Dogs I Have Considered And Why

OK, Back to the old me. LOL! You didn't think I could really stay down for long did you? Oh naw! Never going to happen. My pa would want me to move on. He wouldn't want me to linger on this thing. So, I won't. Getting ready for the 22nd anyways. Got a big picture-posting day planned for that day, and I won't have it spoiled. Besides, as Katrina pointed out, my real friends are still there! 💝 Thanks guys and gals! Anyways, you all know one of the things I want to work on while I am taking a hiatus from Facebook is getting myself a dog. I need a dog before I can get back on Facebook. IF I do ever get back on Facebook. A lot of my friends do not want me to really leave. I do still have a lot of supportive friends there! I'm grateful for them too. So, I might go back. But not before I get a dog! The dog is going to be perhaps the most important tool in my rehabilitation. They are the one thing that makes me feel comfortable. Animals have always had that effect on me. I don't think I'm going to go with a chihuahua or a papillon this time. I want to go ALL different. I've done some research and come up with some great breed-matches for me. Not that I wouldn't love another chihuahua or a papillon, they've been awesome dogs! But I just want something different this time, but still well-suited for me. Here's some breeds I've been looking at. In no particular order...

1. Japanese Chin
They're so cute as puppies and so upbeat and beautiful dogs as adults! I've just got to have one. This is also Katrina's favorite breed. I used to visit her place and she's always had chins jumping all over me whenever I visited. I fell in love with them all over again. I used to like them when I was a kid, and I think I'd love to try having one.

2. Pomeranian
Actually, I am not a stranger to pomeranians. I raised them for a while back in 2000, and had a couple of litters. I call them the "clowns of the dog world" or, shortened it to "clown dogs", because no matter what, pomeranians always seem to make me laugh for some reason. For one thing, they are always cheerful. They seem to always smile, and their tails are always going. And I never have seen a more random dog breed in my life!! Not even chihuahuas are quite as much fun to have around.

3. Powderpuff Chinese Crested
Truly a beautiful dog, though I would have to have a powderpuff version. We had one back in 2000, but he came with quite a bit of behavioral problems. He had a severe case of separation anxiety. He would howl while we were gone so loud the neighbors would think he was being tortured! Even though he wasn't. So, we had to send him to live with someone else. But if I can get one that does not come with serious behavioral problems, I'd love to try having another one of these. It'd have to probably be from a reputable breeder. Can't get one any other way.

4. Italian Greyhound
I find these pint-sized versions of the greyhound fascinating! This is another breed that Katrina used to have. In fact, I think she still has one. They have all the qualities of the greyhound, only in a tinier package. They are so little and so cute! I remember it was fun playing with Katrina's dogs, we'd go out into her back yard and play fetch with these guys. They are active, but I like that. They'd make wonderful walking buddies, especially on those long walks I like to take. It'd keep them active and in perfect shape.

5. Cavalier King Charles Spaniel
I've never had one before, but I fell in love with them when I wrote about them on this blog before. I would love to try having one. They seem like the perfect little companion dogs. Well, I've always loved the spaniel family of dogs, they are always so mellow and sweet. These little guys are just perfect for a single person like me. I want one like this one in the picture, either a solid black and tan or the white with black and tan spots. A dog like this would definitely have to be acquired from a reputable breeder, as they have been overbred now and are plagued with health problems.

6. Tibetan Spaniel
Again, I always seem to turn most toward the spaniel family. I always had papillons and chihuahuas. This one is partly a toy breed and partly a utility breed. Either way, they are awesome guard dogs! I used to see one walking on the docs back in Astoria, a woman had one of these and it was so doggone CUTE!!!! I always wanted to bring it home. But then again, I said that about every dog I met there. Heck! I just love dogs! I think my sis had one of these, which she named Randle. Though he was sold to us as a pekingese, I think more thinking back on him now, that he was one of these guys. He looked more like this than like a pekingese.

7. Shetland Sheepdog
They look like miniature Lassies. For some odd reason, I am just drawn to that. This is a breed I would just love to have! I always pictured myself getting one, and I came dreadfully close to getting a sheltie twice in my life. The first time was in 1990, I had a friend that bred shelties as a hobby, and she was going to just give me one. But my ma said my dad would have a fit! So I didn't get one then. Then again in 1999 I came close, I had a deposit down on one. But forces beyond my control stopped me from getting one then. Who knows? Maybe this time will be my time to get one?

8. Toy American Shepherd
This is the smallest version of the Australian Shepherd. I used to breed Australian shepherds (standard-sized) back in the mid 90s. It was a project I helped a boyfriend take on, starting in 1996, and worked on it all the way up to the year 2000, when we bred our last litter. I had to give it up because grandma needed round-the-clock care, and I had to help. So, I had to give up the dog breeding. But looking at this today, this is a breed I would love to have! They have all the qualities of the standard Australian shepherds (which, BTW is an American breed), only in a smaller package. They are made for apartment living.

9. Scottish Terrier
Ever since I was a little kid, I've always loved Scotties! They are probably one of the most iconic breeds in the world! I even had a Scottie that I named Mysti. After the INXS song, Mystify. She was a good dog too. And probably a better rat-killer than those doggone cats we used to have! I wanted to keep her forever, but my dad, who owned the house we lived in, told us we had too many dogs, and that we could only have one. So, since my sis had her dog longer, he made me get rid of Mysti. To this day, I wish I hadn't done that.

10. Miniature Dachshund
When I was a kid, I saw this movie called The Ugly Dachshund, about a show-breeder family that had dachshunds and a great dane. Ever since then, I've been in love with getting a miniature dachshund. I always wanted one! I'd love to have a smooth and a longcoat, if I decide to go with these. They are more like companion dogs than hunting dogs.

11. Cairn Terrier
Actually, this is one of my most favorite terriers of all. I remember first seeing this breed when I saw the Wizard of Oz as a child. I didn't much care for the movie, but I did find myself fascinated by the dog, Toto. Then, when I got older, there was this book called The Complete Puppy and Dog Book, which became like my own personal Bible. My first book of dog knowledge. There was a picture in that book of a Cairn terrier and I fell in love with the dog in that picture. It was so darn CUTE!!!!! I wanted one like it.




Well, that is the list of dog breeds I would not mind having. I try to keep it simple. There are other breeds that I do love, but probably would not even consider owning at this point in my life for various reasons. But this is my target-list of breeds I have been looking into. I do need a dog! I have yet to decide which one(s) I truly want. But when I am ready to get one, I will make an announcement on here. Thanks to Katrina for the suggestion to do this post.

The Emotional Triggers

Ya know something? Katrina opened my eyes again with a post she made here and on Tim-Hutch-Love. I cannot even believe I had forgotten about this. Katrina and I have been friends forever. But she has also been more than that to me. She's also been a lot like a little sister to me too. I remember when I first met her dad back in the early 90s, after I got out of high school, and we even became boyfriend/girlfriend for a while. Katrina was only 5 years old back then, and she had just lost her mom to ovarian cancer (There's that damn word again!!!!!!!!!!) UGH! Makes me mad! Anyways, they were new to the states, and I was in love with her father for a while. I also took Katrina under my wing, so to speak. For those literal folks reading, I do not really have wings! But I took Katrina in almost like a daughter. At 5 years old, she was smart as a whip! That's why I took to her. She was not like most other 5 year olds. When her father and I stopped dating, we didn't lose touch. We remained friends. Partly because I fell in love with babying Katrina. I was not looking to take the place of her mom, I just wanted to be someone she could turn to if she needed a female role-model around. Her father even allowed her to come live with me and my big sis for a while when she was 15 through 18. I even introduced her to INXS's music. She was about 10 when Michael died. She learned to love INXS through me.

Anyways, she knows I never tried to take her mom's place. But one thing Katrina never really did was grieve for her mom. She was too young to know what went on. I think, in some small way, Katrina thought I was her motherly figure. So, she never really grieved for her real mother. It wasn't until she was older that she went back to her original homeland to visit her mother's grave site that it hit her, and she was 20 years old at that time. But again, she was young, and it didn't hit her as hard. Of course she cried some, but she did not go through the heavy-step grieving process. I guess this is what happens when you get older. After I read her post in Tim-Hutch Love, I started thinking about all the times I have grieved over lost loved ones. Then I went back to a post I made here back in September, after my pa died, titled "The Grieving Process". BOY! Do I know me well or not?! I went through the initial shock, then the point where I was crying every 10 minutes, and then through a period of intense cheerfulness, and then through the part of being a total jerk! I knew it was going to happen! I've been through it before. I went through it after my grandma died, after my Groucho died, and now again after my pa died. It seems to always happen after anyone who means anything to me dies, and it has gotten worse as I got older.

I was rather young myself when Michael died back in 1997, and he meant everything to me. I was also in love with him once, and at the time he died, I had fallen in love with him again. I was beginning to. The initial shock lasted a few hours, then the part of crying every 10 minutes began. And up until Michael died, I almost NEVER cried!!! Not since before my teenage years anyways! But Michael's death, I believe, broke me emotionally. I had lost a dog I had for 14 years just a few months before Michael died, and I didn't cry nearly as much as I did when Michael died. I even lost a boyfriend in a car accident around the same time I lost the dog. I did cry, but not as much as I did when Michael died. I think maybe, Michael's death was just like the final slap in the face for 1997. I lost too many people/animals I loved that year. Michael was like the final straw that broke the camel's back. This year, 2016, the world lost a lot of people, public figures. None of them meant anything to me. I'm not happy they are dead, but none of them struck me as emotionally as when Michael died. I saw their deaths as mostly signaling the end of my childhood years. But then my father died. And it was like when Michael died all over again. It broke me emotionally. I've spent the last 2 months doing nothing but trying to find peace with it.

As is typical with my own grieving process, I can become an asshole (or a hemorrhoid)! Poor Rita Love has received the brunt of it because we have done the most PMing back and forth for the past 2 months. She has tried to tell me how happy she has been, and I've ignored and/or made fun of her. Talking to Katrina today, I know that was wrong of me. When I saw her post in the group, it was like little chimes that went off. It snapped me back to that memory of when her mom died and she was too young to know what was going on. The innocence she displayed that day we first met. Then I thought of when I lost Michael, and how I never recovered from that. I grew old from that moment on. I had become a 100-year old woman trapped in a 23-year old body. Then when I lost grandma in 2001, and Groucho in 2006, and then my dad this year. I knew the emotional roller coaster was coming! I predicted it, based on how I've been in the past after losing someone I loved. There are going to be times I can be a total jerk! A pig! An asshole. Whatever you want to call it. But it was bound to happen. I hadn't cried in 19 hours, and then I saw Katrina's post about her mom on Tim-Hutch Love, and it got me started again because I had completely forgotten about that!!!

I remember this past year, one of my (former) friends from Facebook and I saw her videos on YouTube too, lost her mom as well. I tried to be there for her. She went through periods where she was very despondent and often did not come back to Facebook. I told her to just take all the time she needs to recover. I know how hard it is. I told her her REAL friends will understand. And I was one of those. Well, I was understanding of her, but apparently she didn't want to show me the same understanding. But like I said, it happens among people. But at least, once again, it shows what kind of friends they are. Not what kind of friend I am. OK Katrina, rant over! LOL! Back to what I talked about before; Dogs. Maybe I will talk about the breeds I've been looking into getting next. Probably won't be a chihuahua or a papillon. I think I want to go ALL different this next time I build up my family.

New Tim-Hutch Leader

Well, I stepped off the podium of Tim-Hutch Love, and appointed a new head administrator. She posts good pics and articles. She never posts anything without there being proof, so I like her. She'll keep the group respectable. I still want to keep it a free-speech group. Well, Katrina tried to start something last night (KATRINA!!!!!!) but I told her not to go there. It was with Tess, and I guess it was after she saw the post I made last night. But Tess is not in our group anymore, and I told Katrina, even if I allowed it, it would not do any good to say anything to her because she wouldn't be able to read it. Apparently, Katrina did not know that the gray checkmark beside a person's name means that they are no longer in that group. Now, she knows. She's not in many Facebook groups. She is almost never online. Someone like her that drives 50 miles to work (one way) each day, works 50-60 hours a week in a major corporation, has 4 kids, a husband, 6 horses and 4 dogs hasn't much time to get online. I'm surprised she found the time to have the baby! LOL! That's a joke, BTW! I'm happy she has the baby! The only reason she's been online a lot lately is probably because she has the baby now, and working less hours at work to take care of it.

One of my friends told me now Kelly P is saying stuff about me. But Kelly P. is the least of my worries. She can say about me whatever she likes. She can even say she does not believe it when I say I was not talking about her. I don't know how she would think that I was talking about her, I do not know her well enough to say anything about her. All I've ever said about her is what I know for sure; that she has me blocked on Facebook, and that she is one of the people working to get the wheels in motion for the Michael Hutchence statue, and she is one of the admins for that group. That is all I know about her. How could I talk about her having cancer when I had no idea that she did? But again, she is the absolute LEAST of my worries. She had no way of knowing about my father. It's the people who DID know about my father that is pissing me off right now!!! They knew about him, and still believing that I think cancer is a joke!

But ya know, I am getting better now. One of my friends this morning told me that Tess is indeed a strange one. How she once posted something from her daughter and it was all too weird. That Tess is mentally unstable. People have been confronting me about my blog, saying I wouldn't like it if someone said something bad about me and everyone believed it, I would not feel good. I said as long as they don't say things like I kill puppies, I don't care what else they say about me. This is just as bad as saying I kill puppies. I think Tess planned this. Or one of those dumbass trolls did. I think they planned it to "get even" with me. But it's not a slap in the face to me. It's a slap in the face to my father! And you slap my family in the face, then you're dead to me!!! That's an expression, BTW! I'm not a killer!!! LOL! In my head, Tess is nothing now but a nobody. She's dead as far as I am concerned! And I DON'T want her back on Tim-Hutch Love! Even after I am gone!!!

I got a good mind to block Rosanda too. She was also one of the people I told to leave Tim-Hutch-Love yesterday. I hated to. But she too is slapping my pa in the face. I asked Rosanda to become my friend last year, I liked her because she had such a sweet disposition, and I always loved her pics, edits, artwork, and I thought she was pretty too. I still do! Believe me, it hurt to ask her to leave the group. But, she totally disappointed me! I should have figured out what kind of person she was when she turned against Nancy! Nancy is one of the sweetest people I know on Facebook! And she never says anything about anyone without there being positive proof. But Rosanda has said some terrible things about Nancy to a lot of people. Who knows? Maybe Rosanda has always been a little angry at me because I did not turn against Nancy, and this just gave her the excuse she has been waiting for to unfriend me. Maybe? I don't know. But I do know now that she disappointed me very much! I didn't know she was so DUMB!!! Not to mention, pathetic!!!

Nancy told me she told Tess off. Tess is saying things with no proof to back it up. Kelly's name was not mentioned anywhere on that post. And the only time cancer was mentioned was when I said my pa had it. That is it. I did not say the name of the person I was talking about, nor what she was ill with. NO WHERE!!!! But this is why, when I write about someone on this blog, I usually name names. Because if I don't, then there is total confusion! So, once again, I am going to start naming names. Or at least use initials, like Kirk P. does on his diary. 😊 For the record, the woman I was talking about's initials are JC, and she had a simple bladder infection. So there! And she is fine now. And also for the record, I have had bladder infections myself! Even some that landed me in the hospital for a few days. And yes, maybe I did deserve them! I used to drink a lot of sodas and no water. So, I say I did it to myself. So there!! 😝 Blow that out your asses you stupid trolls!!! 😠

I am so totally done!!! Hopefully the trolls are satisfied!

Drama-Queen Revealed!!!!

I found out from a friend who the person is that has been spreading this drama around about me. It's a woman named Tess O'brien!!! She was one of the people who commented on my post on Facebook when my pa died! This friend and I had a little PM session this afternoon and said that Tess has written another rant on Facebook about me. UGH!!! What the FUCK is wrong with this woman??? Is her brain screwed up? Sadly as well, she has a child! She sabotages me on Facebook and she has a child too. I wonder if she would also sabotage that poor child if she had the chance? All I can say is, I feel sorry for that little girl of her's! Someone please call CPS and have that little girl taken away from her before she does something to harm her!!! If Tess would harm me, someone who has done nothing bad to her, who knows whom else she will harm?!

Last night, I made a post on Tim-Hutch Love, telling the people in there that if they are one of the blind sheep flock, they need to leave before the 22nd, or else I will get rid of them myself. So, today, I've been going around to different folks, and telling them that they have a certain number of hours to delete themselves, or I will do it for them! And if I do it, they'll be permanently blocked! I told Tess this morning she had 12 hours to leave the group, and I told her she has been warned!!! I'll not have her type on that group ruining Michael's special day!! I also blocked Tess when I found out she is the one possibly causing all this drama. Fuck her!!! She can gripe and complain about me in her own page. She WILL NOT be allowed to bring it to my page!!!

Well, today I heard that Tess is now accusing me of rape. I heard that and I was like "WHAT????!!!!" Tess is accusing me of raping her?!! I don't even know her!! We've never stood in the same room. How on Earth could I be raping her?! Geez! Yesterday's post was about stupid-ass people! I think that Tess O'brien is the stupidest of the stupid!! I can't even believe I once thought she was a good person! Over the past week, I have been disappointed by a lot of people. She was one of them. Now to find out all this is happening and she is possibly the one who started it. She is also one of the ones who knew better!! Tess seems to love to overplay the victim card. I kinda wonder if that is why she married a man that beat her up? And no, I am not saying ANYONE deserves to be beat up!! Although after finding this info out, I really want to punch Tess O'brien in the face, and HARD!!!! As hard as I can!!!! HOW FUCKING DARE YOU TESS!!! HOW DARE YOU GO AROUND TELLING PEOPLE THAT I THINK CANCER IS A JOKE!!!!!! HOW DARE YOU ACCUSE ME OF RAPING YOU!!!!!! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO REALLY NEEDS HELP TESS!!!!!! AND AS MUCH AS I FUCKING HATE YOUR GUTS NOW, I SURE HOPE YOU CAN GET THE HELP YOU NEED!!!! FOR MYA'S SAKE!!!!!!

UHH!! Well, enough of that. I am still leaving Facebook. Don't know if I'll ever go back! I have been through turmoil in my life, but this has taken the cake! Accusing me of thinking cancer is a joke is too much!! It's something I don't tolerate. And what gets me is the people who actually believe it! The same people who followed my posts from the time my father was first diagnosed with cancer to the day he died! And yet they still believe I think cancer is a joke! I am tired! TIRED!!! I am tired of people who pretend to be your friend. I am tired of having to explain myself to people who don't listen. I am tired of meeting people who I think are good, only to find out they are nothing but asswipes! I'm tired of making friends with someone, getting close to them, only to have them drop me when things get heated because they want to stay with the popular crowd. I'm tired of people who think just because they've spent more than a few minutes with Michael Hutchence, that they own his memory. I'm tired of the two-faced people who only have the fullest respect for fans who have spent more than a few minutes with Michael, and believe those who didn't are disposable friends! Michael, I don't believe, would want to see his fans treat each other that way, so why do they do it? I got a good set of mods for Tim-Hutch Love, they can take care of it, and keep it clean and respectable. I've got a big picture-posting day planned for the 22nd, and after that, I'm gone! I just want to celebrate one last Hutch Day with other Hutch fans. If anyone wants to talk to me, they know they can find me here.

You know, I think Michael, being the way he was all for peace and love, if he had had a Facebook page, I think once he saw turmoil like this happening between his fans, he would be thinking "I've had enough of this bullshit!" And would have said to me by now, "Dee, I'm with you! I'm leaving Facebook too!"

-Less Products???

Have you ever heard of a nut pie without the nuts? Have you ever heard of a roast turkey without the turkey? Have you ever heard of chicken nuggets without the chicken? I always wondered, why call it what it isn't? Why not call it what it is? For example, here is a video of a "nutless" pecan pie.

Seems kinda silly to me to call anything without pecans a "pecan pie". Isn't the pecans the whole point of the pie? This is instead made of crisped rice cereal. So, why don't they call it a "crisped rice cereal pie"? That does not make sense to me! And how about this "vegan turkey"? If it says "vegan" on it, then it doesn't have any real turkey in it, does it? It's actually made up of soybeans.

This cannot be called a "turkey" if it doesn't have any turkey. It doesn't make sense! Why not call it a "soybean" roast instead? Or, have you ever heard of a product called "Tofurkey"? It's apparently a vegan "turkey" roast.

OK, So the first 4 letters spell out "tofu", but why put the last 3 letters of "turkey" in the name? Why not just call it a "tofu roast"? Is it because a "tofu roast" doesn't sound as appetizing as a turkey roast? Or maybe you could flat-out call it a "turkeyless roast", like this product from Trader Joe's:

Or how about some "chickenless chicken"? Here's such a product that is available:

If you ask me, it cannot be called "chicken drumsticks" if it is made of soybean proteins. Why not just call them "Soybean protein drumsticks"? If you don't, I would call this false advertising. Of course it says "vegan" on it. But it also says "chicken". It's misleading. And if it's vegan, it won't have any chicken in it. They need to change the wording on their boxes. I've always been a straightforward person. I call everything what it is. I even call myself "fat" because well, I AM!!!! It's not malicious. It's TRUTH!! But I am working on it. 😁 In the past 2 weeks, I have lost 5 pounds! I intend to keep going.

Stupid-Ass People

I saved that one yesterday especially for them. And I should not be posting this post, but I want to have at least one last say here. Thanks to Katrina and her husband for giving me some solace, and helping to bring me back almost to the person I was before. I love you two forever! I may also lose more friends on Facebook now because of this post, but I do not care anymore. And I am not writing this to get sympathy nor nothing like that. I do not even expect to change peoples' opinions about me, nor will I even try to make them understand. In fact, I'm sure this is just going to make them hate me even more, because nothing can change a blind sheep. I just feel like I am not going to feel better myself until I get this out. But beware! I am going to name names!! I have to. Apparently, when I do not name names, people get confused. I want to say now, I have nothing personal against these people, I do not hate them, I do not even dislike them nor disrespect them, even though they may hate me now. But I do not dislike them because if I were in their position, I probably would have felt the same way they do about me. If I didn't know me better. I want to say this one last thing and then I will drop this subject completely.

Two months ago Monday, I lost my father after a brief battle with cancer. I have been on an emotional roller coaster ever since. I go through different phases of grief. I may seem bright and cheery one day, and then the next day, I can be in a total slump. I even went through a couple of weeks where I was nothing but cheerful. I thought the grieving was over with. I thought to myself "That was brief!" But one thing was I could not even bring myself to say the word "cancer". It was like when Hutchess died, I couldn't even say her name for a long time. Whenever I talked about her, I always just referred to her as "the dog I had that died of parvo". But I could not not say "Dad", or "pa". But I could bring myself to not say the word "cancer". I had let the word pretty much slip through my daily existence there for a while. But I still wanted it eradicated!! Over these past 2 months, I have had one other friend contact cancer, named Anna May, and is now battling it, but I have cried for her numerous times, and prayed for her as well. I have another friend named Paula who lost her husband to cancer 3 years ago. I've cried with her over her husband as well. A man I don't even know and never met, but I cried because cancer is an evil killer and I want it gone before it takes anyone else. And I feel for Paula, I feel her loss. And I wish there was a way I could bring back her husband to her, but I can't. And I feel powerless because of it. Just as powerless as I felt seeing my dad suffer in a hospital bed. A strong man, who went on 5-mile long walks daily even after his first rounds of chemo, go from being super-strong to being a vegetable in only a matter of a few month. The number of months a person can count on the fingers of one hand!

But Monday morning, the word entered my mind again, with the news of someone else who is popular in the INXS community, named Kelly P, had also contracted cancer. I was first contacted about her on Sunday afternoon by a friend, but she did not tell me Kelly had cancer. She just informed me she was ill. Yet a post that I wrote on Saturday morning caused an uproar in the INXS community, because it was about someone else I once knew getting sick and in the hospital last Friday night. That person is OK now, as I understand it and went home fine on Tuesday. But she did not have cancer. Not at all, and I have tried to explain that but nobody listens. Everyone thought, because it happened at around the same time, that I was talking about Kelly. Maybe to them, somehow, I must have predicted she was ill? Maybe in a dream? Highly unlikely. I don't dream about people I don't know. Maybe I unknowingly "liked" a post on facebook by a friend that talked about her? If I did, I do not remember. And a lot of times, when I scan Facebook, I am on my newsfeed page going down, fast as lightening clicking "like" on everything without barely reading it. But I click "like" sometimes just to let my friends know "Hey! I'm still alive and kicking!" Especially on days when I am doing something else, or if I am watching a movie or a TV show, or YouTube and scanning through Facebook at the same time. It doesn't always mean I see every bit that is posted. And I would think I'd remember it if someone mentioned "cancer" in their post. Especially since it has deeply impacted my life recently. That is often how I will scan my newsfeed. And I almost NEVER click on peoples' names or visit their Facebook pages. So, if it does not show up on my newsfeed, it most likely won't be seen by me! And remember, Kelly P. also has me on ignore, and has had ever since I lived at the shelter, which was in August. I got back online, looked in the group she and I shared, and I could not see her posts anymore. So, I had absolutely NO WAY of knowing she is battling cancer!!!

Over the past week, I have been accused of "laughing at cancer", when anyone who actually knows me would tell you the opposite is true. Katrina was here with me when I suffered with the loss of my dad. She saw how anguished I was. She was 8 months pregnant, but she gathered enough energy to drive down here and comfort me in my time of loss. She took a day off work, very hard work, to be with me when I needed someone physically here. My facebook friends have been super, don't get me wrong. But having someone here to actually hold my hand, stroke my hair, and for me to lean on was golden to me. I was doing a lot better for a while until this week, when the word "cancer" entered my ears again. And to have people say that I am making fun of cancer, well, all I can say about those people now is that they are STUPID!!!!! Yes, you heard me right!!! I am calling them all STUPID!!!!! ALL these former "friends". Because I just lost my father to cancer!!! They knew it too! Why in the world would I laugh about someone else having it?! When I heard the news finally about Kelly P, and no one may know this or even believe it, but I cried!! I actually cried for Kelly! Someone I do not know, and do not even really like, but I did cry! And I don't give a shit if the stupid-ass trolls believe me or not, but I cried because I feel powerless. I cried for Kelly's family. I cried for her, because I want her to get better! I don't want to see another person suffer with cancer!! I may hate people, but all I can think of when I hear the word "cancer" is what my pa went through, and how I hate the thought of seeing anyone else, whether I like them or not, go through the same thing!! Shoot! I even cried a little for Georgia when she told me she lost her Aunty and a best friend to cancer. NO ONE should lose ANYONE to cancer!!!!!!! I never believed they should!!!

I want to show you all what I mean. This is the post I made after I got home from Arizona:

Lots of people "liked" the post, not every one of them commented, but I knew they understood how I felt, if they read such a long post! Which is fine. But here's the dumb people who commented, but have now turned away with the crowd because they think I don't care, or that I think cancer is a joke:

The reason I am showing this is because these people know better than to think such a thing! Yet they played the "follow the leader" game and unfriended and/or blocked me. The only one who contacted me was Rosanda, GOD bless her! But again, she did not listen when I tried to explain. She just believed what everyone else now believes. But if I really did think cancer was a joke, do you really think I would have had a profile pic like this made?

That's me and my pa. Well, of course I blotted out our faces. LOL! I did that for both my pa, and for Anna May. But if these people were smart, or at least had one iota of common sense, they would have put 2 and 2 together and said "wait a minute! Dee just lost her father to cancer. Why would she make light of it if someone else has it?" and contacted me and at least let me try to explain. But they didn't. These people again, followed the blind sheep herd:

Maybe they believe now that my reactions to these people were phony. But they'd be wrong. I'd never make light of cancer. Not intentionally. The fact that I made that post on Saturday and Kelly P. got ill was a coincidental accident. But I think these people would not even believe that either!! Because they are blind sheep, once again, who would listen to no one but another blind sheep! A sheep who does not have all the facts. That's why I want to write this post today!! Well, Rita Love would not believe anything anyways, she's a dumbass teenager who is just pissed because I will not believe her when she says something so far out as she is going to marry Timmy. But she's lied to me once, and she admitted it to me that she lied to me about her age. And like Judge Judy says, you lie to me once, that sets the stage in my mind that you are going to lie to me again. But this post is not just about her. It's about all these people who apparently lack simple common sense.

Like I said, I have NOTHING against these people. NOTHING!!! I do think they are acting like dumbasses now, but I have not lost all my respect for them. But understand this; I was NOT making fun of cancer!!!! For the trillionth (and hopefully the LAST) time!!!!!! What the fuck else do these people want?! I am putting it in writing! I have explained the situation now in FULL detail! What else do I have to say?!

I would go even farther than that. What I would love to do to each one of these people is take them all to a theater room, strap them to the chairs, and make them look at pictures of me and my sister and stepmother anguishing over my father when he died for 24 hours straight! I would blast the sounds of our crying over loud speakers into their ears for those 24 hours! Crying we all did when my dad died!!! I would get up in front of them, and flash pictures of my dad in happier days right in front of their faces, telling them what a wonderful, caring person he was, and I would hope I would shed some more tears, just so they could see how much in pain I've been! Then I would flash the pictures I took of me and my sister at our dad's side as he was dying and I would MAKE them look and see the anguish in our eyes!!! THEN, I would tell them to say it to my face once again, that I think cancer is a joke!!!!!

If I thought it would help Kelly P, Anna May and everyone else battling cancer now to get better, I would strip each one of these former friends bare naked, bend down and kiss each one of their naked asses, one by one!!! If I thought it would bring back the people we have all lost to cancer, I would give up my INXS fanhood for life!! If I thought it would completely eliminate cancer from this earth, I would lick each one of these womens' clits without hesitation!!! You want me to go further? I will. But what good would it do? I just wanted to write this to get this out there. People are the dumbest creatures on the planet! They never listen!! Thank you again to Katrina and her husband for everything you've done! And to you former "friends"; PLEASE do everyone a favor, NEVER become a judge or jury! You are lousy at listening and getting facts! You'd convict an innocent man to the electric chair without hearing what he has to say!!

Oh yes! One more thing; Don't any of you try to hit me with that "slander" bullshit!!! I have a perfect reason to believe what I do!! You all accused me of thinking cancer is a joke and you are a bunch of damn FOOLS if you truly believe that!! What you all said was slanderous. Not me! Not to mention, it's STUPID!!!! I just wanted to say that again.

Funny This...

Hey! How about some really cute and funny pics?! Why not? I need to have some fun. 😁

Uh oh! Hide your babies!!

Only a dog would admit to this.

Good on this one!

For those who couldn't decide, this would have made a good candidate!

Some people will laugh at anything alright!

He's got a smiley mustache!

This bird doesn't give a shit!

This bird does!

And I very often do!

Yes I guess this is what you could call me.

A great way to have a good day at work:

Guilt is written all over his nose.

Maybe this is where I am headed. LOL!!

The oompas are in trouble!!

Let's catch the next ride to the past and quick before he gets in office!!

Google must think this guy is a grandfather clock-sucker! LOL!

But he found she has a Boner.

Yes! We can be anything we want to be. I'll be a lemur!

For you Katrina, because I know you love all 4 of your kids!

This one is for the stupid-ass trolls who think I'm laughing at cancer!

Quick! Someone save him!!

I need some extensions too! LOL!

And 1896 ended when 1897 began.

Yep! I sure am!

Hehehehe!!! You little devil you!!

Not sure I would eat that now! LOL!

A banana cloned from a dog!

Again, for you Katrina! Its something you always bring up! LOL!

And now we see Trump, how he was brought up as a kid!

There! Hope you got a good laugh! I know I did!

So Anyway...

It's still Michael's month, and I want to continue to celebrate it. I still love that man more than anything. I always will. No matter what happens. Anyways, I've been thinking pretty heavily about when I get my puppy. I do plan to get one soon. Or two. hehehe! I know exactly what breed(s) I want. But I am still not exactly ready right this minute to get a puppy. I need to get a few things done first. But I'm thinking now, it will not be long. Maybe, since I haven't been myself since I moved from Reno, getting a dog would be a very good thing for me. Maybe sooner rather than later. Just not right now. Maybe for my own birthday gift next year. hehehe!

I'm going to have this little theme for every pet I get from here on out. I want to name each one of my pets after INXS songs and lyrics. I've started a couple times, first with Hutchess, a cattle dog, and Mysti, a scottish terrier. Unfortunately, I only had Hutchess for a week 😭 I sure did cry like a fountain when she died. That was back when there was a parvo epidemic in our area. It was a big thing back then. Lots of puppies were coming down with it. The breeder said that Hutchess had had all her shots up to date, but for some reason, she was very susceptible to the parvo. Where and how she got it, I may never know because up until her, I had never had a dog that had parvo. Not even close. The vets even told me that cattle dogs do not get parvo usually. They said it was more common for dobermans and rottweilers to get it. Something about a gene linked also with the black and tan pattern that makes them more prone to catch parvo. Genes are a strange thing.

Well, ever since my incident with Hutchess, I've been taking drastic steps with every puppy I ever got to make sure that never happens again. And so far, it hasn't. Of course, I usually get smaller dogs. I don't want a bigger dog, not in an apartment. The breed(s) I have in mind are quite small, and seem to be a lot of fun. Smaller dogs are less likely to get parvo as well. It will be amazing to see the transformation this house will take with a dog running around the house! I'll also have a walking buddy! I cannot wait! I go on 4-mile walks daily, it'd be so nice to have some walking buddies by my side with their tails wagging all the way. I have made this decision, instead of an extended trip, I'm going to get myself a couple of puppies. I was spending most of the past weekend wondering how I was going to react to flying there anyways. I've never flown before. And to be truthful, it kinda scares me.

I know! I know! I said I wanted to do this movie!! But now that the time is drawing nearer, I can't help but think about the actual trip. Though it would be wonderful to visit Michael's memorial. But face it, Michael is not there. In a group I was on, someone said Michael's ashes were split 3 ways. His father got one set, which he dropped in Sydney Harbor. His mother and sister got another set, which they spread in an LA cemetery. And Paula got the last set, which no one knows what she did with it. And I started thinking after someone mentioned that, if he's not there, then what is the point in my even going? Maybe I should go to the cemetery in LA instead, at least he's there. And I wouldn't have to fly there either. Just take a car there. Or even a bus. Besides, I really, really, really, REALLY want this puppy! I need it! Like I said, I haven't been myself since I left Reno, and it is probably because I do not have a dog. I had Vegas when I lived in Reno, I haven't had him since I left. Dogs always make life more livable!

Gosh! Now that I've mentioned this, I am excited again. Been thinking a lot of dad for the past day or so since the word "cancer" has come to my ears again. And no, the person did not have cancer that I was talking about, for the 1000000 millionth time this week! Ahh well fuck it. But thinking of my father has gotten me a little on the depressed side again. Geez, and I thought I was over the crying! But it's not just the mere mention of the word cancer. I was watching a sitcom tonight, and the episode showed a boy who was reunited with his father, and they spent a fun day at the World's Fair. It made me tear up because it made me think back to the last time I saw my father before he moved to Arizona. We spent such a day together, and he always knew how to make it fun. Even though I am a grown-ass woman, I felt like a child going out that day with my pa. This is why I need this dog. Something upbeat to make me feel happy again. My pics of INXS are wonderful for a while, but after a while I crave something with an overactive tongue licking me and a sweet little tail waggling. That would make my world complete again.

Oh Really?!

LOL! My Facebook friend numbers continue to drop. These people are crazy! I mean really! I just lost my father to cancer! Why do they think I am making fun of the disease? What that person had that I spoke about was not even cancer! Not even close. It wasn't even believed to be cancer. Well, really I got nothing against these people. Its not like they're dropping me because I don't like radicals. I think the whole thing was a misunderstanding. Because of that, I removed that post I made. One person even commented that I believe I could curse anyone. I never said I could either. It's just a figure of speech. This is proof-positive of how such a complex post can get bent all out of shape.

One person, who was a pretty close friend too, started arguing with me on my group. Of course she had me blocked, so I had to post by way of different posts on the group. Then I stopped because I realized that was not the way to handle this type of thing. It's not a group-affair. She said she was leaving because I am a "lowlife bitch". But she kept coming back, saying I did the same thing to her. I never did anything to her. Ever! She's mistaken honesty for disrespect. I'm thinking, maybe I need to stop being honest with people. They simply do not like it. Well, when she is ready to talk, she knows how to PM me. She wanted to leave the group. So, I helped her. But she cannot come back now. She made one last post, but I didn't read it. I just deleted it. I like to keep that a free speech group, but that was not the way to handle this problem.

I suspect when I wake up tomorrow that the only people that will be left in my friends list are those that are the most loyal of the bunch. And family. But geez, seems everywhere I turn, I cause a ruckus. Whether I mean to or not. All this because one person got sick at the same time someone else I knew did. But one is worse off than the other. The one I was talking about is a quicker-fix. Not like what the first person has. But I was NOT MAKING FUN OF CANCER!!!!! DAMMIT!!!!!! I'd never do that! And these people should know better, having lost my father, and they knew all about it. I announced it on my facebook page!

Seriously. Just the fact these people would think such a thing as I would make fun of something like someone getting cancer, makes me want to beat the walls! Makes me want to destroy all my valued knick-knacks! Makes me want to bang my head on the bed as hard as I can and pull all my hair out by the roots! Makes me want to take every one of my dishes and just drop them on the floor until they break! In short, it makes me mad! Because that is just something I would never do! For the millionth time, cancer SUCKS!!!! I spent a whole week with an avatar that said "Stand up to cancer", and I meant it! I want it eradicated just as much as anyone. Now why would I spend a week with that avatar if I did not care, or if I thought cancer was a joke?! Tell me that one.

I'd love to spend the rest of my life with an avatar like that, but this is Michael's month. I have to keep on celebrating him. No matter what. If anyone wants to reach me, they know where to find me.

Weird Things Catfags Say

Oh boy! I could write a novel about this! LOL! Cat people are crazy enough. They cannot help it, they have cats, cats make people go crazy. But catfags are much worse. I think the prolonged exposure to cats makes these people even more crazy. If you ask me, cats should be banned from all countries, and put people who've had such massive exposure to them on some medication to fix their brains. But I wanted to write a post based on some of the dumbest and craziest things I've heard catfags say online and in real life. Most of them from the fags on YouTube. But believe me when I say I've also heard these things in real life. Though the people who say them seem unreal to me! LOL!

1. I don't trust anyone who doesn't like cats.
My response: Umm, why not? Cats are sneaky, and they have been associated with evil for many centuries. And let me tell you, some of the worst people I've ever met in my life have been cat-fags. Even when I used to like cats, I noticed cat people were more evil than dog people. I've even seen this comment and they finish it with "Whether you are allergic or not".

2. I can't get a ______ because my cat would never forgive me.
My response: WHAT?!?!?! Who runs your life? You or the cat? Who pays the household bills? You or the cat? Who controls what to do in an emergency? You or the cat? Would your cat save you if your house was on fire? NO! It'd save it's self! And most likely it'd hide under the bed because it's too stupid to know how to get outside! I even heard a woman say this to a bird owner when I was back at the shelter. She said she couldn't get a bird or her cat would never forgive her. This is one of the stupidest comments I've ever heard from cat owners. If I want a bird, I'm gonna get a bird. I don't give a shit what the cat thinks! If the cat doesn't like it, it knows where the way out is! Shoot! I'll even hold the door for it and escort it outside! And the cat needs not come back until it can accept my own decision of what to do in my OWN house!

3. The kitten is soooooooooooooooo cute!!!!!!!
My response: That's not cute! That's the most perfect form of manipulation!

4. Cats are the most perfect animals in the world.
My response: No they're not! There are lots better animals out there. Monkeys are better climbers and jumpers. Crocodiles are better killers. Rabbits are better leapers and runners. Dogs are better cuddlers and better protectors. Gazelles are better at ground-level acrobatics. The list goes on and on.

5. You can't get a _______ because you already have a cat!
My response: So what?! Cats are the most boring animals anyone can have. That's why I have to have the (dog/bird/baby). I don't even consider cats as pets because they don't do anything. Cats are more like squatters than pets. They aren't even as relaxing as a fishtank.

6. My _________ has been cat-approved.
My response (with a facepalm): OMG!! Who cares if a dumb cat approves anything you got!? You think I would put my trust in a creature who causes the extinction of many small animals throughout the world? You think I'm going to trust the judgment of a creature who does not love you, but instead wants you dead? (I'll get to that in a minute). Now have your dog approve the item, and I might give it a thumbs up!

7. My cat loves me. And I love it.
My response: You only think it loves you. You have mistaken tolerance for love. What cats feel for you is not love. There's no doubt in my mind you might love your cat. But it does not love you back. It loves your food. Nothing else. It loves that it does not have to work for anything, because for a lazy-ass housecat, not having to do anything is the best thing in it's world. They're even slow to kill a mouse. It has been proven that cats do not really love (or even like) their owners. They just tolerate them. A cat would kill it's owner if it was big enough.

8. Cats are assholes, and that's why I love them.
My response: Oh really? So do you also love people who are assholes? Do you love other animals that can be assholes? Do you invite these nasty people to visit your house, or even come to a party with you? Most likely I expect to hear "No". Why people love this behavior in cats is beyond me, but I guess that's part of a cat's ability to manipulate some peoples' minds.

9. At least cats are not butt-sniffers.
My response: Oh YES they are! You kneel down to your ankles to a group of cats, I guarantee you'll have some of them poking their nose in your butt in no time flat! Cats are every bit butt-sniffers as dogs are. You just cannot feel it because they're smaller than dogs, their noses are smaller, and they sniff more gently than dogs.

Well, those are some of the stupidest comments I've heard from catfags. Anyone else know of any others, let me know in the comments below.

Republican Vs. Democrat

Wow! I've noticed, just over the past year or so, there is a HUGE difference in both parties. I personally am a libertarian, which my sis says is like a combination of both only without the bullshit. Of course I've always known there was a difference between the two, and yes, they all do attract like-minded individuals. My sis probably could explain this a lot better than I could too. I have nothing personal against republicans or democrats as I am not on either side. I don't care how others voted, it makes no difference to me. But all I am saying is over the years, especially this past year, I have noticed the big difference between the two parties. Not all are so great. But a number of them I can relate to. I'll probably get my eyes opened a little further as time goes on with Trump as our president. Who knows? But this is what I have learned so far...

Republicans are the most honest it seems. They say exactly what they feel. And they don't seem to care if it hurts others or not. This is a trait I cannot really get angry at, as I am that way myself. I've always been the kind of person who says "Let the truth ring loud and clear". I'm even honest about myself. I say things about myself that no one else would normally admit to. Because I know it's true. Though I also say I am ugly, but that is a matter of opinion. I am attractive to some people. But if someone says I am ugly, I'm always like "Well, at least it's the truth!" But I am not upset by being ugly. Really, I'm not. This is who I am. I especially get "you're fat and ugly" by teenagers and catfags. LOL! I got that comment a few days ago on my video by some kid named Fredericka. She had an Italian last name of some sort, and she is a teenage catfag. She was pissed because I hate cats. LOL! So to ease her own insecurities, she called me "fat and ugly". I just said to her "Thanks, you're probably fat and ugly yourself. And you're a fag." Well, I know for absolute certain she is indeed a fag. Don't know what she looks like though. Just like everybody else that goes around YouTube talking about how bad other people look, she doesn't have any pics or videos of herself online. So, for all I know, she could be a fat and ugly kid herself.

Seriously, I need to go back to not responding to trolls! LOL! I have fun teasing the fags, but I am also breaking what took me 2 years to perfect! Well, I blocked Fredericka from my channel. Some of the comments she made sounded like the sordid words of a psychopath. She needs serious therapy. At her age, maybe it's not too late to help her, so I hope she gets it. One thing I will give her credit for, she never said anything about me going to McDonald's all the time! LOL! But then again, I don't think she's even old enough to know much about the movie Supersize Me. I used to get the McDonald's comments a lot from bigots when I started going on YouTube. But then again, that movie was still a big thing then. But I have not been to a McDonald's or Burger King, or even a KFC since May of last year. And you know I haven't not eaten since then! LOL!

Anyways, now on to democrats. Whereas republicans are honest about how they feel, democrats tell people what they want to hear. They hide everything, including how they really feel. I mean, I can understand them feeling sorry for the minorities, but you know we cannot keep on apologizing for the things that have happened to them in the past that people today had absolutely no control over, and nothing to do with! I personally had nothing to do with slavery. I've never had a slave in my life. And I knew nothing about slavery until I saw the series Roots in the early 80s. Hillary supported this Black Lives Matter movement. BLM is full of nothing but a bunch of fags! I'm serious! You go into a neighborhood that is predominantly black, and say something to the effect of "ALL lives matter", I mean they will knock you out cold! There is a video on Youtube depicting this. The guy held up a sign that said "ALL Lives Matter" and he was chased out by a fag, a BLM supporter.

I don't know why that fag got so angry because the guy said "All lives matter". That means ALL lives, just like it says. That includes black, white, red, yellow, all lifestyles, all religions, all creed, everything. That's the way it should be. But because the guy didn't say that ONLY black lives matter, it made that fag angry. But then again, that's a common behavior of fags!! That's why I call them "fags". They're hot-headed! The same guy went to a predominantly white neighborhood, and held up a sign that said "Black lives matter", and he wasn't chased out for that, nor even cussed out. Sadly, democrats would support movements like that because it's what the general public would want. I think we need to solve this country's problems first though, and not worry so much about other countries. We should not really care if Iraq is free. That's their government's problems. Not ours! They sure as hell don't care that we have homeless veterans on the streets of this country!! So, we need to focus on our own problems before we try to take on the world's problems! But democrats don't want to do that. They want to make overseas problems our own. They want to ship jobs to China and other such countries while we have families here struggling to make ends meet.

If you ask me, it's not the republicans that is the worrisome race. It's the democrats. Why would we even support a party that does terrible things to our own economy just to improve the lives of those people who have nothing to do with this country? GOD help me for sounding selfish, but we really need to cure our own ailments first, then we can try to solve problems with other countries AFTER our own problems are solved.

Post-Trump World

Wow! There are some nasty-ass protests going on in Portland and Vancouver now. Mostly by kids who were too young to vote. They're saying they do not want Trump to become our president. I'm getting the feeling that Trump is not going to make it to the White House. All these riots and shit going on all because he won the election. Some of my friends on Facebook, and my ma, all say to give him a chance. Well, I agree everybody should have a chance to prove themselves. That's always been my philosophy. But these are teenagers we're talking about! They always judge first and ask questions later. I knew if Trump won there was going to be turmoil, but I didn't think it'd happen so soon. But it is, it's starting already.

Well, I was reading some posts by one of my friends this morning on Facebook, she said that Bill Clinton was the one who sent all our jobs overseas, and that Hillary backed him up on that. But Trump wants to bring all our jobs back to this country. Which I guess is one good thing about Trump. We do need jobs in this country. And Hillary would have kept the jobs away in other countries. Not only that, but I heard she and Obama were the ones who created ISIS. And she wants to let in muslim refugees to this country. We sure as HELL don't need that!! But that's why I don't like Hillary. Given the choice, I would never have voted for Hillary! EVER! If I'd had no other choice besides her and Trump, I would have probably voted for Trump myself. But I didn't. I voted Libertarian. No bullshit!

I have yet to see any riots here, but then this is a small town. People here prefer to grate cheese, not riot. I also knew there was going to be a nation divided if Trump won. Or even if Hillary had won! Before the elections took place, everywhere I went, I'd see people divided. It was like back in the 90s dealing with street gangs. You were either for them or against them. If you didn't like one gang, then you were siding with the other and seen as a rival. I've seen the same behavior among Trump fans and Hillary fans. Or should I say Trumpfags and Clintfags?!! Fans are not that bad! It's the fags I don't like. I thank GOD I outgrew that! Not everyone does. I actually encountered one guy who was a Trumpfag on YouTube that not only attacked me, he shit-talked my sis, just because I said neither one of us like Trump.

Well, as far as Trump goes, all I can say is let's wait and see what happens. I don't approve of this wall he wants to have built between us and Mexico. But let's see if he actually does bring the jobs back into this country where they belong. Let's see if Bernie Sanders was wrong about Trump being a liar. Let's see if Trump can really make this country safer from terrorist attacks. One of the things every Trumpfag seems to like about him is that he is honest and he has balls. Let's see if he really puts those balls to work for us. We're stuck here, we might as well enjoy it. It could not be worse than what Hillary wanted to do to our country.

Now, my biggest worry is that Trump may be assassinated before he even gets into office. We may not have a chance to see what he does to this country. And I would wager you the one who would assassinate him would be a Mexican refugee. I don't know this for sure, but it is something that is going through my head right now. Of course I had the same worries when Obama became president, and I don't even give 2 shits about Obama! But I just don't want to see our politicians get killed off before we see what they can actually do for this country.

Now for a little-known fact I heard before. Did you know there is this curse in this country that was cast by an old Native American chief that was so upset his land was being taken away that he wanted to get even with the Europeans. So he put a curse on them, saying that every president elected in a year ending with a "0" would be assassinated after being in office. It happened with Abraham Lincoln and with John Kennedy. Apparently the curse was broken with the assassination attempt on Ronald Reagan in 1981. George W. Bush, who was elected in 2000, was not assassinated, or even attempted assassinated. But when he got into office, 9/11 happened. So, perhaps there is still a little bit of the curse left. But this year does not end with a "0", so I don't think anything really terrible is going to happen. At least, I hope not.

President Dump

LOL! That's what my sis calls him. I guess I'll have to learn to call him that myself. I didn't want either him or Hillary to win. Just once in my life, I would like to see a libertarian become president! The way my sis describes them, they are a little bit of both republican and democrat, without all the bullshit. But I honestly do not know which one would have been worse to have. Trump or Clinton. Both have really bad points. And when I say really bad, I mean REALLY bad!!!! Trump won the election. I kinda knew he would. I knew that from the beginning. Even though almost all my friends on Facebook are democrats. Somehow I still figured Trump would win. He's a jackass! Jackasses always win! He said the polls were rigged. I guess he's the one that rigged them. I'd be happy even if our country didn't have a leader. Either Trump or Clinton would have ruined things! I hate them both!

Well, I'll give Trump respect ONLY because I have to. But I'm not going to like it! There's just no way out of this country. Thanks to 9/11, those of us that are in this country have no choice but to stay. I'd rather move to Canada! But I found out in order to move to another country, you have to either have a job lined up there, or you have to have relatives. I don't have either one in Canada. I don't even have any in Mexico. Not that I know well enough to move there. I'm sure my dad has relatives there, but I never met them, and I wouldn't move to Mexico if my life depended on it! Even if I did know his relatives and we got along very well. I just don't like Mexico. Too hot for one thing. Another thing I do not speak the language. It's hard enough in this apartment complex with the majority of people here being spanish-only-speaking Mexicans. I cannot imagine how difficult living in Mexico would be for me. I always wanted to live in the UK. Or I did when I was younger. I do have a few facebook friends there. But what scares me are the people I don't know, or don't like. The British are some of the biggest belly-achers I've ever known! I don't really care to meet them in person! And with my luck the way it is, I'm likely to meet them. Then there is Australia. But I am not sure I can get used to their upside-down weather patterns. But they do have beautiful beaches there, I'll hand them that one!

There is one other good thing about Trump being president. LOL!! And I really should not write this. But remember back in August, just before I moved from Astoria, there was this woman who used to be my friend on Facebook named Katy Brewer. Well, she went batshit crazy one day, and told everyone that was voting for Trump to delete her from their friends. She thought she could tell all her friends how they can and cannot vote. Most of the people who deleted her were not even Trump supporters, but they deleted her because she was acting childish. At first when I saw her post, I thought the same thing I thought when I wanted the Yatesfags to delete me from their friends. But as I read on in the thread, Katy's responses to people she called her friends got more and more dark and sinister. I'd never seen her act like that before. I thought she was a GOD-fearing person. I guess I was wrong, because she acted like Satan that day. Some of these people who unfriended her, she had known for years too. All of a sudden, now, she was talking to them like the devil himself would.

I wonder how she's feeling now? LOL!! Knowing that Trump won. I bet she's pissed to high-heaven! I bet she hates the world now. It'd serve her right! She even deleted me because she said I was "so pathetic". LOL! She's the last person who should talk about anyone else being "pathetic". Her son is 35 years old now and still lives with her. His wife rejected him because he's a loser, he's too lazy to get a job, so he lives with his mom. And get this, both of them are on welfare. So, I'm like don't talk about me being pathetic until you've looked into your own backyard! Katy obviously did something wrong in raising her boy! LOL! But that's her problem. Not mine. I'm just saying.