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Saturday, December 16, 2023

Education Should Not Make Radicals

 I always believed in education instead of alienating. But I admit, when talking to the leftists, I tend to get a bit impatient. It's hard keeping up with the hypocrisy they seem to wallow in. Like pigs in mud. Well, after watching a video by a psychologist, Karlyn Borysenko, she says not to respond in hostility toward leftists, because it can turn them into radical leftists. That's what happened to Dylan Mulvaney. So, I said OK, the next leftist I encounter, I'll be very gentle and see how that works out. Well, it wasn't long before I got my chance. I met a guy on Quora named Kevin Moxon. There's so many things I can joke on his name about, but I'm not gonna. I wanted to keep this friendly. If anyone was going to be the first to blow their top, I'd preferred it was him. Not me. It'd prove my theories about leftists.

Someone asked on Quora what we think influenced us to become conservative. I could answer this question, because I was once a leftist turned conservative. But I was nothing like the leftists of today. I still respected everyone's opinions and lifestyles, even though I would question them why. I was a leftist, I just wasn't a radical leftist. Well, my answer was basically that the leftists chose for me. I didn't exactly choose for myself. Just a twisted twine of events happened all at once made me realize I'm not good leftist material. For one thing, the radical INXS fans getting angry because I said I don't like radicals. Even though I was not referring to most of them, just that big goon Matt Burney, they still took it too personal. WAY too personal. Well, that was my first encounter with how leftists are. My sis had told me any time there is band worship, you have leftists. Matt Burney, I still HATE that guy with a red, burning passion. I know he went to all his friends and cried like a schoolroom sissy "Dee TimmyHutchFan is so mean to Paula Yates! She doesn't like her! WAAAA!!!" He started the whole thing, I didn't. He started it by acting like a radical. Radicals don't like it when someone else disagrees with them. So, they argue and run on and on and on because someone has a different opinion. I wasn't like that when I was on the left.

Another thing was Katy Brewer, a person I used to know on Facebook. She said "If you voted for Trump, then delete yourself from my friends!" I really did not know Katy that well, but I figured she meant if we couldn't accept her not liking Trump, to delete her from our friends. I misunderstood. She behaved just like Matt Burney before her. I could accept her not liking Trump, as I didn't like him either then. But she meant anyone who was voting for Trump. She even deleted people who she had been close friends with for years. Many had even gotten her out of bad financial situations. I thought that was very bad, and vindictive of Katy to do that to people who considered her a friend. Then, I remembered how my so-called "friends" in the INXS groups reacted to me calling Matt a radical, and saying I didn't like him. Again, Matt started it! He couldn't accept the fact I don't like Paula Yates. I was willing to accept that he did like her. But he was not willing to accept my opinion on her. So, he blocked me on facebook. So did a lot of his friends. All the same, Katy unfriended me on Facebook too. She wasn't a friend of Matt's. She just unfriended me because she thought I liked Trump.

Then the death of my father happened. I told everyone to please be patient with me, because I knew my emotional rollercoaster was coming up. Some days, I could be in a happy mood. Other days, I could be very sad and melancholy. I could also say some things I don't mean. I hoped my friends would be understanding. But then Kelly P. opened her big mouth. I'm not sure what she said because she too had me blocked on Facebook, but apparently, it was something about her having cancer. I never saw her announcement. I could say now frankly, I couldn't care less, because I had just lost my dad to cancer. I didn't feel like babying Kelly P. Whom I hardly knew in the first place. And most of what I did know about her was not good anyway. I'm usually a good judge of character, and I sure wasn't wrong about Kelly. Suddenly, I noticed I lost several friends on Facebook. ALL of them were INXS fans. None of them were my everyday friends or dog show people. So, I figured something was wrong with the INXS community. I didn't know what until a friend PMd me and said it was horrible what I said about Kelly. At first, I thought she was talking about a different Kelly, that I was friends with. I knew her brother was going through cancer treatment. But I told this friend I was not talking about Kelly or her brother. Well, this friend didn't know the Kelly I mentioned. She thought I was talking about Kelly P. If you were to see that post, it doesn't mention Kelly anywhere on it. Nor what the person was ill with. In fact, I didn't even mention what gender the person was. And I did not know Kelly said anything about having cancer. I'd talked about someone completely different, who was not an INXS fan at all. Had nothing to do with INXS either.

Only one friend at first confronted me about what I said about Kelly. When I told her my post had nothing to do with Kelly, she stopped the accusation. Another person contacted me too, but her mind was already made up that I was talking about Kelly. She wanted nothing more to do with me. I was like "OK but I'm gonna tell you the truth before you go!" That way, I could walk away with clean hands, and whatever she felt now about me was on her.

Well, I figured I needed time off Facebook, so I took a hiatus. While I was vacationing away from Facebook, I started watching more YouTube videos. I found some people who did podcasts and on-the-street interviews, talking about Trump. I still hated Trump at this point. But then I started listening closer and studying Trump's behavior a little closer too. I realized the things the INXS fans had done to me on Facebook with Kelly and Matt, I had been doing the same to Trump. I listened to the media, instead of getting to know more about Trump for myself. I found out pretty quickly, the media lies! Because they are leftists. Leftists always lie. And they convince other leftists to believe what they say by saying Trump was the one who was lying. The same shit the INXS fans were doing to me on Facebook. No doubt the leftist fans were telling the other leftists not to believe me when I said I was not talking about Kelly because they had them convinced I was the one who was lying. And being leftists themselves, could not resist doing what they were told to do by other leftists. Well, over the months I got to know more about Trump, and the more I knew about him, outside what leftist media spews, the more I liked him. I'd never felt this before for any other president. And I'll tell you, it's a good feeling!!!

Now that I am a conservative, I'm much more honest, happier, got a new kind of relationship with GOD, I'm loving life more, and I don't give a shit anymore what the leftist INXS fans think of me, nor anyone else. I feel free!!! I truly feel that I've been let out of that cage I was locked in for years. I still have some INXS fan friends on Facebook now, but they are the few really good ones. No leftists no more! I still love INXS!! I just don't like the leftist fans. As a consequence, to how I was treated by them, I am also more jaded, cautious, and at times, even more hostile towards people. To an extent I've never been before. Well! I figured they hated the nice me. This time, I'm gonna give them a real reason to hate me.

Leftists don't like Trump because they say he posts mean tweets. I admit, there are things Trump has said that I don't like either. But I like him enough to look beyond those things and still see the good in him. Anyway, back to Kevin Moxon. In my post, I said I love how Trump kept all his promises. Moxon said this...

As far as I know, Trump didn't say he did. Or maybe he did say them, and I just forgot he said them. But that's not how I operate. I observe for myself. Leftists don't understand how that is done.

However, I was trying to keep this friendly. I didn't want to say anything to make him feel like he was being attacked in any way. This was my response...

Yes, I know he kept most of his promises. I also remember a lot of times, the democrats would not let Trump keep other promises. For example, Hurricane Maria. When that storm hit Puerto Rico, Trump pledged to send food and fresh water to them. But the donations he sent never showed up. Months later, the donations were found in a storage unit used by the democrats. All the food and water Trump sent to PR was in there!! Yet all that time, the leftist media said Trump was "racist" for not sending PR the supplies they needed when that storm was finished. The democrats hated Trump so much, they were willing to let the people of Puerto Rico starve and go thirsty just so they could give the delusion that Trump sent nothing because "he's racist". This was Kevin's response...

Yes I would say there is a difference. But I also stated some promises he couldn't keep because the democrats and RINOs blocked them. As for "never take vacations" that's a statement taken out of context. He promised to never take vacations when our country was in need. Unlike Obama. That just shows how the leftist media cuts and pastes clips from Trump's speech to make him look and sound worse than he really was. It works very well with the leftists who are watching. But it's not enough to fool the conservatives.

This was my response...

To which he responded...

Kevin here seems to have some kind of problem with people who do not use a public golf course. I guess he prefers Obama taking vacations on the taxpayers money, than Trump, who used his own money and played on his own golf course.

This went on for a few days. I tried very hard to respond and treat Kevin Moxon with as much respect as I could muster. This was his answer...

Well Mr. Moxon, that there is a lie. This is what CBS had to say, several other leftist outlets have said the same thing...

Obama would eventually play 333 rounds of golf as president, but only 26 by the end of his first year in office, according to Knoller's count.

This is what I found about Trump playing golf opposed to Obama...

So, I don't exactly know where Mr. Moxon got that "130 times" count.

This is how I responded...

So I admit he is correct about golf. Personally though I couldn't care less. But he made a big howdy-doo about it. And I did remember both Obama and Trump playing golf. But if that's how they wanted to unwind, it didn't matter to me. I just didn't know why the leftists are always griping about little things like that. This is how Kevin responded...

As I have said before, Trump didn't need to use taxpayer money, he has his own. Notice in his comment, he says "they estimate his trips cost $340M." Well, who are "they"? And an estimate is not factual. More likely it's that the leftist media hopes Trump spent that much of taxpayer money. But that's just an estimate. They have nothing to measure that snippet of info against. Trump never revealed what he spent or even if he spent anything at all, at his own golf courses. That's simply a guess the leftist media is making. There's a difference there.

And Obama? He may not have played golf as much as Trump, but when he entered the presidency, he had no money to begin with! He was a failed lawyer! That's why his first month in office he only played golf 26 times. And he probably got that money he used from his investors for his campaign.

As dishonest as Obama is, I wouldn't put it past him!

This was my response...

This was how he responded...

LOL!!! I'm not completely set in my ways. If the leftists can tell me something about Trump that proves he is genuinely bad, I'm ready to listen. The problem is, I happen to know where leftists get their sources from, and I know leftists lie all the time. So, I am extremely cautious about any "proof" the leftists provide. I read them open-mindedly, but at the same time, I have other sources that shows clips uncut and unedited. I never even believed leftist media cuts and edits news clips of Trump's until I saw a clip from Tucker Carlson on the Ocean Shores group I was once in. Tucker mentioned something about Putin, and how he wasn't so bad. Well, I'd just recently seen that same clip on his show, and the leftist version was all cut off in certain places, and edited to make it look like Tucker was saying a completely different story.

This was my response...

Well, I didn't know what else could possibly be up Kevin's butt. It has to be jealousy. Usually when people let little things about someone else annoy them, it's because of either jealousy or pure love. This was his response...

I don't want him to have a problem with them, it's just what shows in his posts. I'm trying to make sense of leftist ideas. Why is something OK when Obama or Clinton does something, and rotten when Trump does the same thing? I just don't get it. That's why I make a bad leftist. People have been treating me the same way all my life. When someone else does something, it's wonderful to all their friends. But when I try to do the same thing, I'm perceived as weird or a horrible person.

Must be an example of pretty privilege.

Anyways, this was my response...

Yes, I remember Obama was nominated for the Nobel peace prize award and got it. No one knows why. He did nothing. Trump traveled the world and even tried to make being gay in the middle east legal. I'd say that is deserving of the Nobel Peace Prize. No other president spoke to the middle east like Trump did. And he also met with Putin and the leader of N. Korea. He was making peace. This was Kevin's response anyway...

He doesn't care if I believe him. Riiiiiiiiiight! That's why he's spending days on Quora trying to convince me of how bad he thinks Trump is. I just had to respond to him, just to have some fun...

Just like all leftists, he wishes something bad happened at the capitol on Jan. 6. Every time the democrats in congress discuss J6, they try to make it sound worse than the BLM insurrection. One person died the next day after the J6 protest, but not because of the protest. But 30-something people were killed by BLM during the riots. The democrats don't want to acknowledge that. This was Kevin's retort...

This was my response to him...

This was the answer Kevin gave me...

I tried to find Ashley Babbitt on Google. Then I remembered someone named Brandon Farley mentioned her in a podcast he had back in 2021. I remember the girl he mentioned was named Ashley. I couldn't be sure if it was the same person. This was my response...

That should say Jan. 6 protest! Not 8! UGH!!! Well anyway, he only found one person. And she did not die in the protest. But that is nothing compared to the 30+ people who were killed by BLM. Not to mention one, sweet, innocent puppy! Killing of a puppy is a serious offense in TimmyHutchFanville!!! It's unforgivable! Well by now, I felt Kevin had enough of me. So he slipped away. I had no hard feelings towards him. In fact, I almost felt sorry that he could not convert me back to leftism. I bid him adieu and sent cheers. Well about a week or two later, I hear from Kevin again. He got bored one night and decided to look in to Brandon Farley. This was what he wrote...

Well, all I remember was he mentioned something about someone named Ashley on one of his podcasts. I asked him who she was and he said "a very wonderful person". I just could not tell you exactly which video he talked about her in. It was in 2021 when I saw the video, and his podcasts can get very long. Keep in mind, I hadn't thought of this conversation since early November. In the meantime, I had many other shits going on around here. Personal family problems I won't mention here. I never expected to hear from Kevin again. Then I get this notice. So anyway, I was like the long-suffering teacher with the one problem child in my classroom who wouldn't shut up. I wrote to him...

Unfortunately, Farley deletes a lot of his videos all the time. I didn't look for it, so I had no idea this one had been deleted. This was a summary of what Kevin found...

Again, he's taking things I said out of context. I said 3-5 hour podcasts from 2 years ago. And to put some clarification, I went to Brandon's channel today, and this is what I found...

Looks like there's 4 videos there that are 5 hours long. And 2 that are 4 hours long. So, this time Kevin was lying. As for his J6 podcast, I guess he took that down. I said "Fuck it! Let Kevin think what he wants to." I only responded to his last sentence. Just to have a bit of fun. As far as I'm concerned, the conversation is OVER! As it should have been over back when it first ended in November. This proves how obsessive the leftists get! UGH!

All I want to say to him now is good-bye Kevin! Call me when you get over your Trump Derangement Syndrome! Then we'll have another nice chit-chat.

Sunday, December 10, 2023

Socialist In A Capitalist World

 This morning I saw a video about a business that opened up in Canada, and the owner is a strict socialist who hates white people. How ironic that he himself is a white man, who lives in Canada. Any white people who go into his business most likely gets treated like shit. The socialist coffee shop is called "The Anarchist", and it was opened in Toronto. Apparently, the owner just wanted a business that he could control like a communist. He said things like white people, conservatives, christians and the police were not welcome in his shop. The problem with that is, about 99% of the population in Canada is white. I know there are some colored people there, but they are actually few and far between. And who knows if they even like coffee and baked goods or not.

Well, I watched the whole video just to find out if that place is even still in business, because I did not believe a person could run a business like a commie in a capitalist world. I wondered if he even gave away his coffee and donuts and stuff. Sure enough, I heard he did give things away at his store. He didn't mind if a person paid or not for their orders. Well, if you're looking to run a business like that, it won't last long I'm afraid. Sure enough it went out of business. Well, it was supposed to. The owner contested that, saying thanks to a surge of support, they are staying open. If you look on Google, it'll say the shop is still open. OK, I'd like to go there. Since conservatives are not allowed, I would love to drop in on him. I'd order a hot cocoa. But knowing the kind of person the store owner is, I would not drink the cocoa. I'd just spill it in places he'd never suspect. I'd also be in there talking about how wonderful Trump is. I know I'd be kicked out very angrily by him, which would be funny. I'd do it all just for the laughs, and not pay for the items he brought me, not even a tip.

I also found some info on the wuss who opened up this business, and he looks very similar to what a radical leftist would look like...

His name is Gabriel Sims-Fewer, and with that tall, egg-shaped head of his, you'd think he'd be a smarter business man. But I think his body needed his brain to feed the rest of him with. Soy just doesn't give you enough nutrients to live on. Therefore, these people are never very bright. But it would give me a lot of pleasure to break in to his business and watch him fall apart on me because I like Trump, and I hate Trudeau, and I hate communism. I'd love to see how long it'd take him to kick me out of there. Heck, just seeing how long it'd take him to fall apart would be fun. Leftists are so easily triggered, I wouldn't even have to do or say much. Just me mentioning the name Donald Trump in his establishment would be enough to set him off.

And leftists are always saying it's the conservatives that get easily triggered. I remember there was a queer on YouTube who once attacked me, and because I did not want to yell back at him and call him names, he thought he'd triggered me. What leftists don't seem to realize is that conservatives are not like them. We don't give a shit what they want or what they like, and if this dude wants to open a business and lose all his money because he doesn't want to give in to capitalism, well, that's his business. Doesn't bother me! He wants to say "fuck the police", that's his problem. Not mine. I love the police, I have nothing but respect for them. He wants to say "fuck Canada" that's his thing. I love the USA. I'm glad I live here. I'll never leave it unless it actually does become a communist country here. I'll take my dogs and my sis and move to Poland. I do hope Poland will accept me, even though I am only half white. But I do speak only english. So it's not like I'll be bringing a strange new language to their borders.

Last week, on Quora, someone asked me shouldn't the leftists just stop trying to get Donald Trump arrested. I asked why should they? It's so much fun to see what the leftists will try and get him with next. They're always doing this shit. When one thing fails, they look hard for something else to get him in trouble with, only for Trump to be found innocent. It's fun watching them, and always gives me a good belly-laugh. They ain't NEVER going to arrest Trump. But as long as they keep trying, I can keep laughing. With that in the horizon, I'll never feel depressed again.

Tuesday, December 5, 2023

Michelle Obama Jealous?

I saw a couple of videos yesterday that Michelle Obama is having some kind of a meltdown because people on TikTok have been saying she is jealous of Melania Trump. Apparently, Melania wore a gray coat to a funeral, and that sent the leftists over the edge. Including Michelle Obama. So, some TikTokers responded by saying Michelle Obama is simply jealous of Melania Trump. Well, putting my own feelings in to this subject, all kidding aside, Michelle probably is jealous of Melania. First of all, to complain about the color of a person's coat at a funeral, that's just plumb ridiculous!!! Maybe that was Melania's favorite coat. Maybe it's her warmest coat. There could be many reasons she wore that specific coat. Who cares?! That's as silly as the time someone complained about the color of Melania's dress! Or complaining about what position Donald Trump's thumb was in when he was carrying his Bible! The leftists are just so desperate to find any links between the Trump family and people like Adolph Hitler, that they will stoop to any dumb thing they can find. Including how Trump held a book!! So, it doesn't surprise me when I hear Michelle Obama griped about the color of Melania's coat at a funeral!

I'm getting to a point where I'm beginning to believe black leftists may just be jealous of white people. I don't know. Melania has class. Michelle doesn't. Melania's an immigrant who speaks 5 languages. Michelle cannot say the same about herself. Melania worked for many charities. I don't believe Michelle worked for any, unless it was a phony organization like BLM. Michelle entered office with a bad chip on her shoulder about this country. Melania did not. Like Donald, Melania loves this country. Michelle went to Harvard Law School. Melania did not. But then, I heard Michelle went on a diversity-type entry. The only reason she was accepted to Harvard at all was because she's black. But I heard from some former classmates of her's that she did not do too well at all in school. At graduation, she was just handed a diploma whether she earned it or not, just because of her skin color. To be able to get into a university with no credentials other than you're a black woman, is NOT very impressive at all. I would not want her as my lawyer! I'd much sooner hire one of those inbred morons from the Westboro Baptist Church as my lawyer. And I don't even like them a little bit.

Another thing Melania has that Michelle doesn't. Melania has classic beauty. Michelle looks like a man dressed as a woman.

It wasn't hard finding a picture of Melania where she looks good.

This was actually the prettiest picture of Michelle Obama I could find!

Even when she smiles, Michelle always looks angry. Maybe it's because her eyes are too close together. Maybe her eyebrows arch in such a way it makes her look perpetually angry. Or maybe it's her bad attitude showing up on her face. But no matter what, Michelle will never be as pretty as Melania is. If that makes her feel uncomfortable, then too bad. Your looks might improve if you stop being so negative.

All the years Obama was president, Michelle was fawned over and her looks and accomplishments were over-exaggerated. Yet, she was the most unlikeable first lady we've ever had. The only reason she was elevated to the point she was was because she was a black woman and married to Obama. If she hadn't been married to Obama, nobody would ever have given her a second glance. Even after Obama begrudgingly left office, the media was still elevating Michelle as "the first lady". They were saying she was "the most beautiful first lady we ever had", highly debatable. She'd also been lifted to the rank of "woman of the year". And she did NOTHING to deserve that!!! Neither one of those titles she deserved. All the time, Melania was put on the back burner, only to be griped and bellyached about by the left. Accused of stupid things like the wrong dress color. She should have gotten the award for being the most beautiful first lady this country has ever known. But instead they give it to a cockroach like Michelle Obama. The media only did that because Melania was married to Donald Trump. Think about it. Imagine the arrangement made the other way around. Suppose Melania was married to Obama. Then, the media would have acknowledged her as the most beautiful first lady. And suppose Michelle had been married to Trump. The media would have said "Trump is so ugly, he can't get a gorgeous model like Melania Obama to fall in love with him!" But because Melania is married to Trump, no one in the media ever acknowledged her at all. They did everything they could to not even mention Melania and how classy she is, how gorgeous, nor how nicely she was always dressed. It was sickening!

Could that be leftist jealousy? Perhaps it is. There's a lot for Obama to be jealous of. I can't think of anything nice to say about Michelle Obama. Once I heard she did not want to live in the White House because it was "built by slaves", I realized who was the big problem in this country, who brought back the concept of racism, and I hate her for it. It was the Obamas, not Trump, who divided this country. They are still doing that today. Look at reporters like Don Lemon, Joy Reid, Joy Behar and Whoopie Goldberg. Look how they always talk about race and racism. You think this is by accident? No! They are trying to destroy this country. It makes me angry. All they are doing is bringing back racism. And making it much worse. I wish it would stop. We already stopped the evils we committed in the past. That's where it should stay. But the media blows shit up all out of proportion. I still hear black people say they're being hunted by the police, when I know they're not. I will admit there are bad cops out there, I've come across a couple in my life.  But they are really few and far between. The whole time I lived in WA state, I've only come across two cops who were truly bad apples. And I lived in WA for over 30 years. One was in Aberdeen and the other was in Lakewood.

But I always try to cooperate with the cops as much as I can. I never act threatening to them. I don't mouth off at them. I try to be very respectful. And I always do what they tell me to. The one cop in Aberdeen that was mean as a lion, even the cops in Ocean Shores did not approve of the way he treated me when he stopped me. They told me "Believe me, we're not all like that!" The cop in Lakewood, was not mean as a lion. More like mean as a viper! In fact, his entire demeanor was like that of a venomous snake. But I still respected them. Black leftists would have nothing at all to worry about if they would just learn to do the same thing.

Wednesday, November 29, 2023

It Really Makes You Think

 I was watching a video last night where I got a reminder of a history lesson. I always hated history in school, and didn't pay much attention to it. But looking back to those days, I should have! I heard in the video how the founding fathers of this country, when they signed the Declaration of Independence, were basically signing their death warrant. The British did not want the founding fathers to be free from British rule. So, they said they'd kill them and their families if they signed that document. But the forefathers did not care. They said they'd rather lose their children, their wives, and their own lives than future generations not have freedom and liberty. Those were some good men! And we really owe them BIG!!! They sacrificed everything, including their own children, so the people of today can have freedom. I felt so bad hearing that.

Remember back in 2020, how BLM insisted we get rid of the statues of these brave men? So they tore them down. Totally disrespecting the men who gave their lives for their freedom! And what did BLM do? Are they willing to sacrifice their own families for future generations of this country? I highly doubt it since they took all those donations and used it to buy luxury mansions for themselves and their families. The real heroes during those BLM riots were those BLM now refers to as "white supremacists". Like Kyle Rittenhouse. And that other guy who was literally gunned down in cold blood in Portland. Right now, I sadly cannot recall his name.

Well, the one thing those men did not do was bend the knee to Britain. Thank GOD for that. Because if they had, we would not be here enjoying the freedoms that we have. They may have lost their wives, their children were killed, but they did not bend the knee. They didn't care about themselves. Sure, I'm sure some of them felt sad that their wives and children were dead, but they did it for the future of this country. Just so we could have the freedom we now have. They had no incentive for themselves not to bend the knee. They did it for the future generations. That's what good, strong men uphold.

When you think about it in that perspective, and see the kind of people we have standing around today, you really just want to break down and cry. Now, we have people who whine and bellyache just because they get "misgendered". We have young people who support Palestine, a country that hates our guts! For the sole reason that they just hate our guts. We have kids today who call socialism good and capitalism bad. We have total narcissists who grumble about other people disagreeing with them. We have teachers in schools who need affirmation from kids to feel good about themselves. It used to be the other way around. Kids turned to teachers to make them feel better about themselves. I can remember my teacher saving my neck a few times. I thank GOD she wasn't like the teachers of today who pitch a fit if a child doesn't call them by their "preferred pronouns". I just want to slap some sense into those people, and say to them "You don't know what a real tragedy is! People are dying of cancer, THAT is real tragedy. Our forefathers lost family members in the pursuit of our freedom today. THAT is real tragedy!" A person calling a biological man "sir" when he wants people to play along and pretend he's a woman, is NOT a real tragedy.

Speaking of which, has anyone seen the videos of the tranny who goes places to get served and give the workers grief because they call him "sir"?!?! That dude needs to be tarred and feathered! Of course I don't think any self-respecting feather would go near him. I feel sorry for his dog, and it's a cute little dog too! One of the cutest I've ever seen!!!

I don't know the dude's name but he seems to go to restaurants for the sole purpose of making trouble. He doesn't tell anyone he prefers to not be called "sir" until after they do it to him, and then he runs and tells the manager like a little bitch. He also does it while he livestreams his visit. I don't know why, I guess just so he can see other people give him pats on the back for trying to get the staff in trouble. I hope none of them did get in trouble because of him. He tells the manager "It's like a knife in the heart" Well Hell man, I don't think you have a heart to put a knife through! Again, he's just a whiny little bitch, just like all these trannies are. And they wonder why we don't like them. We're all getting tired of this act. Nobody cares about your dumb "preferred pronouns", so give it up! You're gonna mess with the wrong person one day, and then that person will really give you something to cry about!!! You're not going to be thinking much about "preferred pronouns" with a black eye!

Wednesday, November 22, 2023

The Meaning of White Privilege

 I've been saying for years that there is no such thing as "white privilege", and I definitely still don't believe in such a thing. I do, however, believe in black privilege. I know there is a thing called black privilege out there being practiced. We see it all the time. But there isn't a soul on this planet that can ever convince me that there is a thing called "white privilege". And that always drives the leftists CRAZY!!!! But let me tell you why I do not believe in white privilege.

This short video will explain it all. This was taken at Penn State U. Dr. Sam Richards gave a speech there and had some students on stage to interact with him. Well, watch this girl discuss her feelings about white privilege. Keep in mind, she is not the only person I've heard define white privilege in this way. I hear a LOT of people, all of which are white leftists, describe white privilege this way.

Her example is how she doesn't have to think twice about being pulled over by the cops the way colored people have to. In other words, she's saying she doesn't have to fear getting shot and killed when she gets pulled over. She's never been pulled over. Well Dr. Richards said "Well maybe you don't speed." She agreed. But the one thing that gets me is she talks about how she mentions she saw this in the media. Well, the problem with that deduction is white people get killed by the police all the time. But the media chooses not to televise killings of white people by police. Partly because if they reported every shooting of white people by the police, they wouldn't have room to talk about anything else. This year alone, as of November 22, over 1000 people have been killed by police. More than 80% of those were white or hispanic.

The people who talk all day long about white privilege are known followers of MSNBC. Joy Reid is also known to exaggerate, and make every story she reports on something negative regarding black people. Even if the story has absolutely NOTHING to do with black people. She always finds a way to bring up blacks in every story. So, naturally she is going to fudge up the statistics to make it sound like  black people are always getting the worst of everything. Joy Reid is just a miserable piece of shit who thinks the world has to revolve around her. And any time it doesn't she turns it into a racist rant. She'll say "the Earth it's self is racist!"

I don't believe in white privilege. I do believe in black privilege. Know why? Because every commercial always has to have a black person in them. And you notice 90% of each commercial is black people. You may see 1 white person in a commercial, if it's a good company. But the majority of people in all commercials today are colored. You didn't see commercials like that in the early 2010s and beyond. It was only after Obama finished his terms as president that companies colored up commercials. As well as TV shows, movies, advertisements, all for the dumb sake of representation. To get into college, or University, you used to have to always take a SAT exam. My sis did. Well, if you're a black person, you don't have to anymore. A black bank robber can walk into a university and say "I want to come to this college" and they'd let him in. No GPA analysis, no SAT test, not even a background check, he can automatically get in. Whereas colleges and universities are being told now to accept fewer white people.

I remember about a year or so ago, Coca Cola was telling their employees to "be less white". What the Hell does that even mean???!!!! How can someone be "less white"?!?! What does Coca Cola want? For everyone to act like muggers?! I never heard of anyone before that telling anyone to "be less white". That's simply obtuse. Read all about it here Coca-Cola has employees take training on how to 'be less white' to combat racism | Washington Examiner

And that's not all. These days, black people can get away with committing crimes with no punishment. All the rules of living in a civilized society have been altered for black people. Black people are given priority for everything. I saw on the news once back when they were giving the covid vaccines, someone said they would give black people the vaccine first, and white people could only get theirs after everyone else. I'm not sure, but I think that was Kamala Harris who said that. So, where is this white privilege? A lot of companies are laying off their white employees already, so they can prioritize colored workers. I even heard some airlines have been told to stop hiring white pilots. A very dumb idea, and it does not make me want to run to the nearest airport and catch a plane. I'm even nervous buying pets from people across the country or across the seas. I don't want to ride a plane where the only qualification the pilot has is that he's black. Or she's black. I'd rather have a pilot that passed his class on merit, no matter the skin color.

This is why too much affirmative action scares me. The newest thing now the leftists are saying is bad about white people is they do all the mass shootings in this country these days. Well, I heard the worst mass shooting in American history was the Virginia Tech massacre. And that was carried out by a Chinese guy. Over 35 people were killed in that 2007 shooting, including the shooter. And yes, white people do commit mass shootings, I've heard of them. But they are always white people who have underlying mental problems. It's never a sane, healthy white person who shoots up schools. The last shooting I heard of this year, was committed by a trans person, and trans people are definitely not right in the head. The enemy is not color. It's mental illness. But then again, leftists refuse to admit that trans people are suffering from a true mental illness.

Well, in other news, today is Michael's special day. It's been 26 years now that he got his wings. Usually, I would be celebrating Thanksgiving today. But I couldn't. My sis wanted to take us out to dinner for Thanksgiving, and the restaurant's holiday schedule is not in line with my schedule. So, I had to celebrate Michael a different way today.

Friday, November 17, 2023

White People Don't Have Compassion

 I heard this on a video the other day, a black woman was saying how white people totally lack empathy and compassion. Those were her words. All I could say in response to that is "WHAT?!?!" My mom is white and she's full of compassion and empathy. Much more so than me. She's also more of a people-person than me. She is THE social butterfly. I am not. I'm very standoffish. Ma wonders why I didn't turn out more like her. I said I think it was because of the bullies I met along the way. From them, I learned being nice doesn't get you anywhere. The so-called "popular people" were always mean and nasty, and showed no respect for anyone, or compassion. But remember the BLM riots? Remember when I said I saw a video from Portland, where BLM members chased down a white guy and he tripped over a garbage can, and when he fell to the ground another Antifa goon kicked him in the head.

Well, instantly, the black women in the background responded in a way I didn't consider empathic. They laughed and jeered at him. Sure, later on, the guy woke up and the black girls were giving him water and cleaning him up, but they did it while saying things like "That's what happens when you run your mouth. You shouldn't have ran your mouth like that!" and "You don't ever say anything against black lives!" So, they were acting compassionately, while blaming the victim as well. That's not what I call empathy! If they had not laughed and jeered, and just gave the guy water, and shut their own mouths about black lives, I'd have said yes, they were being compassionate. But helping someone and then victim-blaming them is NOT an act of compassion! Especially when the victim has a right to say anything they want to.

I don't know what that poor man said that set off those thugs, but I believe it must have been him reminding those leftists that ALL lives matter. BLM turned out to be a scam charity. They just wanted to get rich quick. What better way than to make white people feel guilty and destroy anyone who gets in their way. Or dispels their beliefs. Well, thank GOD I didn't fall for it. I'm not that fricken stupid!!! They didn't get a cent of my money! And they never will. I don't reward thugs and mugs. If ever a BLM org comes where the people are decent and respectful, and don't go looting or tearing down businesses or peoples' homes, and do better things with the donations they receive, then I'd gladly donate to them. BLM got over $8M in donations in 2020. Not a single penny went to clean up the mess they made, nor to George Floyd's family. They're nothing but vultures.

But now, leftists have gotten so annoying, you would not believe what I came across on YouTube a few days ago. Some drunk chick was pulled over by the police. She must have had the unabridged version of the handbook of leftist excuses because while she was pulled over, she used every one of them. And non-binary and trans people wonder why they cannot get jobs! This is just a clip of the video, and it does not even show half of the lame leftist excuses she used.

Notice how at the end she was crying while saying "You're being a white man!" after she boasts "I'm non-binary" several times. And how she is "indigenous" and has "generational trauma" and PTSD, and on and on and on. UGH!!! Give me a break!!! "Generational trauma" is nothing but black leftist bullshit! I don't feel generational trauma. I don't even believe in that BS! And I am Native american. I didn't experience it myself, so it wasn't meant for me. I had my own traumas in my own life. I don't need to bring up old bones that have been buried for 400 years! Fuck that! And I find people who do that to be very pathetic! And more likely are just doing it for attention and power.

I once met someone who had some legitimate problems and as a last resort, said they would play the race card if necessary. I said "Playing the race card is not even an option for me!" I don't even play the fat card. I handle things based on merit. Not on whether the person attacking me is black or white or brown, or skinnier than I am. Unless I am 100% positive the reason they are treating me badly is because I am fat, or colored, I refuse to borrow that kind of trouble. You can definitely tell because such a thing is going to come up in the conversation, one way or another. Or they'll jeer at some imperfections you may have. Sometimes, you can also see it in the look in their eyes they give you.

That's why the leftists are always fear-mongering. They keep on bringing up how bad native americans were treated, how bad black slaves were treated, and they say it's all the white person's fault. Personally, I don't care. I wasn't there, so it has nothing to do with me. And when you really think about it, like Katrina says, most people are good inside. If you fall through thin ice, or you get stuck on the side of a cliff, not many people are going to just walk away and leave you there. A person like that would have to be pretty damn heartless. I know I could not just walk away from that. But the leftists have it fixed in their heads that white people were bad in the past, and are all still bad today. The funniest thing about that is the people who spread that the most are all white leftists. Maybe they are saying they themselves are bad people. I know leftists in general are bad people. Look what they are doing to Donald Trump.

Speaking of which, I heard DT had his charges from GA dropped. LOL! Its so funny! But you know something? Look at how they treat DT because the leftists think "he's a dictator" but they treat Xi Jinping with the utmost respect. And he is a true dictator! Biden is trying to get in cahoots with him. He wants America to become China. So, Trump is not a dictator. He never dictated anything to anyone during his presidency. But Biden is a dictator, who makes friends with communists. The only reason the leftists hate Trump so much is because he puts America first. I guess the leftists are not used to that. They're used to having a president that is going to put other countries before America. But it does our homeland no good!

I dunno, I ran into a leftist on Quora who told me that all American presidents put America first. I said to him "Then howcome Biden doesn't?" His only response was "this isn't about Biden!" I answered "I don't see why not! The subject of unscrupulous politicians seems empty without bringing up Biden". I asked him how he felt about Biden sending $60B to Ukraine, while the people of Maui only got $700? How did he feel about Biden giving aid to the Ukraine while people in east Palestine were drinking poisoned water? As of today, that guy has not answered me. No leftist can answer me! Because they know if they tell the truth, it would incriminate Biden.

I cannot believe there are still people who still say Biden is the best president we've ever had! But like this one commentator says on YouTube, they are the ultra-stupid ones. The people who cannot be tamed or civilized.

Monday, November 6, 2023

Another Loss

 Well, it's sort of family. I just found out this morning that someone I've known since I was a child just passed away. It was Lucious. He was the brother of my very best childhood friend. I could not believe it happened at first. But I got the message from my mom who got it from his mom, Brenda. She told my mom that he had blood cancer, like leukemia I think. By the time he felt any symptoms of the disease, he was already in the 4th stage, which I don't think anyone gets out of when they contract cancer. My sis sent Brenda condolences from both of us. So did my mom.

Strangely, my mom thought Brenda had blocked her on Facebook. But she thought enough of my ma to write to her about Lucious. Even though ma didn't really care for him after she found out he raped my sis. Lucious had always been evil. I was not as good of friends with him as I was with Tara, his sister. I never did forgive him for what he did to me when I was about 7 years old. We were out playing, and Lucious wanted to mow this man's yard who lived across the field from them. I saw the man had a beautiful calico cat and I said out loud "Hmm, that's a pretty pussy cat!" Lucious suddenly went "Ooooo!" Next thing I know Tara and Lucious were running back to Brenda and Lucious told her, with my mom standing there, "Dee said a naughty word! She said to this old man 'you pussy!'" I was blown away!!! I never said that! But as soon as my mom got the word, she took me behind the stairs and spanked me. She didn't even ask me or Tara if it was true. I also remember seeing Lucious pass by us while me and mom were standing there, and he was looking at us out the corner of his eye, with a big smirk on his face.

Later on, I started to feel unsure myself. I turned to Tara and asked her if she heard me call that man a pussy. She said "No. Lucious just wanted to see you get in trouble!" I figured that too. Like I said, Lucious was evil! But I have to put that behind me now, he's gone. I felt very sad hearing this news. He left behind a wife and 2 children. Both grown up now.

Well, ma said Brenda blocked her on Facebook a few years ago. She believes it may have been because of something Felicia Hollis said. I wouldn't put it past her! Felicia is nuts! I used to think she was a nice, level-headed person. But after she went completely apeshit crazy during those BLM riots, called my mom a racist, and said the Holocaust never happened, I figured she must have gone absolutely insane. I no longer had, nor even wanted to have, anything to do with her at all! I told mom it was just unfair that Brenda stopped talking to her because of Felicia. Brenda has known us longer than she knew Felicia, and Felicia is nutso-coo-coo now. Well, like my mom said, it's their loss. But at least Brenda thought enough of my mom to tell her about Lucious. I just wish Brenda would stand by my mom too, like she used to, instead of listening to one loony shit-wit who does not deserve to be friends with my mom anyway.

Well, I'm thankful Tara is still around. And she's not lonely at all. She has her husband, kids, grandkids, and cousins, and her mom. And don't feel too bad about Lucious. Hopefully he is now in a better place. If I can forgive him without him repenting, surely GOD can. Afterall, we were friends with his family. It's just such a sad thing. He was younger than my sis. And cancer sucks anyway! Cancer has no place in this world! I'm sick of hearing of people I love dying from cancer. I wish it could be completely eradicated now!

Tuesday, October 17, 2023

Snow-White or Shit-Brown?

 So what is it going to be? Disney is making yet another live action movie. This one is their woke remake of Snow White. I like the original 1937 movie Walt Disney himself made. But I don't think I'm going to like the woke Snow White. For one thing, they turned Snow White into a colored person. I think she's hispanic or something. Her name is Rachel Zegler, and she is a spoiled little brat! What gets me is I am sick of the constant race-swapping and the complete change of the story that Disney has been doing lately. I mean they change the storylines to a point they aren't even recognizable anymore. So why change the story and not change the name? What's up with that? Instead of calling the movie "Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs" they should have retitled this movie "Shit Brown and the Seven Weirdos". One of the things the whole story is centered around is Snow White's skin as white as snow, with hair black as ebony. But woke Disney wants to make Snow White's snow-white skin into a shitty brown.

The seven dwarfs are not even dwarfs. They're just a bunch of wackos that woke Disney refers to as "magical creatures". Again, there is no magical creatures in the original Snow White movie. Not even in the original story by the Grimm brothers. The only magic performed in the movie is when the wicked queen turns herself into that old lady. They also took the whole plot of the story completely out. They didn't have Snow White find her Prince Charming. This movie has Snow White seeking power, which is dumb! Its not even remotely like the original story. As a woman, I enjoy the innocence of Snow White looking for her prince. I also love the songs she sang in the original Disney movie. If Snow White is looking for power, she's no longer innocent. She's probably an evil, mean, psychotic woman who will be shown killing men in the woke version.

Well the woke Disney version comes out in 2024. I probably won't be watching it. All these woke stories Disney is putting out is no different than the one before it. They are all about colored women hating men, and seeking power. Boring! I don't care to see that. But next year, the Daily Wire is putting out their own version of Snow White, starring Brett Cooper. I might watch that one. If I can. I think the Daily Wire needs to offer their movies and stuff on DVDs. Knowing the Daily Wire the way I do, I'm sure their version of Snow White will be better than anything woke Disney could ever make.

Most people now, even leftists, are sick of the woke Disney remakes of old movies, and it seems NO ONE likes Rachel Zegler. There is just no point. Most young women want to meet their own Prince Charming. They like seeing young women in movies finding themselves a loving man. No one wants to see a powerful woman seeking power. That's so dull! And the outcome is so predictable. These days, if you'd seen one woke movie, you've seen them all. One movie where a woman gains power is one thing. But woke Disney is overdoing it. It's gotten sickening.

Sunday, October 15, 2023


 I remember how I used to hate Donald Trump. I've even gone so far as to call him "president Dump". Oh boy! I look back on that now and cringe. It's amazing how my mind goes from thinking one thing to thinking another. There's even a post way back where I say CNN is reliable news. I sure don't think that today! That's why, when you read posts I've made in the past, it'd be foolish to think I still think the same way today. Not every past post is that way. I still believe some of the things I've thought in the past. So, not all the posts would be wrong today. But only I know what is in my mind today.

One of the reasons I hated Trump so much was because all the leftist media was saying Trump was going to be the start of WW3. But now, 5 years later, I haven't seen Trump starting any wars. In fact, he's the only president in recent history who did not start any wars. Both Bushs did. Clinton started an internal war on this country. Obama started the same (with BLM and other race wars) and ISIS. Biden has the Russia/Ukraine war and now the Palestine Gaza war going on. But what wars did Trump start? None that I can think of. If anyone can jar my memory with a war that Trump started, let me know in the comments. But as far as I know, Trump did everything in his power to stop war from happening. Even making peace with North Korea.

When he did, all the leftists saw was "Trump is talking to the enemy!" and called him a traitor and all that other bullshit. What I saw was completely different. I saw our president making peace because he didn't want us to get stuck in another world war. And it worked as long as he was in office. I still believe Trump should have got the Nobel Peace Prize. No other president we've ever had, deserves it more than Trump. Not even Obama. Shoot! Especially not Obama!! Giving the Nobel Peace Prize to Obama just turned the whole thing into a bubblegum prize. That was nothing but a joke! They would have gained my respect back again if they had just given Trump the award and told the leftists to shut up!

Well, I have to send kudos to Candace Owens. She told off one of them LGBTQ allies in a manner that no one else has done publicly before. However, I've been saying the same thing for years. Some nutso on a college campus asked Candace what she would tell the LGBTQ kids on campus who felt threatened by her very presence that day. Candace stood up, straight and tall, and responded "Life is tough, get a helmet! I'm too pregnant for this!" That seriously made me laugh out loud! To a point I almost choked to death! That's very similar to what I would have said. Of course I don't think I would have thought of telling them to get a helmet. But that was funny! Seriously! Leave Candace alone! She has 2 kids at home and one on the way! I'm sure she has better things to do than to babysit a bunch of 20 year old children who weep and cry every time someone they don't agree with comes on campus! No one could care less about how a bunch of whiny trannies feel!

Oh, now trans and non-binary people are complaining because they have a hard time getting jobs. That too is funny because they bring that upon themselves. Any employer worth their salt has seen how these people act at work. I even saw one crazy non-binary woman on Tik Tok say when her boss calls for all ladies to return to work, she's just going to ignore him. I saw that and I said "I wouldn't hire you either!" she'd be gone within the hour if she was going to act like that in my business! I've even seen people who have been misgendered by their boss, by co-workers, and even customers sit in a corner and cry, gripe and complain. I won't have that either! People seem to have forgotten a person needs to earn respect. Not everyone is the same in what conditions they will give the other person respect. But for me, you won't earn my respect by sitting in a corner crying just because you were called a "she" instead of a "they". Nor if you are disobedient when you should be doing what you've been told.

UGH! This is why I am not a good trans-ally. These days it's increasingly harder to tell the honest trans people from the fakers. I don't like the fakers.

Anyway, the leftists are always calling Trump a war-monger. But then you ask what wars, or even bombings, happened while Trump was in office, and they cannot even answer that. That's because they can't think of anything. They'll either tell you to google it or they'll say "Just listen to his speeches". I heard many of his speeches. Not one talked about starting war with another country. One of the people who doesn't like Trump, I used to consider one of my buds. I've even heard that person say the same thing. That same bud, even said Trump is a murderer. I always want to ask them "Who did Trump murder????" I never did understand that argument! Even on January 6, 2021 Trump didn't tell anyone to murder anyone. He said "If you're going to protest, then do so peacefully!" And they did. Nothing underhanded happened at the Capitol building that day. That's the problem with the leftists. I think they really project the shit other leftists do (like Antifa and BLM) and pretend the Trump supporters are doing it when they really aren't.

The leftists laugh at that observation, but let's face it, I've never seen MAGA supporters harass or harm anyone. I once saw a video (by Brandon Farley) where BLM and Antifa were in Portland, chasing an older man, who tripped on a garbage can and fell to the ground, and an Anrifa thug kicked the poor guy in the head and knocked his tooth out. I also heard on that video a bunch of young, black leftist girls laughing at the guy who was on the ground. They were laughing "He got himself knocked the fuck out!" I heard that and said "That's not funny at all!" Apparently, the man said something bad about blm. Probably stating what should be stated; that ALL lives matter. I notice that really sets black liberals off the deep end. Now, say what you want to about us conservatives. But I've never seen a MAGA conservative do anything like that! We're mostly peaceful, friendly, upstanding people. We don't invade cities like a bunch of rat antifa thugs do.

I don't blame Trump for the shit antifa and other leftists do. Because I know he's not the one telling those goons to cause destruction. I wholeheartedly blame the leftists, not to mention their parents, because they brought them up to be little crybaby bitches who get mad when they don't get their way. As for being a war-monger, I think the only one who fits that description now is Biden. The world is laughing at us now, and taking advantage of Biden's weakness and stupidity. This is embarrassing for the USA. I want Trump back! I really do! He's made some good, strong promises for when he gets back in office. I want to see him put those promises into effect. This is what I love about Trump. He keeps his promises. Most of them anyway. As long as the democrats don't interfere.

Wednesday, October 11, 2023

When You Support Psychos

 Did anyone hear of this yet? A week ago, a white man was stabbed by a black man who was very unhinged. The white man was named Ryan Carson. He was 32 years old. The attacker was Brian Dowling, and he's a damn teenager. But he has been convicted before of murder, but he was set free on bail from prison. I think I heard it was his mother who bailed him out. As sad as this death is, I have very little sympathy for Ryan Carson. I haven't shed a single tear for him, and let me tell you why.

Ryan Carson is one of those BLM supporters who was also in support of defunding the police. I have very little sympathy for any BLM supporting person who also wants to defund the police! I don't want the police to think all of us civilians are like that. I don't support BLM or defunding the police. In fact if you ask me, I think the police should be given more funding. I don't give two shits about BLM. None whatsoever! If this happened, and Ryan hadn't gotten hurt too bad, I'd be asking him if it's true he supports BLM and how he feels now about defunding the police. Legitimate question. Because this is the kind of shit that happens when you defund the police. The only reason BLM wants to take down the police department is because they wanted to be able to keep committing more crimes. I knew that from the beginning when George Floyd died. If there's one thing today's black liberals love doing is committing crimes. They favor committing crimes just as an artist may prefer to work in ink, painting or sculpting.

Notice I am only talking about black liberals. Because you never see black conservatives doing any rioting or looting. I don't like criminals. That's why I'd much rather be standing next to a black conservative than a black liberal. Know how I can tell the difference? Because black liberals never smile or say hello. Either they are thinking about robbing stores and looting, or they are thinking any white person standing next to them has "white privilege". Leftists really hate it when they think someone has any sort of privileges they think they don't have. The truth is, ANYONE can have privilege. If I was out robbing and rioting violently like Antifa does, I'd expect nothing more than to get arrested. If I ever snapped and did what Antifa does, I'd hope the police would arrest me and put me away. Because I wouldn't be in my right mind!

However, I've never seen black conservatives doing what Antifa does. They are usually against the things Antifa does. Only black liberals who go overboard with white privilege and defunding the police approve of what Antifa does. That's why I don't like black liberals. Call me "racist" all you want to. I do not like black liberals. And I will always be cautious of them. If they want us to stop stereotyping them, then do yourselves a favor and stop acting like spoiled little brats. Take away that ammo we have to use as stereotypes against you. So far, all black liberals have done is prove the stereotypes are correct. Like I've always stated, stereotypes are there for a reason. And as humans, we learned to avoid danger by going by those stereotypes. The animals that didn't remember those stereotypes are the ones that die off.

Anyway, back to Ryan Carson. He was at a bus stop with his girlfriend when Dowling passed them. Carson and his girlfriend were quietly sitting at the bus stop and Dowling was a few yards from them, knocking down scooters. He turns to the couple and says "whatchya lookin' at?!" Apparently, looking at a black person is a major sin. They seem to always ask others what they're looking at when they look at them. Which actually makes me think of a funny incident that happened when I was taking a computer class. I'll talk about that later.

Carson approached the assailant and tried to get him to calm down. The assailant pulled out a knife and the victim stood between the assailant and his girlfriend. Apparently so she wouldn't get hurt. The thug stuck the knife into Ryan's chest and ran away. Ryan collapsed to the ground and died shortly after, leaving the girlfriend weeping over him. After that, the thug's girlfriend came up and said she was sorry and ran off. Who knows if she was really sorry. For all I know, since she's with the thug, she may have caught up to him, laughing about him killing a white guy. I wouldn't put it past her. That's what black liberals do. They have no sympathy for white victims. Remember the lady who tried to rent a bicycle and was attacked by black men trying to take the bicycle from her. Black liberals all over the media were bellyaching about "white tears". Just like they always do!

Now I even hear that the victim's girlfriend is asking people to feel bad for the criminal, probably because she thinks the thug was "a victim of the system". Again, that's what all leftists believe. Well, I don't feel bad for the thug. At least not in the way she would want me to. I feel bad for the society that let him out of prison. Because even after numerous incidents that have happened like this since George Floyd was put to sleep, the leftists still haven't learned their lesson. Not everyone can be tamed! It doesn't matter what skin color they are, some people just do not belong in civilization! I don't know how many more people are going to have to die in this manner before they get the message! But that is the saddest thing about this whole situation.

I would even argue that I don't belong in civilization, as I hate people with a passion. But there is only one thing wrong with that; I've never killed anyone. I have that little voice inside me that tells me killing people is wrong. I never even had the desire to kill anyone. That just isn't who I am. I just keep to myself and see all people as something to be avoided until they prove otherwise.

Sunday, October 8, 2023

My Reward

This is late in coming, but I just had to write this here! I went to the bird expo in Medford last weekend. I said I was going. I got a little laryngitis, and I said even that was not going to keep me from going! I was as determined to go to that bird expo as this cold was in stopping me from going. I looked up to the Heavens and said "Bring it on, bitch!" to mother Nature. I also flipped her the bird. I said NOTHING is stopping me from going to that bird expo. Well, my patience and determination was rewarded. I found most everything I wanted. I found every natural color of gouldian finches and bought a male and female of each. I also got some zebra finches. I'm not a huge fan of them, but I love their cute little calls. So I said if I found some that looked decent I'll get them.

I also found a man selling scarlet-chested parakeets. Now, I have ALWAYS wanted those! Ever since I had my last set of birds in 1992. I found them at a pet store and they were so beautiful, they took my breath away! Their colors seemed to glow in the light.

That's exactly what my male looks like. The female is not as colorful. Those were the first birds I got when I entered the building. I also found someone practically giving away Pacific green parrotlets. I always wanted a parrotlet. Its a female and I don't have a name for her yet. I thought about calling her Camille. That was just the first name that came to my mind when I saw her. I have to work with her a little more, she is not tame. I guess that was why this guy was selling her so cheap. Oh well. I love her anyway. She's so adorable!! She did bite me when I was trying to get her out of the carrier. She bites hard too! But I just chalk it up to an occupational hazard. LMAO! Amazingly, the scarlet chested parakeets don't bite. But they are not tame either.

I wanted to try and get a female diamond dove. Lots of people did have diamond doves there, but none of them were the natural colors I like. They were all blues with white tails and I'm not into mutated colors in birds. I'm very picky about that kind of thing. I only like natural colors. So, I wasn't able to get a female diamond dove. My poor male is so lonely. All he has now is the female ground dove. I lost the male ground dove when I went to Medford. Don't know why, it just happened. I came home and he was deceased on the bottom of the cage. I managed to save him from the kittens, but he got taken by something else. He may have been sick and I didn't know about it. I'll just have to wait until this livestock place has some available again.

I also managed to find some blue-faced parrot finches. I could not find the Forbes parrot finches, but then again those are quite rare. I didn't expect to have any luck finding some. The blue-faced parrot finches I got have a little bit of white on top of the head. I don't normally go for that, but it's only a little bit of white. On the female, it hardly shows much. But they are a proven couple. That means they have had babies before together. Well, at least I got them back. Now, if only I can find the Forbes finches again. My usual supplier has them. Or he DID have some. I don't know if he does anymore. They are no longer listed on his ordering page. I may be waiting for them for a long time! They are still listed on his website. Just not available now.

Well, I have plans for the next year. My sis is moving back to Bozeman, and I'm going to have to go with her. This time, I have no choice. My sis has the car, and I am going blind. A little bit at a time. But I need her to drive me places now. I'm gonna miss the ocean. But I told my sis if we can get property close to a river or stream, I'll be just as happy. And I don't have to move into the loony house again! I heard ol' Andy got himself in trouble. Now, he's getting violent. He's begun physically abusing people. Not at all a surprise. He did smack Karen B. with a newspaper once. For an occasion like that, I'd better buy a gun. There is no way I can beat Andy in a physical altercation, and with my bad leg, I cannot run away anymore. So, I need a gun. I really do not want to shoot anyone. Not even Andy, as much as I loathe him. With all my heart and soul. But I don't want to kill him. I just want him to stay away from me and leave me alone. Same with Karen. In fact, I don't want anything to do with any of those loonies. My sis and I are hoping to get a home and stay there. Far away from the loony house! Anna can keep her friends, but I don't want to mingle with the loonies anymore.

Wednesday, September 6, 2023

My Future Christmas Trip

 I cannot wait! On Oct. 1, there is going to be an exotic bird expo held near Medford. I cannot wait to go! I really should not be talking about this, because I don't want to jinx it. But I just cannot wait to go. I'm so excited. I have some bad news to the people who read this blog when we got Dahlia and Petunia. We had to let the kittens go. I've felt terrible about it. But I had to. I put up with them knocking things down, and still loved them. I put up with them scratching holes in my curtains, and still loved them. But there is just one thing I won't let go on, and that is my birds. We left the kittens in the living room to eat. BIG mistake. While my sis and I were in our rooms, the cats had gotten to one of my doves. When I saw him, he wasn't able to fly. I did notice Petunia was under their cage. But they both had PLENTY of food in their dish. I thought they'd concentrate more on that than on my birds. They had been squirted enough times that they should have known by then, to stop harassing my birds. But Petunia was under their cage, and my little ground dove was not flying. Yet still responsive.

I reached inside the cage to get the dove out so I could investigate him. I saw the tale-tale rip under his left wing that told me the cats had gotten to him. He was torn, but it was small and fixable. I had to isolate him though. But I turned to my sis and said, "That's it! I want them cats OUT of my house!!!!" I turned my head before, too many times. This time, it was lucky for that dove that we got out there in time, or Petunia would have had that poor bird all consumed. The same way they consumed my parrot finches and my tricolored nun. I told my sis to get those cats out of my house! NO MORE CATS!!!! I told my sis we'll stick with puppies from now on. So my sis took the kittens to a shelter in Salem. I know they will find them a good home. Petunia is so sweet and mellow, she's sure to attract someone.

I hated it after I sent the cats to the shelter, and I did try and try hard to accept their little flaws. But when it comes to my birds, I just have to draw the line. This was the first, and will be the last, time I send any pet to a shelter. I hate doing that! But I had to do it for the sake of my birds. The very next day I cried though. Because I missed Dahlia and Petunia. And I'd never given a pet to a shelter before. Although my parents did it plenty of times when I was growing up. I'm just not used to it. I was going to send the kittens back to the lady who gave them to us. But we knocked on her door and she didn't answer. She NEVER answers. But that would have been so much easier on my emotions. It's hard letting them go to a cold, callous shelter. But I had no choice. Anyway, I did manage to get my dove back to flying condition again.

This is why I want to go to this bird expo. I want to see if I can replace the birds those cats took away from me. I also want to get some gouldian finches. I have always wanted to have gouldians in my collection again. But good ones are now hard to find. I like my gouldian finches to look like this:

But now, too many people are breeding gouldians that look like this:

I don't like that. Nobody can paint like mother nature. I want gouldians that look like gouldians. Not like canaries! Or those that have some of their natural colors missing. Same with parrot finches. They're supposed to be beautiful beyond all reason!!! Like these:

But like the gouldians, too many people nowadays are breeding the colors out of them. Like this:

This is the reason I don't go to pet stores to get birds. Unless I see some that I absolutely must have! But most often than not, all they'll have are those ugly mutations. I prefer the all-natural colors. So, I hope I won't be disappointed by this bird expo. But I am going with an open mind. I cannot wait to see what is there!

It's going to be early, but my sis gave me some money to start saving for this bird expo. This expo is my Christmas present from her. I'm also saving some of my own money. I'm really going to scrimp and save and when this expo comes, I'm there! And I'm gonna come back hopefully with a shitload of birds!!!