. And really, the only man I've ever known I wanted to ask out on a date was Michael Hutchence. Or any band member of INXS. But they are all married, and I'm afraid they might take it the wrong way, or say "I don't have time" or some other mess like that.

But anyways, you get the picture. I would ask a man out for a date if I found one I am really interested in, but since I haven't found one I am that interested in (aside from INXS) I haven't had the need to ask any men out on a date. The men are usually the ones who find me interesting enough to ask me out on a date. Don't ask me why. Maybe it's because I am shy that men are attracted to that. And since I am the one the men are trying to impress, they should make that date interesting. Whether money is required or not. Not all dates require buying the girl or guy something. But typically, that is what a date is in human society.

Personally, I liken dating to what mating rituals are in animals. The male bird of paradise calls and displays his feathers to attract a female. Crows, bowerbirds and penguins even give gifts to potential mates. Why do they do it? To impress the female they want to impress. That is what it's all about. The female always goes for the male with the most elaborate display and gifts. It is modern feminists and MGTOWs who have turned traditional dating into an evil thing that should be scorned.

Well, today I got into it really good with a couple of MGTOWs, one named Matt Sterbation and the other named Jonas Scheyrer who kept on insisting that because I said the person who initiated the date should pay for it, that I am a feminist and I don't believe in male equality. UGH!!! Nothing could be further from the truth. But I would say the same thing if I invited someone to my house for dinner and made them pay for the food I prepare. Since I invited the person over to my place, that means I'm footing the bill. Same if a man asks me out for a date. If he asks me, I will expect him to pay for the date. But they did not understand what I was trying to say. Instead they took what I said and twisted the meanings around. Kinda like what the delusional mods did. LOL!

For example, Jonas asked me if I've ever asked a man out on a date before. Somehow I knew he would ask me that. But again, I was honest. I said no. I've never asked a man out on a date. I explained why earlier in this blog. But Jonas took that to mean that I would never actually ask any man out on a date, which I never said, and never even implied. Then he went on to say that saying 'I've never asked a man on a date' and that 'I would never ask a man on a date' means basically the same thing. I don't know by what standards that means the same thing, but as far as I know, it's not the same thing. Again, as I explained earlier in this blog post that yes, I would ask a man on a date if I found a man I am interested in. And I had to explain this over and over and over to these stupid men, and they still did not get it!!!

It gets even better. Matt Sterbation (um, is that even really a name?) went on to say that because I believe whomever asks for the date should be the one to pay for it, and that the one asking for the date is the one trying to impress the other person, he took that to mean that I see all men like appliances. LOL! I thought that was hysterically funny. So all animals see their potential mates as "appliances". When a lion fights for his female, he is in a sense being her "appliance". When a peacock displays and calls to attract a female, he is being her "appliance". When a penguin presents his female with a gift, he is being her "appliance". When a baboon displays to a female, he is her "appliance". It sounds more and more stupid when you spell it out that way. So, these men I dated were "appliances" and I didn't even know it. All that time, I had maybe a dishwasher or a can opener and didn't even know it! LOL! Like I couldn't do it for myself. Matt must think I am an invalid.

Well, Matt was dumb! Fuck him! He's the makings of the next Polak joke. Yes, he said he is Polish. No matter what I said, he's always going to believe what he wants to. I tried to set him straight, but again, he kept twisting my words saying I said this and that, which I never said. They were just how he interpreted what I said. I stayed on track with him though. That's one thing I am good at. I just hate having to explain everything over and over again to some closed-minded SJW bullshitter who is simply out to troll people who have their own opinions!

Monday, June 12, 2017

Young Sprigs vs. Old Farts

Today I went shopping. I kinda debated whether or not to take Mya. So, as much as I knew I should have taken her, I decided to leave her here. A friend came by and drove me to the market. I am still just getting used to all this new association with people, but this friend seems really nice. She's a member of the church that I am going to and she moved here from Colorado. I need someone with patience, who can handle someone like me, who is totally awkward around people. Especially strangers.

Our first stop was to Fred Meyers. Things were going well. I was getting the things I needed, I got a few groceries here and there, I thought it would only take about 30 minutes, at the most. And it wound up taking just a wee bit longer. Well, I got some milk and then realized I needed some cream. I use cream to cook a lot of the items I bake. So, I needed some cream. But when I went to pick up a carton of cream, there was this little old couple standing there. I parked behind them, said excuse me to them and waited for them to notice I was there. I said excuse me again and waited. I noticed the wife looked at me when I said that and then I said to her "Excuse me, I need to get in here." I was polite, but straightforward, as I had excused myself twice with these people.

I didn't know these people, and I'd never seen them before, but they both looked like rednecks. When I said to the wife "I need to get in here", that's when the husband noticed me, and he gave me a strange look like he wanted to tear me down or something. I just smiled. But he said "What? Do you want me to move just like THAT!?" and slammed his fist to his other hand. At that moment, I looked at the wife and she got wide-eyed and her jaw went all directions at once. But she kinda laughed too. So, I laughed with her as her husband went on "STUPID!!" and "CRAZY!!" He and his wife then moved off. He again went on with "I was here first! Wait your turn!" I told him that I said excuse me. He retorted with "I don't care what you need! I was here FIRST!" I just watched him and laughed at him. He went on to call me "CRAZY BITCH!" and I said "Yeah. You sure are! LOL!" He said to me "No, YOU are!" LOL! I felt a little like we were high school kids having a scuffle. I continued to laugh at him.

I ran into him a couple more times and showed him that I was still laughing at him. He always looked at me with such anger and hatred in his eyes. But I always returned his stare with giggles and smiles. He was trying to be intimidating. But it didn't work. He does not own the aisle. Intimidation rarely works with me, especially with a couple of redneck old farts. I'm a redneck myself. I'm used to them. And it does not bother me to be called crazy or a bitch. LOL! In fact, I love it. But he was definitely crazier than I am! It wasn't my fault he refused to move his wrinkled old ass! So, if he's going to stand in my way, he's going to have to put up with me! He can't do shit about me.

I told my friend about this and she was worried by laughing at him, I made him madder. I said "Yeah, maybe I did, but I don't care at all!" Like I said, if he's gonna stand there like a dumbass, I'm going to talk to him like the dumbass he is! Fuck him and his feelings! I hope I truly ruined his day. LOL! No one would deserve it more than him and his fugly wife too. Here I thought it was the younger people who were rudest of all. But no. Young folks don't have nothing on this old fart! I hope I see him again, I'll ruin his day all over again.

Saturday, June 10, 2017

Mya Full of Energy!

That's my girl, so full of life!! Sometimes Mya just runs for the heck of it. She seems to love being in motion. This video was actually shot a few weeks ago when she was smaller. She's grown a bit since this video was shot.

Last night, I stepped out to put her outside and I saw a gift bag full of little toys that someone left. I assumed for Mya. So, I brought it in. I don't know who it was that left the bag, but I thank them for it. Mya loves getting new toys. Today, she is playing so well with it. There were 4 little plush toys in the bag. I've decided to introduce them to her one at a time. Like kids, dogs love getting new toys too. So, I gave her one last night and I am saving the others for later dates.

In my own news, I am just getting over a bad cold. Thank GOD it is not going to go on to last a month like the last one did! UGH!!! That SUCKED!!!! But for this one only lasting a week, it sure was a bad one! It even hurt to breathe! I've been trying to commit to going to church here. Though that kind of commitment is hard for me. But it is a good way to meet the townspeople here. Since I plan to be here for a long time, I should get to know the people here. Maybe it'll even help me with my people skills.

Let's face it, I still hate people! But my mom wants me to get over that. My sis gets along with people much better than I do. So, I've got to learn.

As for my leg, it's doing a lot better. I popped it last night. Though it hurt to do that, I think that's just what it needed. For the past month, it's been feeling like it's been pushed out of place. Maybe last night, I popped it back into place. I'm walking a lot better now. Though still not walking fast or running.

Tuesday, May 30, 2017

Sorry, Group

Well, I had to leave my own group last night. I was looking through the members list of the group for that chick that commented here a few weeks ago and then deleted her comments, so that I could block her butt on Facebook. Since she decided to side with the libtards and SJWs, I don't want anything more to do with her. Kinda sad, but hey, that's life. I gotta protect myself. But while I was looking for her profile, I saw there are actually 2 admins now in the group. But one was not visible to me. That meant only one thing; it was one of the libtards. I sat here and thought "uh oh. Not good!" As an admin, you can see anyone's posts, and I don't even want the libtards even seeing my posts. Even though they cannot respond to me.

So, I posted to the head admin, the woman I left in charge, and asked her who the other admin is. Well, I sat here for a while, pondering who it was and I had a pretty good idea who it was. I just had a strong feeling it was Clare Aisha. I don't know why I thought that, but I did. Sure enough she got back to me and told me that yes indeed, it was Clare. Oh bother! I told her that I cannot stay because I really do not care for Clare. She's a damn SJW!! I want nothing to do with her! So, I had to delete myself from that group. I hated to, but again, I want nothing to do with Clare. None whatsoever. Well, at least I wasn't kicked out. But I left with a positive note, saying I'm glad the group is doing well.

Well, I am still on a couple other INXS groups. They are groups where I know the admins and I trust them to a greater degree. I do trust the person I left in charge of my group, I've always known her to be a sweet and fair person. But I do not trust Clare at all. Typical libtard, always sides with the other libtards! No way do I want anything to do with her. She can kiss my fat, funky ass!

Yeah I know! I'm vicious! LOL! But I do not like liberals nor SJWs. I don't want to see them again.

I was asked to do a video about oldest dog breeds. The person who recommended it wants it done NOW. LOL! Well, I am still working on the script for that video, but it's been a long process. These pills that I take now for pain and anti-inflammatories put me to sleep! And I cannot really type when all my brain wants to do is sleep. So, I really do not know when it'll be up, but it will be sometime this week. I just cannot say exactly when. Between personal things and these pills, it's hard to tell right now. Creating a video is no small task. It takes a lot of preparations. So, I have a lot to do to make this a good video, including doing some research, which also takes an alert brain to do! Something I don't seem to have lately. Poor Mya is the one suffering the most. She always wants to play and I can't for long because these pills put me to sleep. It sucks!! But they are working. My leg is getting better every day!

Monday, May 29, 2017

Hmmm, What Do You Think Happened?

A few weeks ago, someone I haven't heard from in a while commented on my blog. She was one of my old INXS buds. Nice girl. But now, I wonder. She made a couple comments here on one of my posts, but now they seem to be gone. Hmmm. That's interesting. It can only mean one of 2 things; either she was one of the liberals and SJWs, or she deleted her Google account. Not sure she deleted her account, but since she probably still has contact with the old SJW INXS fans, she probably decided to side with them. They probably told her that I think cancer is a joke and she was dumb enough to believe it. Again, without asking me first. Typical of liberal/SJW behavior.

Oh well, liberals will be liberals. Nothing anyone can do about it. It's all Obama's fault. But it is kinda sad. I actually liked this girl. But see, this is exactly why I am not interested in making any INXS buds on Facebook this time around. I wouldn't know who to trust anymore. And the fact that I've moved heaven and earth to make this girl happy does not matter once the libtards and SJWs get her under their spell. She once asked me for a specific picture I had of Michael that she's never seen before, and I went out of my way to make sure she got a copy. That's where my friends tell me I am too nice. Well, that's not happening this time on Facebook. Not at all. If I have a picture they don't have, then that's their problem. I won't go out of my way for SJWs and liberals anymore. Like I said, the kind, loving TimmyHutchFan is dead. All my love now goes only to family, close friends and Mya.

I actually have more fun on Facebook when I am not trying to make friends. Really, I do. I just chit-chat. Yes, I am on a couple of INXS groups. But I do not share any of my pics with them. I post them on my own group to give myself a buzz. But SJWs and liberals are not allowed on my group. And it's a secret group, so it's not easily found in Facebook's search engine. There's only 2 people in the group in fact, that's me and Katrina. Sometimes I post some pics I have of Jon and she likes them. But that's the way I like it. Just the two of us, INXS fans who are not liberals or SJWs.

I can't believe the SJW INXS fans are actually still gnawing away on that bone. Oh wait! Yes I can. That's how SJWs operate. Once they get something stuck in their craw, it stays there for life! I still don't know how I could have known Kelly P. was ill with cancer when I did not communicate with her in any way whatsoever. I kindof believe the SJWs are upset really that the person I was talking about was not really someone they knew, nor did that person have cancer. But they want to believe the person who spread the rumor about me because they like her better. Doesn't surprise me. I mean really, let's face facts. Since it was someone they really did not know, they really would not care. But since they think it was someone they did know very well, it would be embarrassing of them to admit their own mistake. A true liberal would not want to go that extra mile and admit they are wrong. That's what liberals do. Like I said, they hear one side of the story and run with it. No matter whether it's really true or not. And instead of apologizing for their mistake, they continue to put fault on the person who tells them what they believe is wrong.

GOD I hate liberals!!!

Thank GOD I don't have any friends who are liberals! I have accepted a couple INXS fans as friends, and I am standing by to see how they are. They might turn out to be nice people. Who knows? I cannot say for sure right now. I have most of the libtards blocked. I wonder if I should block this girl too. Maybe I should. Like I said, she's probably sided with the liberals and SJWs too. I almost hate to do it though, but I don't need that in my online existence. I won't put up with it anymore. Get them before they get me. :)

Mya-Moo Loves Her Monkey!

A little video I made for the family showing how Mya just loves her toys! Don't worry about her flipping over, she's OK. She does that all the time because she moves so fast she can't stop herself. It's funny to watch her. She has this toy hedgehog that I gave her that giggles. She either loves that thing very much, or she hates it very much! LOL! Because it's the only toy she plays with that makes her growl.

This little girl moves like grease lightening! I've never seen a dog that moves so fast!! I wish my leg wasn't broken, I'd be running alongside her! It'd be so much fun!

Yesterday I went to the local church and I met some of the people. They are all so nice. They even gave me a birthday card and came with a little gift too, a pot of desert plants. I like plants, but I can never get them to last long for me. These should though. If I forget to water them, it wouldn't matter. They are so cool!! I was hoping to make some friends here, as I do intend to be here for quite a while. I hope to get close to someone. Yeah, I know! I don't like people. But now that I have Mya, some things have changed. Especially since I broke my leg!

I've been working on the leg. I have absolutely NO intention of giving in to this. I won't allow it! Even if I have to stay completely immobile for a while, I'm going to get better enough to go on my 4-mile walks again! I won't allow this to take over my life. I absolutely WON'T!!!!!

Saturday, May 27, 2017

I Guess It's Over

LOL!! Well, I guess I can bring this up now. But it looks like the whole business with the stepfamily is over. Not that I really care, I mean, really! My dad's gone, so that part of my life is over. I only accepted Kathy into my Facebook friends because of my father. Well, Kathy seems to have deleted her facebook account. Either that, or she's deleted and blocked me. I don't know. But again, I really do not care. I was actually going to delete her anyways after I got this alleged "care package" she was supposedly going to send to me and my sister.

Stephanie mentioned this in her all-too hateful message to my mom. She said because her mom is such a "kind, loving person" she's making up a care package for me and my sis. But claimed that because she is "mourning her husband" AKA, my father, it's a long and slow process. Now, I understand the mourning process. But frankly, I don't think Kathy is mourning that much. Before my mom sent Kathy the message that got Stephanie so triggered, Kathy had posted something up about going to a bar with her friends and "drinking it up". Umm, excuse me, but that does not sound like she's mourning that bad to me. I will agree she's probably mourning my father to a degree. But surely, if Kathy can find time to go to bars with her friends and drink it up, then she can find the time to put together this "care package" that she was supposedly working on. So, what's the hold up?

Ahh fuck it! I don't believe there ever was a "care package" that Kathy was putting together! I think Stephanie is a big-time liar. She probably just said that to shut my mom up. I think Kathy is also pissed off at me because I said Stephanie was fat. Well!! Stephanie said much worse than that about me, my mom and my sister! Calling Stephanie "fat" should be the least of Kathy's concerns! LORD knows it doesn't bother me when someone calls me fat. At least I know it's true. At least now, Stephanie knows the truth about everything. For years, she thought it was all my idea to move from Lakewood. She thought that I "abandoned" my sis in Montana. She, Kathy and Jennifer have been fed so much bullshit about me, they had some kind of distorted image of me being a monster. I've often been misunderstood because I am a no-bullshit kind of person. Liberals fear me. LOL! I should probably use that to my advantage and haunt their nightmares! hehehehe!!!!!

To the literal people, that was a joke!

Well, at least now Stephanie knows that I am not the kind of person she wants to fuck with! I'll tear her a new asshole! She hasn't said anything since I responded to her message to my mom. I guess she's not as big an idiot as I suspected, because right now, that would be poking the bear. She should know better now than to fuck with me! And my dad is not there to protect her. And I don't give a shit about her mom or her sister! They can't shut me up. But let them try.

Ya know I just realized, this year is going to be the first year I'll be celebrating my birthday without my father. It's going to be hard. Be prepared for the emotional roller coaster again. But that's why I got Mya. I'm probably still going to be at the mailbox looking for a card from my father that will never come. I know for sure I can't expect anything from that good-for-nothing stepmom of mine!

Sunday, May 21, 2017

Mom's Come And Gone

Well, that was a short visit! My leg was so bad in the beginning, I needed help. Having a busted leg made it a lot harder to take care of Mya, let alone myself! So, my mom came here and offered to stay a couple weeks to help me take care of Mya. She did good, but there was a problem. She had intended to stay here for a couple weeks. But while she was here, she got a couple of job offers. One job offer was unsure, the other was a sure thing. But there was a catch. In order to get that job, she had to be at the office on Monday, which is tomorrow. But it is a good job, data entry, it's in her neighborhood, and she'd get $11 per hour.

Well, if I had told my mom what I really wanted, it would have been selfish of me. I didn't want her to go. I'm getting along a lot better now, though I still have episodes where my body wants to go one way, and my leg wants to go the other, and it HURTS when that happens!!! Then I have to come in here and take another pain pill, which puts me to sleep! Thank GOD I am not one of those that is prone to addictions. But if I had had my way, I would have told mom not to take that job, because I still needed her. But that would have been selfish of me. She needs this job, and she enjoys working. As much as I wanted her to stay, I also wanted her to take that job and do good.

I will say, it was good to have her here, even though it wasn't for as long as I would have liked. We were going to go and visit Nancy this weekend, but mom had to get back home. I kinda joked a bit and said that if worst comes to worst, I would just call my sis to come here and stay for a while. But mom doesn't want me to do that because my sis has a job, and mom didn't want her to get fired. But my sis hasn't met Mya! Sometimes I do not look forward to taking her out because of the fear of my leg twisting backwards. But I am going to need a caregiver here soon because I may actually have to have surgery. Though it is not certain yet.

I went for a follow-up appointment on Friday, and after having a better look at the x-rays submitted last week, they did find a slight fracture in my right patella. I knew it had to be fractured!!! I went down awful hard! There's no way anyone could go down that hard and not have some kind of fracture going on! So, I knew it had to be fractured. The doctor said it didn't fracture all the way through, but it still hurts and is still very tender. Either way, it SUCKS!!!! I am going to need a caregiver for a while, so Mya can get the training she needs. She's potty-training nicely now. It was touch and go there for a while, but she's turning out to housebreak nicely. Well, I've often heard shelties are smart dogs. She is! She's plenty smart!

Speaking of dogs, I saw this one video I can't seem to get out of my mind. Some dumbass on the Offensive Group last week came in one day with some kind of vendetta going against dogs. It was one day before I was due to get Mya. Well, she posted a video of a puppy being fed to a python, and I have not been able to get that video out of my mind! It was such a cute puppy too. The video ended with a little black boy wailing and crying, as if to mock people who might see that video and think it's awful. Which it is!

My big question is why would someone feed a sweet, innocent puppy to a python?! I can see feeding rats, mice, rabbits, even guinea pigs to pythons, as those are their natural food sources. I can even see feeding kittens to pythons, because cats are annoying anyways! But why a puppy?! What is it with people today?! Why do they always want to be such assholes to feed something so cute, cuddly and friendly to a snake?! I can't fathom that! Is it just because it makes them feel good about themselves to want to kill all things that are little and cute?! Is that what makes them feel special? Or powerful?! Or do they just want to see a dog die?! I'd rather have seen the snake's owner get killed by the snake than a sweet puppy! Give the puppy to me if you don't want it, but don't do something so cruel as to feed a sweet, innocent puppy to a python! And if you are so messed up that you just want to see a dog die, then volunteer at an all-kill shelter! There, you can see hundreds of dogs and cats get killed because they can't find homes for them.

UGH!!! People make me sick!!!!

Thursday, May 18, 2017

RIP Chris Cornell

Oh man! This is going to break Katrina's heart! Chris Cornell of Soundgarten passed away yesterday. Soundgarten is perhaps one of Katrina's most favorite groups of all time. She used to listen to their album over and over again!!! She also had a big crush on Chris Cornell when she was a teenager! I wanted to call her and tell her, but she is at work and I'm afraid it might have ruined her day. I wonder if she's heard the news anyways. I don't know. I remember how she felt when she found out George Michael died, and when Prince died. She was very sad by those losses. She liked them much more than I did. LOL! But she was heartbroken then. This is really going to break her. He died yesterday, and it is believed he died of suicide. But still not sure of it yet.

Katrina, if you're reading this, I am so sorry to give you the news. Please remember to pray for his family and friends.

I just heard the news this morning myself. My first thoughts were with Katrina. Because I remember how she crushed on him as a child. I think she's even seen him in concert, though I don't know if she's met him or not. I know he lived in Seattle too. If I ever met him, I wouldn't have known it, like I said, I don't know all of today's celebrities, and all people in Seattle look alike to me.

This is very sad anyways, Soundgarten was a good group. I don't have any of their songs on my MP3 player, but I would listen to them, and boogie to their songs. Especially Black Hole Sun, which Katrina used to play over and over and over again!!! I guess that's why I don't have it on my MP3 player, because she played it so many times a day, it made me crazy! But she loved it.

Now for the dramatic subject change, Mya is doing good! She gets a lot of attention everywhere we go! She is so fluffy and cute!! Even our apartment manager, who said she doesn't even like dogs, fell in love with Mya. Yesterday I took her to Salem, and we had fun! We actually went through this thrift store and took random, cute pictures of her. I'm using one as my profile pic.

My current profile pic on Facebook. She's queen of the hill!
Now, she's today's Blue-plate Special.

Riding away on her hobby-horse.

She's met Mr. Teddy Bear.
She loves the gift her auntie and cousins sent her!
It's good to relax after a long, hard day of photo-taking.

Sunday, May 14, 2017

TimmyHutchFan Gets The Best Birthday Gift

Here is the movie I've been working on about Mya. It starts when she is born, and ends this past weekend. I filmed everything, and I even made this comical in some scenes. I think it'll be a much-loved movie.

Home-Coming Mya

Well, I have wanted to write about this, but I am currently on medications that knock me completely out! There is a reason for that, which I will explain later in this post. I am also currently working on a movie, a comedic movie, about getting Mya. Some scenes I had to do over and over again, just to get them right, but it's become an amazingly funny movie! For the most part.

I was due to get Mya on Friday night, and I wanted everything to run like clockwork. I had a car rental standing by so I could drive into Portland to the airport and pick up Mya. I caught the bus from here and went to the terminal downtown. From there, I caught the bus to Lincoln City. It was quite a bumpy bus ride and I almost got car sick! The driver took the turns and twists so fast I was getting dizzy! It'd been a long time since I'd been to Lincoln City! I mean REALLY been to Lincoln City! From there I had to catch a bus to Newport. I had to wait about an hour for that bus to come and I spent it at the local Safeway. There, I got myself a little treat and sat in their cafe and ate it. Then, when the time came, I went back to the terminal to catch the bus to Newport. I kindof expected to have lunch when I got to Newport after I picked up the car, since I had so much time to kill. Mya wasn't due into this state until 8:30 that night, and it was 12:30 PM when I got to Newport.

In order to get the car, I had to go to the Hertz office at the airport. I spent a few minutes at a local Walgreens, so I could pick up something. I like their TP, so I got some of that. I asked the woman who worked the counter that day how far away was the Newport Airport, and she told me it was only a couple miles away. I could have actually walked it if it hadn't been raining out! But she said that highway is not really safe. Well, the next bus wasn't due to take me to the airport for another 2 and a half hours, and it seemed silly to wait that long. Plus, the bus in Newport doesn't even go into the airport, I would have had to cross the highway! That would have SUCKED!!!!! So, I thought "why not take a cab?" So, that's what I did. I figured it couldn't cost much to take a cab for just a couple miles. I was wrong!!! The cab wound up costing over $20!!! But I got there safely! I saw why that highway is known to be dangerous!! It's 4 lanes of fast-paced cars! And I was told the drivers on that highway don't much pay attention to what they're doing.

It was raining and wet when I got to the car rental place. I walked in and went to the counter. Well, my credit card kept getting rejected because there was a $200+ deposit that no one told me about! Well, my sister was the heroine here and she lent me the money. One way or another, I HAD to have that car on Friday! That was how I managed to get it. So after a few more tries, I got approved! So, the attendant and I went out to inspect the car, and it looked good. So, we headed back inside. It was still wet outside, even though by now the rain had died down. We were leaving wet shoeprints in the building. It was a hard, marble floor! When I got inside, I slipped and just went down! I landed on my knees and I couldn't get up! I was in PAIN!!!!!!! What a time for that to happen!!!!  A couple of nice men helped me get to my feet, and I was able to walk to the sofa they had and sit down, finishing the paperwork. But I did it all in agony!

I thought I could slip by the pain and still go pick up Mya. But when I was on my way back home, I saw a feed store I was going to go into to pick up some food for her. But I found my right leg had swollen to 3 times it's normal size! And I was still in agony! I was in so much pain, I could not even stand enough to get out of the car! So, I had to ditch that idea and get back to Tillamook and go see a doctor. I thought for sure my knees were broken! I landed on them so hard! So, I drove all the way to Tillamook, where I stopped at the Urgent Care center. I didn't know how else I could summon some help, so I dialed 911 to send someone out with a wheelchair to get me out of the car! It's times like this that living alone becomes a big disadvantage!

Well, someone came out and helped me get inside. At the time she came, I was recording, and she kinda walked out in the middle of it. But I had to go quickly when she came out. The doctors were very nice here, nothing at all like that bitch I had to deal with back in Astoria! And that was the best physician Astoria had to offer! Then I like where I am now! Well, I found out that thankfully my knees were not broken. But I did have to be put on crutches. They work! In the movie, you can hear me trying to walk with them. It's not easy! But it is necessary for me to get around with. It did make getting Mya home a little harder.

Well, I was put on an anti-inflammatory medicine, as well as a high-dose pain-killer, which also knocks me out! So, that is why I had to wait to type this blog. Taking those pain-killers makes it hard to stay awake long enough to type any blog posts. But it is necessary, again, because I am still in pain! I picked up my meds and went on to Portland. I used my GPS to get me most of the way there. I was terrified to death that the place would be closed and I would not get Mya until Monday. I did get lost for a bit, but someone gave me proper directions to get to the place I was supposed to go and pick up my baby.

I went to cargo shipping and I saw my baby girl. I fell instantly in love!! She was so small and cute!!! She's fluffier than a marshmallow! She has eyes kindof like Jim Morrison's only MUCH cuter!!! She has whiskers that go on for days!!! She has a tiny tongue that is always going! But she is so nervous! That kinda makes it hard to train her. She won't listen when she is nervous. She's scared of the kid noises around here. Which I find odd because the breeder I got her from has grandkids. I'd have thought Mya would be used to kid sounds! Well, she's still new here. She'll learn. Meantime, I am a happy girl now. I got my baby! I also have a busted leg, but that does not matter to me at this moment.

I gotta stop this blog now, I'm falling asleep again.

Tuesday, May 9, 2017

Dumbasses Will Be Dumbasses!

I am on a lot of free-speech groups now on Facebook. I guess that's why I rejoined the INXS groups, for a little bit of balance, as sometimes the free-speech groups can get to me. Sometimes. LOL! I usually enjoy those free-speech groups. Well, one that my sis is also on, I had a little bit of fun with a few posters last night. And a little bit today! hehehe! It all started with this girl, a 20-something year-old lesbian girl, who calls herself Britt Brittance Ann. I don't know, maybe that is her real name. But who the Hell is named "Brittance"?! Her favorite line is calling everyone a "racist". Well, last night she began attacking my sis's deceased dog Odessa. I didn't like that! I mean, I knew she was bullshitting my sis, but then she started saying my sis's dog was an illegal immigrant (because she was a chihuahua), and she killed Odessa. Then she started taking my sis's pics off her facebook page and crossposting them in the group without my sis's permission.

My sis seriously needs to make her page private! I did! Well, last night, I got into it with Britt and some dude from the UK named Davie Oi. I began making shit up about them too. I told Britt she was a racist, who hates Mexican dogs and brown birds. LOL!! Then I told Davie that he's gonna be deported because his dad was in the UK illegally. LOL! Of course it was all bullshit! Just like when they kept saying we had illegal immigrant dogs, just because Chihuahuas are a Mexican breed. Davie got a little personal when he said he was not in his country illegally like our "ugly dogs". LOL! I said to him "My dogs are not ugly like you and your dad are either!" Again, I was bullshitting him. I know I have no room to talk about someone else being ugly!!! I also told him there are no real men in the UK. Which unfortunately is true. Especially nowadays, as it seems most UK men don't like dogs anymore. Davie even went so far as to offer to meet me in a supermarket parking lot with no guns. I told him "Dude, I'm from the south! I know guns. You don't want to go there with me!" I warned him that I am a natural-born redneck, came from a long line of rednecks. Davie left that night, calling me and my sis "morons". I said "TRIGGGGGGGGGGERRRRRRED!!!"

FYI, "triggered" is the term now being used by trolls when they make their target angry. Like all trolls, they do it for the laughs. That's what Britt's and Davie's goals were last night, was to trigger me and my sis. Well, it worked on my sis, but it doesn't work so well on me. I don't allow trolls to get me triggered. I do it to them instead. I said "Davie isn't the only idiot who can play that game!"

My sis was worried about me, but I was actually having fun! Someone needs to teach these city-people respect! I'll bust anyone who says shit about my family. That includes the dogs! Well, this morning I discovered Britt did it again. She stole my sis's picture off her facebook page and posted it onto the group. It made my sis angry. And some other cityboy loser joined her in jeering at my sis, saying my sis looks like a lesbian. Britt is the one with the profile pic of herself kissing another girl and my sis is the lesbian. Oh boy! LOL! So what did I do? I jeered back at Britt. I followed her all over the page and made random comments about Britt being a lesbian and a racist. I said she hates birds and dogs. LOL! Again, it was all bullshit. She said "I hate you Dee." I said to her "Naturally you do! You hate birds and dogs!" LOL!!! I use birds and dogs in my profile pics, BTW, and I tell these people that's me. hehehe! Again, it's supposed to be funny.

WELL!!!! I'm just trying to fit in! You should see what some of these other people post and say is themselves. It's humor. Sick humor, but still funny!

I triggered Britt in a couple more posts, again, I was having fun. I even tagged her in the posts, so she would be sure to see them. Well, a short time later, I found out Britt had actually blocked me. It must have been when I posted in a video on the group of an Asian woman using a dildo-shaped make up stick to apply make up to make herself look white. I said "I bet Britt Brittance Ann uses this same thing every day to make herself look white!" Britt must have thought that was the last straw and blocked me. LOL!!! I laughed so hard when I found out she blocked me!!! I thought I would be the one blocking her in the end, but the dumb fucker blocked me instead!!!!! LOL!! Too funny!!! I laughed so hard I almost wet myself! The last time I laughed that hard being blocked by someone was when Jannah blocked me. It was so funny!!! I still feel good about it! Know why? Because...