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Tuesday, May 24, 2016

"You're Bitter"

Oh man! I get this all the time. Especially from catfags. People think just because you don't like something that you are "bitter" about that thing. Well, I guess in a way I am bitter about cats because they cause the extinction of many small mammals and birds all over the world. I am bitter about cats because they mess up peoples' brains and cause autism and schizophrenia in children. These are things that are causing a rise in things like school shootings, road rage and bullying. That is the only reason I would be bitter about cats. But mostly, just because some people don't like something does not really mean they are "bitter" about that thing. Unless that is to say that the people who do not like me only do not like me because they are bitter too. You think that could be the case? I mean, I know I am cuter than they are. LOL! So, maybe they are bitter about me. hehehe!

LOL!! OK that was my fun for this post. But there are lots of reasons someone may not like something. I don't like people. Doesn't mean I am bitter about them. Just means I do not like people. I've had too many bad experiences with people. I just prefer to stay away from them at all costs. If someone seems friendly, I may approach them and give them a chance, at a safe distance. But they are not my friends until I feel I can truly trust them. Though there have been times I've let my guard down. Usually, if I am in a new area and trying to make friends I'll let my guard down. I shouldn't, but I do. Fact of life! But once I do trust someone completely, I will be the most loyal friend that person will ever have. Or at least among the top 5. There are exceptions. Like if someone hurts someone in my family, then that person is dead to me. They no longer exist in my mind. Like when Kim H. in Bozeman talked shit about me and my sis behind our backs, and then lied to our faces about it. It bothered my sis, and I decided Kim was not the kind of person I wanted to have as a friend. I wouldn't have minded so much that she said that stuff, if she had come clean and admitted to it. But she lied about it to our faces, and I don't like that.

You think that's being bitter? Maybe it is. I was bitter because Kim did not have the guts to come out and tell me the truth. But instead blamed her rude behavior on someone else. If that's being bitter, then I don't care. I say, So be it! If I were caught being rude to someone, and they asked me if it was true, I would confess. And if I feel I was wrong, I would definitely have said "Sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you." That's just how I am. I would never put off my own rude behavior on someone else when I know I did wrong. Or maybe I wouldn't say sorry. LOL! Remember Roger, Dee! Don't let that happen again. But in the case of someone I truly liked, I would definitely confess and apologize if need be. Especially if I discovered the person I was targeting was truly hurt by what I said. And my sis was hurt. I was hurt too, by Kim's dishonesty. I thought she was a better person than that.

Anyways, that's one of those cases I was in a new place, trying to make friends, and I let my guard down. It happens all too often. Especially when we move to a new place. Speaking of which, I've been thinking of just staying here. Though Coos Bay sounds very flowery and attractive, the rental market is just too fierce. Besides, I cannot find anything in the price range I'm allowed that will let me have a pet. Not even a bird. So, the only thing I can think of to do is wait here, possibly stay here, until I am ready to buy a house of my own. That should only take a couple of years. (Insert "OH GOD" comment here with loud sobbing). But I think I am the kind of person who would be better off owning my own home. I love pets, and most apartment owners do not like pets. I also still want to run my pet shop. I've been on pins and needles ever since I began reliving that dream in my mind again. Maybe it'll become a reality one day.

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