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Saturday, August 27, 2011

Irene Bashes the East

Well the east coast has been having a rough week. First a major earthquake, and now Hurricane Irene. I hope all my friends and my sis and her family are OK. I tried to call Eva and I could not get in touch with anyone. I am a little bit worried, but at the same time I know she knows how to take care of herself. But to date, I heard Irene has killed 8 people. That number could rise. Who really knows? But I do hope all my friends and family are OK. The only one that I know that I hope this storm claims is Hobofart. If he dies in this storm, I'm going to celebrate!! LOL! I know! That's an awful thing to say, but fuck him! He'd deserve it. It's not like he contributes anything to society, or ever will. So LORD, take him now!

Someone I know in this complex also has family in New Jersey. He's a roughneck! LOL! But he's an OK guy. His daughter and him were talking on the phone when I got out to the dog park this afternoon. She doesn't have any power now. I told him I hope his daughter is OK. He just said she's just waiting for her power to come back on. Did you ever notice that some of the most destructive hurricanes have female names? LOL! Women can give Hell! I still remember teasing Katrina when Hurricane Katrina hit the southern US. I wasn't doing it to make fun of the storm or the people who had to endure it. I just did it to tease Katrina a bit. Something I liked to do back then.

In other news, Minnie had a little bit of an incident this morning at the dog park. Brandie, the landlord's wheaton terrier, attacked my Minnie. It was partly my fault! I had forgotten about Brandie's temper! When Brandie is being petted, or babied, she does not like any other dogs to interfere. I never in a million years thought she would hurt the little ones! She's always been so good and gentle with them before. But this morning, I noticed Brandie was limping, and holding her paw above the ground. I felt bad for her and I wanted to see if maybe she had a pebble between her toes or something. So I had her paw on my lap, and I was looking it over. I had no idea Minnie was near me until I saw Brandie lunge at her! Next thing I know, Minnie is pinned down by Brandie, and Brandie is shaking her! I'm there trying hard to grab Brandie's collar to pull her off, but she was moving so fast I couldn't get a grip. Poor Minnie was screaming! Kim, my friend, was screaming in horror in the background, and Karen rushes up to grab Brandie. I don't know if Minnie got Brandie back, but I did see her curl her lips at Emma, who was after Minnie to see that she was OK. I went after Minnie myself. She was fine, but she was all shook up! I knew Brandie had a temper, I just didn't think she'd ever harm the little dogs. She knows them by now!

Minnie got away with nothing more than a tiny little puncture wound on her shoulder. Brandie's leg however, is another story. Her leg is much worse off now than it was when I got there. Lois told Karen that Brandie's leg is now swollen to twice it's normal size. Poor old gal! But in a way, she earned it. She should not have just lunged at Minnie like she did! But Brandie is a dominating dog. She loves attention and babying. She loves it TOO much! She loves it so much that she will attack any other dog that gets in her way when she is getting attention. I just never thought Minnie would be one of her victims! I thank GOD Minnie wasn't hurt worse. I know she could have been! She's so tiny and delicate, and Brandie is so big and tough. Wheaton terriers are nothing to mess with! They were bred to kill small vermin. There was no doubt in my mind that if she wanted to, Brandie could have finished Minnie off. I don't know if I could ever even look at Brandie again and trust her around my babies! I feel so bad that happened to Minnie. So does Karen and Lois. But I really feel bad. Because it's my job, as Minnie's mommy, to protect her from harm. And I failed at it this morning. I did try! But I failed. And that makes me feel bad! But now, Minnie is back to being her old self again. It's as if she's forgotten about this morning's incident.

Well Lois, who is the landlord and Brandie's mom, was so sorry about what happened, she sent Minnie and me a card apologizing for Brandie's actions. I was out at the dog park and Anna came to me saying there is a note attached to my door. At first I was thinking it was going to be a gripe from someone. Karen kept hinting that it wasn't a gripe, that it was something very nice. Anna asked her how she knew and Karen responded with "I'm not going to tell!" LOL! She's funny! Sure enough when I came back to my apartment, it was a nice little card from Lois apologizing for Brandie's actions. Well, I wrote one back to her, and I'll put it on her door tomorrow. I just wanted to tell her I appreciated her concern for Minnie and that Minnie is OK. Minnie didn't even go into shock. And all she has now is a little puncture that is healing up nicely. I'm putting some antibacterial ointment on it now. I think the worst thing that happened was that it scared the daylights out of me and Minnie! Then there is that post-traumatic stress I'm going through now because I could not really help Minnie before it got as far as it did. You know it's going to take YEARS for me to get over that? I still feel sad for what happened to Vegas when he was little.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

The Fart Returns

Well, Hobofart is back again, and after a whole year of me not even giving him much mention. Looks like I am still on his mind! LOL! How flattering! hehehe! I guess that means I got him good last time, and he still feels hurt by what I said to him. LMAO! Well, I had actually been waiting for this to happen. Knowing Hobofart like I do, I knew he was going to try this sooner or later. I had a little surprise for little Mr. Hobofart. There was this one girl who called herself MzKillaNeden, and she used to be on Youtube, and she thought of Hobofart as a friend. I told her he wasn't her friend. Hobofart, knowing him like I do, can never be a good friend to anybody. I wouldn't even try to become friends with him! Well, I recently found out that Hobofart stabbed MzKilla in the back! He played a part in getting her account deleted off Youtube. Why? I don't know. But the important thing is he had a hand in it. Someone who liked him (one of very few people who did, I might add), and he just throws her under the bus like that. He's still there though, and she's not, and I think that's the shit! I told MzKilla he wasn't her friend. I can't make people listen though.

Today, Hobofart (under one of many new names) made a comment on one of my videos. Of course I did not accept his comment. He can take his bullshit elsewhere, though I did save it in my inbox. He wrote "OMG WHY ARE YOU ABUSING THOSE DOGS? AND WTF ARE YOU FEEDING THEM? THEY ARE FATY JUST LIKE YOU TWO OGRES! YACK! STOP STALKING PEOPLE AT THE DOG PARK YOU USELESS LOSER!" LOLOL!! Naturally, hobofart takes the side of the bad guy, who really is abusing other peoples' dogs (and probably his own). No surprise there. Either that, or Hobofart was referring to the part of the video where that little girl whose father lives in this complex, dunks Vegas and Minnie. Neither one of them was hurt in the making of that video. But Hobofart likes to blow everything way out of proportion. BTW, does anyone know what a "faty" is?? hehehe! He has his own little dream world, so I've learned pretty well to ignore him. I know he thought that I was going to get pissy with him, but no. I didn't. Instead, I responded in this way: "@HOBOZCARANDCO Actually, I'm glad you're here again. LOL! I have a video about you that I've been waiting to post, just in case you started needlessly bothering me again. I only hope MzKilla is watching too. :)" And I finally had a chance to post the video which I have titled "I Told Her He Wasn't Her Friend!" It was about how this intestinal worm got MzKilla banned from Youtube!

Within minutes of posting that video, I got a response from someone who thinks hobofart is his friend again. This trash calls himself MrWhiteysBack. One of Hobofart's little sock puppets. And as usual, he's trying to convince me that Hobofart is innocent. He said "were you dropped on your head as a child? hobo is pretty cool, and its easy to claim copyright under anyones name. i can CLAIM to be Lil' Wayne, and have this video taken down. failure. lol" Yeah right! That's the same kind of bullshit Hobofart always gives everyone when he is found out to be the dickhead he is. Well, it doesn't work with me. But I told him to keep trying to convince me of that. LOL! Now, I laugh at anyone who thinks Hobofart is their "friend". Not to say I laugh at MzKilla though. I do hope she learned she cannot trust people like him. He's hurt her before, and he would do it again. I even warned this guy that Hobofart will stab him in the back too. I added that when he does, I hope I have front-row seats to that event because I'm gonna love watching his face when Hobofart lets him down too. Don't say it won't happen! Because it WILL! This is a character who gets pleasure in hurting others. It's best to just drop him now from your friends! Get him before he gets you! I said in my video I'm glad he's not my friend! He never will be either. I would never allow that to happen. And there is no convincing me that he is anything close to "cool". So don't even try to go there with me!

Well, I deleted his comment because I know it's nothing but a bunch of bullshit. I don't want anyone to read it and think he knows what he's talking about. Like I said, Hobofart has his own little dream world, and his so-called "friends" are just as delirious as he is. But most likely he thinks of these people not as friends, but throw-away items like what he thought of MzKilla before throwing her under the bus. And she was such a sweet person too! This is why I never want to be friends with Hobofart! I don't make friends with garbage! My friends are kind, loyal, wonderful people that I can put my full trust in. And NEVER EVER would I do to any of my friends what Hobofart does to his! That kind of finking isn't even in my vocabulary!

The Big Issue

Well, yesterday's incident between Raymie and Anna got a lot of attention. Sharon was there and she and Raymie decided to get Lois, the apartment manager, in on it. Sharon blew it all up and out of proportion, and decided she was going to cause a big stink about it. Lois was on Anna's side though. Lois understands that Odessa is Anna's baby. Raymie did not deny saying that she wanted to break Odessa in half. Lois told her that because she threatened Odessa that Anna's actions were justifiable, and told Raymie to just drop it. I thank GOD we have an apartment manager like Lois. She has a dog herself, Brandie the wheaton terrier. Brandie is her baby too. She's like her child. So Lois understands how Anna felt. But Anna does need to work on her attitude. I'm shocked that she is back to threatening people with bodily harm. I thought she learned her lesson long ago!  Even though I know Anna would never really hurt anyone! But Raymie is a feeble old woman, whose mind is not all in the right place. You have to take what she says with a grain of salt. With Andy, it was different. He gets pleasure out of hurting other peoples' dogs, and he's not a feeble old man. Although I can tell you, his brain is not in the right place either. But Raymie could not possibly hurt Odessa. She has to use a walker to get around, and she can barely do that! Plus, Karen told me Raymie has had loads of birds before and her daughter has pets too. So it's not like she's really an animal hater. I think maybe she was just having a senior moment (that's what my ma calls it), where she just forgot herself.

Speaking of Andy, I saw him again this morning, coming into the dog park, and the first thing out of my mouth when I saw him was "Boy! His belly is really bulging out of his pants today!" LOL! And it was!! He looked like he had swallowed a big-ass bowling ball!! What is the irony in that? hehehe! And he talks about me and Anna being fat. Can anyone say "pathetic"? There are a lot of fat people in this complex, including Andy himself. No one wants to hear his pathetic bullshit about Anna and me being fat. I cannot stand that guy! But I love to talk shit about him! Simply because he loves abusing other peoples' dogs, as well as other people! And he struts around trying to convince people that he is "all that". He thinks he's the bee's knees, and he's really a big nothing! He'll never be able to convince me he's anything but a total douchebag! And that's his good points. Well, I have a plan. If I ever see him abuse anyone else's dogs, I'm going to grab that shovel that Karen uses to pick up the dogs' droppings, and slam him on the head with the bottom side of it!

I cannot really believe that Sharon was going to throw Anna under the bus like she did! But then again, maybe I can. Sharon has lately turned into a nasty old coot! Karen said she's always been a bitter, negative old bitch. But nothing like lately. And she started the feud between her and Karen. She just up and called Karen a fucking stupid idiot one day, for no reason, and as of lately, she never apologized for it. Sharon must be telling people things behind our backs! Every person that she gets heavily involved with always turns on us and automatically hates our dogs. I'd never seen Raymie before in my life before yesterday, and neither has Anna or Odessa. I did see her and Sharon talking when I got off the elevator yesterday, and she never said anything to me. Sharon must have said something after I had walked away that made Raymie want to attack Odessa verbally like she did. The only one who could have said anything was Sharon. And Sharon has shit-talked my dogs before. It happened this one night, close to the 4th of July, I took my dogs out to the park to go potty. Sharon was there with another man watching the fireworks, and she kicked me and the dogs out because she didn't want to hear Vegas barking. Ever since then, I've been very leery about Sharon! It's like that old saying that goes "once bitten, twice shy". I'm a very shy person by nature. Once I've been burned by someone, it takes nearly an act of congress to get me to trust them again. Sharon didn't even burn me as bad as she did Karen, and I'm having a hard time trusting her. But I may never trust her again after the way she threw Anna under the bus like she did. I don't know what has gotten into Sharon. I try to be nice to her, and she just comes out acting like a crabby old goat!

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Do I Look Mean?

I dunno! I always try to be nice to everyone. But I think I look mean and nasty. So mean I think people who want to shit-talk our dogs don't dare say it to my face! Today, when we took our dogs out for their noon trip to the dog park, Anna was on the way out (some time after me), and there was a woman in the ground floor lobby who started talking about our dogs and Anna overheard it. The woman said something to the effect of "There's that dog that keeps barking at me everytime I pass by their apartment! One of these days, I'm going to take that dog and break it right in half!" and then Anna went ballistic! Now, this was not a young woman, she's an old crotchety thing that even uses a walker to get around. The funny thing was, I passed right by that woman not 10 minutes before Anna, and she didn't say anything to me. And no one can hear Odessa from outside Anna's apartment. Odessa doesn't bark that loud! Her barking is a lot more like the sound one of those clicker dog-training devices sound like. It's not loud at all! And I've never seen that woman before today. So, I think that woman was just delusional. But Anna got pissed at her, I mean PISSED!!! She told that woman that if she ever comes near our dogs, she'd do something terrible to her. That woman said "You're making a mistake!" Anna said back "No! YOU made the mistake!" I asked Anna if she wasn't sure that person was kidding her. She said she didn't look like she was kidding. Well, I wasn't there, I didn't hear exactly what happened. But yes, we are very overprotective of our dogs. I can be like a mama crocodile!! So can Anna!! LOL!!

I just wonder, do I look tough??? I always thought I looked rather meek, and I only act tough when I have to. I don't just pick random people (or dogs) to harass and just keep going with them, or threaten them. I try to give everyone a chance. But seeings how that woman never said anything to me, I wonder if it's just the way Anna carries herself that makes people gripe and complain to her, and not me. LOL! I do walk with a lot of confidence. Anna threatened that woman saying she'd do something terrible to her if she did anything to our dogs. While I think Anna was nobile in defending the dogs, she may have to answer to the police for that comment! I know she didn't mean it, but that woman doesn't know. I told Anna, "You know now she's going to call the cops on you!" I wish I had been there. But then again, if I had been there, that woman probably would not have said anything to Anna. Anna said to me "She'd better not do anything to hurt our dogs!" I assured her "Believe me, she won't!" I told Anna I would knock that woman off her walker if she tried! Old or not, I don't care. If she's got the gumption to threaten to harm my dogs, she can have the gumption to get her butt off the floor after I push her down!

Seems people always want to threaten our dogs here. First it was Helga, then Andy, and now this woman, whose name I do not know. I bet if they were rottweilers barking at these people, no one would be threatening to break them in half! But I think they do it because these are such tiny dogs, and would not really hurt them in consequence. Maybe I should have got rottweilers! I'd like to see someone try and harm my dogs if they were! But most apartments do not allow rottweilers. So I had to get chihuahuas. Same thing almost, just in a smaller package.

UPDATE: That old woman's name is Raymie (wierd-ass name) and Karen told me her son in law is a policeman. But if it's true she did threaten to harm Anna's dog, Anna may be able to use that in her defense. Apparently Raymie has had a stroke and was unconscious for 24 hours. So she is not all right in the head, and probably did not mean to make threats on Odessa's life. She lives here on the first floor, so there really is no way she could hear Odessa from her apartment. More than likely, she was talking about some other dog that annoys her.

Sunday, August 21, 2011

The Proud Mama

Well, I am now the proud owner of a 55-gallon aquarium. I've been wanting an aquarium since I moved here, and I've been discussing it in front of my friends at the dog park. Well, Karen asked me the other day if I would be interested in her aquarium. She had it and suddenly didn't want it anymore, and she knew I was in desire of an aquarium. I told her at first I would have to see it. She told me it will come with her fish. She had a couple of algae eaters, about 5 angelfish, a dalmatian molly, a platy, and some cory cats. I hoped her angelfish were not big ones, but when I went to her place to see, they are rather big. Angelfish are quite aggressive. I told her what I was going to do if I got the tank was get some tetras and little fish like those. I prefer the little fish over big ones. That way I can get more. And if I had kept the angelfish, they would have surely eaten the little tetras I would get, and I couldn't have that!

Well, once I saw the tank, I was interested, but I told Karen she could keep the angelfish. They were gorgeous fish, but I like the little tetras and rasboras and stuff like that. But I was willing to keep the others she had. However, the platy and 2 of the cories died in transport. Oh well. Sad as it is, it left more room for the tetras and smaller fish. So she got all the fish out, cleared out the tank, and brought it to my place and even helped me set it up. After that, I wanted to go shopping for some of those tetras and stuff I was talking about. I got some congo tetras, some scissor-tailed rasboras, some neon tetras, and some bleeding-heart tetras. My tank looks alive now! I missed having a fish tank for a long time. I could not get one when we lived in Ocean Shores, because I figured there would be no place to keep it. Most every space we had there was used up. Well, to be honest, there is even less space here! But I managed, through a miracle of GOD, to fit this big 55-gallon tank in this apartment! I don't think there is a way I can fit anything more though. Not unless I get rid of some stuff!

Well this morning I got up, turned the tank lights on, took a shower, fed the fish, and then took the dogs out to the dog park for about an hour. When I returned, I noticed there were clusters of eggs on the side of the tank!! This tank is very well aerated, and runs on strong currents, like in a lot of rivers. I really don't know who laid those eggs! I know Karen told me one time the cories bred, and had 8 babies! But I don't know who was responsible for these clusters of eggs! It could have been the molly. They breed very easily! Or it may have been the cories again. I don't think these eggs will hatch. They will most likely get eaten before their time comes. That's my luck! Well, Karen took really good care of these fish, I could see. I will just have to see what happens. If they hatch, then at least I will know who the parents are. If they don't hatch, well then it will just remain a mystery.

In other news, that guy Andy, who is always setting Anna up and shit talking us and abusing everyone else's dogs, he was caught smoking marijuana yesterday!! Right here on the apartment grounds! What a fucking retard!!! Karen, who is also close friends with the landlord, said that is grounds for immediate eviction! YES!!! I hope the landlord nails him! Then Karen and this other guy Mike, who saw the whole incident, were talking about Andy going to church this morning riding there in a suit and tie, on his bicycle. LOL! The funny thing about that was he got a ride to church last week, and the guy who picked him up seemed very nice. Andy probably said some shit to him about me, and probably got all freaky about it, like he usually does, and that guy probably said "You're nuts! I'll never give you a ride again buddy!" Andy goes to church on Sundays, and then acts like a complete asshole every other day. I heard all this, and I said "Geez! I'm glad he doesn't like me!" See! I sensed all this about this guy! I sensed it long ago! Like I said in my latest video, fat people are the best judges of character on the planet! Especially those who are as old, and have been around as much as I have. A thin, "beautiful" person would have heard Andy talking about us like the dumbass he is, and just laughed because he was making fat jokes. They still would have thought of him "Oh he's a wonderful guy, and funny too." Even though out of sight, he was probably shit-talking them, and using drugs and other things that would not make him the kind of person anyone decent should hang around. Even Karen doesn't like him anymore at all. I remember she told me one time how she was sharing her newspaper with him, and Andy threw it in her face and yelled at her because the newspaper was all wrinkled. She hasn't shared her newspaper with him since! Now she calls him things like "tard" and "weirdo" and other things like that. I agree with her too. I just cannot help but feel sorry for his dogs.

Friday, August 19, 2011

Karma's A Bitch, I Can Be Too

LOL! There is this man whose name is Andy, and he lives in this apartment complex on the first floor. He's a fricken wierdo!! I used to like him when he first moved here. Well, let me rephrase that, I liked his dogs, Angus who is a large scottish terrier, and Lou who is a large west-highland terrier. I have quite an affinity for scottish-type terriers, I used to have one myself named Mysti (short for Mystify Me), and she behaved just like Angus does. I love the breed! So I liked his dogs. But Andy, he was nice when I first met him. As time progressed with him though, I began to pick up on a lot of little red flags that led me to believe that he was not at all a nice person! But even after discovering what an asshole he was, I was still never rude to him. It got so bad, I noticed he was abusing everyone around him. Including some people I consider good friends. I don't like it when some jerk is nasty and abusive to my friends or family! I take it very personally. I found out later on that Andy hates Vegas and Minnie because Vegas barks. I can tell you what I think happened. I think Helga (Sharon's friend and a wierd-ass treehugger who once yelled at Anna, telling her to put a muzzle on Vegas) said something to Andy. I noticed his behavior changed after I saw him talking to her one day. I have the distinctive feeling she said something to him about us and Vegas. What she said, don't know, don't really care. But I know she said something evil!

Well, this last weekend, our complex had a community yard sale. Andy participated, wanting to sell some of his stuff. Well, me and some friends and Anna were all out at the dog park, and without warning, nor a hint of provocation, Andy picks up and slams down a metal funnel on Brandie, a wheaten terrier that belongs to the landlord, and Brutus, a mini schnauzer who belongs to a friend of mine named Karen. Poor Brutus got the full brunt of the hit and it scared him so bad he ran off. Anna and I saw it and we started screaming at him. We were both PISSED!!!! Andy and Anna got into a shouting match! Anna HATES Andy!! With a passion!! Later on, Karen confronted Andy about hitting her dog Brutus, and he responded "I'm sorry I hit your dog, I meant to hit the fat ladies' dogs" meaning Anna's dog and mine. Karen told him that it's a good thing he didn't hit "the fat ladies' dogs" because with the force he hit Brutus, it would have killed them. Then he would have been "cuffed and stuffed". Belive me, I would take him to court and make him pay if he had hurt Vegas, Minnie or Odessa. As for him wanting to hit "the fat ladies' dogs", well that's a load of bullshit! He wasn't even aiming at our dogs! He was looking and aiming at the dogs right by the fence and "the fat ladies' dogs" were all a long way from that fence! So I don't believe him at all. But I told him he's lucky that wasn't one of our dogs because I would have made him sorry he was ever born!

Andy is not only a wierdo, he's evil too. Anyone who would hurt a tiny dog like Anna's and mine is messed up somewhere. And neither Anna nor I have ever done anything wrong to Andy. I think he just hates us because we are fat. But I don't judge him by the way he looks. Although I could! He's a fat ass himself! But I hate him because he is just pure evil. I feel bad for his dogs! He takes them to the dog park and just leaves them there all day long. Those poor dogs of his crave his attention, so they look for it from other people. And his dogs are all unkept, their claws are so long, they can barely walk. Their hair is all matted, he never grooms them. He really does not deserve his dogs at all!! He deserves nothing and no one! I once heard from a reliable source that he was once married, and he used to beat his wife, and throw things at her. She lost all her precious possessions because Andy would have these temper tantrums and break all her stuff. He even has a daughter, and even she doesn't want anything to do with him! He calls her a "spoiled brat". Well, according to this source, his daughter is a "spoiled brat" because he spoiled her! What a dumb-ass!!! Seems mister Andy sees corruption everywhere except in himself!

Well, karma is definitely a bitch! hehehe! I heard this morning Andy was in the dog park, sitting under a tree, and he got shit-on by a bird!! LOL! When I heard that, the first words out of my mouth was "Even the birds don't like him!!" and I laughed so hard!! The birds don't sing for Andy, they shit on him!! LOL!!! When Anna came into the park with Odessa, I told her what happened to Andy, and she laughed too, and said the exact same thing I did. It made everyone there laugh!! Hey! Great minds think alike! Yes, karma can be a bitch, and revenge is so sweet!! Thank you to that bird! You made my day! :)

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Happy 54th Timmy!!

Well today is the birthday of a very special man. A man that I admire very much and have been admiring him for many years now. That is Mr. Tim Farriss of INXS. I still love him a lot! Last night was the last night of their tour in the US. I don't know if they will be going anywhere else in the World. But their tour finished with a concert in Atlanta. I didn't get to go to any concerts. I did have a ticket for the concert in WA state. But I had to send it back. There was just no way in the World I would have been able to make it there. All our money was tied up in this move, like it usually is whenever we move! There was just no way. And LORD knows I couldn't expect INXS to come here to Montana. Timmy doesn't even know this state exists. Although I don't know what he thought was here next to North Dakota and Idaho, and I believe he's been to both states. But anyway, that's not the point of today. This is a very special day for Timmy. It's his 54th birthday, and I wanted to create this message for him, letting him know that I still adore him. I know he doesn't like to be called this, but I still see him as the best guitarist in the World!! Not to mention, he is so very handsome! Whenever I see him in a pic, I cannot help but love him all over again. Sometimes I feel like a school girl! LOL! Well, I went to 4 concerts of their's during their last tour, and as I understand it, you could not bring cameras into the concert grounds. So, maybe it's a good thing I didn't go. I could have asked special permission to allow my camera in, but most likely they would have said no.

Before the US tour, INXS were asking the fans where they would like them to tour to. They were allowing the fans to create Facebook pages asking INXS to come to their area, and several fans did it. I thought it was a cute idea. And the thought did cross my mind more than once to create a Facebook page asking them to come to Bozeman. But how many other people, besides Timmy, doesn't even know this state exists? Let alone Bozeman! I didn't think a page for INXS coming to Montana would have got very many followers, so I didn't even bother with it. I guess maybe next time INXS goes on tour, I'll try to make it to the nearest concert. I just couldn't this time. Would have been different if our move could have waited, but it couldn't.

In other news, there is this man in our complex, and he has 2 dogs of his own. But he abuses other peoples' dogs. The man's name is Andy, and Anna and I cannot stand him!! He and Anna argue almost always onsight. One day he was passing out treats to the dogs at the dog park, and he gave a treat to Brandi, who is the landlord's dog, and then he kicked the dog in the chest. And you could hear Brandi squeal a little bit when he did that. Then, this past weekend, at our community's yard sale, he took a metal car funnel and slammed it on Brutus, who is my friend's somewhat oversized miniature schnauzer. I witnessed it, and so did Anna. Anna was fit to be tied!! She screamed and hollared at him, and he argued with her. He acted like he could do anything he wanted to and no one had any right to stop him. If he wants to abuse other peoples' dogs, he could do it and no one can say anything about it. Well, I told him straight up he's lucky that funnel didn't hit our dogs, because I would have scratched his eyeballs out! No hesitation on my part! Fortunately, the metal funnel did not hurt Brutus, or Brandi, who was also in the line of fire. They are bigger dogs, they can handle it better. But Minnie, Vegas and Odessa probably would have been killed, with the force Andy threw that funnel down on the dogs! But it still pisses me off how he did that, and then tried to defend his actions! I worry especially about Odessa, she's blind, and would not have been able to see if he had thrown that funnel on her. Thus she would not have been able to get away. And Minnie is so dainty and delicate, her back would have probably been broken. And Vegas is so small! And if my past is any indication, I do not take well to losing pets! I still mourn over Groucho! It's lessened, but I still mourn over her. Minnie was my saving grace on that incident. I got her to sort of ease the pain. Even though she does not cuddle like Groucho did. But she has helped in bringing me closer to Vegas as well. So yes, I need both my dogs! And I don't want to see Odessa hurt either.

It's such a surprise that Andy is like this! He even has 2 dogs of his own. One would think that he would understand that dogs bark. And that's what he hates the most, dogs barking. Well, I told him in no uncertain terms, if he harms our dogs, I'll scratch his eyes out! He can hate my dogs all he wants, he can even curse them! I don't care! But if he tries to harm them, he's going to be treading on very thin ice. I haven't heard a word from him since I told him that, and he's been hanging low. He doesn't even come into the dog park anymore. And now, when we see each other, we say nothing to each other. But hey! It's not like I miss him or anything! LOL! In fact, it'd be great if I didn't even see him again. Well, I informed the landlord of Andy's actions, so she knows. I hope she can do something about it! He thinks she won't. But I'm sure she will. Because he is not only being abusive, but also very disruptive. I hope he gets kicked out!

Friday, August 12, 2011

Yard Sale This Weekend!!

Yippee!! There is a sale going on in this complex this weekend. So far though I only know of 3 people who will be participating. One is Sharon, who as I understand it, likes to charge retail prices on used items, and I think another is this guy whose name is Jeremiah. Nice guy, and very handy to have around. He helped us a lot when it came to moving. He even put my bed frame together. Well, I can browse around, no problem. I don't know if I can buy anything, but I can browse. I can never understand why people want to sell their used stuff and charge retail prices for them! I'll never understand that. Part of the reason people go to yard sales (and my ma knows this) is to look for bargains. I remember when we still lived in Ocean Shores, ma and I both had a yard sale on the same weekend. I sold a couple of MP3 players I had, and a lot of other things I didn't need anymore. But ma hardly sold anything. Why? Because she was charging new prices for old items. Like this old, out-dated water crock she had. Nobody really buys those anymore! Ma wanted to charge $25 for it, which was about what she paid for it. I told her she'd be better off selling it for maybe $10, and then only as a decorative item. Well, the first day, it did not sell at all. Then she brought down the price and it sold. I remember ma didn't sell anything that first day, but Anna and I made over $100. I let someone have my MP3 players for $18. That was cheap! Considering both of them costed me over $50 each. They were the really fancy ones too, with the screen built in, and one even had a clock! But I didn't like them! No matter what I did, I could not get them to play my music in alphabetical order, and that is what I like. So that is why I sold them.

Anyway, that is why people like going to yard sales. So they can get good items at a cheap price. I cannot blame them. I understand here last year, they had a yard sale too, and Sharon wanted to sell her items at high prices. Karen told me she was selling stuff at that sale last year too, and she made over $140, whereas Sharon only made about $5 that whole weekend! Karen said that Sharon was PISSED!! Ma is the same way when she has a yard sale. And this is the same person who goes to yard sales looking for bargains! She once got a water cooler for only $15, and it was very high-tech. I don't understand why ma wants to charge new prices for her used, outdated stuff! She once tried to sell us an old TV set that she had with a built-in VCR for $125. Now, this was in 2008, this was well after VCRs were already out of style. I told her no way! I told her I could go to a thrift store and buy that same little TV set for less than $20. It was only a 13-inch TV, and the VCR portion had already stopped working! I don't know what ma was thinking trying to sell it to us for $125! But that's how she does business, and that was why she didn't manage to sell anything that weekend at our yard sale. But Anna and I were selling like crazy!! Well, I think she learned her lesson that weekend. She finally just gave that little TV set to Anna, and she sold me her flat-screen HDTV for only $200, which really is a good deal. And it's one of the best brands in HDTV too. It's a Vizio. I love it too!! It's an awesome TV set!

Well, yestarday Anna and I went to a place called Fuddrucker's. It's a hamburger joint, but they also serve all kinds of exotic meats. Anna and I had their bison burgers! They serve them with these steak fries, and I took mine and put some cheese sauce on them! They were awesome!! The burgers there were great too! They also don't just stop at bison burgers. They have beef, of course. They also have elk burgers, wild boar burgers, ostrich burgers, and more! I told Anna the next time I go there, I'm going to try their ostrich burgers! I've never tried ostrich before! I wonder if it tastes like chicken? But anyway, I've got to rave about their bison burgers! I have to admit they came out better than my own! I told Katrina about this place when I got home. As far as I know, we didn't have a Fuddrucker's in WA state. Katrina kept calling it "Ruddfucker's"! LOL! But anyway, if you love exotic burgers, this is the place to go! Like I said, I'm going to try the ostrich burgers next. I heard ostrich meat is very lean. And in natural meats like that, they never add hormones to bulk them up. That's why I stopped eating beef!

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Ugly, Fat, Stupid and Worthless

Oh boy! LOL! The vegan fanatics are at it again! hehe! Just like they say on the McDonald's commercials, I'm lovin' it! hehe! This is on one of my YouTube videos, this person who gets on one of my vids, and says about me "You are ugly, you are fat, you are stupid and worthless... does that hurt your self-awareness inmense biatch???" To which I responded "Nope :) doesn't hurt me at all :) In fact, it makes me smile. I love it that you think I'm ugly and hate my guts. That makes me feel wonderful. And no, that's not sarcasm. It's true. Because I hate vegan fanatics like you and I don't want you to like me. :)" However, I love how much they try! LOL! I normally do not accept comments made by vegan fanatics, but this one was too irresistable. Something just told me to accept this one. My inner voice. And I only respond to comments like this when I am in a giddy mood, and I was in a giddy mood! I had a lot to look foreward to yesterday! Anna and I were going to Livingston to have some fun. First, we looked for precious gems. I found some rather nice sapphires and garnets, and I am having a necklace made as we speak. I found a lot of garnets, they were rather easy to find. Sapphires were harder to find, and we only found a few.

After that, we went horseback riding and on a cookout. Anna had a bit of trouble and could not get on her horse, but I did it with no problem. I thought the horse was going to buck or go crazy with my fat butt on his back, but no, he did fine! hehe! I find it funny how when people try so hard to bring me down, I always find life gets better and better for me. LOL! If this fanatical vegan had gotten to me yesterday, my day would have been different. But since I don't habitually let what the vegans say get to me, my day was perfect!! All this dude accomplished yesterday with his comment was making the steak at the cookout taste even better! The thing is, I am getting used to the vegans. There is no way in the World their comments can bother me. And like I told this dude, I don't want them to like me! I feel a lot better when they don't. Of course I do still have vegan friends. But if they are my friends, they are not fanatics. They have accepted me the way I am. And that is rare among vegans, and non-existent in vegan fanatics. The fanatics prefer to stick their noses in other peoples' business and try to make them change. They won't change me though.

There are many reasons I won't go vegan. I am doing fine in my life, I don't need to go vegan. Besides, if I did go vegan, I would have to take massive supplements to make up for the vitamins I would not be getting. My preference in veggies is limited to peas, carrots, potatos, corn, and rarely cauliflower and celery. My range of favorite fruits is a little more varied, I like apples, grapes, peaches, pears, plus a number of juices. That is why I always say I could never go vegan. If it doesn't taste good, I refuse to put it in my mouth! And meat tastes GOOD!! Where most veggies don't. I was brought up to see veggies as nothing more than a side-dish. Not the main course. That lifestyle just would not work with me. And I get vegans calling me every name in the book. But I would rather have them hate my guts, and call me every name they can think of than to change myself out of weakness and change where I really don't want to change.

And they think they will outlaw eating meat. It'll never happen! Because we have freedom of choice. And even if they did manage to get meat off the shelves, I'd just find a way to raise my own meat animals. The fanatical vegans, like this guy, can hate me all they want to. I want them to! I want them to hate me until it hurts! I want them to hate me so much it makes their hair hurt! I don't want any friends who are vegan fanatics. They're not even real humans. They admit it themselves, they are evolving in a different direction. I say let them evolve. The group I am following are evolving into humans that may one day prey on the vegans. Who knows? In about 1000 years, we may develop sharp, curved claws. Though no primate has ever developed real claws. Yet quite a number of primates are omnivorous. The most successful primates are the omnivores. Whereas the strictly herbivorous species are declining in numbers.

As for these videos (like Earthlings) the vegans keep telling everyone to watch, I've seen it. I had no problem watching most of it. The only thing that bothered me was watching this one guy beat up a baby calf. He actually punched the little guy with his fists, and the calf was flinching. It was horrible. I kept trying to imagine hitting my horses like that, and I just couldn't. Well, it would have been somewhat similar. But the actual slaughter scenes did not bother me. I'm used to watching nature shows, I've seen much worse in those programs than anything I saw on this vegan video.

In other news, there is some friction going on in this complex. I try to keep my chat about what goes on here to a minimum. Anna and I have had no problems making friends. Some of my favorite friends here are a couple of women one is named Karen and the other is named Kim. Kim is confined to a wheelchair, but she has a lot of spirit! I think they are both very nice people. We get together and talk a lot about dogs. Karen has 2 miniature schnauzers, and she is often seen walking the landlord's wheaton terrier. Kim has a golden retriever. We often meet up in the dog park and sit and talk for hours about different kinds of subjects. Well, I found out that Karen does not like Sharon, the landlord's secretary. And the feeling is very mutual. I try to remain neutral, but ever since that incident where Sharon threw me and my dogs out of the dog park, I've been very antsy about her. It's kindof like the saying that goes once bitten, twice shy. I cannot even say I like Sharon anymore. Then Karen told me that Sharon does not have any authority to kick anyone out of the dog park. That was when Karen told me that Sharon is not the landlord's helper, but rather nothing but a secretary.

Anyway, Karen and Sharon hate each other. Today when I announced Karen was on her way into the park, Sharon quickly took leave, and right in the middle of a conversation. Karen hates Sharon because Sharon once got in her face and called her a "fucking stupid idiot". Sharon wanted to file a report against Karen and Kim because they told Sharon that her dog Cora took a dump in the park. It was just an FYI because Sharon was not in the park when Cora dumped. In this complex, it is mandatory for everyone to pick up after their dogs, and Sharon knows it. Well, she thought that Karen and Kim were ganging up on her because she was told about her dog. So Sharon wanted to file a police report. I heard that and I asked "What good is that going to do?" Karen said the same thing I would have said. She said "Fine. Then I'll file a police report against her for calling me a stupid, fucking idiot." The tension between them has been there almost since I moved here, but it's gotten worse this past week, since Karen and Kim told Sharon that her dog took a dump in the park when Sharon walked away.

Funny thing is Karen confessed she and Sharon used to be friends last year. Then Sharon said to Karen that Kim said something about her and then told Kim that Karen said something about her, and turned those two against each other. It turned those two against each other, and later on they found out none of what Sharon said about them was true. When I heard that, it made me feel somewhat disgusted! I don't want to get involved in the drama, but I like Karen and Kim. I think they are great! And they're a lot of fun!

As for Sharon kicking me out of the dog park, she has since done that same thing to someone else. Well, that person went to the landlord, and the landlord said "Screw that!" I'm going to remember that the next time Sharon tries to do that to me and my dogs! I only wish I had known she didn't have that authority when she did it to me. I would have told her to f- off. Well, I don't think she's going to do it to me and my dogs again. I'd like to say I like Sharon, but since that incident, it's been tough. I always try to be friendly though, and I will talk to her, if she talks to me first. But I don't say to her, "Hey! How are you doing today?" like I do with Kim and Karen.

Friday, August 5, 2011

Hate Raises More Hate

OK, so I stopped hating on my usual subjects on these blogs. I realized I was giving the haters WAY too much power over my life, as well as those I didn't like. I don't like doing that. Sometimes, I will talk about a hater, just so everyone knows how to identify them, as well as give myself a chance to laugh at them. Because let's face it, haters are FUNNY!! I now try never to respond to people who leave negative comments, but sometimes I get giddy, and do respond. Sometimes, when I am in that giddy mood, I will even go back to comments made some weeks before, and respond, where I didn't before. LOL! Gives me a chance to excersize my imagination. But I can remember a time I did let the haters get to me, that was back when I was a kid, and even in my early days as a message forum inhabitant. The last hater to make me feel hurt was a woman in the old AcmePet Chihuahua forum who called herself Kallie. And the ONLY reason I let her get to me was because I had once liked her. We got along great until she found out I was not a fan of the Taco Bell dog! Looking back on that now, I think that was a silly reason for her to start seeing me as a bad person, but then again when you really think about it, haters never make sense. And thinking back to the way Kallie was, these days, I would be calling her a tree-hugger. Because knowing what I know now about tree-huggers, that's what she was. I laugh at tree-huggers! I can't stand them. So, any 'friendship' that was ever there between Kallie and me would have ended anyway as I don't associate with tree-huggers.

Tree huggers and show breeders are about the only people I can't stand now. Some INXS fans suck shit but they are nowhere near as bad as tree-huggers and show breeders. Unless they happen to be INXS fans AND tree-huggers, or INXS fans AND show breeders. LOL! I once knew of an INXS fan who raised whippets. And she had whippets because it was the dog pictured on the Shabooh Shoobah album. Not sure if she liked them before that album came out, or if it was the album cover that influenced her interest in the breed though. I know some fans let INXS run their lives. Like some fans went vegetarian because JD Fortune had a shirt on at a concert that promoted PETA. I could never be like that because I like being my own person, and I don't want to go vegetarian anyway. But I hate tree-huggers because they hate others for not living their lives the way they want them to. I hate show breeders because most of them are stuck up, snobby people who make unfounded judgements and are so easy to hate. As much as I can't stand them, I also understand the reason why they are around. And I know they work hard to preserve their chosen breeds. If all show breeders could be truly the nicest people you could ever meet (instead of only generically being that way in the eyes and minds of other show breeders) then we could rid all the world of backyard breeders and puppymillers. Though as a former breeder who wanted to go show, I can also give you an experience I had where even kindness did not work on a newbie. But then my subject was a teenager too. You know how teens are!!

Anyway, I never saw the point in haters until I read this blog post: http://boingboing.net/2009/02/18/something-for-the-ha.html This guy has quite an outlook on haters. I like his views! I was referred to him by a person on YouTube who did a video about haters. You all know a lot of people on YouTube can be pretty evil. My guess was always that they have low self-esteem and they tease others in order to make themselves feel better. That's always been my assumption of what haters are all about. Sometimes they are also people who are exactly the opposite. They may have a high self-esteem. TOO high. So high to a point where they use it to try and bring other people down. That way, they will always feel they are on the top of the social ladder. A lot of the time, these kids do it for nothing more than attention and recognition. Nothing more. Sometimes, people are also threatened by the subject of their hate, and they hate on someone just to protect themselves. I even admit to hating on some people because I felt threatened by them. But not in the manner this guy was thinking when he wrote that blog. Mostly because, like the people on the delusional mods forum. They would threaten, and also talk all kinds of shit and I didn't want anyone I liked to read the BS they were saying about me and believe them. Because most of what they said about me was not true. It was all just their opinions, and their immature interpretations of what I said. But later on, I realized that no one I should be caring about is going to listen to them.

This brings me to this one paragraph on this guy's blog. He said "Some humans may hate you due to some sort of misunderstanding. I always employ and encourage open communication especially for sensitive topics. If the hater is somebody you care about, take the initiative to try to find out the cause of you being hated as it could be something over something very silly indeed." The part I don't get is when he said "if the hater is somebody you care about". Most of the time, the hater is someone I DON'T care about! I mean, if they are a hater, why would I "care" about them? Yes, I once liked Kallie, but she proved to be nothing more than a douchebag. It was HER idea, NOT mine, to end any associations with me, and only because I did not like the Taco Bell dog. Like I said, yes it was silly of her to harbor those feelings. But I was not going to spend the rest of my life trying to talk her out of it, because once she made that decision, I didn't care about her anymore. It's not my job to change someone else's opinion of me. It's nice when it happens, but most people want to believe the worst about some others. And I am too complex of a person for even me to explain to myself. LOL! I do a lot of things that even I don't understand why I do them.

Another paragraph he mentions, sounds very familiar to me. He said "Some humans hate you for not being how they want you to be. In their mind they have already decided how certain sets of humans should behave and when you are being just you and not behaving as they expect, they will hate you because you are not meeting their expectations. They could possibly see this as a threat to them because they don't know how to handle people who are not in their presets." This sounds very much like the vegan fanatics. They were the very first things that came to my mind when I read that part of his blog. You know what their latest thing is now? They are now saying that if you eat meat and drink milk then you are not an animal lover. LOL! I told you, these people will say anything to try and get people to stop eating meat. This is so funny! They cannot tell me I don't like animals! I have had pets all my life, and when I was a kid, I used to have to work hard to get my parents to let me have pets. I was so glad when I got old enough to make my own decisions to get a pet.

Well, I can tell you, just because I eat meat does not mean I don't like animals. The fact that I have pets, I enjoy working on my Metazoica project, and have studied animals all my life proves that I do love animals! There have been animal loving people a lot longer than there have been vegans. So yes, you can be an animal lover and still eat meat. You can hunt animals and still be an animal lover. What I don't consider animal lovers are like the people who say chihuahuas are rats, not dogs. Those are the real non-animal-lovers. Most of the time, people who say that are people who do not like small animals. And IMO, no one can call themselves "animal-lovers" unless they love ALL animals. I love almost all animals. I only don't like panthers at all. I tried to work on that though, but it didn't work. I am still disgusted by them. And that's only one group of animals in one family. In the case of the feline family, the smaller, the better for me.

Well anyway, that was my take on that blog. It is a very interesting blog, and great to read.

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Comment Stingy

Not on here, but on YouTube, I've become somewhat stingy about what comments I will accept. I just don't see the point in what some people think. I don't know why people view videos that they know is going to bother them. Yesterday I got a viewer, who calls himself piperace, on one of my snake videos whose only comment was "ew". I looked at his channel, and all he has is a dumb animated video he did, and his drawings are shitty! Really! My 5 year old nephew does better drawings than that dude! So does my 3 year old niece! LOL! I said to this chap "If you don't like my snakes, then don't watch. BTW, I think your drawings are ugly." I don't see why people look for videos that they know will disturb them. This dude obviously does not like snakes, yet he's looking at my video that talks about them. Stupid! But then, that's today's kids! And you think he would have at least come up with something more creative than just saying "ew". But kids today have no imagination. Those that do have some level of creativity, I never see them use that talent to insult on my videos!

I don't mind haters, they usually just give me something to laugh at anyway. I just wish they were more creative on my channel. Every one of them always says only the same dumb BS comments. Comments I typically get are "EW", and "fatty" and "fat fuck" and a relatively new one that is now getting old is "Man the harpoons!" The latter is an example of a comment that was cute in the beginning, but now everyone is using it and it's gotten old! I want to read some new stuff. Some people are beginning to use the word "obese" more, which I guess is better. But dammit, I want to read some more creative comments!! I was shocked no one before MsPearlsGirl even thought of calling me "Timmyfat"!! I was almost positive someone like Hobofart would think of that one, but he never did! Even I saw that one coming, and wondered who would think of it, and how long it would take! LOL! I guess the reason people come up with the same stuff is they cannot find anything else wrong with me. But I will never understand people like piperace, who doesn't like snakes, coming into my video about snakes. So, that is why I am getting stingier with which comments I will accept on my videos. I even blocked his butt! Now, he cannot comment on anymore of my videos. I say, if you don't like my videos, then don't watch them. And if you do watch them, you have no right to complain! I still think his drawings are ugly! It's a good indication of his personality. Or what's left of his personality. LOL!

I got another comment by someone who is only 14 years old. He said "fat ass no one cares about ur stupid opinions get a life and do something besides eating". I refuse to let a 14 year old talk to me like that on MY channel and MY videos! I replied "Shut up! You're only 14. You have no rights. You're lucky I even accepted your stupid comments. You only have what rights I give you. :)" The same really applies to all commenters. Some people act like they own my channel, and they don't! I believe in free speech, but I also believe there are cases where some people carry it too far. These are just some examples of that. These are the cases where I just don't understand how some people process. They have very negative attitudes. I often wonder if these people spend all their waking hours doing nothing but just going around their neighborhoods and looking for nothing except something they can complain about. I remember my days of doing that. It's called curiosity. But I stopped going in places that I know would bother me, because it gave me an attitude like what I saw in these two guys on YouTube. Now, I have a much more positive outlook on life. I even stopped responding to people with negative attitudes. For the most part, unless I am in a giddy mood. Now, I only respond to positive comments I receive on my videos.

I'll tell you though, I hate censorship! So I don't look at it that way. I see it as it is my video, and my channel, and those who don't like it and watch it anyway, have no right to complain. I got some people on another video I did that say it was boring and one person even said "I want that minute of my life back!" LOL! Those people are dumb!! I don't twist anyone's arm to watch my videos! I don't even promote my videos! They chose to view that video. So they spent that time themselves. I didn't ask them to view it. I didn't even care if they did or not. No, I will not "give them that minute back"! They'll have to find their own way to compensate for that minute in their own lives. That's not my problem!

Another reason I will not accept all negative comments, I don't want Katrina to catch wind of them again! She will! She sort of "patrols" all my videos from time to time. She says watching my videos makes her feel good. So she does it when she has time to. And she simply cannot tear away from slamming people who slam on me, someone who she considers her second "mother". And she's been trying to get me to tell people to "f*** off" for a long time. Most of the time I just cannot do it. Though I did tell that 14 year old to shut up. But then, on my channel, I can make him shut up! LOL! Katrina just cannot get the message, I don't need her to defend me!!! She chooses to do it anyway. So, that's another reason why I am accepting less and less of the negative comments.

SOOOOOO many reasons! I don't know why I didn't start not accepting negative comments sooner!!