I'm doing videos more and more these days. I can't explain it either. I'm not as angry as I was a week or so ago, but I am still miffed about people believing that I think cancer is a joke! I mean really! These people knew my father had died of cancer. They should have had the sense to tell themselves that because of that alone, I would not be making jokes about someone else having cancer. And don't tell me I need to get over it! To me, saying that I think cancer is a joke is like slapping my father in the face. I'll get over it when I am good and cured. I should just ignore them, I know that. But I cannot help it. It's still stuck in my mind. It's going to take a while to get over that because I am still mourning my father. This isn't something I can just easily let go of. I made a video about it last night with a message to those people. If you want to call them people. Oh well hell, I think they're about as "people" as a person can get. That's why I hate people so much! At least a dog would try to comfort me in my time of mourning, not judge me. Shoot! Maybe I should try to get another chihuahua, they're perfect little ambassadors!
Well, I am healing, but it doesn't help much. I gotta live each day the best way I can knowing there are still people out in the world, former "friends", who still think I think cancer is a joke. I'm going to wake up tomorrow with that thought in my head. Those people will wake up, and they will be able to call and hug their parents. But I won't. Not my father. He's in the ground now. That thought takes a heavy toll on me. I still have his phone number on my cell phone's contact list. The most hurtful thing about it is I can dial that number and get nothing more than an operator saying "This number is no longer in service". It hasn't been easy for me to get over losing my pa, and with this turmoil now in my life, it makes it even harder. But this too shall pass. The sun will still set tonight, and rise again tomorrow. Work will still carry on as usual. I am no longer on Facebook, so that makes things a lot easier. I am taking this time off Facebook to heal. Hopefully I can get a dog and my world will be brighter again.
Anyways, here is the video...
Well, I am healing, but it doesn't help much. I gotta live each day the best way I can knowing there are still people out in the world, former "friends", who still think I think cancer is a joke. I'm going to wake up tomorrow with that thought in my head. Those people will wake up, and they will be able to call and hug their parents. But I won't. Not my father. He's in the ground now. That thought takes a heavy toll on me. I still have his phone number on my cell phone's contact list. The most hurtful thing about it is I can dial that number and get nothing more than an operator saying "This number is no longer in service". It hasn't been easy for me to get over losing my pa, and with this turmoil now in my life, it makes it even harder. But this too shall pass. The sun will still set tonight, and rise again tomorrow. Work will still carry on as usual. I am no longer on Facebook, so that makes things a lot easier. I am taking this time off Facebook to heal. Hopefully I can get a dog and my world will be brighter again.
Anyways, here is the video...
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I am deeply sorry for your loss of your father. I know how it feels to lose someone close. But you need to stop letting all this hate get to your head. I understand you are angry at Tess but attacking her online is not going to change what has happened or make you feel any better. All you are going to do is make people angrier. What if Tess's daughter so what you were saying about her mother? I'm not attempting to start a fight or anything I'm just saying things how I see it. I also hope you don't take this as hate because in all honesty I don't hate you. I like how you have the confidence to say how you feel without fear and I wish I could do that as well! But I just feel that you can be better that this.
Thank you Britany. I know all that, fortunately Tess's daughter is too young to read this and understand. I know it won't make me feel better, but I just can't get it out of my head. Tess told everyone that I think cancer is a joke and she knew my father had it and it killed him. To me, that is a far worse crime than anything I've said here. It's basically slapping my father in the face. So, I am sorry for her daughter, but turnabout is fair play. For her friends that may be angrier at me; too bad.
I'd like to get back to that strong person I once was. Maybe someday soon I will. Then I will build that confidence up again.
This video made me very pissed off, I couldn't watch it all. I can assure you that I'm gonna give that Tess Obrien a what for, and she better tell me why or I'm gonna give her fuck!!!!
She deserves a kick in the ass! I don't want to do anything in front of her child, but what she did was cross the line. I'm sure she only did it because Claire Aisha told her to make something up and go around spreading it all over Facebook to make me look bad. But saying something like I think cancer is a joke is going WAY beyond that!!!
I can see where you are coming from. I couldn't help but feel sorry for you when I saw everyone jump on the band wagon without looking for the facts, even though like I stated earlier I didn't agree with your blog I believe people should of checked the facts before posting what they did.
She needs to be taught a lesson not to fuck with the wrong people, or she's gonna get it.
NO ONE messes with my family, and lives!!! NO ONE!!!
Britany, that's why I left Facebook. Well, partly that and partly because I need time to heal. But I got sick of a fake "friends" on there. I got sick of people making assumptions without asking and checking their facts. I need to get away from people. I would love it if I could move to a high mountain top somewhere where no other people live at, and limited internet access.
Mikessa, OK, I know. But be careful, don't make threats. It might get my blog raided. LOL!
Excuse me Dee but how on earth do you think that i have anything to do with this? Im pretty shocked at you because you know that anytime ive had an issue with you i have sought you out and confronted you face to face- why are you doing this???
And I don't understand what exactly Tess has done to you? I never saw any post from her about you?
And just one question i have for you Dee- if you weren't referring to Kelly in your cancer post- who WERE you referring to?
Well, Claire. I'm glad you are here. To answer your first question, you did say if someone said something bad about me and spread it around that I wouldn't like it. And I heard it was Tess that brought that post to everyone's attention. Other people have told me that. I know you have sought me out, and I do appreciate it. But that doesn't mean there may not have been other times you didn't talk about me behind my back. That is why I believe you and Tess may have had a hand in this conspiracy.
To answer your second question, Tess was the first one that I heard started spreading the lies and assumptions. She deserves everything I am giving her.
To answer your third question, it was someone I knew long ago (as I mentioned in the video), her initials are JC, and she was a breeder. Or excuse me, a puppymiller.
fuck girl, you just made me and my husband throw up in the back of our mouths! that tess obrien is a fucking ugly bitch like you said! you're prettier than she is Dee.
LOL! Well, you know I never thought of myself as "pretty", but thank you :)
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